might know that nothing else has kept me alive for many a year."
"I don't complain of stimulant in moderation, my dear; but I cannot
believe that an extensive use of alcohol can benefit a delicate
constitution," replied Mr. Stewart. His wife was not inclined to let the
matter drop.
"You seem to forget that the children take their glass of ale too, and
that makes some difference in the amount we use."
"Well, I object to strong, healthy boys and girls touching stimulants;
it is expensive and quite unneedful."
"But, papa, we like it so much; you mustn't stop our supplies," cried
several youthful voices.
"I must, and I will, my dears; you have not your mother's plea of
ill-health to urge, and from this time I shall not expect you to take
alcohol as a daily beverage. I have no objection to lemonade or some
other non-intoxicant taking its place, for that will be much less
expensive, and besides, I have lately come to the conclusion that young
people, at least, are likely to be harmed by the stimulus of ale or
wine."
"You are very absurd, John. What harm could come to our boys and girls
by taking half a glass of ale at dinner and sometimes at supper?"
testily asked Mrs. Stewart.
"Why, Eliza, you know that a taste formed in childhood is held with
greater tenacity than any other, and this taste for stimulant, which I
am sorry to see the children possess, may not always permit them to
remain satisfied with a glass or so daily; for, I was reading not long
ago, that the tendency of alcohol is to create a morbid craving which
may become that insatiable thirst for drink which has ruined thousands
of men and women who were once children as promising as those who sit
round our table. I wish I had been as wise years ago; they should never
have known the taste of it." So saying, Mr. Stewart left the table.
A chorus of voices was raised as the door closed.
"It's too bad!" "A great shame!" "Lemonade, indeed!" and other
exclamations were uttered expressing disapproval of the father's action.
Mrs. Stewart had not been careful of late years to uphold her husband's
authority in the household, and the unfilial remarks passed without
rebuke, she merely adding: "You'll have to mind what your father says,
you know, or we shall all get into trouble."
A few hours after, when the elder children were at school, the youngest,
a bright boy of seven, came to her side and said: "Shall I get your
wine, mamma?"
"You are mamma's dear boy to remember her lunch time. Yes, bring it out,
though it is quite early."
The wine was brought, and one glass, and then another, and yet another
was drained; the little fellow meanwhile standing by. Catching sight of
his wistful looks, the mother said: "Come, and have a sip, Bertie."
"Papa says I mustn't," faltered Bertie, but drawing a step nearer. Lost
to all sense of duty to husband or child, Mrs. Stewart answered:
"Come, and drink, I tell you; didn't your father say you were not to
have any at dinner, and this is lunch?"
She poured out a full glass, which the child drank without further
demur. He was shortly asleep on the sofa, waking at dinner-time in
fretful mood, and turning impatiently from his food.
"I want my ale," he cried.
"You mustn't have it, Bertie," said his eldest sister; "we all have to
do without it now, thanks to papa's whimsical notions."
"Wait till you're a man, Bertie, and you can drink as much as you
please, as I mean to," remarked his fourteen-year-old brother with a
contracted brow, and a longing glance towards his mother's glass; while
she, poor deluded woman, looked on, languidly smiling, with never a
thought of the possible future of these children for whom she had
suffered and toiled. Many a time, when scarcely conscious of her own
actions, did she encourage them to partake with her in secret of that
which was banished from the table. It was only by the awful but timely
discovery of their mother's degradation that the children were prevented
from following in her steps.
A few months later, upon entering the house at the close of the day, the
father was met by his eldest daughter, a girl of seventeen, who, with
dismay on her face, exclaimed: "Oh, papa, do come upstairs, and see what
is the matter with poor mamma. She has been sleeping heavily for hours,
and when I have tried to disturb her, she has spoken quite wildly, and
then gone to sleep again. A dreadful thought has just occurred to me
that perhaps she has taken poison." Mr. Stewart anxiously followed his
daughter to the room where his wife was lying on the bed. He bent over
her. Her unnatural appearance, and the strong smell of liquor which
proceeded from her parted lips, told the tale; and the truth, horrible
and ghastly, stood revealed to the husband.
"Papa, tell me the truth; is it poison?" asked his daughter, as Mr.
Stewart staggered to a seat. He hesitated a moment, then hoarsely said:
"It is poison of the worst kind, my poor child! Your mother is
intoxicated. Oh, what shall we do? How can we save her?" One brief
moment of horror, and then, subduing all outward manifestation of her
agony, the girl said:
"Papa, we must put the temptation out of her way. We must all of us do
without a luxury which has brought about such a terrible result."
So from the house there was banished from that time the alcoholic
beverages which had been deemed necessary; but, alas! too late to save
the wife and mother from rapidly drifting into confirmed habits of
drunkenness. All the schemes that love could devise proved powerless to
prevent the mistaken woman from continued indulgence in the fatal cup.
The apparent need for constant recourse to stimulants had long since
passed away, but the habit of past years had wrought deadly mischief,
not alone in gradually weakening the power of self-control, but in
creating that morbid craving for alcohol which leaves its deluded victim
no alternative but to obey its behests. She had seen no harm in what had
become an essential of life to her, until she found herself bound in its
toils. True, she did not yield to its slavery without many a struggle,
but temptation was overpowering, and finally she succumbed to what she
declared was inevitable. She had forgotten the only remedy available in
such need as hers. No cry from her despairing heart had risen to heaven;
the strength she lacked had not been sought from Him Who only can save
from the thraldom of sin, and so, with the stain of uncancelled guilt
upon her conscience, she hastened to an untimely end.
As she lay dying with mind weakened by long excess, they sought in vain
for some sign of penitence, for some words to assure their sad hearts
that the darkness of approaching dissolution was gilded by hues of hope
and trust in the forgiving mercy of God through Christ. Day after day
the sufferer's lips were sealed in an obstinate silence that struck
dismay into the hearts of the watchers. She was dying without hope it
seemed; but the prayer of faithful friends rose that the intercession of
the Great High Priest might be made, and prove effectual for His
wandering child.
Still the shadows deepened until it became evident that the mother's
hours were numbered.
"I will watch beside her now, my dears," said the husband, dismissing
his children for a brief period. Taking his seat beside the motionless
form, he sent up a petition for help. Then, stooping over his wife, he
said: "Eliza, dear, would you not like me to pray for you?"
The dying woman opened her eyes and faintly whispered: "No."
"Shall I send for a minister to come and pray with you, then, dear?"
Mrs. Stewart roused herself with a great effort, and with energy
exclaimed: "No, _He has prayed for me_, and that is enough." They were
her last words. Before the next morning she had passed away, leaving to
husband and children the faint comfort of her dying testimony: "He has
prayed for me."
Say, gentle reader, whether being assured of the thousand parallel cases
which exist in this civilised land of ours, you will dare to place
temptation in the way of your sister, by advocating the use of alcohol
as the necessary stimulant which alone can nerve the failing heart and
brain to meet the exigencies of her daily life, thus placing before her
unwary feet the stumbling-block over which she may fall never to rise?
It may be that you who proffer the well-meaning advice are moderate in
the use of your own alcoholic luxuries, and cannot understand the
mysterious attraction they may hold for another; yet, surely to you is
uttered the divine warning: "Woe unto him that giveth his neighbour
drink, that puttest thy bottle to him." And you, sister, plying your
household tasks with an aching head, amidst the ceaseless prattle of the
little ones who call you mother, striving patiently to perform your
God-given duties, yet fainting under the burden and heat of the day,
beware, oh, beware, of seeking relief from the tension of nerve and
brain, which is a woman's allotted portion, by deadening the finely
strung susceptibilities of your nature by indulgence in any of the
various forms which alcohol assumes, or under which it would hide.
Beware how you seek its false stimulus to enable you to cope with the
almost superhuman duties devolving upon you! Patience and strength to
endure will be given in God's appointed way; but be assured you will
never find it in that which is responsible for myriads of ruined homes
and blighted lives.
[Illustration]
[Illustration]
THE CHILDREN'S SUPPER.
"SHE'S such a little thing, papa; really it seems quite unnecessary to
say anything about it to her for the next few years."
"Perhaps you are right, dear. Elsie will meet with no temptation at
home, and a child of her tender years is scarcely likely to find it
outside."
So said Mr. and Mrs. Morgan, when it had been proposed to introduce the
subject of total abstinence to their youngest, a fairy child of six, and
suggest to her that she should follow the example of her parents and
brothers and sisters, who shortly before had pledged themselves to
abstain from the use of intoxicating beverages.
"If we say anything to the dear child, it would be necessary to tell her
why we consider it advisable to banish wine and ale from the house, and
she would be perplexed and saddened by the insight afforded into misery
and degradation of which she, at present, knows nothing. Her life is all
sunshine now, and we have no right to disturb her childish happiness,"
added Mrs. Morgan.
So Elsie's little mind puzzled over the unrevealed reason of the absence
from her father's table of the bottled ales and sparkling wines, the
taste of which she had already learned to like.
A year passed away, and an invitation to a children's party was sent to
Elsie, who forthwith became wild with excitement. A dainty creature she
looked on the afternoon of the important day. Her golden curls softly
floated over her blue merino dress, and her brown eyes flashed and
glowed with delight.
"Mother's darling, good-bye! try and be a little lady, and nurse shall
fetch you at nine o'clock," said the mother, as she pressed her child's
coral lips, and then watched the little feet trip down the road beside
the servant.
The hours, brimful of frolic and merriment, passed all too quickly for
the happy children, and at eight o'clock they gathered in the
dining-room for the early supper. The long table was covered with
luxuries, and beside each child's plate was a small glass of wine.
"Now, dear children, make yourselves quite at home, and ask for anything
you want," said the hostess, as her little guests took their places.
"May I have a glass of water, please?" asked an eight-year-old boy,
soon after supper had commenced, pushing his glass of wine aside.
"Oh, my dear Charlie, I am sure you will like a glass of wine much
better. Gentlemen always take wine, you know," replied the lady.
"I mus'n't take wine, please, because I belong to the Young Abstainers'
Union," replied Charlie.
"Why, whatever kind of a Union is that, my boy?" asked the host.
"It means that those who join it have promised never to touch wine or
anything of the kind."
