I dropped out of the conversation in order to look around me. Drew

did all of the questioning, and thanks to his interest, I got many

hints about our work which came back opportunely, afterward.

"Think down to the gunners. That will help a lot. It's a game after

that: your skill against theirs. I couldn't do it at first, and shell

fire seemed absolutely damnable."

"And you want to remember that a chasse machine is almost never

brought down by anti-aircraft fire. You are too fast for them. You can

fool 'em in a thousand ways."

"I had been flying for two weeks before I saw a Boche. They are not

scarce on this sector, don't worry. I simply couldn't see them. The

others would have scraps. I spent most of my time trying to keep track

of them."

"Take my tip, J. B., don't be too anxious to mix it with the first

German you see, because very likely he will be a Frenchman, and if he

isn't, if he is a good Hun pilot, you'll simply be meat for him--at

first, I mean."

"They say that all the Boche aviators on this front have had several

months' experience in Russia or the Balkans. They train them there

before they send them to the Western Front."

"Your best chance of being brought down will come in the first two

weeks."

"That's comforting."

"No, sans blague. Honestly, you'll be almost helpless. You don't see

anything, and you don't know what it is that you do see. Here's an

example. On one of my first sorties I happened to look over my

shoulder and I saw five or six Germans in the most beautiful

alignment. And they were all slanting up to dive on me. I was scared

out of my life: went down full motor, then cut and fell into a vrille.

Came out of that and had another look. There they were in the same

position, only farther away. I didn't tumble even then, except farther

down. Next time I looked, the five Boches, or six, whichever it was,

had all been raveled out by the wind. Éclats d'obus."

"You may have heard about Franklin's Boche. He got it during his first

combat. He didn't know that there was a German in the sky, until he

saw the tracer bullets. Then the machine passed him about thirty

metres away. And he kept going down: may have had motor trouble.

Franklin said that he had never had such a shock in his life. He dived

after him, spraying all space with his Vickers, and he got him!"

"That all depends on the man. In chasse, unless you are sent out on a

definite mission, protecting photographic machines or avions de

bombardement, you are absolutely on your own. Your job is to patrol

the lines. If a man is built that way, he can loaf on the job. He need

never have a fight. At two hundred kilometres an hour, it won't take

him very long to get out of danger. He stays out his two hours and

comes in with some framed-up tale to account for his disappearance:

'Got lost. Went off by himself into Germany. Had motor trouble; gun

jammed, and went back to arm it.' He may even spray a few bullets

toward Germany and call it a combat. Oh, he can find plenty of

excuses, and he can get away with them."

"That's spreading it, Dunham. What about Huston? is he getting away

with it?"

"Now, don't let's get personal. Very likely Huston can't help it.

Anyway, it is a matter of temperament mostly."

"Temperament, hell! There's Van, for example. I happen to know that he

has to take himself by his bootlaces every time he crosses into

Germany. But he sticks it. He has never played a yellow trick. I hand

it to him for pluck above every other man in the squadron."

"What about Talbott and Barry?"

"Lord! They haven't any nerves. It's no job for them to do their work

well."

This conversation continued during the rest of the journey. The life

of a military pilot offers exceptional opportunities for research in

the matter of personal bravery. Dunham and Miller agreed that it is a

varying quality. Sometimes one is really without fear; at others only

a sense of shame prevents one from making a very sad display.

"Huston is no worse than some of the rest of us, only he hasn't a

sense of shame."

"Well, he has the courage to be a coward, and that is more than you

have, son, or I either."

