CHAPTER XXI.

GOOD-BYE, LONDON.

Sitting in her own room before supper, a letter was brought to Angela—a

long letter, closely written, in a neat, firm hand she knew very well.

It was from Denzil Warner; a letter full of earnest thought and warm

feeling, in which he pursued the subject of their morning’s discourse.

“We were interrupted before I had time to open my heart to you,

dearest,” he wrote; “and at a moment when we had touched on the most

delicate point in our friendship—the difference in our religious

education and observance. Oh, my beloved, let not difference in

particulars divide two hearts that worship the same God, or make a

barrier between two minds that think alike upon essentials. The Christ

who died for you is not less my Saviour because I love not to obtrude

the dressed-up image of His earthly mother between His Godhead and my

prayers. In the regeneration of baptism, in the sanctity of marriage,

in the resurrection of the body, and the life of the world to come, in

the reality of sin and the necessity for repentance, I believe as truly

as any Papist living. Let our lives be but once united, who knows how

the future may shape and modify our minds and our faith? I may be

brought to your way of thinking, or you to mine. I will pledge myself

never to be guilty of disrespect to your religion, or to unkindly urge

you to any change in your observances. I am not one of those who have

exchanged one tyranny for another, and who, released from the dominion

of Rome, have become the slave of the Covenant. I have been taught by

one who, himself deeply religious, would have all men free to worship

God by the light of their own conscience; and to my wife, that dearer

half of my soul, I would allow perfect freedom. I suffer from the lack

of poetic phrases with which to embellish the plain reality of my love;

but be sure, Angela, that you may travel far through the world, and

receive many a flowery compliment to your beauty, yet meet none who

will love you as faithfully as I have loved you for this year last

past, and as I doubt I shall love you—happy or unfortunate in my

wooing—for all the rest of my life. Think, dearest, whether it were not

wise on your part to accept the chaste and respectful homage of a

suitor who is free to love and cherish you, and thus to shield yourself

from the sinful pursuit of one who offends Heaven and dishonours you

whenever he looks at you with the eyes of a lover. I would not write

harshly of a man whose very sin I pity, and whom I believe not wholly

vile; but for him, as for me, that were a happy day which should make

you my wife, and thus end the madness of unholy hopes. I would again

urge that Lady Fareham desires our union with all a sister’s concern

for you, and more than a friend’s tenderness to me.

“I beseech your pardon and indulgence for my rough words of this

morning. God forbid that I should impute one unworthy thought to her

whose virtues I honour above all earthly merit. If your heart inclines

towards one whom it were misery for you to love, I know that it must be

with an affection pure and ethereal as the love of the disguised girl

in Fletcher’s play. But, ah, dearest angel, you know not the peril in

which you walk. Your innocent mind cannot conceive the audacious height

to which unholy love may climb in a man’s fiery nature. You cannot

fathom the black depths of such a character as Fareham—a man as capable

of greatness in evil as of distinction in good. Forget not whose fierce

blood runs in those veins. Can you doubt his audacity in wrong-doing,

when you remember that he comes of the same stock which produced that

renegade and tyrant, Thomas Wentworth—a man who would have waded deep

in the blood of a nation to reach his desired goal, all the history of

whose life was expressed by him in one word—‘thorough’?

“Do you consider what that word means to a man over whose heart sin has

taken the upper hand? Thorough! How resolute in evil, how undaunted and

without limit in baseness, is he who takes that word for his motto! Oh,

my love, there are dragons and lions about thy innocent footsteps—the

dragons of lust, the lions of presumptuous love. Flee from thy worst

enemy, dearest, to the shelter of a heart which adores thee; lean upon

a breast whose pulses beat for thee with a truth that time cannot

change.

“Thine till death,

“WARNER.”

