have, at least, tried to comfort a great many people under clouds of
sorrow. Probably I might be able to give you some advice which would be
useful.”
“Well, you know I was engaged to be married to Clara Vanclure?”
“Yes; you told me that.”
“She has broken the engagement.”
“For what reason?”
“I suspect that Comston has deceived her.”
“Did you have no quarrel with her? Frequently young people fall out
about trifles, and soon become reconciled.”
“No; we had no quarrel. She discarded me coolly and deliberately.”
“Well, my dear boy,” said Mr. Hillston, with tenderness, “it is no more
than I expected.”
“Why?” asked Ernest.
“Do you not remember some weeks ago, when you told me about the affair,
that you thought I did not approve your choice?”
“Yes, sir, distinctly.”
“I did not think you had made a wise selection, and as I did not
congratulate you then, I now congratulate you on the happy termination
of the affair.”
“You are cruel, Mr. Hillston,” said Ernest, in a tone of bitterness.
“Far from it, my boy. I know you must suffer for a while. But mark what
I say: you will, no doubt, see the day when you will regard it as the
best that could have happened to you. I was surprised at your choice,
but as the poet says:
‘Lovers are blind, and cannot see
The petty faults themselves commit.’
But I could see that Miss Clara would not suit you at all. She
has as few qualifications for a minister’s wife as any lady of my
acquaintance.”
“Minister’s wife!” exclaimed Ernest. “She would not have been a
minister’s wife.”
“I see you are still disposed to disobey the Divine call; but you would
better yield, or your present trouble will be only the beginning of
sorrows. I have no doubt that it is foreordained that you shall be a
preacher of the gospel.”
“Look here, Mr. Hillston,” cried Ernest suddenly, “I have been reading
my Bible to discover if that doctrine of predestination is taught.”
“Well, do you find it in God’s Word?” quietly asked Mr. Hillston.
“I think not, sir. On the contrary, I find all through it that man is a
free agent.”
“My dear boy, who denies that man is a free agent? I am sure that
I will endorse every passage which you can cite that teaches human
responsibility.”
“Why, I do not see, Mr. Hillston, how you can possibly reconcile
predestination with man’s free moral agency.”
“I do not pretend to do so, Ernest. You are like a good many people
I know, who think that predestination is not taught in God’s Word,
because they cannot make it harmonize with free agency. I have
frequently been amused at some ministers who undertook to show that
there is no such doctrine as fore-ordination in the Bible. They quoted
those passages which prove that man is a free agent, and then at once
jumped to the conclusion that God could not shape or control human
destiny. We must accept both doctrines, for both are clearly taught in
the Scriptures. You cannot understand the Trinity, but your failure to
comprehend it is no proof of its falsity, is it?”
“No, sir, of course not. But I did not think you could hold to
predestination and free agency at the same time. What do you do with
the passage of Scripture which says that ‘Christ tasted death for every
man?’”
“Do with it? I accept it without hesitation as a precious truth.”
“Well, well, well,” said Ernest, as though greatly perplexed, “and yet
you say that some men were condemned from all eternity. How in the
world can that be? ‘Whosoever will,’ says the Scripture, ‘let him take
the water of life freely.’”
“Certainly,” answered the preacher, gently. “I quote that in every
sermon I preach, and urge sinners to avail themselves of the
world-embracing invitation.”
“But if their destiny is already determined, what is the use of your
preaching to them and urging them?”
“Now, my boy, don’t begin at the roof to build your house, but commence
at the foundation, and work upward. Suppose I show that this ‘horrid
doctrine,’ as some people call it, is contained in God’s Word?”
“Well, I wish you would,” said Ernest. “I am open to conviction.”
“Then let us go into my study, and appeal to the Blessed Book itself;
for it should be final in every theological controversy.”
They were soon seated, and the old man arranged his spectacles, and
opened the Bible.
“It seems to me,” said Mr. Hillston, “that the eighth and ninth
chapters of the epistle to the Romans ought to remove every doubt on
this subject. You have surely noticed the celebrated passage, Romans
8:29. Now here it is: ‘Whom He did fore-know, He did _predestinate_.’
What does predestinate mean? It has only one meaning.”
“That is true,” said Ernest, “but might it not refer to the righteous
_character_? He did fore-know and predestinate the righteous character.
I can admit that.”
“How will you separate a man from his character?” asked Mr. Hillston.
“You might just as well talk of separating sugar from its sweetness.
What is the character of sugar? It is sweet. Can you deprive it of
this attribute without utterly destroying it? Certain qualities and
attributes constitute character, and make the man. If a man has no
character, he is a brute. Godliness, holiness, etc., are nothing
till they become concrete by entering into the moral constitution of
an individual. It is in vain, then, to talk about God’s saving the
‘righteous character,’ because that is nothing but an abstraction.
Besides, Paul says, ‘whom’ He did fore-know, not ‘what.’”
“I will take back the word ‘character,’ if you will allow me,” said
Ernest, “and say that God predestinates the righteous _man_.”
“Very well,” replied Mr. Hillston. “We agree, then, it is the
_individual_ that is foreordained to salvation. All denominations are
agreed that there is an election of some sort. Let me ask upon what
principle you think God elects men to salvation?”
“Why, sir, God elects those to salvation who He fore-saw would repent
of their sins.”
“That view,” said Mr. Hillston, “is a flat contradiction of what Paul
says. The apostle describes the several steps or processes in the
believer’s salvation. He does not say that God predestinated those
who would repent, but those ‘whom He did predestinate He _called_,
and them that He called He _justified_.’ According to your view, the
passage ought to say: ‘Them whom He justified, on account of their
repentance, He predestinated.’ The plain meaning of the passage is,
that God predestinated some men to salvation, and in consequence of
that election, He _called_ them and _justified_ them. The apostle
reiterates this view in some of the other epistles. Here is Eph. 1:3,
4, 5: ‘Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ who hath
blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ.
According as He hath chosen us in Him before the foundation of the
world, that we should be holy and without blame before Him in love.
Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ
to Himself according to the good pleasure of His will.’ Now,” continued
Mr. Hillston, “ought not this passage to put an end to all controversy?
The apostle declares there was an election. When? He says ‘before the
foundation of the world.’ Why did He choose us? Was it because we were
righteous? No. Was it because God fore-saw that we would repent? No. He
chose us that ‘we _should become holy and with out blame_.’ Now what do
you say?”
“I confess,” said Ernest, “that such passages puzzle me no little. Why
does God choose some men to salvation, and pass by others, when all are
guilty alike?”
“Ah! there’s the difficulty,” said Mr. Hillston. “The good Lord has not
informed us on what principle He makes the choice. If we knew that,
there would be an end of all discussion. All we know about it is, that
it is ‘according to the good pleasure of His will.’ Is not that a
sufficient reason?”
“Somehow, this doctrine of predestination appears to me to be unjust,”
said Ernest, looking confused. “You say that God passes by some men
without giving them an opportunity to be saved.”
“I did not say that, Ernest.”
“Well, it amounts to that.”
“On the contrary, they do have an opportunity to be saved. The
invitations of the gospel are extended to all alike, and all could be
saved, if they would. No man ever was lost simply on account of the
‘eternal decrees.’”
“Why, how can they be saved,” asked Ernest, “if it is predestinated
that they shall not accept the invitations offered to them?”
“But, my young friend, the Bible does not say that they _shall_ not
accept, but that they _will_ not. ‘Ye _will not_ come unto me that ye
might have life,’ said our Lord. The greatest obstacle in the way of
human salvation is found in the perversity of the _will_. If men only
_willed_ to be saved, they could be. How, then, is there injustice in
predestination?”
“Well,” said Ernest, “if some men are foreordained to eternal death, I
should like to know what is the use of your preaching to them?”
“When you get to be a minister, if you discard predestination and
election, I want to ask you a question or two,” said Mr. Hillston.
“Assuming that you are a preacher, I will ask you these questions now.”
“Very well; proceed.”
“You believe in God’s fore-knowledge?”
“Certainly.”
“Do you believe that all men will be saved?”
“No, sir; some will be lost,” answered Ernest.
“That is certain, is it?”
“Of course, it is.”
“Then,” said Mr. Hillston, “what is the use of your preaching to
certain men that God knows will be lost? Will not the same result
follow in both instances?”
“Yes, sir; but I throw the responsibility of refusing upon themselves.”
“Let us settle one thing at a time, if you please,” said Mr. Hillston.
“We are not talking about where the responsibility belongs; but, at
present, we want to get at the facts. I ask you, if God fore-knows that
some men will be lost, is not their destiny as much fixed as if it had
been decreed? Answer that.”
“I suppose it would be,” replied Ernest hesitatingly, as though he were
fearful of admitting too much, “but God’s fore-knowledge has no effect
upon human destiny.”
“It does not matter about that just now. People,” continued Mr.
Hillston, “frequently ask me the question which you have propounded.
What is the use of preaching to men that are certain to be lost? You
must not try to make me remove an objection which applies with as much
force to your system as to mine. God commands us to preach the gospel
to every creature, and that is reason enough. You remember that God
commanded Ezekiel to preach to the dry bones in the valley. The prophet
might have said, ‘What is the use? These bones have no life and no
sense. They cannot hear: it is foolish to talk to them.’ But God said,
‘Preach to them.’ Sinners are in the condition of those dry bones; but
God tells me to preach to them. I obey; I know not who are to be lost:
my duty is to preach, and God quickens whom He will.”
“I see the unfairness of my question,” said Ernest honestly. “But there
is an absurdity in the doctrine of predestination, if I only knew how
to point it out.”
“Look here, my boy,” said Mr. Hillston kindly, “how can you call that
an ‘absurdity’ which the Bible so clearly teaches?”
“I beg pardon, Mr. Hillston; I will recall the offensive word. I will
substitute the word injustice for absurdity.”
“Your apology does not mend the matter,” answered Mr. Hillston, “for
are you going to accuse God of injustice?”
“No, sir; but the question is whether it is a doctrine of the Bible.”
“Exactly. We agreed to let the Bible settle it,” said Mr. Hillston.
“I have already called your attention to several passages which
undoubtedly teach it. I can refer to instances and passages almost
without number in the Scriptures. The Bible certainly is not silent on
the subject, whether we can understand it or not.”
“I cannot understand,” said Ernest, “how a man can be a free agent, and
yet his destiny is already fixed.”
“And yet, the Bible is full of instances which prove clearly that
predestination and free agency operate in perfect harmony.”
“Name one,” said Ernest.