Our fellow pilots of the Lafayette Corps were lounging outside the

barracks on our arrival. They gave us a welcome which did much to

remove our feelings of strangeness; but we knew that they were only

mildly interested in the news from the schools and were glad when they

let us drop into the background of conversation. By a happy chance

mention was made of a recent newspaper article of some of the exploits

of the _Escadrille_, written evidently by a very imaginative

journalist; and from this the talk passed to the reputation of the

Squadron in America, and the almost fabulous deeds credited to it by

some newspaper correspondents. One pilot said that he had kept record

of the number of German machines actually reported as having been

brought down by members of the Corps. I don't remember the number he

gave, but it was an astonishing total. The daily average was so high,

that, granting it to be correct, America might safely have abandoned

her far-reaching aerial programme. Long before her first pursuit

squadron could be ready for service, the last of the imperial German

air-fleet would, to quote from the article, have "crashed in

smouldering ruin on the war-devastated plains of northern France."

In this connection I can't forbear quoting from another, one of the

brightest pages in the journalistic history of the legendary

Escadrille Lafayette. It is an account of a sortie said to have taken

place on the receipt of news of America's declaration of war.

"Uncle Sam is with us, boys! Come on! Let's get those

fellows!" These were the stirring words of Captain Georges

Thénault, the valiant leader of the Escadrille Lafayette,

upon the morning when news was received that the United

States of America had declared war upon the rulers of

Potsdam. For the first time in history, the Stars and

Stripes of Old Glory were flung to the breeze over the camp,

in France, of American fighting men. Inspired by the sight,

and spurred to instant action by the ringing call of their

French captain, this band of aviators from the U.S.A. sprang

into their trim little biplanes. There was a deafening roar

of motors, and soon the last airman had disappeared in the

smoky haze which hung over the distant battle-lines.

We cannot follow them on that journey. We cannot see them as

they mount higher and higher into the morning sky, on their

way to meet their prey. But we may await their return. We

may watch them as they descend to their flying-field,

dropping down to earth, one by one. We may learn, then, of

their adventures on that flight of death: how, far back of

the German lines, they encountered a formidable

battle-squadron of the enemy, vastly superior to their own

in numbers. Heedless of the risk they swooped down upon

their foe. Lieutenant A---- was attacked by four enemy

planes at the same time. One he sent hurtling to the ground

fifteen thousand feet below. He caused a second to retire

disabled. Sergeant B---- accounted for another in a running

fight which lasted for more than a quarter of an hour.

Adjutant C----, although his biplane was riddled with

bullets, succeeded, by a clever ruse, in decoying two

pursuers, bent on his destruction, to the vicinity of a

cloud where several of his comrades were lying in wait for

further victims. A moment later both Germans were seen to

fall earthward, spinning like leaves in that last terrible

dive of death. "These boys are Yankee aviators. They form

the vanguard of America's aerial forces. We need thousands

of others just like them," etc.

Stories of this kind have, without doubt, a certain imaginative

appeal. J. B. and I had often read them, never wholly credulous, of

course, but with feelings of uneasiness. Discounting them by more than

half, we still had serious doubts of our ability to measure up to the

standard set by our fellow Americans who had preceded us on active

service. We were in part reassured during our first afternoon at the

front. If these men were the demons on wings of the newspapers, they

took great pains to give us a different impression.

* * * * *

Many of the questions which had long been accumulating in our minds

got themselves answered during the next few days, while we were

waiting for machines. We knew, in a general way, what the nature of

our work would be. We knew that the Escadrille Lafayette was one of

four pursuit squadrons occupying hangars on the same field, and that,

together, these formed what is called a _groupe de combat_, with a

definite sector of front to cover. We had been told that combat pilots

are "the police of the air," whose duty it is to patrol the lines,

harass the enemy, attacking whenever possible, thus giving protection

to their own _corps-d'armée_ aircraft--which are only incidentally

fighting machines--in their work of reconnaissance, photography,

artillery direction, and the like. But we did not know how this

general theory of combat is given practical application. When I think

of the depths of our ignorance, to be filled in, day by day, with a

little additional experience; of our self-confidence, despite

warnings; of our willingness to leave so much for our "godfather"

Chance to decide, it is with feelings nearly akin to awe. We awaited

our first patrol almost ready to believe that it would be our first

victorious combat. We had no realization of the conditions under which

aerial battles are fought. Given good-will, average ability, and the

opportunity, we believed that the results must be decisive, one way or

the other.

