CHAPTER THREE--THRIFT--AND THE CHILD

But there was nothing improper in my observing to Fyne that, last night,

Mrs. Fyne seemed to have some idea where that enterprising young lady had

gone to. Fyne shook his head. No; his wife had been by no means so

certain as she had pretended to be. She merely had her reasons to think,

to hope, that the girl might have taken a room somewhere in London, had

buried herself in town--in readiness or perhaps in horror of the

approaching day--

He ceased and sat solemnly dejected, in a brown study. "What day?" I

asked at last; but he did not hear me apparently. He diffused such

portentous gloom into the atmosphere that I lost patience with him.

"What on earth are you so dismal about?" I cried, being genuinely

surprised and puzzled. "One would think the girl was a state prisoner

under your care."

And suddenly I became still more surprised at myself, at the way I had

somehow taken for granted things which did appear queer when one thought

them out.

"But why this secrecy? Why did they elope--if it is an elopement? Was

the girl afraid of your wife? And your brother-in-law? What on earth

possesses him to make a clandestine match of it? Was he afraid of your

wife too?"

Fyne made an effort to rouse himself.

"Of course my brother-in-law, Captain Anthony, the son of . . . " He

checked himself as if trying to break a bad habit. "He would be

persuaded by her. We have been most friendly to the girl!"

"She struck me as a foolish and inconsiderate little person. But why

should you and your wife take to heart so strongly mere folly--or even a

want of consideration?"

"It's the most unscrupulous action," declared Fyne weightily--and sighed.

"I suppose she is poor," I observed after a short silence. "But after

all . . . "

"You don't know who she is." Fyne had regained his average solemnity.

I confessed that I had not caught her name when his wife had introduced

us to each other. "It was something beginning with an S- wasn't it?" And

then with the utmost coolness Fyne remarked that it did not matter. The

name was not her name.

"Do you mean to say that you made a young lady known to me under a false

name?" I asked, with the amused feeling that the days of wonders and

portents had not passed away yet. That the eminently serious Fynes

should do such an exceptional thing was simply staggering. With a more

hasty enunciation than usual little Fyne was sure that I would not demand

an apology for this irregularity if I knew what her real name was. A

sort of warmth crept into his deep tone.

"We have tried to befriend that girl in every way. She is the daughter

and only child of de Barral."

Evidently he expected to produce a sensation; he kept his eyes fixed upon

me prepared for some sign of it. But I merely returned his intense,

awaiting gaze. For a time we stared at each other. Conscious of being

reprehensibly dense I groped in the darkness of my mind: De Barral, De

Barral--and all at once noise and light burst on me as if a window of my

memory had been suddenly flung open on a street in the City. De Barral!

But could it be the same? Surely not!

"The financier?" I suggested half incredulous.

"Yes," said Fyne; and in this instance his native solemnity of tone

seemed to be strangely appropriate. "The convict."

Marlow looked at me, significantly, and remarked in an explanatory tone:

"One somehow never thought of de Barral as having any children, or any

other home than the offices of the "Orb"; or any other existence,

associations or interests than financial. I see you remember the crash

. . . "

"I was away in the Indian Seas at the time," I said. "But of course--"

"Of course," Marlow struck in. "All the world . . . You may wonder at my

slowness in recognizing the name. But you know that my memory is merely

a mausoleum of proper names. There they lie inanimate, awaiting the

magic touch--and not very prompt in arising when called, either. The

name is the first thing I forget of a man. It is but just to add that

frequently it is also the last, and this accounts for my possession of a

good many anonymous memories. In de Barral's case, he got put away in my

mausoleum in company with so many names of his own creation that really

he had to throw off a monstrous heap of grisly bones before he stood

before me at the call of the wizard Fyne. The fellow had a pretty fancy

in names: the "Orb" Deposit Bank, the "Sceptre" Mutual Aid Society, the

"Thrift and Independence" Association. Yes, a very pretty taste in

names; and nothing else besides--absolutely nothing--no other merit. Well

yes. He had another name, but that's pure luck--his own name of de

Barral which he did not invent. I don't think that a mere Jones or Brown

could have fished out from the depths of the Incredible such a colossal

manifestation of human folly as that man did. But it may be that I am

underestimating the alacrity of human folly in rising to the bait. No

doubt I am. The greed of that absurd monster is incalculable,

unfathomable, inconceivable. The career of de Barral demonstrates that

it will rise to a naked hook. He didn't lure it with a fairy tale. He

hadn't enough imagination for it . . . "

"Was he a foreigner?" I asked. "It's clearly a French name. I suppose

it _was_ his name?"

