CHAPTER XLVII.

The dinner-party at the Rectory, to which Mr Wentworth did not go, was

much less interesting and agreeable than it might have been had he been

present. As for the Rector and his wife, they could not but feel

themselves in a somewhat strange position, having between them a secret

unsuspected by the company. It was difficult to refrain from showing a

certain flagging of interest in the question of the church's

restoration, about which, to be sure, Mr Finial was just as much

concerned as he had been yesterday; though Mr Morgan, and even Mrs

Morgan, had suffered a great and unexplainable diminution of enthusiasm.

And then Mr Leeson, who was quite unaware of the turn that things had

taken, and who was much too obtuse to understand how the Rector could be

anything but exasperated against the Perpetual Curate by the failure of

the investigation, did all that he could to make himself disagreeable,

which was saying a good deal. When Mrs Morgan came into the

drawing-room, and found this obnoxious individual occupying the most

comfortable easy-chair, and turning over at his ease the great book of

ferns, nature-printed, which was the pet decoration of the table, her

feelings may be conceived by any lady who has gone through a similar

trial; for Mr Leeson's hands were not of the irreproachable purity which

becomes the fingers of a gentleman when he goes out to dinner. "I know

some people who always wear gloves when they turn over a portfolio of

prints," Mrs Morgan said, coming to the Curate's side to protect her

book if possible, "and these require quite as much care;" and she had to

endure a discussion upon the subject, which was still more trying to her

feelings, for Mr Leeson pretended to know about ferns on the score of

having a Wardian case in his lodgings (which belonged to his landlady),

though in reality he could scarcely tell the commonest spleenwort from a

lycopodium. While Mrs Morgan went through this trial, it is not to be

wondered at if she hugged to her heart the new idea of leaving

Carlingford, and thought to herself that whatever might be the character

of the curate (if there was one) at Scarsfield, any change from Mr

Leeson must be for the better. And then the unfortunate man, as if he

was not disagreeable enough already, began to entertain his unwilling

hostess with the latest news.

"There is quite a commotion in Grange Lane," said Mr Leeson. "Such

constant disturbances must deteriorate the property, you know. Of

course, whatever one's opinion may be, one must keep it to one's self,

after the result of the investigation; though I can't say _I_ have

unbounded confidence in trial by jury," said the disagreeable young

man.

"I am afraid I am very slow of comprehension," said the Rector's wife.

"I don't know in the least what you mean about trial by jury. Perhaps

it would be best to put the book back on the table; it is too heavy

for you to hold."

"Oh, it doesn't matter," said Mr Leeson--"I mean about Wentworth, of

course. When a man is popular in society, people prefer to shut their

eyes. I suppose the matter is settled for the present, but you and I

know better than to believe--"

"I beg you will speak for yourself, Mr Leeson," said Mrs Morgan, with

dignity. "I have always had the highest respect for Mr Wentworth."

"Oh, I beg your pardon," said the disagreeable Curate. "I forgot;

almost all the ladies are on Mr Wentworth's side. It appears that

little girl of Elsworthy's has disappeared again; that was all I was

going to say."

And, fortunately for the Curate, Colonel Chiley, who entered the room

at the moment, diverted from him the attention of the lady of the

house; and after that there was no opportunity of broaching the

subject again until dinner was almost over. Then it was perhaps the

All-Souls pudding that warmed Mr Leeson's soul; perhaps he had taken a

little more wine than usual. He took sudden advantage of that curious

little pause which occurs at a well-conducted dinner-table, when the

meal is concluded, and the fruit (considered apparently, in orthodox

circles, a paradisiacal kind of food which needs no blessing) alone

remains to be discussed. As soon as the manner of thanks from the foot

of the table was over, the Curate incautiously rushed in before

anybody else could break the silence, and delivered his latest

information at a high pitch of voice.

"Has anyone heard about the Elsworthys?" said Mr Leeson; "something

fresh has happened there. I hope your verdict yesterday will not be

called in question. The fact is, I believe that the girl has been

taken away again. They say she has gone and left a letter saying that

she is to be made a lady of. I don't know what we are to understand by

that. There was some private service or other going on at St Roque's

very early in the morning. Marriage is a sacrament, you know. Perhaps

Mr Wentworth or his brother--"

"They are a queer family, the Wentworths," said old Mr Western, "and

such lots of them, sir--such lots of them. The old ladies seem to have

settled down here. I am not of their way of thinking, you know, but

they're very good to the poor."

