Laura was more shocked than afflicted by the death of a person whom she
was unable to love, and had no reason to respect. She lost no time in
conveying the news to Mrs Herbert, begging that she would herself come
and give the necessary directions. Thinking it proper to remain at
Walbourne till after her aunt's funeral, she refused Mrs De Courcy's
invitation to spend at Norwood the time which intervened. De Courcy
continued to recover fast; and Laura, thinking she might soon leave him
without anxiety, again fixed an early day for her journey to Scotland.
Notwithstanding Laura's knowledge of the phlegmatic temperament of her
cousin, she was surprised at the stoicism with which Mrs Herbert
supported the death of her mother. She examined the dead body with a
cold comment on its appearance; gave orders for the interment in an
unfaltering voice; and neither seemed to feel nor to affect the
slightest concern. Nor did her philosophy appear to fail her one jot,
when, upon opening the will, she was found to be left without
inheritance. The paper, which had been drawn up a few months before,
evinced Lady Pelham's adherence to her scheme for her niece's
advancement; and this, with her obstinate enmity to Mrs Herbert,
furnished the only instance of her consistency or perseverance, which
were ever known to the world. Her whole property she bequeathed to Laura
Montreville, and to her second son upon taking the name of Pelham,
provided that Laura married Colonel Hargrave, or a peer, or the eldest
son of a peer; but if she married a commoner, or remained unmarried, she
was to inherit only ten thousand pounds, the bulk of the property going
to a distant relation.
The very hour that this will was made public, Laura informed the
contingent heir that he might possess himself of his inheritance, since
she would certainly never perform the conditions which alone could
destroy his claim. Not acquiescing in the justice of excluding Mrs
Herbert from her natural rights she would instantly have offered to
share with her cousin the bequest of Lady Pelham; but considering that
her engagement with De Courcy entitled him to decide on the disposal of
whatever belonged to his future wife, she hastened to ask his sanction
to her purpose. De Courcy, without hesitation, advised that the whole
should be given up to its natural owner. 'We shall have enough for
humble comfort, dear Laura,' said he, 'and have no need to grasp at a
doubtful claim.' Laura, however, differed from him in opinion. She
thought she might, in strict justice, retain part of the bequest of so
near a relation; and she felt pleased to think that she should enter the
De Courcy family not altogether portionless. She therefore reserved two
thousand pounds, giving up the rest unconditionally to Mrs Herbert.
These points being settled, nothing now remained to retard Laura's
journey to Scotland. Mrs De Courcy, indeed, urged her to postpone it
till Montague should acquire a right to be her escort; but Laura
objected that it was her wish to give a longer time to her old friend
than she thought it proper to withdraw De Courcy from his business and
his home. She reflected, too, with a light heart, that a protector in
her journey was now less necessary, since her mad lover, as Harriet
called Colonel Hargrave, had embarked for America. Laura had heard of
his departure before her aunt's death; and she gladly observed that
favourable winds were speeding him across the Atlantic.
The day preceding that on which she meant to leave Walbourne, she spent
with Mrs De Courcy and Montague; who, though not entirely recovered, was
able to resume his station in the family-room. De Courcy, with the
enthusiasm of youth and love, spoke of his happy prospects; his mother,
with the sober eye of experience, looked forward to joys as substantial,
though less dazzling; while feminine modesty suppressed the pleasure
with which Laura felt that she was necessary to these schemes of bliss.
With the confidence of mutual esteem they arranged their plan of
life,--a plan at once embracing usefulness and leisure, retirement and
hospitality. Laura consented that one month, 'one little month,' should
begin the accomplishment of these golden dreams; for she permitted De
Courcy to follow her at the end of that time to Scotland. A few weeks
they were to spend in wandering through the romantic scenes of her
native land; and then join Mrs De Courcy at Norwood, which was to
continue her permanent abode.
