At four, Lasse and Pelle were dressed and were opening the cow-stable
doors on the field side. The earth was rolling off its white covering
of night mist, and the morning rose prophetically. Lasse stood still in
the doorway, yawning, and making up his mind about the weather for the
day; but Pelle let the soft tones of the wind and the song of the
lark—all that was stirring—beat upon his little heart. With open mouth
and doubtful eyes he gazed into the incomprehensible as represented by
each new day with all its unimagined possibilities. “To-day you must
take your coat with you, for we shall have rain about midday,” Lasse
would then say; and Pelle peered into the sky to find out where his
father got his knowledge from. For it generally came true.
They then set about cleaning out the dung in the cow-stable, Pelle
scraping the floor under the cows and sweeping it up, Lasse filling the
wheelbarrow and wheeling it out. At half-past five they ate their
morning meal of salt herring and porridge.
After that Pelle set out with the young cattle, his dinner basket on
his arm, and his whip wound several times round his neck. His father
had made him a short, thick stick with rings on it, that he could
rattle admonishingly and throw at the animals; but Pelle preferred the
whip, because he was not yet strong enough to use it.
He was little, and at first he had some difficulty in making an
impression upon the great forces over which he was placed. He could not
get his voice to sound sufficiently terrifying, and on the way out from
the farm he had hard work, especially up near the farm, where the corn
stood high on both sides of the field-road. The animals were hungry in
the morning, and the big bullocks did not trouble to move when once
they had their noses buried in the corn and he stood belaboring them
with the short handle of the cattle- whip. The twelve-foot lash, which,
in a practised hand, left little triangular marks in the animal’s hide,
he could not manage at all; and if he kicked the bullock on the head
with his wooden shoe, it only closed its eyes good-naturedly, and
browsed on sedately with its back to him. Then he would break into a
despairing roar, or into little fits of rage in which he attacked the
animal blindly and tried to get at its eyes; but it was all equally
useless. He could always make the calves move by twisting their tails,
but the bullocks’ tails were too strong.
He did not cry, however, for long at a time over the failure of his
resources. One evening he got his father to put a spike into the toe of
one of his wooden shoes, and after that his kick was respected. Partly
by himself, and partly through Rud, he also learned where to find the
places on the animals where it hurt most. The cow-calves and the two
bull-calves all had their particular tender spot, and a well-directed
blow upon a horn could make even the large bullocks bellow with pain.
The driving out was hard work, but the herding itself was easy. When
once the cattle were quietly grazing, he felt like a general, and made
his voice sound out incessantly over the meadow, while his little body
swelled with pride and a sense of power.
Being away from his father was a trouble to him. He did not go home to
dinner, and often in the middle of his play, despair would come over
him and he would imagine that something had happened to his father,
that the great bull had tossed him or something else; and he would
leave everything, and start running homeward crying, but would remember
in time the bailiff’s whip, and trudge back again. He found a remedy
for his longing by stationing himself so that he could keep a lookout
on the fields up there, and see his father when he went out to move the
dairy-cows.
He taught himself to whittle boats and little rakes and hoes and
decorate sticks with patterns cut upon the bark. He was clever with his
knife and made diligent use of it. He would also stand for hours on the
top of a monolith—he thought it was a gate-post—and try to crack his
cattle-whip like a pistol-shot. He had to climb to a height to get the
lash off the ground at all.
When the animals lay down in the middle of the morning, he was often
tired too, and then he would seat himself upon the head of one of the
big bullocks, and hold on to the points of its horns; and while the
animal lay chewing with a gentle vibration like a machine, he sat upon
its head and shouted at the top of his voice songs about blighted
affections and horrible massacres.
Toward midday Rud came running up, as hungry as a hunter. His mother
sent him out of the house when the hour for a meal drew near. Pelle
shared the contents of his basket with him, but required him to bring
the animals together a certain number of times for every portion of
food. The two boys could not exist apart for a whole day together. They
tumbled about in the field like two puppies, fought and made it up
again twenty times a day, swore the most fearful threats of vengeance
that should come in the shape of this or that grown-up person, and the
next moment had their arms round one another’s necks.
About half-a-mile of sand-dunes separated the Stone Farm fields from
the sea. Within this belt of sand the land was stony and afforded poor
grazing; but on both sides of the brook a strip of green meadow-land
ran down among the dunes, which were covered with dwarf firs and
grass-wrack to bind the sand. The best grazing was on this meadow-land,
but it was hard work minding both sides of it, as the brook ran
between; and it had been impressed upon the boy with severe threats,
that no animal must set its foot upon the dune-land, as the smallest
opening might cause a sand-drift. Pelle took the matter quite
literally, and all that summer imagined something like an explosion
that would make everything fly into the air the instant an animal trod
upon it; and this possibility hung like a fate at the back of
everything when he herded down there. When Rud came and they wanted to
play, he drove the cattle up on to the poor pasture where there was
plenty of room for them.
When the sun shone the boys ran about naked. They dared not venture
down to the sea for fear of the bailiff, who, they were sure, always
stood up in the attic of the big house, and watched Pelle through his
telescope; but they bathed in the brook—in and out of the water
continually for hours together.
After heavy rain it became swollen, and was then quite milky from the
china clay that it washed away from the banks farther up. The boys
thought it was milk from an enormous farm far up in the island. At high
water the sea ran up and filled the brook with decaying seaweed that
colored the water crimson; and this was the blood of all the people
drowned out in the sea.
