The news from home is good and bad. As usual, they are desperately

optimistic, but more men are coming. We must, if we can, save the Arabs

with Townshend. The last telegrams in were pitiful. Townshend quotes

military precedents and other campaigns, and it’s all mixed up with

famine and the stinks of Kut. Wilfred Peek’s his A.D.C. I am to try

and get him a safe conduct to take Townshend’s stuff up to him, also

one for us. If Townshend does not make it clear that it’s a return

ticket, we shall all be kept. I saw General Lake this morning. Captain

Bermester, the Chief of the Staff, Neville, Dick Bevan and Miller all

went off this morning. The Admiral is coming back. I have received

instructions about negotiations.

_Friday, April 28, 1916._ _H.M.S. “Mantis.”_ For the last two days I

have been standing by to go to Kut, constantly dressing up for it and

then undressing for the heat. A wave of great heat has come and the air

is black with flies. Practically no firing, though they tried to shell

us yesterday and an aeroplane dropped bombs near here. We have got very

little to bargain with, as far as the Turks are concerned, practically

only the exchange of prisoners. The operations of this force are not to

be reckoned with as a bargaining asset. We are not to retire to save

Townshend. Yesterday Townshend saw Khalil at ten a.m., whom he liked.

Khalil said that Townshend would have as great a reception in Turkey

as Osman Pasha in Russia, but he demanded unconditional surrender, or

that Townshend should march out of Kut. This last is equivalent to an

unconditional surrender, and Townshend’s men are too weak. We are all

sorry for them.

Yesterday morning General Lake sent for me, and talked about the Turks.

I said it was quite clear to me that the Turks would procrastinate,

if it was only from force of habit, and the end of that must mean

unconditional surrender. General Lake was calm. He has been made

responsible for things for which other people are answerable. Townshend

has telegraphed to say that he has only food for two more days and

that Khalil has referred to Enver for better terms.... I still think

Townshend would get better terms for himself than we shall get for him.

He has made a desperately gallant fight of it, and his position has

not been taken. Lack of food makes him surrender, not force of arms.

We, the relieving force, have been checked by the Turks, but I suppose

all these men, Lake, Townshend and Nixon, will be made scapegoats. In

the last telegrams Townshend warns us that the Turks may attack. He

says he cannot move out, and that even if he were able to get his weak

men out the Turks would not have enough tents for them or transport to

Bagdad, and that there will be a terrible tragedy and that a lot of

sick and wounded will die.... We are not in a position to insist on

anything. One is more sorry for Townshend and his men than words can

say.

_Sunday, April 30, 1916._ _H.M.S. “Mantis.”_ _The Events of Saturday_:

Yesterday morning Colonel Beach came to the _Mantis_ at seven and

took me off. We rode across the bridge to General Younghusband’s H.Q.

Nothing that I have ever seen or dreamed of came up to the flies. They

hatched out until they were almost the air. They were in myriads. The

horses were half mad. The flies were mostly tiny. They rolled up in

little balls when one passed one’s hand across one’s sweating face.

They were on your eyelids and lashes and in your lips and nostrils. We

could not speak for them, and could hardly see.

We went into General Younghusband’s tent. The flies, for some reason,

stayed outside. He put a loose net across the door of the tent. They

were like a visible fever, shimmering in the burning light all round.

Inside his tent you did not breathe them; outside you could not help

taking them in through the nose and the mouth. We left General

Younghusband and went on to the front trenches, where we met Colonel

Aylsmee. There Lawrence joined us. We three then went out of the

trenches with a white flag, and walked a couple of hundred yards or so

ahead, where we waited, with all the battlefield smells round us. It

was all a plain, with the river to the north and the place crawling

with huge black beetles and singing flies, that have been feeding on

the dead. After a time a couple of Turks came out. I said: “We have got

a letter to Khalil.” This they wanted to take from us, but we refused

to give it up, and they sent an orderly back to ask if we might come in

to the Turkish lines. Meanwhile we talked amiably. One of the Turkish

officers, a Cretan, had left school five years ago and had been in five

wars. He reckoned that he had been in 200 attacks, not counting scraps

with brigands and comitadjis. The Turks showed us their medals, and we

were rather chagrined at not being able to match them, but they and we

agreed that we should find the remedy for that in a future opportunity.

