My fate is very odd. While the real thing for which alone I care

remains enveloped in the most German mist of impossibility. H.'s

diplomatic skill has arranged for me all manner of Paris glories,

which float before me mockingly like a "Fata Morgana." Heaven

only knows what will come of this "Tannhauser" scheme. In my

heart I do not yet believe in it, and for good reasons. It is of

more importance to me to perform "Tristan" in Germany, and I am

determined to set that old Dresden matter right if any decent

concessions are made to me. If I succeed in this, I shall look to

Vienna as the theatre which has the best singers, and presents

the unique phenomenon of being conducted by a competent musician,

with whom one can come to an understanding. This, as you know,

cannot be found in the rest of Germany.

Of you, dearest friend, I have heard nothing for a long time, for

even H. was unable to tell me anything. The comfort of your

visits in Paris, which at one time you promised me so

confidently, will not, it appears, be vouchsafed to me. Be not

offended, therefore, if today I send you a visitor in order to

give you some news of myself on the same occasion. I have been

brought here by the absurd illusion of being able, by repeating

my Paris concerts at Brussels, to recover some of the money which

those Paris excesses had cost me. But of course the only results

of this excursion were new expenses and a little propaganda.

Amongst the most valuable conquests I have made here is first

Herr A. Samuel, who is starting for Germany, and would like to be

introduced to you. He has been very amiable towards me, both in

deed and word. You will like him, too, and in that belief I

recommend him to your welcome.

You also introduced some one to me here. Frau Agnes Street--

Klindworth brought me a letter from you which you had given to

her five years ago for London. I have to thank you for the most

pleasant acquaintance which you procure to me so unexpectedly and

after all that time. I was soon at home with her and Papa

Klindworth, and owe the most pleasant memories to these two

people. The old man amused me greatly by his incredible wealth of

diplomatic anecdote.

I return to Paris today in order to have a closer view of my

brilliant misery. M. Royer wants a large ballet for the second

act of "Tannhauser"; you may imagine how I relish the idea. My

only refuge in the face of such demands is Princess Metternich,

who is highly esteemed by Fould, etc. I must see whether I can

get rid of this ballet, otherwise I shall of course withdraw

"Tannhauser."

Well, you have now a good insight into the joy of my existence.

Do not delay communicating to me a fragment of your life. The

only thing that makes our position towards this misery of world

and life tolerable is the growing contempt for world and life;

and if one can arrive at that in a good humour, things are all

right for a little while. But when one perceives how few things

hold water, when one observes the terrible superficiality, the

incredible thoughtlessness, the selfish desire for pleasure,

which inspire every one, one's own earnestness appears often in a

very comic light. This consideration is to me, at least, the only

one which sometimes puts me in a tolerable mood.

A thousand cordial greetings to you, my dearest Franz; with Mamma

I get on very well. The old lady quite touches me by her love and

sympathetic insight. Farewell, and remember lovingly,

Your

R. W.

301.

Depeche Telegraphique.

WEYMAR, le 22 Mai.

Deposee sous le no. 93 a 12 heures 31 minutes s. Expediee a

domicile le 22 a 2 heures 15 minutes soir.

RICHARD WAGNER,

RUE NEWTON, 16, CHAMPS ELYSEES,

CHEMIN DE VERSAILLES, PARIS.

Cordial wishes for your birthday from your

FRANZ LISZT.

302.

Your letter, dearest, unique friend, is to me more beautiful than

the most beautiful balmy May day. May you rejoice in the joy

which it has given to me.

I wish I could telegraph myself to Paris. Where could I be more

happy than with you, in the magic circle of "Rhinegold", the

"Valkyrie", "Siegfried", "Tristan" and "Isolde"--all of them the

objects of my longing? But I must not think of this for the

present, although I shall certainly come as soon as I can.

Your photograph has been announced to me by an amiable hand, but

has not made its appearance so far. I told you before that your

little bust stands on my writing-desk as UNICUM. The photograph

will find its place in the same room, which otherwise contains

nothing ARTISTIC. Beethoven, Weber, Schubert, and others of that

stamp keep company to your portrait (that with the motto, "Du

weisst wie das wird") in the ante-room. HERE I want to have you

alone together with my St. Francis, whom Steinly has designed for

me splendidly. He stands on heaving ocean-waves, his outspread

cloak on, firmly, unmovedly. In his left hand he calmly holds

burning coals; the right is extended in the act of blessing; his

gaze is turned upwards, where the word "charitas" glows,

surrounded by an aureole.

