CHAPTER XXX.

"I don't know what is the exact connection between tea and

reformation," said Jack Wentworth, with a wonderful yawn. "When I

consider that this is all on account of that stupid beast Wodehouse, I

feel disposed to eat him. By the way, they have got a capital cook; I

did not think such a _cuisine_ was the sort of thing to be found in

the bosom of one's family, which has meant boiled mutton up to this

moment, to my uninstructed imagination. But the old ladies are in a

state of excitement which, I presume, is unusual to them. It appears

you have been getting into scrapes like other people, though you are

a parson. As your elder brother, my dear Frank--"

"Look here," said the Perpetual Curate; "you want to ask about

Wodehouse. I will answer your questions, since you seem to have some

interest in him; but I don't speak of my private affairs to any but my

intimate friends," said Mr Wentworth, who was not in a humour to be

trifled with.

The elder brother shrugged his shoulders. "It is curious to remark the

progress of the younger members of one's family," he said,

reflectively. "When you were a little boy, you took your drubbings

dutifully; but never mind, we've another subject in hand. I take an

interest in Wodehouse, and so do you--I can't tell for what reason.

Perhaps he is one of the intimate friends with whom you discuss your

private affairs? but that is a matter quite apart from the subject.

The thing is that he has to be taken care of--not for his own sake, as

I don't need to explain to you," said Jack. "I hear the old fellow

died today, which was the best thing he could have done, upon the

whole. Perhaps you can tell me how much he had, and how he has left

it? We may have to take different sides, and the fellow himself is a

snob; but I should like to understand exactly the state of affairs

between you and me as gentlemen," said the heir of the Wentworths.

Either a passing spasm of compunction passed over him as he said the

word, or it was the moon, which had just flung aside the last fold of

cloud and burst out upon them as they turned back facing her. "When we

know how the affair stands, we can either negotiate or fight," he

added, puffing a volume of smoke from his cigar. "Really a very fine

effect--that little church of yours comes well against that bit of

sky. It looks like a Constable, or rather it would look like a

Constable, thrusting up that bit of spire into the blue, if it

happened to be daylight," said Jack, making a tube of his hand, and

regarding the picture with great interest. Miss Dora at her window

beheld the movement with secret horror and apprehension, and took it

for some mysterious sign.

"I know nothing about Mr Wodehouse's property," said the Curate: "I

wish I knew enough law to understand it. He has left no will, I

believe;" and Mr Wentworth watched his brother's face with no small

interest as he spoke.

"Very like a Constable," said Jack, still with his hands to his eyes.

"These clouds to the right are not a bad imitation of some effects of

his. I beg your pardon, but Constable is my passion. And so old

Wodehouse has left no will? What _has_ he left? some daughters? Excuse

my curiosity," said the elder brother. "I am a man of the world, you

know. If you like this other girl well enough to compromise yourself

on her account (which, mind you, I think a great mistake), you can't

mean to go in at the same time for that pretty sister, eh? It's a sort

of sport I don't attempt myself--though it may be the correct thing

for a clergyman, for anything I can tell to the contrary," said the

tolerant critic.

Mr Wentworth had swallowed down the interruptions that rushed to his

lips, and heard his brother out with unusual patience. After all,

perhaps Jack was the only man in the world whom he could ask to advise

him in such an emergency. "I take it for granted that you don't mean

to insult either me or my profession," he said, gravely; "and, to tell

the truth, here is one point upon which I should be glad of your help.

I am convinced that it is Wodehouse who has carried away this

unfortunate girl. She is a little fool, and he has imposed upon her.

If you can get him to confess this, and to restore her to her friends,

you will lay me under the deepest obligation," said the Perpetual

Curate, with unusual energy. "I don't mind telling you that such a

slander disables me, and goes to my heart." When he had once begun to

speak on the subject, he could not help expressing himself fully; and

Jack, who had grown out of acquaintance with the nobler sentiments,

woke up with a slight start through all his moral being to recognise

the thrill of subdued passion and scorn and grief which was in his

brother's voice. Innocent Miss Dora, who knew no evil, had scarcely a

doubt in _her_ mind that Frank was guilty; but Jack, who scarcely knew

what goodness was, acquitted his brother instantaneously, and required

no other proof. Perhaps if he had been capable of any impression

beyond an intellectual one, this little incident might, in Miss Dora's

own language, have "done him good."