Several hours passed. It was very hot. I was hungry, having had no

breakfast. Again they asked us to give up our letter. I said that

our orders were to deliver it in person and, as soldiers, they knew

what orders were, but that Colonel Beach would give the letter up if

their C.O. would guarantee that we should see Khalil Pasha. This took

a long time. The Turks sent for a tent. A few rifle shots went off

from our lines, but Beach went back and stopped it. The Turks sent

for oranges and water, and we ate and drank. We had to refill these

bottles from the Tigris, and up and down the banks were a lot of dead

bodies from shot-wounds and cholera. After some time they agreed to

Beach’s proposal. We were blindfolded and we went in a string of hot

hands to the trenches of the Turks. When it was plain going the Turk,

who talked French, called: “Franchement, en avant,” and when it was

bad going, over trenches, “Yavash Dikatet.” We marched a long way

through these trenches, banging against men and corners, and sweating

something cruel. Beyond the trenches we went for half an hour, while

my handkerchief became a wet string across my eyes. Then we met Bekir

Sami Bey. He was a very fine man and very jolly, something between an

athlete and old King Cole. He lavished hospitality upon us, coffee

and yoghurt, and begged us to say if there was anything more he could

get us, while we sat and streamed with perspiration. He told us how

he had loved England and still did. He was fierceness and friendship

incarnate. He said it was all Grey’s fault, and glorified the Crimea.

Why couldn’t we have stuck to that policy? Then, as we were going off,

I said that he would not insist on our eyes being bandaged, showing him

my taut, wet rag of a pocket-handkerchief. He shouted with laughter

and said: “No, no; you have chosen soldiering, a very hard profession.

You have got to wear that for miles, and you will have to ride across

ditches.” Then he shook hands and patted us on the shoulder.

My eyes were bound, and I got on a horse that started bucking because

of the torture of the flies. The Turk was angry and amused. I heard

him laughing and swearing: “This is perfectly monstrous. Ha, ha! He’ll

be off. Ha, ha! This is a reproach to us.” I was then given another

horse that was not much of an improvement, and off we three went

with a Turkish officer, Ali Shefket, and a guard. Lawrence had hurt

his knee and could not ride. He got off and walked, a Turkish officer

being left with him. Colonel Beach and I went on. Then our eyes were

unbound, though as a matter of fact this was against the orders I had

heard given. The Turk Ali Shefket and I talked. He knew no French. He

said to me: “Formerly the Arabs would not take our bank-notes; now they

take them. Once upon a time they would not take medjids; two days ago

they took them. To what do you put that down?” I knew he meant the fall

of Kut, but it was not said maliciously. I said that I put it down to

the beautiful character of the marsh Arabs, “yerli bourda beule” (here

the native are thus). He laughed and agreed. We passed formidable herds

of horses and mules, our road a sand-track. The escort rode ahead of

us. The heat was very great, but we galloped. The Turks we met thought

that we were prisoners. They saluted sometimes at strict attention,

sometimes with a grin, and later our Indians were told in return to

salute the Turkish officers, who looked at them as black as thunder.

At last we came to Khalil’s camp, a single round tent, a few men on

motor cycles coming and going, horses picketed here and there and the

camp in process of shifting. Later on, Khalil said that the flies bored

him and that he meant to camp beside the river. Colonel Beach told me

to start talking. I said to Khalil, whose face I remembered: “Where

was it that I met your Excellency last?” And he said: “At a dance at

the British Embassy.” Khalil, throughout the interview, was polite. He

was quite a young man for his position, I suppose about thirty-five,

and a fine man to look at--lion-taming eyes, a square chin and a mouth

like a trap. Kiazim Bey, who was also courteous, but silent, was his

C.G.S. We began on minor points. The Turks had taken the English ladies

in Bagdad. Their husbands were sent across to Alexandretta, where I

met them last year; some of them, worse luck, are now prisoners again.

We had Turkish ladies at Amara and also twenty-five Turkish civilian

officials. This exchange was arranged. They were to meet each other at

Beyrout.