Laura remained with her friends till the evening was closing; then,
avoiding the solemnity of a farewell by a half-promise of stopping as
she passed the next day, she sprung into Mrs De Courcy's carriage, and
drove off. Tears rushed to De Courcy's eyes as the carriage was lost to
his sight. 'I am still weak,' thought he as he dashed them away. 'She
will soon return to bring gladness to every heart, and double joy to
mine. To-morrow too I shall see her,' thought he; yet he continued
depressed, and soon retired to his chamber.
Mrs De Courcy and her son met early the next morning, expecting that
Laura would early begin her journey. Montague stationed himself at the
window to watch for her appearance; half fearing that she would not keep
her promise, yet every minute repeating that it was impossible she could
go without bidding farewell. The breakfast hour arrived, and still Laura
came not. De Courcy, impatient, forgot his weakness, and insisted upon
walking to the gate that he might inquire whether a carriage had passed
from Walbourne.
He had scarcely left the house when old John, with a face that boded
evil, hastily came to beg that his Lady would speak with a servant of
Lady Pelham's. Mrs De Courcy, somewhat alarmed, desired that the servant
might come in. 'Please, Madam,' said he, 'let me know where I may find
Miss Montreville. The carriage has waited for her these three hours?'
'Good heavens!' cried Mrs De Courcy, in consternation. 'Is Miss
Montreville not at Walbourne?' 'No, Madam, she has not been there since
yesterday morning.' Mrs De Courcy, now in extreme alarm, summoned her
coachman, and desired to know where he had left Miss Montreville the
evening before. He answered, that, at Laura's desire, he had set her
down at the gate of Walbourne; that he had seen her enter; and
afterwards, in turning the carriage, had observed her walking along the
avenue towards the house. Inexpressibly shocked, Mrs De Courcy had yet
the presence of mind to forbid alarming her son with these fearful
tidings. As soon as she could recollect herself, she dispatched old
Wilson, on whose discretion she thought she might rely, to inform De
Courcy that a message from Walbourne had made her cease to expect
Laura's visit. Montague returned home, sad and disappointed. His
melancholy questions and comments increased the distress of his mother.
'Did she not even write one line?' said he. 'Could you have believed
that she would go without one farewell--that she could have passed our
very gate?' 'She was willing to spare you the pain of a farewell,' said
Mrs De Courcy, checking the anguish of her heart. 'She will write soon,
I hope.'
But day after day passed, and Laura did not write. Mrs De Courcy, still
concealing from her son a misfortune which she thought him yet unequal
to bear, used every possible exertion to trace the fugitive. She offered
high rewards to whoever could afford the smallest clue to discovery. She
advertised in every newspaper except that which De Courcy was accustomed
to read. Her suspicions at first falling upon Hargrave, she caused
particular inquiry to be made whether any of his domestics had been left
in England with orders to follow him; but she found that he with his
whole suite had sailed from Europe more than a fortnight before Laura's
disappearance. She employed emissaries to prosecute the search in almost
every part of the kingdom. Judging the metropolis to be the most likely
place of concealment, she made application to the officers of police for
assistance in her inquiries there. All was in vain. No trace of Laura
was to be found.
For a while De Courcy amused himself from day to day with the hope of
hearing from her; a hope which his mother had not the courage to
destroy. He calculated that she would reach the end of her journey on
the sixth day after that on which she left him. On the seventh she would
certainly write; therefore in four or five more he should undoubtedly
hear from her. The expected day came and passed as others had done,
without bringing news of Laura. Another and another came, and ended only
in disappointment. De Courcy was miserable. He knew not how to account
for a silence so adverse to the considerate kindness of Laura's
character, except by supposing that illness made her unable to write.