"So you have nothing to do with it?" he said, with a smile. "Wodehouse!

but then the fellow hasn't a penny. I see some one skulking along under

the walls that looks like him. Hist! Smith--Tom--what do they call you?

We want you here," said Jack, upon whom the moon was shining full. When

he stood in his evening coat and spotless breadth of linen, the heir of

the Wentworths was ready to meet the eye of all the world. His shabby

subordinate stopped short, with a kind of sullen admiration, to look at

him. Wodehouse knew the nature of Jack Wentworth's pursuits a great deal

better than his brother did, and that some of them would not bear much

investigation; but when he saw him stand triumphant in gorgeous apparel,

fearing no man, the poor rascal, whom everybody kicked at, rose superior

to his own misfortunes. He had not made much of it in his own person,

but that life was not altogether a failure which had produced Jack

Wentworth. He obeyed his superior's call with instinctive fidelity,

proud, in spite of himself, to be living the same life and sharing the

same perils. When he emerged into the moonlight, his shaggy countenance

looked excited and haggard. Notwithstanding all his experiences, he was

not of a constitution which could deny nature. He had inflicted every

kind of torture upon his father while living; but, notwithstanding, the

fact of the death affected him. His eyes looked wilder than usual, and

his face older and more worn, and he looked round him with a kind of

clandestine skulking instinct as he came out of the shadow into the

light.

This was the terrible conjunction which Miss Dora saw from her window.

The anxious woman did not wait long enough to be aware that the Curate

left the other two to such consultations as were inevitable between

them, and went away very hastily to his own house, and to the work which

still awaited him--"When the wicked man turneth away from the evil of

his ways, and doeth that which is lawful and right." Mr Wentworth, when

he came back to it, sat for about an hour over his text before he wrote

a single syllable. His heart had been wrung that day by the sharpest

pangs which can be inflicted upon a proud and generous spirit. He was

disposed to be bitter against all the world--against the dull eyes that

would not see, the dull ears that could shut themselves against all

suggestions either of gratitude or justice. It appeared to him, on the

whole, that the wicked man was every way the best off in this world,

besides being wooed and besought to accept the blessings of the other.

And the Curate was conscious of an irrepressible inclination to

exterminate the human vermin who made the earth such an imbroglio of

distress and misery; and was sore and wounded in his heart to feel how

his own toils and honest purposes availed him nothing, and how all the

interest and sympathy of bystanders went to the pretender. These

sentiments naturally complicated his thoughts, and made composition

difficult; not to say that they added a thrill of human feeling warmer

than usual to the short and succinct sermon. It was not an emotional

sermon, in the ordinary sense of the word; but it was so for Mr

Wentworth, who carried to an extreme point the Anglican dislike for

pulpit exaggeration in all forms. The Perpetual Curate was not a natural

orator. He had very little of the eloquence which gave Mr Vincent so

much success in the Dissenting connection during his short stay in

Carlingford, which was a kind of popularity not much to the taste of the

Churchman. But Mr Wentworth had a certain faculty of concentrating his

thoughts into the tersest expression, and of uttering in a very few

words, as if they did not mean anything particular, ideas which were

always individual, and often of distinct originality--a kind of

utterance which is very dear to the English mind. As was natural, there

were but a limited amount of people able to find him out; but those who

did so were rather fond of talking about the "restrained power" of the

Curate of St Roque's.