"Mr Frank Wentworth is going to succeed his brother, I suppose," said

Mr Leeson; "it is very lucky for a man who gets himself talked of to

have a family living to fall back upon--"

"No such thing--no such thing," said Mr Proctor, hastily. "Mr Frank

Wentworth means to stay here."

"Dear me!" said the disagreeable Curate, with an elaborate pause of

astonishment. "Things must be bad indeed," added that interesting

youth, with solemnity, shaking the devoted head, upon which he did not

know that Mrs Morgan had fixed her eyes, "if his own family give him

up, and leave him to starve here. They would never give him up if they

had not very good cause. Oh, come; I shouldn't like to believe that!

_I_ know how much a curate has to live on," said Mr Leeson, with a

smile of engaging candour. "Before they give him up like that, with

two livings in the family, they must have very good cause."

"Very good cause indeed," said Mrs Morgan, from the head of the table.

The company in general had, to tell the truth, been a little taken

aback by the Curate's observations; and there was almost the entire

length of the table between the unhappy man and the Avenger. "So good

a reason, that it is strange how it should not have occurred to a

brother clergyman. That is the evil of a large parish," said the

Rector's wife, with beautiful simplicity; "however hard one works, one

never can know above half of the poor people; and I suppose you have

been occupied in the other districts, and have not heard what a great

work Mr Wentworth is doing. I have reason to know," said Mrs Morgan,

with considerable state, "that he will remain in Carlingford, in a

very different position from that which he has filled hitherto. Mr

Leeson knows how much a curate has to live upon, but I am afraid that

is all he does know of such a life as Mr Wentworth's." Mrs Morgan

paused for a moment to get breath, for her excitement was

considerable, and she had many wrongs to avenge. "There is a great

deal of difference in curates as well as in other things," said the

indignant woman. "I have reason to know that Mr Wentworth will remain

in Carlingford in quite a different position. Now and then, even in

this world, things come right like a fairy tale--that is, when the

authority is in the right hands;" the Rector's wife went on, with a

smile at her husband, which disarmed that astonished man. "Perhaps if

Mr Leeson had the same inducement as Mr Wentworth, he too would make

up his mind to remain in Carlingford." Mrs Morgan got up, as she made

this speech, with a rustle and sweep of drapery which seemed all

addressed to the unhappy Curate, who stumbled upon his feet like the

other gentlemen, but dared not for his life have approached her to

open the door. Mr Leeson felt that he had received his _conge_, as he

sank back into his chair. He was much too stunned to speculate on the

subject, or ask himself what was going to happen. Whatever was going

to happen, there was an end of _him_. He had eaten the last All-Souls

pudding that he ever would have presented to him under _that_ roof. He

sank back in the depth of despair upon his seat, and suffered the

claret to pass him in the agony of his feelings. Mr Wentworth and Mrs

Morgan were avenged.

This was how it came to be noised abroad in Carlingford that some great

change of a highly favourable character was about to occur in the

circumstances and position of the Curate of St Roque's. It was discussed

next day throughout the town, as soon as people had taken breath after

telling each other about Rosa Elsworthy, who had indisputably been

carried off from her uncle's house on the previous night. When the

Wentworth family were at dinner, and just as the board was being spread

in the Rectory, where Mrs Morgan was half an hour later than usual,

having company, it had been discovered in Elsworthy's that the prison

was vacant, and the poor little bird had flown. Mr Wentworth was aware

of a tumult about the shop when he went to the Miss Wodehouses, but

was preoccupied, and paid no attention; but Mr Leeson, who was not

preoccupied, had already heard all about it when he entered the Rectory.

