I bowed my head to the gust but pursued my point.

"And then the marriage in most cases turns out no worse than the average,

to say the least of it."

Mrs. Fyne was disappointed by the optimistic turn of my sagacity. She

rested her eyes on my face as though in doubt whether I had enough

femininity in my composition to understand the case.

I waited for her to speak. She seemed to be asking herself; Is it after

all, worth while to talk to that man? You understand how provoking this

was. I looked in my mind for something appallingly stupid to say, with

the object of distressing and teasing Mrs. Fyne. It is humiliating to

confess a failure. One would think that a man of average intelligence

could command stupidity at will. But it isn't so. I suppose it's a

special gift or else the difficulty consists in being relevant.

Discovering that I could find no really telling stupidity, I turned to

the next best thing; a platitude. I advanced, in a common-sense tone,

that, surely, in the matter of marriage a man had only himself to please.

Mrs. Fyne received this without the flutter of an eyelid. Fyne's

masculine breast, as might have been expected, was pierced by that old,

regulation shaft. He grunted most feelingly. I turned to him with false

simplicity. "Don't you agree with me?"

"The very thing I've been telling my wife," he exclaimed in his extra-

manly bass. "We have been discussing--"

A discussion in the Fyne menage! How portentous! Perhaps the very first

difference they had ever had: Mrs. Fyne unflinching and ready for any

responsibility, Fyne solemn and shrinking--the children in bed upstairs;

and outside the dark fields, the shadowy contours of the land on the

starry background of the universe, with the crude light of the open

window like a beacon for the truant who would never come back now; a

truant no longer but a downright fugitive. Yet a fugitive carrying off

spoils. It was the flight of a raider--or a traitor? This affair of the

purloined brother, as I had named it to myself, had a very puzzling

physiognomy. The girl must have been desperate, I thought, hearing the

grave voice of Fyne well enough but catching the sense of his words not

at all, except the very last words which were:

"Of course, it's extremely distressing."

I looked at him inquisitively. What was distressing him? The purloining

of the son of the poet-tyrant by the daughter of the financier-convict.

Or only, if I may say so, the wind of their flight disturbing the solemn

placidity of the Fynes' domestic atmosphere. My incertitude did not last

long, for he added:

"Mrs. Fyne urges me to go to London at once."

One could guess at, almost see, his profound distaste for the journey,

his distress at a difference of feeling with his wife. With his serious

view of the sublunary comedy Fyne suffered from not being able to agree

solemnly with her sentiment as he was accustomed to do, in recognition of

having had his way in one supreme instance; when he made her elope with

him--the most momentous step imaginable in a young lady's life. He had

been really trying to acknowledge it by taking the rightness of her

feeling for granted on every other occasion. It had become a sort of

habit at last. And it is never pleasant to break a habit. The man was

deeply troubled. I said: "Really! To go to London!"

He looked dumbly into my eyes. It was pathetic and funny. "And you of

course feel it would be useless," I pursued.

He evidently felt that, though he said nothing. He only went on blinking

at me with a solemn and comical slowness. "Unless it be to carry there

the family's blessing," I went on, indulging my chaffing humour steadily,

in a rather sneaking fashion, for I dared not look at Mrs. Fyne, to my

right. No sound or movement came from that direction. "You think very

naturally that to match mere good, sound reasons, against the passionate

conclusions of love is a waste of intellect bordering on the absurd."

He looked surprised as if I had discovered something very clever. He,

dear man, had thought of nothing at all.

He simply knew that he did not want to go to London on that mission. Mere

masculine delicacy. In a moment he became enthusiastic.

"Yes! Yes! Exactly. A man in love . . . You hear, my dear? Here you

have an independent opinion--"

"Can anything be more hopeless," I insisted to the fascinated little

Fyne, "than to pit reason against love. I must confess however that in

this case when I think of that poor girl's sharp chin I wonder if . . . "

My levity was too much for Mrs. Fyne. Still leaning back in her chair

she exclaimed:

"Mr. Marlow!"