This idea gathering strength in his mind, he resolved to follow her
immediately to Scotland, tracing her through the route which he knew she
intended to take. Mrs De Courcy in vain attempted to dissuade him from
the prosecution of his design, and to sooth him with hopes which she
knew too well would prove deceitful. He was resolute, and Mrs De Courcy
was at last obliged to prevent his fruitless journey by unfolding the
truth. The utmost tenderness of caution was insufficient to prevent the
effects of this blow on De Courcy's bodily frame. In a few hours strong
fever seized him; and his wound, which had hitherto worn a favourable
appearance, gave alarming symptoms of inflammation. Three weeks did Mrs
De Courcy watch by his bedside in all the anguish of a mother's fears;
forgetting, in her anxiety for his life, that he must for a time live
only to sorrow. The balance long hung doubtful. At length the strength
of his constitution and his early habits of temperance prevailed. By
slow degrees his health was restored, though his spirits were still
oppressed by a dejection which long withstood every effort of reason and
religion.
To divert his sorrow rather than in the hope of removing its cause, he
left his home and wandered through the most unfrequented parts of
England, making anxious, yet almost hopeless, inquiries for his lost
treasure. Sometimes, misled by false intelligence, he was hurried from
place to place in all the eagerness of expectation, but bitter
disappointment closed the pursuit; and the companion of his relaxation,
his encouragement in study, his pattern in virtue, the friend, the
mistress, almost the wife, was lost beyond recal.
* * * * *
While De Courcy was thus languishing on a sick-bed or wandering restless
and miserable, Laura too was a wanderer, a prey to care more deep, more
hopeless.
The soft shades of twilight were stealing on as she cast a last look
back towards Norwood; and were deepening fast as with a sigh,
half-pleasing, half-melancholy, she surveyed the sheltering chestnut
tree where she had once parted from De Courcy. As she approached her
home, the stars coming forth poured their silent language into the ear
of piety. Never deaf to this holy call, Laura dismissed her attendants
that she might meditate alone. She proceeded slowly along till she came
to the entrance of a woody lane, which branched off from the avenue. She
stopped, half-inclined to enter; a sensation of fear made her pause. The
next moment the very consciousness of that sensation induced her to
proceed. 'This is mere childish superstition,' said she, and entered the
lane. She had taken only a few steps when she felt herself suddenly
seized from behind; one person forcibly confining her arms while another
prevented her cries. Vainly struggling against masculine strength, she
was hurried rapidly forward, till, her breath failing, she could resist
no farther. Her conductors, soon quitting the beaten path, dragged her
on through a little wood that sheltered the lawn towards the east; till
reaching a gap which appeared to have been purposely made in the park
wall, Laura perceived a carriage in waiting. Again exerting the strength
of desperation, she struggled wildly for freedom; but the unequal
contest soon was closed; she was lifted into the carriage; one of the
men took his place by her side, and they drove off with the speed of
lightning.
From the moment when she recovered recollection, Laura had not a doubt
that she owed this outrage to Hargrave. She was convinced that his
pretence of leaving the kingdom had been merely intended to throw her
off her guard, and that he was now waiting, at no distant place, the
success of his daring villany. At this idea, a horrible dread seized
her, she threw herself back in the carriage, and wept in despair. Her
attendant perceiving that she no longer struggled, with a coarse
expression of pity, released her from his grasp; and taking the
handkerchief from her mouth, told her 'she might cry as long as she
pleased, for he knew it did a woman's heart good to cry.' Laura now
besought him to tell her whither she was going. 'You'll know that by and
by,' said he. 'Let me alone. I am going to sleep; do you the same.'