That day it was all over the town, as may be supposed. The poor, little,

wicked, unfortunate creature had disappeared, no one knew how, at the

moment, apparently, when Elsworthy went to the railway for the evening

papers, a time when the errand-boys were generally rampant in the

well-conducted shop. Mrs Elsworthy, for her part, had seized that moment

to relieve her soul by confiding to Mrs Hayles next door how she was

worrited to death with one thing and another, and did not expect to be

alive to tell the tale if things went on like this for another month,

but that Elsworthy was infatuated like, and wouldn't send the hussy

away, his wife complained to her sympathetic neighbour. When Elsworthy

came back, however, he was struck by the silence in the house, and sent

the reluctant woman up-stairs--"To see if she's been and made away with

herself, I suppose," the indignant wife said, as she obeyed, leaving Mrs

Hayles full of curiosity on the steps of the door. Mrs Elsworthy,

however uttered a shriek a moment after, and came down, with a

frightened face, carrying a large pin-cushion, upon which, skewered

through and through with the biggest pin she could find, Rosa had

deposited her letter of leave-taking. This important document was read

over in the shop by an ever-increasing group, as the news got

abroad--for Elsworthy, like his wife, lost his head, and rushed about

hither and thither, asking wild questions as to who had seen her last.

Perhaps, at the bottom, he was not so desperate as he looked, but was

rather grateful than angry with Rosa for solving the difficulty. This is

what the poor little runaway said:--

"DEAR UNCLE AND AUNT,--I write a line to let you know that them as can

do better for me than any belonging to me has took me away for good.

Don't make no reflections, please, nor blame nobody; for I never could

have done no good nor had any 'appiness at Carlingford after all as

has happened. I don't bear no grudge, though aunt has been so unkind;

but I forgive her, and uncle also. My love to all friends; and you may

tell Bob Hayles as I won't forget him, but will order all my physic

regular at his father's shop.--Your affectionate niece,

"ROSA."

"_P.S._--Uncle has no occasion to mind, for them as has took charge of

me has promised to make a lady of me, as he always said I was worthy

of; and I leave all my things for aunt's relations, as I can't wear

such poor clothes in my new station of life."

Such was the girl's letter, with its natural impertinences and natural

touch of kindness; and it made a great commotion in the neighbourhood,

where a few spasmodic search-parties were made up with no real

intentions, and came to nothing, as was to be expected. It was a

dreadful thing to be sure, to happen to a respectable family; but when

things had gone so far, the neighbours, on the whole, were inclined to

believe it was the best thing Rosa could have done; and the Elsworthys,

husband and wife, were concluded to be of the same opinion. When

Carlingford had exhausted this subject, and had duly discussed the

probabilities as to where she had gone, and whether Rosa could be the

lady in a veil who had been handed into the express night-train by two

gentlemen, of whom a railway porter bore cautious testimony, the other

mysterious rumour about Mr Wentworth had its share of popular attention.

