All that day the sun had fallen hot on the young ice in which the

scattered pans of the floe were frozen. Some of the wider patches of

green ice had been weakened to the breaking point. Here and there they

must have been eaten clear through. Doctor Rolfe contemplated an

advance with distaste. And by and by the first brief barrier of new ice

confronted him. He must cross it. A black film--the color of water in

that light--bridged the way from one pan to another. He would not touch

it. He leaped it easily. A few fathoms forward a second space halted

him. Must he put foot on it? With a running start he could----Well, he

chose not to touch the second space, but to leap it.

Soon a third interval stopped him. No man could leap it. He cast about

for another way. There was none. He must run across. He scowled.

Disinclination increased. He snarled: "Green ice!" He crossed then

like a cat--on tiptoe and swiftly; and he came to the other side with

his heart in a flutter. "Whew!"

The ice had yielded without breaking. It had creaked, perhaps; nothing

worse. It was what is called "rubber ice." There was more of it; there

were miles of it. The nearer the open sea the more widespread was the

floe. Beyond--hauling down the Spotted Horses, which lay in the

open--the proportion of new ice would be vastly greater. At a trot for

the time over the pans, which were flat, and in delicate, mincing

little spurts across the bending ice, Doctor Rolfe proceeded. In a

confidence that was somewhat flushed--he had rested--he went forward.

And presently, midway of a lane of green ice, he heard a gurgle as the

ice bent under his weight. Water washed his boots. He had been on the

lookout for holes. This hole he heard--the spurt and gurgle of it. He

had not seen it. Safe across, Doctor Rolfe grinned. It was a reaction

of relief. "Whew! _Whew!_" he whistled.

* * * * *

By and by he caught ear of the sea breaking under the wind beyond the

Little Spotted Horse. He was nearing the limits of the ice. In full

moonlight the whitecaps flashed news of a tumultuous open. A rumble

and splash of breakers came down with the gale from the point of the

island. It indicated that the sea was working in the passage between

the Spotted Horses and Blow-me-down Dick of the Ragged Run coast. The

waves would run under the ice, would lift it and break it. In this way

the sea would eat its way through the passage. It would destroy the

young ice. It would break the pans to pieces and rub them to slush.

Doctor Rolfe must make the Little Spotted Horse and cross the passage

between the island and the Ragged Run coast. Whatever the issue of

haste, he must carry on and make the best of a bad job. Otherwise he

would come to Tickle-my-Ribs, between the Little Spotted Horse and

Blow-me-Down Dick of Ragged Run, and be marooned from the main shore.

And there was another reason: it was immediate and desperately urgent.

As the sea was biting off the ice in Tickle-my-Ribs, so, too, it was

encroaching upon the body of the ice in Anxious Bight. Anxious Bight

was breaking up. Acres of ice were wrenched from the field at a time

and then broken up by the sea. What was the direction of this swift

melting? It might take any direction. And a survey of the sky troubled

Doctor Rolfe. All this while the light had diminished. It was failing

still. It was failing faster. There was less of the moon. By and by it

would be wholly obscured.

A man would surely lose his life on the ice in thick weather--on one

or other of the reaches of new ice. And thereabouts the areas of young

ice were wider. To tiptoe across the yielding film of these dimly

visible stretches was instantly and dreadfully dangerous. It was

horrifying. A man took his life in his hand every time he left a pan.

Doctor Rolfe was not insensitive. He began to sweat--not with labor

but with fear. When the ice bent under him he gasped and held his

breath; and he came each time to the solid refuge of a pan with his

teeth set, his face contorted, his hands clenched--a shiver in the

small of his back.

To achieve safety once, however, was not to win a final relief; it was

merely to confront, in the same circumstances, a precisely similar

peril. Doctor Rolfe was not physically exhausted; every muscle that he

had was warm and alert. Yet he was weak; a repetition of suspense had

unnerved him. A full hour of this, and sometimes he chattered and

shook in a nervous chill. In the meantime he had approached the rocks

of the Little Spotted Horse.

In the lee of the Little Spotted Horse the ice had gathered as in a

back current. It was close packed alongshore to the point of the

island. Between this solidly frozen press of pans and the dissolving

field in Anxious Bight there had been a lane of ruffled open water

before the frost fell. It measured perhaps fifty yards. It was now

black and still, sheeted with new ice which had been delayed in

forming by the ripple of that exposed situation. Doctor Rolfe had

encountered nothing as doubtful. He paused on the brink. A long, thin

line of solid pan ice, ghostly white in the dusk beyond, was attached

to the rocks of the Little Spotted Horse. It led all the way to

Tickle-my-Ribs. Doctor Rolfe must make that line of solid ice. He must

cross the wide lane of black, delicately frozen new ice that lay

between and barred his way.