Between their bathes they lay under the dunes and let the sun dry them.
They made a minute examination of their bodies, and discussed the use
and intention of the various parts. Upon this head Rud’s knowledge was
superior, and he took the part of instructor. They often quarrelled as
to which of them was the best equipped in one way or another—in other
words, had the largest. Pelle, for instance, envied Rud his
disproportionately large head.
Pelle was a well-built little fellow, and had put on flesh since he had
come to Stone Farm. His glossy skin was stretched smoothly over his
body, and was of a warm, sunburnt color. Rud had a thin neck in
proportion to his head, and his forehead was angular and covered with
scars, the results of innumerable falls. He had not full command of all
his limbs, and was always knocking and bruising himself; there were
blue, livid patches all over him that were slow to disappear, for he
had flesh that did not heal easily. But he was not so open in his envy
as Pelle. He asserted himself by boasting of his defects until he made
them out to be sheer achievements; so that Pelle ended by envying him
everything from the bottom of his heart.
Rud had not Pelle’s quick perception of things, but he had more
instinct, and on certain points possessed quite a talent in
anticipating what Pelle only learned by experience. He was already
avaricious to a certain extent, and suspicious without connecting any
definite thoughts with it. He ate the lion’s share of the food, and had
a variety of ways of getting out of doing the work.
Behind their play there lay, clothed in the most childish forms, a
struggle for the supremacy, and for the present Pelle was the one who
came off second best. In an emergency, Rud always knew how to appeal to
his good qualities and turn them to his own advantage.
And through all this they were the best friends in the world, and were
quite inseparable. Pelle was always looking toward “the Sow’s” cottage
when he was alone, and Rud ran off from home as soon as he saw his
opportunity.
It had rained hard in the course of the morning, in spite of Lasse, and
Pelle was wet through. Now the blue-black cloud was drawing away over
the sea, and the boats lay in the middle of it with all their red sails
set, and yet motionless. The sunlight flashed and glittered on wet
surfaces, making everything look bright; and Pelle hung his clothes on
a dwarf fir to dry.
He was cold, and crept close up to Peter, the biggest of the bullocks,
as he lay chewing the cud. The animal was steaming, but Pelle could not
bring warmth into his extremities, where the cold had taken hold. His
teeth chattered, too, and he was shivering.
And even now there was one of the cows that would not let him have any
peace. Every time he had snuggled right in under the bullock and was
beginning to get a little warmer, the cow strayed away over the
northern boundary. There was nothing but sand there, but when it was a
calf there had been a patch of mixed crops, and it still remembered
that.
It was one of two cows that had been turned out of the dairy-herd on
account of their dryness. They were ill-tempered creatures, always
discontented and doing some mischief or other; and Pelle detested them
heartily. They were two regular termagants, upon which even thrashing
made no impression. The one was a savage beast, that would suddenly
begin stamping and bellowing like a mad bull in the middle of grazing,
and, if Pelle went toward it, wanted to toss him; and when it saw its
opportunity, it would eat up the cloth in which Pelle’s dinner was
wrapped. The other was old and had crumpled horns that pointed in
toward its eyes, one of which had a white pupil.
It was the noisy one that was now at its tricks. Every other minute
Pelle had to get up and shout: “Hi, Blakka, you villainous beast! Just
you come back!” He was hoarse with anger, and at last his patience gave
way, and he caught up a big stick and began to chase the cow. As soon
as it saw his intention, it set off at a run up toward the farm, and
Pelle had to make a wide circle to turn it down to the herd again. Then
it ran at full gallop in and out among the other animals, the herd
became confused and ran hither and thither, and Pelle had to relinquish
his pursuit for a time while he gathered them together. But then he
began again at once. He was boiling with rage, and leaped about like an
indiarubber ball, his naked body flashing in loops and curves upon the
green grass. He was only a few yards from the cow, but the distance
remained the same; he could not catch her up to-day.
He stopped up by the rye-field, and the cow stood still almost at the
same moment. It snapped at a few ears, and moved its head slowly to
choose its direction. In a couple of leaps Pelle was up to it and had
hold of its tail. He hit it over the nose with his cudgel, it turned
quickly away from the rye, and set off at a flying pace down toward the
others, while blows rained down upon its bony prominences. Every stroke
echoed back from the dunes like blows upon the trunk of a tree, and
made Pelle swell with pride. The cow tried to shake Pelle off as it
ran, but he was not to be got rid of; it crossed the brook in long
bounds, backward and forward, with Pelle almost floating through the
air; but the blows continued to rain down upon it. Then it grew tired
and began to slacken its pace; and at last it came to a standstill,
coughed, and resigned itself to the thrashing.
Pelle threw himself flat upon his face, and panted. Ha, ha! _That_ had
made him warm! Now that beast should—He rolled suddenly over on to his
side with a start. The bailiff! But it was a strange man with a beard
who stood over him, looking at him with serious eyes. The stranger went
on gazing at him for a long time without saying anything, and Pelle
grew more and more uneasy under his scrutiny; he had the sun right in
his eyes too, if he tried to return the man’s gaze, and the cow still
stood there coughing.
“What do you think the bailiff will say?” asked the man at last,
quietly.
“I don’t think he’s seen it,” whispered Pelle, looking timidly round.
“But God has seen it, for He sees everything. And He has led me here to
stop the evil in you while there’s still time. Wouldn’t you like to be
God’s child?” The man sat down beside him and took his hand.