Next morning was a glorious summer Sunday--one of those days of peace

on which this tired old earth takes back her look of innocence, and

deludes herself with thoughts of Eden. To be sure, there were tumults

enough going on over her surface--vulgar merry-makings and noises,

French drums beating, all kinds of discordant sounds going on here and

there, by land and sea, under that tranquil impartial sun. But the air

was very still in Carlingford, where you could hear the bees in the

lime-blossoms as you went to church in the sunshine. All that world of

soft air in which the embowered houses of Grange Lane lay beatified,

was breathing sweet of the limes; but notwithstanding the radiance of

the day, people were talking of other subjects as they came down under

the shadow of the garden-walls to St Roque's. There was a great stream

of people--greater than usual; for Carlingford was naturally anxious

to see how Mr Wentworth would conduct himself in such an emergency. On

one side of the way Mr Wodehouse's hospitable house, shut up closely,

and turning all its shuttered windows to the light, which shone

serenely indifferent upon the blank frames, stood silent, dumbly

contributing its great moral to the human holiday; and on the other,

Elsworthy's closed shop, with the blinds drawn over the cheerful

windows above, where little Rosa once amused herself watching the

passengers, interposed a still more dreadful discordance. The

Carlingford people talked of both occurrences with composure as they

went to St Roque's. They were sorry, and shocked, and very curious;

but that wonderful moral atmosphere of human indifference and

self-regard which surrounds every individual soul, kept their feelings

quite within bounds. Most people wondered much what Mr Wentworth

would say; whether he would really venture to face the Carlingford

world; whether he would take refuge in a funeral sermon for Mr

Wodehouse; or how it was possible for him to conduct himself under

such circumstances. When the greater part of the congregation was

seated, Miss Leonora Wentworth, all by herself, in her iron-grey silk,

which rustled like a breeze along the narrow passage, although she

wore no crinoline, went up to a seat immediately in front, close to Mr

Wentworth's choristers, who just then came trooping in in their white

surplices, looking like angels of unequal height and equivocal

reputation. Miss Leonora placed herself in the front row of a little

group of benches arranged at the side, just where the Curate's wife

would have been placed, had he possessed such an appendage. She looked

down blandly upon the many lines of faces turned towards her,

accepting their inspection with perfect composure. Though her

principles were Evangelical, Miss Leonora was still a Wentworth, and a

woman. She had not shown any sympathy for her nephew on the previous

night; but she had made up her mind to stand by him, without saying

anything about her determination. This incident made a great

impression on the mind of Carlingford. Most likely it interfered with

the private devotions, from which a few heads popped up abruptly as

she passed; but she was very devout and exemplary in her own person,

and set a good example, as became the clergyman's aunt.

Excitement rose very high in St Roque's when Mr Wentworth came into the

reading-desk, and Elsworthy, black as a cloud, became visible

underneath. The clerk had not ventured to absent himself, nor to send a

substitute in his place. Never, in the days when he was most devoted to

Mr Wentworth, had Elsworthy been more determined to accompany him

through every particular of the service. They had stood together in the

little vestry, going through all the usual preliminaries, the Curate

trying hard to talk as if nothing had happened, the clerk going through

all his duties in total silence. Perhaps there never was a church

service in Carlingford which was followed with such intense interest by

all the eyes and ears of the congregation. When the sermon came, it took

Mr Wentworth's admirers by surprise, though they could not at the moment

make out what it was that puzzled them. Somehow the perverse manner in

which for once the Curate treated that wicked man who is generally made

so much of in sermons, made his hearers slightly ashamed of themselves.

As for Miss Leonora, though she could not approve of his sentiments, the

thought occurred to her that Frank was not nearly so like his mother's

family as she had supposed him to be. When the service was over, she

kept her place, steadily watching all the worshippers out, who thronged

out a great deal more hastily than usual to compare notes, and ask each

other what they thought. "I can't fancy he looks guilty," an eager voice

here and there kept saying over and over. But on the whole, after they

had got over the momentary impression made by his presence and aspect,

the opinion of Carlingford remained unchanged; which was--that,

notwithstanding all the evidence of his previous life, it was quite

believable that Mr Wentworth was a seducer and a villain, and ought to

be brought to condign punishment; but that in the mean time it was very

interesting to watch the progress of this startling little drama; and

that he himself, instead of merely being the Curate of St Roque's, had

become a most captivating enigma, and had made church-going itself half

as good as a play.

