CHAPTER XX.

Mr Wentworth got back to Carlingford by a happy concurrence of trains

before the town had gone to sleep. It was summer, when the days are at

the longest, and the twilight was just falling into night as he took

his way through George Street. He went along the familiar street with

a certain terror of looking into people's faces whom he met, and of

asking questions, such as was natural to a man who did not know

whether something of public note might not have happened in his

absence to call attention to his name. He imagined, indeed, that he

did see a strange expression in the looks of the townsfolk he

encountered on his way. He thought they looked at him askance as they

made their salutations, and said something to each other after they

passed, which, indeed, in several cases was true enough, though the

cause was totally different from anything suspected by Mr Wentworth.

Anxious to know, and yet unwilling to ask, it was with a certain

relief that the Curate saw the light gleaming out from the open door

of Elsworthy's shop as he approached. He went in and tossed down his

travelling-bag on the counter, and threw himself on the solitary chair

which stood outside for the accommodation of customers, with a

suppressed excitement, which made his question sound abrupt and

significant to the ears of Elsworthy. "Has anything happened since I

went away?" said Mr Wentworth, throwing a glance round the shop which

alarmed his faithful retainer. Somehow, though nothing was farther

from his mind than little Rosa, or any thought of her, the Curate

missed the pretty little figure at the first glance.

"Well--no, sir; not much as I've heard of," said Elsworthy, with a

little confusion. He was tying up his newspapers as usual, but it did

not require the touch of suspicion and anxiety which gave sharpness to

the Curate's eyes to make it apparent that the cord was trembling in

Mr Elsworthy's hand. "I hope you've had a pleasant journey, sir, and a

comfortable visit--it's been but short--but we always miss you in

Carlingford, Mr Wentworth, if it was only for a day."

"I'll take my paper," said the young man, who was not satisfied--"so

there's no news, isn't there?--all well, and everything going on as

usual?" And the look which the suspicious Curate bent upon Mr

Elsworthy made that virtuous individual, as he himself described it,

"shake in his shoes."

"Much as usual, sir," said the frightened clerk,--"nothing new as I

hear of but gossip, and that aint a thing to interest a clergyman.

There's always one report or another flying about, but them follies

aint for your hearing. Nothing more," continued Mr Elsworthy,

conscious of guilt, and presenting a very tremulous countenance to the

inspection of his suspicious auditor, "not if it was my last

word--nothing but gossip, as you wouldn't care to hear."

"I might possibly care to hear if it concerned myself," said the

Curate,--"or anybody I am interested in," he added, after a little

pause, with rather a forced smile--which convinced Mr Elsworthy that

his clergyman had heard all about Rosa, and that the days of his

incumbency as clerk of St Roque's were numbered.

"Well, sir, if you did hear, it aint no blame of mine," said the

injured bookseller; "such a notion would never have come into my

mind--no man, I make bold to say, is more particular about keeping to

his own rank of life nor me. What you did, sir, you did out of the

kindness of your heart, and I'd sooner sell up and go off to the end

of the world than impose upon a gentleman. Her aunt's took her away,"

continued Mr Elsworthy, lowering his voice, and cautiously pointing

to the back of the shop--"She'll not bother you no more."

"She!--who?" cried the Perpetual Curate, in sudden consternation. He

was utterly bewildered by the introduction of a female actor into the

little drama, and immediately ran over in his mind all the women he

could think of who could, by any possibility, be involved in

mysterious relations with his brother Jack.

"She's but a child," said Elsworthy, pathetically; "she don't know

nothing about the ways o' the world. If she was a bit proud o' being

noticed, there wasn't no harm in that. But seeing as there's nothing

in this world that folks won't make a talk of when they've started,

her aunt, as is very partic'lar, has took her away. Not as I'm meaning

no reproach to you, Mr Wentworth; but she's a loss to us, is Rosa. She

was a cheerful little thing, say the worst of her," said Mr Elsworthy;

"going a-singing and a-chirping out and in the shop; and I won't deny

as the place looks desolate, now she's away. But that aint neither

here nor there. It was for her good, as my missis says. Most things as

is unpleasant _is_ sent for good, they tell me; and I wouldn't--not

for any comfort to myself--have a talk got up about the clergyman--"

By this time Mr Wentworth had awakened to a sense of the real meaning of

Elsworthy's talk. He sat upright on his chair, and looked into the face

of the worthy shopkeeper until the poor man trembled. "A talk about the

clergyman?" said the Curate. "About me, do you mean? and what has little

Rosa to do with me? Have you gone crazy in Carlingford--what is the

meaning of it all?" He sat with his elbows on the counter, looking at

his trembling adherent--looking through and through him, as Elsworthy

said. "I should be glad of an explanation; what does it mean?" said Mr

Wentworth, with a look which there was no evading; and the clerk of St

Roque's cast an anxious glance round him for help. He would have

accepted it from any quarter at that overwhelming moment; but there was

not even an errand-boy to divert from him the Curate's terrible eyes.

