CHAPTER XI.

No sooner had the Alguazil departed from the enclosure, than the figure

which Juan had beheld obscurely among the shadows, stepped slowly into

the moonshine, looking like a phantom, because so closely shrouded from

head to foot that nothing was seen but the similitude of a human being,

wrapped, as it might be imagined, in a gray winding-sheet. The thick

hood and veil concealed her countenance, and even her hands were hidden

among the folds.

It seemed, for a moment, as if she were about to speak, for low murmurs

came inarticulately from the veil. As for Juan himself, he was kept

silent by the most painful agitation. At last, and when it appeared as

if the unhappy being was conscious that no other mode of revealment was

in her power, she raised her hand to her head, and the next moment, the

hood falling back, the moonbeams fell upon the exposed visage of La

Monjonaza. It was exceedingly, indeed deadly, pale; and the gleaming of

her dewy forehead indicated how feebly even her powerful strength of

mind contended with a sense of humiliation. She made an effort to

elevate her head, to compose her features into womanly dignity, but all

in vain; her hands sought each other, and were clasped together upon her

breast, her lips quivered, her head fell, and her eyes, after one wild,

brief, and supplicating glance, were cast upon the earth.

"Alas, Magdalena!" exclaimed Juan, with tones of the deepest feeling,

"do I see you here, do I see you _thus_?"

At these words she raised her head, with a sudden and convulsive start,

as if the imputation they conveyed had stung her to the soul; and as she

bent her eyes upon Juan, though they were filled with tears, yet they

flashed with what seemed a noble indignation. But this was soon changed

to a milder and sadder expression, and the flush which had accompanied

it, was quickly replaced by her former paleness.

"Thou dost indeed see me here," she replied, summoning her resolution,

and speaking firmly, "and thou seest me thus,--degraded, not in thine

imagination only, but in the suspicions of all, down to the level of

scorn. Yes," she continued, bitterly, "and while thou pitiest me for a

shame endured only for thyself,--endured only that I may requite thee

with life for life,--thou art sorry thy hand ever snatched me from the

billows. Speak, Juan Lerma, is it not so?"

"It had been better, Magdalena," said the youth, reproachfully, "for,

besides that the act caused me to be stained with blood, it afflicts me

with a curse still more heavy. I do not mourn the death of Hilario, as I

mourn the downfall of one whom I once esteemed almost a seraph."

"Villain that he was!" cried Magdalena, with vindictive impetuosity,

"mean and malignant in life and in death! who, with a lie, living,

destroyed the peace and the fame of the friendless, and died with a lie,

that both might remain blighted for ever! O wretch! O wretch! there is

no punishment for him among the fiends, for he was of their nature. And

thou mournest his death, too! Thou cursest the hand that avenged the

wrong of a feeble woman!"

"I lament that I slew the son of my benefactor," said Juan, with a deep

sigh; and then added with one still deeper, "but, sinner that I am, I

rejoice while looking on thee, in the fierce thought, that I killed the

destroyer of innocence."

"The destroyer of innocence indeed," replied Magdalena, with a voice

broken and suffocating. "Yes, innocence!" she exclaimed more wildly, "or

at least, the _fame_ of innocence! for innocence herself he could not

harm. No, by heaven! oh, no! for what I came from the sea, that I am

_now_; yes, now, I tell thee, now! and if thou darest give tongue to

aught else, if thou darest think--Oh heaven! this is more than I can

bear! Say, Juan Lerma! say! dost _thou_, too, believe me the thing I am

called? the base, the fallen, the degraded?"

"Alas, Magdalena," replied Juan, to the wild demand: "with his dying

lips, Hilario----"

"With his dying lips, he perjured his soul for ever!" exclaimed

Magdalena, "for ever, for ever!" she went on, with inexpressible energy

and fury; "and may the curse of a broken-hearted woman, destroyed by his

defaming malice, cling to him as long, scorching him with fresh

torments, even when fiends grow relentful and forbearing. Mountains of

fire requite the coals he has thrown upon my bosom! May God never

forgive him! no, never! never!"

"This is horrid!" said Juan. "Revoke thy malediction: it is impiety.

Alas, alas!" he continued, moved with compassion, as the singular being,

passing at once from a sibyl-like rage to the deepest and most feminine

abasement of grief, wrung her hands, and sobbed aloud and bitterly;

"Would indeed that thou hadst perished with the others!"

"Would that I had!" said Magdalena, more calmly; "but thou hadst then

been left to a malice like that which has slain me.--No, not like that;

for it is content with thy _life_!--I would ask thee more of myself,"

she went on, more composedly, after a little pause, "but it needs not.

If I can show thee thou wrongest me concerning Hilario, canst thou not

believe I may be even _here_ without stain? Well, I care not; one day,

thou wilt know thou hast wronged me. But let the shame rest upon me now;

for it needs I should think, not of myself, but of thee. Listen to me,

Juan Lerma; for fallen or not, yet am I thine only friend among a

thousand enemies. Give up thy service, thy hopes of fame and fortune in

this land, and leave it. Leave Mexico, return to the islands. Thou hast

marvellously escaped a death, subtly and cruelly designed; and now thou

art destined to an end as vengeful, and perhaps even more inevitable.

Yet there is one way of escape, and there is one moment to take

advantage of it. Leave Mexico: Cortes is thy foe.--Leave Mexico."

"These are but wild words, Magdalena," said Juan, with a troubled voice.

"I would do much to remove _thee_ from a situation, the thought whereof

is bitterer to me than my own misfortunes."