* * * * *

As if mysteriously affected by her indignation the absurd Fyne dog began

to bark in the porch. It might have been at a trespassing bumble-bee

however. That animal was capable of any eccentricity. Fyne got up

quickly and went out to him. I think he was glad to leave us alone to

discuss that matter of his journey to London. A sort of anti-sentimental

journey. He, too, apparently, had confidence in my sagacity. It was

touching, this confidence. It was at any rate more genuine than the

confidence his wife pretended to have in her husband's chess-player, of

three successive holidays. Confidence be hanged! Sagacity--indeed! She

had simply marched in without a shadow of misgiving to make me back her

up. But she had delivered herself into my hands . . . "

Interrupting his narrative Marlow addressed me in his tone between grim

jest and grim earnest:

"Perhaps you didn't know that my character is upon the whole rather

vindictive."

"No, I didn't know," I said with a grin. "That's rather unusual for a

sailor. They always seemed to me the least vindictive body of men in the

world."

"H'm! Simple souls," Marlow muttered moodily. "Want of opportunity. The

world leaves them alone for the most part. For myself it's towards women

that I feel vindictive mostly, in my small way. I admit that it is

small. But then the occasions in themselves are not great. Mainly I

resent that pretence of winding us round their dear little fingers, as of

right. Not that the result ever amounts to much generally. There are so

very few momentous opportunities. It is the assumption that each of us

is a combination of a kid and an imbecile which I find provoking--in a

small way; in a very small way. You needn't stare as though I were

breathing fire and smoke out of my nostrils. I am not a women-devouring

monster. I am not even what is technically called "a brute." I hope

there's enough of a kid and an imbecile in me to answer the requirements

of some really good woman eventually--some day . . . Some day. Why do

you gasp? You don't suppose I should be afraid of getting married? That

supposition would be offensive . . . "

"I wouldn't dream of offending you," I said.

"Very well. But meantime please remember that I was not married to Mrs.

Fyne. That lady's little finger was none of my legal property. I had

not run off with it. It was Fyne who had done that thing. Let him be

wound round as much as his backbone could stand--or even more, for all I

cared. His rushing away from the discussion on the transparent pretence

of quieting the dog confirmed my notion of there being a considerable

strain on his elasticity. I confronted Mrs. Fyne resolved not to assist

her in her eminently feminine occupation of thrusting a stick in the

spokes of another woman's wheel.

She tried to preserve her calm-eyed superiority. She was familiar and

olympian, fenced in by the tea-table, that excellent symbol of domestic

life in its lighter hour and its perfect security. In a few severely

unadorned words she gave me to understand that she had ventured to hope

for some really helpful suggestion from me. To this almost chiding

declaration--because my vindictiveness seldom goes further than a bit of

teasing--I said that I was really doing my best. And being a

physiognomist . . . "

"Being what?" she interrupted me.

"A physiognomist," I repeated raising my voice a little. "A

physiognomist, Mrs. Fyne. And on the principles of that science a

pointed little chin is a sufficient ground for interference. You want to

interfere--do you not?"

Her eyes grew distinctly bigger. She had never been bantered before in

her life. The late subtle poet's method of making himself unpleasant was

merely savage and abusive. Fyne had been always solemnly subservient.

What other men she knew I cannot tell but I assume they must have been

gentlemanly creatures. The girl-friends sat at her feet. How could she

recognize my intention. She didn't know what to make of my tone.

"Are you serious in what you say?" she asked slowly. And it was

touching. It was as if a very young, confiding girl had spoken. I felt

myself relenting.

"No. I am not, Mrs. Fyne," I said. "I didn't know I was expected to be

serious as well as sagacious. No. That science is farcical and

therefore I am not serious. It's true that most sciences are farcical

except those which teach us how to put things together."

