II

Now, of course, the quality and the seasonability of these winter dreams

varied, but the stuff of them remained. They persuaded Dexter several

years later to pass up a business course at the State university--his

father, prospering now, would have paid his way--for the precarious

advantage of attending an older and more famous university in the East,

where he was bothered by his scanty funds. But do not get the

impression, because his winter dreams happened to be concerned at first

with musings on the rich, that there was anything merely snobbish in the

boy. He wanted not association with glittering things and glittering

people--he wanted the glittering things themselves. Often he reached out

for the best without knowing why he wanted it--and sometimes he ran up

against the mysterious denials and prohibitions in which life indulges.

It is with one of those denials and not with his career as a whole that

this story deals.

He made money. It was rather amazing. After college he went to the city

from which Black Bear Lake draws its wealthy patrons. When he was only

twenty-three and had been there not quite two years, there were already

people who liked to say: "Now _there's_ a boy--" All about him rich

men's sons were peddling bonds precariously, or investing patrimonies

precariously, or plodding through the two dozen volumes of the "George

Washington Commercial Course," but Dexter borrowed a thousand dollars on

his college degree and his confident mouth, and bought a partnership in

a laundry.

It was a small laundry when he went into it but Dexter made a specialty

of learning how the English washed fine woollen golf-stockings without

shrinking them, and within a year he was catering to the trade that wore

knickerbockers. Men were insisting that their Shetland hose and sweaters

go to his laundry just as they had insisted on a caddy who could find

golf-balls. A little later he was doing their wives' lingerie as

well--and running five branches in different parts of the city. Before

he was twenty-seven he owned the largest string of laundries in his

section of the country. It was then that he sold out and went to New

York. But the part of his story that concerns us goes back to the days

when he was making his first big success.

When he was twenty-three Mr. Hart--one of the gray-haired men who like

to say "Now there's a boy"--gave him a guest card to the Sherry Island

Golf Club for a week-end. So he signed his name one day on the register,

and that afternoon played golf in a foursome with Mr. Hart and Mr.

Sandwood and Mr. T. A. Hedrick. He did not consider it necessary to

remark that he had once carried Mr. Hart's bag over this same links, and

that he knew every trap and gully with his eyes shut--but he found

himself glancing at the four caddies who trailed them, trying to catch a

gleam or gesture that would remind him of himself, that would lessen the

gap which lay between his present and his past.

It was a curious day, slashed abruptly with fleeting, familiar

impressions. One minute he had the sense of being a trespasser--in the

next he was impressed by the tremendous superiority he felt toward Mr.

T. A. Hedrick, who was a bore and not even a good golfer any more.

Then, because of a ball Mr. Hart lost near the fifteenth green, an

enormous thing happened. While they were searching the stiff grasses of

the rough there was a clear call of "Fore!" from behind a hill in their

rear. And as they all turned abruptly from their search a bright new

ball sliced abruptly over the hill and caught Mr. T. A. Hedrick in the

abdomen.

"By Gad!" cried Mr. T. A. Hedrick, "they ought to put some of these

crazy women off the course. It's getting to be outrageous."

A head and a voice came up together over the hill:

"Do you mind if we go through?"

"You hit me in the stomach!" declared Mr. Hedrick wildly.

"Did I?" The girl approached the group of men. "I'm sorry. I yelled

'Fore!'"

Her glance fell casually on each of the men--then scanned the fairway

for her ball.

"Did I bounce into the rough?"

It was impossible to determine whether this question was ingenuous or

malicious. In a moment, however, she left no doubt, for as her partner

came up over the hill she called cheerfully:

"Here I am! I'd have gone on the green except that I hit something."

As she took her stance for a short mashie shot, Dexter looked at her

closely. She wore a blue gingham dress, rimmed at throat and shoulders

with a white edging that accentuated her tan. The quality of

exaggeration, of thinness, which had made her passionate eyes and

down-turning mouth absurd at eleven, was gone now. She was arrestingly

beautiful. The color in her cheeks was centred like the color in a

picture--it was not a "high" color, but a sort of fluctuating and

feverish warmth, so shaded that it seemed at any moment it would recede

and disappear. This color and the mobility of her mouth gave a continual

impression of flux, of intense life, of passionate vitality--balanced

only partially by the sad luxury of her eyes.

She swung her mashie impatiently and without interest, pitching the ball

into a sand-pit on the other side of the green. With a quick, insincere

smile and a careless "Thank you!" she went on after it.

