CHAPTER XXIII.

SIR JASPER BESTIRS HIMSELF.

ERIC was up betimes the morning following the carriage accident;

and seven o'clock found him at the Vicarage hearing the latest news

of the invalid, which was anything but reassuring, for Joy was no

better, and had shown no signs of returning consciousness.

The boy saw his mother for a few minutes, and her self-control gave

way as she flung her arms around his neck, and wept scalding tears

of weariness and grief.

"Oh, Eric," she cried, "I fear I am adding to your distress, but she

is very, very ill, and we can do nothing for her!"

"But God can, mother," he reminded her tenderly, his voice almost

choked with emotion.

"Ah, yes!" she replied. "He is mindful of His own, and our Joy

belongs to Him, we know. We can only pray for her, Eric, and leave

her in God's hands."

Eric returned dejectedly to the Moat House; and informed the anxious

household there that Joy was no better. Celia received the news in

silence; but her pale, troubled face, with its dark-rimmed blue eyes,

appealed to her brother's sympathy far more than had her noisy

weeping of the night before. Indeed, the little girl looked heart

broken, but her tears had apparently all been shed.

Much to the young people's surprise, Sir Jasper sent them a message

to join him at breakfast in the dining-room. They found him seated at

the table when they entered the room, waiting for them. He looked

very grave and anxious, but unusually alert.

"Good morning!" he said, nodding to them in turn. "Celia, my dear,

be good enough to pour out the coffee—no sugar for me, thank you.

I'm sorry you have not brought home better news of Joy, Eric. I could

not sleep for thinking of the child, so I thought I might as well get

up to breakfast."

"I don't suppose anyone slept much last night," Celia replied,

sighing. "I know I did not."

"Ah!" the old man exclaimed, glancing sympathetically at the little

girl's wan countenance. "I am going to the Vicarage after breakfast,"

he announced, presently. "I have ordered Gay to bring around the pony

carriage and drive me. I shall not be satisfied until I have seen

Margaret, for if Joy is no better she must have further advice, and

no time must be wasted. Meanwhile, you two had better keep each other

company at home."

As soon as breakfast was over, Gay brought round the pony carriage

to the front door, and Sir Jasper took his departure.

"Well, I am surprised!" Eric cried, as he watched the conveyance

disappear from sight. "I thought he never went outside the grounds."

"He never has since his son died, until now," Celia replied, and

Mrs. Mallock, who was standing by, bore evidence to the truth of

this statement by exclaiming: "No, indeed! Well, I never! Wonders

will never cease!" Celia and Eric spent the first part of the morning

together; they talked only of Joy, and longed for Sir Jasper's

return. At length Eric fetched Wag for a run in the rock garden,

and Celia went up to her own room. The idea had crossed her mind that

now, if possible, was the time for putting back the butterfly brooch

in its rightful place.

The girl quickly possessed herself of the jewel, and stole downstairs

to the library, closing the door carefully behind her. She knew it

was very unlikely she would be disturbed there, for Sir Jasper never

allowed servants to interfere with anything in the room, and

consequently Mrs. Mallock herself did the necessary cleaning. Celia

glanced quickly around, and noticed everything was in apple-pie

order; she then crossed to the safe and tried to open it, but found

it locked. She had expected that, so she was not daunted, but turned

her attention to the writing-table to see if Sir Jasper had left his

bunch of keys there. Swiftly and cautiously she opened drawer after

drawer, and turned over the contents of each; for some time she could

not find the keys, and a feeling of keen disappointment mingled with

despair was creeping into her heart, when in moving some loose papers

she heard something jingle beneath. The next minute the keys were in

her hand, and she was standing in front of the safe once more, trying

to find the key which fitted the lock. Her fingers trembled and made

her clumsy, so that it was a long time before she met with success;

but after she had discovered the right key, it was but the work of a

very few minutes to unlock the safe, replace the butterfly brooch in

the jewel case, and re-lock the safe again.

Celia's heart throbbed exultingly as she put the bunch of keys back

under the papers where she had found it. Immediately afterwards she

hurried from the room, crossed the hall, and went out into the

garden, where she joined her brother.

It was nearly dinner time when Sir Jasper returned. He brought no

fresh news; but he had seen Dr. Forbes, and a physician from Plymouth

had been sent for. All that could be done for the patient was being

done.