"Stuff and nonsense! You'll never be a man unless you can drink a glass
of wine with your friends."
Charlie coloured, but pushed his glass further away.
"Never mind, dear! our little friend's whims must not be interfered
with. He will learn better when he is older," said the hostess, ordering
a glass of water to take the place of the wine.
Elsie sat next to Charlie, and turning to her the host said:
"Now, Miss Elsie, you don't look as if you belonged to this army of
youthful abstainers. Let us see how you can drink your wine; then you
shall have the glass that Charlie despises."
Nothing loth, Elsie obeyed. She had never been allowed more than a sip
or two from her father's glass, and it was many months since even that
quantity had passed her lips. What wonder, then, that when supper was
ended, and she tried to leave her seat, she should stumble and fall to
the ground, overcome by her unwonted indulgence in the stimulant.
"Poor little Elsie! let me help you up," cried Charlie; but Elsie lay at
his feet, and kicked and screamed in unaccountable anger. When at last
she was picked up, her cheeks were purple with passion, and her eyes
gleamed with a strange, wild light.
"The excitement has been too much for her, I suppose; but I am quite
surprised at such a display of temper. She has always seemed so sweet
and gentle," and the hostess hurried Elsie away to the waiting nurse.
"Miss Elsie, Miss Elsie, I am ashamed of you; whatever will your ma
say?" expostulated the servant, as Elsie clung to her skirts and refused
to say good-night.
"Papa, what is the matter with the child! I never saw her look so
strange," exclaimed Mrs. Morgan, taking Elsie a few minutes later from
her nurse's arms.
Mr. Morgan sat the child on his knee, and as he did so the fumes of wine
met him.
"She has taken more wine than has been good for her; that is what is the
matter with our little one!"
The horrified mother sank into a chair, but Elsie raised her dimpled
hand and struck at her father, crying in a hoarse unnatural voice:
"I haven't, I haven't, you nasty papa! I didn't have half enough of the
nice wine."
"That is quite sufficient; take her away, nurse, and put her to bed. I
will talk to her to-morrow."
"We have made a great mistake, wife, and are reaping the consequences in
seeing our six-year-old child inflamed with the stimulant which we have
banished from our own home," said the father, as the door closed.
Mrs. Morgan wept, and made no reply.
Long and seriously did the parents talk to Elsie on the following day,
who, easily influenced, as what child of her tender years might not be,
listened with tears to the revelation of unknown dangers, and pleaded
that she, like Charlie, might make such a promise as would save her
childish feet from again being ensnared by the betrayer, and in the
following years prove her safeguard and defence.
Mothers, who read this true story, will you not beware of the danger
that threatens your little children, and learn that none are too young
and fair to escape the toils of strong drink, unless guarded by an
intelligent knowledge of the perils that beset them, and a resolve,
early formed, never to touch or handle the treacherous cup?
[Illustration]
ROLAND WEST'S MARK,
AND HOW HE MADE IT.
"TELL nurse to bring the children down, Barnes," said Mrs. West, as a
servant answered a peal of the dining-room bell.
"Yes, ma'am," replied Barnes, and in a few minutes the children made
their appearance. After being introduced to a guest, the elder ones
seated themselves at the table, from which the dessert was not yet
removed.
"Please, mamma, may I have half a glass of sherry?" asked one.
"I should like port better," said a second.
"Will you help them, very carefully, please, papa?" asked the mother.
"I want some, too," said a bright, handsome boy of five, upraising his
sparkling eyes to his father's face.
"Oh, no, Roland, you are such a wee boy; if you have it, Leonard will
want it."
"I do like it so much; let me have just a little drop in papa's glass,"
teased Roland.
"Oh, come, mamma; that'll never hurt him; only help to make a man of
him, won't it, Roland?" said his father.
"Yes, make me a man, like my papa! When I'm big, I'll drink, oh, bottles
and bottles; not have a taste of papa's," said the child, looking
contemptuously at the remains of the sparkling wine, which, in his
father's glass, had been set before him.
"When you're a man, Roland, you will be a little wiser than you are
now," said his father, somewhat sharply.
"I'll be as wise as--as--that man in the picture on the library wall,
perhaps."
"Who's that?" asked the guest, in amused tones.
"Why, Gladstone! The precocious youngster strongly admires him, and is
for ever declaring his intention of copying his hero's plan of life."
"He has the brow and eye of a genius, West!" said the visitor, gazing in
admiration at the boy's face. "I wish I had such a child! What are you
going to make of him?"
"I'll give him a good education, first; fit him for the bar, if he takes
kindly to the idea, and he ought, for he talks like a lawyer already.
Yes, he'll make his mark, I shouldn't wonder," replied the father, with
pride; "but what's the matter with the boy? sleepy! at this time! Here,
sit up! Mamma, his forehead's burning. Lucy, has he had a fall
upstairs?"
"No, papa: but he was asleep when Barnes came for us, and nurse had to
wake him up to come down."
Mr. and Mrs. West looked anxiously at the child, who was already asleep,
and after observing his flushed cheeks and heavy breathing, Mrs. West
sent for the nurse.
"Nurse," she said, as the servant entered the room, "have you noticed
Master Roland seeming unwell to-day?"
"No, ma'am, he was as bright as usual this morning; but, when we were at
dinner, I happened to turn my head to attend to Miss Hetty, and Master
Roland emptied my glass of ale, and since then he has been very drowsy,
and I could scarcely rouse him to bring him downstairs."
"Oh, nurse, I wish you would take your ale some other time; if the
children see you taking it they are sure to want it, and I never allow
them to touch anything but a little wine," exclaimed Mrs. West.
"Roland won't come to any harm, my dear, so don't trouble yourself.
Carry him away, nurse, and put him straight to bed. He'll be all right
in the morning," said Mr. West.
Nurse obeyed, looking much aggrieved. Bending over the sleeping child
she murmured: "What with my ale and his father's drops, the boy's drunk.
Poor little fellow! he'll make his mark, as they're so fond of saying,
but I'm afraid it will be a very black one. But I'll take no more blame
to myself, for Master Roland shall never see me touch my ale again; not
for missis's sake, though," added the girl with a dark look.
Ten years went by, and again Mr. West entertained the same friend at his
well-spread table.
"What has become of that fine little fellow of yours, West? Roland, I
think you called him," inquired the guest, looking round the table and
missing from amongst the youthful faces the one that had struck his
fancy years ago.
"The young scamp's just finishing his schooldays," answered the father.
"He's been making his mark, I quite expect; no one could help observing
the boy had splendid capabilities. Do you still think of making a lawyer
of him?" continued the visitor.
"I don't know what to do with him; I'm fairly puzzled. It's true enough,
as you say, he has splendid capabilities, and might become anything he
chose; but he settles to nothing, and as for making his mark at school,
he's done it with a vengeance."
Mrs. West frowned from the bottom of the table, but Mr. West took no
notice, and continued:
"His education and his private bills have cost me a pretty penny."
"Private bills! What has a school-boy to do with private bills?" asked
the guest.
"Oh, bills for champagne suppers and cigars, on the sly, of course; the
young rascal says the other fellows do it, and he must, and I've had to
pay the piper. I told him last term he would have to stop his
extravagance and settle to hard work, but he seems in no way inclined to
do that, and I've had more than one complaint of him from
head-quarters."
"Well, papa, Roland's only a boy yet, and we mustn't expect him to be as
wise as his father," expostulated Mrs. West, in a tone of irritation.
"No, my dear, we must not and do not, but when I was his age----"
"You were perfect, of course," finished Mrs. West; "pray find some other
topic of conversation than the little weaknesses of your son."
"Little weaknesses!" Ah! thus had Roland's grave faults and his early
tendencies to evil courses been glossed over by the false kindness of a
fond parent, until now, at the early age of sixteen, few would have
recognised in the boisterous stripling, with swaggering gait and eyes
already lustreless, the once lovely boy, whose childish years had given
the fair promise of a golden future.
Choosing for himself companions rife for mischief and folly, on leaving
school he indulged in those pursuits, from which, though most congenial,
he had been greatly debarred during his seclusion. Now he began, as he
termed it, to enjoy life. Each evening he sought the exciting scenes of
revelry and debauch, and neither his father's stern reproaches nor the
tearful pleadings of his mother, moved him to more than a passing
thought of the ruin which he was inevitably working out for himself. But
when his constitution had become weakened by excesses, there came into
his life influences that were mighty in their gentle drawing towards all
that was good and noble.
While yet a young man, he met, at the house of a friend, a lady of
strong religious tendencies. Strongly drawn to her by the attraction of
a well-balanced mind and a beautiful exterior, he resolved, if possible,
to win her affections. So great was her influence upon him, that, for a
time, the force of evil habits lost its power, and other society was
readily relinquished for hers, and the house of God beheld him an
outwardly reverent worshipper at her side. Alas! that one so influenced
by the power of human love should have missed those gracious impressions
which, made on the tender heart of childhood, so often prove the good
seed of the Kingdom, springing up into life eternal.
In thus taking upon himself the profession of Christianity, Roland was
no hypocrite. He had seen the beauty and acknowledged the power of a
life that was far above him, and from his heart he loathed the life he
had hitherto led, and earnestly desired to put it away for ever. But
strong only in his own strength, and looking to no higher power than
earthly love to aid him in his upward course, what marvel that he
deceived himself and others also. With his heart's desire at length
accomplished, and with renewed prospects of a bright future, Roland West
might have retrieved the dark past, and entered upon a career of
usefulness, such as had been fondly pictured for him. Was it so? Let one
scene, after a lapse of twelve years, tell its sorrowful tale.
In a cottage in one of the crowded suburbs of London, a pale,
anxious-looking mother was alternately sewing and directing the studies
of a fine boy, with a massive forehead and intelligent eyes.
"Mother, I've mastered it at last; I'm so glad," he said presently.
"That's right, my son; you are quick, like your father," his mother
replied with a sigh.
"My father quick!" said the boy with ill-repressed contempt; "I didn't
know that before."
"Hush, Allan, your father was very clever when I first knew him, and
could do anything he liked."
"Then why does he leave you to work so hard now, while he lounges about
all day? Mother, I must speak; tell me that!" cried the boy impetuously.