I went on to speak of the _Julnar_. He said that there had been two

killed on the _Julnar_. He was afraid it was the two Captains. He was

sorry. It made Beech and me very sad. I did hope they would have got

through. Firman was a gallant man--he had had forty-eight hours’ leave

in four years--and old Cowley was a splendid old fellow. Well, if you

are going to be killed, trying to relieve Townshend is not a bad way to

end.

After that, I began talking of the treatment of the Arab population

in Kut. I asked Khalil to put himself in the position of Townshend. I

said that I knew that he could not help feeling for Townshend, whose

lifelong study of soldiering was brought to nought through siege and

famine, by no fault of his own. I said that the Arabs with Townshend

had done what weak people always do: they had trimmed their sails,

and because they had feared him, they had given him their service. If

they suffered, Townshend would feel that he was responsible. Khalil

said: “There is no need to worry about Townshend. He’s all right.”

He added that the Arabs are Turkish subjects, not British, and that

therefore their fate was irrelevant, but that their fate would depend

upon what they did in the future, not upon what they had done in the

past. We asked him for some assurance that there would be no hanging or

persecution. He would not give this assurance, for the reasons already

stated, but said that it was not his intention to do anything to the

Arabs. Then Lawrence turned up.

We discussed the question of our sick and wounded. He said that he

would send 500 of them down the river, but that he required Turkish

soldiers for them in exchange. I said that he gained by having sound

men instead of wounded. He wanted us to send boats to fetch these men.

He said that he was sending them drugs, doctors and food, and doing

what could be done. Beach asked for the exchange of all our prisoners

in Kut against the Ottomans that we had taken. He at first said that he

would exchange English against Turk and Arab against Indian, because

he had a poor opinion of the fighting qualities of the last two. I

said that some of the Arabs had fought very well, and he would gain by

getting them back. He then pulled out a list of prisoners of ours, and

went through the list of Arab surrenders, swearing. He said: “Perhaps

one of our men in ten is weak or cowardly, but it’s only one in a

hundred of the Arabs who is brave. Look, these brutes have surrendered

to you because they were a lot of cowards. What are you to do with men

like that? You can send them back to me if you like, but I have already

condemned them to death. I should like to have them to hang.” That

ended that. We must see that Arabs are not sent back by mistake.

He then said that he would like us to send ships up to transport

Townshend and his men to Bagdad; otherwise they would have to march,

which would be hard on them. He promised to let us have these ships

back again. Colonel Beach said to me, not for translation, that this

was impossible. We have already insufficient transport. He told me to

say that he would refer this to General Lake. We then talked about

terms and the exchange of the sick and wounded. On this, Khalil said he

would refer to Enver or Constantinople as to whether sound men at Kut

would be exchanged against the Turkish prisoners in Cairo and India.

He did not think it likely. He was going to give us the wounded in any

case, at once. He would trust us to give their equivalent.

_Guns_: Townshend had destroyed the guns. Khalil was angry and

showed it. He said he had a great admiration for Townshend, but he

was obviously disappointed at not getting the guns, on which he had

counted. He said: “I could have prevented it by bombarding, but I did

not want to.” Later, one of his officers said to me: “The Pasha’s a

most honourable man; all love him. He was first very pleased and said

that Townshend should go free. After that something happened, I don’t

know what, and now Townshend will be an honoured prisoner at Stamboul.”

Beach told me to say that we would willingly pay for the maintenance

of the civilians and the Arabs of Kut. Khalil brushed this aside and

returned to his proposal that we should send up boats to transport

Townshend’s sick and wounded to Bagdad. Beach whispered to me that we

had not enough ships for ourselves at the present moment and no reserve

supplies....

Then we talked of the general situation and its difficulties. I asked

him if all this business would be possible without an armistice. Khalil

said very strongly indeed that he was entirely against an armistice

and that he wanted his assurance given to General Lake that even if

there was a general offensive the ships carrying the sick and wounded

could still come and go. Beach told me to say that we had no idea of

an armistice. Khalil, at this point, grew very sleepy. He apologized

and said he had had a lot of work to do. He also said that he had seen

Townshend that morning and that he was all right, but he had slight

fever.

Our final understanding with Khalil was that we were to notify him when

we were sending up boats, so that he might clear the river. He laughed

and said that he had forgotten all about the mines, which we had not.