“Well, take the case of Judas Iscariot: it was predicted by Isaiah that
the Lord Jesus should be betrayed for thirty pieces of silver. Will you
not admit that God had Judas in His mind, when this prophecy was made?”
“Certainly,” replied Ernest, “for a betrayal necessarily implies a
betrayer.”
“Undoubtedly, because God could not foresee a betrayal disconnected
entirely from any individual. You will also admit that after the
prediction was made, it must be fulfilled, and Judas must betray
Christ?”
“I do not see that I must admit that.”
“But you must, though,” said Mr. Hillston.
“Why must I?” asked Ernest.
“Well, suppose Judas had not betrayed the Lord for thirty pieces of
silver, what would have become of Isaiah’s prophecy? Would it not have
been falsified?”
“I suppose so,” said Ernest a little doggedly.
“Suppose so!” cried Mr. Hillston. “How can there possibly be any doubt
about it? After a prophesy is uttered, and even written down, it must
be fulfilled, or God’s word is falsified.”
“Yes; I admit that, for the sake of argument.”
“Well, when the proper time arrived, Judas betrayed the Lord. He
evidently performed a part which was predestinated. Was he not a free
agent?”
“Not if he was compelled to do as he did,” answered Ernest.
“No, if he was compelled,” replied Mr. Hillston, “but where was the
compulsion? He was carrying out his own will and if he was, that makes
him a free agent. His conduct afterwards proves that he never felt
that he was constrained by any extraneous influence. The crucifixion
was foretold with all its attendant prominent circumstances, and to
prove that it was predestinated, let us turn to Acts 2:23. ‘_Him being
delivered by the determinate counsel and fore-knowledge of God, ye have
taken, and by wicked hands have crucified and slain._’
“Here it is emphatically declared that Jesus was delivered by the
determinate counsel of God. To show that the actors in the disgraceful
tragedy were free agents, it is said that they crucified Him with
_wicked_ hands. But to put it beyond all dispute, that it was all
predestinated, let us turn to Acts 4:27-28: ‘_For of a truth against
thy holy child Jesus, whom Thou hast anointed, both Herod and Pontius
Pilate, with the Gentiles, and the people of Israel, were gathered
together, for to do whatsoever thy hand and thy counsel determined
before to be done._’
“Here, the actors are all clearly specified. They met at a certain
place. For what? To do whatsoever God had determined before should be
done. You can get no other meaning out of it. Dr. Adam Clarke saw a
difficulty here, and he took the liberty to transpose the passage so
as to make it read thus: ‘_For a truth against thy holy child Jesus,
whom Thou hast anointed, for to do whatsoever thy hand and thy counsel
determined before to be done._’
“Dr. Clarke thus makes the predestination clause apply to Jesus,
instead of Herod, and the others. It seems the Doctor did not mind
stripping Jesus of free agency, just so he could preserve it to men.
But Mr. Benson, who had no leaning towards predestination, says that
such a transposition as Clarke makes is unauthorized and unnecessary.”
“Do you think,” asked Ernest, “that Dr. Clarke was insincere? I mean,
do you believe he discovered the doctrine of predestination in that
passage, and then deliberately tried to eliminate it?”
“O, no,” replied Mr. Hillston, “I think he honestly believed that
the doctrine of predestination, as taught by most Baptist ministers
and especially by the Presbyterian Church, has no foundation in
the Scriptures, and thus believing, he could not admit the plain
meaning of what seems to me a plain passage. He, no doubt, thought by
transposing a clause, he would make the Bible say what was intended.
But what does the Doctor gain by this transposition? If Jesus was not
a free agent, we are under no obligation to Him for fulfilling the law
in our stead and suffering for us. He was merely undergoing a penalty
which He could not avoid. Was it not necessary that Jesus should be a
free agent as well as that men should?”
“But according to your view,” said Ernest, “He could be a free agent,
and yet His career be fore-ordained.”
“Exactly, but according to Dr. Clarke’s view, if His career was
foreordained, He could not be a free agent; that is the difference.
These men, Herod, Pilate, and the others, carried out their own will
and the Divine will at the same time, and I see no difficulty in it.
That is the great advantage the predestinarian has. When he meets
with a passage that teaches predestination, he admits it; and when he
meets with another that teaches free agency, he admits it. He makes
no pause to try to reconcile them, because he sees no inconsistency.
But when Dr. Clarke, and those who believe like him, come to one of
these passages, ‘hard to be understood,’ as Peter says, they halt
and endeavor to harmonize it with their belief. When the Bible, in
speaking of Pharaoh, says, “For this purpose have I raised thee up,” we
predestinarians at once acknowledge God’s hand, and we read on without
stopping to explain. But Dr. Clarke comes to it and finds an obstacle.
He must pause and try to determine what is meant by ‘raising up,’ and
must explain it so as not to interfere with man’s free agency. We read
that God hardened Pharaoh’s heart and in the next passage we read that
Pharaoh hardened his own heart. We predestinarians find no difficulty
here, for we see the two doctrines working together in perfect
harmony, but Dr. Clarke becomes puzzled. ‘How is this?’ he says. ‘If
God hardened Pharaoh’s heart, how could Pharaoh have hardened his own
heart?’ So the good Doctor must enter into a long explanation of this
hardening process.”
“One of the passages you have quoted,” said Ernest, who appeared
to be confused by perplexing thoughts, “says, ‘according to the
fore-knowledge.’ Could it not have been that God merely fore-saw what
Judas and others would do and based the prophecy upon foreknowledge?”
“That only removes the difficulty one step,” replied Mr. Hillston.
“For whatever God fore-saw, must take place. But the passage says also
‘determinate counsels.’ What does that mean?”
“I know you think it means predestination.”
“I certainly do,” replied Mr. Hillston. “But I think we have found
predestination in at least two instances which prove that there
is no conflict between the two principles we are discussing. If
fore-ordination and free agency could work in harmony in the case of
Judas, why not in the case of every human being. I want to ask you a
question right here.”
“I will answer it, if I can,” said Ernest.
“You have already acknowledged that God fore-knows all things, ‘every
deed which men will perform and even every thought which will pass
through their minds’. Now suppose God should order some Jeremiah to
write out the history of every human being: we would have a tremendous
book of prophecy which would include every individual of the human
race. You will admit that all these prophecies would have to be
accomplished or God’s word would be falsified. You will admit, also,
that if no one knew anything about this great and enormous book except
the writer, men would be free agents? How could merely recording their
actions without their knowledge affect their conduct?”
“It could not,” said Ernest.
“Well, then, are men’s actions any the less uncertain because they are
not written out in a book? The history of every human being is written
out in the Divine Mind. Is that history any the less uncertain because
it is not published in a tangible volume? God’s not fore-telling
what He fore-knows, does not leave men at liberty to change their
conduct. If it did, the Lord could fore-know nothing with certainty.
If then God could write out the history of every human being without
doing the least violence to his free agency, how can you object to
predestination? My history is fixed, and so is yours and every other
man’s, and that is predestination.”
Ernest said nothing, and Mr. Hillston continued:
“But let us turn to the Scriptures again. Here is John 15:16: ‘_Ye
have not chosen me, but I have chosen you_.’ Again, 1 Cor. 1:26: ‘_For
ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the
flesh, not many mighty, not many noble are called_,’ etc. I could refer
to a great many passages of similar import. Is not election clearly
taught in such Scriptures? Then it is said that God did not choose His
people on account of their righteous character, but that He might make
them righteous. When they were chosen, they were children of wrath even
as others. This is proved in the 15th chapter of John, where Jesus,
speaking of His people under the similitude of sheep, says: “Other
sheep I have which are not of this fold”--that is they were in the
world out of the fold; they were sinners and yet were God’s people, to
be brought in, when it should please God.
“I do no see how anyone can read the eighth and ninth chapters of
Romans without believing in the doctrine of predestination and
election. Paul there answers the very objections which are to this
day urged against divine fore-ordination. Peter certainly understood
Paul to advocate this ‘horrid doctrine,’ for he says it is ‘hard to be
understood.’ If Paul was writing about free agency, there was no need
to say it was hard to be understood.”
“I have read these chapters,” said Ernest, “and I confess they are
mysterious.”
“What makes them mysterious?” asked Mr. Hillston. “Don’t you see if
you can eliminate predestination and election out of them, they would
not be mysterious? Why do so many people stumble over these chapters
especially? It is because their foot strikes against these two hard
doctrines.”
“You have used the word ‘election,’” said Ernest, “but do not some
people say that it applies only to the election of classes or nations
to temporal privileges, and not to the election of individuals to
eternal salvation?”
“Yes; but let us settle that point by the Scriptures. Turn to Acts
13:48: ‘_And when the Gentiles heard this they were glad, and glorified
the word of the Lord; and as many as were ordained to eternal life
believed_.’ Some people have wished that the last clause could be
transposed so as to read: ‘_As many as believed were ordained to
eternal life_.’ But it is too plain to be tampered with in this way.
Again, in second Thessalonians 2:13: ‘_But we are bound to give thanks
always to God for you, brethren, beloved of the Lord, because God
hath from the beginning chosen you to salvation through sanctification
of the Spirit and belief of the truth_.’ Again, Hebrews 12:23: ‘_To
the general assembly and Church of the first-born which are written
in heaven_.’ Again, Philippians 4:3: ‘_Whose names are in the book of
life_.’ I could go on, and cite I know not how many more passages,
all proving that there is an election of individuals unto eternal
salvation.”
“There is evidently an election of individuals,” said Ernest, “but why
could it not be based upon men’s foreseen repentance and faith. I could
accept that doctrine.”
“No doubt,” answered the preacher, “for that is more agreeable to
the carnal heart. Men like so much to deserve salvation by their own
works--their own faith and repentance. According to the Scriptures,
this election is based upon God’s will. But if you will modify your
position a little, I think we can agree. If you will say that this
election is based upon faith and repentance brought about by the Holy
Spirit, we need not have any further discussion.”
“But I do not mean that. I mean that men perceive the truth and act
upon it.”
“Of themselves, do you mean?”
“Well, with the assistance of the Holy Spirit.”
“But men,” said Mr. Hillston, “are represented in the Scriptures as
dead in trespasses and sins. Lazarus is a fit type of the sinner. Could
Lazarus have raised himself from the grave without the assistance
of the Lord? Is it not evident that he could do nothing till he
was actually restored to life? So it was with the man who had the
diseased arm. He could not make an effort till the limb was healed.
‘By grace are ye saved,’ says the Scripture, ‘through faith, and that
not of yourselves; it is the gift of God.’ Are not all these passages
sufficient to convince and satisfy you?”