As for Miss Leonora, she waited for her nephew, and, when he was ready,

took his arm and walked with him up Grange Lane to her own door, where

they encountered Miss Wentworth and Miss Dora returning from church, and

overwhelmed them with astonishment. But it was not about his own affairs

that they talked. Miss Leonora did not say a word to her nephew about

himself. She was talking of Gerald most of the time, and inquiring into

all the particulars of the Squire's late "attack." And she would very

fain have found out what Jack's motive was in coming to Carlingford; but

as for Rosa Elsworthy and her concerns, the strong-minded woman ignored

them completely. Mr Wentworth even went with her to lunch, on her urgent

invitation; and it was from his aunts' house that he took his way to

Wharfside, pausing at the green door to ask after the Miss Wodehouses,

who were, John said, with solemnity, as well as could be expected. They

were alone, and they did not feel equal to seeing anybody--even Mr

Wentworth; and the Perpetual Curate, who would have given all he had in

the world for permission to soothe Lucy in her sorrow, went away sadly

from the hospitable door, which was now for the first time closed to

him. He could not go to Wharfside, to the "district" through which they

had so often gone together, about which they had talked, when all the

little details discussed were sweet with the love which they did not

name, without going deeper and deeper into that sweet shadow of Lucy

which was upon his way wherever he went. He could not help missing her

voice when the little choir, which was so feeble without her, sang the

'Magnificat,' which, somehow, Mr Wentworth always associated with her

image. He read the same sermon to the Wharfside people which he had

preached in St Roque's, and saw, with a little surprise, that it drew

tears from the eyes of his more open-hearted hearers, who did not think

of the proprieties. He could see their hands stealing up to their faces,

and a great deal of persistent winking on the part of the stronger

members of the congregation. At the close of the service Tom Burrows

came up to the Curate with a downcast countenance. "Please, sir, if I've

done ye injustice in my own mind, as went sore against the grain, and

wouldn't have happened but for the women, I axes your pardon," said the

honest bargeman, which was balm and consolation to Mr Wentworth. There

was much talk in Prickett's Lane on the subject as he went to see the

sick woman in No. 10. "There aint no doubt as he sets our duty before

us clear," said one family mother; "he don't leave the men no excuse for

their goings-on. He all but named the Bargeman's Arms out plain, as it

was the place all mischief comes from." "If he'd have married Miss Lucy,

like other folks, at Easter," said one of the brides whom Mr Wentworth

had blessed, "such wicked stories couldn't never have been made up." "A

story may be made up, or it mayn't be made up," said a more experienced

matron; "but it can't be put out of the world unbeknowst no more nor a

babby. I don't believe in stories getting up that aint true. I don't say

as he don't do his duty; but things was different in Mr Bury's time, as

was the real Rector; and, as I was a-saying, a tale's like a babby--it

may come when it didn't ought to come, or when it aint wanted, but you

can't do away with it, anyhow as you like to try." Mr Wentworth did not

hear this dreary prediction as he went back again into the upper world.

He was in much better spirits, on the whole. He had calmed his own mind

and moved the hearts of others, which is to every man a gratification,

even though nothing higher should be involved. And he had regained the

moral countenance of Tom Burrows, which most of all was a comfort to

him. More than ever he longed to go and tell Lucy as he passed by the

green door. Tom Burrows's repentant face recalled Mr Wentworth's mind to

the fact that a great work was doing in Wharfside, which, after all, was

more worth thinking of than any tantalising vision of an impossible

benefice. But this very thought, so consoling in itself, reminded him of

all his vexations, of the public inquiry into his conduct which was

hanging over him, and of his want of power to offer to Lucy the support

and protection of which she might so soon stand in need; and having thus

drawn upon his head once more his whole burden of troubles, Mr Wentworth

went in to eat his dinner with what appetite he could.

The Perpetual Curate sat up late that night, as indeed was his

custom. He sat late, hearing, as everybody does who sits up alone in a

hushed and sleeping household, a hundred fantastic creaks and sounds

which did not mean anything, and of which he took no notice. Once,

indeed, when it was nearly midnight, he fancied he heard the

garden-gate close hurriedly, but explained it to himself as people do

when they prefer not to give themselves trouble. About one o'clock in

the morning, however, Mr Wentworth could no longer be in any doubt

that some stealthy step was passing his door and moving about the

house. He was not alarmed, for Mrs Hadwin had occasional "attacks,"

like most people of her age; but he put down his pen and listened. No

other sound was to be heard except this stealthy step, no opening of

doors, nor whisper of voices, nor commotion of any kind; and after a

while Mr Wentworth's curiosity was fully awakened. When he heard it

again, he opened his door suddenly, and threw a light upon the

staircase and little corridor into which his room opened. The figure

he saw there startled him more than if it had been a midnight robber.