"I cannot have you speak of your father like that, Allan; but I will
tell you why he cannot now do what he ought. When he was a boy like you
he was allowed to choose his own way in everything, and have all that he
asked for, and he chose wrong companions and sinful pleasures until he
ruined and blighted his own life and others too."
Allan hung his head, and remembered how he had sometimes rebelled
against the wise decisions of his much loved mother, and determined that
in the future he would add as little as possible to the heavy burden
that rested upon her frail shoulders. There was a step outside, and Mrs.
West rose hurriedly saying: "Clear your books away, and go to bed,
Allan; I must lay supper;" but before Allan had time to obey, his father
entered.
Was it possible that in a few short years Roland West should have become
the besotted, degraded-looking man, who flung himself into the one
easy-chair the room possessed?
"That boy up yet," he said with a scowl, "at those everlasting books;
let him go to work like other boys of his age, and earn his salt."
"That's what I intend him to do as soon as he is fit, Roland," answered
his wife in the quiet, firm tone with which she always addressed her
husband; usually he outwardly submitted to the controlling power that
her voice and eye exerted upon him; but this night he was in no mood to
be controlled or reasoned with.
"Hold your tongue, you saucy jade! What right have you to be bringing up
my boy to know more than his father, and teaching him your own fine airs
and graces. I'll have no more of it. Here, boy, fetch me a pint of ale!"
"Roland," said his wife, "Allan shall not go into that place of cursing
and drunkenness; I'll go myself rather."
"Oh," said the man, inwardly quailing before her flashing eyes, "is that
it, my high and mighty dame? either you or Allan shall go, then."
Seizing a jug, in a moment his wife had disappeared, returning shortly
with her face crimson, and the foaming vessel in her hand.
"Well, madam, you've had your way, now I'll have mine," said her
husband, and filling a glass, he called his son downstairs. "Here,
Allan," he said, "drain that, or I'll thrash you soundly."
"Father, you forget, I belong to the Band of Hope," said the boy
appealingly.
"Drink it, I say," and the infuriated man seized the child's arm.
"Roland, will you blight your boy's life as you have your own?"
interposed the mother. Down came the cruel hand on wife and child, and,
while a volley of oaths rained from the man's lips, Allan lifted the
glass and drained the contents.
"Now, go to bed, and remember that when your father speaks you are to
obey. I'll make a man of you yet, you young milksop!"
Sobbing bitterly, Allan crept to his bed, and his anguish found vent in
the pitiful question: "What else can I be but a drunkard when my father
makes me drink?"
What, indeed, could be the future of the child, who from that time was
compelled to fetch, and then partake of his brutal father's cup? What
marvel that with early acquired taste for strong drink, he impatiently
cast aside the restraint of a tender mother, and followed with rapid
footsteps his father to a premature dishonoured end!
Another scene, the closing one, and all that is needful for reproof and
warning will have been drawn from the life-history of Roland West.
* * * * *
"He's worse to-day, mum," said the nurse of a workhouse infirmary to a
woman closely veiled, who was bending over a bed upon which lay
stretched the form of an old man. What a face for any woman to gaze
upon, and know that once it had been the joy of her life to mark the
light of intellect and the tenderness of devotion sparkling and kindling
in the eyes that now only turned in their sunken sockets with dim, vague
unrest from side to side.
"Do you know me, Roland?" asked the visitor; but no reply was made, nor
sign of any kind given.
"Bless you, no, mum; he doesn't know me as allus feeds him, and hasn't
for months. He jest lays there and rolls his eyes about, and cries
sometimes like a babby," said the nurse who stood by. "You see, mum,"
she continued, "it's more often like this with them as drinks, when they
can't get at their drops, they jest get lower and lower, and you can't
do nothing for them. My old man went off like this one, and he'd been a
frightful drinker."
"How do you know when he's worse?" asked Mrs. West, for it was she.
"He won't swaller his food, mum, and you can't get no heat into him;
jest feel his hands." Mrs. West took the icy hand into her own, and
started at its chill dampness.
"This is no ordinary coldness," she said, with a nurse's quick
perception; for many years had passed since, obeying her husband's
mandate, she had found occupation for herself, and food for her
children, at the bedside of the sick and dying.
"He is dying," she said, touching the clammy forehead; "Oh, Roland, say
one word to your wife before you go." As if in answer to her appeal
there flashed a gleam of intelligence from the glazing eyes, and with a
tremendous effort one word broke from the blue lips with terrible
distinctness, and rang through the ward. It was the word "Forgive."
Then the eyes grew fixed, and the face slowly settled down into the
stillness of death. He who was once the pride of a fond father, and the
joy of a doting mother, had made his mark and gone from a workhouse bed
to answer before his Creator and Judge for the deeds done in the body.
[Illustration]
[Illustration]
HOW A HUSBAND WAS LOST AND FOUND.[B]
"WELL, my girl, this is a spanking place to call our own," said Richard
Watson, as he surveyed with pride the two tiny rooms which formed the
new home to which he had just brought the woman of his choice. His
mother had left them together, after putting the last remaining touches
to the place; and they had completed their short tour of investigation,
discovering, at each step of their slow progress, some new trace of the
thoughtful care that had been bestowed upon the arrangement of the goods
and chattels with which the two young people had ventured to set up
housekeeping.
Richard was a mason by trade, and although his wages were not high,
they had enabled him to save something towards a rainy day, and to
furnish the aforesaid rooms.
Jane, his wife, had been a domestic servant in a clergyman's family for
many years, and had left, with mutual regrets, when Richard would no
longer wait for the fulfilment of her promise to him. There was only one
fault that her mistress ever had occasion to find with Jane; and, before
her maid left, she very faithfully pointed it out; showing her that
continued yielding to her failure would be likely to prove disastrous to
her happiness as a wife. Jane listened attentively, and promised to
remember the warning, and guard against what she knew to be her greatest
besetment. And she fully intended to keep her promise. Richard had been
so patient and good, and was so fond of her, that it would, indeed, be a
shame if she did not do all in her power to make him happy. So strong
was she in her own purpose, that she forgot that the habit which had
grown with her years would be too powerful for merely a good resolution
to overcome.
But that evening, as they lingered over their meal, there was no
suspicion of future trouble. The atmosphere was one of love and calm
enjoyment. Would that upon every married life there always rested the
warm sunshine of that mutual love and trust with which most young people
commence their journey together. Too often the love grows cold, faith
in each other is lost, and the only change that comes to many from the
sore misery of living divided lives is the darkness of death, and an
unknown, unprepared for, eternity.
"O, Richard, I never thought you'd have had everything so nice and ready
for me. I quite expected plenty of work for a few days," said Jane.
"'Twasn't likely, my dear, as I'd have brought you to that at first, I'd
sooner have paid a woman; but mother, she'd have been quite hurt if I
hadn't have let her set to work; and I'm sure not even you would have
made the place look prettier and brighter," replied Richard.
"No, you're right, Richard. Dear old soul! It's very likely that I
shouldn't have fixed the rooms half so nicely; but I shall do my very
best to keep them just as they are for many a day. Missis always said I
was careless about my work; but it seems to me as if doing for one's own
home must be a very different thing to slaving for any one else."
"I've no fear of you, my dear, none at all," replied Richard; "but I
don't want you to be slaving and toiling away all your time. You'll get
plenty of that by and bye, like my poor mother."
"I can do all my own work, and perhaps lend her a helping hand, for
she'll be sure to miss you; and 'tisn't fair that I should take her son,
and not make her some kind of a return."
"Bless you, my girl! I'd thought of that before, but didn't like to say
anything to you about it, because some women might have been jealous if
their husbands had thought anything about their old mothers, who nursed
'em and brought 'em up. I'm real glad you're not that sort."
"I should think it downright mean to be jealous of my own mother-in-law,
so you never need fear for me, my dear," returned Jane.
Thus they chatted on through the evening, the first of many such
pleasant times; and for weeks Richard never returned from his daily toil
without being gladdened by the sight of a figure in clean print dress
standing in the doorway to greet him.
But one evening, although Jane met her husband as usual, there was
something about her which puzzled Richard.
"What's the matter with you, missis?" he inquired at length, examining
her critically, as she took her seat opposite him at the table and began
to pour out his tea.
Jane flushed and hesitated, and finally said: "What eyes you men have!
Can't you see?"
"I declare you've never changed your morning gown, and it wasn't extra
clean to start with; so said I to myself this morning: 'I suppose Jane's
going to have a cleaning day; but there's one comfort, she'll be as neat
and clean when I get back as she was the first day she stepped foot in
the house.'"
"That's just how it is, Richard. I've had a good hard day's work; and I
was so tired, I thought for once it didn't matter about changing my
dress, as my hands and face were clean."
"Humph," said Richard. He was evidently not quite of his wife's opinion;
and, all that evening, whenever he happened to look across at Jane, he
experienced a disagreeable sensation at the unaccustomed sight of a
dirty dress, and hair that was anything but smooth.
Richard was certainly very particular; and the next morning, on
returning from closing the street door behind him, after listening to
his last charge to meet him that evening in her usual spotless attire,
Jane uttered the ejaculation: "Fussy!"
At that juncture, her landlady, Mrs. Jones, stepped in, asking for the
loan of some kitchen utensil, and Jane, with little work on hand, fell
into gossip.
"Yes," she said, in answer to her neighbour's comments on the appearance
of the room, "it does look nice. I spent the best part of yesterday over
it. My good man is very particular, and so am I, for the matter of that,
and I like a clean place to sit in."
"Ah, well, wait till you've a batch of children, like me, and you won't
be able to have your regular cleaning times, and get done to sit with
your husband of evenings. Not that mine's ever at home, if I had the
chance of sitting down a spell," said Mrs. Jones.
"My husband always stays at home, and I should fret if he took to
leaving me alone," replied Jane.
"Don't you make too much fuss over him at first, my dear. He'll be
spoiled, and always expect you to keep it up. Just you take my advice,
Mrs. Watson, and live a little easy the next few months, while you've
got the chance. Life'll be hard enough for you, depend upon it; and I'd
just save my strength if I was you, for you'll need it all."
With these parting words the woman went away, leaving her suggestions
and advice to work as they might in Jane's mind. It was so different to
anything her husband's mother had ever said to her on the matter. "Spare
no pains," she had said, "during the first year of your married life, to
make home the happiest place in all the world for your husband, and you
will never regret it."
