Turning round a part of the rock that jutted out, meditating on the ways

of Providence, a weak infantine voice reached his ears; it was lisping

out the name of mother. He looked, and beheld a blooming child leaning

over, and kissing with eager fondness, lips that were insensible to the

warm pressure. Starting at the sight of the sage, she fixed her eyes on

him, "Wake her, ah! wake her," she cried, "or the sea will catch us."

Again he felt compassion, for he saw that the mother slept the sleep of

death. He stretched out his hand, and, smoothing his brow, invited her to

approach; but she still intreated him to wake her mother, whom she

continued to call, with an impatient tremulous voice. To detach her from

the body by persuasion would not have been very easy. Sagestus had a

quicker method to effect his purpose; he took out a box which contained a

soporific powder, and as soon as the fumes reached her brain, the powers

of life were suspended.

He carried her directly to his hut, and left her sleeping profoundly on

his rushy couch.

CHAP. II.

AGAIN Sagestus approached the dead, to view them with a more scrutinizing

eye. He was perfectly acquainted with the construction of the human body,

knew the traces that virtue or vice leaves on the whole frame; they were

now indelibly fixed by death; nay more, he knew by the shape of the solid

structure, how far the spirit could range, and saw the barrier beyond

which it could not pass: the mazes of fancy he explored, measured the

stretch of thought, and, weighing all in an even balance, could tell whom

nature had stamped an hero, a poet, or philosopher.

By their appearance, at a transient glance, he knew that the vessel must

have contained many passengers, and that some of them were above the

vulgar, with respect to fortune and education; he then walked leisurely

among the dead, and narrowly observed their pallid features.

His eye first rested on a form in which proportion reigned, and, stroking

back the hair, a spacious forehead met his view; warm fancy had revelled

there, and her airy dance had left vestiges, scarcely visible to a mortal

eye. Some perpendicular lines pointed out that melancholy had

predominated in his constitution; yet the straggling hairs of his

eye-brows showed that anger had often shook his frame; indeed, the four

temperatures, like the four elements, had resided in this little world,

and produced harmony. The whole visage was bony, and an energetic frown

had knit the flexible skin of his brow; the kingdom within had been

extensive; and the wild creations of fancy had there "a local habitation

and a name." So exquisite was his sensibility, so quick his

comprehension, that he perceived various combinations in an instant; he

caught truth as she darted towards him, saw all her fair proportion at a

glance, and the flash of his eye spoke the quick senses which conveyed

intelligence to his mind; the sensorium indeed was capacious, and the

sage imagined he saw the lucid beam, sparkling with love or ambition, in

characters of fire, which a graceful curve of the upper eyelid shaded.

The lips were a little deranged by contempt; and a mixture of vanity and

self-complacency formed a few irregular lines round them. The chin had

suffered from sensuality, yet there were still great marks of vigour in

it, as if advanced with stern dignity. The hand accustomed to command,

and even tyrannize, was unnerved; but its appearance convinced Sagestus,

that he had oftener wielded a thought than a weapon; and that he had

silenced, by irresistible conviction, the superficial disputant, and the

being, who doubted because he had not strength to believe, who, wavering

between different borrowed opinions, first caught at one straw, then at

another, unable to settle into any consistency of character. After gazing

a few moments, Sagestus turned away exclaiming, How are the stately oaks

torn up by a tempest, and the bow unstrung, that could force the arrow

beyond the ken of the eye!

What a different face next met his view! The forehead was short, yet well

set together; the nose small, but a little turned up at the end; and a

draw-down at the sides of his mouth, proved that he had been a humourist,

who minded the main chance, and could joke with his acquaintance, while

he eagerly devoured a dainty which he was not to pay for. His lips shut

like a box whose hinges had often been mended; and the muscles, which

display the soft emotion of the heart on the cheeks, were grown quite

rigid, so that, the vessels that should have moistened them not having

much communication with the grand source of passions, the fine volatile

fluid had evaporated, and they became mere dry fibres, which might be

pulled by any misfortune that threatened himself, but were not

sufficiently elastic to be moved by the miseries of others. His joints

were inserted compactly, and with celerity they had performed all the

animal functions, without any of the grace which results from the

imagination mixing with the senses.

