CHAPTER I.

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_THE NOVELS OF_

FRIEDRICH SPIELHAGEN.

_12mo, cloth, uniform in size and style, per vol._, $2.00.

JUST PUBLISHED.

_I.--PROBLEMATIC CHARACTERS_.

_II.--THROUGH NIGHT TO LIGHT_.

_III.--THE HOHENSTEINS_.

The above translated by Prof. SCHELE DE VERE.

_IV.--HAMMER AND ANVIL_.

Translated by WM. HAND BROWNE.

IN PRESS.

_V.--IN RANK AND FILE_.

_VI.--ROSE, AND THE VILLAGE COQUETTE_.

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CRITICAL NOTICES.

"Such a novel as no English author with whom we are acquainted could

have written, and no American author except Hawthorne. What separates

it from the multitude of American and English novels is the perfection

of its plot, and its author's insight into the souls of his

characters.... If Germany is poorer than England, as regards the number

of its novelists, it is richer when we consider the intellectual value

of their works. If it has not produced a Thackeray, or a Dickens, it

has produced, we venture to think, two writers who are equal to them in

genius, and superior to them in the depth and spirituality of their

art--Auerbach and Spielhagen."--_Putnam's Magazine_.

"The name is suggested by a passage in Goethe, which serves as a

motto to the book. Spielhagen means to illustrate what Goethe speaks

of--natures not in full possession of themselves, 'who are not equal to

any situation in life, and whom no situation satisfies'--the Hamlet of

our latest civilization. With these he deals in a poetic, ideal

fashion, yet also with humor, and, what is less to be expected in a

German, with sparkling, flashing wit, and a cynical vein that reminds

one of Heine. He has none of the tiresome detail of Auerbach, while he

lacks somewhat that excellent man's profound devotion to the moral

sentiment. There is more depth of passion and of thought in Spielhagen,

together with a French liveliness by no means common in German

novelists.... At any rate, they are vastly superior to the bulk of

English novels which are annually poured out upon us--as much

above Trollope's as Steinberger Cabinet is better than London

porter.--_Springfield Republican_.

"The reader lives among them (the characters) as he does among his

acquaintances, and may plead each one's case as plausibly to his own

judgment as he can those of the men whose mixed motives and actions he

sees around him. In other words, these characters live, they are men

and women, and the whole mystery of humanity is upon each of them. Has

no superior in German romance for its enthusiastic and lively

descriptions, and for the dignity and the tenderness with which its

leading characters are invested."--_New York Evening Post_.

"He strikes with a blow like a blacksmith, making the sparks fly and

the anvil ring. Terse, pointed, brilliant, rapid, and no dreamer, he

has the best traits of the French manner, while in earnestness and

fulness of matter he is thoroughly German. One sees, moreover, in his

pages, how powerful is the impression which America has of late been

making upon the mind of Europe."--_Boston Commonwealth_.

"The work is one of immense vigor; the characters are extraordinary,

yet not unnatural; the plot is the sequence of an admirably-sustained

web of incident and action. The portraitures of characteristic foibles

and peculiarities remind one much of the masterhand of the great

Thackeray. The author Spielhagen In Germany ranks very much as

Thackeray does with us, and many of his English reviewers place him at

the head and front of German novelists."--_Troy Daily Times_.

"His characters have, perhaps, more passion, and act their parts with

as much dramatic effect as those which have passed under the hand of

Auerbach."--_Cincinnati Chronicle_.

The N. Y. Times, of Oct. 23d, in a long Review of the above two works,

says: "The descriptions of nature and art, the portrayals of character

and emotion, are always striking and truthful. As one reads, there

grows upon him gradually the conviction that this is one of the

greatest of works of fiction.... No one, that is not a pure _egoiste_,

can read _Problematic Characters_ without profound and even solemn

interest. It is altogether a tragic work, the tragedy of the nineteenth

century--greater in its truth and earnestness, and absence of _Hugoese_

affectation, than any tragedy the century has produced. It stands far

above any of the productions of either _Freytag_ or _Auerbach_."

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HAMMER AND ANVIL.

PART FIRST.

CHAPTER I.

We were standing in a deep recess at the open window of our class-room.

The sparrows were noisily chattering in the school-yard, and some

scattered rays of the late summer sun glanced past the old gray walls

down to the grass-grown pavement; from the class-room, which was

high-ceilinged, sunless, and ill-ventilated, came the buzzing sound of

repressed talk from our schoolfellows, who were all in their places,

bent over their Sophocles, and watching for the arrival of the "old

man," who was looked for every moment.

"At the worst, you can shuffle through somehow," I was saying, when the

door opened and he came in.

_He_--Professor Lederer, Provisory Director of the Gymnasium, and

Ordinarius of the first form,[1] "the old man," as we used to call

him--was in reality not exactly old, but a man past the middle of the

forties, whose small head, already turning gray, rested upon a stiff

white cravat, and whose tall and extraordinarily lean figure was

buttoned up, from one year's end to the other, summer and winter, in a

coat of the finest and glossiest black. His slender hands, of which he

took extreme care, with their long and tapering fingers--when twitching

nervously, as they had a habit of doing, close under my eyes--had

always a sort of fascination for me, and more than once I could

scarcely resist the temptation to seize one of those artistic-looking

hands and crush it in my own coarse brown fist.

Professor Lederer always paced the distance from the door to his desk

in twelve measured, dignified strides, head and eyes a little drooped,

with the austere look of intensest meditation; like a priest

approaching the sacrificial altar, or a Caesar entering the senate--at

all events like a being who, far removed from the modern plebeian

sphere, walked day by day in the light of the sun of Homer, and was

perfectly aware of the majestic fact. So it was never a judicious

proceeding to try to detain this classical man upon this short journey,

and in most cases a prohibitory gesture of his hand checked the

attempt; but the sanguine Arthur was so sure that his request would not

be refused, that he ventured it, reckless of further consequences. So,

stepping out in front of the professor, he asked for a holiday for the

day, which was Saturday.

"Certainly not," said the professor.

"To go sailing," urged Arthur, not in the least deterred by the

stern tone of the professor, for my friend Arthur was not easily

abashed--"to go in my uncle's steamboat to examine the oyster-beds

which my uncle planted two years ago. I have a note from my father, you

know, professor," and he produced the credential in question.