Hitherto Jane had listened to her words and acted upon them, thereby
securing her own and her husband's happiness. Now she sat down, somewhat
listlessly, to think over what Mrs. Jones had just said.
"Who's likely to be right, I wonder, mother or Mrs. Jones? 'Tisn't
likely that his own mother would think her son could be spoiled; and
yet, I don't know but what I'm doing that, and I'm sure I can't keep it
up always. I never have an idle moment," mused she; "what with keeping
my own place as clean as a new pin, and running round to mother's. I
wonder what Mrs. Jones would have said if I'd told her that he didn't
like my dirty dress yesterday evening, and scarcely said a word to me,
after slaving all day to please him! Men do want a lot from a woman, I
must say!"
But just at that point Jane started to her feet, and resolutely put away
the new thought which had come upon her quite unawares. But Jane's habit
had asserted itself again, and, little by little, she yielded to it;
until one day Richard let himself into his home with the latch-key, and,
walking into the little kitchen, found an untidy place, and a dirty wife
stooping before a fireless grate.
"Come, come, missis, do you know the time?" he said.
"How should I, when the clock's stopped?"
"Why didn't you wind it then, my dear? But don't flurry yourself," he
added kindly; "I'll get cleaned, and then maybe tea'll be ready." And
passing into the outer kitchen, Richard began to wash away the traces of
his day's work. Half ashamed of herself, Jane bustled about, and soon
had tea waiting. When Richard came in he glanced at his
slatternly-looking wife, and said: "I don't mind waiting while you're
making yourself tidy, Jane."
"It doesn't matter, Richard. We're late to-night, and the evening will
be gone directly."
"Well, Jane, I don't like my wife to sit down in such a dirty state as
you're in. I don't see the need of it, when I can be clean enough."
"Oh, no! I dare say not; you men think we women folk can do the dirtiest
work and never soil our fingers and be always ready to dance attendance
on you whenever you choose to come home," said Jane, using her perverse
woman's tongue as she had never before ventured to do in her husband's
presence.
Richard opened his lips to utter a sharp retort, but, being a man of
peace, thought better of it; and, rising from his seat, took down his
hat from its peg, remarking that there was one woman at least who he
knew would be very glad to dance attendance upon him, and as he thought
he had rather neglected her of late, he would go and spend the evening
with her. The moment he had gone, Jane rushed into the street, calling:
"Come back, Richard, do come back!" but Richard had gone too far to
hear, or did not choose to heed her cry.
"He's never left me before," she cried, as she returned to her desolate
room; and conscience, with many a sting, told her that it was all her
own doing.
Richard rapidly made his way to his mother's cottage; but when he
reached it, all was darkness, and there was no answer to his repeated
knocks. "Out nursing again, I suppose," he muttered, and not knowing
whither to turn his steps for the evening, for he was determined not to
return home till late, he stood hesitating.
"Well, Dick, my boy, what brings you away from your home and your wife
to-night? It's a strange thing to clap eyes on you these days," said a
voice at his side; and turning, he saw a man with whom he had formerly
worked.
"You're right; I don't often turn out of nights; but I wanted to see my
mother, and I find she's out."
"The very ticket! your wife won't be expecting you back just yet; and we
want a sociable, sensible fellow like you at our workmen's club. You've
promised me many a time to come and see us; now's your chance!" said the
man, clapping him on the shoulder.
"I don't care if I do look in," said Richard after a moment's
deliberation; "but I mustn't be late."
"Come along, then," answered the man, well pleased with the chance of
introducing a manly fellow like Richard to his companions in the
neighbouring tavern, where the meetings of the club were nightly held.
Suffice it to say, that late that evening Richard was helped to the door
of his home by some of its members, with the understanding that he was
to be enrolled among their number on the following evening. It would
take too long to picture Jane's distress when she met him after her long
waiting and remorse. Her husband in such a condition, and none to blame
but herself! She did not sleep that night, and in those dark hours she
determined that the past should be retrieved. She watched him anxiously
the next morning, but he never spoke, except to answer her questions in
monosyllables. Long before his time for returning from work had
arrived, the kitchen was spotlessly clean, the kettle singing on the
shining grate, and Jane herself arrayed in a clean gown and new ribbon.
"Surely, he'll want to stay at home to-night, when he sees how pleasant
everything looks again," said she to herself. When he came in, he took
no apparent heed of his surroundings, but drank his tea in moody
silence. When he had finished, he rose and took his hat, but Jane
started up, crying:
"Oh, Richard, pray don't leave me again to-night! See how nice
everything is, and I promise you it shall always be so."
"Don't take on so, lass," he said, touched by the sight of her tears; "I
won't be long away, but I've made a promise, and must stick to it," and
with that Jane had to be content. But though she watched until she grew
weary he came not to cheer her loneliness. She had carelessly permitted
him to leave her side, and now other influences were around him, and she
must reap the consequences of her folly. From that time Jane's evenings
were spent in solitude and tears. In vain she sought to keep her husband
under the safe shelter of his own roof. When he would have yielded to
her entreaties, his companions came and carried him away in triumph.
Eventually, Jane grew resentful and careless, and when her first little
one was born she had settled down to habitual neglect of her home and
her own person. The responsibility of motherhood roused her to fresh
efforts, which, if she had persevered in them, might have proved
successful, but she soon relapsed into her slatternly ways, and was
content to spend her days listlessly nursing her baby, and musing upon
the wretchedness of her lot. At first Richard had taken considerable
pride in the tiny atom of humanity which had found its way into the
home; but baby came in for her share of neglect, and after a while her
father took little notice of her.
"Poor little baby! your father doesn't care for you or me! He loves the
drink and his public-house mates a deal better than the pair of us,"
sighed Jane many a time. Well, Jane, who sent him to the public-house to
find friends and amusements, in the first place? You have no one to
thank but yourself you know, or you might know, if you would care to
think. But Jane seldom did think, and the gulf in the cottage home
between husband and wife grew wider and deeper as the months and years
rolled away. Children were born to their lot of misery and neglect, and
Jane had hard work to fill their hungry mouths and cover their
nakedness. Pitifully small grew the weekly sum which Richard brought
home to meet the growing need of those who belonged to him. How else
could it be when so large a portion of his hard-earned money went to
support the wife and children of the thriving publican whose house
Richard patronised every evening of the week?
"I don't know how you expect me to get bread and pay rent with that
pittance," said Jane one Saturday evening as he threw a few shillings
into her lap.
"If it isn't enough, why don't you go out, then, and earn for yourself,
like many a better woman than you is doing?" he growled.
How low Richard had sunk! But he had only gone down one step at a time.
"And who'd look after your children, I'd like to know, while their
mother's away slaving?" retorted his wife.
"Precious little looking after such dirty brats want. Something to eat
once or twice a day, and mud to make pies of, and they're enough like
their dirty mother to be satisfied," said Richard, scowling in disgust
at his miserable-looking wife, who replied:
"I'm a good match for you, whatever you may say, although I should be
sorry to have your red nose and bleared eyes." Richard muttered an oath,
and his wife disappeared, having gone as far as she deemed prudent.
"I've a good mind to go out cleaning after all. It's a new idea. I can't
sit in the house, and fold my arms in idleness while the children want
bread," said Jane to herself that evening. "It's true enough that the
children don't want much looking after. I dare say Mrs. Jones would take
baby and give the others their food for a few pence, if I could get
work."
"I declare I'll do it!" she presently decided.
There was little difficulty in getting work, and for her children's sake
Jane worked as she had never done before. With the continual strain on
body and mind she grew prematurely old and worn; but there was no help
for it. She must work now until all strength failed, for Richard's money
ceased altogether, and the children were wholly dependent upon her
exertions.
One day she went to a new place to which she had been recommended by one
of her constant employers. Whilst she was cleaning a window in the room
where the mistress of the house was seated at work, the lady commenced a
conversation. Usually reticent about her own affairs, Mrs. Martyn's
gentleness touched Jane's desolate spirit, and the story of her
wretchedness was soon told.
"Were you happy when you were first married?" Mrs. Martyn inquired, and
was startled by the vehement answer:
"Oh, yes, ma'am, as happy as the day was long! My husband was so good,
and always spent his evenings at home. Ah, we were happy!"
"What made the difference, my poor woman?" was the next question, and
Jane hung her head. She had long ceased to blame herself for her share
in the wrong which had blighted her life. It all came back to her now;
conscience spoke, and would not be silenced, and told her that but for
her wrong-doing, hers might still have been a happy home.
"It was my fault, ma'am," she faltered. "I was careless and neglectful
of his comforts, and spoke sharply to him for no earthly reason, and
he's that changed, I don't know him, and he gets worse. Look here,
ma'am," and opening her dress she revealed a bruise, inflicted by a
cruel hand, "that's the first time he's ever given me a real blow; but
he'll not stop at that."
"Poor thing," said Mrs. Martyn, shuddering at the revelation of a
sister's woe.
"Couldn't you try and win him back?"
"I tried years ago, and it was no use, and now he isn't worth it,
ma'am," answered Jane.
"But suppose he could be drawn from his evil companions, and strong
drink! Don't you think it would be worth while to have an affectionate
father for your children, and a tender husband for yourself, Mrs.
Watson?"
"Yes, ma'am, if it could be done; but I don't believe it could," replied
Jane, despondingly.
"Will you promise me to make one more effort if I help you, and ask Mr.
Martyn to look after your husband? He wouldn't be the first man whom my
husband has helped out of the mire."
A flash of hope lit up Jane's face, and she said: "You're very kind to
take any interest in a stranger, ma'am, I'm sure, and if it will please
you, I'll try once more."
"That's right; now go on with your work as quickly as possible, and I'll
do my best to arrange some plan for you."
Jane's fingers fled over her work, as she looked into a possible future
of brightness for herself and her children. "Hoping against hope," she
called it, and yet she continued to hope.
At four o'clock that afternoon, Mrs. Martyn came to her and bade her lay
aside her work, and prepare to go home.