"Oh, he didn't invent it. He was born to it, in Bethnal Green, as it

came out during the proceedings. He was in the habit of alluding to his

Scotch connections. But every great man has done that. The mother, I

believe, was Scotch, right enough. The father de Barral whatever his

origins retired from the Customs Service (tide-waiter I think), and

started lending money in a very, very small way in the East End to people

connected with the docks, stevedores, minor barge-owners, ship-chandlers,

tally clerks, all sorts of very small fry. He made his living at it. He

was a very decent man I believe. He had enough influence to place his

only son as junior clerk in the account department of one of the Dock

Companies. "Now, my boy," he said to him, "I've given you a fine start."

But de Barral didn't start. He stuck. He gave perfect satisfaction. At

the end of three years he got a small rise of salary and went out

courting in the evenings. He went courting the daughter of an old sea-

captain who was a churchwarden of his parish and lived in an old badly

preserved Georgian house with a garden: one of these houses standing in a

reduced bit of "grounds" that you discover in a labyrinth of the most

sordid streets, exactly alike and composed of six-roomed hutches.

Some of them were the vicarages of slum parishes. The old sailor had got

hold of one cheap, and de Barral got hold of his daughter--which was a

good bargain for him. The old sailor was very good to the young couple

and very fond of their little girl. Mrs. de Barral was an equable,

unassuming woman, at that time with a fund of simple gaiety, and with no

ambitions; but, woman-like, she longed for change and for something

interesting to happen now and then. It was she who encouraged de Barral

to accept the offer of a post in the west-end branch of a great bank. It

appears he shrank from such a great adventure for a long time. At last

his wife's arguments prevailed. Later on she used to say: 'It's the only

time he ever listened to me; and I wonder now if it hadn't been better

for me to die before I ever made him go into that bank.'

You may be surprised at my knowledge of these details. Well, I had them

ultimately from Mrs. Fyne. Mrs. Fyne while yet Miss Anthony, in her days

of bondage, knew Mrs. de Barral in her days of exile. Mrs. de Barral was

living then in a big stone mansion with mullioned windows in a large damp

park, called the Priory, adjoining the village where the refined poet had

built himself a house.

These were the days of de Barral's success. He had bought the place

without ever seeing it and had packed off his wife and child at once

there to take possession. He did not know what to do with them in

London. He himself had a suite of rooms in an hotel. He gave there

dinner parties followed by cards in the evening. He had developed the

gambling passion--or else a mere card mania--but at any rate he played

heavily, for relaxation, with a lot of dubious hangers on.

Meantime Mrs. de Barral, expecting him every day, lived at the Priory,

with a carriage and pair, a governess for the child and many servants.

The village people would see her through the railings wandering under the

trees with her little girl lost in her strange surroundings. Nobody ever

came near her. And there she died as some faithful and delicate animals

die--from neglect, absolutely from neglect, rather unexpectedly and

without any fuss. The village was sorry for her because, though

obviously worried about something, she was good to the poor and was

always ready for a chat with any of the humble folks. Of course they

knew that she wasn't a lady--not what you would call a real lady. And

even her acquaintance with Miss Anthony was only a cottage-door, a

village-street acquaintance. Carleon Anthony was a tremendous aristocrat

(his father had been a "restoring" architect) and his daughter was not

allowed to associate with anyone but the county young ladies.

Nevertheless in defiance of the poet's wrathful concern for undefiled

refinement there were some quiet, melancholy strolls to and fro in the

great avenue of chestnuts leading to the park-gate, during which Mrs. de

Barral came to call Miss Anthony 'my dear'--and even 'my poor dear.' The

lonely soul had no one to talk to but that not very happy girl. The

governess despised her. The housekeeper was distant in her manner.

Moreover Mrs. de Barral was no foolish gossiping woman. But she made

some confidences to Miss Anthony. Such wealth was a terrific thing to

have thrust upon one she affirmed. Once she went so far as to confess

that she was dying with anxiety. Mr. de Barral (so she referred to him)

had been an excellent husband and an exemplary father but "you see my

dear I have had a great experience of him. I am sure he won't know what

to do with all that money people are giving to him to take care of for

them. He's as likely as not to do something rash. When he comes here I

must have a good long serious talk with him, like the talks we often used

to have together in the good old times of our life." And then one day a

cry of anguish was wrung from her: 'My dear, he will never come here, he

will never, never come!'

