THE TEAR AND THE SMILE

The Singing Mouse came and sat near by. Undoubtedly the room was

dingy to the last degree. The dust lay thick upon the corner of

the table. It crusted the window ledge and hung upon the sallow

wall. What was the use, things being as they were, to disturb

the dust? Let it lie in all its bitterness. And let the charred

ends of the fagots roll out upon the floor. And let the fire die

down to ashes. Dust to dust. Ashes to ashes. It was very fit.

But the Singing Mouse came and sat near by. I could hear it

patter among the dead leaves of the flowers that lay upon the

table. I turned my head and saw it sitting close by my fallen

hand. Its tiny paws were waving. I could see its breast, for

which a rose leaf would have been a giant buckler, pulsing and

beating above its throbbing heart. Its eyes were shining....

A rhythm came into the swing of the pink-tinted paws. And then,

so high and thin and sweet that at first I looked above to trace

the sound, there came the singing of the Singing Mouse....

Dreams fell upon my eyes.

I heard that sweet sound of the woods, the tinkle of falling water,

which is so full of change, now keen, clear and metallically

musical, now soft, slurred and full of sleep. I could not see

the little stream, but knew it ran down there beneath the

talking pines. But very well one could see the hill where

the small white house had stood among the trees. The white

house was gone now, though the grass pressed down by the

blankets had not yet fully arisen. The smoke of the camp-fire

still wavered up. It followed one, with long, out-reaching arms

of vapor. With its fingers it beckoned and begged for its old

companions yet a while. Did never one look back at the smoke of

the camp-fire that one leaves? Always, the heart of the fire

will stir at this time of parting. A little blaze will burst out

among the embers, and the smoke will reach out and beckon one to

stay. It is very hard to leave such a fire.

Certainly there must be strange things, of which we know but

little. Surely there was a figure in the wreath of smoke.

I could see the drapery shape itself about a form. I could see

the outstretched arms. I could see the face, the gravely smiling

lips.

"There are many things in the land of the Singing Mouse,"

murmured my small magician. "It is only there that one sees

clearly." So I looked and listened to the figure which was in

the smoke of the little fire.

"Believe me," said the figure in the smoke, "the ashes and the

dust are not so bitter as you think them. The tears rain on

them, and they go back into the earth and are born again. Look

around you, as here you may look, unhindered by any confining

walls. Do you not see the flowers smiling bravely? Yet every

blossom is a tear. Do you not see the strong forest trees? Yet

every tree grows on the ashes of the past. We know not what you

mean by grief. With us, all things point to Hope. I have swum

above a thousand forests. Ask this forest, the youngest of them

all, whether it whispers of dread and of grief. Rather it

whispers of wonder and of joy. Come to it, and it may tell you

of its comfort. Turn your eyes up to the blue sky, and put your

hands out upon this grass, which is but dust renewed, and at

your eyes and at your fingers you shall drink peace and

knowledge. The shape of a room and of a grave is square and

cruel, but the shape of the earth and of the great sky is that

of the perpetual circle, and it is kind. Come to these. Come to

me. I will wave my hands above you, and you shall sleep. When

you awaken the flowers will be blooming; and upon the lid of

each you shall see the tear, but upon the lips of each shall

rest a smile."

So now the figure in the smoke waved, and nodded, and smiled and

beckoned, until I said to the Singing Mouse it seemed scarce

like things we ordinarily know.

"Lie down and sleep," said the Singing Mouse.

So I lay down and slept. And when I awoke there were some small

flowers not far away; and when I looked I saw it was as had been

said. Each flower had a tiny tear hidden away beneath its lid,

but upon the lips of each there rested a brave smile. And from

among the flowers there arose a sweet odor.

"This," said the Singing Mouse, when it saw me note the

fragrance, "this is a Memory. It belongs to you. See how soft

and sweet it is."

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[Illustration: How the Mountains Ate up the Plains]

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