CHAPTER IV.

Miss Carleton had been with her young ladies for a promenade--people

less elegant would have said for a walk--Miss Carleton rejoiced in long

words. "Young ladies, prepare for a promenade," was her daily formula.

They had just returned, and Miss Arleigh missed Adelaide Lyster.

"Why did not Miss Lyster go out with us today?" she asked of another

governess.

"She complained of headache, and seemed quite out of spirits," was the

reply.

Marion hastened to her; she was of a most loving disposition, this

motherless girl--tender and kind of heart, and there was no one for her

to love--no father, mother, sister or brother; she was very rich, but

quite alone in the world. She hastened to Miss Lyster's room, and found

that young lady completely prostrated by what she called a nervous

headache.

"You have been crying, Adelaide," said Marion. "It's no use either

denying it or turning your head so that I cannot see you. What is the

matter?"

"I wish you had not come here, Marion. I did not want you to know my

trouble."

"But I must know it," and the girl's arms were clasped around her. She

stooped down and kissed the treacherous face. "I must know it," she

continued, impetuously; "when I say must, Adelaide, I mean it."

"I dare not tell you--I cannot tell you, Miss Arleigh. It would have

been well for my brother had he never seen your face."

"You have heard from him, then--it is about him?" and the fair face

flushed.

"Yes, it is about him. I have had a letter from him this morning. He

says that he must give up his appointment here and go abroad--that he

cannot bear the torture of seeing you; and if he does go abroad, I shall

never see him again."

The lips that had been caressing her quivered slightly.

"He is all I have in the world," continued the governess; "the only

gleam of light or love in my troubled life. Oh, Marion! if he goes from

me--goes to hide his sorrow and his love where I shall never see him

again--what will become of me? I am in despair. The very thought of it

breaks my heart."

And Miss Lyster sobbed as though she meant every word of it. The heiress

bent over her.

"What can I do to help you? I am so sorry, Adelaide."

"There is only one thing you could do," replied the other, "and I dare

not even mention it. My brother must die. Oh, fatal hour in which he

ever saw the beauty of that face!"

"Tell me what the one thing is, Adelaide. If it is possible, I will do

it."

"I dare not mention it. It is useless to name it. Men like my brother

throw their genius, their life and love, under the feet of girls like

you; but they meet with no return."

"Tell me what it is," repeated the other, her generous heart touched by

the thought of receiving so much and giving so little.

"If you would but consent to see him--I know you will not, but it is the

only means of saving him--if you expressed but the faintest shadow of a

wish, he would stay; I know he would."

Marion hesitated.

"How can I interfere?" she said. "How can I express any such wish to

him?"

"I knew you would not. That is why I did not care to tell you my

trouble. Why should you--so rich, so happy, so beautiful--why should you

interest yourself in the fate of people like us? My brother is a genius,

not a lord."

"I wish," cried the girl, impatiently, "that you would not be always

talking to me about my riches. I cannot help them. You make me wretched.

It is not because I am rich that I hesitate--how absurd you are,

Adelaide!--but because your brother is a stranger to me, and I have no

right to interfere in his life."

"Is that all? I fancied you considered him so far beneath you. Genius

is Godlike, but it is not money. Ah, Marion, if that be all, save him!

Save him! He is all I have in the world! He is so young, so sensitive,

so clever, so proud, you could influence him with half a word. If you

said to him, 'Stay,' he would remain, though kings and emperors should

summon him. Will you see him, and say that one word, Marion, for my

sake?"

It was very pleasant to know that one word from her could influence the

life of this great unknown genius; very pleasant to believe that she was

loved so dearly, so entirely, that even an emperor could not take the

man who worshiped her from her side. It seems weak that she should so

easily believe. Insight gives one a false estimate of her character; but

there are many things to be considered before judging her. She was

romantic in the highest degree; she was all idealty and poetry. She had

no idea of the realities of life; she had the vaguest possible idea that

there was wickedness in the world, but that ever deceit or treachery

should come near her was an idea that never entered her romantic mind.

She was too old to be at school; had her mother been living, she would

have been removed from there. She would have had friends and admirers,

her love and affection would have found proper objects, and the great

calamity of her life would have been averted. Heaven help and guide any

foolish, romantic girl left without the guidance of mother or friend!

She thought nothing of the impropriety of meeting the young artist

unknown to any one. She remembered only the romance of it--a genius, a

handsome young genius was dying for love of her, for her sake; he was

going away, to leave home, friends and country, going to die in exile,

simply for love of her; to lay down all the brilliant hopes of his life,

to give up all his dreams, all his plans, because he found her so fair

he could no longer live in her presence. Before she made any further

remark she began to think whether any of her favorite heroines had ever

been in this delightful situation, and how it was best to behave with a

genius dying for her. She could not remember, but she knew there were

innumerable instances of queens having loved their subjects--to wit, the

stately Elizabeth and Essex. She, in the eyes of this poor artist and

his sister, was a queen--it would not hurt her to stoop from her high

estate. She turned her fair, troubled face to the astute woman by her

side.

"Even if I could do him any good by seeing him," she said, "how could it

be managed?"

Miss Lyster's stare of admiration was something wonderful to see. "Would

you be so noble, so generous? Oh, Miss Arleigh, you will save my life

and his! Would you really see him, and tell him he had better stay? How

good you are! Do you know, I could kneel here at your feet to thank you.

If you are willing, I can make all arrangements--I only needed your

consent."

The excitement was a pleasant break in the monotony of school life. How

little did Marion understand those with whom she had to deal! She had

promised to grant this interview as something of a condescension. Miss

Lyster managed her so skilfully that before it took place she had

learned to long for it.

The farce of Allan's illness was kept up. For two days the pupils were

deprived of their lessons through the indisposition of their master.

"I do not know that your kindness will be needed after all," said

Adelaide, sadly. "My brother is very ill; he may not recover. Oh, what a

fatal day it was when he first saw you, Miss Arleigh!"

Now, Marion had often rehearsed this interview. She had pictured herself

as taking the part of a very dignified queen; of saying to this

interesting subject who was dying for love of her, "Stay." She imagined

his delight at her condescension, his sister's gratitude for her

kindness; and now, behold, nothing of the kind was wanting--the pretty

role she had sketched out for herself required no playing.

"I do not think I need make any arrangement for the little interview you

promised my brother," said Miss Lyster to the simple girl. "I have had a

note from him this morning. He is in better health, but he is in

despair, and he cannot hide it. He absolutely refuses to believe that

you have consented to see him. Unless you tell him so yourself, he will

never believe it."

"But how can I tell him?" asked the girl.

"Write on a piece of paper, 'Come at the hour and place your sister

appoints. I wish to see you.' Then he will come. I am writing tonight,

and will enclose the note."

It would rather take from her queenlike attitude, she thought; but as

she had promised the kindness, it would not be graceful to dispute as to

how it should be granted; so, under the guidance of the woman to whom

her innocent youth was entrusted, she sealed her fate with her own

hands.

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