The great life-question of the Princess has been finally and

favourably settled. All the villainous and subtle intrigues which

were spun for a number of years have been dispelled.

After the return of the Princess from Rome (where she arrived

last Sunday, and will probably stay till the end of July) all

will be arranged. I wish I could soon have the pleasure of seeing

you CHEZ NOUS.

Through Fraulein Hundt (whom, together with her friend Ingeborg

Stark, you received so amiably) I heard a good many things about

your way of life in Paris. "Tannhauser", with ballet, and a

contest of translators as well as of minstrels, are immediately

before you. It will be a tough piece of work for you, and I

advise as many walks and cooling baths as possible. Fips should

teach you a little philosophic patience during the rehearsals.

Frau Burde-Ney told me lately when she was "starring" here, that

she intended to go to Paris for a few days, in order to study

Isolde with you. She has the necessary stuff ("Wupptich" they say

at Dresden) for it.

A thousand thanks for the score which Hartel has sent me. You

know best how all this is sung from my very soul. Let me know

when convenient what you consider most desirable in regard to the

performance of "Tristan." At Carlsruhe it seems impossible, and

Devrient was inclined to bet that "Tristan" could not be

performed anywhere else either, unless you consented to

considerable alterations. This is by no means my opinion, and as

often as Devrient said NO, I replied YES. His stage experience

is, no doubt, older than mine, but nevertheless I have perfect

confidence in my opinion of such things. You know for what

reasons I did not, at the time, beg "Tristan" for Weymar, and you

will approve of my passive attitude. If, as I should not like to

think, no favourable chances for the speedy performance of this

marvellous work turn up, and if, for the present, you will be

satisfied with a performance here, I firmly believe that I can

arrange it for next season (1861). Let me know your views when

you write again. Meanwhile I remain, with all my heart,

Your own

F. LISZT.

WEYMAR, May 31st, 1860.

I shall remain here till the return of the Princess. Whether

Berlioz will reply to your letter, couched in the barbarous

French of Genius, in OUR sense, appears somewhat doubtful. The

more's the pity.

303.

PARIS, June 15th, 1860.

Can you induce Herr D. to send me a prompt reply to my last

letter? The question at stake is whether or not I shall be able

to do something for the health of my wife this summer in

accordance with the doctor's prescription. I MUST know this. At

the same time I must declare that I shall not accept less than

1,000 francs.

I do not want to encroach upon you, but what you can do without

injuring yourself, do please, as soon as possible.

If they think me worth that sum at Weimar I shall expect the bill

of exchange by return of post.

Adieu.

Your

RICH. WAGNER.

16, RUE NEWTON, CHAMPS ELYSEES.

304.

DEAREST FRANZ,

According to a letter just received, D. thinks it necessary to

refuse me the thousand francs I had asked for, and offers me

thirty louis d'or instead.

This puts me in an awkward position. On the one hand I am, as

usual, greatly in want of money, and shall decidedly not be able

to send my wife to Loden for a cure, unless I receive the

subvention I had hoped for. On the other hand, I must despair of

ever prospering if, compelled by necessity, I have to yield on

every occasion. I have explained my view of the question of

honorarium to D. quite openly and without any brusqueness, and

have finally insisted upon my first demand.

I should like to let my wife start as soon as possible. The worst

turn which this affair could take at Weimar would be, if my

demand were simply refused, and if I had nothing at all to give

to my wife.

You now know my position exactly. If your diplomatic genius could

find a middle course (in case my demand cannot be carried) you

would oblige me greatly. I suppose that you are on sufficiently

good terms with D., and hope that, at the worst, you will

discover such a middle course. Therefore kindly look after this

trumpery matter. I am unfortunately surrounded by nothing but

trumpery things.

Let me hear from you soon.

Adieu.

Your

R. W.

305.

