The latter for a moment sat in her chair completely puzzled. Then she

remembered the day on which she and Miss South returning from the North

End had seen Belle and Brenda in Winter Street. The two girls had

disappeared so quickly that she did not suppose at the time that they

had seen her. Now, however, it seemed that they had been merely in

hiding. But of one thing she was sure, she had never spoken of the

encounter to her aunt, and all this torrent of anger on Brenda's part

was wholly uncalled for. It did seem too bad that Brenda should have

taken this tone just as she had begun to hope that she and her cousin

were to understand each other. On the other hand the case was not very

serious, since to Brenda in a calmer mood it would be very easy to give

an explanation. Yet if it were not for her uncle and aunt, who were

always considerate, Julia now felt that it would be hard for her to

continue under the same roof with Brenda. Julia herself, had always been

closely observant of the golden rule. Nor was her piety of the kind that

was displayed only on occasions. She had been most regular in her

attendance at Sabbath-school, and she and Nora and Edith never thought

of letting rain, or heat, or any other thing prevent their attendance at

the morning service as well. But besides these outward observances she

kept the spirit of the teachings of her Church, or tried to keep them in

her daily life. Neither Brenda, therefore, nor any one else could accuse

her of hypocrisy. She believed strongly in the soft answer that turneth

away wrath, and yet no one could say that behind any one else's back she

indulged in harsh criticism.

At luncheon Brenda did not come to the table, and a question or two from

Mrs. Barlow brought out the fact that Brenda had vented on her cousin

part of the annoyance that she had felt at her mother's reproof.

"Of course I shall make it clear to Brenda that I did not get my

information from you. Indeed I do not see how she could have thought so.

I certainly intimated that I had had my information from some one who

had seen her in the hall. In going there with Belle, Brenda broke two

well-understood rules of mine. In the first place she is not allowed to

go down town except with some older person. It the second place I

disapprove of young girls going to matinees of any kind, and the

performance they went to see was not at all a proper one for them. I

know that I had previously declined to take them. Brenda knew my opinion

of this particular performance, and two friends of mine who saw her and

Belle there were exceedingly surprised that I had permitted them to go

alone. They spoke of the matter incidentally to me, and in that way I

learned of Brenda's disobedience. But I am sorry that Brenda should have

troubled you about the affair, for I know that when she is angry she can

say very disagreeable things."

"It is not of very much consequence, Aunt Anna," replied Julia, "as long

as it is a thing that can be straightened out. If I really had seen

Brenda at the Hall, I might have mentioned the fact without realizing

that it could make her so angry, but when she understands about this I

am sure that we shall be as good friends as ever."

"I hope so," responded Mrs. Barlow.

XXVIII

EXPLANATIONS

Now it happened that on Thursday afternoon Julia went to Nora's and

stayed all night. The next morning the two went out to Roxbury to fulfil

a promise to Ruth to pass a day and night with her. Thus it happened

that Julia and Brenda did not see each other until Saturday evening.

They then met in the presence of an elderly friend of Mrs. Barlow's who

had come to stay over Sunday with the family, and so Brenda had no

opportunity of making an apology--if she intended to make one for her

language of the subject of the matinee. For Mrs. Barlow, of course, had

explained her error to Brenda, and though the latter had not expressed

great contrition, her mother knew that in the end she would do what was

right. Luckily Julia herself was not one to feel resentment, for Sunday

passed without her hearing a word on the subject from Brenda.

After the second service on Sunday, Miss South joined Julia just outside

the church door. "I am very glad to see you," she said, "for I was

greatly disappointed in missing you the other day. I have many things to

tell you, if you will walk with me for half an hour."

This Julia was pleased to do, for it was a beautiful afternoon, and

moreover, she was anxious to hear why Miss South had gone away so

suddenly from Edith's, on the afternoon of the Bazaar.

"I must begin at the beginning, Julia," said Miss South, "for you are

old enough to hear a rather romantic story at first hand, which

otherwise you might hear in an incorrect form."

"I won't say that I have been curious, Miss South," replied Julia,

"although I have thought that in some mysterious way your going off had

some connection with Madame Du Launy."

"That is true logic on your part," responded Miss South, "and you will

be interested to hear that I have spent several hours since Wednesday

with Madame Du Launy. Before I forget it I must tell you that she was

very sorry that she could not see you when you called. She told me to

say this to you as a special message from her."