It was discussed in Masters's with a solemnity becoming the occasion,

everybody being convinced of the fact, and nobody knowing how it was to

be. One prevailing idea was, that Mr Wentworth's brother, who had

succeeded to his mother's fortune (which was partly true, like most

popular versions of family history, his mother's fortune being now

Gerald's sole dependence), intended to establish a great brotherhood,

upon the Claydon model, in Carlingford, of which the Perpetual Curate

was to be the head. This idea pleased the imagination of the town, which

already saw itself talked of in all the papers, and anticipated with

excitement the sight of English brothers of St Benedict walking about in

the streets, and people from the 'Illustrated News' making drawings of

Grange Lane. To be sure, Gerald Wentworth had gone over to the Church of

Rome, which was a step too far to be compatible with the English

brotherhood; but popular imagination, when puzzled and in a hurry, does

not take time to master all details. Then, again, opinion wavered, and

it was supposed to be the Miss Wentworths who were the agents of the

coming prosperity. They had made up their mind to endow St Roque's and

apply to the Ecclesiastical Commissioners to have it erected into a

parochial district, rumour reported; and the senior assistant in

Masters's, who was suspected of Low-Church tendencies, was known to be a

supporter of this theory. Other ideas of a vague character floated

through the town, of which no one could give any explanation; but

Carlingford was unanimous in the conviction that good fortune was coming

somehow to the popular favourite, who a week ago had occupied

temporarily the position of the popular _bete noire_ and impersonation

of evil. "But the real sort always triumphs at the last," was the

verdict of Wharfside, which like every primitive community, believed

in poetic justice; and among the bargemen and their wives much

greater elevation than that of a district church or the headship of a

brotherhood was expected "for the clergyman." If the Queen had sent

for him immediately, and conferred upon him a bishopric, or at least

appointed him her private chaplain, such a favour would have excited no

surprise in Wharfside, where indeed the public mind was inclined to the

opinion that the real use of queens and other such dignitaries was to

find out and reward merit. Mr Wentworth himself laughed when the gossip

reached his ears. "My people have given away all they had to give," he

said to somebody who had asked the question; "and I know no prospect I

have of being anything but a perpetual curate, unless the Queen sends

for me and appoints me to a bishopric, as I understand is expected in

Prickett's Lane. If I come to any advancement," said the Curate of St

Roque's, "it must be in social estimation, and not in worldly wealth,

which is out of my way;" and he went down to Wharfside rather cheerfully

than otherwise, having begun to experience that pertinacity carries the

day, and that it might be possible to goad Lucy into the experiment of

how much her housekeeping talents were good for, and whether, with a

good wife, even a Perpetual Curate might be able to live without any

particular bother in respect to the grocer's bill. Mr Wentworth being at

present warmly engaged in this business of persuasion, and as intent as

ever on having his own way, was not much affected by the Carlingford

gossip. He went his way to Wharfside all the same, where the service was

conducted as of old, and where all the humble uncertain voices were

buoyed up and carried on by the steady pure volume of liquid sound which

issued from Lucy Wodehouse's lips into the utterance of such a

'Magnificat' as filled Mr Wentworth's mind with exultation. It was the

woman's part in the worship--independent, yet in a sweet subordination;

and the two had come back--though with the difference that their love

was now avowed and certain, and they were known to belong to each

other--to much the same state of feeling in which they were before the

Miss Wentworths came to Carlingford, or anything uncomfortable had

happened. They had learned various little lessons, to be sure, in the

interim, but experience had not done much more for them than it does for

ordinary human creatures, and the chances are that Mr Wentworth would

have conducted himself exactly in the same manner another time had he

been placed in similar circumstances; for the lessons of experience,

however valuable, are sometimes very slow of impressing themselves upon

a generous and hasty temperament, which has high ideas of honour and

consistency, and rather piques itself on a contempt for self-interest

and external advantages--which was the weakness of the Curate of St

Roque's. He returned to the "great work" in Wharfside with undiminished

belief in it, and a sense of being able to serve his God and his

fellow-creatures, which, though it may seem strange to some people, was

a wonderful compensation to him for the loss of Skelmersdale. "After

all, I doubt very much whether, under any circumstances, we could have

left such a work as is going on here," he said to Lucy as they came up

Prickett's Lane together, where the poor woman had just died peaceably

in No. 10, and got done with it, poor soul; and the Sister of Mercy, in

her grey cloak, lifted towards him the blue eyes which were full of

tears, and answered with natural emphasis, "Impossible! it would have

been deserting our post," and drew a step closer to him in the twilight

with a sense of the sweetness of that plural pronoun which mingled so

with the higher sense that it was impossible to disjoin them. And the

two went on under the influence of these combined sentiments, taking

comfort out of the very hardness of the world around them, in which

their ministrations were so much needed, and feeling an exaltation in

the "duty," which was not for one, but for both, and a belief in the

possibility of mending matters, in which their love for each other bore

a large share; for it was not in human nature thus to begin the ideal

existence, without believing in its universal extension, and in the

amelioration of life and the world.

"That is all they think of," said poor Miss Wodehouse, who, between

her wondering inspection of the two "young people" and her own

moderate and sensible love-affairs, and the directions which it was

necessary to give to her Rector about the furnishing of the new house,

was more constantly occupied than she had ever been in her life; "but

then, if they marry, what are they to live upon? and if they don't

marry--"

"Perhaps something will turn up my dear," said old Mrs Western, who had

an idea that Providence was bound to provide for two good young people

who wanted to marry; and thus the two ladies were forced to leave the

matter, where, indeed, the historian of events in Carlingford would

willingly leave it also, not having much faith in the rewards of virtue

which come convenient in such an emergency. But it is only pure fiction

which can keep true to nature, and weave its narrative in analogy with

the ordinary course of life--whereas history demands exactness in

matters of _fact_, which are seldom true to nature, or amenable to any

general rule of existence.