The old man was evidently terribly upset about Joy's illness. He ate

very little dinner, and afterwards retired to the library, where he

spent the afternoon alone, thinking of the little girl who lay at the

Vicarage, sick unto death. In imagination he could see her seated

at the old piano, and could hear the strains of "The Last Rose of

Summer "; then pictured her earnest face, full of tender sympathy,

as it had been when she had talked to him of his gamekeeper's invalid

wife, and asked himself if it was possible she could be a hypocrite

and a thief, as he had thought her last night.

"No, no!" he exclaimed. "And yet I must believe the evidence of my

own senses," he reflected; "I heard her at the safe, though pretended

she had only been shutting window. Yes, my first impression must have

been correct."

He rose, took the keys from under the papers in the drawer of his

writing-table, where he remembered having left them, locked the safe,

and lifted the lid of the jewel case. The next moment he uttered a

cry of intense surprise, scarcely believing he saw aright, for the

first ornament his eyes rested upon was the butterfly brooch.

"Am I out of my mind?" he thought. "I am sure it was not there last

night. Yet it must have been. But how could I possibly have

overlooked it? Oh, to think that I should have accused that poor

child wrongly! Oh, Joy, poor little Joy!"

His distress of mind was very great, for he always tried to act

justly. Whilst he was still gazing at the jewel, there was a knock

at the door, and Eric's voice informed him that Miss Pring was in the

drawing-room with Celia. Hastily locking the safe, he put the bunch

of keys in his pocket, and opened the door to find Eric waiting

for him outside.

The boy's face was flushed with excitement, for Miss Pring had come

from the Vicarage, and had brought slightly better news. The Plymouth

physician had seen Joy, and though he pronounced her seriously ill,

and admitted there was great cause for anxiety, he did not consider

the case a hopeless one.

"Thank God he does not," said Sir Jasper, fervently, when Eric had

given him this intelligence. "Oh, my dear lad, if God spares Joy's

precious life my gratitude to Him will know no bounds!"

Eric was so touched at the sight of the old man's emotion that he

could hardly answer him. He had not thought his uncle loved Joy

so well.

Miss Pring was prevailed upon to remain to tea, and her cheerful

society did her companions a world of good. During the evening there

were several callers to inquire for Joy, the result of the carriage

accident having by this time become widely known, and amongst others

were Mr. Tillotson and his daughter.

Lulu, looking immeasurably shocked and grieved, was very gentle and

sympathetic in her manner to Celia; she had never appeared to better

advantage, being perfectly natural, and utterly unconcerned as to the

impression she was making upon the others present.

"Lulu, I've put back the brooch all right," Celia found an

opportunity of whispering to her friend by-and-bye.

"Oh, have you?" Lulu returned, with relief in her tones, "I'm so glad

to hear that. Oh, Celia, how little everything seems to matter when

anyone is so dangerously ill as Joy is!"

"I don't think I understand you," Celia replied, looking puzzled.

"Oh, don't you? I mean money, and enjoyment, and fine clothes, and

all those sort of things don't count for anything when one comes

to die. It's goodness that tells then. Oh, I don't mean to say that I

think Joy is going to die—I hope and believe she will recover!—but

it's certain she is dreadfully, dreadfully ill, and if God should

take her we know she loves Him! There's comfort in knowing that."

"Oh, don't talk like that," implored Celia. "I can't bear it! Oh, I

wish I could see Joy only for a few minutes, but Uncle Jasper won't

let me go to the Vicarage, and Eric says if I went they would not

allow me inside her room. Oh, Lulu, I've not always been as kind to

her as I ought to have been, and it half kills me to remember that

now!"

Lulu soothed her friend as best she could, though she failed to

understand the cause of her remorse, and she succeeded in making

her more cheerful.

"Lulu Tillotson is improving," Miss Pring observed, when the lawyer

and his daughter had gone.

"All, no doubt Celia's society has benefited her," Sir Jasper

rejoined; and Celia, overhearing this remark, hung her head, and

blushed with shame, for she was beginning to understand that in many

ways Lulu was her superior.

Weary, anxious days followed, during which Joy hovered on the

borderland between life and death; but there came a morning when Eric

hurried back to the Moat House from the Vicarage with the bright

light of hope in his eyes, and the news that the invalid had regained

consciousness, and had recognised her mother; and though she had not

spoken, there could be no doubt but that she was better.

