Produced by Al Haines
TOMMY
BY
JOSEPH HOCKING
AUTHOR OF
"ALL FOR A SCRAP OF PAPER"
"DEARER THAN LIFE" ETC.
HODDER AND STOUGHTON
LONDON ---- NEW YORK ---- TORONTO
MCMXVI
_TWO GREAT WAR STORIES BY JOSEPH HOCKING_
ALL FOR A SCRAP OF PAPER
DEARER THAN LIFE
_OTHER STORIES BY JOSEPH HOCKING_
Facing Fearful Odds
O'er Moor and Fen
The Wilderness
Rosaleen O'Hara
The Soul of Dominie Wildthorne
Follow the Gleam
David Baring
The Trampled Cross
NOTE
My only qualification for writing this simple story of "Tommy" is that
I have tried to know him, and that I greatly admire him. I met him
before he joined the army, when for more than six months I addressed
recruiting meetings. I have also been with him in training camps, and
spent many hours talking with him. It was during those hours that he
opened his heart to me and showed me the kind of man he is. Since then
I have visited him in France and Flanders. I have been with him down
near La Bassée, and Neuve Chapelle. I have talked with him while great
guns were booming as well as during his hours of well-earned rest, when
he was in a garrulous mood, and was glad to crack a joke "wi' a man
wearin' a black coat." I have also been with him up at Ypres, when the
shells were shrieking over our heads, and the "pep, pep, pep" of
machine guns heralded the messengers of death. We stood side by side
in the front trenches, less than a hundred yards from the German
sand-bags, when to lift one's head meant a Hun's bullet through one's
brain, and when "woolly bears" were common. So although I am not a
soldier, and have probably fallen into technical errors in telling the
story of "Tommy," it is not because he is a stranger to me, or because
I have not tried to know him.
Only a small part of this story is imagination. Nearly every incident
in the book was told me by "Tommy" himself, and while the setting of my
simple tale is fiction, the tale itself is fact.
That is why I hope the story of "Tommy" will not only be read by
thousands of men in khaki, but by their fathers and mothers and loved
ones who bade them go to the Front, and who earnestly pray for their
speedy and victorious return, even as I do.
JOSEPH HOCKING.
PRIORS' CORNER, TOTTERIDGE, HERTS,
_February_ 1916.
CHAPTER I
The Brunford Town Hall clock was just chiming half-past three as Tom
Pollard left his home in Dixon Street and made his way towards the
Thorn and Thistle public-house. It was not Tom's intention to stay
long at the Thorn and Thistle, as he had other plans in view,
nevertheless something drew him there. He crossed the tram lines in
St. George's Street, and, having stopped to exchange some rustic jokes
with some lads who stood at the corner of the street, he hurried across
the open space and quickly stood on the doorsteps of the public-house.
The weather was gloriously fine, and for a wonder the air in the heart
of the town was pure and clear. That was accounted for by the fact
that it was Sunday, and the mills were idle. Throughout the week-days,
both in summer and in winter, the atmosphere of Brunford is smoke
laden, while from a hundred mills steamy vapours are emitted which
makes that big manufacturing town anything but a health resort. Tom
was making his way up the passage towards the bar, when the door opened
and a buxom, bold-eyed, red-cheeked girl of about twenty-four stopped
him.
"You're late, Tom," she said.
"Am I?" replied Tom. "I didn't mean to be."
"I was thinking you weren't coming at all. Some young men I know of
wouldn't have been late if I'd said to them what I said to you on
Friday night." Then she looked at him archly.
"I couldn't get away before," replied Tom. Evidently he was not quite
comfortable, and he did not return the girl's glances with the warmth
she desired.
"Anyhow I am free till half-past five," she went on. "I don't know
what father and mother would say if they knew I was walking out with
you; but I don't mind. Do you like my new dress, Tom?"
Tom looked at her admiringly; there was no doubt that, after her own
order, she was a striking-looking girl, and her highly coloured attire
was quite in accord with her complexion.