"Never mind finishing, Mrs. Watson; the servant can manage very well
now, and it is of the utmost importance that you should be home early to
carry out my plan," said the lady. "Your husband comes home, you tell
me, soon after six for his tea. Now you must have your kitchen as neat
and clean as you can get it in the time. The fire must be bright, and
the tea laid, and everything as much like it used to be as possible. In
this parcel you will find a little good tea, and a chop for your
husband, also a few other things which you may find useful. You may take
the old carpeting you shook to-day; it will do to lay down before your
fire-place. But, above all, you must be perfectly clean and fresh
yourself, your best dress on, and a bright ribbon, if you have it, and
your children to match. Don't forget anything, and Mr. Martyn will look
in during the evening and see if he cannot persuade your husband to
come with him to the Gospel Temperance Room and sign the pledge.
Remember, I shall be asking God to bless your effort, and I believe He
will."
"Oh, ma'am," cried Jane, with streaming eyes, "how can I ever thank you
for your goodness?"
"Don't wait to try, but run off, or you will not have time to prepare
for your husband's return."
With hurried footsteps Jane sped home. Arrived there, she begged Mrs.
Jones to keep her baby until she was ready for her, while the other
little ones were dismissed into the back yard. It was years since the
grate had received such a polishing, or the floor such a scrubbing. When
it was finished, Jane surveyed the work of her hands with satisfaction.
"Now for myself," she said. Opening the bag Mrs. Martyn had given her,
she discovered a white apron, two or three clean pinafores for the
children, besides the things Mrs. Martyn had specified.
"I'll put on one of those print dresses I used to wear. It's faded and
old-fashioned now; but it's clean, and that's more than the rags I've
got are, and maybe Richard'll think I look something like I did years
ago," said Jane; and, although there were lines of care on her forehead,
and hollows in her cheeks, there was such an unwonted sparkle in her
eyes as she tried the effect, that she scarcely recognised herself as
the same forlorn-looking creature who had left the house that morning.
"Come, children, I want you." Three ragged, unkempt little ones came
running in.
"Oh, mother, what a nice fire!" "Oh, mother, what a lovely cake!" and
"Oh, mother, how grand you look, and what a clean floor you've made!"
were the exclamations that burst from the astonished trio, as they
entered the room.
"Yes, it's a clean floor, and you must try to keep it so; and if you're
good you'll get some cake when father comes home. Listen, children!
perhaps if you're very quiet and behave yourselves, father'll stay at
home to-night and every night, and then I needn't go out to work any
more, and leave you alone all day long."
"Oh, mother, that would be jolly!" they cried.
Jane had scarcely imagined what a little attention would do for her
neglected children, and she exulted in the thought that their father
would scarcely know them. Baby's turn came last of all; and finally Jane
sat down, with all preparations made, in no little trepidation, to await
her husband's arrival. His heavy step was heard at last, and she rose as
he entered the room, while her children clustered round her.
"Beg pardon, missis," stammered Richard, after a moment's stupified
pause; "I've made a mistake somehow."
"Oh, Richard, Richard, you've made no mistake! This is your home, I am
your wife, and these are your children."
"Jane," he exclaimed, "what's come to you all? who's coming, and what's
this cleaning up for?"
"Richard, my dear, there's no one but you coming, and this cleaning up
is all for you; and if you'll only make up your mind to stay at home
always, you'll never find any worse place to come to; but a great deal
better in time, I promise you faithfully," and Jane sank down in her
chair, unable to stand any longer.
"Well, my girl, I will say as it's the pleasantest sight I've set eyes
on for many a long day. Put the baby down, and let's look at you again.
I declare you look like the Jane I brought home years ago. I thought I'd
lost her for good, I did; but here she is again," and he put his hands
upon her shoulders and kissed her; the first kiss that his lips had left
upon hers for years, and Jane melted into floods of tears.
"Oh, Richard," she said, laying her head upon his breast, "if you'll
only forgive me and love me again, I'll make up for the past by being
the best wife that ever a man had!"
"Nay, my dear, you've got no call to talk like that. I've been a
wretched husband, and a bad father, and it's me as needs to ask
forgiveness. Don't cry, lass, now don't, it hurts me," and Jane
restrained her tears as quickly as possible, and with womanly tact
seated the baby on his knee, and sent the other children to crowd round
him while she made the tea; so that when they took their places at the
table the strangeness of the scene had well-nigh disappeared. The
children partook freely of the good things which Mrs. Martyn's care had
provided; but Richard and Jane found it hard work to touch anything, for
the tide of recollections that swept across them and threatened at times
to destroy their outward composure. After tea Jane anxiously watched her
husband's movements, and in terror saw him rise from his seat.
"You're not going out, Richard?" she pleaded.
"Nay, lass, don't be afraid," he said, kindly, "I'm only going to wash,
and make myself fit for the clean place and the clean wife."
Overjoyed, Jane bustled about, and quickly put the children to bed; and
when Richard entered the kitchen again, she was sitting with needle in
hand and a pile of ragged garments by her side.
"This looks like old times, Jane," he said.
"It's my fault that there's ever been any change, Richard," she
answered, humbly; "but if you'll only help me, we'll have our happy home
back again."
"I don't know what to say, Jane, to always staying at home with you. You
see, there's the club, and I'm almost bound to attend the meetings
sometimes, and they're held in the 'Green Dragon,' and when once a
fellow's there, he can't get away in a hurry."
"Oh, Richard, let the club go. It'll never do you any good, and unless
you break away altogether, it'll be the ruin of you."
Richard looked thoughtful, but said nothing.
Just then there was a knock at the door, and he started up, saying:
"That's some of my mates. I'll send them off to-night, Jane, anyhow."
"Oh, that it may be the kind gentleman who has promised to come!"
thought Jane.
It proved to be Mr. Martyn, and Richard waited with the door in his
hand, in doubt as to the stranger's errand.
"Are you Mr. Watson?" asked the gentleman. It was so long since Richard
had heard himself addressed in such a manner, that at first it did not
strike him that he was the man who bore that name.
"That's me, sir. Will you come in?"
Mr. Martyn walked into the kitchen, glanced round in pleased surprise,
and took the chair that Jane proffered.
"Now, Mr. Watson, I have only heard of you this afternoon, but I believe
you're just the man we want."
"Glad to help you in any way I can, sir," answered Richard, in much
surprise.
"Well, we have taken a hall down the road, here, and we want to fill it
with working-men whose evenings are free; make it a comfortable, homely
place, you know, with books, and papers, and harmless amusements, and an
occasional lecture or address, with, perhaps, a little speechifying
among the men, as some of them know how to talk sensibly. We only
commenced last week, but we are getting on nicely, and intend, on Sunday
evenings, holding a lively service, with plenty of singing. Will you
join us?" asked Mr. Martyn.
"I should like to, sir; but don't talk of me being the one to help you,
for I want helping myself. Perhaps you don't know; but I've been going
down, down, these six years and more, and I'm fairly sick when I think
what a fool I've made of myself," said Richard, with drooping head.
"Come, my friend," answered Mr. Martyn, with his hand on Richard's
shoulder: "that's the first step towards becoming a wiser man. The
second is, to make up your mind that the past shall be retrieved as far
as that is possible, and that for your wife and children's sake you'll
turn over a new leaf."
"It's easy to talk, sir, excuse me; but you don't know what that means
for a poor man like me," said Richard.
"I do know something about it," replied Mr. Martyn; "it means, every
day, facing, like a man, the taunts and jeers of your fellow-workmen. It
means fighting with all the power you have left, and all the power that
God can give you, against the terrible cravings of the appetite for
strong drink which you have created for yourself. It means giving up any
pleasure which you have found in the excitement of the tap-room, and the
company of your so-called friends. But let me tell you what else it
means. It means holding up your head, like a being created in God's
image, as you go through life. It means retaining the love of your wife
and children, and once more rejoicing in home comforts and fireside
joys; and, above all, it means putting away from you the greatest and
most effectual hindrance to your walking in the narrow way, which leads
to the heavenly home and eternal life, in the presence of God."
Richard was much stirred by Mr. Martyn's words. He buried his head in
his hands, and when he looked up again, there were traces of deep
emotion on his face.
"Sir," he said, "I thank you from my heart; it's all true, and a deal
more than you've said, but I never heard it put so plain before. I've a
mind to come round to your place to-night; leastways, if my poor wife'll
spare me," added Richard, with unaccustomed consideration.
"I shall be delighted, Richard, if you'll go; and thank you, a thousand
times, for your kindness, sir," said Jane, her face beaming.
"You can come, too, if you like, Mrs. Watson," said Mr. Martyn.
"Me, sir! Do you mean it?"
"Why of course. You don't think we give invitations to married men
without including their wives?"
"That's a new idea," said Richard, "but I don't know but what it's a
good one. We shouldn't get into half so much trouble as we do if our
wives went about with us more. I'm glad to have you, Jane; it's a long
spell since you and me went anywhere together."
Satisfied with the success of his errand, Mr. Martyn led the way,
chatting to his companions, until they entered the hall. There were many
working-men already there, some lounging in chairs, or on forms, with
their papers or books; others deeply interested in the game of chess, or
draughts. A few were smoking, with glasses of refreshing, but certainly
not intoxicating, beverage before them. Richard was wonderstruck at the
novel scene, and its air of thorough homeliness.
"This'll be the place for me, Jane," he whispered.
An address had been announced for that evening, and Mr. Martyn was
expected to speak. After leading Richard and his wife to seats, he
mounted the platform at the end of the room, and in a friendly, familiar
style, commenced to talk with the company. Most of them laid aside their
occupations, well pleased to listen to one who was known to be the
friend of working-men, and ever ready to help them in the difficulties
and temptations of their daily life. Like dew on thirsty ground fell his
wise suggestions, his timely warnings, his earnest counsels, upon the
ears and hearts of the new-comers.
Responding to the invitation with which he closed, they, with two or
three others, stepped forward and asked to sign the pledge, tremblingly
venturing to hope that even for them the future might hold a new life.
We may take the liberty of raising the curtain which conceals it from
their view, and assuring our readers that their hopes were realised, for
the old brightness and love found its way back into the home in which
sin and misery had reigned for years. Trusting no longer in their own
strength to keep the good resolutions with which they commenced the new
life, they found that He, whom they had slighted and forgotten, was not
only ready to forgive their past sin and folly, but was mighty to save
and keep them to the end of life's journey.