“Of course, I must believe what the Bible says,” replied Ernest, “but
it does appear strange to me how a man can be a free agent, and yet his
destiny is fixed.”
“No one ever denied that it is strange. Indeed, it is incomprehensible;
but we are not to reject it on that account. All we have to do is to
ascertain whether it is contained in God’s Word or not. But after all,
what do we mean by predestination? Why just this, that God had a
purpose in view in the creation of the world. He surely was not trying
experiments. He did not put men in the world, and turn them loose, to
see what they would do. You will not deny that He fore-knew who would
be saved and who would be lost?”
“No, I do not deny that.”
“Well, there is no power in mere fore knowledge. Would not God, then,
have to exercise power in order to accomplish what He fore-knew?”
“It seems that He would, sir.”
“Well, that is predestination. It is the execution of the divine
purpose. So you see that, without predestination, God could not have
made the world--could not have created man. Notwithstanding that He
fore-saw some would be lost, He determined to create them, and that
determination on the part of God, is predestination. Then, eliminate
predestination, and you represent God in the attitude of a sort of
empiricist. He creates men without any particular purpose in view.
Besides, there is another difficulty. When there was nothing in
existence, how could God foresee anything except what He had determined
upon? Would not God have to determine that things should be, before
He could fore-see them? I cannot imagine how the Lord could have made
the world without predestination. Man, with his limited wisdom, never
undertakes enterprises without determining something in regard to them.
Do you suppose that God put men here without any purpose?”
“No, sir; of course, He had a purpose.”
“Really, when you admit that, there is no use of discussion, for that
purpose is predestination. We can ascertain what God’s purposes are,
only by what takes place. We see that some men are lost and some are
saved, and all this must be in accordance with God’s purpose, and that
is what we mean by predestination.”
“You can beat me in argument,” suddenly exclaimed Ernest. “I have not
studied the question sufficiently.”
“The more you study it,” said Mr. Hillston, “the more you will be
convinced that it is the doctrine of the Bible.”
“Whenever I am convinced,” replied Ernest, “you may rest assured that
I will accept it. But I am not satisfied. What you have said appears
reasonable; but I know there is something to be said on the other
side, if I knew how to get at it.”
“I don’t know,” answered Mr. Hillston; “you have mentioned the usual
objections that men urge against it. But when you find any good
argument on your side, let me know what it is. Let me caution you
on one point, though. Do not seek out those passages of Scripture
which teach free agency, and put them against the passages that favor
predestination. For that is only fighting Scripture with Scripture.
You must not make the Bible contradict itself, but you must try to
reconcile these seemingly antagonistic passages. In the meantime, try
to apply this doctrine to your own case. Your steps are ordered by the
Lord. Recognize God’s hand in your affairs, and thus predestination
becomes a practical, comforting doctrine, instead of that ‘horrid
thing’ which some people call it.”
Ernest took his leave. He was almost convinced by the arguments of Mr.
Hillston, but he was not yet prepared to acknowledge it.
Men pride themselves upon consistency, and some will even cling to an
error rather than appear fickle-minded. Away, we say, with such absurd
and false consistency! It is morally degrading.
CHAPTER VI.
MANASSAS.
While the never-ceasing march of time was unfolding the events which
have been narrated, others of a more startling and melancholy character
were evolving from the womb of the future. We have now reached the
historical year of 1861, which has already taken its place along with
other famous periods that have marked the turning points in humanity’s
progress. The reader, in order fully to understand the present story,
must again gaze in imagination at the gloomy clouds of war, and listen
to the awful earthquake of battle, the sharp rattle of musketry, varied
with the deep bass of cannon, the thundering tramp of cavalry, the
deafening shouts of the victor, and the piteous groans of the wounded
and dying.
On the morning of the 21st July 1861, at early dawn, the boom of a
single cannon broke the solemn stillness and sacred silence of the
Lord’s day. It was the signal gun of Manassas, fired by the Federal
troops opposite the stone bridge which spans the now celebrated rivulet
known as Bull Run. It was thirty minutes past six o’clock when this gun
awoke the first echoes of the initial battle of the so-called great
“Rebellion.”
General McDowell, as rapidly as possible, pushed forward his forces to
the main point of attack, which was the left wing of the Confederate
army, resting at the stone bridge. It appears that it was General
Beauregard’s intention to make an aggressive movement by attacking the
enemy’s left wing, but suddenly his plan was turned against himself,
and he was forced to act upon the defensive. General Hunter threw his
command forward, and crossed Bull Run some distance above the stone
bridge. The extreme Confederate left was held by Evans who had only
fifteen companies of infantry and Latham’s battery of six-pounders.
A demonstration was made in his front at stone bridge while Hunter
was crossing at Suddle ford. As soon as this movement of Hunter’s was
reported to Evans, he took eleven companies, leaving four to guard the
bridge, and with this small force rapidly went forward to sustain the
shock of 30,000 men. It seemed impossible that this little Spartan
band could stand before the impetuous onset of an enthusiastic army,
outnumbering them by twenty to one. But Beauregard and Johnson were
several miles off, and Evans must assume the responsibility of giving
shape to the battle. History hardly gives this man the praise which
is due, who, without any authority to order up reinforcements, had
to initiate a movement of his own in the very face of the defeated
plans of the commanding General. Had it not been for Evan’s prompt
action and his quick comprehension of the critical situation, the
whole Confederate army might soon have been thrown into inextricable
confusion. But Evans, at once, perceived the necessity of checking
McDowell’s army till Beauregard could form a new line of battle, and
send forward the necessary reinforcements. The struggle that took place
was bitter and determined, for both parties were in a state of military
effervescence. The Northern army especially was drunk with enthusiasm,
and anticipated an easy victory over the poorly-equipped “rebels.”
Many Congressmen and citizens, including elegant ladies, had come from
Washington to participate in the celebration of the grand victory
which they had no doubt would be achieved. They had sent to Centerville
all kinds of delicacies, fine wines and the like, with which they
expected to have a splendid collation as soon as the battle should be
ended. We may here mention a fact, to which Northern historians have
never given much prominence, if they have not deliberately suppressed
it: Several wagons were loaded with hand-cuffs, with which to manacle
the captured “rebels” and lead them along the streets of Washington in
triumph. The Federals were, therefore, much enraged when they found
their march checked by this handfull of “rebels”--a single regiment
from South Carolina and a company from Wheat’s battallion. It could not
be expected that Evans could hold his position for any great length of
time against such terrible odds. He was gradually driven back. But the
gallant Bee soon came up. His arrival was most timely, for the whole
Southern line was now giving way, reeling, staggering under the hot,
concentrated fire of McDowell’s army. Bee rapidly advanced with four
regiments, and the battle was, at once, renewed with additional fury.
For an hour, this brigade, with the few bleeding companies of Evans,
decimated by their heroic effort to check the advance of a whole army,
stood their ground, and fought with a desperation born of pride and
patriotism. It seems that Beauregard had made no preparations for an
attack at this point.
Twelve o’clock arrived, and found the little army of Bee and Evans in a
most critical condition. It was slowly falling back. There would soon
have been a panic, had not Bee discovered the famous brigade of the
immortal “Stonewall” Jackson, coming to his relief. “General,” groaned
Bee, as he galloped back, begrimed with the smoke and dust of battle,
“they are beating us back.” “Sir, we will give them the bayonet,”
calmly and curtly replied the Man of Iron. Bee immediately rushed back
to his disordered and disheartened soldiers, and pointing with his
sword, cried out: “Look at Jackson, men, standing like a _stone wall_.”
And thus on that bloody field, amid the roar of battle and the groans
of the dying, the hero was christened with a name which has superseded
that given by his parents.
Again the battle was renewed. Jackson held his position for an hour,
which enabled Beauregard to hurry forward troops from the lower
fords of Bull Run. When Beauregard and Johnson arrived on the field
about twelve o’clock, the day was going against the Confederates. But
fortunately, while the “rebels” were wavering, and would in a short
time have been utterly defeated, there was an inexplicable lull in the
fight. The Federals had halted. At that time they were novices in the
art of war, and did not appreciate the importance of those critical
junctures when the fortunes of both parties are trembling in the
balance, or when nothing is needed but a vigorous movement to secure a
decided victory. But in half an hour, Beauregard had reestablished his
lines, and the contest was again renewed. Fresh troops were arriving on
both sides.
From one till after three o’clock, the historian is unable to follow
the cloud of this battle. This period was what an elegant writer calls
the _quid obscurum_ of battle. The war-cloud was broken up, and floated
about in uncertainty. Victory, trembling in doubt, hovered over one
party and then the other. Nobody can tell what was done. Tactics had
become useless. Each individual soldier was his own commander. It was
a wild sozzle--an enormous street _melee_. Batteries were charged and
captured, and in a moment afterwards, re-captured. There was no base
anywhere; everything was shifting. Volumes of smoke rolled up; cannon
roared; muskets rattled; shouts and groans--all mingled together in
one horrid bedlam of confusion. For two hours there was this irregular
contest, in which men fought more as individuals than as companies.
Three o’clock came. The fortunes of the Confederates were extremely
dark. They had lost some of their best and bravest officers. Hampton
was shot while leading on his men in desperation. The noble Bee, who
had baptized Jackson with blood, fell mortally wounded at the head of
the Alabamians in the thickest of the fray, grasping his sword and
urging on his men with his dying breath. The magnanimous Barton, while
rallying the seventh Georgia, was shot through the head, and as he
fell, exclaimed: “They have killed me, but never give up the field,”
and his pure, brave spirit winged its flight away from this awful scene
of carnage, confusion and death. Fisher, of the “old North State,” was
killed; Colonels Gartrell and Falkner were _hors de combat_. Many
officers of lower grade, whose names will never be known, lay stretched
upon the ground, never to rise again.
But the supreme moment had come. Both parties now prepared for the
final blow. It was four o’clock, and the evening was hot and sultry.
The Federal army was drawn up in the form of a crescent. They begin
to advance. They expect, it seems, to flank the left wing of the
Confederate army. What was their amazement to find themselves suddenly
confronted and flanked on their right wing by 1700 fresh troops. It
was the army of Kirby Smith, for which Johnson had been so anxiously
looking for several hours. Indeed, he had gone back to hasten forward
these troops, who came on the railroad; but as there was not a moment
to lose, the cars were stopped, and the troops were hastily hurried
from the train in the forest. This arrival added another feature to
Bull Run that made up its similarity to the battle of Waterloo in 1815.