"That Judy Jones!" remarked Mr. Hedrick on the next tee, as they

waited--some moments--for her to play on ahead. "All she needs is to be

turned up and spanked for six months and then to be married off to an

old-fashioned cavalry captain."

"My God, she's good-looking!" said Mr. Sandwood, who was just over

thirty.

"Good-looking!" cried Mr. Hedrick contemptuously, "she always looks as

if she wanted to be kissed! Turning those big cow-eyes on every calf in

town!"

It was doubtful if Mr. Hedrick intended a reference to the maternal

instinct.

"She'd play pretty good golf if she'd try," said Mr. Sandwood.

"She has no form," said Mr. Hedrick solemnly.

"She has a nice figure," said Mr. Sandwood.

"Better thank the Lord she doesn't drive a swifter ball," said Mr. Hart,

winking at Dexter.

Later in the afternoon the sun went down with a riotous swirl of gold

and varying blues and scarlets, and left the dry, rustling night of

Western summer. Dexter watched from the veranda of the Golf Club,

watched the even overlap of the waters in the little wind, silver

molasses under the harvest-moon. Then the moon held a finger to her lips

and the lake became a clear pool, pale and quiet. Dexter put on his

bathing-suit and swam out to the farthest raft, where he stretched

dripping on the wet canvas of the spring-board.

There was a fish jumping and a star shining and the lights around the

lake were gleaming. Over on a dark peninsula a piano was playing the

songs of last summer and of summers before that--songs from "Chin-Chin"

and "The Count of Luxemburg" and "The Chocolate Soldier"--and because

the sound of a piano over a stretch of water had always seemed beautiful

to Dexter he lay perfectly quiet and listened.

The tune the piano was playing at that moment had been gay and new five

years before when Dexter was a sophomore at college. They had played it

at a prom once when he could not afford the luxury of proms, and he had

stood outside the gymnasium and listened. The sound of the tune

precipitated in him a sort of ecstasy and it was with that ecstasy he

viewed what happened to him now. It was a mood of intense appreciation,

a sense that, for once, he was magnificently attune to life and that

everything about him was radiating a brightness and a glamour he might

never know again.

A low, pale oblong detached itself suddenly from the darkness of the

Island, spitting forth the reverberate sound of a racing motor-boat. Two

white streamers of cleft water rolled themselves out behind it and

almost immediately the boat was beside him, drowning out the hot tinkle

of the piano in the drone of its spray. Dexter raising himself on his

arms was aware of a figure standing at the wheel, of two dark eyes

regarding him over the lengthening space of water--then the boat had

gone by and was sweeping in an immense and purposeless circle of spray

round and round in the middle of the lake. With equal eccentricity one

of the circles flattened out and headed back toward the raft.

"Who's that?" she called, shutting off her motor. She was so near now

that Dexter could see her bathing-suit, which consisted apparently of

pink rompers.

The nose of the boat bumped the raft, and as the latter tilted rakishly

he was precipitated toward her. With different degrees of interest they

recognized each other.

"Aren't you one of those men we played through this afternoon?" she

demanded.

He was.

"Well, do you know how to drive a motor-boat? Because if you do I wish

you'd drive this one so I can ride on the surf-board behind. My name is

Judy Jones"--she favored him with an absurd smirk--rather, what tried to

be a smirk, for, twist her mouth as she might, it was not grotesque, it

was merely beautiful--"and I live in a house over there on the Island,

and in that house there is a man waiting for me. When he drove up at the

door I drove out of the dock because he says I'm his ideal."

There was a fish jumping and a star shining and the lights around the

lake were gleaming. Dexter sat beside Judy Jones and she explained how

her boat was driven. Then she was in the water, swimming to the floating

surf-board with a sinuous crawl. Watching her was without effort to the

eye, watching a branch waving or a sea-gull flying. Her arms, burned to

butternut, moved sinuously among the dull platinum ripples, elbow

appearing first, casting the forearm back with a cadence of falling

water, then reaching out and down, stabbing a path ahead.

They moved out into the lake; turning, Dexter saw that she was kneeling

on the low rear of the now uptilted surf-board.

"Go faster," she called, "fast as it'll go."

Obediently he jammed the lever forward and the white spray mounted at

the bow. When he looked around again the girl was standing up on the

rushing board, her arms spread wide, her eyes lifted toward the moon.

"It's awful cold," she shouted. "What's your name?"

He told her.

"Well, why don't you come to dinner to-morrow night?"

His heart turned over like the fly-wheel of the boat, and, for the

second time, her casual whim gave a new direction to his life.

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