Angela tore up the letter in anger. How dared he write thus of Lord

Fareham? To impute sinful passions, guilty desires—to enter into

another man’s mind, and read the secret cipher of his thoughts and

wishes with an assumed key, which might be false? His letter was a

bundle of false assumptions. What right had he to insist that her

brother-in-law cared for her with more than the affection authorised by

affinity? He had no right. She hated him for his insolent letter. She

scorned the protection of his love. She had her refuge and her shelter

in a holier love than his. The doors of the old home would open to her

at a word.

She sat on a low stool in front of the hearth, while the pile of ship

timber on the andirons burnt itself out and turned from red to grey.

She sat looking into the dying fire and recalling the pictures of the

past; the dull grey convent rooms and formal convent garden; the petty

rules and restrictions; the so-frequent functions—low mass and high,

benedictions, vespers—the recurrent sound of the chapel bell. The few

dull books, permitted in the hour of so-called recreation; the sombre

grey gown, which was the only relief from perpetual black; the

limitations of that colourless life. She had been happy with the

Ursulines under her kinswoman’s gentle sway. But could she be happy

with the present Superior, whose domineering temper she knew? She had

been happy in her ignorance of the outer world; but could she be happy

again in that grey seclusion—she who had sat at the banquet of life,

who had seen the beauty and the variety of her native land? To be an

exile for the rest of her days, in the hopeless gloom of a Flemish

convent, among the heavy faces of Flemish nuns!

In the intensity of introspective thought she had forgotten one who had

forbidden that gloomy seclusion, and to whom it would be as natural for

her to look for protection and refuge as to convent or husband. From

her thoughts to-night the image of her wandering father had been

absent. His appearances in her life had been so rare and so brief, his

influence on her destiny so slight, that she was forgetful of him now

in this crisis of her fate.

It was within a week of that evening that the sisters were startled by

the arrival of their father, unannounced, in the dusk of the winter

afternoon. He had come by slow stages from Spain, riding the greater

part of the journey—like Howell, fifty years earlier—attended only by

one faithful soldier-servant, and enduring no small suffering, and

running no slight risk, upon the road.

“The wolves had our provender on more than one occasion,” he told them.

“The wonder is they never had us or our hackneys. I left Madrid in

July, not long after the death of my poor friend Fanshawe. Indeed, it

was his friendship and his good lady’s unvarying courtesy that took me

to the capital. We had last met at Hampton Court, with the King,

shortly before his Majesty’s so ill-advised flight; and we were

bosom-friends then. And so, he being dead of a fever early in the

summer, I had no more to do but to travel slowly homeward, to end my

days in my own chimney-corner, and to claim thy promise, Angela, that

thou wouldst keep my house, and comfort my declining years.”

“Dear father!” Angela murmured, hanging over him as he sat in the

high-backed velvet chair by the fire, while her ladyship’s footmen set

a table near him, with wine and provisions for an impromptu meal, Lady

Fareham directing them, and coming between-whiles to embrace her father

in a flutter of spirits, the firelight shining on her flame-coloured

velvet gown and primrose taffety petticoat, her pretty golden curls and

sparkling Sévigné, her ruby necklace and earrings, and her bright

restless eyes.

While the elder sister was all movement and agitation, the younger

stood calm and still beside her father’s chair, her hands clasped in

his, her thoughtful eyes looking down at him as he talked, stopping now

and then in his story of adventures to eat and drink.

He looked much older than when he surprised her in the Convent garden.

His hair and beard, then iron grey, were now silver white. He wore his

own hair, which was abundant, and a beard cut after the fashion she

knew in the portraits of Henri Quatre. His clothes also were of that

style, which lived now only in the paintings of Vandyke and his school.

“How the girl looks at me!” Sir John said, surprising his daughter’s

earnest gaze. “Does she take me for a ghost?”