"The question is how to keep these two people apart," she struck in. She

had recovered. I admired the quickness of women's wit. Mental agility

is a rare perfection. And aren't they agile! Aren't they--just! And

tenacious! When they once get hold you may uproot the tree but you won't

shake them off the branch. In fact the more you shake . . . But only

look at the charm of contradictory perfections! No wonder men give

in--generally. I won't say I was actually charmed by Mrs. Fyne. I was

not delighted with her. What affected me was not what she displayed but

something which she could not conceal. And that was emotion--nothing

less. The form of her declaration was dry, almost peremptory--but not

its tone. Her voice faltered just the least bit, she smiled faintly; and

as we were looking straight at each other I observed that her eyes were

glistening in a peculiar manner. She was distressed. And indeed that

Mrs. Fyne should have appealed to me at all was in itself the evidence of

her profound distress. "By Jove she's desperate too," I thought. This

discovery was followed by a movement of instinctive shrinking from this

unreasonable and unmasculine affair. They were all alike, with their

supreme interest aroused only by fighting with each other about some man:

a lover, a son, a brother.

"But do you think there's time yet to do anything?" I asked.

She had an impatient movement of her shoulders without detaching herself

from the back of the chair. Time! Of course? It was less than forty-

eight hours since she had followed him to London . . . I am no great

clerk at those matters but I murmured vaguely an allusion to special

licences. We couldn't tell what might have happened to-day already. But

she knew better, scornfully. Nothing had happened.

"Nothing's likely to happen before next Friday week,--if then."

This was wonderfully precise. Then after a pause she added that she

should never forgive herself if some effort were not made, an appeal.

"To your brother?" I asked.

"Yes. John ought to go to-morrow. Nine o'clock train."

"So early as that!" I said. But I could not find it in my heart to

pursue this discussion in a jocular tone. I submitted to her several

obvious arguments, dictated apparently by common sense but in reality by

my secret compassion. Mrs. Fyne brushed them aside, with the

semi-conscious egoism of all safe, established, existences. They had

known each other so little. Just three weeks. And of that time, too

short for the birth of any serious sentiment, the first week had to be

deducted. They would hardly look at each other to begin with. Flora

barely consented to acknowledge Captain Anthony's presence. Good

morning--good night--that was all--absolutely the whole extent of their

intercourse. Captain Anthony was a silent man, completely unused to the

society of girls of any sort and so shy in fact that he avoided raising

his eyes to her face at the table. It was perfectly absurd. It was even

inconvenient, embarrassing to her--Mrs. Fyne. After breakfast Flora

would go off by herself for a long walk and Captain Anthony (Mrs. Fyne

referred to him at times also as Roderick) joined the children. But he

was actually too shy to get on terms with his own nieces.

This would have sounded pathetic if I hadn't known the Fyne children who

were at the same time solemn and malicious, and nursed a secret contempt

for all the world. No one could get on terms with those fresh and comely

young monsters! They just tolerated their parents and seemed to have a

sort of mocking understanding among themselves against all outsiders, yet

with no visible affection for each other. They had the habit of

exchanging derisive glances which to a shy man must have been very

trying. They thought their uncle no doubt a bore and perhaps an ass.

I was not surprised to hear that very soon Anthony formed the habit of

crossing the two neighbouring fields to seek the shade of a clump of elms

at a good distance from the cottage. He lay on the grass and smoked his

pipe all the morning. Mrs. Fyne wondered at her brother's indolent

habits. He had asked for books it is true but there were but few in the

cottage. He read them through in three days and then continued to lie

contentedly on his back with no other companion but his pipe. Amazing

indolence! The live-long morning, Mrs. Fyne, busy writing upstairs in

the cottage, could see him out of the window. She had a very long sight,

and these elms were grouped on a rise of the ground. His indolence was

plainly exposed to her criticism on a gentle green slope. Mrs. Fyne

wondered at it; she was disgusted too. But having just then 'commenced

author,' as you know, she could not tear herself away from the

fascinating novelty. She let him wallow in his vice. I imagine Captain

Anthony must have had a rather pleasant time in a quiet way. It was, I

remember, a hot dry summer, favourable to contemplative life out of

doors. And Mrs. Fyne was scandalized. Women don't understand the force

of a contemplative temperament. It simply shocks them. They feel

instinctively that it is the one which escapes best the domination of

feminine influences. The dear girls were exchanging jeering remarks

about "lazy uncle Roderick" openly, in her indulgent hearing. And it was

so strange, she told me, because as a boy he was anything but indolent.

