CHAPTER XVIII

By the end of September, Owen's book was finished; and on a beautiful

autumn morning he and Toni set off in the car on a journey to town,

where a publisher, who was also a personal friend, was waiting to

receive the manuscript.

Mr. Anson was a kindly, energetic man of middle age; and he had secretly

long expected Owen to turn novelist; so that he accepted the bulky

manuscript with a real curiosity as to its value.

He promised to let the author know his decision at an early date; and

then invited Owen and his wife to lunch with him at the Carlton, an

invitation which Owen accepted at once, rather to Toni's dismay.

They were his sole guests; and beneath his kind and courteous manner,

Toni lost her shyness and charmed her host by her girlish simplicity and

directness.

It happened that the conversation turned on the bungalows which lined

the banks of the river as it flowed through Willowhurst; and presently

Mr. Anson asked a question.

"You've got Vyse down there, haven't you? You know the chap I mean--the

portrait-painter."

"I don't think so." Owen was puzzled. "At least I have not heard of him

being there. Have you, Toni?"

"Yes--Mr. Anson means Mr. Herrick," said Toni quietly. "He told me the

other day he had changed his name."

"Ah yes, I remember now--something about some money, I believe. You know

him, Mrs. Rose?"

"Yes. He fished me out of the river one day when I had fallen in," said

Toni smiling. "And he has been to see us several times--but I didn't

know he was famous," she finished naïvely.

"Didn't you? Why, he is--or was--one of the foremost men in his own line

until there was the trouble with his wife."

"Surely you don't mean that jewel affair?" Owen asked meditatively.

"Didn't Vyse's wife steal a pearl necklace or something of the sort? I

seem to remember something about it--though I did not connect it with

this chap."

"His wife--who was one of the prettiest Irish girls I ever saw--got a

valuable necklace on approval and pawned it for money to pay her debts,

yes. Poor fellow, it broke him up completely."

"Really?" Owen was interested. "Where is she--the wife--now? Did he

leave her, or what happened?"

"She is in prison," returned the other man slowly. "I understand her

time is nearly up, and I am wondering what they will do when she comes

out again."

"In prison--ah yes, I recollect the affair now, though I was away at the

time. Got eighteen months, didn't she?"

"Yes. It was the most painful experience I've ever had, to listen to her

being sentenced." Mr. Anson's florid face grew grave. "It happened that

her Counsel was a nephew of mine, and I promised to hear him handle the

case. But, of course, it was hopeless from the start."

"The husband--this chap Herrick--was blameless, I suppose?"

"Quite. He knew nothing about it, though the girl tried her hardest to

implicate him. He did his best, too, would have sworn anything to clear

her and take the blame, but her lies were all so dreadfully patent it

was no use. In the end she told the truth, thinking it would help her;

but it was too late then."

"She took it badly?"

"Terribly. She cried and shrieked for mercy, fought like a tiger with

the officials who tried to take her away, and screamed reproaches at her

husband, till everyone was sick of the scene. Of course, she never

dreamed they would send her--a lady, and a delicate bit of a girl,

too--to prison like a common thief, and she completely lost her

self-control when she realized what was going to happen. It was a relief

to everyone when she gave one last cry and fainted right away."

"Hard lines on the husband," said Owen, reflectively.

"Deuced hard lines--and he as decent a fellow as ever stepped. Why he

ever married her, God only knows. She didn't care a bit for him--wasted

his money and then reviled him because he'd no more. Of course, she came

of a rotten stock--wasters and gamblers every one--and this was how the

hereditary taint came out in her."

"She must have served most of her sentence by now?"

"Comes out next week. I wonder what he will do with her. She's not the

sort of woman to live in a shanty by the riverside, and yet he can't

very well bring her back to town."

"I wonder?" Owen glanced at his watch. "I say, Anson, I don't want to be

rude--after our excellent lunch!--but I've an appointment at the office

at three and it's a quarter to now."

"All right, my boy, I won't detain you." Anson rose at once. "I'm glad

you keep an eye on the _Bridge_--it's a fine little review and going

ahead all the time."

Owen's face brightened at this authoritative praise.