"Thank you," answered Julia, "but I am very anxious to hear what you

have to say. I feel sure that it is something very interesting."

Miss South smiled. "Then I must begin at the very beginning. You may

have noticed that rather striking portrait of a young girl in the room

where Madame Du Launy usually receives her visitors. Well, that young

girl was my mother." Julia naturally gave a start of surprise, and for a

moment her mind occupied itself in reproducing an image of this

portrait. Then Miss South resumed her story.

"Yes, my mother was the only one of Madame Du Launy's children who

married, and she married against her mother's will. My father was a very

independent man, and when his wife's mother said that she would never

forgive her for having married a poor man without family or position, he

accepted this as final. He would not let my mother make any attempt at

reconciliation, yet had she made such efforts I am sure that they would

have been unsuccessful. He took her to Ohio first, and after a time they

moved further west. We lived from the earliest time that I can remember,

very simply and economically, but we had the advantage of good

schools,--we two children, I mean--and when I showed a desire to go to

college I was sent to the State University of the State where we had

grown up. My brother, as I told you, was several years younger than I,

and was only preparing for college when my father died. Our mother had

died when we were little children, and in accordance with our father's

wishes we had heard little about our grandmother besides her name. Once

he had told us that she was an embittered old woman, and that she had

not shown any regard for him, or my mother after her marriage. We knew

that Boston had been our mother's home for a time, although most of her

youth had been spent in wandering around Europe with her parents. After

our father's death I thought once or twice of trying to find out whether

or not our grandmother was alive. But my brother always dissuaded me, so

keen was his resentment for the way she had treated our father. My

telling him that this had been mere prejudice on her part--for she never

had met my father--did not make him change his mind. He made me believe

that it would be disrespect to both our parents if I should seek my

grandmother. When I came to Boston, and heard about this peculiar Madame

Du Launy, who lived opposite the school, I felt that she must be my

grandmother, and some letters and a picture--a small water-color of the

house--made it perfectly clear that in this surmise I was correct.

Before the Bazaar I had decided in the course of the spring, to make

myself known to Madame Du Launy, and I ought to tell you that it was

your account of her gentler side that led me to think seriously of doing

this."

"How very interesting!" cried Julia. "Why, I never heard anything like

it. But why did not Madame Du Launy ever try to find you?"

"For the very good reason that she did not know of my existence. You see

my mother never wrote to her after the first months of her marriage when

my grandmother returned all her letters unopened. Yet Madame Du Launy--I

find it very hard to say 'Grandmother' had heard that my mother had had

one or two children, but she had also been told that they had died. All

that she heard, however, was mere rumor, for she was too proud to write

to my father after her daughter's death. But of late years, she says,

she has been very unhappy, and has thought much about my mother. It was

my close resemblance to her portrait that caused her to faint the other

day. I have a photograph made from that portrait, and occasionally I

dress my hair in the same style, those old fashions are somewhat in

vogue now, and I can do so with propriety. My grandmother says that I am

wonderfully like my mother."

"Dear me!" said Julia, "it is more interesting than a novel. I suppose

that now you will go to live with Madame Du Launy, and we shall lose you

at school."

Miss South smiled. "I shall certainly finish out my present year of

teaching, although it is probable that I may go to live with Madame Du

Launy." Then after a pause, "There is one thing that I ought to say,

Julia, because I know that already it is reported that I am to be a

great heiress. Madame Du Launy has a good income, but it comes from an

annuity, and when she dies it will die with her. She seemed to think

that she ought to explain this to me before asking me to live with her.

The house is hers outright, and she has said that she will give it to me

and my brother. I would not speak of this if it were not that I should

be placed in a false position otherwise. In fact I am the more ready to

go to live with my grandmother, because she is not the enormously rich

woman that she has been represented to be. But now I have talked enough

about myself, so let us turn to the Rosas."

"Why, yes," responded Julia, "I have been wondering whether or not you

had seen them since the Bazaar."

"Yes, I was able to go down yesterday, and I found Mrs. Rosa quite ready

to go to the country. I did not feel at liberty to tell her of the

success of the efforts of 'The Four,' but I told her that money was

certain to be furnished for the expense of removing her, and setting her

up in the little home that we have planned for her."

"Wasn't she perfectly delighted?"