He waited for the moon. When the light broke--a thin, transient

gleam--he started. A few fathoms forth the ice began to yield. A

moment later he stopped short and recoiled. There was a hole--gaping

wide and almost under his feet. He stopped. The water overflowed and

the ice cracked. He must not stand still. To avoid a second hole he

twisted violently to the right and almost plunged into a third

opening. It seemed the ice was rotten from shore to shore. And it was

a long way across. Doctor Rolfe danced a zigzag toward the pan ice

under the cliffs, spurting forward and retreating and swerving. He did

not pause; had he paused he would have dropped through. When he was

within two fathoms of the pan ice a foot broke through and tripped him

flat on his face. With his weight thus distributed he was momentarily

held up. Water squirted and gurgled out of the break--an inch of

water, forming a pool. Doctor Rolfe lay still and expectant in this

pool.

* * * * *

Dolly West's mother still sat by the kitchen fire. It was long past

midnight now.

Once more Bad-Weather Tom tiptoed in from the frosty night. "Is she

sleepin' still?" he whispered.

"Hush! She've jus' toppled off again. She's havin' a deal o' pain,

Tom. An' she've been bleedin' again."

"Put her down on the bed, dear."

The woman shook her head. "I'm afeared 'twould start the wounds, Tom.

Any sign of un yet, Tom?"

"Not yet."

"He'll come soon."

"No; 'tis not near time. 'Twill be dawn afore he----"

"Soon, Tom."

"He'll be delayed by snow. The moon's near gone. 'Twill be black dark

in half an hour. I felt a flake o' snow as I come in. An' he'll maybe

wait at Mad Harry----"

"He's comin' by the Bight, Tom."

Dolly stirred, cried out, awakened with a start, and lifted her

bandaged head a little. She did not open her eyes. "Is that you,

doctor, sir?"

"Hush!" the mother whispered. "'Tis not the doctor yet."

"When----"

"He's comin'."

"I'll take a look," said Tom. He went out again and stumbled down the

path to Blow-me-Down Dick by Tickle-my-Ribs.

Doctor Rolfe lay still and expectant in the pool of water near the pan

ice and rocks of the Little Spotted Horse. He waited. Nothing

happened. Presently he ventured delicately to take off a mitten, to

extend his hand, to sink his fingernails in the ice and try to draw

himself forward. It was a failure. His fingernails were too short. He

could merely scratch the ice. He reflected that if he did not

concentrate his weight--that if he kept it distributed--he would not

break through. And once more he tried to make use of his fingernails.

It turned out that the nails of the other hand were longer. Doctor

Rolfe managed to gain half an inch before they slipped. They slipped

again--and again and again. It was hopeless. Doctor Rolfe lay still,

pondering.

Presently he shot his gaff toward the pan ice, to be rid of the

incumbrance of it, and lifted himself on his palms and toes. By this

the distribution of his weight was not greatly disturbed. It was not

concentrated upon one point. It was divided by four and laid upon four

points. And there were no fearsome consequences. It was a hopeful

experiment.

Doctor Rolfe stepped by inches on his hands toward the pan

ice--dragging his toes. In this way he came to the line of solid ice

under the cliffs of the Little Spotted Horse and had a clear path

forward. Whereupon he picked up his gaff, and set out for the point of

the Little Spotted Horse and the passage of Tickle-my-Ribs. He was

heartened.

Tickle-my-Ribs was heaving. The sea had by this time eaten its way

clear through the passage from the open to the first reaches of

Anxious Bight and far and wide beyond. The channel was half a mile

long; in width a quarter of a mile at the narrowest. Doctor Rolfe's

path was determined. It must lead from the point of the island to the

base of Blow-me-Down Dick and the adjoining fixed and solid ice of the

narrows to Ragged Run Harbor. Ice choked the channel. It was

continuously running in from the open. It was a thin sheet of

fragments. There was only an occasional considerable pan. A high sea

ran outside. Waves from the open slipped under this field of little

pieces and lifted it in running swells. No single block of ice was at

rest.

* * * * *

Precisely as a country doctor might petulantly regard a stretch of

hub-deep crossroad, Doctor Rolfe, the outport physician, complained of

the passage of Tickle-my-Ribs. Not many of the little pans would bear

his weight. They would sustain it momentarily. Then they would tip or

sink. There would be foothold through the instant required to choose

another foothold and leap toward it. Always the leap would have to be

taken from sinking ground. When he came, by good chance, to a pan that

would bear him up for a moment, Doctor Rolfe would have instantly to

discover another heavy block to which to shape his agitated course.