Before proceeding, however, to the narrative of the unexpected

advancement and promotion which awaited the Perpetual Curate, it may be

as well to notice that the Miss Wentworths, who during the summer had

kindly given their house at Skelmersdale to some friends who had

returned in the spring from India, found themselves now in a position to

return to their own proper dwelling-place, and made preparations

accordingly for leaving Carlingford, in which, indeed, they had no

further occupation; for, to be sure, except to the extent of that

respect which a man owes to his aunts, they had no special claim upon

Frank Wentworth, or right to supervise his actions, save on account of

Skelmersdale, which was now fully disposed of and given away. It cannot

be said that Miss Leonora had ever fully recovered from the remarkable

indisposition which her nephew Jack's final address had brought upon

her. The very next morning she fulfilled her pledges as a woman of

honour, and bestowed Skelmersdale positively and finally upon Julia

Trench's curate, who indeed made a creditable enough rector in his way;

but after she had accomplished this act, Miss Leonora relapsed into one

unceasing watch upon her nephew Frank, which was far from dispelling the

tendency to headache which she showed at this period for the first and

only time in her life. She watched him with a certain feeling of

expiation, as she might have resorted to self-flagellation had she lived

a few hundred years before, and perhaps suffered more acute pangs in

that act of discipline than could be inflicted by any physical scourge.

The longer she studied the matter the more thoroughly was Miss Leonora

convinced not only that the Perpetual Curate was bent on doing his duty,

but that he _did_ it with all the force of high faculties, and a mind

much more thoroughly trained, and of finer material than was possessed

by the man whom she had made rector of Skelmersdale. The strong-minded

woman bore quietly, with a kind of defiance, the sharp wounds with

which her self-esteem was pierced by this sight. She followed up her

discovery, and made herself more and more certain of the mistake she had

made, not sparing herself any part of her punishment. As she pursued her

investigations, too, Miss Leonora became increasingly sensible that it

was not his mother's family whom he resembled, as she had once thought,

but that he was out and out a Wentworth, possessed of all the family

features; and this was the man whom by her own act she had disinherited

of his natural share in the patronage of the family, substituting for

her own flesh and blood an individual for whom, to tell the truth, she

had little respect! Perhaps if she had been able to sustain herself with

the thought that it was entirely a question of "principle," the

retrospect might not have been so hard upon Miss Leonora; but being a

woman of very distinct and uncompromising vision, she could not conceal

from herself either Julia Trench's cleverness or her own mixed and

doubtful motives. Having this sense of wrong and injustice, and general

failure of the duty of kindred towards Frank, it might have been

supposed a little comfort to Miss Leonora to perceive that he had

entirely recovered from his disappointment, and was no longer in her

power, if indeed he had ever been so. But the fact was, that if anything

could have aggravated her personal smart, it would have been the fact

of Frank's indifference and cheerfulness, and evident capability of

contenting himself with his duty and his favourite district, and his

Lucy--whom, to be sure, he could not marry, being only a perpetual

curate. The spectacle came to have a certain fascination for Miss

Wentworth. She kept watching him with a grim satisfaction, punishing

herself, and at the same time comforting herself with the idea that,

light as he made of it, he must be suffering too. She could not bear to

think that he had escaped clean out of her hands, and that the decision

she had come to, which produced so much pain to herself, was innoxious

to Frank; and at the same time, though she could not tolerate his

composure, and would have preferred to see him angry and revengeful, his

evident recovery of spirits and general exhilaration increased Miss

Leonora's respect for the man she had wronged. In this condition of mind

the strong-minded aunt lingered over her preparations for removal,

scorning much the rumour in Carlingford about her nephew's advancement,

and feeling that she could never forgive him if by any chance promotion

should come to him after all. "He will stay where he is. He will be a

perpetual curate," Miss Leonora said, uttering what was in reality a

hope under the shape of a taunt; and things were still in this position

when Grange Lane in general and Miss Dora in particular (from the window

of the summer-house) were startled much by the sight of the Rector, in

terribly correct clerical costume, as if he were going to dine with the

bishop, who walked slowly down the road like a man charged with a

mission, and, knocking at Mrs Hadwin's door, was admitted immediately to

a private conference with the Curate of St Roque's.

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