She was wrong. He came to the funeral, was extremely cut up, and holding

the child tightly by the hand wept bitterly at the side of the grave.

Miss Anthony, at the cost of a whole week of sneers and abuse from the

poet, saw it all with her own eyes. De Barral clung to the child like a

drowning man. He managed, though, to catch the half-past five fast

train, travelling to town alone in a reserved compartment, with all the

blinds down . . . "

"Leaving the child?" I said interrogatively.

"Yes. Leaving . . . He shirked the problem. He was born that way. He

had no idea what to do with her or for that matter with anything or

anybody including himself. He bolted back to his suite of rooms in the

hotel. He was the most helpless . . . She might have been left in the

Priory to the end of time had not the high-toned governess threatened to

send in her resignation. She didn't care for the child a bit, and the

lonely, gloomy Priory had got on her nerves. She wasn't going to put up

with such a life and, having just come out of some ducal family, she

bullied de Barral in a very lofty fashion. To pacify her he took a

splendidly furnished house in the most expensive part of Brighton for

them, and now and then ran down for a week-end, with a trunk full of

exquisite sweets and with his hat full of money. The governess spent it

for him in extra ducal style. She was nearly forty and harboured a

secret taste for patronizing young men of sorts--of a certain sort. But

of that Mrs. Fyne of course had no personal knowledge then; she told me

however that even in the Priory days she had suspected her of being an

artificial, heartless, vulgar-minded woman with the lowest possible

ideals. But de Barral did not know it. He literally did not know

anything . . . "

"But tell me, Marlow," I interrupted, "how do you account for this

opinion? He must have been a personality in a sense--in some one sense

surely. You don't work the greatest material havoc of a decade at least,

in a commercial community, without having something in you."

Marlow shook his head.

"He was a mere sign, a portent. There was nothing in him. Just about

that time the word Thrift was to the fore. You know the power of words.

We pass through periods dominated by this or that word--it may be

development, or it may be competition, or education, or purity or

efficiency or even sanctity. It is the word of the time. Well just then

it was the word Thrift which was out in the streets walking arm in arm

with righteousness, the inseparable companion and backer up of all such

national catch-words, looking everybody in the eye as it were. The very

drabs of the pavement, poor things, didn't escape the fascination . . .

However! . . . Well the greatest portion of the press were screeching in

all possible tones, like a confounded company of parrots instructed by

some devil with a taste for practical jokes, that the financier de Barral

was helping the great moral evolution of our character towards the newly-

discovered virtue of Thrift. He was helping it by all these great

establishments of his, which made the moral merits of Thrift manifest to

the most callous hearts, simply by promising to pay ten per cent.

interest on all deposits. And you didn't want necessarily to belong to

the well-to-do classes in order to participate in the advantages of

virtue. If you had but a spare sixpence in the world and went and gave

it to de Barral it was Thrift! It's quite likely that he himself

believed it. He must have. It's inconceivable that he alone should

stand out against the infatuation of the whole world. He hadn't enough

intelligence for that. But to look at him one couldn't tell . . . "

"You did see him then?" I said with some curiosity.

"I did. Strange, isn't it? It was only once, but as I sat with the

distressed Fyne who had suddenly resuscitated his name buried in my

memory with other dead labels of the past, I may say I saw him again, I

saw him with great vividness of recollection, as he appeared in the days

of his glory or splendour. No! Neither of these words will fit his

success. There was never any glory or splendour about that figure. Well,

let us say in the days when he was, according to the majority of the

daily press, a financial force working for the improvement of the

character of the people. I'll tell you how it came about.

At that time I used to know a podgy, wealthy, bald little man having

chambers in the Albany; a financier too, in his way, carrying out

transactions of an intimate nature and of no moral character; mostly with

young men of birth and expectations--though I dare say he didn't withhold

his ministrations from elderly plebeians either. He was a true democrat;

he would have done business (a sharp kind of business) with the devil

himself. Everything was fly that came into his web. He received the

applicants in an alert, jovial fashion which was quite surprising. It

gave relief without giving too much confidence, which was just as well

perhaps. His business was transacted in an apartment furnished like a

drawing-room, the walls hung with several brown, heavily-framed, oil

paintings. I don't know if they were good, but they were big, and with

their elaborate, tarnished gilt-frames had a melancholy dignity. The man

himself sat at a shining, inlaid writing table which looked like a rare

piece from a museum of art; his chair had a high, oval, carved back,

upholstered in faded tapestry; and these objects made of the costly black

Havana cigar, which he rolled incessantly from the middle to the left

corner of his mouth and back again, an inexpressibly cheap and nasty

object. I had to see him several times in the interest of a poor devil

so unlucky that he didn't even have a more competent friend than myself

to speak for him at a very difficult time in his life.