A huge form was stretched near him, that exhibited marks of overgrown

infancy; every part was relaxed; all appeared imperfect. Yet, some

undulating lines on the puffed-out cheeks, displayed signs of timid,

servile good nature; and the skin of the forehead had been so often drawn

up by wonder, that the few hairs of the eyebrows were fixed in a sharp

arch, whilst an ample chin rested in lobes of flesh on his protuberant

breast.

By his side was a body that had scarcely ever much life in it--sympathy

seemed to have drawn them together--every feature and limb was round and

fleshy, and, if a kind of brutal cunning had not marked the face, it

might have been mistaken for an automaton, so unmixed was the phlegmatic

fluid. The vital spark was buried deep in a soft mass of matter,

resembling the pith in young elder, which, when found, is so equivocal,

that it only appears a moister part of the same body.

Another part of the beach was covered with sailors, whose bodies

exhibited marks of strength and brutal courage.--Their characters were

all different, though of the same class; Sagestus did not stay to

discriminate them, satisfied with a rough sketch. He saw indolence roused

by a love of humour, or rather bodily fun; sensuality and prodigality

with a vein of generosity running through it; a contempt of danger with

gross superstition; supine senses, only to be kept alive by noisy,

tumultuous pleasures, or that kind of novelty which borders on absurdity:

this formed the common outline, and the rest were rather dabs than

shades.

Sagestus paused, and remembered it had been said by an earthly wit, that

"many a flower is born to blush unseen, and waste its sweetness on the

desart air." How little, he exclaimed, did that poet know of the ways of

heaven! And yet, in this respect, they are direct; the hands before me,

were designed to pull a rope, knock down a sheep, or perform the servile

offices of life; no "mute, inglorious poet" rests amongst them, and he

who is superior to his fellow, does not rise above mediocrity. The genius

that sprouts from a dunghil soon shakes off the heterogenous mass; those

only grovel, who have not power to fly.

He turned his step towards the mother of the orphan: another female was

at some distance; and a man who, by his garb, might have been the

husband, or brother, of the former, was not far off.

Him the sage surveyed with an attentive eye, and bowed with respect to

the inanimate clay, that lately had been the dwelling of a most

benevolent spirit. The head was square, though the features were not very

prominent; but there was a great harmony in every part, and the turn of

the nostrils and lips evinced, that the soul must have had taste, to

which they had served as organs. Penetration and judgment were seated on

the brows that overhung the eye. Fixed as it was, Sagestus quickly

discerned the expression it must have had; dark and pensive, rather from

slowness of comprehension than melancholy, it seemed to absorb the light

of knowledge, to drink it in ray by ray; nay, a new one was not allowed

to enter his head till the last was arranged: an opinion was thus

cautiously received, and maturely weighed, before it was added to the

general stock. As nature led him to mount from a part to the whole, he

was most conversant with the beautiful, and rarely comprehended the

sublime; yet, said Sagestus, with a softened tone, he was all heart, full

of forbearance, and desirous to please every fellow-creature; but from a

nobler motive than a love of admiration; the fumes of vanity never

mounted to cloud his brain, or tarnish his beneficence. The fluid in

which those placid eyes swam, is now congealed; how often has tenderness

given them the finest water! Some torn parts of the child's dress hung

round his arm, which led the sage to conclude, that he had saved the

child; every line in his face confirmed the conjecture; benevolence

indeed strung the nerves that naturally were not very firm; it was the

great knot that tied together the scattered qualities, and gave the

distinct stamp to the character.

The female whom he next approached, and supposed to be an attendant on

the other, was below the middle size, and her legs were so

disproportionably short, that, when she moved, she must have waddled

along; her elbows were drawn in to touch her long taper, waist, and the

air of her whole body was an affectation of gentility. Death could not

alter the rigid hang of her limbs, or efface the simper that had

stretched her mouth; the lips were thin, as if nature intended she should

mince her words; her nose was small, and sharp at the end; and the

forehead, unmarked by eyebrows, was wrinkled by the discontent that had

sunk her cheeks, on which Sagestus still discerned faint traces of

tenderness; and fierce good-nature, he perceived had sometimes animated

the little spark of an eye that anger had oftener lighted. The same

thought occurred to him that the sight of the sailors had suggested, Men

and women are all in their proper places--this female was intended to

fold up linen and nurse the sick.