"Jim Scott was here half an hour ago," she went on; "he badly wanted me
to go with him, but I wouldn't."
Tom looked more uncomfortable than ever; he remembered the purpose for
which he had set out, and was sorry that he had called at the Thorn and
Thistle at all, even although the girl evidently favoured him more than
any of her other admirers.
"I just called to say I couldn't come for a walk with you this
afternoon," he said, looking on the ground. "You see I have an
appointment."
"Appointment!" cried the girl. "Who with?"
"Oh, with no one in particular; only I must keep it."
The girl's eyes flashed angrily. "Look here," she cried, "you are
still sweet on Alice Lister; I thought you had given up all that
Sunday-school lot."
"Well, I have noan been to Sunday School," said Tom.
"Ay, but you're going to meet Alice Lister now, and that is why you
can't go wi' me." Evidently the girl was very angry, and a look of
jealousy flashed from her eyes. Still there could be no doubt that she
was very fond of Tom and meant if possible to capture him.
"I can't go out wi' you this afternoon, and--and----but there, I'm off."
For a moment the girl seemed on the point of speaking to him still more
angrily, and perhaps of bidding him to leave her for good. She quickly
altered her mind, however, and seemed determined to use all her
blandishments.
"Ay, Tom," she said. "Tha'rt too good to throw thyself away on the
goody-goody Alice Lister sort. Tha'rt too much of a man for that, else
I should never have got so fond of thee."
"Art'a really fond of me, Polly?" asked Tom, evidently pleased by
Polly's confession.
"I'm not goin' to say any more," replied the girl. And then she
laughed. "I was thinkin' that after we'd been to Scott's Park you
might come back to tea. I don't believe father and mother would mind.
Father wur sayin' only this morning that you'd got brains. You took
three prizes at the Mechanics' Institute last winter, and he said that
if you got manufacturing on your own, you'd make brass."
"Did he say that?" asked Tom eagerly,
"Ay, he did, only this morning."
"But I have no capital," said Tom rather sadly.
"Father's saved money," replied Polly eagerly. "The Thorn and
Thistle's a good house and we have good company; and if father liked a
lad, especially if I recommended him, he could easily find money to
start a small mill. But there, I suppose you are only thinking of
Alice Lister."
The Town Hall clock chimed the three-quarters, and, much as he wanted
to stay with Polly, he moved towards the door and said, "Well, I must
be goin' now."
Again anger flashed from Polly's eyes, but still controlling her temper
she said: "Ay, but you'll come back this evening, won't you, Tom? Jim
Dixon's coming to tea, and if you're not here, and he wur to ask me to
go out for a walk with him tonight, I shouldn't have any excuse for
refusing."
There could be no doubt about it that, to Tom, Polly Powell looked very
alluring. She was rather older than he, and her beauty was of a highly
coloured order. At that moment Tom's mind was much distracted,
nevertheless as the sound of the deep-toned bell in the Town Hall tower
died away he determined to take his leave.
"And I thought we might have such a nice time, too," she said,
following him. "But never mind, you'll be back this evening. Ay, Tom
lad, tha doesn't know when tha'art well off." And she gave him her
most bewitching smile.
Tom hurried up Liverpool Road with the sound of Polly's voice in his
ears and the memory of the flash in her great black eyes in his mind.
"She is a grand lass," he reflected, "and she's fair gone on me too;
and what's more she's not so finickin' as some lasses are. After all,
why should I be so straitlaced? She's a lass as loves good company,
she likes a lark, and--and----" After that Tom became thoughtful.
