They stood on a parapet of the first building to be erected in New
Chicago and watched the tiny flares of the workmen who had come from
all over the world to rebuild the city. It was night--a cool, almost
clear night with only a few faint clouds scudding across the face of
the full moon. The stars blazed down, a million tiny candles flickering
against a background of black.
Avis moved her head a fraction and said: "Do you love me?"
"What do you think?"
After a moment, she said: "I have to go back tomorrow."
"I know."
"I ... don't want to leave."
"Why not?"
She smiled in the darkness. "You know why not. I don't want to leave
you."
He hunkered down on the parapet and she sat down beside him.
"They never told you my last name, did they?" she asked suddenly.
"It's Tanner, isn't it?"
"He was my brother."
He waited a moment, then asked: "What happened to him?"
"He wanted power," she said quietly. "Our society wouldn't give it to
him. So he sold out. Of his own free will--he hadn't been conditioned
like you were." She paused. "I suppose as long as there's a human race,
there will be people who want power and who will be willing to sell
their fellow man to get it."
Stan frowned. "That's why they sent you down to try and stop him,
wasn't it?"
She nodded. "I was the most qualified." Pause. "A Thuscan eventually
took his place, I know. But I wonder how he actually died. Did you ever
hear about him on Thusca?"
"He died a hero," Stan lied.
She smiled in the dark. "Thanks anyways. But I knew him, too."
"They used him as a model," Stan said. "Like Mr. Ainsworth and Mr.
Malcolm. There actually were human beings like that. Somewhere along
the line, the Thuscans captured them and studied them so they could
imitate them. Ainsworth and Malcolm and your brother served as models."
He shuddered. "Perhaps on some world there's an imitation Stanley
Martin walking around."
They watched the stars for a while and then Avis said: "You're a strong
man, Stan. How did they ever ... break you?"
"A simple technique--brain-washing you could call it. The Thuscans
set up Mr. Malcolm and Mr. Ainsworth and I was the man between. Mr.
Malcolm was the enemy, Mr. Ainsworth was the friend. Mr. Ainsworth
would 'rescue' me from Mr. Malcolm. There's no quicker way to build
up a friendship. I felt obligated, in a sense. And then there was
torture ... and machines. When my memory came back, I thought I had
it all figured. I only made one mistake. I never thought Tanner was a
Thuscan."
"He fooled a lot of people, including myself. You shouldn't feel bad."
"But I do! If Tanner had been a real human being, then they would never
have needed me.... Clever psychologists though they were, they had to
work through a human agency as a safety factor. If Tanner had been
real, they could have done it through him."
"You broke the conditioning," she pointed out. "How?"
He smiled. "That morning when they jumped me. They beat me up for half
an hour and nobody came to my rescue. Nobody but Ainsworth. Even in
Chicago, people don't stand by and let a 17 year old kid get killed by
three men. Tanner had used the time pistol. What had seemed to take
a half hour for me actually occurred in seconds. Nobody could have
helped me if they had wanted to!"
* * * * *
He stared moodily at the sky. "You know, there isn't much here for me,
Avis. I lost my whole family when Chicago was wiped off the map. Larry
had died before then, of course." He lowered his voice to a brooding
sadness. "And the indoctrination I had, it hasn't entirely worn off.
Sometimes I think of people as ... apes again."
"What do you want to do, Stan?" Her voice was cautious.
He stood up and waved at the sky.
"I'm going back with you! There's a thousand worlds up there I've never
seen, a thousand adventures I've never had! And there's still Thusca!"
She laughed softly. "Anything else?"
He ran his fingers through her hair and brushed her lips. "You know
better than that...."
"We leave tomorrow," she repeated after a moment.
He kissed her softly and then lay back on the parapet and stared at the
flickering stars overhead. A breeze came in off the lake and tugged at
his hair and he imagined it sweeping on, blowing to a thousand worlds
he had never seen.
And a thousand adventures he had never had....