"Certainly not!" repeated the professor. His pale face flushed a little

with irritation; his white hand, from which he had drawn his black

glove, was extended towards Arthur with a classical minatory gesture;

his blue eyes deepened in hue, like the sea when a cloud-shadow passes

over it.

"Certainly not!" he exclaimed for the third time, strode past Arthur to

his desk, and after silently folding his white hands, explained that he

was too much excited to begin with the customary prayers. And presently

followed a stammering philippic--the professor always stammered when

irritated--against that pest of youth, worldliness and hankering after

pleasure, which chiefly infected precisely those upon whom rested the

smallest portion of the spirit of Apollo and Pallas Athené. "He was a

mild and humane man," he said, "and well mindful of the words of the

poet, that it was well to lay seriousness aside at the proper time and

place; ay, even at times to quaff the wine-cup and move the feet

in the dance; but then the cause should be sufficient to justify the

license--a Virgil must have returned from a far-off land, or a

Cleopatra have freed the people from imminent peril by her voluntary,

yet involuntary death. But how could any one who notoriously was one of

the worst scholars--yes, might be styled absolutely the worst, unless

one other"--here the professor gave a side-glance at me--"could claim

this evil pre-eminence--how could such a one dare to clutch at a

garland which should only encircle a brow dripping with the sweat of

industry! Was he, the speaker, too strict? He thought not. Assuredly,

no one could wish it more earnestly than he, and no one would rejoice

more heartily than he, if the subject of his severe rebuke would even

now give the proof of his innocence by translating without an error the

glorious chorus of the _Antigone_, which was the theme of the morning's

lecture. Von Zehren, commence!"

Poor Arthur! I still see, after the lapse of so many years, his

beautiful, but even then somewhat worn face, striving in vain to hold

fast upon its lips the smile of aristocratic indifference with which he

had listened to the professor's rebuke, as he took the book and read,

not too fluently, a verse or two of the Greek. Even in this short

reading the scornful smile gradually faded, and he glanced from under

his dropped lids a look of beseeching perplexity towards his neighbor

and Pylades. But how was it possible for me to help him; and who knew

better than he how impossible it was? So the inevitable came to pass.

He turned the "shaft of Helios" into a "shield of Æolus," and blundered

on in pitiable confusion. The others announced their better knowledge

by peals of laughter, and a grim smile of triumph over his discomfiture

even played over the grave features of the professor.

"The curs!" muttered Arthur with white lips, as he took his seat after

the recitation had lasted a couple of minutes. "But why did you not

prompt me?"

I had no time to answer this idle question, for it was now my turn. But

I had no notion of making sport for my comrades by submitting to be

classically racked; so I declared that I was even less prepared than my

friend, and added that I trusted this testimony would corroborate the

charge that the professor had been pleased to bring against me.

I accompanied these words with a threatening look at the others, which

at once checked their mirth; and the professor, either thinking he had

gone far enough, or not deigning to notice my insolent speech, turned

away with a shrug of the shoulders, and contented himself with treating

us with silent contempt for the rest of the recitation, while towards

the others he was unusually amiable, enlivening the lesson by sallies

of the most classical and learned wit.

No sooner had the door closed behind him, than Arthur stood up before

the first form and said:

"You fellows have behaved meanly again, as you always do; but as for

me, I have no notion of staying here any longer. The old man will not

be back any more to-day; and if the others ask for me, say I am sick."

"And for me too," cried I, stepping up to Arthur and laying my arm on

his shoulder. "I am going with him. A fellow that deserts his friend is

a sneak."

A moment later we had dropped from the window twelve feet into the

yard, and crouching between two buttresses that the professor might not

espy us as he went out, we consulted what was next to be done.

There were two ways of getting out of the closed court in which we now

were: either to slip through the long crooked corridors of the

gymnasium--an old monastery--and so out into the street; or to go

directly through the professor's house, which joined the yard at one

corner, and thence upon the promenade, which nearly surrounded the

town, and had in fact been constructed out of the old demolished

town-walls. The first course was hazardous, for it often happened that

a pair of teachers would walk up and down the cool corridors in

conversation long after the regular time for the commencement of the

lessons, and we had no minute to lose in waiting. The other was still

more dangerous, for it led right through the lion's den; but it was far

shorter, and practicable every moment, so we decided to venture it.

Creeping close to the wall, right under the windows of our class-room,

in which the second lesson had already begun, we reached the narrow

gate that opened into the little yard of the professor's house. Here

all was quiet; through the open door we could see into the wide hall

paved with slabs of stone, where the professor, who had just returned,

was playing with his youngest boy, a handsome black-haired little

fellow of six years, chasing him with long strides, and clapping his

white hands. The child laughed and shouted, and at one time ran out

into the yard, directly towards where we were hidden behind a pile of

firewood--two more steps of the little feet, and we should have been

detected.

I have often thought, since that time, that on those two little steps,

in reality, depended nothing less than the whole destiny of my life. If

the child had discovered us, we had only to come forward from behind

the wood-pile, which every one had to pass in going from the gymnasium

to the director's house, as two scholars on their way to their teacher

to ask his pardon for their misbehavior. At least Arthur confessed to

me that this idea flashed into his mind as the child came towards us.

Then there would have been another reprimand, but in a milder tone, for

the professor was a kind man at the bottom of his heart; we should have

gone back to the class-room, pretended to our schoolmates that our

running away was only a joke, and--well, I do not know what would have

happened then; certainly not what really did happen.

But the little trotting feet did not come to us; the father, following

with long strides, caught the child and tossed it in the air till the

black curls glistened in the sunshine, and then carried it back,

caressing it, to the house, where Mrs. Professor now appeared at the

door, with her hair in papers, and a white apron on; and then father,

mother, and child disappeared. Through the open door we could see that

the hall was empty--now or never was the time.

With beating hearts, such as only beat in the breasts of school-boys

bent on some dangerous prank, we stole to the door through the silent

hall where the motes were sparkling in the sunbeams that slanted

through the gothic windows. As we opened the house-door, the bell gave

a clear note of warning; but even now the leafy trees of the promenade

were beckoning to us; in half a minute we were concealed by the thick

bushes, and hastening with rapid steps, that now and then quickened to

a half run, towards the port.

"What will you say to your father?" I asked.

