V.

A few hours later Deacon Latham came into the house with a milk-pan full

of pease. He set this down on one end of the kitchen table, with his

straw hat beside it, and then took a chair at the other end and fell

into the attitude of the day before, when he sat in the parlor with

Lydia and Miss Maria waiting for the stage; his mouth was puckered to

a whistle, and his fingers were held above the board in act to drub it.

Miss Maria turned the pease out on the table, and took the pan into

her lap. She shelled at the pease in silence, till the sound of their

pelting, as they were dropped on the tin, was lost in their multitude;

then she said, with a sharp, querulous, pathetic impatience, “Well,

father, I suppose you're thinkin' about Lyddy.”

“Yes, Maria, I be,” returned her father, with uncommon plumpness, as

if here now were something he had made up his mind to stand to. “I been

thinkin' that Lyddy's a woman grown, as you may say.”

“Yes,” admitted Miss Maria, “she's a woman, as far forth as that goes.

What put it into your head?”

“Well, I d'know as I know. But it's just like this: I got to thinkin'

whether she mightn't get to feelin' rather lonely on the voyage, without

any other woman to talk to.”

“I guess,” said Miss Maria, tranquilly, “she's goin' to feel lonely

enough at times, any way, poor thing! But I told her if she wanted

advice or help about anything just to go to the stewardess. That Mrs.

Bland that spent the summer at the Parkers' last year was always tellin'

how they went to the stewardess for most everything, and she give her

five dollars in gold when they got into Boston. I shouldn't want

Lyddy should give so much as that, but I should want she should give

something, as long's it's the custom.”

“They don't have 'em on sailin' vessels, Captain Jenness said; they only

have 'em on steamers,” said Deacon Latham.

“Have what?” asked Miss Maria, sharply.

“Stewardesses. They've got a cabin-boy.”

Miss Maria desisted a moment from her work; then she answered, with a

gruff shortness peculiar to her, “Well, then, she can go to the cook, I

suppose. It wouldn't matter which she went to, I presume.”

Deacon Latham looked up with the air of confessing to sin before the

whole congregation. “The cook's a man,--a black man,” he said.

Miss Maria dropped a handful of pods into the pan, and sent a handful of

peas rattling across the table on to the floor. “Well, who in Time”--the

expression was strong, but she used it without hesitation, and was never

known to repent it “_will_ she go to, then?”

“I declare for't,” said her father, “I don't know. I d'know as I ever

thought it out fairly before; but just now when I was pickin' the pease

for you, my mind got to dwellin' on Lyddy, and then it come to me all

at once: there she was, the only _one_ among a whole shipful, and I--I

didn't know but what she might think it rather of a strange position for

her.”

“_Oh_!” exclaimed Miss Maria, petulantly. “I guess Lyddy'd know how to

conduct herself wherever she was; she's a born lady, if ever there was

one. But what I think is--” Miss Maria paused, and did not say what she

thought; but it was evidently not the social aspect of the matter which

was uppermost in her mind. In fact, she had never been at all afraid of

men, whom she regarded as a more inefficient and feebler-minded kind of

women.

“The only thing't makes me feel easier is what the captain said about

the young men,” said Deacon Latham.

“What young men?” asked Miss Maria.

“Why, I told you about 'em!” retorted the old man, with some

exasperation.

“You told me about two young men that stopped on the wharf and pitied

Lyddy's worn-out looks.”

“Didn't I tell you the rest? I declare for't, I don't believe I did; I

be'n so put about. Well, as we was drivin' up to the depot, we met the

same two young men, and the captain asked 'em, 'Are you goin' or not

a-goin'?'--just that way; and they said, 'We're goin'.' And he said,

'When you comin' aboard?' and he told 'em he was goin' to haul out this

mornin' at three o'clock. And they asked what tug, and he told 'em, and

they fixed it up between 'em all then that they was to come aboard from

the tug, when she'd got the ship outside; and that's what I suppose they

did. The captain he said to me he hadn't mentioned it before, because he

wa'n't sure't they'd go till that minute. He give 'em a first-rate of a

character.”

Miss Maria said nothing for a long while. The subject seemed one with

which she did not feel herself able to grapple. She looked all about

the kitchen for inspiration, and even cast a searching glance into

the wood-shed. Suddenly she jumped from her chair, and ran to the open

window: “Mr. Goodlow! Mr. Goodlow! I wish you'd come in here a minute.”

She hurried to meet the minister at the front door, her father lagging

after her with the infantile walk of an old man.

Mr. Goodlow took off his straw hat as he mounted the stone step to the

threshold, and said good-morning; they did not shake hands. He wore a

black alpaca coat, and waistcoat of farmer's satin; his hat was dark

straw, like Deacon Latham's, but it was low-crowned, and a line of

ornamental openwork ran round it near the top.

