BEATRICE’S RECOVERY.
It was not easy for the overtasked and overworn powers of Beatrice to
rally. Weeks passed before she opened her eyes to a recognition of the
world around her. It was March when she sank down by the road-side.
It was June when she began to recover from the shock of the terrible
excitement through which she had passed.
Loving hearts sympathized with her, tender hands cared for her, vigilant
eyes watched her, and all that love and care could do were unremittingly
exerted for her benefit.
As Beatrice opened her eyes after her long unconsciousness she looked
around in wonder, recognizing nothing. Then they rested in equal wonder
upon one who stood by her bedside.
She was slender and fragile in form, with delicate features, whose fine
lines seemed rather like ideal beauty than real life. The eyes were
large, dark, lustrous, and filled with a wonderful but mournful beauty.
Yet all the features, so exquisite in their loveliness, were transcended
by the expression that dwelt upon them. It was pure, it was spiritual,
it was holy. It was the face of a saint, such a face as appears to
the rapt devotee when fasting has done its work, and the quickened
imagination grasps at ideal forms till the dwellers in heaven seem to
become visible.
In her confused mind Beatrice at first had a faint fancy that she was
in another state of existence, and that the form before her was one of
those pure intelligences who had been appointed to welcome her there.
Perhaps there was some such thought visible upon her face, for the
stranger came up to her noiselessly, and stooping down, kissed her.
“You are among friends,” said she, in a low, sweet voice. “You have been
sick long.”
“Where am I?”
“Among loving friends,” said the other, “far away from the place where
you suffered.”
Beatrice sighed.
“I hoped that I had passed away forever,” she murmured.
“Not yet, not yet,” said the stranger, in a voice of tender yet mournful
sweetness, which had in it an unfathomable depth of meaning. “We must
wait on here, dear friend, till it be His will to call us.”
“And who are you?” asked Beatrice, after a long and anxious look at the
face of the speaker.
“My name is Edith Brandon,” said the other, gently.
“Brandon!--Edith Brandon!” cried Beatrice, with a vehemence which
contrasted strangely with the scarce-audible words with which she had
just spoken.
The stranger smiled with the same melancholy sweetness which she had
shown before.
“Yes,” said she; “but do not agitate yourself, dearest.”
“And have you nursed me?”
“Partly. But you are in the house of one who is like an angel in her
loving care of you.”
“But you--you?” persisted Beatrice; “you did not perish, then, as they
said?”
“No,” replied the stranger; “it was not permitted me.”
“Thank God!” murmured Beatrice, fervently. “_He_ has one sorrow less.
Did _he_ save you?”
“He,” said Edith, “of whom you speak does not know that I am alive, nor
do I know where he is. Yet some day we will perhaps meet. And now you
must not speak. You will agitate yourself too much. Here you have those
who love you. For the one who brought you here is one who would lay down
his life for yours, dearest--he is Paolo Langhetti.”
“Langhetti!” said Beatrice. “Oh, God be thanked!”
“And she who has taken you to her heart and home is his sister.”
“His sister Teresa, of whom he used to speak so lovingly? Ah! God is
kinder to me than I feared. Ah, me! it is as though I had died and have
awaked in heaven.”
“But now I will speak no more, and you must speak no more, for you will
only increase your agitation. Rest, and another time you can ask what
you please.”
Edith turned away and walked to one of the windows, where she looked out
pensively upon the sea.
From this time Beatrice began to recover rapidly. Langhetti’s sister
seemed to her almost like an old friend since she had been associated
with some of her most pleasant memories. An atmosphere of love was
around her: the poor sufferer inhaled the pure and life-giving air, and
strength came with every breath.
At length she was able to sit up, and then Langhetti saw her. He greeted
her with all the ardent and impassioned warmth which was so striking a
characteristic of his impulsive and affectionate nature. Then she saw
Despard.
There was something about this man which filled her with indefinable
emotions. The knowledge which she had of the mysterious fate of his
father did not repel her from him. A wonderful and subtle sympathy
seemed at once to arise between the two. The stern face of Despard
assumed a softer and more genial expression when he saw her. His tone
was gentle and affectionate, almost paternal.