I don't know at what hour my private financier began his day, but he used

to give one appointments at unheard of times: such as a quarter to eight

in the morning, for instance. On arriving one found him busy at that

marvellous writing table, looking very fresh and alert, exhaling a faint

fragrance of scented soap and with the cigar already well alight. You

may believe that I entered on my mission with many unpleasant

forebodings; but there was in that fat, admirably washed, little man such

a profound contempt for mankind that it amounted to a species of good

nature; which, unlike the milk of genuine kindness, was never in danger

of turning sour. Then, once, during a pause in business, while we were

waiting for the production of a document for which he had sent (perhaps

to the cellar?) I happened to remark, glancing round the room, that I had

never seen so many fine things assembled together out of a collection.

Whether this was unconscious diplomacy on my part, or not, I shouldn't

like to say--but the remark was true enough, and it pleased him

extremely. "It _is_ a collection," he said emphatically. "Only I live

right in it, which most collectors don't. But I see that you know what

you are looking at. Not many people who come here on business do. Stable

fittings are more in their way."

I don't know whether my appreciation helped to advance my friend's

business but at any rate it helped our intercourse. He treated me with a

shade of familiarity as one of the initiated.

The last time I called on him to conclude the transaction we were

interrupted by a person, something like a cross between a bookmaker and a

private secretary, who, entering through a door which was not the

anteroom door, walked up and stooped to whisper into his ear.

"Eh? What? Who, did you say?"

The nondescript person stooped and whispered again, adding a little

louder: "Says he won't detain you a moment."

My little man glanced at me, said "Ah! Well," irresolutely. I got up

from my chair and offered to come again later. He looked whimsically

alarmed. "No, no. It's bad enough to lose my money but I don't want to

waste any more of my time over your friend. We must be done with this to-

day. Just go and have a look at that _garniture de cheminee_ yonder.

There's another, something like it, in the castle of Laeken, but mine's

much superior in design."

I moved accordingly to the other side of that big room. The _garniture_

was very fine. But while pretending to examine it I watched my man going

forward to meet a tall visitor, who said, "I thought you would be

disengaged so early. It's only a word or two"--and after a whispered

confabulation of no more than a minute, reconduct him to the door and

shake hands ceremoniously. "Not at all, not at all. Very pleased to be

of use. You can depend absolutely on my information"--"Oh thank you,

thank you. I just looked in." "Certainly, quite right. Any time . . .

Good morning."

I had a good look at the visitor while they were exchanging these

civilities. He was clad in black. I remember perfectly that he wore a

flat, broad, black satin tie in which was stuck a large cameo pin; and a

small turn down collar. His hair, discoloured and silky, curled slightly

over his ears. His cheeks were hairless and round, and apparently soft.

He held himself very upright, walked with small steps and spoke gently in

an inward voice. Perhaps from contrast with the magnificent polish of

the room and the neatness of its owner, he struck me as dingy, indigent,

and, if not exactly humble, then much subdued by evil fortune.

I wondered greatly at my fat little financier's civility to that dubious

personage when he asked me, as we resumed our respective seats, whether I

knew who it was that had just gone out. On my shaking my head negatively

he smiled queerly, said "De Barral," and enjoyed my surprise. Then

becoming grave: "That's a deep fellow, if you like. We all know where he

started from and where he got to; but nobody knows what he means to do."

He became thoughtful for a moment and added as if speaking to himself, "I

wonder what his game is."

And, you know, there was no game, no game of any sort, or shape or kind.

It came out plainly at the trial. As I've told you before, he was a

clerk in a bank, like thousands of others. He got that berth as a second

start in life and there he stuck again, giving perfect satisfaction. Then

one day as though a supernatural voice had whispered into his ear or some

invisible fly had stung him, he put on his hat, went out into the street

and began advertising. That's absolutely all that there was to it. He

caught in the street the word of the time and harnessed it to his

preposterous chariot.

