SPORT OF THE HEAVENLY NYMPHS.
Argument:—Full account of the nymph, since her birth to her
Beatification.
Vasishtha continued:—The graceful nymph with lotus like eyes, and her
side long glances darting as a string of _málati_ flowers, was then
gently looked upon by me, and accosted with tenderness.
2. Who art thou sweet nymph, I said, that art as fair as the farina of
the lotus floret, and comest to my company; say, whose and what thou
art, where is thy abode and wither thou goest, and what thou desirest of
me.
3. The nymph replied:—It is meet, O _muni_, that you greet me thus; that
repair to you with a grieving heart, and will lay my case confidently
before you for your kind advice to me.
4. There is in a corner of the cell of the great vault of vacuity, that
this worldly dwelling of yours is situated.
5. This dwelling house of the world has three apartments in it, namely
the earth, heaven, and the infernal regions; wherein the great architect
(Brahmá) hath placed a dame by name of fancy, as a mistress of this
dwelling.
6. Here is the sombre surface of the earth, appearing as the store-house
of the world; and beset with numerous islands surrounded by oceans and
seas. (The earth is said to be the mother and supporter of all worlds).
7. The earth stretches on all sides, with many islands in the midst of
its seas and with many a mine of gold underneath, and extending to ten
thousand _yojans_ in its length.
8. It is bright and visible itself, and is as fair as the vault of
heaven; it supplies us with all the objects of our desire, and vies with
the starry heaven by the lustre of its gems.
9. It is the pleasure and promenading ground of gods, siddha spirits and
apsara nymphs; it abounds with all objects of desire, and fraught with
all things of our enjoyment.
10. It has at its two ends the two polar mountains, called the lokáloka
ranges (for having one side of them always brightened by the sunlight,
and the other ever darkened by the sunly night). The two polar circles
resembling the two belts at both extremities of the earth.
11. One side of the polar mountains, is ever covered by darkness, like
the minds of ignorant people; and the other side shines with eternal
light, like the enlightened souls of the wise.
12. One side of these is as delightsome, as society with the good and
wise; while the opposite side is as dark and dolesome, as company with
the ignorant and vile.
13. On one side all things were as clear as the minds of intelligent
men, and on the other, there was as impervious a gloom as it hangs over
the minds of unlettered Bráhmanas.
14. On one part there was neither the sunshine nor the moon light to be
had; and as one side presented the habitable world before it, so the
other showed the vast void and waste beyond the limits of nature.
15. One side of these teemed with the cities of gods, and the other with
those of demons; and as the one side lifted its lofty summits on high,
so the other bent below towards the infernal regions.
16. Some where the vultures were hovering over the craters and at others
the lands appeared charming to sight; while the mountain peaks appeared
to touch the celestial city of Brahmá on high. (The city of Brahma loka,
is situated in the highest heaven).
17. Some where there appears a dismal and dreary desert forest, with loud
blasts of death hovering over them; and at others there are flower gardens
and groves, with the nymphs of heaven, sitting and singing in them.
18. In one part of it there is the deep infernal cave, containing the
horrible _Kumbhanda_ demons in it; and in another are the beautiful
nandana gardens with the hermitages of holy saints in them.
19. On one part there overhang the eternal clouds, roaring loudly like
furious elephants, while raining clouds are showering on the other.
There are deep and dark caverns <on> one part, and thick forest arbours on
another.
20. The labouring woodmen are felling the trees of wood-lands, inhabited
by evil spirits on one side or the hardy woodmen are driving away the
devils on one side, by felling the woods of their haunts in the
wood-lands; while the other is full of inhabited tracts, and men more
polished in their manners, than the celestials of heaven.
21. Some places are laid desolate by their inhabitants, by the driving
and whirling winds; and others secure from every harm, are flourishing
in their productions (of animals and vegetables).
22. Some where are great and desolate deserts, dreary wastes dreadful
with their howling winds; and in some places there are purling lakes of
lotuses with rows of sounding cranes gracing their borders.
23. In some places, is heard the gurgling of waters, and the growlings
of clouds in others; and in others are the gay and merry Apsaras, turned
giddy with their swinging.