"Well, she did not show a great deal of emotion. She is almost too weak

for that, but I am sure that she is pleased, although she has a certain

amount of regret at leaving the city."

"She ought to be perfectly thankful to leave that wretched place."

"It does not look quite as wretched and dirty to her as it does to us,

and after all home is home, and the North End has been her home for many

years."

"I won't ask what the children think of the change, for I shall see them

myself in a day or two, and I suppose that I ought to be going home now.

But I do wish to tell you how delighted I am about your good fortune in

finding your grandmother. You know that I have grown quite fond of

Madame Du Launy myself, and I have been so sorry for her loneliness that

I am very glad indeed that she is to have you to live with her. Now,

here I suppose that I ought to leave you at this corner, so good-bye

until to-morrow."

"Wait a moment, Julia, I have been so wrapped up in myself that I have

not given you a message from Madame Du Launy. At least she wished me to

tell you that your kindness in running in to see her this spring had

been greatly appreciated, and that she has been made very happy by the

glimpses of fresh, young life that you have given her. In the future she

hopes to see much more of you and of some of your young friends. Poor

grandmother! It is her own fault that she has been so shut out from

people and interesting things here in Boston. But in her youth she was a

very sharped tongued and overbearing woman,--she says this herself--and

she so resented the criticisms which people made on her marriage that

she was only too glad to give up their society, and in return for their

criticisms she said so many sharp things that even if she had wished it,

there was small chance of her having pleasant associations with most of

the families of her acquaintance. Oh! before we part there is one thing

that I must tell you about Mrs. Rosa. It seems that she has been greatly

annoyed lately by a young man, the son of an old friend of hers, who for

several years was in the habit of lending her small sums of money. The

friend had given her to understand that these sums were gifts in

repayment of kindnesses that Mrs. Rosa had done her friend in her youth.

In fact the young man's mother had borrowed from the Rosas in their

prosperous days. Lately, however, this friend has died, and her son has

a little book in which the money lent Mrs. Rosa amounts with interest to

two hundred dollars. He claims that it is a debt due him, and though he

cannot collect anything from a person who has nothing, he annoys Mrs.

Rosa very much by coming to her house and telling her that she ought to

get some of her rich friends to help her pay the debt. He is very well

off himself, for a Portuguese, and his behavior is a kind of

persecution."

"Well," said Julia, "I must tell the girls, for if they should let Mrs.

Rosa have even a little of the money----"

"He would certainly wheedle it from her, and you ought to give them a

word of warning."

As they parted Julia felt that she had many things to think about--many

more things than she had had to consider for a long time. When she

reached home she found the family all discussing some of the rumors that

had come to them about Madame Du Launy and Miss South, and she was glad

that she had had her information at first hand, and that she could

contradict some rather absurd rumors that were in circulation.

"The worst thing about it," said Mrs. Barlow, "appears to be the fact

that by this turn of Fortune's wheel, Miss Crawdon's school is likely to

lose one of its best teachers."

"I am not so sure of that," responded Julia; "I have an idea that Miss

South may continue to teach; she is very fond of her work----"

"But her grandmother will certainly wish her to give all her time to

her, and her first duty will be with her."

"Whatever her duty is, I am sure that she will do it," replied Julia;

"she is the most conscientious person I have ever known; just think of

her going down to see Mrs. Rosa this very week, when she must have had

so much to interest her in at her grandmother's."

"By the way," asked Mr. Barlow, "are Miss South and Madame Du Launy sure

that they are correct in their surmises about the relationship? They

must have some stronger proof than personal resemblance, and the

possession of one or two old pictures."

"Oh, yes," interposed Mrs. Barlow, "I believe that Miss South has many

other proofs to show in the way of letters, certificates, and some other

things that belonged to her mother."

"Then her name, too,--you know she is called Lydia from a sister of

Madame Du Launy's who died young, and--why how foolish we are, of course

Madame Du Launy always knew that the name of the man whom her daughter

married was George South, the name of your teacher's father. One of her

objections to him was his plebeian name," said Mrs. Barlow's cousin who

had remained over Sunday.

