CHAPTER XII.

ADAM OLLIVER IN THE “METHODIST CONFESSIONAL.”

“When one who holds communion with the skies,

Has filled his urn where the pure waters rise,

And once more mingles with us meaner things,

’Tis even as if an angel shook his wings;

Immortal fragrance fills the circuit wide,

And tells us where his treasure is supplied.”

_Cowper._

In addition to the Sunday services conducted by local preachers, and a

fortnightly Thursday meeting, when the Nestletonian Methodists were

favoured with a sermon from one of the “itinerants,” two weekly

class-meetings were held, the one in Adam Olliver’s cottage, the other

in the kitchen of Nathan Blyth. In each case the owner of the place of

rendezvous was the “leader” of the little band which gathered from

week to week to give and obtain mutual cheer and encouragement in the

Christian life. Old Adam’s class consisted chiefly of the older

members of society, and numbered a dozen or fourteen men and women who

were “asking their way to Zion with their faces thitherward.”

The lowly and tidy little room was always made as neat as a new pin by

the diligent Judith for the class-meetings, though that state of

things was by no means exceptional; for Judith, like most of the East

Yorkshire peasantry, prided herself on the cleanliness of her cosy

cottage. A strip or two of carpet was laid here and there upon the

well-washed brick floor. A hearthrug made of short strips of cloth,

knitted in many colours and neat of pattern, lay upon the white

hearthstone, on the borders of which, uncovered by the rug, a little

red sand was strewn, to facilitate future sweeping operations, and to

give a looser tenancy to dirt. The grate, hob, and oven were brightly

polished with black-lead, and the iron bar, and “reckon” over the

fire-place, used for suspending culinary pot and kettle, were as

bright as burnished steel. Half a dozen wooden chairs made of birch or

ashwood, a small old-fashioned “dresser” and platerack, a clock of

contemporary age, whose long case stood bolt upright against the wall,

and had had to suffer partial decapitation to make room for it

underneath the joists of the boarded chamber floor, an odd-looking

corner cupboard perched more than half-way up an angle of the room,

and a little round table covered with glazed American cloth, completed

the furniture. Not quite, though, for there were two old-fashioned

arm-chairs, with spindled backs, from which the green paint was

largely worn away by constant use, and two or three odd little

Scripture prints and an antique “sampler” adorned the whitewashed

walls. On class-meeting nights, the sitting accommodation was

increased by the introduction of two little wooden forms of Adam’s own

construction, which at other seasons were set up on end in the little

back kitchen to be out of the way. A well-worn Bible and the

ubiquitous Wesleyan hymn-book were laid upon the table, and Adam’s

spectacles, in a wooden case, were placed by their side, as regularly

as Wednesday night came round.

I have a great desire that my readers should peep into Adam’s cottage

on one of these occasions, and witness the proceedings at a genuine

Methodist class-meeting.

As the clock strikes seven, eight or nine members have arrived, and

each, having bent the knee in silent prayer, sits silent until the

patriarchal leader dons his glasses, opens at a favourite hymn, and

says,--

“Let us commence t’ worship ov God be’ singin’ t’ hym on t’ fottid

payge, common measure.”

“Jesus the neeame ’igh ower all,

I’ hell or ’arth or sky;

Aingels an’ men befoore it fall,

An’ divvils fear an’ fly.”

The first two lines are then given out again, and Jabez Hepton starts

the tune. A few verses are thus disposed of, two lines at a time, and

then the old man leads them at the Throne of Grace, in a quaintly

earnest prayer. Adam always had “a good time” on these occasions, and

two or three of the more enthusiastic members interpolate their

“amens” and “halleluias,” varying in number and vehemence according to

the current character of their own feelings and experiences. Adam

pulls off his glasses as the members resume their seats, and folding

his hands on the open book, says,--

“Ah’s still gannin’ on i’ t’ aud rooad, an’ ah bless the Lord ’at ah’s

nearer salvation noo then when fost ah beleeaved. Ah finnd ’at t’ way

dizn’t get ’arder bud eeasier as ah gan’ on. Ah used te hev monny a

tussle wi’ me’ neeamsake, t’ ‘Aud Adam,’ an’ he’s offens throan ma’,

but t’ Strangger then he’s aboot tonnd him oot, an’ ah feel ’at the

Lord’s will’s mah will mair then ivver it was afoore. Ah’s cummin’

fast te d’ end o’ my jonna, an’ ah’s just waitin’ at t’ Beautiful Gayt

o’ t’ temple, till the Lord cums an’ lifts ma’ up, then ah sall gan in

as t’ leeam man did, loupin’ an’ singin’ an’ praisin’ God.--Noo,

Brother Hepton, hoo is it wi’ your sowl te-neet?”