If the reader will take the trouble to compare these two battles, he
will discover that there was a striking resemblance between them, in
several respects. Hugo’s letter A, with some slight modifications,
will apply to Bull Run. The whole fight of Waterloo was for the plateau
of Mont St. Jean: the whole fight of Bull Run was for a plateau,
where the battle began and ended. In the afternoon, there was the
same irregular contest. Toward nightfall Blucher burst upon the field
like a terrible avalanche, before which the dismayed French fled in
terror. About four o’clock in the evening of that Sabbath day, just
as Beauregard gave the order to his entire line to advance, Kirby
Smith, like Blucher, suddenly emerged from the woods, and burst like a
thunder-clap upon the scene. This, at once, changed the whole aspect of
the fight. The disheartened Federals gave way on the right, and fled
before the intrepid soldiers of Kirby Smith. At the same time, the
entire “rebel” army charged with reviving hopes and renewed energy. The
Federals disappeared like phantoms from the gory scene, leaving clouds
of smoke, abandoned wagons, wounded and dead men, to mark the spot
where they had so lately fought with a courage and desperation worthy
of their blood. Kirby Smith had saved the day.
Soon the roar of battle ceased, and the “rebel yell” announced to
those in the distance that the first important battle of the war had
terminated in favor of the “Great Rebellion.” The “Grand Army,” which
had, that Sabbath morning, marched out with so firm a step, rolled back
upon Washington in broken fragments. It may appear a strange fact in
history, but that one battle terminated the whole campaign of the year
1861.
The enemy has gone, and the storm of battle has subsided. We can now
quietly walk over the terrible field, and examine its gory wake. In
the final charge, the second Mississippi, with the exception of one
regiment, was on the extreme left wing of the Confederate army. Just
at the time that Kirby Smith’s bayonet flashed like lightning into the
cloud of battle, a young officer was seen to wave his sword, and fall
to the earth with a groan. It was Ernest Edgefield.
[Illustration: Decoration]
CHAPTER VII.
AFTER THE BATTLE.
Sometimes in battle a soldier suddenly finds himself prostrated to the
earth. He knows not what has happened. A dizziness comes over him.
Then he glances down at his limbs, and discovers that he is bleeding.
He knows he is wounded, but he cannot tell to what extent. It may be
a fearful shot which will end his mortal existence the next moment,
or it may be only a severe shock that has touched no vital part. When
Ernest fell, it was a moment before he could clearly comprehend what
had occurred. One of his company ran to him, and asked:
“Are you much hurt?”
“Yes; I fear I have received a long furlough.”
The soldier tore off some of his clothing, and, after a brief
examination, said:
“It is a severe wound, Captain, but I don’t think it is fatal. Shall I
stay with you?”
“No, no, go on with the boys. Never mind me. We have whipped them,
thank God, and I can die, if it is His will, with a clear conscience.
Go on with the boys.”
The soldier gathered up his military implements, and pushed on with his
comrades in pursuit of the flying foe, and Ernest was left alone with
the wounded, dead and dying. Presently he fell into a train of thought
as follows:
“Perhaps this is another warning. I have totally disregarded what Mr.
Hillston says is my call to the ministry. Shall I now promise God, as I
lie here, that I will yield to the call, if He will spare my life? No;
for I cannot believe that I am called of God. Why does not God give me
some reliable evidence, if He really wants me to be a minister? I shall
wait a while yet. But suppose I die?” He could not make up his mind to
preach.
At six o’clock, an elderly gentleman, with an honest, open, benevolent
countenance came to the spot where Ernest was lying. He was the first
wounded soldier the gentleman reached.
“What is your condition, my young friend?” he asked in a kindly voice.
“I am wounded here in the side,” said Ernest.
“Could you travel in a buggy a few miles?”
“I think I could, sir.”
“Then, if you can, I would be pleased to take you to my house, where
you can have proper attention and good nursing. Will you go? I will
assist you into the buggy.”
“Yes, sir; I will accept your kind offer. How far do you have to go?”
“About six miles; but it is a good road, and we can make the drive in
an hour. I could hear the fighting all day from my house. At noon,
during the lull, I supposed the battle might be over, and I started to
the scene of action. But when I had driven three miles, I discovered
that the fight was renewed with redoubled fury. When it ended, I
learned from a courier how the day had gone, and I came on to do what I
could for our wounded. It will afford me pleasure to take care of you
till you are again ready for duty?”
“I shall be under lasting obligations, sir,” replied Ernest.
At once, Ernest was assisted into the buggy, and driven along at a slow
pace till they reached the gentleman’s residence at eight o’clock
in the evening. This gentleman was a Presbyterian minister, by name
Dr. Arrington. His family consisted of a wife and three daughters,
the elder of whom was about twenty years of age--an intelligent, well
educated young lady. She had completed her education the previous year
at one of the best female colleges of Virginia. We cannot say that she
was perfectly beautiful, for, though her features seemed faultless when
contemplated singly, yet the grouping was somehow a little defective.
No one could tell what was lacking, but there was something. But the
perfection of her features enabled her to bear a most rigid inspection,
and she improved greatly on acquaintance. She had a decidedly classical
cast of countenance. In conversation her face beamed with intelligence
and sympathy, which made her appear handsome and lovely. She belonged,
in a word, to that class, who attract more by their moral excellencies
than their physical graces. Mildred Arrington, however, possessed
a symmetrical figure, and her every movement betrayed elegance of
manners and refinement of taste and intellectual culture. All who were
intimately acquainted with her, thought her beautiful.
With this kind family Ernest remained for many days, while his wound
was slowly healing. Dr. Arrington had an excellent library, in which
he and his family spent much of their time. They were an intellectual
family. Ernest here spent some of the happiest hours of his life, in
the company of the three girls, especially Mildred. The Doctor was also
a congenial companion, and loved to talk. He was an earnest Christian,
who believed, though, in getting as much legitimate happiness out of
this mortal life as possible. There was none of the Pharisee in his
composition. He received the gospel with the simple faith of a child,
and so preached it. He believed in providing innocent amusements for
his family. The consequence was, there was no nicer place to visit and
no happier home in all the country than Dr. Arrington’s. His residence
was full of sunshine, and no discordant sound was ever heard beneath
that roof.
It will not appear wonderful, then, that the days passed rapidly away
in the consciousness of Ernest, who felt loth to put an end to the
period of his convalescence. But at last he began to painfully realize
that he could not remain much longer, with propriety, beneath this
hospitable roof. When he thought of leaving Mildred he discovered that
it filled him with the keenest pain. But why should it? If he really
loved her, why not propose, at once, and bind her to him by a tie which
nothing but death could sever? He must go back to the army in a few
days, and the probability was, he could never see her again.
It was hardly reasonable to suppose that he could go through many such
scenes as those of Bull Run, and escape with his life. But he felt that
he could not bid farewell to this happy family without the prospect of
a closer relationship with them in the future. He believed that he had
endeared himself to them; but one thing was certain, they had so wound
themselves around his heart that the thought of never seeing them again
was intolerable.
One day about a week before his departure, he was walking in the lawn
in company with Mildred. Presently Ernest fell into a reverie that made
his face appear more solemn than usual. He was aroused by a soft voice
at his side:
“You appear to be in a profound study.”
“So I was,” replied Ernest, heaving a deep sigh.
“It was something unpleasant, was it not?”
“What makes you think so?”
“I noticed your countenance,” answered Mildred, “just now, which was
expressive of pain.”
“You are a good physiognomist,” replied Ernest. “I was just thinking
that in a few days more I must return to my command.”
“And is it so painful to fight for your country?” quickly asked Mildred.
“You misunderstand me,” said Ernest. “It is no reluctance to serve my
country: for God knows that I am willing to die for the independence of
the Confederate States, if necessary. But there are things to me more
bitter than death itself.”
“You talk in riddles, Captain.”
“Yes; because I was talking to myself partly. It is due to you that I
should explain myself.” After a pause, he continued: “I have had few
associates in my life. My father and mother left me a lonely orphan
when I was a small boy. From various causes, which I need not weary
you by relating, my life has not been very happy. I have found very
few congenial companions among either sex. I have now prepared your
mind for the reception of the fact, that the time spent beneath your
father’s roof, is the happiest portion of my existence. I was thinking
just now, that I must soon leave, and the probability is, I shall never
again see you and the family till we shall all meet in the eternal
world.”
“Why should you take such a gloomy view, Captain?” asked Mildred,
slightly coloring. “We destroy our happiness by anticipating
misfortunes that may never befall us. You may go through the war, and
come out with honors budding thick upon your brow. Why not look forward
to promotion? Who knows,” she continued, trying to smile, “but that you
may be a General?”
“No; I have no ambition in that way. I do not want any greater
responsibility than the command of a single company involves.”
There was a pause, which was broken by Mildred suddenly saying:
“What foolish thoughts will sometimes flash into our minds.”
“What mean you?” asked Ernest.
“I was just thinking what an astounding victory you could gain, if you
had control of that one force, from which all the forces of nature, I
think, are derived.”
This idea of Mildred’s was fully elaborated by Lord Lytton, some few
years afterwards, and the force was called _vrill_. But as we are not
writing a treatise on science, we will proceed with our story.
“O,” she continued gaily, “do you not wish you had something of that
sort?”
“I have had such foolish thoughts a thousand times,” replied Ernest,
breaking into a laugh, “but I did not know that anybody else had such
absurd fancies. I found myself wishing for miraculous powers on the
battle field of Bull Run a short time since. When our soldiers were
about to retreat in a wild panic in the evening, I almost cried aloud
for a cyclone to hurl upon those dark columns. How quickly I thought I
would annihilate them. Was it not preposterous?”
And they both laughed.
“I should be ashamed,” said Mildred, “to let any one know what wild
fancies pass through this dwarfish brain of mine. The truth is, I live
in an ideal world. I often find myself wishing that I could visit some
‘New Utopia.’”
“What a coincidence,” said Ernest, looking at the young lady in
surprise.
“What is?” she asked.
“That you and I should be dreaming about the same absurdities.”
“Well, I do not know,” replied Mildred. “I have never cared to mention
my silly reveries to any one. Indeed, it is the first time in my life
that I have alluded to them.”
“May you not be wrong to call them ‘silly’? Some of the happiest
moments of my life have been spent in this way. I frequently discover
myself traveling about in some of Munchausen’s wonderful vehicles, and
I become so absorbed that my imaginings appear as realities.”
“I, too, do the same thing,” said Mildred, turning her blue eyes upon
him in surprise.