“Come into the settin'-room,” said Miss Maria. “It's cooler, in there.”

She lost no time in laying the case before the minister. She ended by

saying, “Father, he don't feel just right about it, and I d'know as I'm

quite clear in my own mind.”

The minister considered a while in silence before he said, “I think

Lydia's influence upon those around her will be beneficial, whatever her

situation in life may be.”

“There, father!” cried Miss Maria, in reproachful relief.

“You're right, Maria, you're right!” assented the old man, and they both

waited for the minister to continue.

“I rejoiced with you,” he said, “when this opportunity for Lydia's

improvement offered, and I am not disposed to feel anxious as to the

ways and means. Lydia is no fool. I have observed in her a dignity, a

sort of authority, very remarkable in one of her years.”

“I guess the boys at the school down to the Mill Village found out she

had authority enough,” said Miss Maria, promptly materializing the idea.

“Precisely,” said Mr. Goodlow.

“That's what I told father, in the first place,” said Miss Maria. “I

guess Lyddy'd know how to conduct herself wherever she was,--just the

words I used.”

“I don't deny it, Maria, I don't deny it,” shrilly piped the old man.

“I ain't afraid of any harm comin' to Lyddy any more'n what you be. But

what I said was, Wouldn't she feel kind of strange, sort of lost, as you

may say, among so many, and she the only _one_?”

“She will know how to adapt herself to circumstances,” said Mr. Goodlow.

“I was conversing last summer with that Mrs. Bland who boarded at Mr.

Parker's, and she told me that girls in Europe are brought up with no

habits of self-reliance whatever, and that young ladies are never seen

on the streets alone in France and Italy.”

“Don't you think,” asked Miss Maria, hesitating to accept this

ridiculous statement, “that Mrs. Bland exaggerated some?”

“She _talked_ a great deal,” admitted Mr. Goodlow. “I should be sorry

if Lydia ever lost anything of that native confidence of hers in her

own judgment, and her ability to take care of herself under any

circumstances, and I do not think she will. She never seemed conceited

to me, but she _was_ the most self-reliant girl I ever saw.”

“You've hit it there, Mr. Goodlow. Such a spirit as she always had!”

sighed Miss Maria. “It was just so from the first. It used to go to my

heart to see that little thing lookin' after herself, every way, and not

askin' anybody's help, but just as quiet and proud about it! She's her

mother, all over. And yest'day, when she set here waitin' for the stage,

and it did seem as if I should have to give up, hearin' her sob,

sob, sob,--why, Mr. Goodlow, she hadn't any more idea of backin' out

than--than--” Miss Maria relinquished the search for a comparison, and

went into another room for a handkerchief. “I don't believe she cared

over and above about goin', from the start,” said Miss Maria, returning,

“but when once she'd made up her mind to it, there she was. I d'know

as she _took_ much of a fancy to her aunt, but you couldn't told from

anything that Lyddy said. Now, if I have anything on my mind, I have to

blat it right out, as you may say; I can't seem to bear it a minute;

but Lyddy's different. Well,” concluded Miss Maria, “I guess there ain't

goin' to any harm come to her. But it did give me a kind of start, first

off, when father up and got to feelin' sort of bad about it. I d'know

as I should thought much about it, if he hadn't seemed to. I d'know as

I should ever thought about anything except her not havin' any one to

advise with about her clothes. It's the only thing she ain't handy with:

she won't know what to wear. I'm afraid she'll spoil her silk. I d'know

but what father's _been_ hasty in not lookin' into things carefuller

first. He most always does repent afterwards.”

“Couldn't repent beforehand!” retorted Deacon Latham. “And I tell

you, Maria, I never saw a much finer man than Captain Jenness; and the

cabin's everything I said it was, and more. Lyddy reg'larly went off

over it; 'n' I guess, as Mr. Goodlow says, she'll influence 'em for

good. Don't you fret about her clothes any. You fitted her out in

apple-pie order, and she'll soon be there. 'T ain't but a little ways

to Try-East, any way, to what it is some of them India voyages, Captain

Jenness said. He had his own daughters out the last voyage; 'n' I guess

he can tell Lyddy when it's weather to wear her silk. I d'know as I'd

better said anything about what I was thinkin'. I don't want to be

noways rash, and yet I thought I couldn't be too partic'lar.”

For a silent moment Miss Maria looked sourly uncertain as to the

usefulness of scruples that came so long after the fact. Then she said

abruptly to Mr. Goodlow, “Was it you or Mr. Baldwin, preached Mirandy

Holcomb's fune'l sermon?”

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