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FOOTNOTE:
[B] Reprinted by permission from "The Opposite House," published by T.
Woolmer, 2 Castle Street, E.C.
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DOWNWARD STEPS.
"MAY the Holy Vargin an' all the blissid saints purtect us! Here's yer
father comin' up the coort as dhrunk as a pig. Get along inter hidin'
wid yer, childer!" So saying, Mrs. Ryan, who had been standing with her
baby in the doorway of her wretched home, gossiping with the neighbours,
stepped into her kitchen, and awaited the arrival of her drunken husband
with trepidation. "Maybe he'll tumble upsthairs an' slape off his
dhrops, bad cess to him for a nasthy silfish brute," she muttered.
But no, Donovan Ryan staggered into the kitchen, and greeted his wife
with an inane smile, which in no wise deceived her, taught by many an
experience, how more than likely it was that the next moment his tipsy
amiability might be exchanged for the utmost fury.
"An' what will I be gettin' for yer tay? Shure ye're home airly the
night," she tremblingly said.
"It's yersilf that's mighty oblagin' intoirely, an' hasn't Donovan Ryan,
at yer service, ma'am,"--making a low bow which nearly lost him his
unsteady balance,--"a right to kem to his own home whiniver it may plaze
him, widout askin' yer lave, ye miserable, dirthy, scoldin' broth uv a
wumman?"
Donovan had raised his voice from low, mocking accents to stentorian
tones, which shook the little room.
Poor Mrs. Ryan shrank further and further away.
"Shure, Donovan, I meant no harm at all, at all. Be aisy now; an' I'll
git ye a cup uv tay in a jiffy," she said, coaxingly.
But, according to his ideas, Donovan had received a grievous insult, and
there was only one way in which the said insult could be avenged; and,
being made of that stern, courageous stuff of which some few of our
British workmen are composed, he proceeded to teach Mrs. Ryan, in a very
practical manner, that she really must not venture to offend the
perfectly justifiable ideas which he held of his own importance and
dignity. In all wifely submission, as in duty bound, and according to
long-established custom, she made no demur to the very ordinary
proceeding which occupied Donovan's attention for the next few minutes.
"See what ye'll git for venturin' to interfare wid yer husban'," he
said, as he paused for want of breath.
With a well-directed kick at the prostrate form before him, and a few
genial imprecations on womankind in general and his own wife in
particular, he shuffled out of the house.
"He's been up to his tricks again; a beatin' of his poor wife. It's well
he ain't my husband. I'd never stand it as she does, poor creature,"
said one of the women who were standing about.
"I don't see how you'd prevent it; but I'm going in to see whether poor
Mrs. Ryan is quite done for."
Mrs. Fisher, the last speaker, left the group and entered her
neighbour's house. In response to a feeble "Come in," she opened the
kitchen door, which Donovan had slammed behind him. Mrs. Ryan was
sitting on the floor crying bitterly.
"I'm kilt intoirely, Mrs. Fisher, an' me poor babby's frighted to death.
Shure her father's a murtherin', battherin' wretch. I'll take him afore
the magisthrate, I will."
"Poor thing, let me see what I can do for you," said Mrs. Fisher.
A few womanly ministrations, a cup of tea and kindly words, and Mrs.
Ryan was comforted.
"Don't be thinkin' hardly uv Donovan. He's civil spoken an' kind enough
whin the dhrink's out uv him; an' I'll have to put up wid his cross
worruds an' his batin's, for he's me husban' an' the father uv me
childer," were her parting words to her neighbour.
It was easy to be seen that Mrs. Ryan had proved no dull scholar, but
had readily learned the manly logic that might is right almost as
perfectly as her husband had intended that she should.
"I'll keep your children to tea, Mrs. Ryan; and, if you like, they can
go with my Jimmie and Alice to some children's affair they're holding in
the school-room round the corner this evening."
"Shure ye're the bist uv neighbours an' I'm grateful to ye for riddin'
me uv the worrit uv of the childer for a spell. But will ye jist sind
Meg in afore she's off to the matin'? Me head's crazy, an' she must git
me a dhrop uv the craythur to put a bit uv spirit inter me."
Mrs. Fisher promised, and then left the house.
After tea, little Meg, a forlorn, wiry child of eight years, came in and
fetched the stimulant which her mother craved, and with which Mrs. Ryan
comforted herself over her trying lot.
About eight o'clock the little ones returned. Three unkempt, ragged
urchins, full of excitement about all they had witnessed.
"Oh, mother, sich pritty picthures, an' sich fine singin'. An' sich nice
spoken jintlemen an' ladies."
"An' sich swate cards wid ribbon to hang 'em up."
"An' what was it all about, thin?" asked the weary mother, roused to
interest.
Meg answered: "The jintlemen tould us that the dhrink was a curse an' a
shame, an' he said it made folks cruel an' bad--"
"Thrue for him!" interjected the mother.
"An' he said," continued Meg, "that it wad be betther for no wan niver
to touch it at all, at all, an' thin they wad niver git dhrunk. An' he
wanted all the childer in the room to sign a promise niver to put it to
their lips; an' heaps uv 'em wint up an' signed, an' got a card wid
their names on to hang up, an' Mrs. Fisher's Jimmie an' Alice signed.
An' we said we'd ax you, mammy, an' maybe you'd say, 'Yes,' an' thin we
could sign nixt week."
"Yes, an', mammy, we don't want to be like daddy whin we grow up, so we
may sign, mayn't we?" eagerly put in Teddie, the youngest.
"Ye might be worse nor yer poor father, an' don't ye say a worrud
against him; an' as for ye signin' the pledge, ye'll do no sich thing. A
dhrap uv the craythur now an' thin won't hurt a livin' soul; an' I'll
not have ye sit yersilves up to be betther nor yer own father an'
mother." And poor deluded Mrs. Ryan finished her third glass of hot
whiskey and water, and drained the sweet dregs into the open mouth of
her wan-faced baby.
A few days after, his drinking bout being over for the time being,
Donovan Ryan sat over the kitchen fire watching his wife's preparations
for tea.
"Shure, Patty, have ye heard that Harry Fisher has turned teetotal?" he
suddenly said.
"Niver, shurely, now; what's the likes uv him, as niver gits dhrunk more
nor wance in a blue moon, nade to be jhinin' a wake-minded, wathery set
like the teetotalers?" exclaimed Mrs. Ryan, in a tone of irritation.
Donovan stirred uneasily.
"Sorra am I the man to say he's made a misthake, for I'd jhine that same
set mesilf if I thought I'd howld out whin the dhrink craze takes me."
"I'd be ashamed to own ye for me husban' if ye made such a fool uv
yersilf, Donovan," cried his wife, with energy. "It's thrue enough ye
overstips the bounds uv sobriety oftener nor Harry Fisher, more shame to
ye; but to make out ye're afeard uv a dhrap uv the craythur, an' give
yer worrud niver to touch it, wad be to confess yersilf a poor wake
gossoon widout any sperrit in him at all, at all."
Mrs. Ryan was never afraid of her husband in his sober moments, as will
be readily observed. Indeed, at such times, he stood somewhat in awe of
her sharp tongue. On the present occasion she continued to rail against
water-drinkers and their weakmindedness, till, as if ashamed of the
moral cowardice he had evinced, Donovan said:
"Whist, wumman, hould yer tongue, ye've no nade to fear I'll jhine the
teetotalers, so make yer mind aisy on that point."
After which assurance Mrs. Ryan cooled down, and allowed her husband to
smoke his pipe in thoughtful silence.
"What on airth are ye thinkin' uv, Mrs. Fisher, to let yer husban' sign
against a dhrap uv good beer?" she said the next morning to her
neighbour.
"I'm downright glad he has, and I mean to do the same. You see, the
children's set the example, and were so earnest for their father to
sign, that he made up his mind to do so. I wish you'd let your little
ones do the same, and persuade your husband too."
"Bad cess to ye for settin' yerself up to be suparior to yer neighbours,
and advasin' uv them to follow yer example. Faix, I'd rather me husban'
git dhrunk ivery blissid day uv his life, an' bate me black and blue
inter the bargain, nor sign the pledge." And in high dudgeon Mrs. Ryan
went in, slamming her door behind her with great violence.
Weeks and months passed away, and still, in the dingy court where the
Ryans and Fishers lived, the same sad scenes of sin and degradation were
witnessed. One day it was rumoured that the Fishers were moving into a
better neighbourhood, which rumour proved to be correct.
"An' didn't I say as her ladyship, wid her illigant slips uv childer,
an' her jintleman husban' wad soon be too suparior intoirely to mix wid
the likes uv us. Axin' yer kind lave, shure it's Peggy Ryan as wishes ye
ivery blissin', an' has the honour uv givin' ye a partin' bit uv advace.
Lave yer dacint neighbours alone, an' don't hould yer head up so high,
me dear." Thus saying, Mrs. Ryan stood in front of Mrs. Fisher, who was
about to follow her goods and chattels out of the court, and, to the
amusement of the bystanders, spread out her scanty skirts, and made a
sweeping curtesy. For some time past Mrs. Fisher had found it difficult
to live peaceably among her neighbours, proving how advantageous to
health and pocket her own and her husband's Temperance principles had
been, they had both tried to secure adherents to the good cause. They
had met with little success, and in some instances, notably that of Mrs.
Ryan, had earned for themselves continual abuse and scorn.
Years passed and Donovan Ryan went down to a drunkard's grave unwept and
unhonoured. With rapid footsteps his wife followed him, leaving to the
children as her legacy, the craving for intoxicants which had been
engendered in their infancy and ministered to with such assiduity in
following years.
Is the story improbable, impossible? No, for thousands of lives cursed
with the disease of drink attest its truth.
There was a ray of hope seen; there was help offered in earlier years;
but some hand, perhaps that of the wife and mother, quenched the hope,
and thrust aside the offered help, and forced those for whose salvation
it was responsible into paths of ever-deepening darkness and rayless
despair.
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HOW JARVIS WAS SAVED.
"IT'S quite true, ma'am, I've been a drinker; but, indeed, I've given it
up, and if you'll only give me a chance of redeeming my character, you
shan't ever regret it."
