He sat in the train on his way up-country, and from the carriage window
watched farms and meadows and tree-lined roads slide past. Where was
he going? He did not know himself. Why should not a man start off at
haphazard, and get out when the mood takes him? At last he was able to
travel through his own country without having to think of half-pennies.
He could let the days pass over his head without care or trouble, and
give himself good leisure to enjoy any beauty that came in his way.
There is Mjosen, the broad lake with the rich farmlands and long wooded
ridges on either side. He had never been here before, yet it seemed as
if something in him nodded a recognition to it all. Once more he sat
drinking in the rich, fruitful landscape--the wooded hills, the fields
and meadows seemed to spread themselves out over empty places in his
mind.
But later in the day the landscape narrowed and they were in
Gudbrandsdalen, where the sunburned farms are set on green slopes
between the river and the mountains. Peer’s head was full of pictures
from abroad, from the desert sands with their scorched palm-trees to the
canals of Venice. But here--he nodded again. Here he was at home, though
he had never seen the place before; just this it was which had been
calling to him all through his long years of exile.
At last on a sudden he gathered up his traps and got out, without the
least idea even of the name of the station. A meal at the hotel, a
knapsack on his back, and hey!--there before him lies the road, up into
the hills.
Alone? What matter, when there are endless things that greet him
from every side with “Welcome home!” The road is steep, the air grows
lighter, the homesteads smaller. At last the huts look like little
matchboxes--from the valley, no doubt, it must seem as if the people up
here were living among the clouds. But many and many a youth must have
followed this road in the evenings, going up to court his Mari or his
Kari at the saeter-hut, the same road and the same errand one generation
after another. To Peer it seemed as if all those lads now bore him
company--aye, as if he discovered in himself something of wanton youth
that had managed to get free at last.
Puh! His coat must come off and his cap go into the knapsack. Now,
as the valley sinks and sinks farther beneath him, the view across it
widens farther and farther out over the uplands beyond. Brown hills and
blue, ridges livid or mossy-grey in the setting sun, rising and falling
wave behind wave, and beyond all a great snowfield, like a sea of
white breakers foaming against the sky. But surely he had seen all this
before?
Ah! now he knew; it was the Lofoten Sea over again--with its white
foam-crested combers and long-drawn, heavy-breathing swell--a rolling
ocean turned to rock. Peer halted a moment leaning on his stick, and
his eyes half-closed. Could he not feel that same ocean-swell rising
and sinking in his own being? Did not the same waves surge through
the centuries, carrying the generations away with them upon great
wanderings? And in daily life the wave rolls us along in the old
familiar rhythm, and not one in ten thousand lifts his head above it to
ask: whither and why! Even now just such a little wave has hold of
him, taking him--whither and why? Well, the coming days might show;
meanwhile, there beyond was the sea of stone rolling its eternal cadence
under the endless sky.
He wiped his forehead and turned and went his way.
But what is that far off in the north-east? three sisters in white
shawls, lifting their heads to heaven--that must be Rondane. And see how
the evening sun is kindling the white peaks to purple and gold.
Puh!--only one more hill now, and here is the top at last. And there
ahead lie the great uplands, with marsh and mound and gleaming tarns.
Ah, what a relief! What wonder that his step grows lighter and quicker?
Before he knows it he is singing aloud in mere gaiety of heart. Ah, dear
God, what if after all it were not too late to be young!
A saeter. A little hut, standing on a patch of green, with split-stick
fence and a long cow-house of rough planks--it must be a saeter! And
listen--isn’t that a girl singing? Peer slipped softly through the gate
and stood listening against the wall of the byre. “Shap, shap, shap,”
went the streams of milk against the pail. It must be a fairy sitting
milking in there. Then came the voice:
Oh, Sunday eve, oh, Sunday eve,
Ever wast thou my dearest eve!
“Shap, shap, shap!” went the milk once more in the pail--and suddenly
Peer joined in:
Oh bright, oh gentle Sunday eve--
Wilt ever be my dearest eve!
The milking stopped, a cowbell tinkled as the cow turned her inquiring
face, and a girl’s light-brown head of hair was thrust out of the
doorway--soon followed by the girl herself, slender, eighteen,
red-cheeked, fresh and smiling.
“Good evening,” said Peer, stretching out his hand.
The girl looked at him for a moment, then cast a glance at her own
clothes--as women will when they see a man who takes their fancy.
“An’ who may you be?” she asked.
“Can you cook me some cream-porridge?”
“A’ must finish milking first, then.”
Here was a job that Peer could help with. He took off his knapsack,
washed his hands, and was soon seated on a stool in the close sweet air
of the shed, milking busily. Then he fetched water, and chopped some
wood for the fire, the girl gazing at him all the time, no doubt
wondering who this crazy person could be. When the porridge stood ready
on the table, he insisted on her sitting down close to him and sharing
the meal. They ate a little, and then laughed a little, and then
chatted, and then ate and then laughed again. When he asked what he had
to pay, the girl said: “Whatever you like”--and he gave her two crowns
and then bent her head back and kissed her lips. “What’s the man up to?”
he heard her gasp behind him as he passed out; when he had gone a good
way and turned to look back, there she was in the doorway, shading her
eyes and watching him.
Whither away now? Well, he was pretty sure to reach some other inhabited
place before night. This, he felt, was not his abiding-place. No, it was
not here.
It was nearly midnight when he stood by the shore of a broad mountain
lake, beneath a snow-flecked hill-side. Here were a couple of saeters,
and across the lake, on a wooded island, stood a small frame house that
looked like some city people’s summer cottage. And see--over the lake,
that still mirrored the evening red, a boat appeared moving towards the
island, and two white-sleeved girls sat at the oars, singing as they
rowed. A strange feeling came over him. Here--here he would stay.
In the saeter-hut stood an enormously fat woman, with a rope round
her middle, evidently ready to go to bed. Could she put him up for the
night? Why, yes, she supposed so--and she rolled off into another room.
And soon he was lying in a tiny chamber, in a bed with a mountainous
mattress and a quilt. There was a fresh smell from the juniper twigs
strewed about the newly-washed floor, and the cheeses, which stood in
rows all round the shelf-lined walls. Ah! he had slept in many places
and fashions--at sea in a Lofoten boat; on the swaying back of a camel;
in tents out in the moonlit desert; and in palaces of the Arabian
Nights, where dwarfs fanned him with palm-leaves to drive away the heat,
and called him pasha. But here, at last, he had found a place where it
was good to be. And he closed his eyes, and lay listening to the murmur
of a little stream outside in the light summer night, till he fell
asleep.
Late in the forenoon of the next day he was awakened by the entry of the
old woman with coffee. Then a plunge into the blue-green water of
the mountain lake, a short swim, and back to find grilled trout and
new-baked waffles and thick cream for lunch.
Yes, said the old woman, if he could get along with the sort of victuals
she could cook, he might stay here a few days and welcome. The bed was
standing there empty, anyway.