Anxious to observe the mother of his charge, he turned to the lily that

had been so rudely snapped, and, carefully observing it, traced every

fine line to its source. There was a delicacy in her form, so truly

feminine, that an involuntary desire to cherish such a being, made the

sage again feel the almost forgotten sensations of his nature. On

observing her more closely, he discovered that her natural delicacy had

been increased by an improper education, to a degree that took away all

vigour from her faculties. And its baneful influence had had such an

effect on her mind, that few traces of the exertions of it appeared on

her face, though the fine finish of her features, and particularly the

form of the forehead, convinced the sage that her understanding might

have risen considerably above mediocrity, had the wheels ever been put in

motion; but, clogged by prejudices, they never turned quite round, and,

whenever she considered a subject, she stopped before she came to a

conclusion. Assuming a mask of propriety, she had banished nature; yet

its tendency was only to be diverted, not stifled. Some lines, which took

from the symmetry of the mouth, not very obvious to a superficial

observer, struck Sagestus, and they appeared to him characters of

indolent obstinacy. Not having courage to form an opinion of her own, she

adhered, with blind partiality, to those she adopted, which she received

in the lump, and, as they always remained unopened, of course she only

saw the even gloss on the outside. Vestiges of anger were visible on her

brow, and the sage concluded, that she had often been offended with, and

indeed would scarcely make any allowance for, those who did not coincide

with her in opinion, as things always appear self-evident that have never

been examined; yet her very weakness gave a charming timidity to her

countenance; goodness and tenderness pervaded every lineament, and melted

in her dark blue eyes. The compassion that wanted activity, was sincere,

though it only embellished her face, or produced casual acts of charity

when a moderate alms could relieve present distress. Unacquainted with

life, fictitious, unnatural distress drew the tears that were not shed

for real misery. In its own shape, human wretchedness excites a little

disgust in the mind that has indulged sickly refinement. Perhaps the

sage gave way to a little conjecture in drawing the last conclusion; but

his conjectures generally arose from distinct ideas, and a dawn of light

allowed him to see a great way farther than common mortals.

He was now convinced that the orphan was not very unfortunate in having

lost such a mother. The parent that inspires fond affection without

respect, is seldom an useful one; and they only are respectable, who

consider right and wrong abstracted from local forms and accidental

modifications.

Determined to adopt the child, he named it after himself, Sagesta, and

retired to the hut where the innocent slept, to think of the best method

of educating this child, whom the angry deep had spared.

[The last branch of the education of Sagesta, consisted of a variety of

characters and stories presented to her in the Cave of Fancy, of which

the following is a specimen.]

CHAP.

A FORM now approached that particularly struck and interested Sagesta.

The sage, observing what passed in her mind, bade her ever trust to the

first impression. In life, he continued, try to remember the effect the

first appearance of a stranger has on your mind; and, in proportion to

your sensibility, you may decide on the character. Intelligence glances

from eyes that have the same pursuits, and a benevolent heart soon traces

the marks of benevolence on the countenance of an unknown

fellow-creature; and not only the countenance, but the gestures, the

voice, loudly speak truth to the unprejudiced mind.