"Nothing at all, because he will ask no questions," Arthur replied; "or

if he does, I will say that I was let off; what else? It will be

capital; I shall have splendid fun."

We kept on for a while in silence. For the first time it occurred to me

that I had run away from school for just nothing at all. If Arthur came

in for a couple of days in the dungeon, he, at all events, would have

had "splendid fun," and thus, for him at least, there was some show of

reason in the thing. His parents, too, were very indulgent; his share

of the danger was as good as none, while I ran all the risk of

discovery and punishment without the least compensation; and my stern

old father was a man who understood no trifling, least of all in

matters of this sort. So once again, as many times before, I had helped

to pull the chestnuts out of the fire for somebody else. However, what

did it matter? Here, under the rustling trees, after our brisk race, it

was more pleasant than in the stifling class-room; and for me, in those

times, every silly, venturesome frolic had a pleasure in itself. So I

felt it a special piece of magnanimity on the part of my usually

selfish friend, when he suddenly said:

"Look here, George, you shall come too. Uncle charged me particularly

to bring as many friends as I could. I tell you it will be splendid.

Elise Kohl and Emilie Heckepfennig are going with us. For once I shall

leave Emilie to you. And then the oysters, and the champagne, and the

pineapple punch--yes, you certainly must come."

"And my father?" I said; but I only said it, for my resolution to be

one of the party was already taken. Emilie Heckepfennig--Emilie, with

her little turned-up nose and laughing eyes, who had always shown me a

decided preference; and recently, at forfeits, had given me a hearty

kiss, to which she was in no wise bound, and whom Arthur, the coxcomb,

was going to leave especially to me! Yes, I must go along, happen what

might.

"Can I go as I am, do you think?" I asked, suddenly halting, with a

glance at my dress, which was plain and neat, it is true--I was always

neat--but not exactly the thing for company.

"Why not?" said Arthur. "What difference does it make? And, besides, we

have not a minute to spare."

Arthur, who was in his best clothes, had not looked at me, nor

slackened his pace in the least. We had not a minute to spare, that was

true enough, for as slipping through some narrow alleys we reached the

harbor, we heard the bell ringing on board the steamer that was lying

at the wharf just ready to start. The sturdy figure of the captain was

seen standing upon the paddle-box. We pushed through the crowd on the

wharf, ran up the gang-plank, which they were just hauling in, and

mingled with the gay throng on deck, as the wheels began to turn.

CHAPTER II.

"How you startled me!" said Frau von Zehren, seizing her son by both

hands. "We began to think, what was really impossible, that Professor

Lederer had refused you permission. You see now, Zehren, that I was

right."

"Well, it is all right now," replied the steuerrath.[2] "The young

ladies were inconsolable at the prospect of your absence Arthur--or am

I saying too much, Fräulein Emilie and Fräulein Elise?" and the

steuerrath turned with a polite wave of his hand to the young ladies,

who tittered and nodded their dark broad-brimmed straw-hats at each

other.

"And now you must speak to your uncle," he went on; "but where is your

uncle, then?" and he ran his eye over the company that was moving about

the deck.

The Commerzienrath Streber came bouncing up. His little, light-blue

eyes glittered under bushy gray brows, the long peak of his

old-fashioned cap was pushed back from his bald forehead, the left

sleeve of his loose blue frock-coat, with gold buttons, had slipped

half off his shoulder, as he hurried along on his little legs, cased in

yellow nankeen trousers:

"Where has that rascal John put the----?"

"Allow me, brother-in-law, to present my Arthur----."

"Very good," cried the commerzienrath, without even giving a look at

the presentee. "Aha! there the villain is!" and he made a dart at his

servant, who was just coming up the companion-way with a tray of

glasses.

The steuerrath and his lady exchanged a look, in which "the old brute,"

or some similarly flattering expression, was plainly legible. Arthur

had joined the young ladies and said something at which they burst out

laughing and rapped him with their parasols; I, whom nobody seemed to

notice, turned away and went on the more quiet forward deck, where I

found a seat upon a coil of rope, and leaning my back against the

capstan, looked out upon the bright sky and the bright sea.

In the meantime the boat had left the harbor, and was moving down with

the coast on our larboard, where the red roofs of the fishermen's

cottages shone through the trees and bushes; while on the narrow strip

of level beach here and there figures were seen, seafaring folks

probably, or sea-bathers, who were watching the steamer go by. To our

right the shore receded, so that it was only just possible to

distinguish it from the water; before us, but at a still more remote

distance, gleamed the chalk-coast of the neighboring island over the

blue expanse of sea, which now began to roughen a little under a

fresher breeze, while countless flocks of seabirds now flew up from the

approach of the puffing steamer, and now, with their cunning heads

turned towards us, sported on the waves and filled the air with their

monotonous cries.

It was a bright and lovely morning; but though I saw its beauty, it

gave me no pleasure. I felt singularly dejected. Had the _Penguin_

that, with a sluggishness altogether at variance with her name, was

slowly toiling through the water, been a beautiful swift clipper, bound

for China or Buenos Ayres, or somewhere thousands of miles away, and I

a passenger with a great purse of gold, or even a sailor before the

mast, with the assurance that I should never again set eyes on the

hateful steeples of my native town, I should have been light-hearted

enough. But now! what was it then that made me so low-spirited? The

consciousness of my disobedience? Dread of the disagreeable

consequences, now, to all human foresight, inevitable? Nothing of the

sort. The worst could only be that my stern father would drive me from

his house, as he had already often enough threatened to do; and this

possibility I regarded as a deliverance from a yoke which seemed to

grow more intolerable every day; and as the idea arose in my mind, I

welcomed it with a smile of grim satisfaction. No, it was not that.

What then?

Well, to have run away from school with an ardor as if some glorious

prize was to be won, and then, in a merry company, on the deck of a

steamboat, to sit away by myself on a coil of rope, not one of the

gentlemen or ladies taking the slightest notice of me, and with not

even the prospect that the waiter, with the caviar-rolls and port wine,

would at last come round to me! This last neglect, to tell the honest

truth, for the moment afflicted me most sorely of all. My appetite, as

was natural for a robust youth of nineteen, was always of the best,

and now by the brisk run from school to the harbor and the fresh

sea-breeze, it was sharpened to a distressing keenness.