“Miss Mildred,” spoke up Ernest after a brief pause, “our minds seem to
have been constructed in the same molds. Henceforth I shall be forever
meeting you in my psychological peregrinations. I have no doubt that I
shall often rove back to this beautiful yard and these grand oaks, when
I am sitting around the bivouac fire or meditating in my tent.”
Mildred began to look serious, and to turn her face in order to conceal
the treacherous blushes which, she felt, must be mantling her cheeks.
“I am glad to think,” she answered in a low, hesitating tone, “that
your imprisonment here has been rendered tolerable.”
“Tolerable!” cried Ernest. “I wish such imprisonment could last
forever!”
“What!” exclaimed Mildred, feigning not to understand, “would you be
willing to be cooped up while your comrades are fighting the battles of
liberty? Sometimes I wish I could go myself, and that I were an Amazon
stout enough to shoulder a cannon. The poor South needs every soldier
she can get. You must, therefore, dismiss your Utopian dreams and enter
into gory and awful realities.”
“If I know myself,” said Ernest, “I do not shrink from those realities.
But I need something to inflame my zeal.”
“What do you need?” she asked, wishing after the inquiry had been made,
that she had propounded some other question.
“I have told you,” he replied, “that I have no intimate friends. My
affections are roving around like the ‘wandering Jew,’ seeking some
object upon which to concentrate. The object that comes within their
focus will find no reason to complain of their lack of intensity. Do
you understand me?”
“I cannot say that I do,” answered Mildred, “but I should think that
the goddess of Liberty would be sufficient to elicit all the better
feelings and aspirations of your soul.”
“The goddess of Liberty may call forth a certain class of affections,
but there is another group which requires a more substantial being.”
Mildred said nothing, but looked thoughtful. She understood what
Ernest meant, yet he had spoken so vaguely that she was reminded of
the amiable Pickwick and the widow Bardell, which association of ideas
caused her to laugh out-right. Ernest gazed at her in amazement and
pain.
“What is it that amuses you so?” he asked in a tone indicative of
displeasure.
“Please excuse me, Captain,” she said deprecatingly. “I was not, I
assure you, laughing at anything you said. It was only a foolish and
ridiculous thought that suddenly came into my mind. I beg your pardon,”
she said earnestly.
“Granted,” he replied, “if you will only be serious for a moment.”
“Certainly, I will.”
“I will speak plainly so that you cannot misunderstand me. The truth
is, I love you.”
“O, Captain,” she exclaimed with solemn earnestness, “what a time for
such a declaration!”
“Why?” asked Ernest.
“Why, we are on the threshold of a terrible war which will end, we know
not when.”
“That is the very reason I want a love to sustain me under the trials
which await me. My nature demands love. I am gloomy and wretched
without it.”
“How have you managed this long, Captain?”
“I will tell you all about it.” And he gave her a full account of all
the circumstances of his past life, after which Mildred with a cunning
smile, said:
“It seems, then, I am second choice.”
“You are mistaken. I did not know my own heart then. I never had for
her the deep, ineffable affection I have for you. After this honest
explanation must I leave you without hope? If I do, it matters little
to me what shall become of me. I shall consider that ball from the
enemy’s gun a mercy that shall put an end to my misery. But with your
love, I shall be the happiest soldier in the army. I shall have an
object for which to live. Can you, will you give me any hope?”
Ernest perceived that Mildred was violently agitated, and he felt
encouraged.
“Tell me,” he urged, “that you will be mine, when this cruel war is
over, if I come out the fiery crucible alive.”
“I am glad you have given me time to reflect about the matter,” she
said at last. “I will candidly say this: if you are alive and I am,
when the war ends, and the feelings of neither undergo any change, it
shall be as you wish. Is that sufficient?”
So these two young people, with that pure affection, glowing in their
hearts, which is sanctioned by the Allwise God, standing under the
broad-spreading oaks, agreed to enter into the sacred relation which
constitutes the very foundation of human society. Why should older
persons, who have lost the ardor, aspirations and hopes of youth, sneer
at what they are pleased to call “sickly love stories?” God implanted
these sacred affections in the human heart to bind society together,
and it is these which make man a gregarious animal. Is that pure love
which leads to the marriage relation only evidence of a kind of folly
that deserves to be ridiculed? Why do prudish, righteous-over-much
people, calling themselves critics, cry out against stories which
illustrate social realities, and which seek to inspire the youth of
our country with proper respect and reverence for a heaven-sanctioned
institution? Why is it that extremely pious people profess such an
aversion to “love scenes”--scenes that are every day realities in the
ranks of the purest and most refined society? Such scenes as we have
described, call them “love-sick,” who will, actually transpired during
the war, and many a soldier found a God-sent wife in the hospitals.
These love affairs mingle with the gravest concerns of human life.
Why, then, omit them from the pages of a story which is intended to
be a true picture? There is nothing startling or sensational in them.
Indeed, they are so old, common and customary that they derive any
interest they may possess from new combinations of circumstances.
Eliminate these circumstances, and nothing is left but an occurrence
that transpires every hour of the day. We may here say that there is
nothing in this volume that should prevent it from occupying a place on
the shelves of any Sabbath-school library.
CHAPTER VIII.
HARD TRUTHS.
During the time that Ernest was confined in the house of Dr. Arrington,
he had had several discussions with that gentleman, of doctrines which
are regarded by the world as distinctive dogmas of the Presbyterian
Church. They were conducted on both sides with the utmost calmness,
politeness and good-will. It is a fact that generally men cannot engage
in discussions of religious questions with moderation. They are often
more acrimonious than politicians. But the Doctor was naturally calm
and tranquil, and Ernest found that his first belief was beginning to
totter on its foundation. Mildred, too, believed this “horrid doctrine
of predestination,” which, in the mind of Ernest, had a tendency to
strip it of its forbidding aspects. But still he was not perfectly
satisfied. The discussions which he had with Dr. Arrington, were, on
his part, designed more to elicit information and proof than sustain
his own assumed position; in different language, Ernest took the “wrong
side” in order that the Doctor might overturn it.
Two or three days before Ernest was to start to his command, he was
sitting in the Doctor’s study looking over the Westminster Confession
of Faith. The Doctor, glancing up presently, and seeing how the young
man was employed, said pleasantly:
“You have tackled what the world calls a ‘hard book,’ Captain.”
“The world, in my opinion,” answered Ernest, with a smile, “is not much
to blame for taking that view of it.”
“No doubt,” said the Doctor, “the doctrines which it proclaims are
‘hard to be understood,’ as Paul himself declared.”
“You will have it that Paul was speaking of predestination, will you,
Doctor?”
“He certainly must have been. Of what else could he have been speaking?
If he was discussing free agency, I am sure there is no difficulty in
that. What is there in free agency to make Paul say, ‘The Lord will
have mercy on whom He will have mercy’? What is there in free agency to
make Peter open his eyes and wonder, and declare that it was ‘hard to
be understood?’ What is there in free agency that people could ‘wrest
to their own destruction?’”
“What is there in predestination that people can wrest to their
destruction?” asked Ernest.
“Why just this,” replied the Doctor: “Men said, and say it to this day,
‘Well, if my destiny is fixed, I shall make no effort to be saved, for
I cannot change my destiny; I intend to take my fill of sin.’ That
is the way they wrest it to their destruction. Any one who really
believes the doctrine of predestination never talks in that way. On the
contrary, if he believes that he is one of the elect, he will be the
more earnest and diligent in making that election sure.”
“But,” said Ernest, “what is the use of his diligence, if he is one of
the elect? He will be saved anyhow.”
“That is the way people talked in Paul’s day,” replied the Doctor, “but
I will answer you. Do you not remember that the Lord promised Gideon he
should gain the victory with his three hundred men? Why did not Gideon
say, ‘if that is so, I shall do nothing; I shall employ no strategy,
but I shall wait for the Lord to conquer His enemies.’ When God told
Paul, as he was tossed in a frail vessel on the storm-lashed sea, that
he and all on board should certainly be saved, why did not the apostle
tell the sailors to sit down quietly, and they should all reach the
land in safety? Why, the knowledge that they should be saved inspired
the crew with hope, and courage to renewed efforts to work out their
salvation. This doctrine arouses the believer’s energies, instead of
begetting a spirit of indolence and rebellion.”
While the Doctor was speaking, Ernest was slowly turning the pages of
the Confession of Faith, as if looking for some particular passage,
and at the same time as if paying strict attention to what was said.
Just as the preacher closed his last remark, Ernest came to the third
chapter and said:
“What does this mean, Doctor?”
“What is it?”
“‘God from all eternity did, by the most wise and holy counsel of His
will freely and unchangeably ordain whatsoever comes to pass.’”
“Now,” continued Ernest quickly closing the book with his thumb
between the leaves, “there it is--‘God ordains whatsoever comes to
pass.’ It seems there is no exception, murder, sin, robberies and
all. Whatever I do, then, good or bad, God ordained it. How am I
responsible? If that clause does not destroy man’s free agency, I
cannot understand the meaning of words. Surely, Doctor, you do not
endorse this book? You do not believe that God is the author of sin?”
The Doctor looked at Ernest in astonishment, smiled, and said:
“Are you certain it says just exactly that?”
“If I can read, it says that.”
“You are like a great many other people,” said the Doctor, “who find
fault with the Confession, and jump to conclusions, without really
knowing what it does say. Now, if you please, open the book, and read
on--read it all--that is the whole paragraph; for you paused in the
middle of a sentence.”
Ernest read:
“God from all eternity did, by the most wise and holy counsel of His
own will, freely and unchangeably ordain whatsoever comes to pass;
yet so as thereby neither is God the author of sin; nor is violence
offered to the will of the creatures, nor is the liberty or contingency
of second causes taken away, but rather established.”
“Now, that makes a considerable difference, does it not?” asked the
Doctor.
“But it does say, Doctor, that God ordains whatsoever comes to pass.
The exceptional clause does not deny this, but simply affirms that
God is not the author of sin. But does it not say that God ordains
whatsoever comes to pass?”
“Certainly, it does.”
“Every event?”
“Undoubtedly. There is no exception.”
“Well,” said Ernest with a triumphant air, “last week Mr. Jones killed
Tom Smith in cold blood. It was deliberate assassination--murder in the
first degree. Now, did God ordain that or not?”