Jabez Hepton, as we have seen, is the village carpenter. He is rather

a reticent and thoughtful man, troubled now and then with mental

doubts--a kind of Nicodemus, who is given to asking “How can these

things be?”

“Well,” he says, “I’m not quite up to the mark, somehow. I have no

trust but in Jesus, an’ I don’t want to have. But I’ve a good many

doubts an’ fears,--why, not fears exactly, but questionings an’

uncertainties, an’ they disturb me at times a good bit. I pray for

grace to overcome ’em. May the Lord help me!”

“Help yo’,” said Adam, “te be seear He will. But you mun help yersen.

If a fellow cums inte my hoose o’ purpose te mak’ ma’ miserable, an’

begins te pull t’ winder cottain doon, an’ rake t’ fire oot, tellin’

ma’ ’at darkness an’ gloom ’s best fo’ ma’; ah sudn’t begin to arguy

wiv him. Ah sud say, ‘Cum, hod thee noise an’ bundle oot. Ah knoa

better then that, an’ ah’ll hev as mitch dayleet as ah can get.’ Noo,

theease doots o’ yours, they cum for neea good, and they shutt t’

sunleet o’ faith oot o’ yer heart. Noo, deean’t ax ’em te sit doon an’

hev a crack o’ talk aboot it, an’ lissen tiv ’em till you’re hoaf oot

o’ yer wits. Say ‘Get oot, ah deean’t want yo,’ an’ ah weean’t hae

yo’!’ an’ oppen t’ deear _an’ expect ’em te gan_. Meeastly you’ll

finnd ’at they’ll tak t’ hint an’ vanish like a dreeam. Brother

Hepton, doots is neea trubble, if yo’ weean’t giv ’em hooseroom.

Questionin’s weean’t bother yo’ if yo’ deeant give ’em a answer. An’

whativver yo’ deea, fill your heead wi’ t’ Wod ov God. ‘It’s written!’

‘It’s written!’ _that’s_ the way te settle ’em.--Sister Petch, hoo are

_you_ gettin’ on?”

Sister Petch is an aged widow, poor amongst the poorest, an infirm and

weakly woman, living a solitary life, but ever upborne by a cheerful

Christian content which is beautiful to see.

“Why, I’ve nothing but what’s good to say of my gracious Lord and

Saviour. Sometimes ah gets a bit low-spirited an’ dowly, especially

when my rheumatism keeps me from sleeping. But I go straight to the

cross, and when I cry, ‘Lord, help me!’ I get abundant strength. The

Lord won’t lay on me more than ah’m able to bear, an’ sometimes He

makes my peace to flow like a river. My Saviour’s love makes up for

all my sorrows.”

“Hey, mah deear sister, ah’ll warrant it diz. You an’ me’s gettin’ aud

an’ creaky, an’ the Lord’s lowsin’ t’ pins o’ wer tabernacle riddy for

t’ flittin.’ Bud if t’ hoose o’ this tabernacle be dissolved, we knoa

’at we’ve a buildin’ ov God. Till that day cums, ‘Lord, help me!’ is a

stoot crutch te walk wi’, an’ a sharp swoord te fight wi’, an’ a soft

pillo’ te lig wer heeads on, an’ a capital glass te get a leeak at

heaven through. The Lord knoas all aboot it, Peggy, an’ He says te

yo’, ‘ah knoa thi patience an’ thi povvaty,’ but thoo’s _rich_, an’

bless His neeame you’ll be a good deal richer yit.

‘On all the kings of ’arth,

Wi’ pity we leeak doon;

An’ clayme i’ vartue o’ wer berth,

A nivver fadin’ croon.’

Halleluia! Peggy. You’re seear ov all yo’ want for tahme an’ for

etarnity.--Brother Laybourn, tell us o’ the Lord’s deealin’s wi’

_you_.”

Brother Laybourn is the village barber, and like many others of his

fraternity is much given to politics, an irrepressible talker, great

at gossip, and being of a mercurial temperament befitting his lithe

little frame, he is a little deficient in that stedfastness of

character which is requisite for spiritual health and progress. In

answer to Adam’s invitation, he runs down like a clock when the

pendulum’s off----

“Why, I hev to confess that I isn’t what I owt to be, an’ I isn’t

altegither what I might be, but I is what I is, an’ seein’ things is

no better, I’m thenkful that they’re no worse. I’ve a good monny ups

and doons, and inns and oots, but by the grace of God I continny to

this day, an’”----

“Ah’ll tell you what it is, Brother Laybourn,” said Adam, cutting him

short in his career, “Fooaks ’at ez sae monny ups and doons is varry

apt to gan doon altegither; an’ them ’at ez so monny ins an’ oots mun

take care they deean’t get clean oot, till they can’t get in na mair.