Pelle sat tugging at the grass and wishing he had had his clothes on.
“And you must never forget that God sees everything you do; even in the
darkest night He sees. We are always walking in God’s sight. But come
now, it’s unseemly to run about naked!” And the man took him by the
hand and led him to his clothes, and then, going across to the north
side, he gathered the herd together while Pelle dressed himself. The
wicked cow was over there again already, and had drawn a few of the
others after it. Pelle watched the man in surprise; he drove the
animals back quite quietly, neither using stones nor shouting. Before
he got back, Blakka had once more crossed the boundary; but he turned
and brought her back again just as gently as before.
“That’s not an easy cow to manage,” he said kindly, when he returned;
“but you’ve got young legs. Shan’t we agree to burn that?” he asked,
picking up the thick cudgel, “and do what we have to do with just our
hands? God will always help you when you’re in difficulties. And if you
want to be a true child of God, you must tell the bailiff this evening
what you did—and take your punishment.” He placed his hand upon Pelle’s
head, and looked at him with that unendurable gaze; and then he left
him, taking the stick with him.
For a long time Pelle followed him with his eyes. So that was what a
man looked like, who was sent by God to warn you! Now he knew, and it
would be some time before he chased a cow like that again. But go to
the bailiff, and tell of himself, and get the whip-lash on his bare
legs? Not if he knew it! Rather than that, God would have to be
angry—if it was really true that He could see everything? It couldn’t
be worse than the bailiff, anyhow.
All that morning he was very quiet. He felt the man’s eyes upon him in
everything he did, and it robbed him of his confidence. He silently
tested things, and saw everything in a new light; it was best not to
make a noise, if you were always walking in the sight of God. He did
not go on cracking his cattle-whip, but meditated a little on whether
he should burn that too.
But a little before midday Rud appeared, and the whole incident was
forgotten. Rud was smoking a bit of cane that he had cut off the piece
his mother used for cleaning the stove-pipes, and Pelle bartered some
of his dinner for a few pulls at it. First they seated themselves
astride the bullock Cupid, which was lying chewing the cud. It went on
calmly chewing with closed eyes, until Rud put the glowing cane to the
root of its tail, when it rose hastily, both boys rolling over its
head. They laughed and boasted to one another of the somersault they
had turned, as they went up on to the high ground to look for
blackberries. Thence they went to some birds’ nests in the small firs,
and last of all they set about their best game—digging up mice-nests.
Pelle knew every mouse-hole in the meadow, and they lay down and
examined them carefully. “Here’s one that has mice in it,” said Rud.
“Look, here’s their dunghill!”
“Yes, that smells of mouse,” said Pelle, putting his nose to the hole.
“And the blades of grass turn outward, so the old ones must be out.”
With Pelle’s knife they cut away the turf, and set to work eagerly to
dig with two pieces of pot. The soil flew about their heads as they
talked and laughed.
“My word, how fast we’re getting on!”
“Yes; Ström couldn’t work as fast!” Ström was a famous worker who got
twenty-five öres a day more than other autumn farm-hands, and his
example was used as an incentive to coax work out of the laborers.
“We shall soon get right into the inside of the earth.”
“Well, but it’s burning hot in there.”
“Oh, nonsense: is it?” Pelle paused doubtfully in his digging.
“Yes, the schoolmaster says so.”
The boys hesitated and put their hands down into the hole. Yes, it was
warm at the bottom—so warm that Pelle found it necessary to pull out
his hand and say: “Oh, my word!” They considered a little, and then
went on scraping out the hole as carefully as if their lives depended
on it. In a little while straw appeared in the passage, and in a moment
the internal heat of the earth was forgotten. In less than a minute
they had uncovered the nest, and laid the little pink, new-born mice
out on the grass. They looked like half-hatched birds.
“They _are_ ugly,” said Pelle, who did not quite like taking hold of
them, but was ashamed not to do so. “They’re much nastier to touch than
toads. I believe they’re poisonous.”
Rud lay pinching them between his fingers.
“Poisonous! Don’t be silly! Why, they haven’t any teeth! There are no
bones in them at all; I’m sure you could eat them quite well.”
“Pah! Beastly!” Pelle spat on the ground.
“I shouldn’t be at all afraid of biting one; would you?” Rud lifted a
little mouse up toward his mouth.
“Afraid? Of course I’m not afraid—but—” Pelle hesitated.
“No, you’re afraid, because you’re a blue-bag!”
Now this nickname really only applied to boys who were afraid of water,
but Pelle quickly seized one of the little mice, and held it up to his
mouth, at exactly the same distance from his lips that Rud was from
his. “You can see for yourself!” he cried, in an offended tone.
Rud went on talking, with many gestures.
“You’re afraid,” he said, “and it’s because you’re Swedish. But when
you’re afraid, you should just shut your eyes—so—and open your mouth.
Then you pretend to put the mouse right into your mouth, and then—” Rud
had his mouth wide open, and held his hand close to his mouth; Pelle
was under his influence, and imitated his movements—“and then—” Pelle
received a blow that sent the little mouse halfway down his throat. He
retched and spat; and then his hands fumbled in the grass and got hold
of a stone. But by the time he was on his feet and was going to throw
it, Rud was far away up the fields. “I must go home now!” he shouted
innocently. “There’s something I’ve got to help mother with.”