I stood up in a paroxysm of impatience, but quickly sat down again. No,

Arthur certainly would come and take me to the company; it was the

least that he owed me, after I had been so obliging as to run away

with him. As if he had ever yet paid me what he owed me! How many

fishing-rods, canary birds, shells, fifes, pocket-knives, had he not

already bought of me, that is, coaxed and worried me out of, without

ever paying me for them. Ay, how often had he not borrowed my slender

stock of pocket-money, whenever the amount made it worth his while; for

which sometimes even a couple of _silbergroschen_ sufficed.

Curious, that just now, on this bright sunny morning, I should take to

reckoning up this black account! It was certainly the first time since

the beginning of our friendship, which dated at least from our sixth

year. For I had always loved the handsome slender boy, who had such

sunny hair and gentle brown eyes, and whose velvet Sunday jacket felt

so soft to the touch. I had loved him as a great rough mastiff might

love a delicate greyhound that he could crush with one snap of his

jaws; and so I loved him even now, while he was flirting with the

girls, and chattering and laughing with the company like the _petit

maître_ he was.

I grew very melancholy as I watched all this from my place, where

nobody could see me--very melancholy and altogether disspirited. I must

have been very hungry.

We were now just rounding a long headland, which ran out from the

western coast. At its farthest low extremity, in a spot entirely

surrounded by water, separated by a wide interval from the row of

houses on the dune, and shadowed by a half-decayed oak, stood a

cottage, the sight of which called into my mind a flood of pleasant

memories. The old blacksmith, Pinnow, lived there, the father of my

friend Klaus Pinnow. Smith Pinnow was by far the most remarkable

personage of all my acquaintance. He possessed four old double-barreled

percussion guns, and a long single-barreled fowling-piece with a flint

lock, which he used to hire to the bathers when they took a fancy to

have a little shooting, and sometimes to us youngsters when we were in

funds, for Smith Pinnow was not in the habit of conferring gratuitous

favors. He had, besides, a great sail-boat, also kept for the bathing

company, at least of late years, since he had grown half blind and

could not venture longer trips. The rumor ran that formerly he used to

make very different voyages, of by no means so innocent a character;

and the excise officers, my father's colleagues (my father had lately

been promoted to an accountantship) shook their heads when Smith

Pinnow's by-gone doings happened to be referred to. But what was that

to us youngsters? Especially, what was it to me, who owed the happiest

hours of my life to the four rusty guns, and the fowling-piece, and

Smith Pinnow's old boat, and who had had the best comrade in the world

in Klaus Pinnow? Had had, I say, for during the last four years, while

Klaus was an apprentice to the locksmith Wangerow, and afterwards when

he became a journeyman, I had seen him but seldom, and, indeed, for the

last half year not at all.

He came at once into my mind as we steamed past his father's cottage,

and I perceived a figure standing on the sands by the side of the boat

which was drawn up on the beach. The distance was great, but my keen

eyes recognized Christel Möwe, Klaus's adopted sister, whom sixteen

years before, old Pinnow's wife--long since dead--had found the morning

after a storm, lying on the beach among the boxes and planks driven

ashore from a wreck, and whom the old blacksmith, in an unwonted

impulse of generosity, as some said, or to raise his credit with the

neighbors, according to others, had taken into his house. The wreck was

a Dutch ship from Java, as they made out from some of the things cast

ashore; but her name and owners were never discovered--probably from

the negligence of the officials charged with the investigations--and

they named the little foundling Christina, or Christel, Möwe [_Gull_],

because the screams of a flock of gulls in the air had attracted

Goodwife Pinnow to the spot where the child was lying.

A noise close at hand caused me to look round. Two paces from me a

hatchway was opened, and out of the hatchway emerged the figure of a

man who was standing on the ladder, but whose head rose high enough

above the deck to allow him to see over the low bulwarks. His short

stiff hair, his broad face, his bare muscular neck, his breast open

almost to the belt, his shirt which had once been striped with red, and

his trousers which had once been white--were all covered with a thick

black deposit of coal-dust; and as he was blinking with his small eyes

almost shut in order to see more keenly some distant object, he would

have presented an unbroken surface of blackness, had he not at this

moment expanded an immense mouth into a joyous grin, and displayed two

rows of teeth of unsurpassed whiteness. And now he raised himself a few

inches higher, waved his great black hand as a greeting towards the

beach, and all at once I recognized him.

"Klaus!" I called out.

"Hallo!" he cried, starting, and quickly bringing his small eyes to

bear upon me.

"That was a mighty affectionate salute of yours, Klaus."

Klaus blushed visibly through his rind of soot, and showed all his

teeth. "Why, in the name of ----, George," cried he, "where do you come

from, and what has brought you here?"

"And what has brought you here?"

"I have been here ever since Easter. I have had it in my mind for some

time to come to see you and inquire after your health."

"You foolish fellow, why do you put on that respectful tone with me?"

"Oh, you belong to the great folks now," replied Klaus, jerking his

thumb over his shoulder in the direction of the quarter-deck.

"I wish I were below with you, and you would give me a good thick slice

of bread and butter. Hang the great folks, as you call them."

Klaus looked at me in astonishment.

"Well, but why in the world----" he began.

"Why am I here? Is that what you mean? Why, because I am a fool and an

ass."

"Oh, no," remonstrated Klaus.

"Yes, I am--a complete ass. I wish all my friends were as good as you

are, Klaus." Here I gave a glance towards the perfidious Arthur, who

was strutting about among the guests with the parasol of the perfidious

Emilie, while she had set his little straw-hat in a coquettish fashion

on her curls.

"I am wanted below," said Klaus, with a friendly grin; "Good-by." And

down the ladder he went.

"Was that a chimney-sweep?" asked a clear voice behind me.

I turned hastily round, rising from my seat. There stood a charming

little lady of eight, in a little white frock with ribbons of

cornflower blue at the shoulders and streaming from her straw-hat,

whose great cornflower blue eyes first stared with intense curiosity at

the hatchway through which my black friend had vanished, and then

turned inquiringly to me.

At this moment the hatch was raised again, and Klaus's head

emerged--"Shall I really get you a slice?"

"Oh, mercy!" cried the little lady. Klaus vanished instantaneously, and

the hatch shut down with a bang.

"Oh, mercy!" cried the little maid again. "How it frightened me!"