The lady who was thus addressed looked up from the letter she had been
reading, somewhat doubtfully, at the speaker who was a woman past her
early youth, red-faced and coarse-featured, but with honest gray eyes
and a set mouth that bore witness to the purpose indicated by her words.
"But you lost your last situation by giving way to drink," said Mrs.
Reston.
"Yes, ma'am, I did. I had got into the habit, and nothing was kept
locked up, and I couldn't help taking it when the longing came on me."
The woman was singularly frank the lady thought, and after further
conversation, it was decided that she should enter Mrs. Reston's service
as cook.
"You will find no temptation to drink here," said Mrs. Reston. "I keep
all intoxicants under lock and key, and the housemaid does not take
anything of the kind. So you see, if you really wish to reform you have
a good chance, and, indeed, if I did not think you were sincere in your
wish to turn over a new leaf, I would not engage you."
The woman's voice broke a little as she thanked her future mistress and
left the house.
"Really, Edmund, I was so struck by her intense desire to begin a new
life, and as in every other respect her character was unimpeachable, I
thought here was a fine opportunity of putting the golden rule into
practice," replied Mrs. Reston to her husband's remonstrances upon the
rashness of her proceeding.
"What a woman you are! You know that such an argument is unanswerable,
and I must retreat from the field vanquished," laughingly remonstrated
the husband, and the matter dropped.
"Now, Jarvis," said Mrs. Reston, when a few mornings later she had given
her orders to the new cook, "I dare say you will miss your usual
stimulant for some time, and you are quite at liberty to make yourself
coffee or cocoa whenever you wish, and if there is any other way in
which you may be helped to fight against your besetment let me know, for
I want you to look upon me as your friend."
Cook stammered something unintelligible, and, somewhat surprised at her
agitation, Mrs. Reston left the kitchen.
"If this don't beat everything! Nothing but lectures and black looks
have I ever had before, and now to think of a real lady speaking so
kind, and saying she wanted to be my friend!" And, in her excess of
astonishment and emotion, Jarvis stood and watched the milk for the
pudding she was about to make boil over, and then mechanically emptied
what remained into the coffee dregs which were yet standing on the
breakfast table. Weeks passed away and Mr. Reston ceased to tease his
wife about her latest philanthropic effort, and Mrs. Reston forgot to
watch Jarvis with anxiety, and dismissed all misgivings as to the
prudence of the step she had taken.
"Breakfast not ready yet! how's this?" asked Mr. Reston one morning,
entering the dining-room at the usual time, to find the housemaid just
commencing to lay the cloth, and his wife looking troubled.
"It can't be helped, dear. Symonds has been single-handed this morning,
for Jarvis is not down yet," replied Mrs. Reston. Her husband raised his
eyebrows and coughed significantly as he sat down and took up his
newspaper.
"What's the matter with your paragon, my dear?" he presently said.
"I haven't asked her yet," was the dry answer. Mr. Reston thought he had
better not pursue the subject, and relapsed into silence. After he had
left the house, Mrs. Reston examined the contents of the cellaret, and
came to the conclusion that Jarvis had been helping herself in large
quantities from the stores of wine and spirits kept there.
She had been visiting with her husband the previous evening, and the
housemaid had also been out, thus leaving every opportunity for Jarvis
to indulge in the stimulants she had stolen.
Mrs. Reston also remembered that on returning home she had found the key
of the cellaret, which she had missed, lying on the floor close to the
side-board, and the door locked as usual. Symonds had come in to prayers
alone, and said that cook had gone to bed with a bad headache.
"Send Jarvis to me as soon as she comes down," she said to the
housemaid, who answered her summons.
"It's too disappointing," she soliloquised; "I felt so positive that
Jarvis would do well; I am sure there is nothing I have left undone to
help her in her attempts to abstain." Kind, good Mrs. Reston, there is
just one thing you have left undone; but when you shortly learn how you
have failed to do all that was necessary to effectually help your weak
sister, will you have sufficient courage and love to enable you to
remedy the past and help to save a soul from perishing in its sin?
There was a knock at the door, and Jarvis entered with swollen, downcast
eyes and face redder than usual.
"Well, Jarvis," said Mrs. Reston, after a moment's silence.
"I've got nothing to say, ma'am; I can go as soon as you like," sullenly
replied the woman.
Mrs. Reston sighed. Was it any use to give Jarvis another trial, or
should she send her away at once? She looked at the half-averted face
and the nervous hands that were busily folding and unfolding the hem of
her apron, and with a wave of pity surging in her heart for the sinning,
suffering creature before her, said quickly and tenderly:
"But I don't want you to go, Jarvis. I want to save you, if you will let
me. Come, tell me what else I can do for you."
Jarvis looked up, half doubting the evidence of her senses.
"Ma'am," she gasped, between heavy, choking sobs; "do you really mean to
say that you care about saving such an ungrateful wretch as me?"
"Why, Jarvis, of course I do. I will do _anything_ to help you."
"Would you, oh would you do anything, ma'am?"
Again Mrs. Reston repeated the assurance. Battling with her emotion,
Jarvis said: "I'm ashamed to ask such a favour at your hands, ma'am, but
I believe there's only one thing under heaven that would be the saving
of me."
"What is that, Jarvis?"
There was a long pause, and then Jarvis blurted out: "I've never signed
the pledge, ma'am; but if you'd draw up some kind of a promise to keep
from the drink, and put your own name to it, and let me sign after, it
would be the saving of me."
"What a strange thing to ask, Jarvis! What good would it do you to know
that I, who am always moderate in my use of stimulants, had given them
up?"
"Oh, ma'am, it would make me feel that somebody in this wide world cared
enough for me to give up something for my sake. I've never had any one
to care for me since my mother died fifteen years ago. I made up my mind
that I would be independent of every one and look after myself, and when
I felt dull I just took a glass, until I got into the habit of taking
too much. When I came here you were so kind to me that I couldn't help
feeling you were different to my other mistresses who only seemed to
care how much they could get out of me, and I've been that grateful,
ma'am, I would have done anything for you; but last night I got low, and
the longing for drink took me, and something whispered: 'There's your
mistress for all her kind words, she's none so different as the rest of
them, only she's got another way with her. You're a good cook and suit
her well while you keep from the drink, and she thinks if she speaks
fair she'll manage you well enough.' And then, ma'am, I thought of your
beautiful wines which you could take without any harm to yourself,
while my beer had done such cruel work for me, and suddenly the thought
came: 'Why, your mistress cares for those luxuries that she takes every
day far more than she does for you, you poor thing; she wouldn't give
them up to save you from filling a drunkard's grave.' Then I grew
desperate, and came in here to see if there was anything left about, and
the key for once was in the side-board, and, and----"
"Yes, I know, my poor Jarvis, and now let me tell you that I do care
more for you a thousand times than for the luxuries you speak of, and to
prove it, I will never touch them again. I promise that, for your sake,
Jarvis, do you understand?" For Jarvis was standing looking stupified.
Her wide-open eyes suddenly filled with tears, and she fell at her
mistress' feet, and seizing her hand covered it with kisses.
"Oh, ma'am, you've saved me, you've saved me," she said again and again.
Yes, Jarvis was saved. From that time she steadily fought against her
deadly sin, until its besetment lost all power over her.
After years of devoted service she became the happy wife of one who
loved and trusted her, and to whom she confided the story of her past
degradation, and how she was reclaimed by the efforts and self-sacrifice
of her former mistress.
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WHY THE ANGELS REJOICED.
"GOOD-NIGHT, Mrs. Seymour. Must you leave so quickly?" asked a lady of
an elderly woman, who was hurrying past her pew with the stream of
worshippers that were leaving the chapel after the Sabbath-evening
service was ended, without waiting for the short prayer-meeting which
usually followed.
"Yes, ma'am, I can't wait a minute longer, for my husband's promised to
go to the Mission Hall, and the angels are going to rejoice to-night,"
answered Margaret Seymour with a radiant light of expectancy upon her
pale face.
"God grant that you may not be disappointed," returned the lady, with a
cordial pressure of the hand, and, as Margaret hastened out, her friend
inwardly marvelled at the strong faith which, during a lifetime of
neglect and cruelty, had sustained her poorer sister through terrible
seasons of hardship and toil.
Margaret Seymour had early left a Christian home to become the wife of a
man, who, destitute of any real religion himself, soon commenced to mock
and persecute the woman who had been induced to take a false step,
hoping to win her husband to seek for himself the joys which were hers.
But, hitherto, the hope had proved vain. Richard Seymour had sunk lower
and lower, until, enfeebled in health by his drunkenness and follies,
his family mainly depended upon the exertions of the wife and mother for
daily bread. Still, Margaret's faith did not fail. If she worked
incessantly all day long, and often far into the night, her prayers went
up without intermission to the Throne of Grace. There had been a time
when she had trusted the answer was at hand, for her husband had been
induced to attend a small Mission Hall near by, and whilst there had
been powerfully moved, and for a few weeks had given up some of his
sinful pursuits; but just when Margaret and the friends from the Hall
were beginning to rejoice over Richard as a "brand plucked from the
burning," he fell back into his former habits.
Margaret was sorely disappointed; but, casting herself again upon the
faithful word of her God, she took up the cross apportioned to her, and
went on her way in confident assurance of coming blessing. But for some
weeks past her desire for her husband's salvation had intensified, and
she had felt moved to pray with an earnestness that surprised even
herself. Her cry became that of the patriarch: "I will not let Thee go,
except Thou bless me." But no apparent result manifested itself. Indeed,
Richard appeared to grow more hardened and desperate than ever, and it
required all the grace and patience that Margaret possessed, to endure
his continual cruelty with meekness.
On the Saturday evening preceding the Sunday when she had expressed her
conviction of a joyful termination to her anxious watching, a knock was
heard at her door, and opening it, the kindly face of one of the workers
from the Mission Hall was seen.
"Is your husband in, Mrs. Seymour?" asked the man.
"Yes," answered Margaret, in an undertone, "he's just sitting down a bit
before going out for the evening; but come in and you'll catch him
nicely."
"Good-evening, Mr. Seymour, I'm glad to find you at home," were the
words that caused Richard to look up in angry surprise.