Pelle did not love solitude, and the prospect of a blockade determined
him at once for negotiations. He dropped the stone to show his serious
wish for a reconciliation, and had to swear solemnly that he would not
bear malice. Then at last Rud came back, tittering.
“I was going to show you something funny with the mouse,” he said by
way of diversion; “but you held on to it like an idiot.” He did not
venture to come quite close up to Pelle, but stood watching his
movements.
Pelle was acquainted with the little white lie when the danger of a
thrashing was imminent, but the lie as an attack was still unknown to
him. If Rud, now that the whole thing was over, said that he only
wanted to have shown him something funny, it must be true. But then why
was he mistrustful? Pelle tried, as he had so often done before, to
bend his little brain round the possible tricks of his playmate, but
failed.
“You may just as well come up close,” he said stoutly. “For if I wanted
to, I could easily catch you up.”
Rud came. “Now we’ll catch big mice.” he said. “That’s better fun.”
They emptied Pelle’s milk-bottle, and hunted up a mouse’s nest that
appeared to have only two exits, one up in the meadow, the other
halfway down the bank of the stream. Here they pushed in the mouth of
the bottle, and widened the hole in the meadow into a funnel; and they
took it in turns to keep an eye on the bottle, and to carry water up to
the other hole in their caps. It was not long before a mouse popped out
into the bottle, which they then corked.
What should they do with it? Pelle proposed that they should tame it
and train it to draw their little agricultural implements; but Rud, as
usual, got his way—it was to go out sailing.
Where the stream turned, and had hollowed out its bed into a hole as
big as a cauldron, they made an inclined plane and let the bottle slide
down into the water head foremost, like a ship being launched. They
could follow it as it curved under the water until it came up
slantingly, and stood bobbing up and down on the water like a buoy,
with its neck up. The mouse made the funniest leaps up toward the cork
to get out; and the boys jumped up and down on the grass with delight.
“It knows the way it got in quite well!” They imitated its unsuccessful
leaps, lay down again and rolled about in exuberant mirth. At last,
however, the joke became stale.
“Let’s take out the cork!” suggested Rud.
“Yes—oh, yes!” Pelle waded quickly in, and was going to set the mouse
at liberty.
“Wait a minute, you donkey!” Rud snatched the bottle from him, and
holding his hand over the mouth, put it back, into the water. “Now
we’ll see some fun!” he cried, hastening up the bank.
It was a little while before the mouse discovered that the way was
open, but then it leaped. The leap was unsuccessful, and made the
bottle rock, so that the second leap was slanting and rebounded
sideways. But then followed with lightning rapidity a number of leaps—a
perfect bombardment; and suddenly the mouse flew right out of the
bottle, head foremost into the water.
“That was a leap and a half!” cried Pelle, jumping straight up and down
in the grass, with his arms at his sides. “It could just squeeze its
body through, just exactly!” And he jumped again, squeezing himself
together.
The mouse swam to land, but Rud was there, and pushed it out again with
his foot. “It swam well,” he said, laughing. It made for the opposite
bank. “Look out for the fellow!” Rud roared, and Pelle sprang forward
and turned it away from the shore with a good kick. It swam helplessly
backward and forward in the middle of the pool, seeing one of the two
dancing figures every time it approached a bank, and turning and
turning endlessly. It sank deeper and deeper, its fur becoming wet and
dragging it down, until at last it swam right under water. Suddenly it
stretched out its body convulsively, and sank to the bottom, with all
four legs outspread like a wide embrace.
Pelle had all at once comprehended the perplexity and helplessness
—perhaps was familiar with it. At the animal’s final struggle, he burst
into tears with a little scream, and ran, crying loudly, up the meadow
toward the fir-plantation. In a little while he came back again. “I
really thought Cupid had run away,” he said repeatedly, and carefully
avoided looking Rud in the face. Quietly he waded into the water, and
fished up the dead mouse with his foot.
They laid it upon a stone in the sun, so that it might come to life
again. When that failed, Pelle remembered a story about some people who
were drowned in a lake at home, and who came to themselves again when
cannons were fired over them. They clapped their hollowed hands over
the mouse, and when that too brought about no result, they decided to
bury it.
Rud happened to remember that his grandmother in Sweden was being
buried just now, and this made them go about the matter with a certain
amount of solemnity. They made a coffin out of a matchbox, and
ornamented it with moss; and then they lay on their faces and lowered
the coffin into the grave with twine, taking every possible care that
it should not land upon its head. A rope might give way; such things
did sometimes happen, and the illusion did not permit of their
correcting the position of the coffin afterward with their hands. When
this was done, Pelle looked down into his cap, while Rud prayed over
the deceased and cast earth upon the coffin; and then they made up the
grave.
“I only hope it’s not in a trance and going to wake up again!”
exclaimed Pelle suddenly. They had both heard many unpleasant stories
of such cases, and went over all the possibilities—how they woke up and
couldn’t get any air, and knocked upon the lid, and began to eat their
own hands—until Pelle could distinctly hear a knocking on the lid
below. They had the coffin up in a trice, and examined the mouse. It
had not eaten its forepaws, at any rate, but it had most decidedly
turned over on its side. They buried it again, putting a dead beetle
beside it in the coffin for safety’s sake, and sticking a straw down
into the grave to supply it with air. Then they ornamented the mound,
and set up a memorial stone.
“It’s dead now!” said Pelle, gravely and with conviction.
“Yes, I should just think so—dead as a herring.” Rud had put his ear to
the straw and listened.