We ended with mutual compliments, and we said good-bye to him and

Kiazim Bey. As we were leaving he called to me and said that he hoped

we should be comfortable that night and that we were to ask for all we

wanted. After more compliments, we shook hands and rode away, all the

Turks saluting. I talked to Ali Shefket, who now seemed a fast friend

and said: “How angry the Germans would be if they could see the Turks

and the English.”

We rode on, and before sunset, came to the Turkish camp. There the

three of us sat down and, as far as we could for the flies, wrote

reports.

The Turks gave us their tent, though I should have preferred to sleep

out. They gave us their beds and an excellent dinner. We all sat and

smoked after dinner for a few minutes under the stars, with camp

fires burning round us. Muezzin called from different places and the

sound of flutes and singing came through the dusk. Then Colonel Beach

decided that I had better stay and go to Kut, where I was to meet him

and Lawrence, who would come up with the boats to take our prisoners

away. I didn’t believe that Khalil would accept this sort of liaison

business. Beach wanted to go straight back, but would not let Lawrence

or me. We pointed out that, if he got shot in the dark by our people,

it would upset everything.

I dictated a French letter to Lawrence, asking for permission for me to

stay and go across to Kut. I cannot think how he wrote the letter. The

whole place was one smother of small flies, attracted by the candle.

They put it out three times. B. and I kept them off Lawrence while he

wrote. We got an answer at about two in the morning. Khalil said that

it was not necessary. All this happened on April 29th.

_To-day. April 30th._ We left at 4.30 this morning, and this time rode

all the way with unbandaged eyes. We ended up on the river bank amongst

dead bodies. We walked across to our front line and Colonel Beach

telephoned to H.Q. While he was doing this a Turkish white flag went up

and we went out again. After several palavers, Ali Shefket came out and

said that the river was clear of mines. Beach and Lawrence went back to

H.Q.

Our boat could go up if it arrived by 2 o’clock in the afternoon. I,

with the Cretan, the man of a hundred fights, Ali Shefket and others,

went across. A fierce bearded Colonel came out, arrogant and insolent,

talking German. He boasted that he knew Greek, but when I talked to him

in Greek, he could not answer. He then harangued me in bad German,

talking rot. I said, in Turkish: “Neither you nor I can talk good

German, therefore let us talk Turkish.” “Yes,” said the other Turks;

“it’s a much better language.”

The ship tarried. At 5 o’clock in the evening she was in sight, but she

could not have arrived for another hour. It was decided that we could

do nothing that night and that she would have to be put off until next

day. A monstrous beetle, the size of half a crown, crawled up my back.

The Turks were as horrified as I.

_Monday, May 1, 1916. H.M.S. “Mantis.”_ I came back last night. I saw

General Lake this morning to report. I think Khalil is going to play

the game, but he has got something up his sleeve. A letter has come

in from him. The ships, he said, could go. He wanted boats to send

the prisoners to Bagdad. He was answered by General Money that His

Excellency would understand that we ourselves needed all our boats.

Beach went up this morning with two boats, but they stopped him at No

Man’s Land.

_Tuesday, May 2, 1916. H.M.S. “Mantis.”_ Last night I went on the

_P----_ to go to Kut, with a rather tiresome Padre. It rained and blew

in the night, and was very uncomfortable on deck. I got up at four, and

we started soon after. They opened the bridge of boats for us. A launch

followed for me, for I was to get off before entering neutral territory.

At the neutral territory I found white flags and an Indian Major,

who was tired and nervous. All the way up the river there had been a

curious feeling of expectancy and uncanniness; the Indians looked at

us, shading their eyes from the rising sun, and our own troops stared.

There was an uncomfortable, eerie feeling in the air. The Major said

the Turks refused to allow the boats to go on. I telephoned to Colonel

Beach, who was leaving H.Q. He told me to do the best I could.... I

took a white flag and went out into No Man’s Land and found the man

I had talked to before, the Cretan’s brother. I asked what all this

meant. This was neither war nor peace. He said that it was our fellows,

who had been shooting on the right bank, and there was quite enough

shooting while we talked to make one feel uncomfortable. I said that

Khalil had given his word that the boats could go up, even if there was

an offensive. This was telephoned to Khalil. Our fellows began loosing

off with a machine-gun. The beastly Colonel and the Cretan then came

out to say that they had telephoned, and later the Cretan came again,

alone, to say that our boats could not go through until the others had

returned from Kut. He said it might not be necessary to send them up

to Kut. We sat and talked in the great heat. I have given Ali Shefket

Bobby Palmer’s photograph and have asked him to make enquiries. He

sent it back to me by the Cretan, who read me out what Ali Shefket had

written me. It was to say that Bobby Palmer was killed. He spoke very

kindly and very sadly. I am so sorry for his family.