“Indeed, sir, she may well fancy you have come back from the other

world while you wear that antique suit,” said Hyacinth. “I hope your

first business to-morrow will be to replenish your wardrobe by the

assistance of Lord Rochester’s tailor. He is a German, and has the best

cut for a justau-corps in all the West End. Fareham is shabby enough to

make a wife ashamed of him; but his clothes are only too plain for his

condition. Your Spanish cloak and steeple hat are fitter for a

travelling quack doctor than for a gentleman of quality, and your

doublet and vest might have come out of the ark.”

“If I change them, it will be but to humour your vanity, sweetheart,”

answered her father. “I bought the suit in Paris three years ago, and I

swore I would cast them back upon the snip’s hands if he gave me any

new-fangled finery. But a riding-suit that has crossed the Pyrenees and

stood a winter’s wear at Montpelier—where I have been living since

October—can scarce do credit to a fine lady’s saloon; and thou art

finest, I’ll wager, Hyacinth, where all are fine.”

“You would not say that if you had seen Lady Castlemaine’s rooms. I

would wager that her gold and silver tapestry cost more than the

contents of my house.”

“Thou shouldst not envy sin in high places, Hyacinth.”

“Envy! I envy a——”

“Nay, love, no bad names! ’Tis a sorry pass England has come to when

the most conspicuous personage at her Court is the King’s mistress. I

was with Queen Henrietta at Paris, who received me mighty kindly, and

bewailed with me over the contrast betwixt her never-to-be-forgotten

husband and his sons. They have nothing of their father, she told me,

neither in person nor in mind. ‘I know not whence their folly comes to

them!’ she cried. It would have been uncivil to remind her that her own

father, hero as he was, had set no saintly example to royal husbands;

and that it is possible our princes take more of their character from

their grandfather Henry than from the martyr Charles. Poor lady, I am

told she left London deep in debt, after squandering her noble income

of these latter years, and that she has sunk in the esteem of the

French court by her alliance with Jermyn.”

“I can but wonder that she, above all women, should ever cease to be a

widow.”

“She comes of a light-minded race and nation, Angela; and it is easy to

her to forget; or she would not easily forget that so-adoring husband

whose fortunes she ruined. His most fatal errors came from his

subservience to her. When I saw her in her new splendour at Somerset

House, all smiles and gaiety, with youth and beauty revived in the

sunshine of restored fortune, I could but remember all he was, in

dignity and manly affection, proud and pure as King Arthur in the old

romance, and all she cost him by womanish tyrannies and prejudices, and

difficult commands laid upon him at a juncture of so exceeding

difficulty.”

The sisters listened in respectful silence. The old cavalier cut a

fresh slice of chine, sighed, and continued his sermon.

“I doubt that while we, the lookers on, remember, they, the actors,

forget; for could the son of such a noble victim wallow in a profligate

court, surrender himself to the devilish necromancies of vicious women

and viler men, if he remembered his father’s character, and his

father’s death? No; memory must be a blank, and we, who suffered with

our royal master, are fools to prate of ingratitude or neglect, since

the son who can forget such a father may well forget his father’s

servants and friends. But we will not talk of public matters in the

first hour of our greeting. Nor need I prate of the King, since I have

not come back to England to clap a periwig over my grey hairs, and play

waiter upon Court favour, and wear out the back of my coat against the

tapestry at Whitehall, standing in the rear of the crowd, to have my

toes trampled upon by the sharp heels of Court ladies, and an elbow in

my stomach more often than not. I am come, like Wolsey, girls, to lay

my old bones among you. Art thou ready, Angela? Hast thou had enough of

London, and play-houses, and parks; and wilt thou share thy father’s

solitude in Buckinghamshire?”

“With all my heart, sir.”

“What! never a sigh for London pleasures? Thou hast the great lady’s

air and carriage in that brave blue taffety. The nun I knew three years

ago has vanished. Can you so lightly renounce the splendour of this

house, and your sister’s company, to make a prosing old father happy?”

“Indeed, sir, I am ready to go with you.”