“God ordained it in this way: He did not decree that Jones should kill
Smith without any connection with other events. But He fore-saw that
certain causes would operate so as to culminate in the murder; yet
He permitted those causes to operate, for the accomplishment of some
wise purpose. The difficulty is, we cannot see things as God does. We
consider it as an awful calamity that Jones should kill Smith, when we
have no idea what the divine purpose is. The murder was not an isolated
circumstance, but it was the legitimate result of certain other causes
which the two men themselves might have controlled, so far as their own
free agency was concerned. But Jones had murder in his heart, and the
Lord permitted him to follow his own inclinations. Now, God fore-saw,
from all eternity, that this murder would grow out of other events, yet
He determined to permit those events to occur, and in that sense He
ordained it. But you, surely, cannot infer that God is the author of
the murder. God is not the author of men’s actions. He did not force
Jones to kill Smith. But let me ask you a question. Suppose lightning
had killed Mr. Smith, instead of Jones’ knife, would you say that God
had anything to do with it, or was it a pure accident?”
“It was not an accident,” said Ernest, “in the usual acceptation of the
word.”
“You are correct, because with God there is no accident. Well, if
the Lord chose to destroy Smith by a knife in the hands of a wicked
man, instead of lightning, what right have we to cry out, ‘horrible!
horrible!’ God sends diseases upon men, and innocent babes and women,
and good men are swept off by thousands; shall we accuse the Lord of
cruelty and injustice?”
“No; He has the right to do that.”
“And so He has the right to remove His creatures in whatever way He
may please,” said the Doctor. “I firmly believe that God ordained
the present war--not arbitrarily, though,--not as an isolated
circumstance; but it has legitimately grown out of causes that have
been working together for years. Men, goaded on to desperation by
their own evil passions, meet upon the field and destroy each other.
They are conscious that they are acting as free agents. We have no
more right then, to impeach divine goodness for permitting this
wholesale butchery, than we have for allowing Jones to kill Smith, or
some disease to destroy the innocent babe. We make a great mistake
by supposing that there ought not to be violent deaths; they are the
necessary concomitants of sin, and must ever result from the inexorable
law of cause and effect.”
“Well,” said Ernest, “if it was ordained that Jones should kill Smith,
Jones ought not to be punished for the deed.”
“My dear Captain,” said the Doctor good humoredly, “a lawyer like you,
ought not to quibble in that way. The mere fact that God permits crime
does not destroy human responsibility. You might just as well say
that Judas ought not to have been punished for betraying the Savior.
Undoubtedly it was ordained that he should perform that deed of shame;
because it was foretold centuries before our Lord’s advent.”
Ernest knew not what reply to make. The Doctor had answered his
objections. So he turned the leaves of the book, and said:
“Here is another passage which seems to me to need explanation.”
“What is it?”
Ernest read as follows:
“By the decree of God, for the manifestation of His glory, some
men and angels are predestinated unto everlasting life, and others
fore-ordained to everlasting death.
“These men and angels, thus predestinated and fore-ordained, are
particularly and unchangeably designed and their number is so certain
that it cannot be either increased or diminished.”
“That reads rather harsh, does it not?” asked the Doctor.
“Yes, sir; it does.”
“And yet it is what the Bible says.”
“Where will I find that?”
“Turn to Romans 9:22-25: ‘What if God, willing to show His wrath, and
to make His power known, endured with much long suffering, the vessels
of wrath fitted to destruction; and that He might make known the riches
of His glory on the vessels of mercy, which He had afore prepared unto
glory?’”
“That does seem to teach that there are two classes,” said Ernest.
“Undoubtedly, it does.”
“But it says,” continued Ernest, “that this number is so fixed and
certain that it can neither be increased nor diminished.”
“There is surely no difficulty in that,” said the Doctor. “It is a
mathematical fact, and would be true, if the Scriptures said nothing
about it. Leaving predestination entirely out of the question, that
would be true. For on the Day of Judgment, when the destiny of every
human being is settled, there will be a certain number saved, and a
certain number lost. Now, can the number be increased or diminished?
I never could see why anybody should object to that clause, when it is
true according to the doctrine of every religious denomination in the
world.”
“Well,” said Ernest laughing, “here is more of this hard doctrine.”
“Let us hear it,” said the Doctor.
Ernest read as follows:
“Those of mankind that are predestinated unto life, God, before
the foundation of the world was laid, according to His eternal and
immutable purpose, and the secret counsel and good pleasure of His
will, out of His mere free grace and love, without any foresight of
faith or good works--”
“Yes,” exclaimed Ernest, breaking off suddenly, “there it is--without
any foresight of faith or good works--saved arbitrarily.”
Again the Doctor gazed at Ernest in surprise. “My young friend,” said
the Doctor, with an amused expression, “you do not pause, for a moment,
to reflect what the paragraph does really mean, but you at once jump to
unauthorized conclusions.”
“I have read it _verbatim_,” replied Ernest.
“But you did not read it all. You have read just as our opposers do
who give garbled extracts from the Confession, and then draw the most
absurd inferences. You stopped in the middle of the sentence. Read it
all.”
Ernest read:
“Without any foresight of faith or good works, or perseverance in
either of them, or any other thing in the creature, as conditions, or
causes moving Him thereunto.”
“The meaning,” said the Doctor, “is that God did not choose His people
on account of their faith and good works. Faith itself is the gift of
God. All men are in a state of guilt by nature. How, then, could the
Lord fore-see faith and good works in any of them, growing out of their
evil natures? How could they possibly perform good works without a
regenerated heart?”
“For what did He choose them, then?”
“I can answer you only in the language of His own Word, which says,
it was ‘according to the good pleasure of His will.’ Certainly, the
Lord has some good reason for saving a portion of the human race and
rejecting, or rather passing by the rest, but He has nowhere acquainted
us with that reason. If election is such a ‘hard’ doctrine, what would
have been the result, if God had not made any choice at all, but left
men to follow the bent of their own wills, how many do you suppose
would have been saved? The carnal heart is enmity against God. Could
men, then have chosen God? Verily not. Christ Himself declares, ‘No
man can come unto me, except the Father, which sent me, draw him.’ Do
you not see clearly, then, that, without this much-abused doctrine of
election, no human being could possibly be saved? It is a doctrine
which the Church cannot afford to give up, and it is a doctrine to
which every denomination holds in some form. We differ only as to the
principle upon which the election is based. We Presbyterians, adhere
rigidly to the Bible, and say that God’s choice grows out of His own
will and pleasure, while our opposers affirm that it is founded upon
the good works of the creature, and thus make salvation a matter of
debt, and not of pure, free grace. That is the difference between us,
and I leave it to you, with the Bible as your guide, to determine which
view is the more Scriptural.”
“There is another thing I should like to ask you about,” said Ernest,
feeling that he could produce no further objections.
“What is it? I will answer to the best of my knowledge and ability.”
“I have heard it said that some Presbyterian preachers hold to the view
that there are infants in hell ‘not a span long.’”
“Did you ever hear one say such a thing?” asked the Doctor.
“No sir; I never did.”
“And did you ever see anybody that heard a Presbyterian minister preach
it?”
“No, sir.”
“No; and you never will,” said the Doctor with emphasis. “That is an
old slander without the slightest foundation. We would instantly depose
any Presbyterian minister who would dare to make such an assertion. The
truth is, we believe that all infants that die are saved.”
“Your Confession says something about infants, does it not, Doctor?”
“O, yes. Give me the book, and I will find it for you. Here it is.
Chapter X: ‘Elect infants, dying in infancy, are regenerated and saved
by Christ through the Spirit, who worketh when, and where, and how He
pleaseth.’”
“Elect infants, Doctor? Does not that imply that there are non-elect
infants?”
“You can put that construction upon it, if you wish,” said the Doctor;
“but the term is explained in several ways. I really do not know which
view the framers of the Confession intended we should take. So we are
at liberty to construe it in that way which appears most consistent to
us.”
“What is your construction?”
“It is this: all mankind are evidently divided into two classes--the
elect and the non-elect--the saved and the lost. You believe that, do
you not?”
“O, yes; that is true.”
“Well, of course, the non-elect are sinners in their infancy as well as
in after life. In that sense there are non-elect infants; but we do not
believe that any of them die in infancy.”
“But how do you know that they do not?”
“Because Christ says, that ‘of such is the kingdom of heaven.’”
“According to your view, then,” said Ernest, “there are non-elect
infants, but they do not die in infancy?”
“Exactly,” replied the Doctor. “But there is another explanation.
Some say the framers of the Confession put in the word ‘elect’ not
to divide infants into two classes, but to show upon what principle
they are saved; they are _elected_ to salvation. You know, John uses
the expression, ‘the elect lady’ and her sister. This certainly would
not mean that there was a non-elect lady. Again, in the form for the
baptism of infants in the Methodist Discipline, the minister prays
that ‘_this child may be numbered among the elect children of God_.’
We would not, of course, insist that the Methodists believe that there
are _non-elect_ children. Some say that the Confession means by ‘elect
infants,’ just what the Methodists do in their form of baptism. But
after all, the Presbyterian Church is the only one probably whose
doctrine does consistently save infants. We declare they are saved
by _election_. If not, tell me how they can be saved? They cannot
repent and believe as adults do. Then do you not see, if they are not
_elected_ by a merciful Father, they must be lost forever?”
“Upon my word,” quickly and honestly exclaimed Ernest, “I had never
looked at the subject in that light. You have taught me something I
never knew before.”
“I am glad,” replied the Doctor, “if I have helped you out of any
difficulty.”
“I candidly acknowledge, Doctor, that the more I study this deep
subject, the more reasonable and Scriptural it seems.”
And here the discussion ended for that day. Ernest, seeing Mildred
walking in the yard and clipping flowers, vacated his seat and joined
her. The Doctor looked at him, as he left, and a perceptible smile
stole over his benevolent face.
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CHAPTER IX.
“OFF TO THE WARS.”
The next day Ernest and the Doctor were alone in the study. The former
seemed to be a little restless, like a man who wishes to say something,
but knows not how to begin; the latter was tranquil as usual, poring
over his theological books. Ernest would try to read, and then glance
up uneasily at the calm old man upon whose open face God had put the
seal of honesty. Ernest became fidgety. But presently he spoke:
“Will you give me your attention just a moment, Doctor?”
“Certainly; I am at your service,” replied the Doctor, laying his open
book on the table.
“You believe the Confession of Faith?” asked Ernest with a merry
twinkle, which escaped the preacher’s notice.
“Undoubtedly, I do.”
“Yesterday you said you believed that God ordained whatsoever comes to
pass.”
“Yes, I believe that, too.”
“Without exception?”
“Yes,” replied the Doctor, unsuspiciously.
“Well, then,” said Ernest, casting his eyes to the floor, “Miss Mildred
has agreed to become Mrs. Edgefield, when this ‘cruel war is over.’ If
the Lord has ordained that, you will, of course, offer no objection.”