There would be no rest, no certainty beyond the impending moment.

But, leaping thus, alert and agile and daring, a man might----

Might? Mm-m, a man might! And he might not! There were contingencies:

A man might leap short and find black water where he had depended upon

a footing of ice; a man might land on the edge of a pan and fall

slowly back for sheer lack of power to obtain a balance; a man might

misjudge the strength of a pan to bear him up; a man might find no ice

near enough for the next immediately imperative leap; a man might be

unable either to go forward or retreat. And there was the light to

consider. A man might be caught in the dark. He would be in hopeless

case if caught in the dark.

Light was imperative. Doctor Rolfe glanced aloft. "Whew!" he whistled.

The moon and the ominous bank of black cloud were very close. There

was snow in the air. A thickening flurry ran past.

* * * * *

Bad-Weather Tom West was not on the lookout when Doctor Rolfe opened

the kitchen door at Ragged Run Harbor and strode in with the air of a

man who had survived difficulties and was proud of it. Bad-weather Tom

West was sitting by the fire, his face in his hands; and the mother of

Dolly West--with Dolly still restlessly asleep in her arms--was

rocking, rocking, as before.

And Doctor Rolfe set to work--in a way so gentle, with a voice so

persuasive, with a hand so tender and sure, with a skill and wisdom so

keen, that little Dolly West, who was brave enough in any case, as you

know, yielded the additional patience and courage which the simple

means at hand for her relief required; and Doctor Rolfe laved Dolly

West's blue eyes until she could see again, and sewed up her wounds

that night so that no scar remained; and in the broad light of the

next day picked out grains of powder until not a single grain was left

to disfigure the child.

* * * * *

Three months after that it again occurred to Doctor Rolfe, of

Afternoon Arm, that the practice of medicine was amply provided with

hardship and shockingly empty of pecuniary reward. Since the night of

the passage of Anxious Bight he had not found time to send out any

statements of accounts. It occurred to him that he had then

determined, after a reasonable and sufficient consideration of the

whole matter, to "tilt the fee." Very well; he would "tilt the fee."

He would provide for himself an old age of reasonable ease and

self-respecting independence.

Thereupon Doctor Rolfe prepared a statement of account for Bad-Weather

West, of Ragged Run Harbor, and after he had written the amount of the

bill--"$4"--he thoughtfully crossed it out and wrote "$1.75."

* * * * *

V

A CROESUS OF GINGERBREAD COVE

* * * * *

V

A CROESUS OF GINGERBREAD COVE

My name's Race. I've traded these here Newfoundland north-coast

outports for salt-fish for half a lifetime. Boy and youth afore that I

served Pinch-a-Penny Peter in his shop at Gingerbread Cove. I was born

in the Cove. I knowed all the tricks of Pinch-a-Penny's trade. And I

tells you it was Pinch-a-Penny Peter's conscience that made

Pinch-a-Penny rich. That's queer two ways: you wouldn't expect a

north-coast trader to have a conscience; and you wouldn't expect a

north-coast trader with a conscience to be rich. But conscience is

much like the wind: it blows every which way; and if a man does but

trim his sails to suit, he can bowl along in any direction without

much wear and tear of the spirit. Pinch-a-Penny bowled along,

paddle-punt fisherman to Gingerbread merchant. He went where he was

bound for, wing-and-wing to the breeze behind, and got there with his

peace of mind showing never a sign of the weather. In my day the old

codger had an easy conscience and twenty thousand dollars.

Long Tom Lane, of Gingerbread Cove, vowed in his prime that he'd sure

have to even scores with Pinch-a-Penny Peter afore he could pass to

his last harbor with any satisfaction.

"With me, Tom?" says Pinch-a-Penny. "That's a saucy notion for a

hook-an'-line man."

"Ten more years o' life," says Tom, "an' I'll square scores."

"Afore you evens scores with me, Tom," says Peter, "you'll have t'

have what I wants an' can't get."

"There's times," says Tom, "when a man stands in sore need o' what he

never thought he'd want."

"When you haves what I needs," says Peter, "I'll pay what you asks."

"If 'tis for sale," says Tom.

"Money talks," says Peter.

"Ah, well," says Tom, "maybe it don't speak my language."

Pinch-a-Penny Peter's conscience was just as busy as any other man's

conscience. And it liked its job. It troubled Pinch-a-Penny. It

didn't trouble un to be honest; it troubled un to be rich. And it

give un no rest. When trade was dull--no fish coming into

Pinch-a-Penny's storehouses and no goods going out of Pinch-a-Penny's

shop--Pinch-a-Penny's conscience made un grumble and groan like the

damned. I never seed a man so tortured by conscience afore nor since.