“And now it must be up with God in all His glory—right high, high up.”
Rud sniffed contemptuously. “Oh, you silly! Do you think it can crawl
up there?”
“Well, can’t mice crawl, I should like to know?” Pelle was cross.
“Yes; but not through the air. Only birds can do that.”
Pelle felt himself beaten off the field and wanted to be revenged.
“Then your grandmother isn’t in heaven, either!” he declared
emphatically. There was still a little rancor in his heart from the
young mouse episode.
But this was more than Rud could stand. It had touched his family
pride, and he gave Pelle a dig in the side with his elbow. The next
moment they were rolling in the grass, holding one another by the hair,
and making awkward attempts to hit one another on the nose with their
clenched fists. They turned over and over like one lump, now one
uppermost, now the other; they hissed hoarsely, groaned and made
tremendous exertions. “I’ll make you sneeze red,” said Pelle angrily,
as he rose above his adversary; but the next moment he was down again,
with Rud hanging over him and uttering the most fearful threats about
black eyes and seeing stars. Their voices were thick with passion.
And suddenly they were sitting opposite one another on the grass
wondering whether they should set up a howl. Rud put out his tongue,
Pelle went a step further and began to laugh, and they were once more
the best of friends. They set up the memorial stone, which had been
overturned in the heat of battle, and then sat down hand in hand, to
rest after the storm, a little quieter than usual.
It was not because there was more evil in Pelle, but because the
question had acquired for him an importance of its own, and he must
understand it, that a meditative expression came into his eyes, and he
said thoughtfully:
“Well, but you’ve told me yourself that she was paralyzed in her legs!”
“Well, what if she was?”
“Why, then she couldn’t crawl up into heaven.”
“Oh, you booby! It’s her spirit, of course!”
“Then the mouse’s spirit can very well be up there too.”
“No, it can’t, for mice haven’t got any spirit.”
“Haven’t they? Then how is it they can breathe?”[1]
[1] In Danish, spirit = aand, and to breathe = aande.
That was one for Rud! And the tiresome part of it was that he attended
Sunday-school. His fists would have come in handy again now, but his
instinct told him that sooner or later Pelle would get the better of
him in fighting. And anyhow his grandmother was saved.
“Yes,” he said, yielding; “and it certainly could breathe. Well, then,
it was its spirit flying up that overturned the stone—that’s what it
was!”
A distant sound reached them, and far off near the cottage they could
see the figure of a fat woman, beckoning threateningly.
“The Sow’s calling you,” said Pelle. The two boys never called her
anything but “the Sow” between themselves.
So Rud had to go. He was allowed to take the greater part of the
contents of the dinner-basket with him, and ate as he ran. They had
been too busy to eat.
Pelle sat down among the dunes and ate his dinner. As usual when Rud
had been with him, he could not imagine what had become of the day. The
birds had ceased singing, and not one of the cattle was still lying
down, so it must be at least five o’clock.
Up at the farm they were busy driving in. It went at full gallop— out
and in, out and in. The men stood up in the carts and thrashed away at
the horses with the end of the reins, and the swaying loads were
hurried along the field-roads, looking like little bristling, crawling
things, that have been startled and are darting to their holes.
A one-horsed vehicle drove out from the farm, and took the high-road to
the town at a quick trot. It was the farmer; he was driving so fast
that he was evidently off to the town on the spree. So there was
something gone wrong at home, and there would be crying at the farm
that night.
Yes, there was Father Lasse driving out with the water-cart, so it was
half-past five. He could tell that too by the birds beginning their
pleasant evening twittering, that was soft and sparkling like the rays
of the sun.
Far inland above the stone-quarry, where the cranes stood out against
the sky, a cloud of smoke rose every now and then into the air, and
burst in a fountain of pieces of rock. Long after came the explosion,
bit by bit in a series of rattling reverberations. It sounded as if
some one were running along and slapping his thigh with fingerless
gloves.
The last few hours were always long—the sun was so slow about it. And
there was nothing to fill up the time either. Pelle himself was tired,
and the tranquillity of evening had the effect of subduing his voice.
But now they were driving out for milking up there, and the cattle were
beginning to graze along the edge of the meadow that turned toward the
farm; so the time was drawing near.
At last the herd-boys began to jodel over at the neighboring farms,
first one, and then several joining in:
“Oh, drive home, o-ho, o-o-ho!
O-ho, o-ho!
O-ho, o-ho!
Oh, drive home, o-o-ho!
O-ho!”
From all sides the soft tones vibrated over the sloping land, running
out, like the sound of happy weeping, into the first glow of evening;
and Pelle’s animals began to move farther after each pause to graze.
But he did not dare to drive them home yet, for it only meant a
thrashing from the bailiff or the pupil if he arrived too early.
He stood at the upper end of the meadow, and called his homeward-
drifting flock together; and when the last tones of the call had died
away, he began it himself, and stepped on one side. The animals ran
with a peculiar little trot and heads extended. The shadow of the grass
lay in long thin stripes across the ground, and the shadows of the
animals were endless. Now and then a calf lowed slowly and broke into a
gallop. They were yearning for home, and Pelle was yearning too.
From behind a hollow the sun darted long rays out into space, as if it
had called all its powers home for the night, and now poured them forth
in one great longing, from west to east. Everything pointed in long
thin lines, and the eager longing of the cattle seemed visible in the
air.
