ANOTHER EXTRACT FROM THE DIARY.

“I awoke in my own bed. I have the word of Avis for what happened. She

says that when Lessman made his terrible offer to me that I stood for an

instant like a man too astounded for utterance. Suddenly I turned and

struck him squarely in the face. Meta screamed. Lessman, however, merely

dropped back a step and stretched forth his hand. I had my arm drawn back

to strike him again. I wavered, staggered for a second like a drunken

man, then my knees gave way under me and I fell forward on my face.

“That is all she knows. She was hurried back to her own room by Meta,

where she fell in a swoon.”

_CHAPTER VIII._

_A man suffering from amnesia has, upon his return to normal, no

recollection of what happened while he was in that condition. While I do

not say that I was amnestic in every sense of the word, yet my condition

must have resembled that peculiar malady to a certain degree. I can

positively state that I have absolutely no remembrance of the events

which are described below. Yet they are in my own handwriting in my

diary. My own idea of the subject is that I was in a sort of twilight

sleep, as it were—not completely under Lessman’s influence, yet partly

so. I give the contents of my diary just as they were written, venturing

the assertion, however, that they must have been put down several days

after the events of the previous chapter_:

“A strange thing has come to pass. The Bodymaster evidently bears me no

ill will, for last night Avis and I dined with him. Ordinarily, we are

fed like animals, the food served out to us by a deaf and dumb mulatto

who shoves the edibles through the bars to those who are too dangerous

to be allowed outside their cells, while such of us as Lessman evidently

considers harmless are occasionally permitted to dine at a long, bare

table in the hallway. Here we sit and wolf our food like swine, our only

thought being to fill our bellies quickly, lest the others get more than

their share of the meal.

“Imagine, then, my surprise last night when, an hour before time for

eating the mulatto brought to my room—for I am not yet confined to a

cell, probably because I am not yet stark mad—a dress suit. Everything

was there—even down to the studs. With it was a shaving outfit. Laying

the things carefully upon my cot, he handed me a note. It read:

“‘_Let us forget our troubles for tonight. Dine with me. I have

a surprise in store for you._

“‘_Lessman_’.”

“I was shaved and cleaned and feeling like a new man by the time the

dumb servant called for me. Following him down the stairs, I was ushered

into the large parlor. Lessman, in full dress, seized me by the hand and

greeted me warmly, while an instant later Meta, looking truly regal in an

elaborate décolleté, stood before me. But the real surprise came a minute

later.

“Avis was ushered in!

“Attired in some fancy gown—what man can describe a woman’s dress?—she

looked like an angel from heaven. I pinched myself to see whether I was

awake or dreaming. What object had the Bodymaster in this masquerade?

“How can I describe the dinner which followed? For weeks we had been

on a diet of little more than bread and soup. And now we sat down to a

feast. Lessman was the perfect host; Meta the perfect hostess. Under

their deft manipulations we forgot ourselves—forgot that they were

monsters—remembered only that we were honored guests. Never have I met as

charming a conversationalist as he. The man is a veritable storehouse of

knowledge, with the added ability of imparting it to others. He has been

everywhere, seen everything.

“He is far too subtle for me, for I have fallen a victim to his insidious

wiles. Yet it is for another that I have sold myself, body and soul, to

this monster.

“He knows that I love Avis. My every look shows it. And he is wise

enough to seize the golden opportunity. That is the reason for all these

courtesies, the dinner, the clothes, the brilliant conversation.

“Meta and Avis left the room, leaving Lessman and myself to our cigars.

For weeks I have been without the solace of nicotine. Under the soothing

influence of the weed and the charm of his conversation, I settled back

in my chair, at peace with all the world. Lessman sensed my mood. He

turned to me, his black eyes dancing with energy.

“‘You are the first who has ever been able to combat my power,’ he said

slowly. ‘And instead of being angered, I think the more of you for it.

I need you—need you badly. Without a man of your caliber my work—my

experiments—must temporarily halt.

“‘You love the golden-haired girl in yonder—and if I am not greatly

mistaken, she loves you. She is yours—yours if you agree to my demands.

Otherwise——’

“At a gesture the door opened. Into the room came the mulatto dragging

a woman—a mere slip of a girl. In her eyes shone the light of insanity.

Her hair was matted, her clothes in tatters and covered with vermin. Her

talonlike fingers worked spasmodically as she babbled meaninglessly. I

shrank back from her in horror.

“The Bodymaster stepped across the room and with a sweeping movement of

his hand, drew back the curtain. In the further corner of the adjoining

room sat Avis—a veritable queen among women, in conversation with Meta.

He withdrew his hand and the curtain fell again. He stepped back to his

chair and reseated himself. The mute withdrew, dragging the poor insane

creature with him.

“For a moment there was silence. Then Lessman turned to me again.

“‘Within a fortnight,’ he said, ‘she—the girl in yonder—the girl you

love—will be like _that_! I know the symptoms. Her mind is on the verge.