The bare mention of his purpose revived Laura's hopes. 'Surely,' thought
she, 'while he sleeps, I may escape. In spite of this fearful speed I
may spring out; and if I could but gain a few steps, in this darkness I
should be safe.' Full of this project, she remained still as the dead;
fearing by the slightest sound or motion to retard the sleep of her
guard. At last his breathing announced that he was asleep; and Laura
began, with trembling hands, to attempt her escape. The blinds were
drawn up; and if she could let down that on the side of the carriage
where she sat, she might without difficulty open the door. She tried to
stir the blind. It refused to yield. She used her utmost force, but it
remained firm. She ventured, cautious and trembling, to attempt that on
the other side. It dropt; and Laura thought she was free. It only
remained to open the door of the chaise and leap out. She tried it; but
the door was immoveable, and, in despair, she shrunk back. Again she
started up; for it occurred to her that, though with more danger, she
might escape by the window. Cautiously stepping across her guard, she
leant out and placed her hands on the top of the carriage, that,
trusting to her arms for supporting her weight, she might extricate
herself, and drop from thence into the road. Raising herself upon the
edge of the step, she fixed her hands more firmly. She paused a moment
to listen whether her guard were undisturbed. He still slept soundly;
and resting her limbs upon the window frame, she prepared to complete
her escape.
A moment more and she had been free; when a horseman riding up, pushed
her fiercely back, upbraiding, with tremendous oaths, the carelessness
of his companion. The fellow, rousing himself, retorted upon the
wretched Laura the abuse of his comrade, swearing that 'since he saw she
was so cunning, he would keep better watch on her for the future.'
The desponding Laura endured his reproaches in silence. Finding herself
thus doubly guarded, she resigned all hope of escaping by her own
unaided exertions; and mingling silent prayers with her fearful
anticipations, she strove to reanimate her trust that she should not be
wholly forsaken. Sometimes her habitual confidence prevailed, and she
felt assured, that she should not be left a prey to the wicked. Yet the
dreadful threats, the fiery passions of Hargrave rose to her
recollection, and she again shuddered in despair. She suddenly
remembered Jessy Wilson. Starting, with an exclamation of horror and
affright, she sought some weapon which might dispense to her a death
less terrible; and instinctively grasping her pen-knife hid it in her
bosom. The next moment she shrunk from her purpose, and doubted the
lawfulness of such defence. 'Will he dare his own life, too?' thought
she. 'Oh, Heaven! in mercy spare me the necessity of sending a wretch to
his great account, with all his crimes unrepented on his head--or pardon
him and me?'
She continued to commend herself to Heaven, till her terrors by degrees
subsided. She began again to feel the steady trust which is acquired by
all who are habituated to a grateful consideration of the care which
they experience; a trust that even the most adverse events shall
terminate in their real advantage; that the rugged and slippery ways of
this dark wilderness, shall, at the dawn of everlasting day, be owned as
the fittest to conduct us to the house of our Father. She began, too, to
regain the confidence which strong minds naturally put in their own
exertions. She resolved not to be wanting to herself; nor, by brooding
over her terrors, to disable herself from taking advantage of any
providential circumstance which might favour her escape.
Morning at length began to dawn, but the blinds being closely drawn up,
Laura could make no observations on the country through which she was
passing. She remarked that the furious speed with which she had first
been driven, had slackened to a slow pace; and she judged that the
wearied cattle could not proceed much further. She hoped that it would
soon be necessary to stop; and that during the few minutes in which they
halted to change horses, she might find means of appealing to the
justice of her fellow-creatures. 'Surely,' said she, 'some heart will be
open to me.'
After proceeding slowly for some time the carriage stopped. Laura
listened for the sounds of human voices, but all was silent. She heard
the trampling of horses as if led close by the carriage. Some one was
certainly near who had no interest in this base oppression. 'Help! Oh
help me,' cried Laura. 'I am cruelly and wrongfully detained. I have
friends that will reward you. Heaven will reward you!--Help me! for kind
mercy, help me!' 'Heyday!' cried the fellow in the carriage, with
something between a grin and a stare, 'who is the girl speaking to?
What! did you imagine we should be wise enough to bring you within holla
of a whole yardful of stable boys and piping chambermaids? Reward
indeed! Set your heart at rest, Miss; we shall be rewarded without your
friends or Heaven either.'
