XVI

Things were not going well in the brothers’ home. Jörgensen had done

nothing with his plans. He was the only person who had not known that

such would be the case. The people knew, too, on very good authority,

that the engineer had offered him a hundred kroner for them, and as he

would not take them, but demanded a share in the undertaking and the

honor of executing it, he was shown to the door.

He had never before taken anything so quietly. He did not burst out

roaring with violent words; he simply betook himself to his usual

day-laborer’s work in the harbor, like any other worker. He did not

mention his defeat, and allowed no one else to do so. He treated his

wife as though she did not exist. But she had to watch him wrap himself

up in silence, without knowing what was going on in his mind. She had a

foreboding of something terrible, and spoke of her trouble to the boys.

He made no scenes, although now and again he got drunk; he ate in

silence and went to bed. When he was not working, he slept.

But as he himself had so far revealed his plans that they were known to

all, it was all up with his work. The engineer had taken from

Jörgensen’s plans as much as he could use—every one could see that—and

now the “Great Power” stood with his mouth empty, simply because he had

put more in his spoon than his mouth would hold. Most people were far

from envying his position, and they took plenty of time to talk about

it; the town was quite accustomed to neglect its own affairs in order

to throw its whole weight on his obstinate back. But now he was down in

the dust all had been to the harbor to watch the “Great Power” working

there—to see him, as a common laborer, carting the earth for his own

wonderful scheme. They marvelled only that he took it all so quietly;

it was to some extent a disappointment that he did not flinch under the

weight of his burden and break out into impotent raving.

He contented himself with drinking; but that he did thoroughly. He went

about it as it were in the midst of a cloud of alcoholic vapor, and

worked only just enough to enable him to go on drinking. “He has never

yet been like this,” said his wife, weeping. “He doesn’t storm and

rage, but he is angry all the time so that one can’t bear him at home

any longer. He breaks everything in his anger, and he scolds poor Karen

so that it’s wretched. He has no regard for anybody, only for his old

mother, and God knows how long that will last. He doesn’t work, he only

drinks. He steals my hard-earned money out of my dress-pocket and buys

brandy with it. He has no shame left in him, although he always used to

be so honorable in his way of life. And he can’t stand his boozing as

he used to; he’s always falling about and staggering. Lately he came

home all bloody—he’d knocked a hole in his head. What have we ever done

to the dear God that he should punish us like this?”

The old woman said nothing, but let her glance sweep from one to the

other, and thought her own thoughts.

So it went on, week after week. The boys became weary of listening to

their mother’s complaints, and kept away from home.

One day, when Karen had been sent on an errand for her mother, she did

not return. Neither had she returned on the following day. Pelle heard

of it down at the boat-harbor, where she had last been seen. They were

dragging the water with nets in the hope of finding her, but no one

dared tell Jörgensen. On the following afternoon they brought her to

the workshop; Pelle knew what it was when he heard the many heavy

footsteps out in the street. She lay on a stretcher, and two men

carried her; before her the autumn wind whirled the first falling

leaves, and her thin arms were hanging down to the pavement, as though

she sought to find a hold there. Her disordered hair was hanging, too,

and the water was dripping from her. Behind the stretcher came the

“Great Power.” He was drunk. He held one hand before his eyes, and

murmured as though in thought, and at every moment he raised his

forefinger in the air. “She has found peace,” he said thickly, trying

to look intelligent.

“Peace—the higher it is——” He could not find the word he wanted.

Jens and Pelle replaced the men at the stretcher, and bore it home.

They were afraid of what was before them. But the mother stood at the

door and received them silently, as though she had expected them; she

was merely pale. “She couldn’t bear it!” she whispered to them, and she

kneeled down beside the child.

She laid her head on the little crippled body, and whispered

indistinctly; now and again she pressed the child’s fingers into her

mouth, in order to stifle her sobs. “And you were to have run an errand

for mother,” she said, and she shook her head, smilingly. “You are a

nice sort of girl to me—not to be able to buy me two skeins of thread;

and the money I gave you for it—have you thrown it away?” Her words

came between smiles and sobs, and they sounded like a slow lament. “Did

you throw the money away? It doesn’t matter —it wasn’t your fault. Dear

child, dear little one!” Then her strength gave way. Her firmly closed

mouth broke open, and closed again, and so she went on, her head

rocking to and fro, while her hands felt eagerly in the child’s pocket.

“Didn’t you run that errand for mother?” she moaned. She felt, in the

midst of her grief, the need of some sort of corroboration, even if it

referred to something quite indifferent. And she felt in the child’s

purse. There lay a few öre and a scrap of paper.

Then she suddenly stood up. Her face was terribly hard as she turned to

her husband, who stood against the wall, swaying to and fro. “Peter!”

she cried in agony, “Peter! Don’t you know what you have done? ‘Forgive

me, mother,’ it says here, and she has taken four öre of the thirteen

to buy sugar-candy. Look here, her hand is still quite sticky.” She

opened the clenched hand, which was closed upon a scrap of sticky

paper. “Ah, the poor persecuted child! She wanted to sweeten her

existence with four öre worth of sugar-candy, and then into the water!

A child has so much pleasure at home here! ‘Forgive me, mother!’ she

says, as though she had done something wrong. And everything she did

was wrong; so she had to go away. Karen! Karen! I’m not angry with

you—you were very welcome—what do they signify, those few öre! I didn’t

mean it like that when I reproached you for hanging about at home! But

I didn’t know what to do—we had nothing to eat. And he spent the little

money there was!” She turned her face from the body to the father and

pointed to him. It was the first time that the wife of the “Great

Power” had ever turned upon him accusingly. But he did not understand

her. “She has found peace,” he murmured, and attempted to pull himself

up a little; “the peace of—” But here the old woman rose in the

chimney-corner—until this moment she had not moved. “Be silent!” she

said harshly, setting her stick at his breast, “or your old mother will

curse the day when she brought you into the world.” Wondering, he

stared at her; and a light seemed to shine through the mist as he

gazed. For a time he still stood there, unable to tear his eyes from

the body. He looked as though he wished to throw himself down beside

his wife, who once more lay bowed above the bier, whispering. Then,

with hanging head, he went upstairs and lay down.

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