[Illustration: “AS BEATRICE OPENED HER EYES AFTER HER LONG
UNCONSCIOUSNESS SHE LOOKED AROUND IN WONDER.”]
What was the feeling that arose within her heart toward this man? With
the one for her Father who had inflicted on his father so terrible a
fate, how did she dare to look him in the face or exchange words with
him? Should she not rather shrink away as once she shrank from Brandon?
Yet she did not shrink. His presence brought a strange peace and calm
over her soul. His influence was more potent over her than that of
Langhetti. In this strange company he seemed to her to be the centre and
the chief.
To Beatrice Edith was an impenetrable mystery. Her whole manner excited
her deepest reverence and at the same time her strongest curiosity. The
fact that she was _his_ sister would of itself have won her heart; but
there were other things about her which affected her strangely.
Edith moved among the others with a strange, far-off air, an air at once
full of gentle affection, yet preoccupied. Her manner indicated love,
yet the love of one who was far above them. She was like some grown
person associating with young children whom he loved. “Her soul was like
a star and dwelt apart.”
Paolo seemed more like an equal; but Paolo himself approached equality
only because he could understand her best. He alone could enter
into communion with her. Beatrice noticed a profound and unalterable
reverence in his manner toward Edith, which was like that which a son
might pay a mother, yet more delicate and more chivalrous. All this,
however, was beyond her comprehension.
She once questioned Mrs. Thornton, but received no satisfaction. Mrs.
Thornton looked mysterious, but shook her head.
“Your brother treats her like a divinity.”
“I suppose he thinks she is something more than mortal.”
“Do you have that awe of her which I feel?”
“Yes; and so does every one. I feel toward her as though she belonged to
another world. She takes no interest in this.”
“She nursed me.”
“Oh yes! Every act of love or kindness which she can perform she seeks
out and does, but now as you grow better she falls back upon herself.”
Surrounded by such friends as these Beatrice rapidly regained her
strength. Weeks went on, and at length she began to move about, to take
long rides and drives, and to stroll through the Park.
During these weeks Paolo made known to her his plans. She embraced them
eagerly.
“You have a mission,” said he. “It was not for nothing that your
divine voice was given to you. I have written my opera under the most
extraordinary circumstances. You know what it is. Never have I been able
to decide how it should be represented. I have prayed for a Voice. At my
time of need you were thrown in my way. My Bice, God has sent you. Let
us labor together.”
Beatrice grasped eagerly at this idea. To be a singer, to interpret
the thoughts of Langhetti, seemed delightful to her. She would then be
dependent on no friend. She would be her own mistress. She would not be
forced to lead a life of idleness, with her heart preying upon itself.
Music would come to her aid. It would be at once the purpose, the
employment, and the delight of her life. If there was one thing to her
which could alleviate sorrow and grief it was the exultant joy which was
created within her by the Divine Art--that Art which alone is common to
earth and heaven. And for Beatrice there was this joy, that she had one
of those natures which was so sensitive to music that under its power
heaven itself appeared to open before her.
All these were lovers of music, and therefore had delights to which
common mortals are strangers. To the soul which is endowed with the
capacity for understanding the delights of tone there are joys peculiar,
at once pure and enduring, which nothing else that this world gives can
equal.
Langhetti was the high-priest of this charmed circle. Edith was
the presiding or inspiring divinity. Beatrice was the medium of
utterance--the Voice that brought down heaven to earth.
Mrs. Thornton and Despard stood apart, the recipients of the sublime
effects and holy emotions which the others wrought out within them.
Edith was like the soul.
Langhetti like the mind.
Beatrice resembled the material element by which the spiritual is
communicated to man. Hers was the Voice which spoke.
Langhetti thought that they as a trio of powers formed a means of
communicating new revelations to man. It was natural indeed that he
in his high and generous enthusiasm should have some such thoughts as
these, and should look forward with delight to the time when his work
should first be performed. Edith, who lived and moved in an atmosphere
beyond human feeling, was above the level of his enthusiasm; but
Beatrice caught it all, and in her own generous and susceptible nature
this purpose of Langhetti produced the most powerful effects.
In the church where Mrs. Thornton and Despard had so often met there
was now a new performance. Here Langhetti played, Beatrice sang, Edith
smiled as she heard the expression of heavenly ideas, and Despard and
Mrs. Thornton found themselves borne away from all common thoughts by
the power of that sublime rehearsal.