The carriage again proceeded with the same speed as at first, and Laura
strove to support with composure this new blow to her hopes. Her
companion, now producing a bottle of wine and some biscuits, advised her
to share with him; and that she might not wilfully lavish her strength
and spirits, she consented. Once more in the course of the day the
travellers stopped to change horses, and Laura once more, though with
feebler hopes, renewed her appeals to justice and mercy. No answer
greeted her. Again she was hurried on her melancholy way.
The day, as it advanced, seemed rough and gloomy. The wind swept in
gusts through the trees, and the rain beat upon the carriage. The
evening was drawing on when Laura remarked that the motion was changed.
The chaise proceeded slowly over soft uneven ground, and she guessed,
with dismay, that it had quitted all frequented paths. In renewed alarm,
she again besought her companion to tell her whither he meant to conduct
her, and for what end she was thus cruelly forced from her home. 'Why,
how should I tell you what I do not know myself?' answered the man. 'I
shan't conduct you much farther--and a good riddance. As for the end
you'll see that when it comes.'
About an hour after quitting the road, the carriage stopped; and the man
letting down the blind, Laura perceived through the dusk, that they were
on a barren moor. Waste and level, it seemed to spread before her; but
the darkness prevented her from distinguishing its features or its
boundaries. Suddenly, as the gust died away, she fancied she heard the
roar of waters. She listened; but the wind swelled again, and she heard
only its howlings over the heath. The horseman, who had rode away when
the carriage stopped, now gallopped back, and directed the postilion to
proceed. They went on for a few hundred yards, and again they stopped.
The roar of waters again burst on Laura's ear, now swelling in thunder,
now sinking in a sullen murmur. She saw a light glimmer at a distance.
It was tossed by the billows of the ocean.
The door of the chaise was opened, and she was lifted from it. Gliding
from the arms of the ruffian who held her, and clasping his knees, 'Oh!
if you have the heart of a man,' she cried, 'let me not be torn from my
native land--let me not be cast on the merciless deep. Think what it is
to be an exile--friendless in a strange land--the sport, the prey of a
pitiless enemy. Oh! if you have need of mercy, have mercy upon
me.'--'Holla! Robert,' shouted the ruffian, 'take away this girl. She's
enough to make a man play the fool and whimper.' The other fellow now
approaching, lifted Laura, more dead than alive, from the ground, and,
wrapping her in a large cloak, bore her towards the beach.
In a creek sheltered by rocks from the breakers, lay a small boat. One
man sat near the bow, roaring a hoarse sea-song. As the party
approached, he rose, and pushing the boat ashore, received the half
lifeless Laura in his brawny arms, cursing her with strange oaths for
having made him wait so long. Then, on his uttering a discordant yell,
two of his companions appeared; and after exchanging with Laura's guards
a murmuring account of the trouble they had undergone, pushed off from
the land. The keel grated along the pebbles; the next moment it floated
on the waves, and Laura starting up, threw back the cloak from her face,
and with strained eyes gazed on her parting native land, till all behind
was darkness.
A pang of anguish striking to her heart, she made once more a desperate
effort to awaken pity. Stretching her clasped hands towards the man who
sat near her, she cried, in the piercing voice of misery, 'Oh take pity
on me! I am an orphan. I have heard that sailors have kindly
hearts--Have pity then--land me on the wildest coast, and I will fall
down and pray for you!' The person to whom she spoke having eyed her a
moment in silence, coolly drew in his oar; and rising, wrapped her close
in the cloak and laid her down in the bottom of the boat, advising her
with an oath to 'keep snug or she would capsize them.' In despair she
renounced all further effort. Silent and motionless she lay, the cold
spray dashing over her unheeded; till wet, chilled, and miserable, she
was lifted on board a small brig which lay about half a mile from the
shore. She was carried down to the cabin, which was more decent than is
usual in vessels of that size. A clean-looking woman attended to
undress her; night-clothes were in readiness for her; and every
accommodation provided which her situation rendered possible. Every
thing served to convince her of the care and precaution with which this
cruel scheme had been concerted, and to shew her the depth of the snare
into which she had fallen.