‘Unsteeable as watter thoo sall nut excel.’ It’s varry weel to be

thenkful, bud when wa’ hae te confine wer thenks te nut bein’ warse

than we are, it dizn’t seeam as though we were takkin’ mitch pains te

be better. ’T’ kingdom o’ heaven suffers violence, an’ t’ violent tak’

it be _foorce_,’ Leonard. Ah pre’ yo’ te give all diligence te mak’

your callin’ an’ election sure: an’ if yo’ll nobbut pray mair, yo’ll

hev a good deal mair te thenk God for then ye seem te hev

te-neet.--Lucy, mah deear, hoo’s the Lord leadin’ you te-neet?”

Lucy Blyth’s experience is generally fresh and healthy, and her

utterances are always listened to with gladness and profit, for Lucy

is a favourite here as everywhere else.

“I thank God,” says Lucy, “that the Lord _is_ leading me, though it is

often by a way that I know not. I often find that the path of duty is

very hard to climb, and the other path of inclination looks both easy

and pleasant. If it were not for the real and precious help I get by

prayer, I fear that I should choose it. I am trying to do right, and

desire above all things to keep the comfort of a good conscience, and

to walk in the light. I find that one of the best means of resisting

temptation and mastering self and sin is to work for God and to try to

benefit others. I pray every day of my life that I may be a lowly,

loving disciple of my Saviour, and His conscious love and favour are

the joy of my heart.

‘Blindfold I walk this life’s bewildering maze,

Strong in His faith I tread the uneven ways,

And so I stand unshrinking in the blast,

Because my Father’s arm is round me cast;

And if the way seems rough, I only clasp

The Hand that leads me with a firmer grasp.’”

“Hey, mah bairn,” Adam makes reply, and there is a wealth of

tenderness in his tones, “t’ way o’ duty is t’ way o’ seeafty. It may

be rough sometahmes, an’ thorns an’ briars may pierce yer feet, but if

yo’ nobbut clim’ it patiently, you’ll finnd ’at t’ top on’t ’at God’s

gotten a blessin’ riddy fo’ yo’ ’at pays for all t’ trubble an’ pain.

Besahdes that, He’s wi’ yo’ all t’ way up, an’ He’s sayin’ te yo’ all

t’ while, ‘Leean hard upo’ Me!’ ‘Sorrow may endure for a neet,’ Lucy,

‘bud joy cums i’ t’ mornin’.’ A trubble-clood brings a cargo o’

blessin’, an’ t’ bigger the blessin’ the blacker it leeaks. Nestleton

Brig settles doon strannger for all t’ looads ’at gans ower it, an’

you’ll be better an’ purer for t’ boddens yo’ hae te carry. Ah’s glad

yo’ finnd a cumfot an’ a blessin’ i’ trying te deea good; for there’s

nowt oot ov heaven ’at’s sae like Jesus as wipin’ tears and soffenin’

trubbles, an’ takkin balm to bruis’d hearts. Besahdes, you can’t mak’

music for other fooaks withoot hearin’ it y’ursen. Them ’at gives

gets, an’ as seean as ivver we begin te watter other fooaks’ gardens,

ivvery leeaf i’ wer aun is drippin’ wi’ heavenly dew. May the Lord

bless yo’, mah bairn, ivvery hoor i’ t’ day!”----To this every member

of the class responds with a genuine and warm “Amen.”

“Judy, mah dear aud wife,” continues Adam, “tell us hoo yer gettin’ on

i’ t’ rooad te t’ New Jerusalem.”

Judith’s words were always few, but they were always fit. She sits by

the side of her grand old man, in her clean white cap, and smoothing

down the folds of her apron, answers,--

“Why, thoo knoas, Adam, ’at ah’s growin’ old, an’ feelin’ more an’

more the infirmities of age, but it doesn’t trubble ma.’ The Lord

fills me wi’ joy an’ peace through believin’. Ah’ve only one

unsatisfied desire, an’ that is te know that me three bairns hev giv’n

their hearts te God. Jake’s a good lad, an’ Hannah’s a steady lass,

but ah feels te fret a bit now and then aboot Pete. He’s in a forren

country away ower t’ sea, an’ I do long to see his face agen. But ah

could deny myself o’ that, if I knew that he loved his Saviour, and

was sure to meet me i’ heaven. This is my prayer ivvery day, ’at we

may meet an unbroken family at God’s right hand.”