"I--I don't know--I--can't tell how it got up," said the unhappy man,

who had not even his "missis" in the parlour as a moral support. "One

thing as I know is, it wasn't no blame o' mine. I as good as went down

on my knees to them three respected ladies when they come to inquire. I

said as it was kindness in you a-seeing of the child home, and didn't

mean nothing more. I ask you, sir, what could I do?" cried Mr Elsworthy.

"Folks in Carlingford will talk o' two straws if they're a-seen

a-blowing up Grange Lane on the same breath o' wind. I couldn't do no

more nor contradict it," cried Rosa's guardian, getting excited in his

self-defence; "and to save your feelings, Mr Wentworth, and put it out

o' folks's power to talk, the missis has been and took her away."

"To save my feelings!" said the Curate, with a laugh of contempt and

vexation and impatience which it was not pleasant to hear. At another

moment an accusation so ridiculous would have troubled him very little;

but just now, with a sudden gleam of insight, he saw all the

complications which might spring out of it to confuse further the path

which he already felt to be so burdened. "I'll tell you what,

Elsworthy," said Mr Wentworth; "if you don't want to make me your enemy

instead of your friend, you'll send for this child instantly, without a

day's delay. Tell your wife that my orders are that she should come back

directly. _My_ feelings! do the people in Carlingford think me an idiot,

I wonder?" said the Curate, walking up and down to relieve his mind.

"I don't know, sir, I'm sure," said Elsworthy, who thought some answer

was required of him. To tell the truth, Rosa's uncle felt a little

spiteful. He did not see matters in exactly the same light as Mr

Wentworth did. At the bottom of his heart, after all, lay a thrill of

awakened ambition. Kings and princes had been known to marry far out

of their degree for the sake of a beautiful face; and why a Perpetual

Curate should be so much more lofty in his sentiments, puzzled and

irritated the clerk of St Roque's. "There aint a worm but will turn

when he's trod upon," said Mr Elsworthy to himself; and when his

temper was roused, he became impertinent, according to the manner of

his kind.

Mr Wentworth gave him a quick look, struck by the changed tone, but

unable to make out whether it might not be stupidity. "You understand

what I mean, Elsworthy," he said, with his loftiest air. "If Rosa does

not return instantly, I shall be seriously offended. How you and your

friends could be such utter idiots as to get up this ridiculous

fiction, I can't conceive; but the sooner it's over the better. I

expect to see her back to-morrow," said the Curate, taking up his bag

and looking with an absolute despotism, which exasperated the man, in

Elsworthy's face.

"You may be sure, sir, if she knows as you want to see her, she'll

come," said the worm which had been trampled on; "and them as asks me

why, am I to say it was the clergyman's orders?" said Elsworthy,

looking up in his turn with a consciousness of power. "That means a

deal, does that. I wouldn't take it upon me to say as much, not of

myself; but if them's your orders, Mr Wentworth--"

"It appears to me, Elsworthy," said the Curate, who was inwardly in a

towering passion, though outwardly calm enough, "either that you've

been drinking or that you mean to be impertinent--which is it?"

"Me!--drinking, sir?" cried the shopkeeper. "If I had been one as was

given that way, I wouldn't have attended to your interests not as I

have done. There aint another man in Carlingford as has stood up for

his clergyman as I have; and as for little Rosa, sir, most folks as

had right notions would have inquired into that; but being as I

trusted in you, I wasn't the one to make any talk. I've said to

everybody as has asked me that there wasn't nothing in it but

kindness. I don't say as I hadn't my own thoughts--for gentlemen don't

go walking up Grange Lane with a pretty little creature like that all

for nothing; but instead o' making anything of that, or leading of you

on, or putting it in the child's head to give you encouragement, what

was it I did but send her away afore you came home, that you mightn't

be led into temptation! And instead of feelin' grateful, you say I've

been drinking! It's a thing as I scorn to answer," said Mr Elsworthy;

"there aint no need to make any reply--all Carlingford knows _me_; but

as for Rosa, if it is understood plain between us that it's your wish,

I aint the man to interfere," continued Rosa's guardian, with a smile

which drove the Curate frantic; "but she hasn't got no father, poor

thing, and it's my business to look after her; and I'll not bring her

back, Mr Wentworth, unless it's understood between us plain."

Strong language, forcible, but unclerical, was on the Curate's lips,

and it was only with an effort that he restrained himself. "Look here,

Elsworthy," he said; "it will be better for you not to exasperate me.

You understand perfectly what I mean. I repeat, Rosa must come back,

and that instantly. It is quite unnecessary to explain to you why I

insist upon this, for you comprehend it. Pshaw! don't let us have any

more of this absurdity," he exclaimed, impatiently. "No more, I tell

you. Your wife is not such a fool. Let anybody who inquires about me

understand that I have come back, and am quite able to account for all

my actions," said the Curate, shouldering his bag. He was just about

leaving the shop when Elsworthy rushed after him in an access of alarm

and repentance.

"One moment, sir," cried the shopkeeper; "there aint no offence, Mr

Wentworth? I am sure there aint nobody in Carlingford as means better,

or would do as much for his clergyman. One moment, sir; there was one

thing I forgot to mention. Mr Wodehouse, sir, has been took bad. There

was a message up a couple of hours ago to know when you was expected

home. He's had a stroke, and they don't think as he'll get over

it--being a man of a full 'abit of body," said Mr Elsworthy in haste,

lest the Curate should break in on his unfinished speech, "makes it

dangerous. I've had my fears this long time past."