The old minister broke out into a hearty laugh in which he was joined
by Ernest.
“That is a clever turning of the table, my young friend,” said the
Doctor pleasantly. “But all that is really ordained is that she has
agreed to the arrangement.”
“Yes sir, that is all.”
“I mean so far as we actually know. We know not what God has in store
for any of us. I believe that the Lord directs every Christian in his
affairs. If you have won Mildred’s heart, I shall offer no objection to
your union whenever it may please her to consummate it. These are very
uncertain times, and the good Lord only knows what may become of any of
us.”
“We can but hope, sir,” said Ernest.
“Hope and pray,” replied the Doctor.
Ernest was now happy and unhappy--a thrilling contradiction which all
will understand who have been in the same condition. He must leave in
a few hours. Would he ever return? There lay before him the prospect
of a long and bloody war. How many battles like that of Bull Run could
he go through, and escape with his life? He had already been severely
wounded in the first fight in which he had been engaged. The chances
seemed to be against him. Yet did not God control the events of battle?
Could He not save and protect whom He would? Something similar to this
the Doctor said to Ernest the morning he was to rejoin his command.
“The doctrine which we have several times discussed,” said the Doctor,
“has always proved to be a source of great comfort to me, and it will
be to you, if you can believe it. Just think that your destiny is in
God’s hands, and what need you fear? It is this that makes Jackson the
_Stonewall_ that the lamented Bee called him with his dying breath. I
am told that Jackson is almost a fatalist. But, whatever may be his
doctrinal errors, he is a firm believer in God’s sovereignty. The
consequence is, he is afraid of nothing.”
“But are there not men as brave as he is, who do not believe this
doctrine?” asked Ernest.
“Yes, in one sense. I do not mean to say that men are lacking in
courage who reject the doctrine which we have discussed. But there is
something in Jackson which is more than courage. It is his sublime,
inflexible faith. There are numbers of men who will go unflinchingly
into any of the dangers of battle, but they are animated by a spirit of
desperation, by human feelings, such as pride, ambition, and the like.
But Jackson puts himself unreservedly in the hands of God, and accepts
whatever comes without a murmur. He knows that he can never be killed
till God speaks the word, and it is this firm belief that gives such
adamantine solidity to his grand and exalted character.”
That morning when all knelt around the family altar, it was a most
solemn and affecting scene. Ernest was now regarded as one of the
family. The Doctor read a portion of Scripture suitable to the
occasion, and they sang with quivering voices three or four stanzas
of that familiar old hymn, which seems destined to go sounding down
through all the ages till the last of the redeemed are gathered home:
“How firm a foundation, ye saints of the Lord,
Is laid for your faith in His excellent word.”
Then all knelt down to pray. Ernest had the feeling of Jacob when, alone
at Bethel, his head pillowed upon rock the patriarch said, “surely the
Lord is in this place.” A holy influence gently stole over his soul,
as the Doctor, in a husky voice, prayed for their guest. All arose in
tears. Ernest shed tears too, but they were strange tears. His faith
was firmer, and he felt that he could trust himself in the hands of God.
Alas! those were days that tried men’s souls! When the “soldier boy”
went from his home, it was like shaking hands over the grave. The
mother drew her darling son to her breast and imprinted burning kisses
upon his brow. He broke loose from her frantic embrace, and in a few
days afterwards, the news was brought that he was sleeping in the
soldier’s bloody grave. Young husbands and wives parted to meet no more
till the last trump shall call them up on the resurrection morn. No
pen can describe the awful scenes of those four years of fratricidal
strife. Sad! sad! sad!
Ernest was accompanied by Mildred to the depot. They rode in a buggy
while Dr. Arrington came on horse-back in the rear. The young man
endeavored to be lively and cheerful, and this humor was encouraged
by Mildred. Yet both could see through this disguised mutual gaiety.
It was not natural. Frequently there were long pauses in their
conversation. Such is generally the case with two friends, about to
part in a very short time, who feel that they ought to talk, but can
think of no topic suitable to the occasion. I have seen two brothers,
one of whom was condemned to be shot for a military offence, hold their
last interview; it was a _silent_ meeting. So when Ernest and Mildred
_tried_ to keep up a cheerful conversation, they would often relapse
into silence.
“O, my Mildred,” cried Ernest with deep emotion, as they neared the
depot, “I can keep up this false show no longer. I am not cheerful.
The thought of leaving you is as bitter as death, and I may as well
give vent to my real feelings. I could almost wish that I had never met
you. My thoughts will all run out to you. O, I fear we shall never meet
again.”
“Why should we look on the dark side of the picture?” asked Mildred,
in low, sweet tones. “There is a kind Father above who rules in the
affairs of men. Whatever may happen, be assured the Judge of all the
earth will do right. ‘Our times are in His hands.’ He will do that
which is best for us. He can throw His everlasting arms around you,
and shield you in the terrors of the hottest battle. The Mighty God
controls all things.”
“I see,” said Ernest, trying to smile, “that you too, endeavor to
comfort yourself with that ‘horrid’ Presbyterian doctrine. You rely on
that on all occasions.”
“Certainly I do,” replied Mildred. “I get as much comfort from it as
from any truth taught in God’s Holy Word.”
“I am almost convinced,” said Ernest, “that predestination is a
doctrine of the Bible, but I wish I could bring it into practical
affairs, as you do.”
“It is easy to do,” replied Mildred. “Just put yourself unreservedly
into the hands of God, and go out boldly in the discharge of duty. Of
what should you be afraid?”
“Sometimes,” said Ernest, “I think perhaps it is predestinated that I
shall be lost.”
“If you have that fear, it is an evidence that you are not so
predestinated. If you were a reprobate, you would have no such fear.
You would be indifferent.”
“If I am one of the elect,” asked Ernest, “how may I know it with
certainty?”
“God does not leave us to grope in doubt and darkness,” replied
Mildred. “If you love the people of God, love the Church and its
services, love religion, love to meditate upon heavenly things, and
love to read your Bible, you know that you love the Lord Jesus. That is
a certain indication that the heart has been renewed. God has said that
His people shall never perish. They were chosen before the foundation
of the world. If then, I was chosen from all eternity, how happy I
ought to feel; and I will add, how happy I do feel. This doctrine of
election and predestination, which is so horrible to some people, is
the greatest source of comfort to me.”
“You ought to be the wife of a minister,” said Ernest, thoughtfully.
“I would ask no higher destiny in this world,” modestly replied Mildred.
“There is a Baptist preacher in my town,” said Ernest, “who has tried
to make me believe that I am called to preach.”
“What made him think so?”
Ernest then briefly related the circumstances in regard to the matter,
with which the reader is acquainted. Mildred listened with the most
intense interest, and a flash of joy suddenly illuminated her face.
“I am glad you told me that,” she said, “for now I cannot but believe
that God is preparing you for His work just as He did Moses in the land
of Midian. Go on, then; do your duty, and have faith in God. I will try
to believe that you will be brought through all dangers in safety. God
has something for you to do. Are you willing to walk in the path which
providence points out?”
“I am.”
“Then have no fears.”
And from that moment she appeared so cheerful and confident, and seemed
to have such strong faith in the divine goodness, love and care, that
Ernest caught her spirit. By the time they arrived at the depot he was
in much better spirits.
“I am now satisfied,” he said, as they were about to part, “that there
is something more practical in the doctrines of the Presbyterian Church
than I had ever dreamed of. Henceforth I shall try to bring them into
my life as you do. But I am very skeptical by nature, and when I leave
you I may again fall into doubt. God bless you, my dear Mildred, for
helping to lift the clouds from my soul. I feel hopeful. But pray for
me, that my faith fail not.”
Mildred tried hard to restrain her tears, but it was in vain. They
were tears of joy mingled with tears of sadness. The train was heard
rumbling in the distance, and Mildred said: “I hope you will not regard
me as a Cassandra, if I prophesy that you will at last return to us in
safety?”
“You shall be as a Deborah to me,” replied Ernest. “You must write to
me every day.”
“Every day?”
“What I mean is, keep a sort of daily journal, and send it to me once
a week, if possible. I will do the same, and it will be a source of
pleasure to us.”
The foregoing is no fancy-sketch, but an actual occurrence, and shows
how the dearest friends separated during the terrible, uncertain days
of the Great Rebellion.
Presently the train came dashing in, and Ernest stepped on
the platform, waved his hand to Mildred, and entered the
coach. The conductor shouted “All aboard.” The bell rang:
sizz--sizz--click--click--and a moment after, a young lady with a
solemn face was seen in a buggy, driving slowly and thoughtfully from
the depot. Her thoughts followed the train whose roaring she could hear
in the distance. When she reached home, how sad all nature appeared!
She went to her room, locked the door, fell upon her knees, and prayed
God, with all the earnestness of her soul, to shield and protect him
upon whom her temporal happiness depended. Hers was a sacred love which
God sanctioned.
Ernest, as the train went dashing along through forest and fields, sank
down into a seat, and without effort directed his imagination to the
residence of the good Doctor Arrington. He thanked God in his heart
for sending him to that house. Suppose he had not been wounded, he
thought, or suppose he had fallen upon some other part of the field,
the probability was, Dr. Arrington would not have found him. How could
he fail to recognize the hand of God in all these little circumstances?
Then, he prayed the Lord still to be with him, and direct all his
footsteps.
In connection with such thoughts as these, his memory revived scenes
which had transpired the previous year. He recalled the agony of his
unrequited love for Clara Vanclure. He had thought that he never could
recover from the wound which she had so ruthlessly inflicted. Three
months, or less, after his rejection, she had married his rival,
contrary to the wishes of her father. He became enraged when she
informed him that she had discarded Ernest Edgefield.
“You have acted like a--a--simpleton,” he exclaimed, suppressing with
difficulty a much harsher appellation. “Whom do you expect to marry, I
should like to know?”
“Mr. Comston,” she answered hesitatingly.
“Well, well, that surpasses my comprehension--surpasses my
comprehension,” he cried. “I should like to know what you fancy
in him--yes, fancy in him. Ernest is worth a thousand such
cinnamon-scented popinjays--yes, cinnamon-scented popinjays.”
“Mr. Comston does not use cinnamon,” Clara ventured to say
apologetically.
“If he don’t,” exclaimed the irritated parent, “he uses musk which is
worse, and bear’s oil, and such other tomfoolery--other tomfoolery.”
Clara blushed, but said nothing more, wisely allowing her provoked
progenitor to give vent to his indignation till the storm of wrath
should subside. Resistance would only increase its fury.