Tom Pollard was typical of thousands of lads who dwell in the
manufacturing districts of Lancashire. His father and mother had been
weavers, and while his mother had ceased going to the mill, his father
still earned his thirty shillings a week behind the looms. They did
not belong to the best class of Lancashire operatives, and Tom's home
influence was not all it might have been. That was why, years before,
many wondered that Tom promised to turn out so well. He was not
particularly clever, but he possessed a large share of the proverbial
Lancashire sharpness and common sense; he had an eye to the main
chance, and dreamt of becoming something better than an ordinary
weaver. For that reason he had attended some technical classes at the
Mechanics' Institute, and, as Polly Powell had reminded him, had only a
few months before taken prizes there. Young as he was, he had already
been promised a Tackler's job, which meant that he would be a kind of
foreman, and have the oversight of a small part of a mill. This, Tom
was sure, would open the way to a more responsible position, and then
if he had good luck he might in a few years start manufacturing for
himself. Many of the mill-owners in Brunford were, a few years before,
poor men, while now, owing to a great boom in the cotton trade, they
were quite wealthy men. During the last few months, however, Tom's
best friends had not been quite so hopeful about him. He had been a
frequent visitor at the Thorn and Thistle; and he had altogether given
up attendance at Sunday School. This was considered a bad sign in
Brunford, where the great bulk of the respectable young men attend one
of the many Sunday Schools in the town.
As Tom neared the Town Hall his face changed somewhat, and a look of
eager expectancy came into his eyes. He noted with satisfaction that
the yard outside a big building was empty. "I'm in time after all," he
reflected. "They've just sung the last hymn."
A few minutes later several hundred young people came into the street,
and Tom was not long in singling out one for whom he had evidently been
watching. This was a young girl of about twenty years of age, and it
was easy to see at a glance that she was superior to those whom she
accompanied. Her face was refined, her eyes large and intelligent; and
her neat, well-fitting clothes did not suggest the flamboyancy of Polly
Powell's adornments.
"There's Tom Pollard waiting for you, Alice," said one of the girls.
Alice Lister flushed as the girl spoke, and the colour which rose to
her cheeks told its own tale.
"If I were you, Alice," said another, "I should keep my eye on him.
Sin' he give up going to Sunday School he's noan so much of a catch;
besides, I saw him with Polly Powell last Sunday evening after he went
home with you; and Polly Powell is noan your sort."
Alice did not reply to this, but her lips trembled; evidently the words
wounded her. All the time Tom stood smoking a cigarette. Although he
had come to meet Alice, he did not like the idea of going up to claim
her while so many girls were around.
"Ay, Tom," said one of the girls, shouting to him. "How's Polly
Powell?"
Tom did not reply; his ready wit left him for the moment.
"If I were Alice," said another, "I'd give thee the sack. Tha's noan
fitted to go with her."
"Ay," said another, "and Polly's only just playing wi' him; she's got
more nor one string to her bow, has Polly. And she'd noan look at
thee, Tom, if the young landlord at the Bull and Butcher had made up to
her."
Lancashire folks are not slow in speaking their minds, and they have no
false delicacy about telling people their opinion of them.
"Well," said Tom quietly, "I fly higher game than you, Emily Bilson,
anyhow. I have only just got to hold up my finger to the whole lot on
you, and you'd come after me. But I'm noan going to do it; I've got
too much respect for myself."
Almost as if by arrangement the girls separated, and Tom found himself
walking up Liverpool Road by the side of Alice Lister. Neither of them
spoke for some minutes. Tom didn't know what to say, while Alice was
evidently thinking deeply.
"Have you been to the Young Men's Class this afternoon," she asked
presently.
"Nay."
"Why?" asked the girl, looking at him steadily.
"It's noan in my line," replied Tom. "That kind of thing'll do for
kids, but when people get grown up they want something better."
"Better and cleverer people than you, Tom, don't give it up," replied
the girl.
Tom continued to walk by Alice's side, looking rather sulky.
He and Alice had begun to walk out together a little more than a year
before, much to the surprise of their mutual friends. For Alice was
not only better educated than Tom, but she moved in rather a better
circle. Alice's father was one who, beginning life as a weaver, had by
steady perseverance and good common sense become a small manufacturer.