To the mind of the child there was nothing left out of doors now;
everything was being taken in, and he longed for his father with a
longing that was almost a pain. And when at last he turned the corner
with the herd, and saw old Lasse standing there, smiling happily with
his red-rimmed eyes, and opening the gate to the fold, the boy gave way
and threw himself weeping into his father’s arms.
“What’s the matter, laddie? What’s the matter?” asked the old man, with
concern in his voice, stroking the child’s face with a trembling hand.
“Has any one been unkind to you? No? Well, that’s a good thing! They’d
better take care, for happy children are in God’s own keeping. And
Lasse would be an awkward customer if it came to that. So you were
longing for me, were you? Then it’s good to be in your little heart,
and it only makes Lasse happy. But go in now and get your supper, and
don’t cry any more.” And he wiped the boy’s nose with his hard, crooked
fingers, and pushed him gently away.
V
Pelle was not long in finding out all about the man who had been sent
by God, and had the grave, reproachful eyes. He proved to be nothing
but a little shoemaker down in the village, who spoke at the
meeting-house on Sundays; and it was also said that his wife drank. Rud
went to his Sunday-school, and he was poor; so he was nothing out of
the ordinary.
Moreover, Gustav had got a cap which could turn out three different
crowns—one of blue duffle, one of water-proof American cloth, and one
of white canvas for use in sunny weather. It was an absorbingly
interesting study that threw everything else into the background, and
exercised Pelle’s mind for many days; and he used this miraculous cap
as a standard by which to measure everything great and desirable. But
one day he gave Gustav a beautifully carved stick for permission to
perform the trick of turning the crown inside out himself; and that set
his mind at rest at last, and the cap had to take its place in his
everyday world like everything else.
But what did it look like in Farmer Kongstrup’s big rooms? Money lay
upon the floor there, of course, the gold in one place and the silver
in another; and in the middle of each heap stood a half-bushel measure.
What did the word _“practical”_ mean, which the bailiff used when he
talked to the farmer? And why did the men call one another _“Swede”_ as
a term of abuse? Why, they were all Swedes! What was there away beyond
the cliffs where the stone-quarry lay? The farm-lands extended as far
as that on the one side. He had not been there yet, but was going with
his father as soon as an opportunity presented itself. They had learnt
quite by chance that Lasse had a brother who owned a house over there;
so of course they knew the place comparatively well.
Down there lay the sea; he had sailed upon it himself! Ships both of
iron and wood sailed upon it, though how iron could float when it was
so heavy he did not know! The sea must be strong, for in the pond, iron
went to the bottom at once. In the middle of the pond there was no
bottom, so there you’d go on sinking forever! The old thatcher, when he
was young, had had more than a hundred fathoms of rope down there with
a drag, to fish up a bucket, but he never reached the bottom. And when
he wanted to pull up the rope again, there was some one deep down who
caught hold of the drag and tried to pull him down, so he had to let
the whole thing go.
God … well, He had a long white beard like the farmer at Kaase Farm;
but who kept house for Him now He was old? Saint Peter was His bailiff,
of course!… How could the old, dry cows have just as young calves as
the young ones? And so on, and so on.
There was one subject about which, as a matter of course, there could
be no question, nor any thought at all in that sense, because it was
the very foundation of all existence—Father Lasse. He was there,
simply, he stood like a safe wall behind everything that one did. He
was the real Providence, the last great refuge in good and ill; he
could do whatever he liked—Father Lasse was almighty.
Then there was one natural centre in the world—Pelle himself.
Everything grouped itself about him, everything existed for him—for him
to play with, to shudder at, or to put on one side for a great future.
Even distant trees, houses and rocks in the landscape, that he had
never been up to, assumed an attitude toward him, either friendly or
hostile; and the relation had to be carefully decided in the case of
each new thing that appeared upon his horizon.
His world was small; he had only just begun to create it. For a good
arm’s-length on all sides of him, there was more or less _terra firma_;
but beyond that floated raw matter, chaos. But Pelle already found his
world immense, and was quite willing to make it infinite. He attacked
everything with insatiable appetite; his ready perceptions laid hold of
all that came within their reach; they were like the mouth of a
machine, into which matter was incessantly rushing in small, whirling
particles. And in the draught they raised, came others and again
others; the entire universe was on its way toward him.
Pelle shaped and set aside twenty new things in the course of a second.
The earth grew out under him into a world that was rich in excitement
and grotesque forms, discomfort and the most everyday things. He went
about in it uncertainly, for there was always something that became
displaced and had to be revalued or made over again; the most
matter-of-fact things would change and all at once become terrifying
marvels, or _vice versa_. He went about in a state of continual
wonderment, and assumed an expectant attitude even with regard to the
most familiar things; for who could tell what surprises they might give
one?
As an instance; he had all his life had opportunities of verifying the
fact that trouser-buttons were made of bone and had five holes, one
large one in the middle and four smaller ones round it. And then one
day, one of the men comes home from the town with a pair of new
trousers, the buttons of which are made of bright metal and are no
larger than a sixpenny-piece! They have only four holes, and the thread
is to lie across them, not from the middle outward, as in the old ones.
Or take the great eclipse of the sun, that he had wondered so much
about all the summer, and that all the old people said would bring
about the destruction of the world. He had looked forward to it,
especially the destruction part of it; it would be something of an
adventure, and somewhere within him there was a little bit of confident
assurance that it would all come right as far as he was concerned. The
eclipse did come too, as it was meant to; it grew dark too, as if it
were the Last Day, and the birds became so quiet, and the cattle
bellowed and wanted to run home. But then it grew light again and it
all came to nothing.