Much of our enforced leisure was spent at the bureau of the group,

where the pilots gathered after each sortie to make out their reports.

There we heard accounts of exciting combats, of victories and narrow

escapes, which sounded like impossible fictions. A few of them may

have been, but not many. They were told simply, briefly, as a part of

the day's work, by men who no longer thought of their adventures as

being either very remarkable or very interesting. What, I thought,

will seem interesting or remarkable to them after the war, after such

a life as this? Once an American gave me a hint: "I'm going to apply

for a job as attendant in a natural-history museum."

Only a few minutes before, these men had been taking part in aerial

battles, attacking infantry in trenches, or enemy transport on roads

fifteen or twenty kilometres away. And while they were talking of

these things the drone of motors overhead announced the departure of

other patrols to battle-lines which were only five minutes distant by

the route of the air. For when weather permitted there was an

interlapping series of patrols flying over the sector from daylight

till dark. The number of these, and the number of _avions_ in each

patrol, varied as circumstances demanded.

On one wall of the bureau hung a large-scale map of the sector, which

we examined square by square with that delight which only the study of

maps can give. Trench-systems, both French and German, were outlined

upon it in minute detail. It contained other features of a very

interesting nature. On another wall there was a yet larger map, made

of aeroplane photographs taken at a uniform altitude and so pieced

together that the whole was a complete picture of our sector of

front. We spent hours over this one. Every trench, every shell hole,

every splintered tree or fragment of farmhouse wall stood out clearly.

We could identify machine-gun posts and battery positions. We could

see at a glance the result of months of fighting; how terribly men had

suffered under a rain of high explosives at this point, how lightly

they had escaped at another; and so we could follow, with a certain

degree of accuracy, what must have been the infantry actions at

various parts of the line.

The history of these trench campaigns will have a forbidding interest

to the student of the future; for, as he reads of the battles on the

Aisne, the Somme, of Verdun and Flanders, he will have spread out

before him photographs of the battlefields themselves, just as they

were at different phases of the struggle. With a series of these

pictorial records, men will be able to find the trenches from which

their fathers or grandfathers scrambled with their regiments to the

attack, the wire entanglements which held up the advance at one point,

the shell holes where they lay under machine-gun fire. And often they

will see the men themselves as they advanced through the barrage fire,

the sun glinting on their helmets. It will be a fascinating study, in

a ghastly way; and while such records exist, the outward meanings, at

least, of modern warfare will not be forgotten.

* * * * *

Tiffin, the messroom steward, was standing by my cot with a lighted

candle in his hand. The furrows in his kindly old face were outlined

in shadow. His bald head gleamed like the bottom of a yellow bowl. He

said, "Beau temps, monsieur," put the candle on my table, and went

out, closing the door softly. I looked at the window square, which was

covered with oiled cloth for want of glass. It was a black patch

showing not a glimmer of light.

The other pilots were gathering in the messroom, where a fire was

going. Some one started the phonograph. Fritz Kreisler was playing the

"Chansons sans Paroles." This was followed by a song, "Oh, movin' man,

don't take ma baby grand." It was a strange combination, and to hear

them, at that hour of the morning, before going out for a first sortie

over the lines, gave me a "mixed-up" feeling, which it was impossible

to analyze.

Two patrols were to leave the field at the same time, one to cover the

sector at an altitude of from two thousand to three thousand metres,

the other, thirty-five hundred to five thousand metres. J. B. and I

were on high patrol. Owing to our inexperience, it was to be a purely

defensive one between our observation balloons and the lines. We had

still many questions to ask, but having been so persistently

inquisitive for three days running, we thought it best to wait for

Talbott, who was leading our patrol, to volunteer his instructions.

He went to the door to look at the weather. There were clouds at about

three thousand metres, but the stars were shining through gaps in

them. On the horizon, in the direction of the lines, there was a broad

belt of blue sky. The wind was blowing into Germany. He came back

yawning. "We'll go up--ho, hum!"--tremendous yawn--"through a hole

before we reach the river. It's going to be clear presently, so the

higher we go the better."