He was anything but a rich man, but he was what the people called
"Doin' vary weel"--one who with good luck would in about ten years'
time "addle a tidy bit of brass." Alice was his only daughter. He had
never allowed her to go to the mill, but had sent her to a fairly good
school until she was sixteen years of age, since which time she had
stayed at home with her mother, and assisted her in the house work.
Alice had continued her education, however. She had a natural gift for
music and possessed a fine contralto voice. She had quite a local
reputation as a pianist and was constantly in demand to sing at
concerts. She was more than ordinarily intelligent too, and was a
lover of good books. Added to this she attended classes in the town
for French and German; and had on more than one occasion been invited
to the houses of big manufacturers. That was why people wondered at
her walking out with Tom Pollard. He, although looked upon as a sharp
lad, was not, as was generally agreed, "up to Alice's mark."
Still facts were facts, and there could be no doubt about it that Alice
showed a great preference for Tom, and, in spite of the fact that her
father and mother were not at all pleased, had allowed him to accompany
her home on several occasions.
"What are you going to do, Tom?" asked the girl.
"What am I going to do?" queried Tom. "I don't know that I am going to
do anything. What do you mean, Alice?"
"I mean that you must make your choice."
"Choice? What choice?"
"I should not have met you this afternoon," replied Alice Lister
quietly, "but for the fact that I want to come to an understanding. I
have not been blind, neither have I been deaf, these last few months; a
change has come over you, and--and you will have to choose."
Tom knew what she meant well enough, but he pretended to be ignorant.
"What has come over you, Alice? What do you mean? Surely," he went
on, "you are not taking any notice of what Emily Bilson said. Just as
though a lad can't speak to any lass but his own!"
"Tom," went on the girl quietly, "you know what you told me twelve
months ago; you know, too, what my father and mother said when they saw
us together; it has not been pleasant for me to listen to people's
gossip, especially when I know that most of it is true. I have been
very fond of you and I don't deny it; if I hadn't I should not have
walked out with you, but I want to tell you this--you have to make your
choice this afternoon; either you are going to give up me, or you are
going to give up the Thorn and Thistle and all it means."
"You're jealous of Polly Powell," said Tom, with an uneasy laugh.
"I'm jealous of your good name, Tom, jealous of evil influence."
"Evil influence? What evil influence?"
"Going to the Thorn and Thistle has done you a great deal of harm; it
has caused you to give up your Young Men's Class, and--and--but there,
I needn't talk any more about it. You understand what I mean. It must
be either one or the other, Tom."
"You mean that I must either give up you or Polly Powell?"
"It means more than that," replied the girl, "it means that you must
either give up me or give up going to the Thorn and Thistle. You used
to be a teetotaler, Tom."
"As though any lad's a teetotaler in these days," laughed the young
fellow. "Come now, Alice, you are not so narrow-minded as that. I am
nearly twenty-three now, and if I want a glass of beer surely I can
have it. You don't mean to say that everybody but teetotalers are
going to the bad."
"You know very well what I mean, Tom. You are not the kind of young
man you were, and either you give up these things or we part company."
"Nay, Alice, doan't be narrow-minded. I suppose," he added bitterly,
"that you are beginning to look higher than me, that you are thinking
o' one of the manufacturers. I hear that Harry Briarfield was up at
your house to supper the other night."
They had by this time left the Liverpool Road and had entered Scott's
Park, which during the last few years had become a rendezvous for the
people of the town, especially on Sunday afternoons.
"You know," went on the girl, "that it made no difference to me when
people told me that I was choosing a weaver. I didn't think about it,
I only thought of you. But, Tom, I shall never marry any one who--who
can find his pleasure in such places as the Thorn and Thistle, and who
sneers at Sunday School."
"You mean," said Tom, rather angrily, "that if you continue to keep
company with me I must feed on your religious lolly-pops."