On the contrary. Always active.

I remarked that a man of thirty-five was no longer a boy. It was an

obvious remark but she received it without favour. She told me

positively that the best, the nicest men remained boys all their lives.

She was disappointed not to be able to detect anything boyish in her

brother. Very, very sorry. She had not seen him for fifteen years or

thereabouts, except on three or four occasions for a few hours at a time.

No. Not a trace of the boy, he used to be, left in him.

She fell silent for a moment and I mused idly on the boyhood of little

Fyne. I could not imagine what it might have been like. His dominant

trait was clearly the remnant of still earlier days, because I've never

seen such staring solemnity as Fyne's except in a very young baby. But

where was he all that time? Didn't he suffer contamination from the

indolence of Captain Anthony, I inquired. I was told that Mr. Fyne was

very little at the cottage at the time. Some colleague of his was

convalescing after a severe illness in a little seaside village in the

neighbourhood and Fyne went off every morning by train to spend the day

with the elderly invalid who had no one to look after him. It was a very

praiseworthy excuse for neglecting his brother-in-law "the son of the

poet, you know," with whom he had nothing in common even in the remotest

degree. If Captain Anthony (Roderick) had been a pedestrian it would

have been sufficient; but he was not. Still, in the afternoon, he went

sometimes for a slow casual stroll, by himself of course, the children

having definitely cold-shouldered him, and his only sister being busy

with that inflammatory book which was to blaze upon the world a year or

more afterwards. It seems however that she was capable of detaching her

eyes from her task now and then, if only for a moment, because it was

from that garret fitted out for a study that one afternoon she observed

her brother and Flora de Barral coming down the road side by side. They

had met somewhere accidentally (which of them crossed the other's path,

as the saying is, I don't know), and were returning to tea together. She

noticed that they appeared to be conversing without constraint.

"I had the simplicity to be pleased," Mrs. Fyne commented with a dry

little laugh. "Pleased for both their sakes." Captain Anthony shook off

his indolence from that day forth, and accompanied Miss Flora frequently

on her morning walks. Mrs. Fyne remained pleased. She could now forget

them comfortably and give herself up to the delights of audacious thought

and literary composition. Only a week before the blow fell she,

happening to raise her eyes from the paper, saw two figures seated on the

grass under the shade of the elms. She could make out the white blouse.

There could be no mistake.

"I suppose they imagined themselves concealed by the hedge. They forgot

no doubt I was working in the garret," she said bitterly. "Or perhaps

they didn't care. They were right. I am rather a simple person . . . "

She laughed again . . . "I was incapable of suspecting such duplicity."

"Duplicity is a strong word, Mrs. Fyne--isn't it?" I expostulated. "And

considering that Captain Anthony himself . . . "

"Oh well--perhaps," she interrupted me. Her eyes which never strayed

away from mine, her set features, her whole immovable figure, how well I

knew those appearances of a person who has "made up her mind." A very

hopeless condition that, specially in women. I mistrusted her concession

so easily, so stonily made. She reflected a moment. "Yes. I ought to

have said--ingratitude, perhaps."

After having thus disengaged her brother and pushed the poor girl a

little further off as it were--isn't women's cleverness perfectly

diabolic when they are really put on their mettle?--after having done

these things and also made me feel that I was no match for her, she went

on scrupulously: "One doesn't like to use that word either. The claim is

very small. It's so little one could do for her. Still . . . "

"I dare say," I exclaimed, throwing diplomacy to the winds. "But really,

Mrs. Fyne, it's impossible to dismiss your brother like this out of the

business . . . "

"She threw herself at his head," Mrs. Fyne uttered firmly.

