Captain Barlow walked along to the tent of Bootea to tell her of the
arrangement that had been made for their leaving the camp so that she
might be ready. He could see in the girl's eyes the reflection of a
dual mental struggle, an ineffable sweetness varied by a changing cloud
of something that was apprehension or doubt.
"The Sahib is a protector to Bootea," she said. "Sometimes I wondered
if such men lived; yet I suppose a woman always has in her mind a vague
conception that such an one might be. But always that, that is like a
dream, is broken--one wakes."
Prosaically taking the matter in hand Barlow said, "You would wish to
go back to your people at Chunda--is it not so?"
The girl's eyes flashed to his face, and her brows wrinkled as if from
pain. "Those who have fled will be on their way to Chunda, and they
will tell of the slaying of Amir Khan. The Dewan will be pleased, and
they will be given honour and rich reward; they will be allowed to
return to Karowlee."
"Yes," Barlow interposed; "that Hunsa goes not back will simply be
taken as an affair of war, that he was captured and killed; there will
be nobody to relate that you revealed the plot. When you arrive there
you, also, will be showered with favours, and Ajeet Singh will owe his
life to you; they will set him at liberty."
"And as to Nana Sahib?" Bootea asked, and there was pathetic dread in
her eyes.
"What is it--you fear him?"
"Yes, Sahib, he will claim Bootea; a Mahratta never keeps faith. There
will be a fresh covenant, because he is like a beast of the jungle."
Barlow paced back and forth the small confine of the tent, muttering.
"It's hell!" He pictured the Gulab in the harem of Nana Sahib--in a
gaudy prison chained to a serpent. To interfere on her behalf would be
to sacrifice what came first, his duty as an officer of state, to what
would be called, undoubtedly, an infatuation. Elizabeth would take it
that way; even his superiors would call it at least inexpedient, bad
form. For a British officer to be interested or mixed up with a native
woman, no matter how noble the impulse, would be a shatterment of both
official and personal caste.
"I won't allow that," he declared vehemently, shifting into words his
mental traverse.
Bootea had followed with her eyes his struggle; then she said: "The
Sahib has heard of the women of the Rajputs who, with smiles on their
lips faced death, who, when the time of the last danger came were not
afraid?"
"Yes, Gulab. But for you it is not that way. You have said that I am
your protector--I will be."
There was a smile on the girl's lips as she raised her eyes to
Barlow's. "It is not permitted, Sahib; the gods have the matter in
their lap. For a little--yes, perhaps. It is the time of the
pilgrimage to the shrine of Omkar at Mandhatta, and Bootea will make
the pilgrimage; at the shrine is the priest that told Bootea of her
reincarnations, as I related to the Sahib."
A curious superstitious chill struck with full force upon the heart of
Barlow. Kassim's story of Kumari revivified itself with startling
remembrance. Was this the priest that, to save Kumari's sacrifice, had
wafted her by occult or drug method from one embodied form into
another, from Kumari to Bootea? It was so confusing, so overpowering
in its clutch that he did not speak of it.
The girl was adding: "It is on the Sahib's way to Poona; there will be
many from Karowlee at Mandhatta and I can return with them."
This seemed reasonable to Barlow; she would there be in the company of
people not at war. And then, erratically, rebelliously, he felt a
heart hunger; but he cursed this feeling as being vicious--it was. He
smothered it, shoving it back into a niche of his mind, thinking he had
locked it up--had turned a key in the door of the closet to hide the
skeleton.
He temporised, saying; "Well, we'll see, Gulab; perhaps at Mandhatta I
could wait while you made an offering and a prayer to Omkar, and then
you could journey on to Chunda." To himself he muttered in English:
"By God! I'll not stand for that slimy brute, Nana Sahib's, possession
of the girl--she's too good. I know enough now to denounce him."
In council with himself, standing Captain Barlow firmly on his feet to
face the realities, he realised the impossibility of being anything
more to Bootea than just a Sahib who had by fate been thrown into her
path temporarily. And then, feeling the sway, the compelling force of
a fascinating femininity he almost trembled for himself. Weaker
sahibs--gad! he knew several, one a Deputy Commissioner. A beautiful
little Kashmiri girl had nursed him through cholera when even his own
servants had fled. The Kashmiri, who had the dainty flower-like
sweetness of a Japanese maid, and practically the same code, had lived
in his protection before this. After the nursing incident he had
married her, with benefit of clergy, and the result had been hell, a
living suicide, ostracism. A good officer, he still remained Deputy
Commissioner, the highest official of the district, but the social
excellence was wiped out--he was a pariah, an outcast. And the girl,
who now could not remain just a native, could not attain to the dignity
of a Deputy-Commissioner Memsahib.
Barlow knew several such. Of course of drifters he knew also, the
white inland beach-combers--men who had come out to India to fill
subordinate positions in the telegraph, or the railroad, or mills; and,
as they sloughed off European caste, and possessed of the eternal
longing for woman companionship, had married natives. Barlow shuddered
at mentally rehearsed visions of the degradation. Thus everything
logical was on that side of the ledger--all against the Gulab. On the
other side was the fierce compelling fascination that the girl held for
him.
Yes, at Mandhatta they would both sacrifice to the gods. Curiously
Elizabeth stood in the computation a cipher; probably he would marry
her, but the escapement from disaster, from wreck, would not be because
of any moral sustaining from her, any invisible thread of love binding
him to the daughter of the Resident. He knew that until he parted from
Bootea at Mandhatta his soul would be torn by a strife that was
foolish, contemptible, that should never have originated.