"What frightened you, _ma chère_!" asked another voice. The voice was

extremely thin, and so was the lady to whom it belonged, and who had

just come out of the deck-cabin. So also was the worn dress of

changeable silk that fluttered about her figure, and the reddish locks

that drooped on each side of her pale face.

This lady was Fräulein Amalie Duff, and the little maid with the

cornflower eyes and ribbons was her pupil, Hermine Streber, the

commerzienrath's only child. Of course I knew them both, as indeed I

was pretty well acquainted with everybody in our little town, as soon

as they were out of long-clothes; and they might well have known me,

for I had been two or three times with Arthur in his uncle's large

garden at the town-gate, and a fortnight before had even had the honor

to swing the little Hermine in the great wooden swing, from which, if

you swung high enough, you could catch a sight of the sea through the

tops of the trees. Fräulein Duff, moreover, was a native of the little

Saxon town which was the birthplace of my parents; and when she

arrived, some months before, she brought various messages and greetings

from the old home, which unhappily came too late for my good mother,

who had been resting in the churchyard for fifteen years. She had

frequently condescended indeed no longer ago than the afternoon of the

swinging to bestow her instructive conversation upon me; but she was

very near-sighted, and I could not take it amiss that she applied her

gold double eye-glass to her pale eyes, and with a sweeping reverence,

which in the dancing-school is called, I believe, _grand compliment_,

inquired: "Whom have I the honor to----?"

I introduced myself.

CHAPTER II.

"O ciel!" cried Fräulein Duff, "_mon jeune compatriote!_ A thousand

pardons!--my near-sightedness! How is your respected father, and your

amiable mother? Dear me! how confused I am! But your sudden appearance

in this retired corner of the world has quite unnerved me. I was about

to say--the company are asking for you. How did you manage to elude

observation?--they are looking for you everywhere."

"Yet I might have been found easily enough," I said, probably with a

touch of wounded pride in the tone, which did not escape the quick ear

of Fräulein Duff.

"Ah, yes," she said, conveying a look of intelligence into her pale

eyes. "'Who solace seeks in solitude'--alas! too true.

"'For gold all are longing,

Round gold all are thronging--'"

"Not so wild, _ma chère_! The dreadful creature will tear your dress!"

These last words were addressed to the little Hermine, who had begun to

romp on the smooth deck with a pretty little spaniel that had run to

her barking and jumping.

"You have a feeling heart," continued the governess, turning again to

me; "I see it in the pained expression of your mouth. Your soul shrinks

from noisy joys; this boisterous merriment is odious to you. But we

poor ones must submit to the inevitable--or I, at least must. Would I

be here if it were not so? Upon this tossing bark, in terror for my

life? And all for what purpose? to assist at a cannibal feast! Innocent

oysters, which men tear from the maternal bosom of the sea to devour

alive! Is that a fit spectacle to be exhibited to a child?" and

Fräulein Duff shook her thin locks with an expression of the deepest

solicitude.

"It remains yet to be seen whether we shall find any," I said, with

something like a sneer.

"Do you think so? The other gentlemen doubt it, too. The water of the

Baltic is not salt enough. True, we are informed that the Romans

propagated them in fresh-water lakes near Naples--but why parade my

modest bit of learning before a young scholar like yourself? The good

commerzienrath! Yes, yes; despise reason and learning who will!--but

here he comes himself. Not a word of what we have been saying, my young

friend, I beseech you!"

I had no time to assure the pale lady of my discretion, for nearly the

whole company came crowding on the forward-deck, in the wake of the

commerzienrath, who had the fat Mrs. Justizrath Heckepfennig upon his

arm, to look at a three-master that was just passing us under full

sail. In the next moment I was in the midst of the crowd, and the ice,

in which I had been sitting, so to speak, was broken. Arthur, whose

delicate face was already flushed by the wine he had been drinking,

clapped me on the shoulder and asked where upon earth I had been

hiding. The perfidious Emilie held out her hand and murmured: "Had you

then entirely forgotten me?" and--as just at that moment a salute was

fired from some small mortars on board the steamer--fell, with a little

scream, into my arms. The three-master, that was just returning from

the West Indies, belonged to the commerzienrath's fleet. They knew that

she would arrive to-day; and it was by no means disagreeable to the

commerzienrath to be able to carry his guests, on their way to his

oyster-beds, past the finest of his ships. He mounted the paddle-box,

speaking-trumpet in hand, and roared, at the pitch of his lungs,

something which, amid the universal hurrahing and the explosions of the

mortars, was perfectly inaudible to the bronzed captain of the ship,

who shrugged his broad shoulders as a sign that he could not catch a

word of it all. What difference did it make? It was a splendid sight;

and the commerzienrath upon the paddle-box, trumpet in hand, was the

chief figure in it. That was enough for him; and as the _Albatros_ with

her wide wings swept by, and the short legs of the _Penguin_ began to

paddle again, and he descended from his pedestal to receive the

congratulations of the company, his little clear eyes sparkled, his

nostrils expanded, and his loud laugh rang like the crowing of a cock,

exulting in the proud consciousness that he is the master of the

dunghill.

The rest of the poultry freely acknowledged this superiority: there was

cackling and clucking, bowing and scraping, and no one more obsequious

than Arthur's father, the steuerrath, who kept constantly at the side

of the great man, saying, in his smooth voice, flatteries, which the

other received as a matter of course--something to which he was well

accustomed, especially from that quarter--with an indifference which to

most others would have been insulting. It is quite possible that

the steuerrath did not find this behavior on the part of his rich

brother-in-law altogether pleasant, but he was too much a man of the

world to give any outward sign of his inward emotions. But his spouse

was not quite so successful in her self-command, who, as born Baroness

Kippenreiter, had an unquestionable claim to respectful attention, and

a right to be dissatisfied if this were withheld. So she sought to

indemnify herself for the humiliation by the extremest possible

condescension of manner towards the other ladies, Mrs. Burgomaster

Koch, Mrs. Justizrath Heckepfennig, Mrs. Bauinspector Strombach, and

the rest of the feminine _élite_ of our little town, though even this

satisfaction could not roll away the clouds from her aristocratic brow.