24. On one side the landscape is beset by horrible demons, and is
shunned by all other beings; and on the other, the happy spirits of
Siddhas, Vidyádharas and others, are seen to be sitting and singing by
the side of cooling streams.
25. Somewhere the pouring clouds, caused the ever flowing rivers to
encroach upon the lands; and there were the light and flimsy clouds
also, flying as sheets of cloths, and driven by gusts of winds here and
there.
26. There are the lotus bushes on one side, with swarms of humming bees,
fluttering about their leafy faces; and there are seen the rubicund
teeth of celestial damsels, blushing with the tincture of betel leaves
on the other.
27. In one place is seen the pleasant concourse of people, pursuing
their several callings under the shining sun; and in another the
assemblage of hideous demons, dancing in their demoniac revelry in the
darkness of night.
28. Somewhere the land is laid waste of its people, by havocs and
portents befalling on them; and else where the country is smiling with
its rising cities, under blessing of a good government.
29. Sometimes a dreary waste distracts, and at others a beautiful
population attracts the sight; sometimes deep and dark caverns occur to
view, and at others the dreadful abyss appears to sight.
30. Some spot is full of fruitful trees and luxuriant verdure, and
another a dreary desert devoid of waters and living beings; some where
you see bodies of big elephants, and at others groups of great and
greedy lions.
31. Some places are devoid of animals, and others peopled by ferocious
Rákshasas; some places are filled with the thorny _karanja_ thickets,
and others are full of lofty palma forests.
32. Somewhere are lakes as large and clear as the expanse of heaven, and
at others there are vast barren deserts as void as the empty air.
Somewhere there are tracts of continually driving sands, and there are
goodly groves of trees at others, flourishing in all the seasons of the
year.
33. This mountain has many a peak on its top, as high as ordinary hills
and mounts elsewhere; and the kalpa clouds are perpetually settled upon
them, blazing with the radiance of gems by the hues of heaven.
34. There are forests growing on the milk white and sunny stones of this
mountain, and serving as abodes of foresters; and always resorted to by
the breed of lions and monkeys.
35. There is a peak on the north of this mountain, with a grotto towards
the east of it; and this cavern affords me a sequestered habitation, in
its hard and stony bosom.
36. There I am confined, O sage, in that stony prison-house; and there
methinks I have passed a series of yuga ages (of which there is no
reckoning).
37. Not I alone, but my husband also is confined in the same cave with
myself; and we are doomed to remain imprisoned therein, like bees closed
up at night fall, within the cup of a closing lotus-flower.
38. Thus have I with my husband, continued to abide in the stony
dungeon, for the very long period of very many years.
39. It is owing to our own fault, that we do not obtain our release even
at the present time; but continue to remain there in the state of
prisoners as ever and for ever.
40. But sir, it is not only ourselves that are confined in this stony
prison-house; but all our family, friends and dependants, are enthralled
in the same stronghold and to no end.
41. The ancient personage (purusha) of my twice-born husband, is there
confined in his dungeon (of the body); and though he has remained there
for many an age, yet he has never removed from his single seat.
42. He is employed in his studentship and studies (Brahmacharya), since
his boyhood, attends to the hearing and reciting of the vedas; and is
steadfast in his observances without swerving or deviation.
43. But I am not so, O sage, but doomed to perpetual distress; because I
am unable, O sage, to pass a moment without his company.
44. Hear now, O sage, how I became his wife, and how there grew an
unfeigned affection between us.
45. When that husband of mine had been still a boy, and acquired a
little knowledge by remaining in his own house.
46. He thought in himself, saying, “Ah, I am a srotriya or vedic
Bráhmana, and can it be possible for me to have a suitable partner for
myself.”
47. He then produced me out of himself, in this beauteous figure of
mine; in the manner that the lightsome moon causes the moonlight to
issue out of his body. (In Sanskrit the moon is masculine, and the
moonlight feminine; whence they are called _nishápati_ and _jyotsna_).
(So in Arabic _qmar_ the moon is masculine, and _shams_ the sun is
feminine).