Concerning the "Rienzi" honorarium, I could effect nothing beyond

what D. had offered to you. Pardon me, dearest friend, for not

having written to you at once, but I am very tired this week and

as unwell as the normal state of my health will allow me to be.

It is not of any consequence, and a few days' rest will set me

right again. In the meanwhile I must unfortunately advise you to

accept D.'s proposal. The G. D. is not here, and no other course

is open until the performance actually takes place. After that I

hope to get you a few hundred francs more. D. tells me that

"Rienzi" is to take the place of the "Prophet" next season. Five

(say 5) new decorations have been ordered, and are in

preparation. Meffert will sing the title part, and the other

characters will be decently represented, while the chorus will be

increased by soldiers. Let it therefore take its course until we

can do something better. Patience, says Byron, is the virtue of

mules, but he who does not possess it remains a miserable ass.

I shall write to you in a few days about several things not

connected with business. Most cordially

Your

F. L.

June 24th (birthday of the Grand Duke, who is not expected back

here before eight or ten days. From Baden he has gone to

Switzerland with his wife).

Your photograph has arrived at last, and lights up my room.

306.

MOST UNIQUE OF MEN,

Madame Kalergi's intercession in your concert affair gives me

great joy. Beautiful and noble traits of that kind are,

unfortunately, seldom met with. Will you kindly forward the

enclosed lines to my gracious lady protectress? I do not know her

present address. You are once more in the old "Tannhauser" birth

throes. Much luck! You will have to suffer much at the

rehearsals, and have perhaps never undergone so hard a trial of

patience as the re-writing and studying of this work, which to

you is partly "ein uberwundener Standpunkt," as friend Brendel

says. Through means of the "Presse Theatrale", which is kindly

sent to me, I remain au courant of your exertions. Be not too

much annoyed at being an immortal poet and composer; there is

nothing worse in this world to which one should apply the

following modified version of Leibnitz's well-known axiom: Tout

est pour le mieux, dans un des plus mauvais mondes possible!

Alas! I lately again had a great misfortune. One of my few

friends, the bravest and most self-sacrificing of all, is dead.

Her name was Clara Riese, and she lived as pianoforte teacher at

Leipzig, where, on Tuesday, I accompanied her to her last place

of rest in the old Johannes cemetery.

Up to the last day I was in hopes that her incredible strength of

character would keep her alive; but in vain.

Excuse this mournful message, but I am still so full of her death

that I cannot help thinking of it.

Nothing is happening here. D. showed me your letter about

"Rienzi", and I am thankful to you for having behaved in so

accommodating and generous a manner. The opera will be taken in

hand at the commencement of the season (September), and after the

first performance I intend to have some conversation with His

Serene Highness. Before that it would be useless.

Have you heard anything from Seebach? Madame Kalergi will be the

best and most useful intercessor you could employ in this matter.

May everything succeed to your heart's desire.

Your

F. LISZT.

From the Princess I continue to have very good news; she will

probably remain in Rome for some time to come.

In October Hartel will publish the last two of my twelve

Symphonic Poems, "Hamlet", and "The Battle of the Huns." As soon

as I have an opportunity I shall send you my medley of songs to

Paris.

307.

MY DEAR RICHARD,

It will be quite right and proper for you to pay a call of thanks

to the Princess Regent at Baden-Baden. Considering the well-known

favour in which you stand with the Princess, and the sterling

quality of her sympathy, she will not fail to have a favourable

influence on the course your circumstances will take in the

immediate future. Your presenting yourself personally to her is

most likely to increase, if possible, her interest in your works.

All this is right, and as it should be; on the other hand, it is

a pity that I shall not be able to come to Baden. Excuse me from

mentioning my reasons; you would perhaps think them miserable,

but they determine me categorically. Although I do not think that

you will return to Paris as early as Saturday, the hurried

character of our meeting, especially in the landscape

surroundings of Baden, would be painful. I had made arrangements

to start to-night, and the resolution of resigning the pleasure

of seeing you again costs me much. Nevertheless, I think it

preferable to wait for an opportunity more favourable to both of

us, which, I hope, will occur soon.