"I'm glad you think go. Of course, we are jolly lucky in our staff, and

we've got the best sort of contributors, too."

"Yes. By the way, how on earth have you managed to get all this stuff

turned out with a disabled arm?" He patted the thick packet of

manuscript and glanced at Owen's inconspicuous sling wonderingly.

"Perhaps Mrs. Rose helped you?" He looked, with a smile, at Toni.

"No." She coloured hotly. "I did not help at all."

"Miss Loder--my secretary at the office--came down to help me," said

Owen easily. "She is used to the work, you see, and does it

excellently."

"I see." The kindly eyes had seen Ton's flush. "Well, no doubt Mrs. Rose

is satisfied to inspire your work and let others do the manual labour.

The power behind the throne, eh, Mrs. Rose? That's what women used to

be, bless them, before these dreadful Suffragettes arose to destroy

woman's real influence by violence and wrongheadedness."

"I expect my wife is jolly thankful the book's finished," said Owen

laughing. "She has had a pretty thin time while I've been writing it.

But now I suppose there will be a lull of a few weeks?"

"Oh, I won't keep you long," said Mr. Anson genially. "I'll send the

manuscript to the reader to-night, and let you know as soon as

possible."

They parted from their host on the pavement out side the Carlson, and

Owen turned to Toni.

"Now, dear, what will you do? Will you come with me to the office, or

have you any shopping?"

Toni bit her lip nervously. She had a request to make, and did not know

how to set about it.

"Well?" Owen watched her, wondering why she looked embarrassed.

"Owen, would you mind if I went to Brixton to see my aunt? I--I'm afraid

they think I'm a little unkind, and after all they have always been good

to me."

"Why, Toni"--Owen was genuinely surprised--"you don't mean to say you

are afraid to ask me that! Of course you can go. I'll come to fetch you

when I've finished my work, if you like."

"Will you?" She knew how such a visit would gratify her aunt. "Shall I

take a taxi, then, Owen? You'll want the car."

"Yes, I think that would be best, then you can stay as long as possible.

What time shall I come, Toni? Half-past five or so?"

"Yes. That will be lovely. Then we'll have a jolly ride home."

He called a taxi accordingly and installed Toni therein; and he stood

back to watch her gliding away from him in the mellow September

sunshine, before he hurried to the office where Barry was impatiently

awaiting his arrival.

Toni found several members of the Gibbs family at home when at length

she reached her destination.

Being Thursday, Fanny was enjoying her weekly holiday, and was delighted

to see Toni; more especially because she had a piece of news to confide

which appealed strongly to Fanny's romantic nature.

When the first greetings were over, and Mrs. Gibbs had retired with the

hospitable intention of "putting on the kettle," Fanny beckoned

mysteriously to Toni to mount the narrow stairs leading to the room the

girls had formerly shared in common.

Toni mounted obediently; and for a second she forgot to wonder what Miss

Gibbs' extraordinary signals might imply, for a sudden feeling of

gratitude to Owen for having lifted her out of this dingy atmosphere

flooded her impressionable nature.

Surely when she too had slept beneath this low ceiling the room had not

been quite so small, so stuffy. The wall-paper was the one she and Fanny

had themselves chosen years ago, but it was oddly faded and dirty now,

and in one corner a great piece had peeled off, hanging in strips and

disclosing the plaster behind. The common furniture, too--the rickety

deal dressing-table, the broken chair, the unpainted iron

bedsteads--thinking of her own airy, spacious, bedroom with its shining

toilet-table, its linen bedspread, its big windows opening on to a view

of the river and the fields beyond, Toni wondered how she had ever

endured life in these sordid, depressing surroundings.

Luckily Fanny was too full of her news to notice Toni's involuntary

shudder as she looked round the close little bedroom; and barely waiting

to shut the door she blurted out her tidings.

"Toni, you remember Lennie Dowson--the fellow who was sweet on you?"

Toni nodded casually, her eyes still roaming round her, and Fanny felt

vaguely disappointed that the subject was so evidently uninteresting.

"Well, he's going to Sutton, three miles from Willowhurst, and I truly

believe it's because he wants to be near you!"

She had succeeded in arousing Toni's interest at last.