Brenda had had less comment to make on these exciting events than had

Julia, and even Mr. and Mrs. Barlow had seemed to take more interest in

this romance of Madame Du Launy and Miss South. If the truth must be

told Brenda was really half worn out. Her vacation had been anything but

restful. The Bazaar by itself need not have tired her had she not in the

latter part of the week spent almost every hour in some kind of vigorous

exercise in search of what she and Belle called "fun." There had been

two long bicycle rides, one dancing party, a three hours' walk to

Brookline and back one day, and other things that really had told on her

strength. Moreover her conscience was pricking her. For on the preceding

afternoon, moved by an impulse which she now regretted, she had

persuaded Nora to go with her to the North End to visit Mrs. Rosa. This

was not long after Miss South had left the sick woman, and they found

Mrs. Rosa somewhat depressed, first at the thought that she was really

going to leave the city, second by the fact that her persistent creditor

had just been in and had told her that he might "take the law on

her"--so she quoted him, if she did not pay the money which he found

written against her name in his mother's little book. Now Mrs. Rosa

ought to have rested herself on Miss South's assurance that the young

man could not make good his claim in law, but she was only a rather

ignorant foreigner to whom the power of the law meant that she might be

dragged off to the nearest police station by the brass-buttoned

officers. She did not tell the young girls about her creditor, but when

they pitied her for looking so ill, she sighed so sadly that they felt

very sorry indeed for her. Marie, who had accompanied them to the North

End had left them for a quarter of an hour to see a friend of hers

living in the neighborhood, and then Brenda had no one but Nora to

remonstrate with her for any folly she might wish to commit. When,

therefore, out of a small bag which she carried, she took her

purse,--her best purse with the silver monogram,--and when from the

purse she extracted the three hundred-dollar notes, the proceeds of the

Bazaar, even Nora gave a little gasp.

"Why, Brenda, how did you ever dare to bring that money down to this

part of the city?"

"Why shouldn't I, you goose! I am sure that it will do Mrs. Rosa more

good to see this money than anything else possibly could. See! Mrs.

Rosa" she continued, "this is all yours, this three hundred dollars that

we made at the Bazaar that we have been telling you about----" For Nora

and she had expatiated on the charms of the occasion--the flowers, the

music, and the many pretty articles that had been displayed on the

tables. In fact they had brought several simple little things as

presents for Mrs. Rosa and the children, and while the former probably

did not understand all that they said to her, she did realize that some

one had been at a great deal of trouble for her, and that this money was

the result.

"All for me, oh tank you," she said, reaching her hand out towards the

bills. Nora hastily jerked Brenda's arm.

"You mustn't give them to her."

Now up to this moment, Brenda had had no intention of doing this. "Why,

Nora, really I think that I understand things as well as you do." Nora

for the moment forgot the effect which opposition usually had on Brenda.

Mrs. Rosa glanced questioningly from one girl to the other.

"Why, yes, you may look at them close too, you may hold them," said

Brenda, laying the bills on Mrs. Rosa's transparent hand. The expression

on the poor woman's face brightened.

"The money means a great deal to her," said Nora, sympathetically.

"Yes," answered Brenda, "you see that I was right in giving it to her, I

mean in letting her see it. She has a little color in her cheeks

already. She knows what that money can do for her and her children." It

was hard enough for Mrs. Rosa to understand English when spoken in a

full voice, and she made no effort to comprehend the undertone in which

the two girls were speaking.

"Are they for me to keep?" she asked eagerly.

"Not now," responded Brenda, "but by and by, next week, perhaps you

shall have a little money to spend, and some of it we may spend for you

to take you to the country, you know."

"Come, Brenda," said Nora, "we must not stay too long, if the children

are not to be back until five o'clock, we cannot wait to see them. We

ought to be watching for Marie now."

"I know, I know," retorted Brenda, impatiently, "I shall be ready when

you are."

"If I could just have this money in the house for a little while," said

Mrs. Rosa, with her quaint accent, "I should be so happy. I think it

would make me sleep. I haven't slept for _so_ long," and she sighed and

looked paler than ever.

"Poor thing," said Brenda, "I wish that I could give it to you now.

Indeed I do not know why I should not, it is certainly yours, and I do

not care for the responsibility myself,"--this speciously, for Brenda

knew perfectly well that her father stood ready to take care of the

money.

"Nora," she called rather sharply, "I think that we ought to let Mrs.

Rosa have this money until we are ready to spend it. It is really hers

now, people would not have come to the Bazaar, except to help the

Rosas."