I went back very tired and found a lot of men making up burying parties

which, reluctantly, I sent back again. A lot of the bodies on the river

bank look as if they died of cholera. By the way, we have had a hundred

and fifty cases in the last three days. Then I shaved on the deck of

the launch, while the Turks looked on in the distance. Then I went and

telephoned from the front line to Beach. He told me to bring all the

four boats back, which I did. The only news is that the Turks have dug

in below us near Sheikh Saad.

_Wednesday, May 3, 1916. H.M.S. “Mantis.”_ You foul land of

Mesopotamia! This morning bodies raced by us on the stream and I spent

most of the day walking in the ruin of battle. I was sent for by

General Gorringe and General Brown. They wanted to know why our boats

had not come down from Kut. They said that the Turks had been shooting

on the right and sent out white-flag parties, 200 men strong, to bury

the dead. I said I thought it would be all right about the ships but

I would go and see Khalil. The fact that they did not want us to send

more ships showed that it was all right, but I thought they would

probably like to nag us into doing something indiscreet, and asked the

General if he would give orders that there should be no firing except

under instructions, as long as they had our hostages. He sent me off to

see the Turks.

I rode fast through suffocating heat, with an Indian orderly. At the

bridge I found our two ships, the _Sikhim_ and the _Shaba_, which had

come through from Kut. They were banking above the bridge, which was

being mended. This altered the whole situation, since the General had

sent me out to complain that they had not been let through, and I

galloped back. After a talk at H.Q., it was decided that I was only to

thank Khalil.

I jumped the trenches and finally arrived at the main trench, where

my horse stared down at a horrified circle, lunching. The circle said

that no horses were allowed there and that none had ever been there,

and that my horse, or rather Costello’s, would be shot immediately

by the Turks. So I went to General Peebles, who was lunching farther

along in the same trenches, and he had her sent back. I then got a

white flag and walked out.... I met a couple of Turks. They wanted us

to send up two ships to-morrow, and were quite agreeable. I asked them,

as a favour, not to send out again the Colonel who talked German, as I

couldn’t stand him, and they said they wouldn’t.

It was blazing hot; a Turkish officer and I sat out between the lines.

* * * * *

There is one incident not recorded in the diary that is, perhaps,

worth mentioning, as it had a curious result that will find its place

in the sequel to this journal, if it is ever published. On one of the

occasions when I was talking to the Turks between the lines, a general

fire started from the British and the Turkish trenches. The Turks, for

the honour of their country, and I, for the honour of mine, pretended

to ignore this fire, and we continued to discuss our business, but

in the end the fire refused to be ignored, and, with loud curses, we

fell upon the ground and there attempted to continue the discussion. I

suggested to the Turks that the whole proceeding was lacking in dignity

and that it would be better for each to retire to their own trenches

and resume negotiations when circumstances were more favourable.

Next time I returned I was informed that one of the Turks had been hit

whilst returning. I naturally said how sorry I was, and that I hoped

they would not think it was a case of _mala fides_, as it might have

happened to one of us, and wrote a note explaining my regret.

_Diary._ It was curious and bitter sitting in that peaceful field

talking amicably with the Turks between the lines, with maize round us.

The river murmured and the larks were singing, while the stiff clay

held the knee-deep prints, like plaster of Paris, of the Black Watch

and the others, who had charged across that foul field, when it had

been a trap and a bog.

_Thursday, May 4, 1916. H.M.S. “Mantis.”_ Very tired to-day. I rode

back last night from the Turks, very fast. The flies made it impossible

to go slow, horses couldn’t breathe. At the bridge, I found that the

traffic was going the other way and had to hold up an unfortunate

brigade to get across, hating to do it.

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