"Leonard Dowson? Do you mean the dentist? But what on earth will he do

in Sutton?"

"Look at people's teeth, I suppose," returned Miss Gibbs practically.

"He was in night before last, and he told Ma he was sick of London, and

this was a change for the better. It is a town, isn't it. And I s'pose

people by the river have toothache same as us, don't they?"

"It is a town--of a sort," said Toni, "but I shouldn't have thought Mr.

Dowson would have settled there. He always said London was the one place

in the world for him."

"That was when you were there," returned Fanny sagely. "I don't b'lieve

he's ever got over you, Toni. Ma says she never saw such a change in

anyone, and you know he was always fond of you. That's why he's going to

Sutton, you may take my word for it."

To Fanny's surprise Toni spoke coldly.

"I really can't imagine how you can be so silly, Fanny. How can it

affect Mr. Dowson where I am? I'm married now, and anyway he was never

anything to me."

"Still, he might be faithful to his first love," giggled Fanny.

"Fanny!" Toni faced her angrily. "You are simply odious when you talk

like that. Leonard Dowson's first love, indeed? If he says that about me

it is simply impertinence, and I don't care to hear you talk such

nonsense."

She got up indignantly as she spoke and moved to the door.

"If that is all you have got to say," she said, "I will go and talk to

Auntie." And she had the door open before Fanny found her tongue.

Then:

"Oh, I say, Toni, don't be horrid and stuck-up." Fanny's wail brought

Toni to a standstill. "If you _are_ Mr. Rose's wife, and a fine lady,

and in with a lot of smart people, you needn't go and be nasty to your

own cousin."

Something in her voice brought Toni quickly back into the room.

"Don't be silly, Fan!" She spoke impetuously. "Of course I am not being

stuck-up; you know I wouldn't be nasty to you for the world, but I do so

hate that sort of talk about men being fond of you and all that."

"Well, I didn't know you minded," said Fanny humbly, and Toni's heart

smote her.

"Oh, Fan, I don't mind--really--and I didn't mean to be cross. Now tell

me, how do you like my frock? It's the first time I've had it on."

And in the ensuing animated discussion on frocks and frills Fanny lost

that queer, uncomfortable sense of inferiority which had sprung to birth

beneath Toni's manner.

Somehow, after that Toni found the time drag. She was gentle and

friendly with her aunt, affectionate towards Lu, cordial with her uncle

and the rest; but she found herself longing for Owen's arrival as a

signal for her release.

The good-natured chatter, the well-meant inquisitiveness which found

vent in a ceaseless inquiry into the details of her new life, the noisy

jokes and laughter, the very persistence of the hospitality which filled

her cup and plate over and over again--they all jarred this afternoon;

and quite involuntarily Toni sighed for the peace and spaciousness, the

gracious calm and tranquillity of Greenriver.

When Owen at last arrived it was with an inward glee that Toni heard the

clock strike six; for now his visit must of necessity be short.

Possibly Owen saw her pallor, for he announced almost at once that

although he regretted the fact, he must carry off his wife without

delay; and after a brief interchange of courtesies, the family escorted

Toni to the car, whose glories most of them now beheld for the first

time.

As Owen was still unable to drive, he took his seat by Toni in the body

of the car; and when they were safely away Toni turned to him with a

sigh of pleasure.

"Owen, I thought you were never coming."

"Was I very long?" Owen was struck by her tone. "What's the matter,

Toni? Are you tired, dear, or have the cousins been too much for you?"

"Oh, no, not exactly," Toni was always loyal, but to-day her loyalty had

been severely tried. "But I can't help comparing the house with

Greenriver, and I was longing all the time to get back to the garden and

the big rooms."

Owen did not smile at her naïve confession.

"You like your home, Toni? Greenriver pleases you?"

"I think it's the loveliest house in the world," Toni said fervently.

"And sometimes I can hardly believe it is I who live there. You see, all

my life I have been used to little houses, and it seems almost

incredible that I should have the right to go about as I like--and even

pick the flowers in the garden."

"Poor little Toni." Her gratitude touched Owen. "Sometimes I have

fancied you found it rather dull. I have been obliged to leave you so

much alone lately; but now we can have a holiday until the book's fate

is decided."