She was laid in her narrow crib, ere it occurred to her that Hargrave
might be near to watch his prey. Exhausted as she was, sleep fled at the
thought. She listened for his voice, for his footstep, amid the unwonted
discord that disturbed her ear. Daylight returned, and no sound reached
her more terrible than that of the gale rattling in the cordage and
dashing the waves against the vessel's side. Worn out with fatigue and
suffering, she slept at length; and a mid-day sun glanced by fits
through her grated window ere she awoke to a new sense of sorrow. She
rose, and going upon deck, looked sadly back upon the way she had
unconsciously passed. Behind, the blue mountains were sinking in the
distance; on the left lay a coast unknown to her; before her stretched
the boundless deep, unvaried save by the whitening surge.
Laura spent most of her time upon deck, the fresh air reviving her
failing spirits. One male and one female attendant seemed appropriated
to her, and served her with even officious assiduity. Hoping that some
opportunity might occur of transmitting an account of her situation to
England, she begged these obsequious attendants to supply her with
writing materials; but was firmly, though respectfully, refused.
The third morning came, and Laura looked in vain for any object to vary
the immeasurable waste. The sun rose from one unbending line, and sunk
again in naked majesty. She observed that the course of the vessel was
in general directly west; and if she had before doubted, this
circumstance would have convinced her of her destination. She once
ventured to inquire whither the ship was bound, but was answered that
'she should know that when she reached the port.'
It was on the fourth of May that Laura began her ill-omened voyage. On
the twelfth of June, land! All ran to gaze with glad eyes on what seemed
a low cloud, faintly descried on the verge of the horizon--all but
Laura, who looked sadly forward, as to the land of exile, of
degradation,--of death. Day after day that dreaded land approached;
till, by degrees, the boundless ocean was narrowed to a mighty river,
and the unfrequent sail, almost too distant for mortal sight, was
multiplied to a busy fleet, plying in every direction their cheerful
labours. At length a city appeared in view, rising like an amphitheatre,
and flashing bright with a material unknown to European architecture.
Laura inquired what town it was; and, though refused all information,
surmised that Quebec lay before her.
Opposite the town, the ship hove to; a boat was launched, and Laura
expected to be sent on shore. Nor did she unwillingly prepare to go.
'Surely,' thought she, 'in this populous city some one will be found to
listen to my tale, and wrest me from the arm of the oppressor.' The boat
however departed without her, carrying ashore the man who had hitherto
attended her. After remaining on shore for several hours, the man
returned, and the vessel again proceeded in her voyage. Laura now
imagined that Montreal was her destined port; and again she strove to
hope that, among numbers, she should find aid.
A still cloudy evening had succeeded to a sultry day, when Laura
observed an unusual bustle upon deck. It was growing dark, when, as she
leant over the rail, to watch the fire-flies that flashed like stars in
the air, the captain approaching her, told her that she must go ashore,
and immediately lifted her into a boat which lay along-side. Her
attendants and baggage were already there; the sailors had taken their
oars; and, roaring to their companions a rough 'good night,' made
towards the land. Instead, however, of gaining the nearest point, they
rowed into what in the darkness seemed a creek; but Laura soon perceived
that, having left the great river on which they had hitherto sailed,
they were following the course of one of its tributary streams. The
darkness prevented her from distinguishing objects on the banks, though
now and then a light, glimmering from a casement, shewed that the haunts
of man were near. She could not even discern the countenances of the
sailors; but she observed, that he who seemed to direct the others,
spoke in a voice which was new to her ear. All night the rowers toiled
up the stream. The day dawned; and Laura perceived that, passing an open
cultivated plain, she was pursuing her course towards woods impervious
to the light. Dark and tangled they lowered over the stream, till they
closed round, and every cheerful object was blotted from the scene.