Then there were fearful terrors that all at once revealed themselves as
tiny, tiny things—thank goodness! But there were also anticipated
pleasures that made your heart beat, and when you got up to them they
were dullness itself.
Far out in the misty mass, invisible worlds floated by that had nothing
to do with his own. A sound coming out of the unknown created them in a
twinkling. They came into existence in the same way that the land had
done that morning he had stood upon the deck of the steamer, and heard
voices and noise through the fog, thick and big, with forms that looked
like huge gloves without fingers.
And inside one there was blood and a heart and a soul. The heart Pelle
had found out about himself; it was a little bird shut up in there. But
the soul bored its way like a serpent to whatever part of the body
desire occupied. Old thatcher Holm had once drawn the soul like a thin
thread out of the thumb of a man who couldn’t help stealing. Pelle’s
own soul was good; it lay in the pupils of his eyes, and reflected
Father Lasse’s image whenever he looked into them.
The blood was the worst, and so Father Lasse always let himself be bled
when there was anything the matter with him; the bad humors had to be
let out. Gustav thought a great deal about blood, and could tell the
strangest things about it; and he cut his fingers only to see whether
it was ripe. One evening he came over to the cow-stable and exhibited a
bleeding finger. The blood was quite black. “Now I’m a man!” he said,
and swore a great oath; but the maids only made fun of him, and said
that he had not carried his four bushels of peas up into the loft yet.
Then there was hell and heaven, and the stone-quarry where they struck
one another with heavy hammers when they were drunk. The men in the
stone-quarry were the strongest men in the world. One of them had eaten
ten poached eggs at one time without being ill; and there is nothing so
strengthening as eggs.
Down in the meadow, will-o’-the-wisps hopped about looking for
something in the deep summer nights. There was always one of them near
the stream, and it stood and danced on the top of a little heap of
stones that lay in the middle of the meadow. A couple of years ago a
girl had one night given birth to a child out there among the dunes and
as she did not know what to do about a father for it, she drowned it in
one of the pools that the brook makes where it turns. Good people
raised the little cairn, so that the place should not be forgotten; and
over it the child’s soul used to burn at dead of night at the time of
year at which it was born. Pelle believed that the child itself was
buried beneath the stones, and now and then ornamented the mound with a
branch of fir; but he never played at that part of the stream. The girl
was sent across the sea, sentenced to penal servitude for many years,
and people wondered at the father. She had not named any one, but every
one knew who it was all the same. He was a young, well-to-do fisherman
down in the village, and the girl was one of the poorest, so there
could never have been any question of their marrying. The girl must
have preferred this to begging help of him for the child, and living in
the village with an illegitimate child, an object of universal
derision. And he had certainly put a bold face on the matter, where
many another would have been ashamed and gone away on a long voyage.
This summer, two years after the girl went to prison, the fisherman was
going home one night along the shore toward the village with some nets
on his back. He was of a callous nature, and did not hesitate to take
the shortest way across the meadow; but when he got in among the dunes,
he saw a will-o’-the-wisp following in his steps, grew frightened, and
began to run. It began to gain upon him, and when he leaped across the
brook to put water between himself and the spirit, it seized hold of
the nets. At this he shouted the name of God, and fled like one bereft
of his senses. The next morning at sunrise he and his father went to
fetch the nets. They had caught on the cairn, and lay right across the
stream.
Then the young man joined the Revivalists, and his father abandoned his
riotous life and followed him. Early and late the young fisherman was
to be found at their meetings, and at other times he went about like a
malefactor with his head hanging down, only waiting for the girl to
come out of prison, so that he could marry her.
Pelle was up in it all. The girls talked shudderingly about it as they
sat upon the men’s knees in the long summer evenings, and a lovesick
fellow from inland had made up a ballad about it, which Gustav sang to
his concertina. Then all the girls on the farm wept, and even Lively
Sara’s eyes filled with tears, and she began to talk to Mons about
engagement rings.
One day when Pelle was lying on his face in the grass, singing and
clapping his naked feet together in the clear air, he saw a young man
standing by the cairn and putting on it stones which he took out of his
pocket; after which he knelt down. Pelle went up to him.
“What are you doing?” he asked boldly, feeling that he was in his own
domain. “Are you saying your prayers?”
The man did not answer, but remained in a kneeling posture. At last he
rose, and spat out tobacco-juice.
“I’m praying to Him Who is to judge us all,” he said, looking steadily
at Pelle.
Pelle recognized that look. It was the same in expression as that of
the man the other day—the one that had been sent by God. Only there was
no reproach in it.
“Haven’t you any bed to sleep in then?” asked Pelle. “I always say my
prayers under the clothes. He hears them just as well! God knows
everything.”
The young man nodded, and began moving about the stones on the cairn.
“You mustn’t hurt that,” said Pelle firmly, “for there’s a little baby
buried there.”
The young man turned upon him a strange look.
“That’s not true!” he said thickly; “for the child lies up in the
churchyard in consecrated earth.”
“O—oh, inde—ed?” said Pelle, imitating his father’s slow tones. “But I
know it was the parents that drowned it—and buried it here.” He was too
proud of his knowledge to relinquish it without a word.