One remembers his first modest advertisements headed with the magic word

Thrift, Thrift, Thrift, thrice repeated; promising ten per cent. on all

deposits and giving the address of the Thrift and Independence Aid

Association in Vauxhall Bridge Road. Apparently nothing more was

necessary. He didn't even explain what he meant to do with the money he

asked the public to pour into his lap. Of course he meant to lend it out

at high rates of interest. He did so--but he did it without system,

plan, foresight or judgment. And as he frittered away the sums that

flowed in, he advertised for more--and got it. During a period of

general business prosperity he set up The Orb Bank and The Sceptre Trust,

simply, it seems for advertising purposes. They were mere names. He was

totally unable to organize anything, to promote any sort of enterprise if

it were only for the purpose of juggling with the shares. At that time

he could have had for the asking any number of Dukes, retired Generals,

active M.P.'s, ex-ambassadors and so on as Directors to sit at the

wildest boards of his invention. But he never tried. He had no real

imagination. All he could do was to publish more advertisements and open

more branch offices of the Thrift and Independence, of The Orb, of The

Sceptre, for the receipt of deposits; first in this town, then in that

town, north and south--everywhere where he could find suitable premises

at a moderate rent. For this was the great characteristic of the

management. Modesty, moderation, simplicity. Neither The Orb nor The

Sceptre nor yet their parent the Thrift and Independence had built for

themselves the usual palaces. For this abstention they were praised in

silly public prints as illustrating in their management the principle of

Thrift for which they were founded. The fact is that de Barral simply

didn't think of it. Of course he had soon moved from Vauxhall Bridge

Road. He knew enough for that. What he got hold of next was an old,

enormous, rat-infested brick house in a small street off the Strand.

Strangers were taken in front of the meanest possible, begrimed, yellowy,

flat brick wall, with two rows of unadorned window-holes one above the

other, and were exhorted with bated breath to behold and admire the

simplicity of the head-quarters of the great financial force of the day.

The word THRIFT perched right up on the roof in giant gilt letters, and

two enormous shield-like brass-plates curved round the corners on each

side of the doorway were the only shining spots in de Barral's business

outfit. Nobody knew what operations were carried on inside except

this--that if you walked in and tendered your money over the counter it

would be calmly taken from you by somebody who would give you a printed

receipt. That and no more. It appears that such knowledge is

irresistible. People went in and tendered; and once it was taken from

their hands their money was more irretrievably gone from them than if

they had thrown it into the sea. This then, and nothing else was being

carried on in there . . . "

"Come, Marlow," I said, "you exaggerate surely--if only by your way of

putting things. It's too startling."

"I exaggerate!" he defended himself. "My way of putting things! My dear

fellow I have merely stripped the rags of business verbiage and financial

jargon off my statements. And you are startled! I am giving you the

naked truth. It's true too that nothing lays itself open to the charge

of exaggeration more than the language of naked truth. What comes with a

shock is admitted with difficulty. But what will you say to the end of

his career?

It was of course sensational and tolerably sudden. It began with the Orb

Deposit Bank. Under the name of that institution de Barral with the

frantic obstinacy of an unimaginative man had been financing an Indian

prince who was prosecuting a claim for immense sums of money against the

government. It was an enormous number of scores of lakhs--a miserable

remnant of his ancestors' treasures--that sort of thing. And it was all

authentic enough. There was a real prince; and the claim too was

sufficiently real--only unfortunately it was not a valid claim. So the

prince lost his case on the last appeal and the beginning of de Barral's

end became manifest to the public in the shape of a half-sheet of note

paper wafered by the four corners on the closed door of The Orb offices

notifying that payment was stopped at that establishment.

Its consort The Sceptre collapsed within the week. I won't say in

American parlance that suddenly the bottom fell out of the whole of de

Barral concerns. There never had been any bottom to it. It was like the

cask of Danaides into which the public had been pleased to pour its

deposits. That they were gone was clear; and the bankruptcy proceedings

which followed were like a sinister farce, bursts of laughter in a

setting of mute anguish--that of the depositors; hundreds of thousands of

them. The laughter was irresistible; the accompaniment of the bankrupt's

public examination.

I don't know if it was from utter lack of all imagination or from the

possession in undue proportion of a particular kind of it, or from

both--and the three alternatives are possible--but it was discovered that

this man who had been raised to such a height by the credulity of the

public was himself more gullible than any of his depositors. He had been

the prey of all sorts of swindlers, adventurers, visionaries and even

lunatics. Wrapping himself up in deep and imbecile secrecy he had gone

in for the most fantastic schemes: a harbour and docks on the coast of

Patagonia, quarries in Labrador--such like speculations. Fisheries to

feed a canning Factory on the banks of the Amazon was one of them. A

principality to be bought in Madagascar was another. As the grotesque

details of these incredible transactions came out one by one ripples of

laughter ran over the closely packed court--each one a little louder than

the other. The audience ended by fairly roaring under the cumulative

effect of absurdity. The Registrar laughed, the barristers laughed, the

reporters laughed, the serried ranks of the miserable depositors watching

anxiously every word, laughed like one man. They laughed

hysterically--the poor wretches--on the verge of tears.