And to ease his conscience Pinch-a-Penny would go over his ledgers by

night; and he'd jot down a gallon of molasses here, and a pound of

tea there, until he had made a good day's trade of a bad one. 'Twas

simple enough, too; for Pinch-a-Penny never gived out no accounts to

amount to nothing, but just struck his balances to please his greed

at the end of the season, and told his dealers how much they owed him

or how little he owed them.

In dull times Pinch-a-Penny's conscience irked him into overhauling

his ledgers. 'Twas otherwise in seasons of plenty. But Pinch-a-Penny's

conscience kept pricking away just the same--aggravating him into

getting richer and richer. No rest for Pinch-a-Penny! He had to have

all the money he could take by hook and crook or suffer the tortures

of an evil conscience. Just like any other man, Pinch-a-penny must

ease that conscience or lose sleep o' nights. And so in seasons of

plenty up went the price of tea at Pinch-a-Penny's shop. And up went

the price of pork. And up went the price of flour. All sky-high, ecod!

Never was such harsh times, says Peter; why, my dear man, up St.

John's way, says he, you couldn't touch tea nor pork nor flour with a

ten-foot sealing-gaff; and no telling what the world was coming to,

with prices soaring like a gull in a gale and all the St. John's

merchants chary of credit!

"Damme!" said Pinch-a-Penny; "'tis awful times for us poor traders. No

tellin' who'll weather this here panic. I'd not be surprised if we got

a war out of it."

Well, now, on the Newfoundland north-coast in them days 'twasn't much

like the big world beyond. Folk didn't cruise about. They was too

busy. And they wasn't used to it, anyhow. Gingerbread Cove folk wasn't

born at Gingerbread Cove, raised at Rickity Tickle, married at

Seldom-Come-By, aged at Skeleton Harbor, and buried at Run-by-Guess;

they were born and buried at Gingerbread Cove. So what the fathers

thought at Gingerbread Cove the sons thought; and what the sons knowed

had been knowed by the old men for a good many years. Nobody was used

to changes. They was shy of changes. New ways was fearsome. And so the

price of flour was a mystery. It is, anyhow--wherever you finds it. It

always has been. And why it should go up and down at Gingerbread Cove

was beyond any man of Gingerbread Cove to fathom. When Pinch-a-Penny

said the price of flour was up--well, then, she was up; and that's all

there was about it. Nobody knowed no better. And Pinch-a-Penny had the

flour.

Pinch-a-Penny had the pork, too. And he had the sweetness and the tea.

And he had the shoes and the clothes and the patent medicines. And he

had the twine and the salt. And he had all the cash there was at

Gingerbread Cove. And he had the schooner that fetched in the supplies

and carried away the fish to the St. John's markets. He was the only

trader at Gingerbread Cove; his storehouses and shop was fair jammed

with the things the folk of Gingerbread Cove couldn't do without and

wasn't able to get nowhere else. So, all in all, Pinch-a-Penny Peter

could make trouble for the folk that made trouble for he. And the folk

grumbled. By times, ecod, they grumbled like the devil of a fine

Sunday morning! But 'twas all they had the courage to do. And

Pinch-a-Penny let un grumble away. The best cure for grumbling, says

he, was to give it free course. If a man could speak out in meeting,

says he, he'd work no mischief in secret.

"Sea-lawyers, eh?" says Peter. "Huh! What you fellers want, anyhow?

Huh? You got everything now that any man could expect. Isn't you

housed? Isn't you fed? Isn't you clothed? Isn't you got a parson and a

schoolmaster? Damme, I believes you wants a doctor settled in the

harbor! A doctor! An' 'tisn't two years since I got you your

schoolmaster! Queer times we're havin' in the outports these days,

with every harbor on the coast wantin' a doctor within hail. You're

well enough done by at Gingerbread Cove. None better nowhere. An' why?

Does you ever think o' that? Why? Because I got my trade here. An'

think o' _me_! Damme, if ar a one o' you had my brain-labor t' do,

you'd soon find out what harsh labor was like. What with bad debts an'

roguery an' failed seasons an' creditors t' St. John's I'm hard put to

it t' keep my seven senses. An' small thanks I gets--me that keeps

this harbor alive, in famine an' plenty. 'Tis the business I haves

that keeps you. You make trouble for my business, ecod, an' you'll

come t' starvation! Now, you mark me!"