There is a very perceptible tremor in Old Adam Olliver’s voice, and a

couple of tear-drops on his cheeks, as he takes Judith by the hand,

and says,--

“God bless tha’, mah dear aud wife. A muther’s luv hugs her bairns

varry near her heart; bud thoo knoas ’at God’s luv’s eaven bigger

still; an’ He’s promised thoo an’ me lang since ’at He’ll give us all

wa’ ax Him. Deean’t be frighten’d, Judy, my lass, all thi’ bairns hae

been gi’n te God, and nut a hoof on us’ll be left behint. The Lord’s

in America as weel as here, an’ t’ prayers o’ Pete’s muther mak’s t’

sea nae bigger then a fishpond, an’ ah’s expectin’ sum day te see wer

lad, sittin’ by wer hearthstun’. Bud whither or no, be seear o’ this,

’at thoo an’ me’ll stand i’ t’ prizence o’ wer Saviour we’ wer bairns

wiv ‘us, sayin’, ‘Here we are an’ t’ children Thoo ez given us.’ Here

Adam’s voice fails him, and Jabez Hepton strikes up,--

“O what a joyful meeting there,

In robes of white arrayed;

Palms in our hands we all shall bear,

And crowns upon our head!”

Then follows a universal chorus,--

“And then we shall with Jesus reign

And never, never part again.”

“Noo, Sister Houston,” says Adam, resuming his leader’s office, “hoo

is it wi’ you te-day?”

Mrs. Houston is, as I have previously noted, an energetic and bustling

woman, of strong will, naturally quick temper, and given to a good

deal of needless anxiety as to the management of her dairy and other

domestic affairs. A good woman is Sister Houston, candid as the day,

and often a good deal troubled over certain constitutional tendencies

in which nature is apt to triumph over grace.

“Well,” says she, “I find that the Christian life is a warfare, and I

often have hard work to stand my ground. Family anxieties and

household cares often put a heavy strain on me, and I get so busy and

so taken up with things, that religion seems to fall into the second

place; and then I get into trouble over faults and failings that I

ought to cure. I do mean to try, and I pray for grace to be more

faithful to the Saviour who has done so much for me.”

“Hey,” says Adam, with a sigh, “this wolld’s sadly apt to get inte d’

rooad o’ t’other, isn’t it? Like yer neeamseeak, Martha, yo’ get

trubbled aboot monny things. ‘Be careful for nowt,’ said Jesus; that

is, deean’t be anxious an’ worrit aboot ’em. Seek _fost_ the kingdom

ov heaven, and keep it _fost_. Iverything else’ll prosper an’ nowt’ll

suffer if yo’ deea that. As for t’ trials o’ temper an’ other faults

an’ failin’s, an’ lahtle frettin’s an’ bothers o’ life, tak’ ’em

bodily te t’ Cross, an’ ax _on t’ spot_ for grace te maister ’em.

Deean’t be dispirited wi’ yer failur’s; leeak back at t’ way God’s

offens helped yo’ through. When David killed Goliath, he said, ‘The

Lord ’at delivered ma’ frae t’ lion an’ t’ beear ’ll deliver thoo inte

me’ hands te-day.’ That’s it, arguy frae t’ lion te t’ giant an’ he’s

bun te fall. When ah was a lad an’ wanted to jump a beck, ah went

backwa’d a bit te get a good spring; an’ seea when yo’ want te loup

ower a difficulty, step back a bit te t’ last victory God gav yo’, an’

then i’ faith ’at He’ll deea it ageean, jump, an’ you’ll clear it, as

seear as mah neeam’s Adam Olliver.”

Then follows another hymn, a brief concluding prayer, and the secrets

of the “Methodist Confessional” are over. The names are called, each

one contributes weekly pence according to their means for the support

of the Kesterton Circuit funds, and the little company retires, all

the better for an hour’s intercourse with each other, and of

communion with God.

For nearly a century and a half the Methodist class-meeting has been

one of the most potent means of conserving and intensifying the

spiritual life of the Methodist people. It is earnestly to be hoped

that they will never be guilty of the suicidal policy of slighting

this admirable institution. In the day when it allows the

class-meeting to occupy any other than a foremost and vital place in

its Church organisation, Methodism will be largely shorn of its

strength, and “Ichabod” will be traced in fatal characters on its

crumbling walls. Adam Olliver’s class-meeting has been drawn in strict

consistency with facts, and many a thousand similar green oases amid

the arid sands of weekly toil and trial, are to-day refreshing and

encouraging thousands of humble pilgrims whose faces are set towards

the Celestial City.

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