Chapter Thirty-one

Dummy again. She seemed to be dummy often, this afternoon. They were

playing for quarter cents, but even that low stake, Nancy thought

irritably, ran up into a considerable sum, when one's partner bid as

madly as young Mrs. Billings bid. She was doubled, and redoubled, and

she lost and lost; Nancy saw Elsie's white hand, with its gold pencil,

daintily scoring four hundred--two hundred--three hundred.

"I thought I might as well try it," said Mrs. Billings blithely, "but

you didn't give me much help, partner!"

"I didn't bid, you know," Nancy reminded her.

"Oh, I know you didn't--it was entirely my own fault! Well, now, let's

try again. ..."

Suddenly it seemed to Nancy all wrong--her sitting here in the tempered

summer light, playing cards throughout the afternoon. Inherited from

some conscientious ancestor, shame stirred for a few minutes in her

blood and she hated herself, and the club, and the women she played

with. This was not a woman's work in the world. Her children scattered

about their own affairs, her household in the hands of strange women,

her husband playing another game, with other idle men, and she, the

wife and mother and manager, sitting idle, with bits of pasteboard in

her hands. She was not even at home, she was in a public club--

She laughed out, as the primitive wave of feeling brought her to the

crude analysis. It was funny--life was funny. For a few strange minutes

she felt as curiously alien to the Marlborough Gardens Yacht Club as if

she had been dropped from another world on to its porch. She had been a

tired, busy woman, a few years ago; by what witchcraft had she been

brought to this? Mrs. Billings was playing four hearts, doubled. Nancy

was too deep in uneasy thought to care much what befell the hand. She

began to plan changes, always her panacea in a dark mood. She would

give up daytime playing, like Mary Ingram. And she would never play

except at home, or in some other woman's home. Nancy was no prude, but

she was suddenly ashamed. She was ashamed to have new-comers at the

club pass by, and see that she had nothing else to do, this afternoon,

but watch a card game.

Sam Biggerstaff came to the door, and nodded to his wife. Nancy smiled

at him; "Will I do?" No, he wanted Ruth.

So his wife put her cards in Nancy's hand, and went out to talk to him.

Nancy laughed, when she came back.

"You score two tricks doubled, Ruth. I think that's too hard, after I

played them!"

"Shameful!" said Mrs. Biggerstaff, in her breathless way, slipping into

her seat. Two or three more hands were played, then Mrs. Fielding said

suddenly:

"Is the tennis finished? Who won? Aren't they all quiet--all of a

sudden?"

The other two women glanced up idly, but Mrs. Biggerstaff said quietly:

"I dealt. No trumps."

"Right off, like that!" Nancy laughed. But Mrs. Billings said:

"No--but AREN'T they quiet? And they were making such a noise! You know

they were clapping and laughing so, a few minutes ago!"

"They must have finished," Mrs. Fielding said, looking at her hand

quizzically. "You said no trump. Partner, let's try two spades!"

"Billy was going to come in to tell me," persisted Mrs. Billings, "Just

wait a minute--!" And leaning back in her chair, she called toward the

tea-room. "Steward; will you send one of the boys down to ask how the

tennis went? Tell Mr. Billings I want to know how it went!"

The steward came deferentially forward.

"I believe they didn't finish their game, Mrs. Billings. The fire--you

know. I think all the gentlemen went to the fire--"

"Where is there a fire!" demanded two or three voices. Nancy's

surprised eyes went from the steward's face to Mrs. Biggerstaff's, and

some instinct acted long before her fear could act, and she felt her

soul grow sick within her.

"Where is it?" she asked, with a thickening throat, and then

suspiciously and fearfully. "Ruth, WHERE WAS IT?" And even while she

asked, she said to herself, with a wild hurry and flutter of mind and

heart, "It's our house--that's what Sam stopped to tell Ruth--it's

Holly Court--but I don't care--I don't care, as long as Agnes was

there, to get the children out--"

It was all instantaneous, the steward's stammering explanation, Ruth

Biggerstaff's terrified eyes, the little whimper of fear and sympathy

from the other women. Nancy felt that there was more--more--

"What'd Sam tell you, Ruth? For God's sake--"

"Now, Nancy--now, Nancy--" said the Mrs. Biggerstaff, panting like a

frightened child, "Sam said you weren't to be frightened--we don't know

a thing--listen, dear, we'll telephone! That's what we'll do--it was

silly of me, but I thought perhaps we could keep you from being

scared--from just this--"

"But--but what did you hear, Ruth? Who sent in the alarm?" Nancy asked,

with dry lips. She was at the club, and Holly Court seemed a thousand

impassable miles away. To get home--to get home--

"Your Pauline telephoned! Nancy, wait! And she distinctly said--Sam

told this of his own accord--" Mrs. Biggerstaff had her arms tight

about Nancy, who was trembling very much. Nancy's agonized look was

fixed with pathetic childish faith upon the other woman's eyes. "Sam

told me that she distinctly said that the children were all out with

Agnes! She asked to speak to Bert, but Bert was watching a side-line,

so Sam came--"

Nancy's gaze flashed to the clock that ticked placidly over the wide

doorway. Three o'clock. And three o'clock said, as clearly as words

"Priscilla's nap." Agnes had tucked her in her crib, with a

"cacker"--and had taken the other children for their promised walk with

the new puppy. Pauline had rushed out of the house at the first alarm--

And Priscilla's mother was here at the club. Nancy felt that she was

going to get dizzy, she turned an ashen face to Mrs. Biggerstaff.

"The baby--Priscilla!" she said, in a sharp whisper. "Oh, Ruth--did

they remember her! Oh, God, did they remember her! Oh, baby--baby!"

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