"He had no business to put his head in the way, then," I retorted with an

angry laugh. I didn't restrain myself because her fixed stare seemed to

express the purpose to daunt me. I was not afraid of her, but it

occurred to me that I was within an ace of drifting into a downright

quarrel with a lady and, besides, my guest. There was the cold teapot,

the emptied cups, emblems of hospitality. It could not be. I cut short

my angry laugh while Mrs. Fyne murmured with a slight movement of her

shoulders, "He! Poor man! Oh come . . . "

By a great effort of will I found myself able to smile amiably, to speak

with proper softness.

"My dear Mrs. Fyne, you forget that I don't know him--not even by sight.

It's difficult to imagine a victim as passive as all that; but granting

you the (I very nearly said: imbecility, but checked myself in time)

innocence of Captain Anthony, don't you think now, frankly, that there is

a little of your own fault in what has happened. You bring them

together, you leave your brother to himself!"

She sat up and leaning her elbow on the table sustained her head in her

open palm casting down her eyes. Compunction? It was indeed a very off-

hand way of treating a brother come to stay for the first time in fifteen

years. I suppose she discovered very soon that she had nothing in common

with that sailor, that stranger, fashioned and marked by the sea of long

voyages. In her strong-minded way she had scorned pretences, had gone to

her writing which interested her immensely. A very praiseworthy thing

your sincere conduct,--if it didn't at times resemble brutality so much.

But I don't think it was compunction. That sentiment is rare in women

. . . "

"Is it?" I interrupted indignantly.

"You know more women than I do," retorted the unabashed Marlow. "You

make it your business to know them--don't you? You go about a lot

amongst all sorts of people. You are a tolerably honest observer. Well,

just try to remember how many instances of compunction you have seen. I

am ready to take your bare word for it. Compunction! Have you ever seen

as much as its shadow? Have you ever? Just a shadow--a passing shadow!

I tell you it is so rare that you may call it non-existent. They are too

passionate. Too pedantic. Too courageous with themselves--perhaps. No

I don't think for a moment that Mrs. Fyne felt the slightest compunction

at her treatment of her sea-going brother. What _he_ thought of it who

can tell? It is possible that he wondered why he had been so insistently

urged to come. It is possible that he wondered bitterly--or

contemptuously--or humbly. And it may be that he was only surprised and

bored. Had he been as sincere in his conduct as his only sister he would

have probably taken himself off at the end of the second day. But

perhaps he was afraid of appearing brutal. I am not far removed from the

conviction that between the sincerities of his sister and of his dear

nieces, Captain Anthony of the _Ferndale_ must have had his loneliness

brought home to his bosom for the first time of his life, at an age,

thirty-five or thereabouts, when one is mature enough to feel the pang of

such a discovery. Angry or simply sad but certainly disillusioned he

wanders about and meets the girl one afternoon and under the sway of a

strong feeling forgets his shyness. This is no supposition. It is a

fact. There was such a meeting in which the shyness must have perished

before we don't know what encouragement, or in the community of mood made

apparent by some casual word. You remember that Mrs. Fyne saw them one

afternoon coming back to the cottage together. Don't you think that I

have hit on the psychology of the situation? . . . "

"Doubtless . . . " I began to ponder.

"I was very certain of my conclusions at the time," Marlow went on

impatiently. "But don't think for a moment that Mrs. Fyne in her new

attitude and toying thoughtfully with a teaspoon was about to surrender.

She murmured:

"It's the last thing I should have thought could happen."

"You didn't suppose they were romantic enough," I suggested dryly.

She let it pass and with great decision but as if speaking to herself,

"Roderick really must be warned."

She didn't give me the time to ask of what precisely. She raised her

head and addressed me.

"I am surprised and grieved more than I can tell you at Mr. Fyne's

resistance. We have been always completely at one on every question. And

that we should differ now on a point touching my brother so closely is a

most painful surprise to me." Her hand rattled the teaspoon brusquely by

an involuntary movement. "It is intolerable," she added

tempestuously--for Mrs. Fyne that is. I suppose she had nerves of her

own like any other woman.

Under the porch where Fyne had sought refuge with the dog there was

silence. I took it for a proof of deep sagacity. I don't mean on the

part of the dog. He was a confirmed fool.

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