An angry flush mounted the girl's cheek, but she continued to speak
quietly.
"Tom," she said, "will you answer me truly? Do you find anything at
the Thorn and Thistle better than you found in the young men's class?
You sneer at religion, but religion does no one any harm; rather it
always does good; anyhow, it's everything to me, and you have to make
your choice."
Tom looked at her steadily. He knew what she meant, knew too that the
time had come when he would have to make his choice. At that moment he
saw what Polly Powell meant to his life, saw, too, that if he followed
the road in which he had been walking during the last few months he
would have to give up Alice Lister. He saw more than this, for at that
moment Polly Powell's blandishments had no effect on him. She appeared
to him in her true light--a coarse, vulgar girl.
"You don't care about me like you did," he said angrily. "You are
getting tired of me."
"If that were true I should not speak to you in this way," and her
voice became tremulous. "But I am not going to throw away my life,
Tom; there's something more in life than--than love."
"What?" he asked.
"Duty, God," was the reply.
Tom again laughed uneasily. Alice Lister lived in a different world
from that in which Polly Powell lived; they breathed a different
atmosphere; they spoke a different language. Yes, he would have to
make his choice.
"I would rather have you than forty Polly Powells," he burst out, "I
would really, Alice, but--but----"
"There must be no buts, Tom, if--if you want me. Oh, Tom, can't you
see? You know that what I say is right and--and----"
He saw her lips quiver; saw the tears start to her eyes. He knew that
his association with the daughter of the landlord of the Thorn and
Thistle was coarsening him, making him have lower standards of life,
making everything poorer, more sordid. Whenever he was with Alice he
wanted to be better and truer, and she always made him ashamed of
coarse, base things.
"Alice, do you love me?" and his voice became almost hoarse.
"If I didn't would I talk to you like this?" was her answer.
A crisis had come into Tom's life, and he knew it. Two forces were
fighting in his heart, two angels were battling for his soul. At that
moment it seemed as though his better angel were going to win the
victory; he was on the point of telling Alice that he would never go
into the Thorn and Thistle again, never speak to Polly Powell again,
when he heard a familiar voice close to him.
"I say, Pollard, you are coming to-night, aren't you?"
Tom turned and saw a well-dressed young fellow close beside him. He
had come to Brunford some three years before to learn the cotton trade,
and during the last few months he and Tom had been very friendly. Tom
was rather proud of this, because young Harry Waterman was his
superior, both socially and from an educational standpoint. Waterman
claimed to be the son of a squire who lived in Warwickshire, who had
sent him to Brunford to learn cotton manufacturing because more money
was to be made out of it than by sticking to the land.
Waterman was a tall, handsome young fellow, with a florid complexion
and light-brown hair. He had met Tom at the Mechanics' Institute
Classes, and the young weaver had been much flattered when the other
had at various times discarded all social distinctions and been
friendly with him. It was he who had laughed Tom out of going to the
Young Men's Classes on Sunday afternoon, and told him that religion was
only fit for ignorant people and women. Waterman professed to have
travelled a good deal, and had told Tom that after leaving an English
Public School he had studied in one of the German Universities and
taken his degree there. He had described to the simple Lancashire boy
the life of Berlin, and Leipzig, Munich, and other German cities. Tom
had been a willing pupil and thought what wonderful people the Germans
were. He felt proud too that young Harry Waterman had evidently taken
a liking to him. "You will come, won't you?" went on Waterman; "just
the same lot, you know."
"Ay, I think so," said Tom.
"That's all right, then; we'll look out for you about seven."
"Where are you going to-night?" asked Alice.
"Only with Mr. Waterman," replied Tom.
"But where?"
"To a kind of club we have at the Rose and Crown. Come now, Alice,
it's no use looking like that; you can't expect me to be a ninny.
Besides, Waterman's a swell, he is the son of a squire."
"That is how you are going to spend your Sunday evening, then?" said
the girl.