The others yawned sympathetically.

"I don't feel very pugnastic this morning."

"It's a crime to send men out at this time of day--night, rather."

More yawns of assent, of protest. J. B. and I were the only ones fully

awake. We had finished our chocolate and were watching the clock

uneasily, afraid that we should be late getting started. Ten minutes

before patrol time we went out to the field. The canvas hangars

billowed and flapped, and the wooden supports creaked with the quiet

sound made by ships at sea. And there was almost the peace of the sea

there, intensified, if anything, by the distant rumble of heavy

cannonading.

Our Spad biplanes were drawn up in two long rows, outside the hangars.

They were in exact alignment, wing to wing. Some of them were clean

and new, others discolored with smoke and oil; among these latter were

the ones which J. B. and I were to fly. Being new pilots we were given

used machines to begin with, and ours had already seen much service.

_Fuselage_ and wings had many patches over the scars of old battles,

but new motors had been installed, the bodies overhauled, and they

were ready for further adventures.

It mattered little to us that they were old. They were to carry us out

to our first air battles; they were the first _avions_ which we could

call our own, and we loved them in an almost personal way. Each

machine had an Indian head, the symbol of the Lafayette Corps, painted

on the sides of the _fuselage_. In addition, it bore the personal mark

of its pilot,--a triangle, a diamond, a straight band, or an

initial,--painted large so that it could be easily seen and recognized

in the air.

The mechanicians were getting the motors _en route_, arming the

machine guns, and giving a final polish to the glass of the

wind-shields. In a moment every machine was turning over _ralenti_,

with the purring sound of powerful engines which gives a voice to

one's feeling of excitement just before patrol time. There was no more

yawning, no languid movement.

Rodman was buttoning himself into a combination suit which appeared to

add another six inches to his six feet two. Barry, who was leading the

low patrol, wore a woolen helmet which left only his eyes uncovered.

I had not before noticed how they blazed and snapped. All his energy

seemed to be concentrated in them. Porter wore a leather face-mask,

with a lozenge-shaped breathing-hole, and slanted openings covered

with yellow glass for eyes. He was the most fiendish-looking demon of

them all. I was glad to turn from him to the Duke, who wore a

_passe-montagne_ of white silk which fitted him like a bonnet. As he

sat in his machine, adjusting his goggles, he might have passed for a

dear old lady preparing to read a chapter from the Book of Daniel. The

fur of Dunham's helmet had frayed out, so that it fitted around the

sides of his face and under the chin like a beard, the kind worn by

old-fashioned sailors.

The strain of waiting patiently for the start was trying. The sudden

transformation of a group of typical-looking Americans into monsters

and devotional old ladies gave a moment of diversion which helped to

relieve it.

I heard Talbott shouting his parting instructions and remembered that

I did not know the rendezvous. I was already strapped in my machine

and was about to loosen the fastenings, when he came over and climbed

on the step of the car.

"Rendezvous two thousand over field!" he yelled.

I nodded.

"Know me--Big T--wings--fuselage. I'll--turning right. You and others

left. When--see me start--lines, fall in behind--left. Remember stick

close--patrol. If--get lost, better--home. Compass southwest. Look

carefully--landmarks going out. Got--straight?"

I nodded again to show that I understood. Machines of both patrols

were rolling across the field, a mechanician running along beside each

one. I joined the long line, and taxied over to the starting-point,

where the captain was superintending the send-off, and turned into the

wind in my turn. As though conscious of his critical eye, my old

veteran Spad lifted its tail and gathered flying speed with all the

vigor of its youth, and we were soon high above the hangars, climbing

to the rendezvous.