"Evenin'," he muttered by way of reply, without removing his pipe from
his mouth.
"I'm real sorry to have missed you from the Hall for so long, Mr.
Seymour, and I've been wondering whether you meant to leave us
altogether. We only want to be your friends, you know, and you don't
want to run away from those who would do you a good turn if you'd let
them," said the worker, nothing daunted by his ungracious reception.
Again Richard looked up, and perhaps the fact that his visitor was a
working-man not much above his own station in life, rendered him more
susceptible to the attention shown him. And besides, the spoken words
were not mere empty talk, Richard could not but acknowledge; for
practical help in dire need had found its way to the poverty-stricken
home, from the Christian friends who had rallied round his wife. So,
with half-shamed face, he answered gruffly:
"I didn't think of comin' again; such places ain't for the likes of me."
"And who do you think they are for then? Why, my man, it's poor folks
like you and me, who wouldn't feel comfortable in grand churches and
chapels, that want such homely places, where we can slip in and out
without being looked down upon."
"Maybe you're right so fur; but you don't want no smokin', drinkin'
fellers, anyhow," responded Richard.
"You're making another mistake, Mr. Seymour; for the truth is, we're
better pleased to see them turn up than any other sort of folks; so
you'd better give me leave to call for you to-morrow evening at eight
o'clock, before the service begins."
"Well, I'm beat. You mean to take it out of me, somehow, and I may as
well give in, but you needn't trouble to call. I'll come, sure enough."
"That's settled," said the man, rising to go, adding, as he offered his
hand to Richard, "You won't forget."
"No fear, with my old woman to pester me," answered Richard, with a grim
relaxing of his features. But as the door closed behind the visitor, his
face darkened, and, although he said nothing to his wife, he sat
gloomily watching the fire for a long time, then, muttering something
about "them interferin' folks," he put his pipe into his pocket, and
passed out into the street.
"God grant they may have interfered to some purpose!" said Margaret.
Hastily finishing the domestic duties which were filling her hands, she
turned for encouragement to the Book which had proved its power to
solace and cheer in the darkest hour. Presently, with thought and desire
too intense to allow the usual posture of devotion, she rose, and began
to pace her kitchen, while she wrestled and interceded for her sinning
husband. It was during that memorable hour of strong crying, that the
sweet assurance of a speedy answer was given; and the language of
petition no longer poured from her lips, but gave place to that of
thanksgiving for another repenting one, over whom there would shortly be
rejoicing "in the presence of the angels."
But to the eye of sense, nothing seemed more unlikely, as Richard
staggered home late that night in his usual drunken condition, and rose
the next morning in the worst of tempers, following her footsteps from
place to place, with the evident purpose of provoking her with his cruel
taunts, until she should retaliate. Clothed in the armour of God,
Margaret, however, withstood all the fiery darts that were flung around
her during that eventful day. As the winter afternoon waned, she
observed, with uneasiness, that Richard made no attempt to change the
working clothes in which he had lounged about all day, for the better
suit and the clean shirt, which she had managed by dint of self-denial
should never be wanting.
"I'm pretty sure he'll make that his excuse for not going to the Hall
to-night; but there, the Lord isn't confined to that place, and He can
just as well save Richard in his dirty shirt at home, if He thinks best,
as up there; and He's going to do it, sure enough; for didn't He tell me
the angels should rejoice over him?" she said to herself. She ventured,
however, a quiet remonstrance, saying: "Your Sunday things are laid out,
Richard, and you'd better get a wash; you'll feel fresher." But the only
answer she received was a curt: "Mind your own business, woman."
Meanwhile, Richard himself was feeling his own misery more deeply than
he would have confessed to a living soul. "I'd like to escape from it
all; but I've gone too far; I've had my chances, if ever a man had, and
I'd like to know what good'll come of my goin' to the Hall and seein'
all those folks again; it'll only make me more miserable than I am. I
wish I hadn't promised, and I've half a mind to turn into the 'Blue
Boar' instead," muttered the man to himself.
"Richard," said his wife as she put on bonnet and shawl, and picked up
her Bible and hymn-book, after tea was over; "I'm going up to the
chapel, but the sermon will be over in plenty of time for me to get back
to the Mission-place. You'll be sure to be dressed and ready waiting for
me."
"I shan't promise nothin'," growled Richard; but although Margaret heard
the words as she went out, she left the house with a light heart.
Altogether uncertain of his own intention, Richard strode about the
room, his pipe in his mouth, and his hands in his pockets.
"Anyhow," he said, "I may as well have a look at the water," and going
to the sink he washed himself for the first time that day. And then he
sat down, making no further attempt to prepare himself for his wife's
return. "She never lets a feller have any peace," he said, inwardly
blaming her for his mental unrest. He was sitting in his chair, still
smoking, when Margaret returned.
"O, Richard, you are not ready, and we shall be late!" she said.
"I never told you I was goin'," he answered, scowling at her.
"No, but you told Mr. Brown so, last night; and if you aren't there
soon, he's sure to come round, and see what's the matter, as he would be
certain to suppose you'd keep your promise unless something had
happened."
Surely it was heaven-sent wisdom that breathed in the words with which
she answered Richard's evasions. She was unprepared for the sudden
effect of her reply. Rising in haste, he said: "Here, get me my things
as quick as you can; I don't want that feller again." In a few minutes,
neatly dressed, Richard went up the street with his rejoicing wife.
They were singing as the two entered; but Margaret walked boldly up to
the top of the room, and Richard was reluctantly compelled to follow
her. He would have chosen to have slipped into the first seat by the
door, from whence egress could have been easy; but his wife determined
that once within those four walls, Richard should stay until the end of
the meeting. So she allowed him to pass into his seat first, and then
she followed him. But there was little fear of Richard being anxious to
leave the place; for, after the first prayer, he sat spell-bound, and
riveted to the spot, while the Holy Spirit revealed to him his guilt and
sin. His wasted life rose before him until the burden of his misery
seemed too great to be borne, and he could no longer prevent groans and
tears from bearing witness to his anguish of soul.
"Come and speak to my poor husband, will you, please, Mr. Brown?" said
Margaret, as the people were dispersing. The man crossed the room, and
sought to pour in the balm of Gilead to the wounded conscience.
"You don't think he died for such a big sinner as me?" was the response.
"Why, man, you don't know what a life I've led my poor wife there! She's
been beaten and kicked, and half-starved most of her time, while I've
spent my money in what's ruined body and soul, and you mean to tell me
that I may be saved from the hell I deserve?"
"Yes, I mean just that, and the Saviour tells you so in His own words;
so there can be no doubt about it."
"Let me know quick what He says," groaned the man. Mr. Brown took a
pocket Bible from his coat and read the following passages:
"Then will I sprinkle clean water upon you and ye shall be clean: from
all your filthiness and from all your idols, will I cleanse you." "The
Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost." "I am not
come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance." "Come unto Me,
all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." "Him
that cometh to Me, I will in no wise cast out."
"Do you mean to say that's written all fair and square, in black and
white?" asked Richard, who had been listening with open mouth to the
slow reading of the inspired words.
"Yes, I do; here, look for yourself." Richard grasped the book and,
following the direction of Mr. Brown's finger, with difficulty spelled
out for himself the blessed promises and invitations. As he reluctantly
handed the Bible back, a sigh of relief broke from him, and he
exclaimed: "Ay, it's there, sure enough! so He came to call sinners, did
He? drunkards like me!" A wonderful light overspread his face, and as
the truth broke fully upon his troubled mind, he started to his feet
crying out: "O, what a mighty Saviour! Bless Him, bless Him, for He died
for me!" The workers gathered round in silent joy as the shout of a King
rang through the place; but Margaret fell upon her knees and broke into
praise that was surely no faint echo of the exulting song which pealed
through the courts of heaven as the glad tidings were proclaimed of
another soul new-born into the liberty of the sons of God.
"Ah, my dear," said Richard to his wife, as late at night they sat
together in their home: "I've been a brute to you and the children; but,
God helping me, I'll make amends."
"Don't trust to yourself, Richard, my dear; you'll get plenty of chaff
from your mates, and plenty of temptation from within, and you must look
for help to Him who's got all needful strength and grace for you,"
replied Margaret, as they sat and talked with one another far on into
the early morning.
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"I say, nurse, can't you give this 'ere feller a sleepin' draught, or
summat as will keep his mouth shut for a spell? There's no such thing as
gettin' a wink o' sleep with him a shoutin' 'glory' all the time," said
a rough man who was occupying one of the beds in the infirmary.
"Poor fellow! it's a wonder to me how he can bear so much suffering and
never open his lips to complain," answered the nurse, turning her kindly
eyes towards the adjoining bed, where lay Richard Seymour, wasted by the
ravages of a sore disease, doubtless the result of early excess and long
years of intemperance. After witnessing a good confession of his faith
before ungodly companions, and for his Master's sake enduring scorn and
persecution nobly, he had suddenly been laid low on the bed of death.
"You needn't make any wonder of it, nurse," he answered; "I don't feel
as if I could grumble at my pain when my blessed Lord suffered on the
cross for me--praise His dear name!"
"Queer kind of a chap, ain't he?" said the man who had first spoken,
moving uneasily in his bed.
"Ay, Jim, I wish you knew what it was to feel 'queer' after the same
fashion. You may if you like, you know; the same mercy's for you as for
me, and O, mates!" said Richard, looking round upon the rows of faces
that were turned towards him; "it may be 'queer;' but it's worth while
havin' somethin' that will make you so happy when you come to face
death, that you can't sleep for thinkin' of the blessed Saviour, and how
He's waitin' for you."
So Richard testified to his fellow-sufferers until the last. Early one
morning the nurse heard him whisper faintly: "I'll soon be at home over
there." The next moment he quietly closed his eyes in death. Verily, a
brand plucked from the burning, a sinner saved by grace.
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FLETCHER AND SON, PRINTERS, NORWICH.
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Transcriber's Notes:
Obvious punctuation errors repaired.
Page 43, "caligraphy" changed to "calligraphy" (calligraphy with an air)
Page 53, "want's" changed to "wants" (this gentleman wants)
Page 88, "it's" changed to "its" (ha' its turn)
Page 115, "want's" changed to "wants" (if the babby wants)