There was only one person who remained unmoved. It was de Barral

himself. He preserved his serene, gentle expression, I am told (for I

have not witnessed those scenes myself), and looked around at the people

with an air of placid sufficiency which was the first hint to the world

of the man's overweening, unmeasurable conceit, hidden hitherto under a

diffident manner. It could be seen too in his dogged assertion that if

he had been given enough time and a lot more money everything would have

come right. And there were some people (yes, amongst his very victims)

who more than half believed him, even after the criminal prosecution

which soon followed. When placed in the dock he lost his steadiness as

if some sustaining illusion had gone to pieces within him suddenly. He

ceased to be himself in manner completely, and even in disposition, in so

far that his faded neutral eyes matching his discoloured hair so well,

were discovered then to be capable of expressing a sort of underhand

hate. He was at first defiant, then insolent, then broke down and burst

into tears; but it might have been from rage. Then he calmed down,

returned to his soft manner of speech and to that unassuming quiet

bearing which had been usual with him even in his greatest days. But it

seemed as though in this moment of change he had at last perceived what a

power he had been; for he remarked to one of the prosecuting counsel who

had assumed a lofty moral tone in questioning him, that--yes, he had

gambled--he liked cards. But that only a year ago a host of smart people

would have been only too pleased to take a hand at cards with him. Yes--he

went on--some of the very people who were there accommodated with seats

on the bench; and turning upon the counsel "You yourself as well," he

cried. He could have had half the town at his rooms to fawn upon him if

he had cared for that sort of thing. "Why, now I think of it, it took me

most of my time to keep people, just of your sort, off me," he ended with

a good humoured--quite unobtrusive, contempt, as though the fact had

dawned upon him for the first time.

This was the moment, the only moment, when he had perhaps all the

audience in Court with him, in a hush of dreary silence. And then the

dreary proceedings were resumed. For all the outside excitement it was

the most dreary of all celebrated trials. The bankruptcy proceedings had

exhausted all the laughter there was in it. Only the fact of wide-spread

ruin remained, and the resentment of a mass of people for having been

fooled by means too simple to save their self-respect from a deep wound

which the cleverness of a consummate scoundrel would not have inflicted.

A shamefaced amazement attended these proceedings in which de Barral was

not being exposed alone. For himself his only cry was: Time! Time! Time

would have set everything right. In time some of these speculations of

his were certain to have succeeded. He repeated this defence, this

excuse, this confession of faith, with wearisome iteration. Everything

he had done or left undone had been to gain time. He had hypnotized

himself with the word. Sometimes, I am told, his appearance was

ecstatic, his motionless pale eyes seemed to be gazing down the vista of

future ages. Time--and of course, more money. "Ah! If only you had

left me alone for a couple of years more," he cried once in accents of

passionate belief. "The money was coming in all right." The deposits

you understand--the savings of Thrift. Oh yes they had been coming in to

the very last moment. And he regretted them. He had arrived to regard

them as his own by a sort of mystical persuasion. And yet it was a

perfectly true cry, when he turned once more on the counsel who was

beginning a question with the words "You have had all these immense sums

. . . " with the indignant retort "_What_ have I had out of them?"

"It was perfectly true. He had had nothing out of them--nothing of the

prestigious or the desirable things of the earth, craved for by predatory

natures. He had gratified no tastes, had known no luxury; he had built

no gorgeous palaces, had formed no splendid galleries out of these

"immense sums." He had not even a home. He had gone into these rooms in

an hotel and had stuck there for years, giving no doubt perfect

satisfaction to the management. They had twice raised his rent to show I

suppose their high sense of his distinguished patronage. He had bought

for himself out of all the wealth streaming through his fingers neither

adulation nor love, neither splendour nor comfort. There was something

perfect in his consistent mediocrity. His very vanity seemed to miss the

gratification of even the mere show of power. In the days when he was

most fully in the public eye the invincible obscurity of his origins

clung to him like a shadowy garment. He had handled millions without

ever enjoying anything of what is counted as precious in the community of

men, because he had neither the brutality of temperament nor the fineness

of mind to make him desire them with the will power of a masterful

adventurer . . . "

"You seem to have studied the man," I observed.