Whenever a stranger advances towards you with a tripping step, receives

you with broad smiles, and a profusion of compliments, and yet you find

yourself embarrassed and unable to return the salutation with equal

cordiality, be assured that such a person is affected, and endeavours to

maintain a very good character in the eyes of the world, without really

practising the social virtues which dress the face in looks of unfeigned

complacency. Kindred minds are drawn to each other by expressions which

elude description; and, like the calm breeze that plays on a smooth lake,

they are rather felt than seen. Beware of a man who always appears in

good humour; a selfish design too frequently lurks in the smiles the

heart never curved; or there is an affectation of candour that destroys

all strength of character, by blending truth and falshood into an

unmeaning mass. The mouth, in fact, seems to be the feature where you may

trace every kind of dissimulation, from the simper of vanity, to the

fixed smile of the designing villain. Perhaps, the modulations of the

voice will still more quickly give a key to the character than even the

turns of the mouth, or the words that issue from it; often do the tones

of unpractised dissemblers give the lie to their assertions. Many people

never speak in an unnatural voice, but when they are insincere: the

phrases not corresponding with the dictates of the heart, have nothing to

keep them in tune. In the course of an argument however, you may easily

discover whether vanity or conviction stimulates the disputant, though

his inflated countenance may be turned from you, and you may not see the

gestures which mark self-sufficiency. He stopped, and the spirit began.

I have wandered through the cave; and, as soon as I have taught you a

useful lesson, I shall take my flight where my tears will cease to flow,

and where mine eyes will no more be shocked with the sight of guilt and

sorrow. Before many moons have changed, thou wilt enter, O mortal! into

that world I have lately left. Listen to my warning voice, and trust not

too much to the goodness which I perceive resides in thy breast. Let it

be reined in by principles, lest thy very virtue sharpen the sting of

remorse, which as naturally follows disorder in the moral world, as pain

attends on intemperance in the physical. But my history will afford you

more instruction than mere advice. Sagestus concurred in opinion with

her, observing that the senses of children should be the first object of

improvement; then their passions worked on; and judgment the fruit, must

be the acquirement of the being itself, when out of leading-strings. The

spirit bowed assent, and, without any further prelude, entered on her

history.

My mother was a most respectable character, but she was yoked to a man

whose follies and vices made her ever feel the weight of her chains. The

first sensation I recollect, was pity; for I have seen her weep over me

and the rest of her babes, lamenting that the extravagance of a father

would throw us destitute on the world. But, though my father was

extravagant, and seldom thought of any thing but his own pleasures, our

education was not neglected. In solitude, this employment was my mother's

only solace; and my father's pride made him procure us masters; nay,

sometimes he was so gratified by our improvement, that he would embrace

us with tenderness, and intreat my mother to forgive him, with marks of

real contrition. But the affection his penitence gave rise to, only

served to expose her to continual disappointments, and keep hope alive

merely to torment her. After a violent debauch he would let his beard

grow, and the sadness that reigned in the house I shall never forget; he

was ashamed to meet even the eyes of his children. This is so contrary to

the nature of things, it gave me exquisite pain; I used, at those times,

to show him extreme respect. I could not bear to see my parent humble

himself before me. However neither his constitution, nor fortune could

long bear the constant waste. He had, I have observed, a childish

affection for his children, which was displayed in caresses that

gratified him for the moment, yet never restrained the headlong fury of

his appetites; his momentary repentance wrung his heart, without

influencing his conduct; and he died, leaving an encumbered wreck of a

good estate.

As we had always lived in splendid poverty, rather than in affluence, the

shock was not so great; and my mother repressed her anguish, and

concealed some circumstances, that she might not shed a destructive

mildew over the gaiety of youth.

So fondly did I doat on this dear parent, that she engrossed all my

tenderness; her sorrows had knit me firmly to her, and my chief care was

to give her proofs of affection. The gallantry that afforded my

companions, the few young people my mother forced me to mix with, so much

pleasure, I despised; I wished more to be loved than admired, for I could

love. I adored virtue; and my imagination, chasing a chimerical object,

overlooked the common pleasures of life; they were not sufficient for my

happiness. A latent fire made me burn to rise superior to my

contemporaries in wisdom and virtue; and tears of joy and emulation

filled my eyes when I read an account of a great action--I felt

admiration, not astonishment.

My mother had two particular friends, who endeavoured to settle her

affairs; one was a middle-aged man, a merchant; the human breast never

enshrined a more benevolent heart. His manners were rather rough, and he

bluntly spoke his thoughts without observing the pain it gave; yet he

possessed extreme tenderness, as far as his discernment went. Men do not

make sufficient distinction, said she, digressing from her story to

address Sagestus, between tenderness and sensibility.