I had hardly begun to feel at ease in the company, which happened

quickly enough, when my natural vivacity, which bordered on rudeness,

returned and impelled me to a hundred pranks, which were decidedly not

in the best taste, though certainly not instigated by any intention to

offend, and which I carried on all the more recklessly, as I perceived

I had all the laughers on my side. I could blush with shame even now,

when I think of my shallow attempts at wit, and how poor in invention

and clumsy in execution were the comic imitations to which I must needs

treat my respectable audience, because forsooth I had a sort of

celebrity in the town for this sort of thing, (my masterpiece, I

remember, was a lover bent on regaling his mistress with a serenade,

and incessantly disturbed by barking dogs, mewing cats, scolding

neighbors, and malicious passers-by, and finally taken up by the

watch,) what foolish flippancy and want of tact in the speeches that I

made at the table, and with how many glasses of wine I repaid myself

for all my ridiculous exertions.

And yet this lunch under an awning on deck of the steamer that was now

anchored in the calm, smooth sea, was the last real merry-making that I

was to have for many long years. I do not know if it was this that

keeps it so bright in my memory, or rather the youth that then glowed

in my veins, the wine that sparkled in the glasses, the bright sunshine

that glistened on the sea, and the sweet air that swept so softly over

the water that it did not suffice to cool the flushed cheeks of the

maidens. It was rather all together--youth, sunlight, sea-breeze,

golden wine, rosy cheeks; and ah! the oysters, the unlucky oysters,

that had had two years in which to multiply like the sand of the sea,

and which the sea-sand and sea-currents had buried and swept away, all

to a few empty shells! What an inexhaustible theme were these empty

shells, displayed with humorous ostentation in a splendid dish in the

centre of the table! how every one tried his wit on them, and what a

malicious joy each felt that the millionaire's obstinate conceit had

had a lesson, and that not all his millions could extort from nature

what she had determined to refuse!

But the old fellow bore it all with the utmost good-humor; and after he

had bewailed his ill-luck in a humorous speech, suddenly a loud clamor

arose on the forward-deck, and the sailors dragged forward great

barrels of oysters, which they declared they had just taken up. Then

there was no end to the exultation and cheers to our magnificent host,

who once more had shown that his sagacity and foresight were even

greater than his conceit and his obstinacy.

I do not know how late the feast was protracted, while the ladies

promenaded the deck; it was certainly kept up far too long for us

youngsters. Very queer stories were told, in which the commerzienrath

particularly distinguished himself; we laughed, we shouted--I must

volunteer songs, which were received with storms of applause, and I was

not a little vain as my powerful bass drew even the ladies to the table

again, and did my best, when both ladies and gentlemen joined in unison

in the glee, "What it means I cannot tell," to carry through a second

voice (in thirds), keeping my eye all the while on Fräulein Emilie--an

attention which naturally set the other young ladies to giggling and

nudging each other, and occasioned Arthur such pangs of jealousy, that

afterwards, as we were walking up and down the deck, with our cigars,

he called me to account for it.

By this time it was evening, for I remember that, while talking with

Arthur, I noticed on the coast of the island, which we had neared on

our return, an old ruin, standing picturesquely on a high and steep

cliff, and glowing in the light of the setting sun. The sight of this

ruin gave an unpleasant turn to our discussion, which had already grown

sharp. This tower happened to be the sole remnant of the ancient

Zehrenburg, the ancestral seat of Arthur's family, which, in former

times, had enjoyed large possessions on the island. Arthur pointed with

a pathetic gesture to the ruddy walls, and demanded that I, here and

now, with my eye upon the castle of his ancestors, should renounce

forever all pretensions to Emilie Heckepfennig. "A plebeian like

myself," he said, "was in duty bound to give way to a patrician." I

maintained that there were no such things as plebeians or patricians in

affairs of the heart, and that I would never consent to a pledge which

would entail perpetual wretchedness on both Emilie and myself.

"Slave!" cried Arthur, "is it thus that you repay me for the

condescension that has so long tolerated your society?"

I laughed aloud, and my laughter still further exasperated Arthur's

drunken passion.

"My father is Steuerrath von Zehren," he cried, "and yours a miserable

subaltern."

"Let us leave our fathers out of the question, Arthur; you know I will

not endure any insult to mine."

"Your father----"

"Once more I warn you, Arthur, leave my father's name alone. My father,

at the very least, is as good as yours. And if you say another word

about my father, I'll fling you overboard," and I shook my fist in

Arthur's face.

"What's the matter here?" asked the steuerrath, who suddenly appeared.

"How, young man, is this the respect that you owe to my son--that you

owe to me? It appears that you are disposed to add the crown to your

disgraceful behavior all day. My son has invited you into his company

for the last time."

"Invited me, indeed!" I said. "We ran away, both of us!"--and I burst

into a shout of laughter that quite justified the steuerrath's

qualification of my behavior.

"How!" he exclaimed. "Arthur, what does this mean?"

But Arthur was not in condition to give an intelligible answer. He

stammered out something, and rushed toward me, apparently with the

intention of striking me, but his father caught his arm and led him

away, speaking very earnestly to him in a low tone, and as he went he

threw a furious look at me.

My blood, already excited, was now boiling in my veins. The next thing

I remember I was walking arm-in-arm with the commerzienrath--I have

never been able to understand how I did it--and passionately

complaining to him of the crying outrage I had received from my best

friend, for whom I was at all times ready to sacrifice fortune and

blood. The commerzienrath seemed as if he would die with laughing.

"Fortune and blood!" he cried; "as for the fortune"--here he shrugged

his shoulders and blew out his cheeks--"and as for the blood"--here he

nudged me with his elbow in the side. "Full blood, capital blood, of

course. I have had one of the breed myself; a Kippenreiter! Baroness

Kippenreiter! My Hermann, at all events, is of the half blood. There

she runs; is she not an angel? Pity she was not a boy: that's the

reason I always call her Hermann. Hermann! Hermann!"

The little maid came running: she had on a red scarf, which her father,

after kissing her, wrapped closer around her delicate shoulders.

"Is she not an angel--a pride?" he went on taking my arm again. "She

shall have a count for a husband; not a poor, penniless sprig of

nobility, like my brother-in-law, nor like his drunken brother at

Zehrendorf, nor the other, that sneaking fellow, the penitentiary

superintendent at What-d'ye-call-it. No, a real count, a fellow six

feet high, just like you, my boy, just like you!"