"Studied," repeated Marlow thoughtfully. "No! Not studied. I had no

opportunities. You know that I saw him only on that one occasion I told

you of. But it may be that a glimpse and no more is the proper way of

seeing an individuality; and de Barral was that, in virtue of his very

deficiencies for they made of him something quite unlike one's

preconceived ideas. There were also very few materials accessible to a

man like me to form a judgment from. But in such a case I verify believe

that a little is as good as a feast--perhaps better. If one has a taste

for that kind of thing the merest starting-point becomes a coign of

vantage, and then by a series of logically deducted verisimilitudes one

arrives at truth--or very near the truth--as near as any circumstantial

evidence can do. I have not studied de Barral but that is how I

understand him so far as he could be understood through the din of the

crash; the wailing and gnashing of teeth, the newspaper contents bills,

"The Thrift Frauds. Cross-examination of the accused. Extra

special"--blazing fiercely; the charitable appeals for the victims, the

grave tones of the dailies rumbling with compassion as if they were the

national bowels. All this lasted a whole week of industrious sittings. A

pressman whom I knew told me "He's an idiot." Which was possible. Before

that I overheard once somebody declaring that he had a criminal type of

face; which I knew was untrue. The sentence was pronounced by artificial

light in a stifling poisonous atmosphere. Something edifying was said by

the judge weightily, about the retribution overtaking the perpetrator of

"the most heartless frauds on an unprecedented scale." I don't

understand these things much, but it appears that he had juggled with

accounts, cooked balance sheets, had gathered in deposits months after he

ought to have known himself to be hopelessly insolvent, and done enough

of other things, highly reprehensible in the eyes of the law, to earn for

himself seven years' penal servitude. The sentence making its way

outside met with a good reception. A small mob composed mainly of people

who themselves did not look particularly clever and scrupulous, leavened

by a slight sprinkling of genuine pickpockets amused itself by cheering

in the most penetrating, abominable cold drizzle that I remember. I

happened to be passing there on my way from the East End where I had

spent my day about the Docks with an old chum who was looking after the

fitting out of a new ship. I am always eager, when allowed, to call on a

new ship. They interest me like charming young persons.

I got mixed up in that crowd seething with an animosity as senseless as

things of the street always are, and it was while I was laboriously

making my way out of it that the pressman of whom I spoke was jostled

against me. He did me the justice to be surprised. "What? You here!

The last person in the world . . . If I had known I could have got you

inside. Plenty of room. Interest been over for the last three days. Got

seven years. Well, I am glad."

"Why are you glad? Because he's got seven years?" I asked, greatly

incommoded by the pressure of a hulking fellow who was remarking to some

of his equally oppressive friends that the "beggar ought to have been

poleaxed." I don't know whether he had ever confided his savings to de

Barral but if so, judging from his appearance, they must have been the

proceeds of some successful burglary. The pressman by my side said 'No,'

to my question. He was glad because it was all over. He had suffered

greatly from the heat and the bad air of the court. The clammy, raw,

chill of the streets seemed to affect his liver instantly. He became

contemptuous and irritable and plied his elbows viciously making way for

himself and me.

A dull affair this. All such cases were dull. No really dramatic

moments. The book-keeping of The Orb and all the rest of them was

certainly a burlesque revelation but the public did not care for

revelations of that kind. Dull dog that de Barral--he grumbled. He

could not or would not take the trouble to characterize for me the

appearance of that man now officially a criminal (we had gone across the

road for a drink) but told me with a sourly, derisive snigger that, after

the sentence had been pronounced the fellow clung to the dock long enough

to make a sort of protest. 'You haven't given me time. If I had been

given time I would have ended by being made a peer like some of them.'

And he had permitted himself his very first and last gesture in all these

days, raising a hard-clenched fist above his head.

The pressman disapproved of that manifestation. It was not his business

to understand it. Is it ever the business of any pressman to understand

anything? I guess not. It would lead him too far away from the

actualities which are the daily bread of the public mind. He probably

thought the display worth very little from a picturesque point of view;

the weak voice; the colourless personality as incapable of an attitude as

a bed-post, the very fatuity of the clenched hand so ineffectual at that

time and place--no, it wasn't worth much. And then, for him, an

accomplished craftsman in his trade, thinking was distinctly "bad

business." His business was to write a readable account. But I who had

nothing to write, I permitted myself to use my mind as we sat before our

still untouched glasses. And the disclosure which so often rewards a

moment of detachment from mere visual impressions gave me a thrill very

much approaching a shudder. I seemed to understand that, with the shock

of the agonies and perplexities of his trial, the imagination of that

man, whose moods, notions and motives wore frequently an air of grotesque

mystery--that his imagination had been at last roused into activity. And

this was awful. Just try to enter into the feelings of a man whose

imagination wakes up at the very moment he is about to enter the tomb . . . "