"A stroke," said the Curate--"a fit, do you mean? When, and how? and,

good heavens! to think that you have been wasting my time with

rubbish, and knew this!" Mr Wentworth tossed down his travelling-bag

again, and wiped his forehead nervously. He had forgotten his real

anxiety in the irritation of the moment. Now it returned upon him with

double force. "How did it come on?" he asked, "and when?" and stood

waiting for the answer, with a world of other questions, which he

could not put to Elsworthy, hanging on his lips.

"I have a deal of respect for that family, sir," said Elsworthy; "they

have had troubles as few folks in Carlingford know of. How close they

have kep' things, to be sure!--but not so close as them that has good

memories, and can put two and two together, couldn't call to mind. My

opinion, sir, if you believe me," said the clerk of St Roque's,

approaching close to the Curate's ear, "is, that it's something

concerning the son."

"The son!" said Mr Wentworth, with a troubled look. Then, after a

pause, he added, as if his exclamation had been an oversight, "What

son? has Mr Wodehouse a son?"

"To think as they should have been so close with the clergyman!" said

Elsworthy, innocently; "though he aint no credit that they should talk

of him. He's been gone out o' Carlingford nigh upon twenty year; but

he aint dead for all that; and I'm told as he's been seen about Grange

Lane this last spring. I am one as hears all the talk that's a-going

on, being, as you might say, in a public position of life. Such a

thing mightn't maybe come to your ears, sir?" he continued, looking

inquisitively in Mr Wentworth's face; "but wherever he is, you may be

sure it's something about him as has brought on this attack on the old

man. It was last night as he was took so bad, and a couple of hours

ago a message came up. Miss Wodehouse (as is the nicest lady in

Grange Lane, and a great friend to me) had took a panic, and she was

a-crying for you, the man said, and wouldn't take no denial. If I had

known where you was to be found, I'd have sent word."

"Send down my bag to my house," said the Curate, hastily interrupting

him. "Good-night--don't forget what I said about the other matter." Mr

Wentworth went out of the shop with a disagreeable impression that

Elsworthy had been examining his face like an inquisitor, and was

already forming conclusions from what he had seen there. He went away

hurriedly, with a great many vague fears in his mind. Mr Wodehouse's

sudden illness seemed to him a kind of repetition and echo of the

Squire's, and in the troubled and uncertain state of his thoughts, he

got to confusing them together in the centre of this whirl of unknown

disaster and perplexity. Perhaps even thus it was not all bitterness to

the young man to feel his family united with that of Lucy Wodehouse. He

went down Grange Lane in the summer darkness under the faint stars, full

of anxiety and alarm, yet not without a thrill in his heart, a sweeter

under-current of conscious agitation in the knowledge that he was

hastening to her presence. Sudden breaks in his thoughts revealed her,

as if behind a curtain, rising to receive him, giving him her hand,

meeting his look with a smile; so that, on the whole, neither Gerald's

distress, nor Jack's alarming call, nor his father's attack, nor Mr

Wodehouse's illness, nor the general atmosphere of vexation and trouble

surrounding his way, could succeed in making the young man totally

wretched. He had this little stronghold of his own to retire into. The

world could not fall to pieces so long as he continued with eager steps

to devour the road which led to Mr Wodehouse's garden-door.

Before he had reached that goal, however, he met a group who were

evidently returning from some little dinner in Grange Lane. Mr Wentworth

took off his hat hastily in recognition of Mrs Morgan, who was walking

by her husband's side, with a bright-coloured hood over her head

instead of a bonnet. The Curate, who was a man of taste, could not help

observing, even in the darkness, and amid all his preoccupations, how

utterly the cherry-coloured trimmings of her head-dress were out of

accordance with the serious countenance of the Rector's wife, who was a

little heated with her walk. She was a good woman, but she was not fair

to look upon; and it occurred to Mr Wentworth to wonder, if Lucy were to

wait ten years for him, would the youthful grace dry and wither out of

her like this! And then all at once another idea flashed upon his mind,

without any wish of his. Like the unhappy lover in the ballad, he was

suddenly aware of a temptation--

"How there looked him in the face An angel beautiful and bright, And how

he knew it was a fiend."

"Of course the Rectory will go to Frank." He could not tell why at that

moment the words rang into his ear with such a penetrating sound. That

he hated himself for being able to think of such a possibility made no

difference. It came darting and tingling into his mind like one of those

suggestions of blasphemy which the devils whispered in Christian's ear

as he went through the Valley of the Shadow of Death. He went on faster

than ever to escape from it, scarcely observing that Mrs Morgan, instead

of simply acknowledging his bow as she passed, stopped to shake hands,

and to say how glad she was he had come back again. He thought of it

afterwards with wonder and a strange gratitude. The Rector's wife was

not like the conventional type of a pitying angel; and even had she been

so, he had not time to recognise her at that moment as he went

struggling with his demons to Mr Wodehouse's green door.

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