"Certainly," replied Tom. He felt angry that Alice should interfere
with his pleasures. Besides, he remembered that Waterman had once said
to him that any fellow was a fool who allowed a woman to interfere with
his pleasures.
"I see you have made your choice," said Alice.
"Look here, Alice," said Tom angrily, "if you mean that you expect me
to behave like a Methody parson, I have. I mean to get on, and
Waterman can help me; and--and---- I say, Alice, don't look like
that!" for the look in the girl's eyes had almost destroyed the
influence which Waterman had over him.
"I am going home now," said the girl.
"May I come with you?" asked Tom.
"That depends," replied the girl; "either you must be as you were when
I first walked out with you, or we must part."
"You mean good-bye for ever?"
"Just that," she replied. "Oh, Tom, can't you see! Can't you see!
Won't you promise, Tom? I don't know anything about young Waterman;
but I know he is not having a good influence on you, and, Tom, why do
you want to break my heart?"
Still Tom was undecided. He wanted Alice more than words could say; he
felt there was no girl like her in all the wide world, and he knew that
the last few months had not done him any good. But there was another
side. He was only a weaver, and he had been proud to associate with
Waterman, who was friendly with big manufacturers. But to give up
Alice? No, he could not do that. He heard a loud laugh close by his
side, and walking towards the Band-stand he saw Polly Powell with Jim
Dixon.
Yes, Alice looked pale and bloodless beside Polly Powell. Polly had no
squeamish narrow-minded notions. Polly loved a good joke and a laugh,
and was not tied down to Sunday-school rule. The daughter of the
landlord of the Thorn and Thistle caught Tom's eye.
"I shall see you to-night, shan't I, Tom?" she said, looking at him
languishingly, and then passed on.
Alice had become pale almost to the lips, and there was a look of
steady resolution in her eyes. "You must make your choice, Tom," she
said.
Tom looked at her for a second, then cast his eyes towards the spot
where Polly Powell stood. He felt madly jealous of Jim Dixon at that
moment. What right had he to be with such a girl as Polly? Besides,
why should he give up all the fun of life? Why should he become
strait-laced and silly?
Alice Lister held out her hand. "Good-bye, Tom," she said, "I see that
your choice is made." And then she walked away.
Tom stood gazing after her for a few seconds, undecided what to do.
Something, he could not tell what, urged him to run after her; to
promise her what she wanted him to promise; to renounce the life which,
although it might not be very bad, was still not good for him. He knew
what she meant, knew too that she was in the right. No, he could not,
would not give her up; he loved her too much. Then he felt a hand upon
his arm.
"Ay, so you have got rid of her, have you? You must come back wi' me
to tea." Polly's hand was caressing, and her eyes burnt brightly;
evidently she had been watching him, and had left Jim Dixon for him.
He turned and walked by Polly's side.
That night as Tom walked back to Dixon Street his feet were unsteady
and his voice was husky and uncertain.
"What's matter with thee?" said his mother as he entered the house.
"Nowt's matter wi' me."
"Ay, but there is. Thou'st bin' drinkin' agean."
"Weel, and what if I have? It's cost me nowt."
"Ay, I know: thou'st been to the Thorn and Thistle after that Polly
Powell lass. Ay, you ninny. I thought you looked higher nor that.
What about Alice Lister?"
"She's got too much pie-jaw for me," said Tom sulkily. "I'm noan goin'
to be a Methody parson."
"Thou'st goin' to be a bigger fool than I thought tha ever could be,"
retorted his mother angrily.
"That tak's a bit o' doin'," replied Tom as he fumbled with his boot
laces.
"Thou'st gi'en up a nice lass for a brazen-faaced 'uzzy; thou'rt an
addle-'eaded ninny. Can'st'a see?"
"Ay, I tak' after my mother," was Tom's reply as he made his way
upstairs. "Bein' fools runs in the family."
"It must or I should never 'a' reared thee," shouted his mother after
him.