* * * * *

"You must not think," went on Marlow after a pause, "that on that morning

with Fyne I went consciously in my mind over all this, let us call it

information; no, better say, this fund of knowledge which I had, or

rather which existed, in me in regard to de Barral. Information is

something one goes out to seek and puts away when found as you might do a

piece of lead: ponderous, useful, unvibrating, dull. Whereas knowledge

comes to one, this sort of knowledge, a chance acquisition preserving in

its repose a fine resonant quality . . . But as such distinctions touch

upon the transcendental I shall spare you the pain of listening to them.

There are limits to my cruelty. No! I didn't reckon up carefully in my

mind all this I have been telling you. How could I have done so, with

Fyne right there in the room? He sat perfectly still, statuesque in

homely fashion, after having delivered himself of his effective assent:

"Yes. The convict," and I, far from indulging in a reminiscent excursion

into the past, remained sufficiently in the present to muse in a vague,

absent-minded way on the respectable proportions and on the (upon the

whole) comely shape of his great pedestrian's calves, for he had thrown

one leg over his knee, carelessly, to conceal the trouble of his mind by

an air of ease. But all the same the knowledge was in me, the awakened

resonance of which I spoke just now; I was aware of it on that beautiful

day, so fresh, so warm and friendly, so accomplished--an exquisite

courtesy of the much abused English climate when it makes up its

meteorological mind to behave like a perfect gentleman. Of course the

English climate is never a rough. It suffers from spleen somewhat

frequently--but that is gentlemanly too, and I don't mind going to meet

him in that mood. He has his days of grey, veiled, polite melancholy, in

which he is very fascinating. How seldom he lapses into a blustering

manner, after all! And then it is mostly in a season when, appropriately

enough, one may go out and kill something. But his fine days are the

best for stopping at home, to read, to think, to muse--even to dream; in

fact to live fully, intensely and quietly, in the brightness of

comprehension, in that receptive glow of the mind, the gift of the clear,

luminous and serene weather.

That day I had intended to live intensely and quietly, basking in the

weather's glory which would have lent enchantment to the most unpromising

of intellectual prospects. For a companion I had found a book, not

bemused with the cleverness of the day--a fine-weather book, simple and

sincere like the talk of an unselfish friend. But looking at little Fyne

seated in the room I understood that nothing would come of my

contemplative aspirations; that in one way or another I should be let in

for some form of severe exercise. Walking, it would be, I feared, since,

for me, that idea was inseparably associated with the visual impression

of Fyne. Where, why, how, a rapid striding rush could be brought in

helpful relation to the good Fyne's present trouble and perplexity I

could not imagine; except on the principle that senseless pedestrianism

was Fyne's panacea for all the ills and evils bodily and spiritual of the

universe. It could be of no use for me to say or do anything. It was

bound to come. Contemplating his muscular limb encased in a

golf-stocking, and under the strong impression of the information he had

just imparted I said wondering, rather irrationally:

"And so de Barral had a wife and child! That girl's his daughter. And

how . . . "

Fyne interrupted me by stating again earnestly, as though it were

something not easy to believe, that his wife and himself had tried to

befriend the girl in every way--indeed they had! I did not doubt him for

a moment, of course, but my wonder at this was more rational. At that

hour of the morning, you mustn't forget, I knew nothing as yet of Mrs.

Fyne's contact (it was hardly more) with de Barral's wife and child

during their exile at the Priory, in the culminating days of that man's

fame.

Fyne who had come over, it was clear, solely to talk to me on that

subject, gave me the first hint of this initial, merely out of doors,

connection. "The girl was quite a child then," he continued. "Later on

she was removed out of Mrs. Fyne's reach in charge of a governess--a very

unsatisfactory person," he explained. His wife had then--h'm--met him;

and on her marriage she lost sight of the child completely. But after

the birth of Polly (Polly was the third Fyne girl) she did not get on

very well, and went to Brighton for some months to recover her

strength--and there, one day in the street, the child (she wore her hair

down her back still) recognized her outside a shop and rushed, actually

rushed, into Mrs. Fyne's arms. Rather touching this. And so,

disregarding the cold impertinence of that . . . h'm . . . governess, his

wife naturally responded.

He was solemnly fragmentary. I broke in with the observation that it

must have been before the crash.

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