The short commerzienrath tried to lay his two fat hands upon my

shoulders, and tipsy emotion blinked in his eyes.

"You are a capital fellow, a splendid fellow. Pity you are such a poor

devil; you should be my son-in-law. But I must call you _thou_: thou

mayst say _thou_ to me, too, brother!" and the worthy man sobbed upon

my breast and called for champagne, apparently with a view of solemnly

ratifying the bond, of brotherhood after the ancient fashion.

I have my doubts whether he carried this design into effect: at all

events I remember nothing of the ceremony, which could scarcely have

escaped my memory. But I remember that not long after I was in the

engine-room with a bottle of wine, hobnobbing with my friend Klaus, and

swearing that he was the best and truest fellow in the world, and that

I would appoint him head-stoker in hell as soon as I got there, which

would not be long coming as I must have a settlement with father this

evening, and that I would let myself be torn in pieces for him at any

time, and that I would be glad if it were done right at once, and that

if the great black fellow there did not stop swinging his long iron arm

up and down I would lay my head under it, and there would be an end of

George Hartwig.

How the good Klaus brought me out of this suicidal frame of mind, and

how he got me up the ladder again, I cannot say; it must have been

managed somehow, for as we steamed into the harbor I was sitting on

deck, watching the masts of the anchored ships glide past us, and the

stars glittering through the spars and cordage. The crescent moon that

was standing over the spire of the church of St Nicholas seemed

suddenly to drop behind it, but it was I that dropped, as the _Penguin_

struck the timbers of the wharf, on which there was again assembled a

crowd of people, not hurrahing, however, as when we started, but, as it

seemed to me, strangely silent; and, as I made my way through them,

staring at me I thought in a singular manner, so that I felt as if

something terrible must have happened, or was on the point of

happening, and that I was in some mysterious way the cause of it.

I stood before my father's small house in the narrow Water street. A

light was glimmering through the closed shutters of the room to the

left of the front door, by which I knew that my father was at home--he

usually took a solitary walk around the town-wall at this hour. Could

it be so very late, then? I took out my watch and tried to make out the

time by the moonlight--for the street-lamps were never lighted in

Uselin on moonlight nights--but could not succeed. No matter, I said to

myself, it is all one! and grasped resolutely the brass knob of the

front door. To my feverish hand it felt cold as ice.

CHAPTER III.

As I closed the door behind me, old Frederica, who, since my mother's

death, had been housekeeper for my father, came suddenly out of the

small room on the right. By the light of a lamp burning dimly on the

hall-table I saw the good old woman throw up her hands and stare at me

with wide, frightened eyes. "Has anything happened to my father?" I

stammered, seizing the table to support myself What with the warm

atmosphere of the house after the fresh night-air, and my alarm at

Frederica's terrified looks, my breath failed me, the blood seemed to

rush to my head, and the room began to go round.

"Wretched boy, what have you done?" piteously exclaimed the old woman.

"In heaven's name, what has happened?" I cried, seizing her by both

hands.

Here my father opened the door of his room and appeared upon the

threshold. Being a large man and the door small, he nearly filled up

the doorway.

"Thank God!" I murmured to myself.

At this moment I experienced no other feeling than that of joyful

relief from the anxiety which seemed on the point of suffocating me; in

the next, this natural emotion gave way to another, and we glared at

each other like two foes who suddenly meet, after one has long been

seeking the other, and the other nerves himself for the result, be it

what it may, from which he now sees there is no escape.

"Come in," said my father, making way for me to pass into his room.

I obeyed: there was a humming noise in my ears, but my step was firm;

and if my heart beat violently in my breast, it was certainly not with

fear.

As I entered, a tall black figure slowly rose from my father's large

study-chair---my father allowed no sofa in his house--it was Professor

Lederer. I stood near the door, my father to the right, by the stove,

the professor at the writing-table in front of the lamp, so that his

shadow reached from the ceiling to the floor, and fell directly upon

me. No one moved or spoke; the professor wished to leave the first word

to my father, and my father was under too much excitement to speak. In

this way we stood for about half a minute, which seemed to me an

eternity, and during which the certainty flashed into my mind that if

the professor did not immediately leave the room and the house, all

possible chance of an explanation between my father and myself was cut

off.

"Misguided young man," at last began the professor.

"Leave me alone with my father, Herr Professor," I interrupted him.

The professor looked at me as if he could not believe his ears. A

delinquent, a criminal--for such I was in his eyes--to dare to

interrupt his judge in such a tone, and with such a request--it was

impossible.

"Young man," he began again, but his tone was not as assured as the

first time.

"I tell you, leave us alone together," I cried with a louder voice, and

making a motion towards him.

"He is mad," said the professor, taking a hasty step backwards, which

brought him in contact with the table.

"Sirrah!" exclaimed my father, stepping quickly forward, as if to

protect the professor from my violence.

"If I am mad," I said, turning my burning eyes from one to the other,

"so much the greater reason for leaving us alone."

The professor looked round for his hat, which stood behind him on the

table.

"No; remain, remain," said my father, his voice quivering with passion.

"Is this audacious boy again to have his insolent way? I have too long

been culpably negligent; it is high time to take other measures."

My father began to pace up and down the room, as he always did when

violently agitated.

"Yes, to take other measures," he continued. "This has gone on far too

long. I have done all I could; I have nothing to reproach myself with;

but I will not become a public by-word for the sake of a perverse boy.

If he refuses to do what is his plain duty and obligation, then have I

no further duty or obligation towards him; and let him see how he can

get through the world without me."

He had not once looked at me while he uttered these words in a voice

broken with passion. Later in life I saw a painting representing the

Roman holding his burning hand in the glowing coals, and looking

sideways upon the ground with an expression of intensest agony. It

brought at once into my mind the remembrance of my father at this

fateful moment.

"Your father is right"--commenced for the third time the professor, who

held it his duty to strike in while the iron was hot--"when was there

ever a father who has done more for his children than your excellent

parent, whose integrity, industry and virtue have become a proverb, and

who through your fault is now deprived of the crowning ornament of a

good citizen; that is, a well-disciplined son, to be the stay of his

declining years. Is it not enough that inevitable fate has already hard

smitten this excellent man--that he has lost a dear consort and a son

in the bloom of youth? Shall he now lose the last, the Benjamin of

his old age? Shall his unwearied solicitude, his daily and nightly

prayers----"

My father was a man of strictest principles, but far from devout, in

the ordinary acceptation of the word; an untruth was his abhorrence,

and it was an untruth to say that he had prayed by night and day; and

besides, he had an excessive, almost morbid modesty, and the

professor's panegyric struck him as exaggerated and ill-timed.