To give the shortest definition of sensibility, replied the sage, I

should say that it is the result of acute senses, finely fashioned

nerves, which vibrate at the slightest touch, and convey such clear

intelligence to the brain, that it does not require to be arranged by the

judgment. Such persons instantly enter into the characters of others, and

instinctively discern what will give pain to every human being; their own

feelings are so varied that they seem to contain in themselves, not only

all the passions of the species, but their various modifications.

Exquisite pain and pleasure is their portion; nature wears for them a

different aspect than is displayed to common mortals. One moment it is a

paradise; all is beautiful: a cloud arises, an emotion receives a sudden

damp; darkness invades the sky, and the world is an unweeded garden;--but

go on with your narrative, said Sagestus, recollecting himself.

She proceeded. The man I am describing was humanity itself; but

frequently he did not understand me; many of my feelings were not to be

analyzed by his common sense. His friendships, for he had many friends,

gave him pleasure unmixed with pain; his religion was coldly reasonable,

because he wanted fancy, and he did not feel the necessity of finding,

or creating, a perfect object, to answer the one engraved on his heart:

the sketch there was faint. He went with the stream, and rather caught a

character from the society he lived in, than spread one around him. In my

mind many opinions were graven with a pen of brass, which he thought

chimerical: but time could not erase them, and I now recognize them as

the seeds of eternal happiness: they will soon expand in those realms

where I shall enjoy the bliss adapted to my nature; this is all we need

ask of the Supreme Being; happiness must follow the completion of his

designs. He however could live quietly, without giving a preponderancy to

many important opinions that continually obtruded on my mind; not having

an enthusiastic affection for his fellow creatures, he did them good,

without suffering from their follies. He was particularly attached to me,

and I felt for him all the affection of a daughter; often, when he had

been interesting himself to promote my welfare, have I lamented that he

was not my father; lamented that the vices of mine had dried up one

source of pure affection.

The other friend I have already alluded to, was of a very different

character; greatness of mind, and those combinations of feeling which are

so difficult to describe, raised him above the throng, that bustle their

hour out, lie down to sleep, and are forgotten. But I shall soon see him,

she exclaimed, as much superior to his former self, as he then rose in my

eyes above his fellow creatures! As she spoke, a glow of delight

animated each feature; her countenance appeared transparent; and she

silently anticipated the happiness she should enjoy, when she entered

those mansions, where death-divided friends should meet, to part no more;

where human weakness could not damp their bliss, or poison the cup of joy

that, on earth, drops from the lips as soon as tasted, or, if some daring

mortal snatches a hasty draught, what was sweet to the taste becomes a

root of bitterness.

He was unfortunate, had many cares to struggle with, and I marked on his

cheeks traces of the same sorrows that sunk my own. He was unhappy I say,

and perhaps pity might first have awoke my tenderness; for, early in

life, an artful woman worked on his compassionate soul, and he united his

fate to a being made up of such jarring elements, that he was still

alone. The discovery did not extinguish that propensity to love, a high

sense of virtue fed. I saw him sick and unhappy, without a friend to

sooth the hours languor made heavy; often did I sit a long winter's

evening by his side, railing at the swift wings of time, and terming my

love, humanity.

Two years passed in this manner, silently rooting my affection; and it

might have continued calm, if a fever had not brought him to the very

verge of the grave. Though still deceived, I was miserable that the

customs of the world did not allow me to watch by him; when sleep forsook

his pillow, my wearied eyes were not closed, and my anxious spirit

hovered round his bed. I saw him, before he had recovered his strength;

and, when his hand touched mine, life almost retired, or flew to meet

the touch. The first look found a ready way to my heart, and thrilled

through every vein. We were left alone, and insensibly began to talk of

the immortality of the soul; I declared that I could not live without

this conviction. In the ardour of conversation he pressed my hand to his

heart; it rested there a moment, and my emotions gave weight to my

opinion, for the affection we felt was not of a perishable nature.--A

silence ensued, I know not how long; he then threw my hand from him, as

if it had been a serpent; formally complained of the weather, and

adverted to twenty other uninteresting subjects. Vain efforts! Our hearts

had already spoken to each other.

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