“How she says that—with what a countenance of woeful resignation! But I

will not make the Manor Moat too severe a prison, dearest. You shall

visit London, and your sister, when you will. There shall be a coach

and a team of stout roadsters to pull it when they are not wanted for

the plough. And the Vale of Aylesbury is but a long day’s journey from

London, while ’tis no more than a morning’s ride to Chilton.”

“I could not bear for her to be long away from me,” said Hyacinth. “She

is the only companion I have in the world.”

“Except your husband.”

“Husbands such as mine are poor company. Fareham has a moody brow, and

a mind stuffed with public matters. He dines with Clarendon one day,

and with Albemarle another; or he goes to Deptford to grumble with Mr.

Evelyn; or he creeps away to some obscure quarter of the town to

hob-nob with Milton, and with Marvel, the member for Hull. I doubt they

are all of one mind in abusing his Majesty, and conspiring against him.

If I lose my sister I shall have no one.”

“What, no one; when you have Henriette, who even three years ago had

shrewdness enough to keep an old grandfather amused with her

impertinent prattle?”

“Grandfathers are easily amused by children they see as seldom as you

have seen Papillon. To have her about you all day, with her everlasting

chatter, and questions, and remarks, and opinions (a brat of twelve

with opinions), would soon give you the vapours.”

“I am not so subject to vapours as you, child. Let me look at you, now

the candles are lighted.”

The footmen had lighted clusters of wax candles on either side the tall

chimney-piece.

Sir John drew his elder daughter to the light, and scrutinised her face

with a father’s privilege of uncompromising survey.

“You paint thick enough, i’ conscience’ name, though not quite so thick

as the Spanish señoras. They are browner than you, and need a heavier

hand with white and red. But you are haggard under all your red. You

are not the woman I left in ’65.”

“I am near two years older than the woman you left; and as for paint,

there is not a woman over twenty in London who uses as little red and

white as I do.”

“What has become of Fareham to-night?” Sir John asked presently, when

Hyacinth had picked up her favourite spaniel to nurse and fondle, while

Angela had resumed her occupation at an embroidery frame, and a

reposeful air as of a long-established domesticity had fallen upon the

scene.

“He is at Chilton. When he is not plotting he rushes off to Oxfordshire

for the hunting and shooting. He loves buglehorns and yelping curs, and

huntsmen’s cracked voices, far before the company of ladies or the

conversation of wits.”

“A man was never meant to sit in a velvet chair and talk fine. It is

all one for a French Abbé and a few old women in men’s clothing to sit

round the room and chop logic with a learned spinster like Mademoiselle

Scudéry; but men must live _sub Jove_, unless they are statesmen or

clerks. They must have horses and hounds, gun and spaniel, hawk or rod.

I am glad Fareham loves sport. And as for that talk of conspiring, let

me not hear it from thee, Hyacinth. ’Tis a perilous discourse to but

hint at treason; and your husband is a loyal gentleman who loves,

and”—with a wry face—“reveres—his King.”

“Oh, I was only jesting. But, indeed, a man who so disparages the

things other people love must needs be a rebel at heart. Did you hear

of Monsieur de Malfort while you were at Paris?”

The inquiry was made with that over-acted carelessness which betrays

hidden pain; but the soldier’s senses had been blunted by the

rough-and-tumble of an adventurer’s life, and he was not on the alert

for shades of feeling.

Angela accepted her father’s return, with the new duties it imposed

upon her, as if it had been a decree of Heaven. She put aside all

consideration of that refuge which would have meant so complete a

renunciation and farewell. On her knees that night, in the midst of

fervent prayers, her tears streamed fast at the thought that, secure in

the shelter of her father’s love, in the peaceful solitude of her

native valley, she could look to a far-off future when she and Fareham

might meet with out fear of sin, when no cloud of passion should darken

his brotherly affection for her; when his heart, now estranged from

holy things, would have returned to the faith of his ancestors,

reconciled to God and the Church. She could but think of him now as a

fallen angel—a wanderer who had strayed far from the only light and

guide of human life, and was thus a mark for the tempter. What lesser

power than Satan’s could have so turned good to evil; the friendship of

a brother to the base passion which had made so wide a gulf between

them; and which must keep them strangers till he was cured of his sin?