The man looked as if he were about to strike him, and Pelle retreated a
little, and then, having confidence in his legs, he laughed openly. But
the other seemed no longer aware of his presence, and stood looking
dully past the cairn. Pelle drew nearer again.
The man started at Pelle’s shadow, and heaved a deep sigh. “Is that
you?” he said apathetically, without looking at Pelle. “Why can’t you
leave me alone?”
“It’s _my_ field,” said Pelle, “because I herd here; but you may stay
here if you won’t hit me. And you mustn’t touch the cairn, because
there’s a little baby buried there.”
The young man looked gravely at Pelle. “It’s not true what you say! How
dare you tell such a lie? God hates a lie. But you’re a simple-hearted
child, and I’ll tell you all about it without hiding anything, as truly
as I only want to walk wholly in God’s sight.”
Pelle looked at him uncomprehendingly. “I should think I ought to know
all about it,” he said, “considering I know the whole song by heart. I
can sing it to you, if you like. It goes like this.” Pelle began to
sing in a voice that was a little tremulous with shyness—
“So happy are we in our childhood’s first years,
Neither sorrow nor sin is our mead;
We play, and there’s nought in our path to raise fears
That it straight into prison doth lead.
Right many there are that with voice sorrowful
Must oft for lost happiness long.
To make the time pass in this prison so dull,
I now will write down all my song.
I played with my father, with mother I played,
And childhood’s days came to an end;
And when I had grown up into a young maid,
I played still, but now with my friend.
I gave him my day and I gave him my night,
And never once thought of deceit;
But when I him told of my sorrowful plight,
My trust I had cause to regret.
‘I never have loved you,’ he quickly did say;
‘Begone! I’ll ne’er see you again!’
He turned on his heel and went angry away.
’Twas then I a murd’ress became.”
Here Pelle paused in astonishment, for the grown-up man had sunk
forward as he sat, and he was sobbing. “Yes, it was wicked,” he said.
“For then she killed her child and had to go to prison.” He spoke with
a certain amount of contempt; he did not like men that cried. “But it’s
nothing that you need cry about,” he added carelessly, after a little.
“Yes, it is; for she’d done nothing. It was the child’s father that
killed it; it was me that did the dreadful thing; yes, I confess that
I’m a murderer! Haven’t I openly enough acknowledged by wrongdoing?” He
turned his face upward, as though he were speaking to God.
“Oh, was it you?” said Pelle, moving a little away from him. “Did you
kill your own child? Father Lasse could never have done that! But then
why aren’t you in prison? Did you tell a lie, and say _she’d_ done it?”
These words had a peculiar effect upon the fisherman. Pelle stood
watching him for a little, and then exclaimed: “You do talk so
queerly—‘blop-blop-blop,’ just as if you were from another country. And
what do you scrabble in the air with your fingers for, and cry? Will
you get a thrashing when you get home?”
At the word “cry,” the man burst into a flood of tears. Pelle had never
seen any one cry so unrestrainedly. His face seemed all blurred.
“Will you have a piece of my bread-and-butter?” he asked, by way of
offering comfort. “I’ve got some with sausage on.”
The fisherman shook his head.
Pelle looked at the cairn. He was obstinate, and determined not to give
in.
“It _is_ buried there,” he said. “I’ve seen its soul myself, burning up
on the top of the heap at night. That’s because it can’t get into
heaven.”
A horrible sound came from the fisherman’s lips, a hollow groan that
brought Pelle’s little heart into his mouth. He began to jump up and
down in fear, and when he recovered his senses and stopped, he saw the
fisherman running with head bent low across the meadow, until he
disappeared among the dunes.
Pelle gazed after him in astonishment, and then moved slowly toward his
dinner-basket. The result of the encounter was, as far as it had gone,
a disappointment. He had sung to a perfect stranger, and there was no
denying that that was an achievement, considering how difficult it
often was only to answer “yes” or “no” to somebody you’d never seen
before. But he had hardly more than begun the verses, and what made the
performance remarkable was that he knew the entire ballad by heart. He
sang it now for his own benefit from beginning to end, keeping count of
the verses on his fingers; and he found the most intense satisfaction
in shouting it out at the top of his voice.
In the evening he as usual discussed the events of the day with his
father, and he then understood one or two things that filled his mind
with uncomfortable thoughts. Father Lasse’s was as yet the only human
voice that the boy wholly understood; a mere sigh or shake of the head
from the old man had a more convincing power than words from any one
else.
“Alas!” he said again and again. “Evil, evil everywhere; sorrow and
trouble wherever you turn! He’d willingly give his life to go to prison
in her stead, now it’s too late! So he ran away when you said that to
him? Well, well, it’s not easy to resist the Word of God even from the
lips of a child, when the conscience is sore; and trading in the
happiness of others is a bad way of earning a living. But now see about
getting your feet washed, laddie.”
Life furnished enough to work at and struggle with, and a good deal to
dread; but worse almost than all that would harm Pelle himself, were
the glimpses he now and then had of the depths of humanity: in the face
of these his child’s brain was powerless. Why did the mistress cry so
much and drink secretly? What went on behind the windows in the big
house? He could not comprehend it, and every time he puzzled his little
brain over it, the uncomfortable feeling only seemed to stare out at
him from all the window-panes, and sometimes enveloped him in all the
horror of the incomprehensible.
But the sun rode high in the heavens, and the nights were light. The
darkness lay crouching under the earth and had no power. And he
possessed the child’s happy gift of forgetting instantly and
completely.