48. Being thus produced from the mind (of my husband), I remained as a
mental consort of his; and grew up in time as the blossoms in spring,
and as beautiful as the mandara plant in bloom.
49. My body became as bright, as the face of the sky by its nature; and
all my features glittered like the stars in heaven. My countenance was
as fair as the face of the full moon, and became attractive of all heart
towards it.
50. My breasts were swollen as the buds of flower, and as luscious as a
juicy fruit; and my arms and the palms of my hands, resembled two tender
creepers with their rubicund leaflets.
51. I became the delight and captor of the hearts of living beings, and
the side long glances of my all stretched antelope eyes, infatuated all
minds with the maddening passion of love.
52. I was prone to the blandishments and dalliance of love, and prompt
in quips and cranks and wreathed smiles, and glancings; I was fond of
singing and music, and was insatiate in my joviality.
53. I was addicted to the enjoyment of all felicity, both in prosperity
and adversity, both of which are alike friendly to me. I was never
tempted by the delusive temptations of the one, nor ever frightened by
the threatening persecution of the other.
54. I do not sustain the household of my Brahmanical lord alone, but I
support, O sir, the mansions of the inhabitants of all the three worlds;
because by my being a mental being, I have my access to all places far
and near.
55. I am the legal wife of the Bráhmanas, and fit for the propagation
and supportance of his offspring; as also for bearing the burden of this
house of the triple. (Does it mean that this is capable of comprehending
all what is contained in the three worlds?).
56. I am now grown a young woman, with my swollen up big breasts; and am
as giddy paced with my youthful gaiety, as a cluster of flowers
flouncing in the air.
57. My husband from his natural disposition of procrastination and
studiousness, is employed in his austerities; and being in expectation
of getting his liberation, is deferring to engage in his marriage with
me to this day.
58. But I being advanced in my youth, and fond of youthful dalliance
(have given him my mind); and do now burn in the flame of my passion for
him, like the lotus flower in a fiery furnace.
59. Though I am always cooling myself, with the cooling breeze of brooks
and lotus lakes; yet I burn incessantly in all my body, as the
sacrificial embers are reduced to ashes in the sacred fire place.
60. I see the garden grounds covered (smiling), with the flowers falling
in showers from the shady trees; but I burn as the land under the
burning sands, of the unshaded and burning desert.
61. The soft gurgling of waters, and the gentle breeze of lakes, full
with blooming lotuses and lilies; and the sweet sounds of cranes and
water fowls, are all rough and harsh to me.
62. Though decked with flowery wreaths and garlands, and swinging upon
my cradle of flowers; yet methinks I am lying down upon a bed of thorns.
63. Sleeping on beds, formed of the soft leaves of lotuses and
plantain-leaves; I find them dried under the heat of my body, and
powdered to ashes by the pressure of my person.
64. Whatever fair, lovely, charming and sweet and pleasant things, I
come to see and feel, I am filled with sorrow at their sight, and my
eyes are suffused in tears.
65. My eyes steam with tears, from the heat of my inward bosom; and they
trickle upon and fall down my eyelids, like dew drops on lotus leaves.
66. Swinging with my playmates, on the pendant boughs of plantain trees,
in our pleasure gardens; I think of the burning grief in my heart, and
burst out in tears, by covering my face with my hands (for fear of being
detected in my love).
67. I look at our bowers of cooling plantain leaves, and strewn over
with snows all over the ground; but fearing them as bushes of thorny
brambles, I fly from them far away.
68. I see the blooming lotus of the lake, and the fond crane fondling
with its stalk like arm, and then begin to contemn my youthful bloom.
69. I weep at seeing whatever is handsome, and keep quiet at what is
moderate; I delight in whatsoever beseems to be ugly, and I am happy in
my utter insensibility of every thing.
70. I have seen the fair flowers of spring, and the hoary-frost of
winter; and thought them all to be but heaps of the ashes of lovelorn
dames, burnt down by the flame of love, and scattered by the relentless
winds on all sides.
71. I have made me beds of the blue leaves of lotuses and other plants,
and covered me with chaplets of snow white flowers; but found them to
turn pale and dry by their contact with my body. So pity me, that my
youthful days have all gone in vain.