It was only Sarah, the housemaid, white and shivering with terror, who

fell down upon her knees before him. "Oh, Mr Wentworth, it aint my

fault!" cried Sarah. The poor girl was only partially dressed, and

trembled pitifully. "They'll say it was my fault; and oh, sir, it's my

character I'm a-thinking of," said Sarah, with a sob; and the Curate

saw behind her the door of Wodehouse's room standing open, and the

moonlight streaming into the empty apartment. "I daren't go

down-stairs to see if he's took anything," cried poor Sarah, under her

breath; "there might be more of them about the place. But oh, Mr

Wentworth, if Missis finds out as I gave him the key, what will become

of me?" Naturally, it was her own danger which had most effect upon

Sarah. Her full, good-humoured face was all wet and stained with

crying, her lips quivering, her eyes dilated. Perhaps a thrill of

private disappointment mingled with her dread of losing her character.

"He used to tell me all as he was a-going to do," said Sarah; "but,

oh, sir, he's been and gone away, and I daren't go down-stairs to look

at the plate, and I'll never more sleep in quiet, if I was to live a

century. It aint as I care for _him_, but it's the key and my

character as I'm a-thinking of," cried the poor girl, bursting into

audible sobs that could be restrained no longer. Mr Wentworth took a

candle and went into Wodehouse's empty room, leaving her to recover

her composure. Everything was cleared and packed up in that apartment.

The little personal property he had, the shabby boots and worn

habiliments, had disappeared totally; even the rubbish of wood-carving

on his table was cleared away. Not a trace that he had been there a

few hours ago remained in the place. The Curate came out of the room

with an anxious countenance, not knowing what to make of it. And by

this time Sarah's sobs had roused Mrs Hadwin, who stood, severe and

indignant, at her own door in her nightcap, to know what was the

matter. Mr Wentworth retired into his own apartments after a word of

explanation, leaving the mistress and maid to fight it out. He himself

was more disturbed and excited than he could have described. He could

not tell what this new step meant, but felt instinctively that it

denoted some new development in the tangled web of his own fortunes.

Some hidden danger seemed to him to be gathering in the air over the

house of mourning, of which he had constituted himself a kind of

guardian. He could not sleep all night, but kept starting at every

sound, thinking now that the skulking rascal, who was Lucy's brother,

was coming back, and now that his departure was only a dream. Mr

Wentworth's restlessness was not soothed by hearing all the night

through, in the silence of the house, suppressed sobs and sounds of

weeping proceeding from the attic overhead, which poor Sarah shared

with her fellow-servant. Perhaps the civilities of "the gentleman" had

dazzled Sarah, and been too much for her peace of mind; perhaps it was

only her character, as the poor girl said. But as often as the Curate

started from his uneasy and broken snatches of sleep, he heard the

murmur of crying and consoling up-stairs. Outside the night was

spreading forth those sweetest unseen glories of the starlight and the

moonlight and the silence, which Nature reserves for her own

enjoyment, when the weary human creatures are out of the way and at

rest;--and Jack Wentworth slept the sleep of the righteous, uttering

delicate little indications of the depth of his slumber, which it

would have been profane to call by any vulgar name. _He_ slept sweetly

while his brother watched and longed for daylight, impatient for the

morrow which must bring forth something new. The moonlight streamed

full into the empty room, and made mysterious combinations of the

furniture, and chased the darkness into corners which each held their

secret. This was how Mrs Hadwin's strange lodger, whom nobody could

ever make out, disappeared as suddenly as he had come, without any

explanations; and only a very few people could ever come to understand

what he had to do with the after-events which struck Grange Lane dumb,

and turned into utter confusion all the ideas and conclusions of

society in Carlingford.

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