It is for you to say whether she goes over the abyss.

“‘Obey my commands, give me the assistance I demand, and the girl you

love stays as she is now—the companion of Meta. Luxury, clothes, good

food—everything that a woman cares for—will be hers. Refuse, and she goes

back to her cell—to the squalor and dirt and vermin from which came the

poor wretch you have just seen.

“‘You and you alone can save her!’

“He stopped dramatically. There was but one answer. May God in Heaven

have mercy on my soul! I have become Lessman’s partner in crime—an

accomplice of that foul thing, the Bodymaster—I who have sworn to bring

him to justice!

“But I have saved Avis.”

_CHAPTER IX._

_I judge that several weeks must have elapsed between the time the

foregoing was written and what follows_:

“What does mankind know about psychic phenomena? I remember reading

the attempts of various novelists to exploit the subject. Combining

a smattering of psychology with a vivid imagination, they succeed in

knocking together a readable, though unreliable, story, trusting to the

general lack of knowledge to cover their untruthfulness. And who can

blame them? Secure behind the ramparts of the grave’s grim silence, they

can defy the world to prove them wrong. Their weird hypotheses bring them

gold, power and position in the world of letters. And I—I, the only man

who ever sent his soul hurtling through the realms of space to explore

the mysteries of the great unknown—I must keep silent.

“The human mind refuses to believe what it does not understand. Were I to

make public what I _know_—even if it were possible—I would be derided,

held up to ridicule by press and public. For, despite our vaunted

civilization, we are still slaves to superstition and ignorance, ever

ready like those of old, to strike down one who dares utter the truth.

“Who among the millions on this globe would believe that I have spent

days—weeks—months—in the dim past? As a man looks upon a motion picture

of himself thrown upon the screen, so I have seen myself in the ages gone

by. In shining armor, a plumed lance in my hand, I have ridden with the

crusaders, or fought with the devil-may-care gallantry of the times for

the favor of a damsel’s smile. I have been the head of as bloody a gang

of cutthroats as ever slit a weasand or scuttled a craft.

“I smile when I think of the things that I have been—I who am now the

head of a modern detective agency, hired to run down the man whose

gigantic brain has made these things all possible. I have been among

the best and the worst of them in days gone by. Yet who would believe

such a story? Lessman is too far in advance of his time. Yet there is a

possibility that a few centuries hence some eye may read these lines and

wonder how the men of today could be so dense.

“I am no longer afraid of death. I know now that such fear is only a

superstitious idea. There is no such thing as death. That which we term

death is but a step from one life to another. Lessman has taught me

that life is a cycle and that when we leave it we enter into another

existence, better or worse than the one we are quitting in accordance

with our own actions.

“Lessman! Ah, there is the intellect! It is he who has made it possible

for me to view wonders which no man ever looked upon before. I wonder how

I could have doubted him.

“Lessman is a scientist—a thinker ahead of his time. Now that he has

shown me that there is no death I feel no compunction about taking life,

for by taking life we merely assist nature by a few years, leaving the

body for us to experiment on. He has promised me that some day he will

publish the results of his conclusions in order that the world may know

and study. When he does, I will occupy a star part on the pages. For it

is I who, at the command of Lessman, have explored the realms unknown,

bringing back to him the fruits of my knowledge.

“And I have met Avis again and again. I have found that she has been with

me through the ages—my loved one, my affinity. In every period of the

past she has accompanied me—just as she will in the future, until the

time comes where Divine Intelligence brings all things to an end.

“Let me start at the beginning. No more do I live in a cell-like room,

eating like an animal with the cattle whose brain power is not as great

as mine. With Avis by my side, I dine in state with Lessman and Meta.

“The next evening, immediately after dinner, The Bodymaster summoned

me to his library. He was anxious to commence his experiments. At the

beginning I was nervous, keyed up to the highest pitch, regretting the

bargain I had made with him. But within five minutes he had wrought a

change in my mind, and under the mastery of his words I soon reached a

point where I was as enthusiastic as he.

“Remember, I have dabbled in philosophy to a certain extent myself.

I took a degree at Princeton before I took up the business of crime

detection. But my knowledge is elementary compared with that of Lessman.

But I am getting away from my subject.

“Under the spell of his eloquence, I forgot that I was the servant and he

the master—that I was merely a prisoner, subservient to my jailor’s will.

For an hour we discussed the subject; I was as interested as he. There

is, he claims, no heights to which man can not climb, providing he so

wills. To him man is—or should be—absolutely the master of his own body

and soul.

“His is a mind that has reached on where others stopped. Hypnotism, to

him, is child’s play. Soul transference, the exchange of bodies—these are

the things that this man dabbles with. But he has his limit. He can go so

far and no farther.

“However, with my will submissive to his—with my mind attuned to his—he

believed that he could send me hurling through space. In other words, he

was to be the power station which would furnish me the energy to make the

voyages of exploration.