B. was with me when your letter of August 10th arrived. He came

from Wiesbaden, where they were expecting you for a performance

of "Lohengrin" (with Niemann). By-the-bye, there will be no lack

of "Tannhauser" and "Lohengrin" performances in these regions. Be

a little lenient and longsuffering with regard to their defects.

Do not misinterpret my stopping at home for the present; there is

not an atom of laziness or egoism in it--mats tout bien considere

je dois faire ainsi, parceque cela vaut mieux pour vous--and I

feel convinced that, later on, you will agree with me.

Your

F. L.

WEYMAR, August 14th, 1860.

My gracious master, the Grand Duke, spoke of you lately with the

most lively interest, and expressed his wish to see you here, to

which I replied, that for that a SPECIAL occasion would be

necessary. You should not forget, however, that he has more than

once interceded for you with the King of Saxony by word and by

letter.

308.

PARIS, September 13th, 1860.

At last I find time and the proper mood for writing to you in a

more collected manner than is usually the case. My late brief

letters left a debt to you unpaid.

The letter I received from you at Baden quite satisfied me, and I

felt quite ashamed at having proposed so hurried, and to you so

inconvenient, a meeting. The matter simply came to this:--

A longer excursion to Germany was on my part quite out of the

question, and I had to abandon all hope of the long-desired

proper visit to you for this year. A brief interruption of my

anything but pleasant stay in Paris was, on the other hand, very

desirable to me. I had promised my wife to fetch her, if

possible, from Loden. The Rhine I had never seen. I was told at

the Prussian Embassy that the Princess of Prussia would shortly

arrive on the Rhine, and the Saxon ambassador told me that he

would be very pleased, and that it would be agreeable to the King

of Saxony also, if I were to thank the Princess for the interest

she had taken in the decision finally made in my favour. These

various motives I developed into the plan of a very short tour to

the Rhine, such as suited my limited finances. One or two days

more would have caused the most painful embarrassment to me. I

could of course not have thought of staying a day in Frankfort

without thinking of the possibility of embracing you, but as you

were unable to come, I was unable to wait at Frankfort; you

understand why. Therefore, I ventured to ask you to follow me to

Baden, where my narrow financial circumstances compelled me to

go. I fully understand the reasons which prevented you from

coming there. Pardon me for having attempted to smuggle, so to

speak, our meeting into another plan. The temptation to such an

attempt was too great.

You are quite mistaken, however, in thinking that a "special

occasion" would be necessary for inducing me to pay a visit to

Weimar. Believe me that I abide by what I told the Grand Duke at

Lucerne years ago, when he asked me whether I should be inclined,

in case of an amnesty, to stay at Weimar now and then. I told him

that the chief reason which would attract me to Weimar would be

your society, and that, therefore, I should pay frequent visits

to Weimar as long as you were there. You will understand that in

my relations to Weimar no change whatever has, fortunately, taken

place; on the contrary, I may hope that I shall no longer be

obliged to pay for the boon of your society by my participation

in insufficient artistic doings (I am speaking of the opera). Be

assured that I am joyfully looking forward to the day when I may

set sail for Altenburg.

My position in Germany is still far from satisfactory. As you

know, I am neither amnestied nor has my sentence been remitted.

All I have obtained is the promise that the claim to extradition

will be abandoned whenever, for the purpose of performing my

works, I wish to enter a German territory, the government of

which has given its consent, and asked permission of the Saxon

Government. Even my six days' journey to the Rhine I could not

have extended to Weimar without previously complying with those

conditions, for otherwise I should have offended the Saxon

Government at the very outset. Our German potentates cannot enter

into direct communication with me, for I am still a political

outlaw, neither must I hope for important or sufficient measures

in my favour at any court, and the plans for the performances of

my last works have not been advanced much. This is all the more

evident, as the condition of our largest operatic theatres is

most disappointing. Of Berlin I could not think at all without

first contemplating the possibility of a complete revolution of

affairs, both as regards the theatre and the management. I was

not bold enough to approach the Princess of Prussia with any hope

of producing a profound impression in that sense. I was quite

satisfied with meeting in her the SPIRITUELLE, intellectual,

lively woman I had pictured to myself, and I limited myself to

acknowledging and thanking her for the uninterrupted sympathy she

had shown for my works without being in the least tempted to

communicate to her any plan or wish of mine.