Only to diabolical possession could she ascribe the change that had

come over him since those happy days when she had watched the slow dawn

of health upon his sunken cheeks, when he and she had travelled

together through the rich autumn woods, along the pleasant English

roads, and when, in the leisure of the slow journey, he had poured out

his thoughts to her, the story of his life, his opinions, expatiating

in fraternal confidence upon the things he loved and the things he

hated. And at Chilton, she looked back and remembered his goodness to

her, the pains he had taken in choosing horses for her to ride, their

long mornings on the river with Henriette, their hawking parties, and

in all his tender brotherly care of her. The change in him had come

about by almost imperceptible degrees: but it had been chiefly marked

by a fitful temper that had cut her to the quick; now kind; now barely

civil; courting her company to-day; to-morrow avoiding her, as if there

were contagion in her presence. Then, after the meeting at Millbank,

there had come a coldness so icy, a sarcasm so cutting, that for a long

time she had thought he hated as much as he despised her. She had

withered in his contempt. His unkindness had overshadowed every hour of

her life, and the longing to cry out to him “Indeed, sir, your thoughts

wrong me. I am not the wretch you think,” had been almost too much for

her fortitude. She had felt that she must exculpate herself, even

though in so doing she should betray her sister. But honour, and

affection for Hyacinth, had prevailed; and she had bent her shoulders

to the burden of undeserved shame. She had sat silent and abashed in

his presence, like a guilty creature.

Sir John Kirkland spent a week at Fareham House, employed in choosing a

team of horses, suitable alike for the road and the plough, looking

out, among the coachmakers, for a second-hand travelling carriage, and

eventually buying a coach of Lady Fanshawe’s, which had been brought

from Madrid with the rest of her very extensive goods and chattels.

One need scarce remark that it was not one of the late Ambassador’s

state carriages, his ruby velvet coach, with fringes that cost three

hundred pounds, or his brocade carriage, but a coach that had been

built for the everyday use of his suite.

Sir John also bought a little plain silver, in place of that fine

collection of silver and parcel-gilt which had been so willingly

sacrificed to royal necessities; and though he breathed no sigh over

past losses, some bitter thoughts may have come across his cheerfulness

as he heard of the splendour and superabundance of Lady Castlemaine’s

plate and jewels, or of the ring worth six hundred pounds lately

presented to a pretty actress.

In a week he was ready for Buckinghamshire; and Angela had her trunks

packed, and had bid good-bye to her London friends, amidst the chatter

of Lady Fareham’s visiting-day, and the clear, bell-like clash of

delicate china tea-cups—miniature bowls of egg-shell porcelain, without

handles, and to be held daintily between the tips of high-bred fingers.

There was a chorus of courteous bewailing at the notion of Mrs.

Kirkland’s departure.

Sir Ralph Masaroon pretended to be in despair.

“Is it not bad enough to have had the coldest winter my youth can

remember? But you must needs take the sun from our spring. Why, the

maids of honour will count for handsome when you are gone. What’s that

Butler says?—

‘The twinkling stars begin to muster,

And glitter with their borrowed lustre.’

But what’s to become of me without the sun? I shall have no one to

side-glass in the Ring.”

“Indeed, Sir Ralph, I did not know that you ever side-glassed me!”

“What, you have suffered my devotion to pass unperceived? When I have

broken half a dozen coach windows in your service, rattling a glass

down with a vehemence which would have startled a Venus in marble to

turn and recognise an adorer! Round and round the Ring I have driven

for hours, on the chance of a look. Nay, marble is not so coy as

froward beauty! And at the Queen’s chapel have I not knelt at the Mass

morning after morning, at the risk of being thought a Papist, for the

sake of seeing you at prayers; and have envied the Romish dog who

handed you the aspersoir as you went out? And you to be unconscious all

the time!”