There would be a scattered time when Pinch-a-Penny would yield an

inch. Oh, ay! I've knowed Pinch-a-Penny to drop the price of

stick-candy when he had put the price of flour too high for anybody's

comfort.

* * * * *

Well, now, Long Tom Lane, of Gingerbread Cove, had a conscience, too.

But 'twas a common conscience. Most men haves un. And they're irksome

enough for some. 'Twas not like Pinch-a-Penny Peter's conscience.

Nothing useful ever come of it. 'Twas like yours and mine. It troubled

Tom Lane to be honest and it kept him poor. All Tom Lane's conscience

ever aggravated him to do was just to live along in a religious sort

of fashion and rear his family and be decently stowed away in the

graveyard when his time was up if the sea didn't cotch un first. But

'twas a busy conscience for all that--and as sharp as a fish-prong. No

rest for Tom Lane if he didn't fatten his wife and crew of little lads

and maids! No peace of mind for Tom if he didn't labor! And so Tom

labored and labored and labored. Dawn to dusk his punt was on the

grounds off Lack-a-Day Head, taking fish from the sea to be salted and

dried and passed into Pinch-a-Penny's storehouses.

* * * * *

When Tom Lane was along about fourteen years old his father died.

'Twas of a Sunday afternoon that we stowed un away. I mind the time:

spring weather and a fair day, with the sun low, and the birds

twittering in the alders just afore turning in.

Pinch-a-Penny Peter cotched up with young Tom on the road home from

the little graveyard on Sunset Hill.

"Well, lad," says he, "the old skipper's gone."

"Ay, sir, he's dead an' buried."

"A fine man," says Pinch-a-Penny. "None finer."

With that young Tom broke out crying. "He were a kind father t' we,"

says he. "An' now he's dead!"

"You lacked nothin' in your father's lifetime," says Peter.

"An' now he's dead!"

"Well, well, you've no call t' be afeared o' goin' hungry on that

account," says Peter, laying an arm over the lad's shoulder. "No, nor

none o' the little crew over t' your house. Take up the fishin' where

your father left it off, lad," says he, "an' you'll find small

difference. I'll cross out your father's name on the books an' put

down your own in its stead."

"I'm fair obliged," says Tom. "That's kind, sir."

"Nothin' like kindness t' ease sorrow," says Pinch-a-Penny. "Your

father died in debt, lad."

"Ay, sir?"

"Deep."

"How much, sir?"

"I'm not able t' tell offhand," says Peter. "'Twas deep enough. But

never you care. You'll be able t' square it in course o' time. You're

young an' hearty. An' I'll not be harsh. Damme, I'm no skinflint!"

"That's kind, sir."

"You--you--_will_ square it?"

"I don't know, sir."

"What?" cries Peter. "What! You're not knowin', eh? That's saucy talk.

You had them there supplies?"

"I 'low, sir."

"An' you guzzled your share, I'll be bound!"

"Yes, sir."

"An' your mother had her share?"

"Yes, sir."

"An' you're not knowin' whether you'll pay or not! Ecod! What is you?

A scoundrel? A dead beat? A rascal? A thief? A jail-bird?"

"No, sir."

"'Tis for the likes o' you that jails was made."

"Oh, no, sir!"

"Doesn't you go t' church? Is that what they learns you there? I'm

thinkin' the parson doesn't earn what I pays un. Isn't you got no

conscience?"

'Twas too much for young Tom. You sees, Tom Lane _had_ a conscience--a

conscience as fresh and as young as his years. And Tom had loved his

father well. And Tom honored his father's name. And so when he had

brooded over Pinch-a-Penny's words for a spell--and when he had maybe

laid awake in the night thinking of his father's goodness--he went

over to Pinch-a-Penny's office and allowed he'd pay his father's debt.

Pinch-a-Penny give un a clap on the back, and says: "You is an honest

lad, Tom Lane! I knowed you was. I'm proud t' have your name on my

books!"--and that heartened Tom to continue. And after that Tom kept

hacking away on his father's debt. In good years Pinch-a-Penny would

say: "She's comin' down, Tom. I'll just apply the surplus." And in bad

he'd say: "You isn't quite cotched up with your own self this season,

b'y. A little less pork this season, Tom, an' you'll square this here

little balance afore next. I wisht this whole harbor was as honest as

you. No trouble, then," says he, "t' do business in a business-like

way."

When Tom got over the hill--fifty and more--his father's debt, with

interest, according to Pinch-a-Penny's figures, which Tom had no

learning to dispute, was more than it ever had been; and his own was

as much as he ever could hope to pay. And by that time Pinch-a-Penny

Peter was rich, and Long Tom Lane was gone sour.

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