"Will you be busy then?"

"Well, there will be the proofs to revise. And, to tell you the truth,

Toni, I'm dying to get to work on another story."

"Are you? But what about the _Bridge_?"

"Oh, I won't neglect that, of course. But everything is running smoothly

there and Barry is turning out trumps, too. He has grasped the whole

thing as I never expected him to do. He's going to get a bigger salary

almost at once, and then I suppose he will marry Miss Lynn."

He gave a sudden exclamation as the car swerved aside to avoid a

lumbering cart which took up more than its share of the road.

"What's Fletcher doing, confound him? I say, Toni, this wretched arm of

mine doesn't seem to me to be getting on very well. The bone's knit all

right, but I have a fearful lot of pain in it sometimes."

"Oh, have you, Owen?" Toni grew pale in an instant. "What does Dr. Mayne

say? You saw him a few days ago, didn't you?"

"Yes, but I don't think he knows very much about it. He's a nice old

chap, but a bit behind the times. I have a good mind to go and see some

man in town one day next week. It's such a confounded handicap for a

writer not to be able to hold a pen."

"What about your proofs?" Her heart sank as she asked the question.

"Oh, Miss Loder can do those--under my supervision," he said carelessly.

"I'm not bothering about them so much as about my new book; and I've

been commissioned to write a series of articles for the _Lamp_, which

really ought to be put in hand at once."

For a moment there was silence. Then:

"Could I do your proofs?" Toni said, in a voice which shook in spite of

all her efforts.

"Oh, it's awfully sweet of you, dear." Owen tried his hardest to avoid

hurting her. "But there is no occasion to worry you. I don't like to see

you bending over a desk when there is no need. Miss Loder has to do

something, anyway, and she might just as well do my work as anyone's."

"Must she come down to Greenriver?" Now Toni's voice betrayed her, and

Owen looked up sharply.

"Why not? Do you mean you would rather she did not come?"

"Much rather." For once Toni's inward feelings burst their bounds,

driving her to open revolt. "I don't like Miss Loder about all day--I

never feel free--there's an oppression in the air so long as she is in

the house."

Owen was surprised and annoyed by this speech; and showed his annoyance

plainly.

"Don't you think you are rather prejudiced, Toni? You have never liked

the girl, and I can't imagine why. She does her work well, and doesn't

interfere with you in the least."

"Interfere with me--no, perhaps not," said Toni, her breast heaving

stormily, her cheeks very red. "She laughs at me, though, which is

worse--sneers--oh, I know she thinks I'm a little fool, and so I am; but

I am at least your wife--the mistress of Greenriver, and she might

remember that and treat me with a little more respect."

"Respect? My dear Toni, you are talking nonsense. How should the girl

treat you? She is always polite," said Owen, "and you know after all she

is ten years older than you----"

"Only ten?" Toni's assumption of surprise was excellently done. "I

thought she was much more--she always seems to me so staid--so--so

middle-aged."

Owen's brow cleared suddenly and he burst out laughing.

"You silly little thing! Compared with you, Miss Loder _is_ middle-aged,

but she's a rattling secretary and I don't like to hear her abused.

Still, if you dislike the idea of her coming, I'll go to town, or do

without her. After all, I must not get too dependent on the girl--I'm

afraid I'm growing lazy. But if my arm still bothers me----"

Instantly Toni's anger melted away and a rush of affection and sympathy

took its place.

"I'm sorry, Owen--I didn't mean to be cross. I was talking nonsense--of

course you must have Miss Loder, I suppose I am jealous of her--because

she is so clever, and I'm such a little idiot."

"I don't want a clever wife, thank you," laughed Owen, little dreaming

how his careless words cut into the quivering soul of the girl beside

him. "I want a pretty, lively, jolly little girl--half Italian for

choice--who is a cross between a wood-nymph and--sometimes--a

tiger-cat--or kitten! And it seems to me I have got just exactly what I

want."

With an effort Toni smiled, in response to his good-natured jesting; and

Owen never knew that his well-meant words caused Toni to shed tears

before she slept that night.

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