CHAPTER V

The door opened on a city official. "You can't come in; we've got a case

of diphtheria," he exclaimed. "I'm ready to placard the house."

Father Barry pushed forward. "I go in at my own risk--do not try to stop

me. These people are my friends; they are in trouble--I must see them."

He passed by the officer, into a wide hall. Maggie Murphy, Pat's cousin,

and Reginald Doan's devoted nurse, met him with swollen, streaming eyes.

"Good Father!" she sobbed, "will you not say prayers for our darlin'?

He's that sick, 'tis all but sure we must give him up." In her

excitement the girl spoke with native brogue.

"Be quiet," the priest implored. "This is no time for tears. You must

keep yourself in hand. Remember the boy's mother and do your part in a

tranquil way."

Maggie made the sign of the cross, then led her confessor to the

library, where Mrs. Grace, a carefully preserved woman of middle age,

greeted him with outstretched hands. Isabel Doan's aunt had been weeping

too, but judiciously. When she perceived Father Barry a desire to appear

her best effaced lines of grief.

"Dear, dear Father!" she faltered. "How very good of you to come. How

did you know?" She pressed an exquisite Roman crucifix to her lips; for

unlike her niece, Mrs. Grace was a Catholic.

"I heard only when I reached the door," the priest admitted.

"A short time ago we thought our darling would die; but now there is the

slightest hope that we may keep him. His mother is wild with suspense."

The lady wiped her eyes. "We can do absolutely nothing with Isabel. She

refuses to leave Reggie's room, even for a moment. I am sure she has not

closed her eyes since yesterday."

"The doctor must send her to bed at once," said the priest.

"Both he and the nurse have tried to do so, but she will not go. I

believe she would die if Reggie should be taken. O dear Father, will you

not say prayers?"

Mrs. Grace sank to her knees, wrapt and expectant. Maggie Murphy flopped

audibly in the hall, while for Philip Barry the moment was fraught with

indecision. He seemed to think in flashes. He wanted to cry out, to

publish himself, to deny the very garb he wore. Then the next instant he

longed to entreat for the life of Isabel Doan's boy. The sweeter side of

his profession held him. After all, what difference did it make if he

might give comfort to women in distress? The prayers of notorious

sinners had been answered on the spot. Why should not he, the vilest of

hypocrites, yet honest for the time, ask for the life of a dying boy? He

felt for his priest's prayerbook. Fortunately he had not changed his

coat since his rude awakening. The little book he always carried was

still in his breast pocket, fairly touching Mrs. Doan's letter and

enclosed check. He found the place and began. His knees trembled, but

his voice came strong and clear. A last opportunity had nothing to do

with what might follow; this one moment was between God and his own

conscience. Tenderness thrilled throughout him as he went on with

familiar prayers. In the hall Maggie Murphy's sobs made passionate

refrain for his importunate pleading; then instinctively he felt the

presence of Isabel, knew that she stood behind him. He rose from the

floor and faced her. She answered his unspoken question with a smile.

"He is better. The doctor thinks the anti-toxin has saved him." In all

his life Philip Barry had never seen such joy on a woman's face.

Mrs. Grace sprang from her knees. "Is Reggie really better? really

better?" she repeated. Her intensity jarred.

Isabel smiled. "We think so," she answered. "Of course the doctor cannot

tell just yet. Complications might occur; but he hopes!" Again her face

was radiant.

Mrs. Grace crossed herself.

"The membrane in the throat is quite broken," Mrs. Doan went on. "The

anti-toxin worked wonderfully. Now we can only wait."

"And _you_ should take needed rest," the priest put in impulsively. He

seemed to have the right to dictate to this woman in trouble. For as he

stood by Isabel's side he began to realize how absolutely over were the

once serious relations of their lives. The two might be friends--nothing

else. Mrs. Doan had no thought for a priest other than exalted

friendship. An accepted lack in her married life made it natural for her

to bestow exquisite love on her child. That which she had not been able

to give her husband she now dispensed to his son. The boy filled her

heart. "You will take needed rest?" Father Barry again entreated, when

Mrs. Grace, frank and always tactless, bemoaned the wan appearance of

her niece.

"Do go to bed, Isabel; make up your lost sleep," the lady urged. "You

are a ghost! I never saw you looking worse. Those dark circles below

your eyes make you ten years older."

The older woman's crudeness stood out in marked contrast with her

careful toilet. Anxiety had not deprived Mrs. Grace of either rest or

studied accessories.

Isabel shook her head. "I could not sleep," she answered. "When the

assistant nurse arrives I shall have less responsibility; but until then

I must stay with Reggie. My darling's eyes are always hunting for me.

You know I wear a masque, the doctor insists upon it; and when I cross

the room my dear little boy cannot feel quite sure about his mother. But

now I have braided my hair and tied the ends with blue ribbon. The nurse

is just my height, and we both wear white." She glanced down at her

summer frock, brought from the attic for sudden duty. "Reggie will know

me by my colors."

Her pure garb, together with ropes of golden hair falling down from a

part, made saintly ensemble. Once before--in Rome--the priest had seen

her as she looked to-day. Then, too, dark circles deepened the violet

of her wonderful eyes. As now, she had felt miserable, in doubt. The man

who denied a selfish part in an unforeseen moment was suddenly conscious

of his deadly sin. But now he prayed, asking for strength divorced from

pretense. And at last he believed that his main thought was a desire to

help an afflicted household, a wish to support friends in time of need.

He told himself that he might give Reginald Doan personal care simply as

he had done before for other children less precious, less beautiful; for

apart from the mother Father Barry loved her boy.

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