“Nay, ’tis so much happier for me, Sir Ralph, since you have given me a

reserve of gratified vanity that will last me a year in the country,

where I shall see nothing but ploughmen and bird-boys.”

“Look out for the scarecrows in Sir John’s fields, for the odds are you

will see me some day disguised as one.”

“Why disguised?” asked his friend Mr. Penington, who had lately

produced a comedy that had been acted three afternoons at the Duke’s

Theatre, and one evening at Court, which may be taken as a prosperous

run for a new play.

Lady Sarah Tewkesbury held forth on the pleasures of a country life,

and lamented that family connections and the necessity of standing well

with the Court constrained her to spend the greater part of her

existence in town.

“I am like Milton,” she said. “I adore a rural life. To hear the cock—

‘From his watchtower in the skies,

When the horse and hound do rise.’

Oh, I love buttercups and daisies above all the Paris finery in the

Exchange; and to steep one’s complexion in May-dew, and to sup on a

syllabub or a dish of frumenty—so cheap, too, while it costs a fortune

but to scrape along in London.”

“The country is well enough for a month at hay-making, to romp with a

bevy of London beauties in the meadows near Tunbridge Wells, or to

dance to a couple of fiddles on the Common by moonlight,” said Mr.

Penington; whereupon all agreed that Tunbridge Wells, Epsom, Doncaster,

and Newmarket were the only country possible to people of intellect.

“I would never go further than Epsom, if I had my will,” said Sir

Ralph; “for I see no pleasure in Newmarket for a man who keeps no

running-horses, and has no more interest in the upshot of a race than

he might have in a maggot match on his own dining-table, did he stake

high enough on the result.”

“But my sister is not to be buried in Buckinghamshire all the year

round,” explained Hyacinth. “I shall fetch her here half a dozen times

in a season; and her shortest visits must be long enough to take the

country freshness out of her complexion, and save her from becoming a

milkmaid.”

“Gud, to see her freckled!” cried Penington. “I could as soon imagine

Helen with a hump. That London pallor is the choicest charm in a girl

of quality—a refined sickliness that appeals to the heart of a man of

feeling, an ‘if-you-don’t-lend-me-your-arm-I-shall-swoon’ sort of air.

Your country hoyden, with her roses-and-cream complexion, and open-air

manners, is more shocking than Medusa to a man of taste.”

The talk drifted to other topics at the mention of Buckingham, who had

but lately been let out of the Tower, where he and Lord Dorchester had

been committed for scuffling and quarrelling at the Canary Conference.

“Has your ladyship seen the Duke and Lord Dorchester since they came

out of the house of bondage?” asked Lady Sarah. “I think Buckingham was

never so gay and handsome, and takes his imprisonment as the best joke

that ever was, and is as great at Court as ever.”

“His Majesty is but too indulgent,” said Masaroon, “and encourages the

Duke to be insolent and careless of ceremony. He had the impertinence

to show himself at chapel before he had waited on his Majesty.”

“Who was very angry and forbade him the Court,” said Penington. “But

Buckingham sent the King one of his foolish, jesting letters, capped

with a rhyme or two; and if you can make Charles Stuart laugh you may

pick his pocket——”

“Or seduce his mistress——”

“Oh, he will forgive much to wit and gaiety. He learnt the knack of

taking life easily, while he led that queer, shifting life in exile. He

was a cosmopolitan and a soldier of fortune before he was a King _de

facto;_ and still wears the loose garments of those easy, beggarly

days, when he had neither money nor care. Be sure he regrets that

roving life—Madrid, Paris, the Hague—and will never love a son as well

as little Monmouth, the child of his youth.”

“What would he not give to make that base-born brat Prince of Wales?

Strange that while Lord Ross is trying to make his offspring

illegitimate by Act of Parliament, his master’s anxieties should all

tend the other way.”