It remains therefore a perfect mystery where my "Tristan" is to

see the light of the world. The birth would probably be most easy

if I were to trust the King of Hanover with the delivery. Niemann

declares that the King would engage any singer, male or female,

whom I should require for the model performance of my work as

long as that performance took place at Hanover. This might lead

to something; that King appears liberal and magnificent in his

passion for art, and nothing else will suit me. Let us hope that

my political situation will be no obstacle.

For the present my Paris enterprise occupies me altogether, and

mercifully obscures my view of future German misery. I do not

know what rumours are current with you as to the difficulties

placed in my way. They may be well intended, but they are false.

NEVER YET HAS THE MATERIAL OF AN EXCELLENT PERFORMANCE BEEN

PLACED AT MY DISPOSAL SO FULLY AND UNCONDITIONALLY as has been

done at Paris for the performance of "Tannhauser" at the Grand

Opera, and I can only wish that some German prince would do the

same for my new works. This is the first triumph of my art which

I personally witness. I owe it to the success of my works in

Germany, which has gained me such warm admirers, that the

Emperor, on the strength of their word, has issued a truly

imperial COMMAND, which makes me master of the whole material,

and protects me from all intrigues. A translation, as excellent

as could have possibly been expected, is another earnest of

general success. I have secured the best singers that are to be

had, and the preparations in every department are made with a

zeal and a care to which Germany has little accustomed me. All

the leading people go with pleasure to a task which offers them a

more interesting occupation than is usual. I also take the

matter seriously. I am removing such weak points as I have

discovered in the score. I take great delight in the re-writing

of the great Venus scene, and hope to improve the effect thereby.

The ballet scene also will be executed on the larger scale

designed by me.

Unfortunately I have not yet been able to begin this necessary

work in the proper way. Before my journey to the Rhine the

translation occupied me exclusively, and on my return here I had,

first of all, to complete a little piece of literary work which

has only just been finished. M. Frederic Villot, about whom H.

has probably spoken to you, asked me to publish an edition of my

operatic poems in a prose-translation, and to add a preface

explaining my ideas. This I have done, and I hope that the opus

will appear about the beginning of October at the latest. The

rehearsals are in full swing, but unfortunately I had to object

to the baritone at the last moment. Fould had at once to give

orders for the engagement of a new singer, but we have not yet

found the right man, and this has caused a slight delay. There

has, however, been no trace of ill-will on the part of any one.

M., who is working here in his underhand way, will not, after

all, be able to do anything against the Emperor and the cause; he

is trying, however, to secure the good engagements which have

been made for me for his own benefit later on. Well, I do not

grudge him this; the man has no real initiative.

You have now, dearest friend, an approximate view of my life and

work. That I should be happy you can scarcely expect, but I feel

the calm of the fatalist who surrenders himself to his fate,

astonished perhaps a little at the often curious manner in which

it disposes of me and leads me into unexpected paths, and saying

to myself: "So it was to be."

With real horror I think of Germany and of my future enterprises

in that country. God forgive me, but I discover nothing but mean

and miserable things, conceit and a pretence of solid work

without any real foundation; half-heartedness in everything.

After all I prefer to see "Le Pardon de Ploermel" in Paris than

under the shadow of the famous, glorious German oak tree. I must

also confess to you that my treading once more German soil did

not produce the slightest impression upon me, except in so far as

I was astonished at the insipidity and impertinence of the

language I had to listen to. Believe me, we have no Fatherland,

and if I am "German" it is because I carry my Germany along with

me. This is fortunate, because the Mayence garrison has certainly

not inspired me with enthusiasm.

X. seems to be angry with me; I at last got annoyed with him

because his optimism irritated me.

I cannot understand a good many things, and allowance ought to be

made for me on account of my curious life. X., it seems to me,

fritters himself away; he undertakes too much, and by that means

loses the compact, concentric quality which a true man needs. I

cannot look on without being painfully affected. On the other

hand, I am, no doubt, very wrong in not accepting so true a

friend as he is; and I have much reason to acknowledge X.'s

friendship. He must not be angry with me and do as he likes; but

he should be sometimes a little more punctual with his letters.

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