"Wouldst thou?" said Magdalena, eagerly. "Go then, and I go likewise; go

then, and know that thy departure not only releases me from a situation

of disgrace, but enables me to make clear a reputation which thou--yes,

_thou_,--believest to be sullied and lost. I am not what I seem--Saints

of heaven, that I should have to say it! But by the grave of my mother,

I swear, Juan Lerma, thou doest me as deep a wrong as others. Leave this

land, and thou shalt see that the fame of an angel is not purer than

mine own scorned name,--no, by heaven, no freer from a deserved shame.

Thou shakest thy head!--I could kill thee, Juan Lerma, I could kill

thee!"--she went on, with a strange mingling of fierce resentment and

beseeching grief; "I could kill thee, for I have not deserved this of

thee!" Then, changing her tone, and clasping her hands submissively, she

said, "But think not of me, or rather continue to think me unworthy of

aught but pity: think not, above all, that what I do is with any

reference to myself. No, heaven is my witness, I claim of thee neither

affection nor respect; I am content to be mistaken, to be despised. All

this I can endure, and will, uncomplaining,--so that I can rescue thee

from the danger in which thou art placed. Leave this land: Don Hernan

deceives thee; he hates thee, and thirsts after thy blood. He has

confessed it!"

"God be my help!" said Juan, despairingly; "my life is in his hands. If

this be true--"

"If it be true!" repeated Magdalena: "It is known to all but thyself."

"It is _not_ true!" exclaimed the young man, vehemently: "I have done

him no wrong, and he is not the detestable being you would make him. If

he be, I owe him a life--let him have it; it is in his hands."

"Leave Mexico," reiterated Magdalena. "If thou goest to Tochtepec, thou

art lost. I have it in my power to aid,--nay, to secure thy escape. Say,

therefore, thou wilt consent, say thou wilt leave Mexico!"

"It cannot be," said Juan, with a sad and sullen resolution: "I will

await my fate in Mexico!"

"And wilt thou stand, like the fat ox, till the noose is cast upon thy

neck? till thou art butchered?"

"My life is nothing--I live not for myself; the redemption of others

depends upon my acts. I have a duty that speaks more urgently than fear.

My lot is cast in Mexico; I cannot leave it."

As he spoke, with a firm voice, he bent his looks expressively on his

companion. Her eyes flashed fire, and they shone from her pale face like

living coals:

"Sayst thou this to me?" she exclaimed, her voice trembling with fury,

"sayst thou this to me?" Then advancing a step, and laying her hand upon

his arm, she continued, her accents sinking almost into whispers, they

were so subdued, or so feeble, "Lay not upon thy soul a sin greater than

stains it already. Leave Mexico; resolve or die: leave Mexico, or

perish!--Oh, thou art guiltier than thou thinkest! Thou hast cursed

Hilario for my fall: curse thyself,--not Hilario, but thyself; for but

for thee, but for thee, I had been happy! yes, happy, happy!"

To these words, Juan, though greatly compassionating the distress of the

speaker, would have replied with remonstrance; but she gave him no

opportunity. She continued to repeat over and over again, with a kind of

hysterical pertinacity, the words 'Leave Mexico! leave Mexico!' so that

Juan was not only prevented replying, but confounded. He was relieved

from embarrassment by a sudden growl, coming from the bushes at his

side. La Monjonaza started at the sound, and in the moment of silence

that succeeded, both could distinguish the steps of a man rapidly

approaching the pool. At the same instant, another growl was heard, and

Befo, issuing from the leafy covert, took a stand by his master's side,

as if to defend him from an enemy. The veil of Magdalena fell over her

visage; she paused but to whisper, in tones of such energy that they

thrilled him to the soul, 'Leave Mexico, or die!' and then instantly

vanished among the boughs. It was too late for Juan to follow her: he

had scarce time to lay his hand upon Befo's neck and moderate his

ferocity, before his eyes were struck with the strange spectacle of a

tall man, in the garb of a Dominican friar, his face pale as death, his

hand holding a naked sword, who strode into the inclosure and upon that

part of the path which was illuminated by the moonbeams. No sooner had

he cast his eyes upon Juan than he exclaimed, "Die, wretch!" and made a

pass at him with his weapon. Had the lunge been skilfully made, it must

have proved fatal; for though Juan still held the sheathless rapier he

had brought from his chamber, he was so much surprised at the suddenness

of the apparition, that his attempt to ward it could not have succeeded

against a good fencer. A better protection was given by the faithful

Befo, who, darting from Juan's hand, against the assailant's breast,

attacked him with a shock so violent, that, in an instant, the senor

Camarga (for it was he who played this insane part) lay rolling upon his

back, his grizzled locks streaming in the pool.

"In the name of heaven, what dost thou mean, and who art thou, impostor

and assassin!" cried Juan, pulling off the dog, and helping Camarga to

his feet. "Thou art mad, I think!"

There was something in the man's countenance, as well as in the

murderous attempt, to confirm the idea; for Camarga's agitation was

singular and extreme, and he seemed unable to answer a word.

"Who art thou?" continued Juan angrily, impressed with the certainty

that he had seen the face of the assailant before, yet without knowing

when or where. "Confess thyself straight, or I will have thee to the

Alguazil, and see the friar's frock scourged from thy base body!"

However eager and foreboding the young man's curiosity, it was doomed to

be disappointed by a new interruption. While he yet spoke, he was

alarmed by a sudden discharge of firearms, followed by shrieks and

cries, at the bottom of the garden; and presently the whole solitude was

transformed into a scene of tumult and uproar. Lights were seen flashing

among the trees, and men were heard running confusedly to and fro,

calling to one another.

The last word had hardly parted from his lips, before the boughs crashed

on the opposite side of the pool, and a new actor was suddenly added to

the scene.

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