“Don’t talk to me of Parliament!” cried Lady Sarah; “the tyranny of the

Rump was nothing to them. Look at the tax upon French wines, which will

make it almost impossible for a lady of small means to entertain her

friends. And an Act for burying us all in woollen, for the benefit of

the English trade in wool.”

“But, indeed, Lady Sarah, it is we of the old faith who have most need

to complain,” said Lady Fareham, “since these wretches make us pay a

double poll-tax; and all our foreign friends are being driven away for

the same reason—just because the foolish and the ignorant must needs

put down the fire to the Catholics.”

“Indeed, your ladyship, the Papists have had an unlucky knack at

lighting fires, as Smithfield and Oxford can testify,” said Penington;

“and perhaps, having no more opportunity of roasting martyrs, it may

please some of your creed to burn Protestant houses, with the chance of

cooking a few Protestants inside ’em.”

Angela had drawn away from the little knot of fine ladies and finer

gentlemen, and was sitting in the bay window of an ante-room, with

Henriette and the boy, who were sorely dejected at the prospect of

losing her. The best consolation she could offer was to promise that

they should be invited to the Manor Moat as soon as she and her father

had settled themselves comfortably there—if their mother could spare

them.

Henriette laughed outright at this final clause.

“Spare us!” she cried. “Does she ever want us? I don’t think she knows

when we are in the room, unless we tread upon her gown, when she

screams out ‘Little viper!’ and hits us with her fan.”

“The lightest touch, Papillon; not so hard as you strike your favourite

baby.”

“Oh, she doesn’t hurt me; but the disrespect of it! Her only daughter,

and nearly as high as she is!”

“You are an ungrateful puss to complain, when her ladyship is so kind

as to let you be here to see all her fine company.”

“I am sick of her company, almost always the same, and always talking

about the same things. The King, and the Duke, and the General, and the

navy; or Lady Castlemaine’s jewels, or the last new head from Paris, or

her ladyship’s Flanders lace. It is all as dull as ditch-water now

Monsieur de Malfort is gone. He was always pleasant, and he let me play

on his guitar, though he swore it excruciated him. And he taught me the

new Versailles coranto. There’s no pleasure for any one since he fell

ill and left England.”

“You shall come to the Manor. It will be a change, even though you hate

the country and love London.”

“I have left off loving London. I have had too much of it. If his

lordship let us go to the play-house often it would be different. Oh,

how I loved Philaster—and that exquisite page! Do you think I could act

that character, auntie, if his lordship’s tailor made me such a dress?”

“I think thou hast impudence for anything, dearest.”

“I would rather act that page than Pauline in _Polyeucte_, though

Mademoiselle swears I speak her tirades nearly as well as an actress

she once saw at the Marais, who was too old and fat for the character.

How I should love to be an actress, and to play tragedy and comedy, and

make people cry and laugh! Indeed, I would rather be anything than a

lady—unless I could be exactly like Lady Castlemaine.”

“Ah, Heaven forbid!”

“But why not? I heard Sir Ralph tell mother that, let her behave as

badly as she may, she will always be atop of the tree, and that the

young sparks at the Chapel Royal hardly look at their prayer-books for

gazing at her, and that the King——”

“Ah, sweetheart, I want to hear no more of her!”

“Why, don’t you like her? I thought you did not know her. She never

comes here.”

“Are there any staghounds in the Vale of Aylesbury?” asked the boy, who

had been looking out of the window, watching the boats go by, unheeding

his sister’s babble.

“I know not, love; but there shall be dogs enough for you to play with,

I’ll warrant, and a pony for you to ride. Grandfather shall get them

for his dearest.”

Sir John was fond of Henriette, whom he looked upon as a marvel of

precocious brightness; but the boy was his favourite, whom he loved

with an old man’s half-melancholy affection for the creature which is

to live and act a part in the world when he, the greybeard, shall be

dust.

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