As time passed and Beatrice grew stronger Langhetti became more
impatient about his opera. The voice of Beatrice, always marvelous,
had not suffered during her sickness. Nay, if any thing, it had grown
better; her soul had gained new susceptibilities since Langhetti
last saw her, and since she could understand more and feel more, her
expression itself had become more subtle and refined. So that Voice
which Langhetti had always called divine had put forth new powers, and
be, if he believed himself the High-Priest and Beatrice the Pythian, saw
that her inspiration had grown more delicate and more profound.
“We will not set up a new Delphi,” said he. “Our revelations are not
new. We but give fresh and extraordinary emphasis to old and eternal
truths.”
In preparing for the great work before them it was necessary to get a
name for Beatrice. Her own name was doubly abhorrent--first, from her
own life-long hate of it, which later circumstances had intensified;
and, secondly, from the damning effect which such a name would have on
the fortune of any _artiste_. Langhetti wished her to take his name, but
Despard showed an extraordinary pertinacity on this point.
“No,” said he, “I am personally concerned in this. I adopted her. She
is my sister. Her name is Despard. If she takes any other name I shall
consider it as an intolerable slight.”
He expressed himself so strongly that Beatrice could not refuse.
Formerly she would have considered that it was infamous for her to take
that noble name; but now this idea had become weak, and it was with a
strange exultation that she yielded to the solicitations of Despard.
Langhetti himself yielded at once. His face bore an expression of
delight which seemed inexplicable to Beatrice. She asked him why he felt
such pleasure. Was not an Italian name better for a singer? Despard was
an English name, and, though aristocratic, was not one which a great
singer might have.
“I am thinking of other things, my Bicina,” said Langhetti, who had
never given up his old, fond, fraternal manner toward her. “It has no
connection with art. I do not consider the mere effect of the name for
one moment.”
“What is it, then, that you do consider?”
“Other things.”
“What other things?”
“Not connected with Art,” continued Langhetti, evasively. “I will tell
you some day when the time comes.”
“Now you are exciting my curiosity,” said Beatrice, in a low and earnest
tone. “You do not know what thoughts you excite within me. Either you
ought not to excite such ideas, or if you do, it is your duty to satisfy
them.”
“It is not time yet.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“That is a secret.”
“Of course; you make it one; but if it is one connected with me, then
surely I ought to know.”
“It is not time yet for you to know.”
“When will it be time?”
“I can not tell.”
“And you will therefore keep it a secret forever?”
“I hope, my Bicina, that the time will come before long.”
“Yet why do you wait, if you know or even suspect any thing in which I
am concerned?”
“I wish to spare you.”
“That is not necessary. Am I so weak that I can not bear to hear any
thing which you may have to tell? You forget what a life I have had for
two years. Such a life might well prepare me for any thing.”
“If it were merely something which might create sorrow I would tell it.
I believe that you have a self-reliant nature, which has grown stronger
through affliction. But that which I have to tell is different. It is
of such a character that it would of necessity destroy any peace of mind
which you have, and fill you with hopes and feelings that could never be
satisfied.”
“Yet even that I could bear. Do you not see that by your very vagueness
you are exciting my thoughts and hopes? You do not know what I know.”
“What do you know?” asked Langhetti, eagerly.
Beatrice hesitated. No; she could not tell. That would be to tell all
the holiest secrets of her heart. For she must then tell about Brandon,
and the African island, and the manuscript which he carried and which
had been taken from his bosom. Of this she dared not speak.
She was silent.
“You can not _know_ any thing,” said Langhetti. “You may suspect much.
I only have suspicions. Yet it would not be wise to communicate these
to you, since they would prove idle and without result.” So the
conversation ended, and Langhetti still maintained his secret, though
Beatrice hoped to find it out.
At length she was sufficiently recovered to be able to begin the work
to which Langhetti wished to lead her. It was August, and Langhetti
was impatient to be gone. So when August began he made preparations to
depart, and in a few days they were in London. Edith was left with Mrs.
Thornton. Beatrice had an attendant who went with her, half chaperon
half lady’s maid.