"Now, Brenda," cried Nora, "don't be foolish. I cannot imagine your

doing so crazy a thing. It was bad enough for you to have brought the

money down here. It was an awful risk, for suppose you had lost the

purse,--oh, my," with a change of tone, "why there is Manuel. I must run

out and speak to him," and in her usual heedless way Nora left the room

with little thought for the subject which she and Brenda had the moment

before been discussing.

Left alone with Mrs. Rosa, Brenda felt an increase of pity for the poor,

pale woman, who looked as if she had very little more time to live. As

she handled the bills with feverish fingers, Brenda made a quick

resolve.

"Why should I not give her a pleasure that will cost me so little, and I

am sure that no reasonable person can object.

"Mrs. Rosa," she said, leaning forward, "if I should let you keep that

money for a few days, would you promise not to let the children see it.

You must keep it right in this purse, and never let it out of your

sight. I mean when any one is here you must keep it under your pillow,

though of course when you are alone you can look at it."

Mrs. Rosa smiled gratefully, and Brenda taking the bills began to put

them back in her portemonnaie. "I think," she said reflectively, "that I

will keep one of these bills in case there are special things that Miss

South or Julia may have planned for you." She could afford to be liberal

in her feelings now that she was getting ready to do something that in

the bottom of her heart she knew that the others who were interested in

Mrs. Rosa would not approve. So she tied up the one hundred dollar bill,

that she intended to keep, in a corner of her handkerchief, and placed

it carefully in the bottom of her bag.

"Remember," she said, as she handed the little purse to Mrs. Rosa,

"remember that you are not to spend this."

"O, I remember, I promise, miss," responded Mrs. Rosa, and just at this

moment Nora reopened the door.

"Come, Brenda," she said, "Marie is outside waiting, and we ought to

start for home at once. Good-bye, Mrs. Rosa, I suppose we shall hardly

see you again in this uncomfortable room. Come on, Brenda, how long it

takes you to put your gloves on!"

Brenda, of course was greatly relieved that Nora asked not another word

about the money. But all the same her conscience had begun to trouble

her, and after she reached home could she have thought of any way to do

it, without betraying herself, she would have sent down to Mrs. Rosa's

for the purse and its contents. On Sunday, at least in the morning, she

had felt reassured.

"What possibility," she thought, "is there that anything could happen to

the money. There might be a fire at the North End, but so there might be

at the Back Bay. Perhaps she ought to have let her father put it in the

bank. Well on Monday morning she would go down, perhaps before school if

she could wake early enough. But on Sunday it was out of the question."

So she had reasoned until Sunday afternoon. Then as she heard Julia tell

what Miss South had said to her, she became very nervous.

"Oh, dear," she thought. "Oh, dear, what _shall_ I do if anything has

happened to that money?"

XXIX

AFTER VACATION

On Monday morning as might have been expected, Brenda did not awake very

early, and though she had a few uneasy minutes as she thought of Mrs.

Rosa, on the whole she was too much absorbed by her preparations for

school to worry over what had now become a very unpleasant subject to

her.

At school all was bustle and excitement for the quarter hour preceding

the opening. Some of the girls had been in New York, or even as far as

Washington during the vacation, and they had much to tell of their

doings. Even those girls who had remained in Boston had had very

exciting experiences, or at least this seemed to have been the case

judging by the eager tones in which they talked, and the effort of each

girl to make herself heard above all the others. If there had been

nothing else eventful among the girls of the set to which The Four

belonged, the Bazaar would have afforded abundant food for discussion.

Even the older girls were interested in this affair, and felt proud of

the success of their schoolmates. This morning, too, was an exciting one

at the school, because it marked the beginning of the spring term--the

last term of regular school for several of Miss Crawdon's pupils, who

next year were to take their place in society. Already in their spring

gowns, modeled after the styles of their elders, they looked like young

women, and their sweeping skirts and elaborate hats seemed to put a gulf

between them and their younger companions. Among the girls of

intermediate age there was also a special reason for dreading the spring

term, for during the few remaining weeks, two or three of them besides

Ruth and Julia were to concentrate all their energy on preparation for

the preliminary college examinations. Not all of these girls were likely

to go to college, but Miss Crawdon had encouraged them to prepare for

the examinations, hoping that their success in passing them might lead

them eventually to take the college course.

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