When we had all assembled, Talbott headed northeast, the rest of us

falling into our places behind him. Then I found that, despite the

new motor, my machine was not a rapid climber. Talbott noticed this

and kept me well in the group, he and the others losing height in

_renversements_ and _retournements_, diving under me and climbing up

again. It was fascinating to watch them doing stunts, to observe the

constant changing of positions. Sometimes we seemed, all of us, to be

hanging motionless, then rising and falling like small boats riding a

heavy swell. Another glance would show one of them suspended bottom

up, falling sidewise, tipped vertically on a wing, standing on its

tail, as though being blown about by the wind, out of all control. It

is only in the air, when moving with them, that one can really

appreciate the variety and grace of movement of a flock of

high-powered _avions de chasse_.

I was close to Talbott as we reached the cloud-bank. I saw him in dim

silhouette as the mist, sunlight-filtered, closed around us. Emerging

into the clear, fine air above it, we might have been looking at early

morning from the casement

"opening on the foam

Of perilous seas, in faëry lands forlorn."

The sun was just rising, and the floor of cloud glowed with delicate

shades of rose and amethyst and gold. I saw the others rising through

it at widely scattered points. It was a glorious sight.

Then, forming up and turning northward again, just as we passed over

the receding edge of the cloud-bank, I saw the lines. It was still

dusk on the ground and my first view was that of thousands of winking

lights, the flashes of guns and of bursting shells. At that time the

Germans were making trials of the French positions along the Chemin

des Dames, and the artillery fire was unusually heavy.

The lights soon faded and the long, winding battle-front emerged from

the shadow, a broad strip of desert land through a fair, green

country. We turned westward along the sector, several kilometres

within the French lines, for J. B. and I were to have a general view

of it all before we crossed to the other side. The fort of Malmaison

was a minute square, not as large as a postage-stamp. With thumb and

forefinger I could have spanned the distance between Soissons and

Laon. Clouds of smoke were rising from Allemant to Craonne, and these

were constantly added to by infinitesimal puffs in black and white. I

knew that shells of enormous calibre were wrecking trenches, blasting

out huge craters; and yet not a sound, not the faintest reverberation

of a gun. Here was a sight almost to make one laugh at man's idea of

the importance of his pygmy wars.

But the Olympian mood is a fleeting one. I think of Paradis rising on

one elbow out of the slime where he and his comrades were lying,

waving his hand toward the wide, unspeakable landscape.

"What are we, we chaps? And what's all this here? Nothing at all. All

we can see is only a speck. When one speaks of the whole war, it's as

if you said nothing at all--the words are strangled. We're here, and

we look at it like blind men."

To look down from a height of more than two miles, on an endless

panorama of suffering and horror, is to have the sense of one's

littleness even more painfully quickened. The best that the airman can

do is to repeat, "We're here, and we look at it like blind men."

We passed on to the point where the line bends northward, then turned

back. I tried to concentrate my attention on the work of identifying

landmarks. It was useless. One might as well attempt to study Latin

grammar at his first visit to the Grand Cañon. My thoughts went

wool-gathering. Looking up suddenly, I found that I was alone.

To the new pilot the sudden appearance or disappearance of other

_avions_ is a weird thing. He turns his head for a moment. When he

looks again, his patrol has vanished. Combats are matters of a few

seconds' duration, rarely of more than two or three minutes. The

opportunity for attack comes almost with the swiftness of thought and

has passed as quickly. Looking behind me, I was in time to see one

machine tip and dive. Then it, too, vanished as though it had melted

into the air. Shutting my motor, I started down, swiftly, I thought;

but I had not yet learned to fall vertically, and the others--I can

say almost with truth--were miles below me. I passed long streamers of

white smoke, crossing and recrossing in the air. I knew the meaning of

these, machine-gun tracer bullets. The delicately penciled lines

had not yet frayed out in the wind. I went on down in a steep spiral,

guiding myself by them, and seeing nothing. At the point where they

ended, I redressed and put on my motor. My altimeter registered two

thousand metres. By a curious chance, while searching the empty sky, I

saw a live shell passing through the air. It was just at the second

when it reached the top of its trajectory and started to fall. "Lord!"

I thought, "I have seen a shell, and yet I can't find my patrol!"

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