But she married, and Ernest saw her become the bride of his rival; for
she had sent him a card to her wedding, and Ernest went, to show her
how little he cared.
All this now appeared like some dim dream that flitted through his mind
years ago. How thankful he now felt that Comston had removed to the
town of ---- in time to prevent a complicated involution of the threads
of destiny. If that young man had made his advent a few weeks later,
the conjugal infelicity of Ernest would have been an assured fact--at
least he felt so now. What an insignificant being Clara now appeared
when put in contrast with the intelligent, accomplished and pious
Mildred Arrington. He almost shuddered as he thought of the narrow
escape he had made. And the question came up in his mind, did God have
nothing to do with this? If the sparrow does not escape the beneficent
observation of the Supreme Being, surely His intelligent creatures will
receive a due share of the divine watchfulness and loving care.
Again, while the train was thundering along its iron track, sad and
gloomy thoughts and doubts, calculated to banish all cheerfulness,
would suddenly spring up in his mind, and the trembling light of hope
would almost disappear in the darkness. He recalled the old adage, “Man
proposes, God disposes.” Suppose his intended union, after all, with
Mildred should not be in accord with the Divine purpose? Could he give
her up? Would he not rebel, and murmur against God’s will? Alas! how
hard it is for a human being to tread the appointed path of destiny
with his will in complete subjection to that of the Heavenly Father!
At times, man cannot but think that his own chosen way is best. The
retrospective view convinces him of his folly and infirmity.
“While I mused, the fire burned,” said the Psalmist. While the train
rattled along, Ernest thought and mused. Presently a brakesman cried
out, “---- Station.” Ernest gathered up his baggage, and in a short
time was shaking hands with his comrades-in-arms.
CHAPTER X.
A DANGEROUS MISSION.
In the progress of the present story we have now come to some of those
strange, startling, and almost incredible events which prove the truth
of the old proverb, “Truth is stranger than Fiction,” and which could
occur only in those times when the foundations of society are shaken by
martial upheavals and commotions.
We stop at a small farm-house a few miles from Manassas, and not far
from the residence of Dr. Arrington. It is in the afternoon of a
beautiful day. We open the door of one room of the little farm-house,
and find ourselves in the presence of two Confederate officers, of high
rank, who are engaged in an earnest conversation. Both have long since
passed into history, and are inseparably connected with the “Great
Rebellion.” The whole history of any war is, in fact, comprised in the
biographies of a few individuals. The lives of Lee, Grant, Jackson,
Sherman, and a few others that could be readily named, cover the entire
field of the War of Secession.
It is not essential to our story that we should give the names of the
two Generals to whom reference has just been made. For reasons which
are clear to the author, it is deemed advisable to leave our reader
the pleasure of identifying them, if he can. Merely for the sake of
convenience we will designate one as General A. and the other as
General B. As we stand in one corner of the room, eaves-dropping, as is
the privilege of the Novelist, we hear the following colloquy:
“It will require a peculiar person for the business,” said Gen. A. in
a rather low tone. “It must be a woman--and a woman of intelligence,
discretion and courage.”
“I know just such a one,” replied Gen. B., “but I should dislike to ask
her to run the risk that must be incurred.”
“These are times,” answered Gen. A., “which demand sacrifices. Our
Southern men and women should be willing to incur danger for the sake
of their country. Cannot the South furnish an Iphigenia if one is
necessary to the success of our arms?”
“No doubt, many can be found,” replied Gen. B., “but I should dislike
to sacrifice any of our noble women, if it could possibly be avoided.”
“Would it not be better,” coolly asked Gen. A., “to sacrifice a woman
in the prosecution of this business than a good soldier? But who is the
lady you mentioned? We can discuss the ethics of the case at some other
time.”
“It is the daughter of Dr. Arrington,” answered Gen. B. “I dined with
his family last Sabbath, and I was impressed with the idea that the
young lady is just such a woman as you have described.”
“I am willing,” said Gen. A., “to take your judgment in this case. When
can we have an interview with her, do you suppose?”
“Any time we may call, I think.”
“Suppose we go at once, then,” said Gen. A. “The business is urgent.”
Accordingly the two officers mounted their horses. Half an hour later
they alighted at Dr. Arrington’s residence. They were met by the
Doctor, and shown into the parlor. After talking a short time upon
general topics, Gen. B. broached the particular subject that had caused
the visit.
“Dr. Arrington,” said he, “Gen. A. is in search of a person to perform
a delicate and hazardous duty. The service is of such a nature that no
one but a lady can perform it well, and it must be a lady of bravery,
discretion and intelligence.”
“I do not know where you can find one in this community who will
fulfill such requirements,” said the Doctor.
“I have taken the liberty,” said Gen. B., without seeming to have
noticed the Doctor’s remark, “to suggest your daughter, Miss Mildred.”
“I doubt,” replied the Doctor, “that she possesses the qualifications
you have named--at least, I do not know that she is brave.”
“Probably,” suggested Gen. A., “you have never seen her courage put to
the test.”
“No, I cannot say that I have.”
“However,” continued Gen. A., “the business I have in hand requires
more tact than courage.”
“Is it a perilous business, General?”
“Perilous in case of detection; yes, sir.”
“I profess to love my country,” said the Doctor, “and I am willing to
make sacrifices for it, but I cannot speak for my daughter. I will
call her, if you wish, and let her speak for herself.”
“If you please,” said Gen. A. “We mentioned the matter to you first in
order to get your consent to an interview with her.”
The Doctor went out of the room, and in a few moments returned with
Mildred, introducing her to Gen. A., who had never seen her before. An
explanation of how and why Gen. B. had formed the acquaintance of this
family would, no doubt, lead at once to his personal identification.
“Shall I remain in the room?” asked the Doctor, after Mildred was
seated.
“Certainly; we expected you to do so,” replied Gen. A.
The true, actual history of the war of 1861 will never be written. It
cannot be. It is only general events that the dignity of history will
condescend to record. Take the battle of Bull Run, which has been so
briefly described in previous pages of our story. Scarcely anything
more than the events which we have outlined will go down to future
generations. The thousand little incidents which constituted the very
_essence_ of the fight, and give to it a coloring which the historical
brush must ever miss, will never be known. The history of a battle is
nothing more than a picture of it: three-fourths of the scenes are left
out.
From one till three o’clock who can tell what occurred on the field
of Bull Run? The war-cloud floated in fragments: it was like a fog.
The contest seemed to dwindle almost into individual combats. The grim
warriors were mixed up in a dense cloud of smoke, through which the
historian cannot see clearly. It was not till after three o’clock that
the battle presented an aspect that comes within the scope of history.
To get the correct history of those two or three hours, each individual
like Ernest would have to tell what occurred within his sight. Little
incidents, though thrilling, such as we are about to relate, are
rejected from the domain of sober history. Individual deeds of daring
and heroism, necessity demands shall find their place in the province
of biography. Accordingly that which Mildred performed will be found
recorded nowhere except in the pages of this story.
“We have a mission,” said Gen. A. presently, “which only a lady can
accomplish, and Gen. B. has suggested you as a person who would be
likely to undertake it; and this is the object of our present visit.”
Mildred looked surprised.
“If it is anything I can do, General,” she said, “I think I have
sufficient patriotism to undertake it.”
“I have no doubt of that. But, to make a long story short, we want a
lady to go into the capital--Washington City, I mean.”
Gen. A. watched her face closely and critically as he said this.
Mildred did not appear to be amazed at this information, but she
quietly said:
“Will that be easy to do?”
“I do not know; it depends upon the tact of the person that tries it,”
answered Gen. A.
“I infer, then,” she said, “that I would have to avoid the pickets and
sentinels?”
“Not so much that as other things which I will explain to you. But I
shall not conceal the fact from you, that if you are detected, the
consequences will be enough to terrify not only a lady, but a desperate
man.”
“Death, would it be?” she asked in a firm, but gentle tone which
convinced Gen. A. that Gen. B. was not mistaken in his estimate of her
character.
“Death, and ‘death by hanging’,” answered Gen. A. with an emphasis
designed to test her nerves.
“O, General!” exclaimed the Doctor in some alarm, “that is asking too
much of my child. She is too delicate and timid to take such a risk.”
“I shall not insist upon anyone’s undertaking it,” replied Gen. A. with
a disappointed look. “Gen. B. here suggested that your daughter would
be the kind of person we need, but if you object we will say no more
about it.”
“My kind father has spoken hastily,” said Mildred with dignity. “I do
not know why the women of our country should not sometimes risk their
lives as well as the soldiers. Suppose I should lose my life, it is
no more than hundreds have already done. I am not afraid. I will go,
General, unless my father positively forbids it.”
“There will be no very great risk, though, after all,” said Gen. A.,
“especially after you are in the city. I have a paper to be delivered
to a certain person in Washington. If you were caught with that paper,
you would no doubt be treated as a spy, but a lady of intelligence and
tact can conceal it.”
“Could I not commit the contents to memory and write them out after I
get into the city?” asked Mildred.
“No; the person who is to receive it must have the original paper.”
Mildred reflected for a moment, and turning to the Doctor said:
“Father, I am willing to do this small service for the General.”
“It is no small service, I should think,” interrupted the Doctor.
“No,” replied the General, “it is a very great service, one which will
bring your country under obligations.”
“What do you say, father?” asked Mildred.
“My child,” said the doctor with some emotion, “I cannot encourage
you to do it. I will leave it to your own judgment. I, however, would
prefer to undertake the mission myself, if that would answer.”
“If the business,” answered Gen. A., “could be accomplished by a man,
we have any number of soldiers in camp who would cheerfully volunteer,
but no person will answer but an intelligent lady. You will see that
when I enter into fuller explanations.”
“If this be so, father, it seems to me that I ought to perform this
service for the country. The enemy can but destroy this body, if I
should be detected. Suppose, General,” turning to him, “you can find no
lady who will undertake the affair, what will be the consequence?”
“That will be difficult to foretell or foresee,” replied Gen. A. “It
might cause the loss of a great battle. On the other hand, her going
might result in achieving the independence of the Confederate States.
Very little affairs of this kind frequently result in great things.”
“Then, father,” said Mildred with firmness, “I can no longer hesitate.
We helpless women ought to serve our country in some way in the hour of
need. Will you give your consent, father.”
“I can not tell you either to go or to stay,” answered the Doctor. “Do
as you please.”
“Then, General, I will go and do the best I can for you. What is it you
wish me to do?”
“When can you start?” asked Gen. A.