“I was like wet clay in his hands. With the enthusiasm of a youngster,

I gave myself over to him. Leaning back in my chair, at his command I

made my mind as nearly as possible an absolute vacuum. It was probably

but for an instant—but enough. There was none of the pain that I felt

before on that never-to-be-forgotten occasion when my soul was divorced

from my body. Instead, I felt my soul—my mental being—leave my body. I

stood beside myself sitting there in the chair. There was no fear—nothing

except a feeling of buoyancy....”

_CHAPTER X._

_I must digress from my diary again._

As I have stated elsewhere, I have a recollection of certain things which

transpired while I was in Lessman’s power, although the greater part of

the time that I passed with him is but a blank.

There is nothing in my diary which touches upon my trips into the unknown

under his strange influence, aside from an occasional vague mention. I

am certain that the greater part of the time I was in a sort of daze,

imagining myself in a perfectly normal condition, yet held by The

Bodymaster in a state where I would respond immediately to his will.

Yet even now I can recall, vaguely, incidents which happened to me on

these trips. I remember meeting Avis on numerous occasions and under many

names. Had my adventures happened consecutively, and could I remember

them, they would be interesting food for thought for the men of science.

But, unfortunately, they jump here and there, the story, oft-times,

remaining unfinished.

There are so many, many adventures, the details of which I can not

recall, that I will make no attempt to set them down. Suffice to say that

all the time my brain was steadily growing weaker while I, poor dupe that

I was, imagined that I was again normal.

During my lucid intervals I was constantly troubled by a gnawing

conscience. Here was I, an officer of the law, lending myself to the

worst form of outlawry. I attempted to reconcile myself with the thought

that I was a prisoner, yet I was ever obsessed with the idea that I had

proved a traitor to myself and to my oath. My only recompense was the

feeling that by becoming a traitor I was saving the life and reason of

the woman I loved.

I wonder now why I did not kill Avis and then commit suicide. So great

was Lessman’s influence over me that I sincerely believed that death

was a myth. My own adventures beyond the pale had proved to me the

correctness of his theory. Why, then, I did not end it all is something

that can not be explained, especially when one recollects that from

my warped viewpoint death would have been the easiest solution of

the dilemma. My only explanation is that my mind was not functioning

properly. As I have remarked again and again the reader must form his

own conclusions, draw his own deductions, for I am dealing in facts, not

surmises.

Lessman allowed me the freedom, to a certain extent, of the house. With

Avis by my side, I wandered up and down the long, dusty corridors,

exploring, searching. I told myself that I was looking for evidence—that

sooner or later I would make my escape and bring The Bodymaster to

justice. And I found none—nothing but the poor wretches locked in their

cells, mad—all of them. And who would believe a maniac? No, there was

absolutely nothing that could be used against the monster. It would be my

word and that of Avis against that of Lessman and Meta. Such a case as

that would be laughed out of court.

Why did I not make my escape? I could not. I only know that with the door

wide open an invisible hand seemed to keep me from crossing the threshold.

_CHAPTER XI._

_Again I must resort to my diary_:

“I know now how the stranger was killed—the man for whose death John

Duncan is being held. Who the medium was through whom Lessman worked I do

not know. I imagine that it was Collins, the Chicago detective. I have

questioned him, and he does not remember anything about the affair, so

far gone is his mind. Yet he has a hazy recollection of having at one

time done Lessman’s bidding. Nor have I learned the name of the poor

fellow who met death in the heroic attempt to unmask The Bodymaster.

“The dean of Daggett College is dead—murdered! Another professor has

been arrested as the murderer. Lessman showed me the paper this morning,

chuckling over the gruesome details. There is absolutely no hope for

the poor wretch who has been seized by the police, for the evidence is

all against him. They will hang him, and the law will consider itself

satisfied. I laughed with Lessman at the newspaper account. Is he not

right when he states that both of them are merely being ushered into

paradise ahead of their time?

“I am certain that I killed Professor Ormsby!

“Years before he and Professor Jacobs had been teachers in the same

college where Lessman held a chair. To them Lessman, then a young man,

presented some of his astonishing theories. They turned upon him with

ridicule, rebuked him, and then reported him as a heretic to the head of

the university. It was their testimony which caused Lessman’s dismissal

in disgrace. He swore to get revenge.

“Two nights ago Lessman hurled my ego—my spirit—through space. I am

certain of it, although my memory is indistinct and is growing weaker

every hour. At his command I went to Ormsby’s apartments. Jacobs was

seated with his old friend engaged in a heated discussion, for both were

argumentative men.

“Before the eyes of Professor Jacobs, Dean Ormsby shrieked as an

invisible hand struck him down—then fell writhing to the floor, the

purple marks of fingers upon his throat.

“They arrested Jacobs for the murder. Others had heard them arguing.

Vainly he tried to tell them the truth—that the argument had been a

friendly one and that his friend had been killed by some unseen force.

“They scoffed at his story—for the marks of fingers showed too plainly

upon the dead man’s neck.”

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