Dr. Forbes corroborated this opinion; but insisted that no one should

see his patient except her mother and Miss Mary Pring, who had helped

in the nursing all along, until he gave permission. The internal

injuries had not proved as serious as had at first been feared, but

the girl's right hip bone had been hurt, and gave the doctor much

anxiety still.

Great was the delight at the Moat House when it was known for certain

that Joy had taken a good turn. Eric went off for a ramble in the

woods with Lawrence Puttenham and Wag with an easier mind than he had

possessed for many a day; and Celia threw aside her depression, and

allowed herself to smile once more. Sir Jasper took the news more

quietly than anyone, though he was none the less rejoiced; but

mingled with the sense of relief he experienced was the feeling of

remorse that weighed down his spirits on account of his having

accused Joy wrongfully.

He was still extremely puzzled concerning the butterfly brooch, for

he could hardly bring himself to believe that he had overlooked it on

the occasion when he had failed to find it. Why, he had searched for

it again and again in vain; and yet he had finally found it lying

directly inside the jewel case! The more he thought of the matter the

more bewildered he became; but one thing was certain, he had brought

a cruel charge against Joy, and he could not forgive himself for

having done so, or for the harsh words which he had uttered in his

anger.

Every day, much to the astonishment of his household, Sir Jasper was

driven by Gay to the Vicarage to inquire for the invalid; and, on one

occasion, cheered by a good report of the progress Joy was making,

he stopped at Home Vale on his return journey and made a call on Miss

Pring.

The members of the Crumleigh Cricket Club, unable to play in the

field near the Vicarage, for fear of disturbing the sick child,

now met in a field nearer the Moat House, and great was their

astonishment when Sir Jasper one evening hobbled through the gateway

leaning on his stick, accompanied by Celia. Certainly he did not stay

very long; but the news that he had been there was spread through the

village of Crumleigh that night, and discussed with much wonderment.

It was the second week in September now, and Celia and Eric were

looking forward eagerly to their first interview with Joy; and at

last a day came when she was well enough to see them for a few

minutes.

"Only for a few minutes, mind," Mrs. Wallis told them, before

admitting them into the sick room; "you must say or do nothing

to excite her, remember."

They promised; but it needed all the self-control they could summon

to their aid to enable them to keep their word, as their eyes fell

upon their sister. She looked still terribly ill, "all eyes, like a

young bird," as Eric said afterwards; but when she smiled she

appeared more like her old self, for it was Joy's own happy smile

that lit up the wan face. Eric kissed her in silence, his heart full

to overflowing; then Celia's turn came, and as she bent over her

sister, Joy whispered:

"We'll be better friends than ever, won't we?"

And Celia answered: "Oh, yes, yes!"

"I think I am going to get well," said Joy, bluntly. "Dr. Forbes

thinks so too. I've been great trouble to everyone, but I'm so glad

it as I who was hurt, and not mother or you."

"Oh, Joy, Uncle Jasper told me to give you his love."

"His love! To me?"

"Yes; and he's coming to see you soon."

"Oh, no, no! I don't want to see him! I'd rather not!"

There was a flush of excitement rising to the invalid's face, noting

which Mrs. Wallis promptly hurried Celia and Eric from the room.

"I wonder why she doesn't want to see Uncle Jasper," remarked Eric,

thoughtfully, as walked home by Celia's side; "you know they had

become friends again, and he's been cut up about her. How distressed

she looked when you spoke of him!"

"Sick people get queer fancies, I've heard," said Celia; "oh, how

glad I am we have seen her! She is really better, though she does

look so ill. Oh, how thankful I am to God for sparing her life! What

should we have done without Joy?"

"Don't think of it, Celia. I shall not mind going back to school now

when the time comes, for mother says Joy will soon be well enough

to be moved to the Moat House. Then you'll be able to help in the

nursing. By the way, we won't tell Uncle Jasper that Joy doesn't want

to see him."

"Of course not. He would be dreadfully hurt."

"You are his favourite, Celia," Eric said, candidly, "but I think

he's fond of Joy, too, though he doesn't understand her; and yet she

always seems to me so much easier to understand than you."

"Joy's better than I am," Celia admitted, with a new humility in her

tone which struck her brother with surprise; "she never pretends

to be what she is not."

"And do you?" he inquired, curiously.

But Celia declined to answer, and he did not ask her again. They

finished their walk in silence after that.

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