"Let all that pass, Herr Professor"--he interrupted the learned man

rather impatiently--"I say again, I have done my duty. Enough! let him

do his. I want nothing of him--nothing--nothing whatever--not so much

as"--and he brushed one hand over the other; "but this I will have, and

if he refuses----"

My father had worked himself into a rage again, and my apparent

composure only further exasperated him. Strange! Had I fallen to

prayers and entreaties, I know that my father would have despised me,

and yet, because I did what he himself would most assuredly have done

in my position, because I was silent and stubborn, he hated me at this

moment as one hates anything that stands in one's way, and which yet

cannot be spurned aside with contempt.

"You have been guilty of a heavy offence, George Hartwig"--the

professor began again in a declamatory tone--"that of leaving the

Gymnasium without the permission of your teachers. I will not speak of

the boundless disrespect with which, as so often before, you rejected

the precious opportunity offered you of acquiring knowledge: I will

only speak of the terrible guilt of disobedience, of insolent defiance

of orders, of the evil example that your disgraceful conduct has

presented to your class-mates. If Arthur von Zehren's facile temper has

at last been warped into confirmed frivolity, this is the evil fruit of

your bad example. Never would that misguided boy have dared to do what

he has done to-day----"

As I knew the misguided boy so much better than he, I here broke

into a loud, contemptuous laugh, which drove the professor completely

beyond his self-control. He caught up his hat, and muttering some

unintelligible words, apparently expressing his conviction that I was

lost beyond all possibility of reformation, was about to leave the

room, when he was detained by my father.

"One moment, Herr Professor," he said, and then turning to me--"You

will instantly ask pardon of your teacher for this additional

insolence--instantly!"

"I will not," I replied.

"Instantly!" thundered my father.

"I will not!" I repeated.

"Once more, will you, or will you not?"

He stood before me his whole frame quivering with anger. His naturally

sallow complexion had turned of an ashy gray, the veins of his brow

were swollen, his eyes flashed. His last words had been spoken in a

hoarse, hissing tone.

"I will not," I said for the third time.

My father raised his arm as if to strike me, but he did not strike; his

arm slowly descended, and with outstretched hand he pointed to the

door:

"Begone!" he said, slowly and firmly. "Leave my house forever!"

I looked straight into his eyes; I was about to say something--perhaps

"Forgive me, father; I will ask _your_ forgiveness;" but my heart lay

like a stone in my breast; my teeth were clenched like a vice; I could

not speak. I moved silently towards the door. The professor hurried

after me and seized my arm, no doubt with the kindest intentions; but I

saw in him only the cause of my disgrace. I thrust him roughly aside,

flung the door to after me, ran past the old housekeeper--the good old

creature had evidently been listening, for she stood there wringing her

hands, the picture of despair--and out of the house into the street.

CHAPTER IV.

I ran for a short distance like a madman, when suddenly my limbs began

to totter under me; the moonlit roofs, the lighted windows in some of

the houses, danced wildly before my eyes; the fumes of the wine I had

been drinking, repressed for a while by my mental excitement, now rose

again to my brain; I had to lean against a wall to keep myself from

falling.

I had probably remained for a few minutes in a state of partial

insensibility when the voices of some maids, who were bringing water

from the adjacent fountain, recalled me to consciousness. I roused

myself, and staggered down the street. Soon my strong natural

constitution began to assert itself; my steps grew firmer, and I began

to consider what I should do, and first of all, whither I should go.

The idea of seeking lodgings at an inn I rejected at once; I had never

yet passed a night from home; and besides, my whole stock of money did

not exceed one _thaler_--my father always kept me on a very meagre

allowance of pocket-money--and I had an indistinct notion that I should

have to make this slender sum go a long way. Had I not quarreled with

Arthur and parted from him in anger, I should probably have gone to

him; but as it was, I felt it impossible to present myself at his house

as a supplicant; and, besides, by this time he was most likely sleeping

off his intoxication, and his parents had never been friendly disposed

towards me. The commerzienrath! He had embraced me, called me _thou_

and _brother_: he would assuredly receive me with rapture, have me

shown to a magnificent chamber, with a grand four-post curtained

bed----

But while I was indulging in the picture of my brilliant reception at

the commerzienrath's, I was hastening steadily in the opposite

direction, towards the harbor. I passed some low taverns in which

sailors were roaring out coarse songs. How if I went in and joined the

drinkers, and to-morrow went out into the wide world a sailor, like my

brother Fritz? That would be a way to be revenged upon my father! To

lose two sons--both in the same way! And then to perish at sea, and my

corpse to lie at the bottom of the ocean, where my brother's bones had

long been lying! "Shame upon you, George!"--I said to myself--"shame!

The poor old man!"

How if I turned back? The professor had certainly long since left

the house. My father was alone in his room. I would go to him and

say--"Strike me if you will, father; I will not resist; I will not move

an eyelid!"

But I did not return, nor even slacken my pace; I had already left the

town behind, and was now in the wide street of the suburb, on both

sides of which stood the little cottages which at this season were

chiefly occupied by the bathing-guests. Here and there they shone

through the dark trees; some of them had lamps burning in glass globes

at the doors, and under trellises, and in the little gardens sat

cheerful groups; song and laughter and the merry voices of children

came up on the pleasant evening air; a light breeze just stirred the

tops of the trees over my head, and fire-flies twinkled in the bushes.

The moist, warm breeze from the sea seemed to refresh me; how pleasant

it must be, I thought, over there beyond the houses; and on the

instant, Smith Pinnow's cottage came into my mind. The very thing!

there I was sure of a shelter. The old man would give me a bed, or at

least a shake-down in the forge; or there was the old woman's great

arm-chair--certainly she could not sit crouching in it all night as

well as all day. Pity Klaus was not at home; but then the pretty

Christel was there. Christel had always been a favorite of mine;

indeed, at one time I had fancied myself really in love with her, and

her charms had attracted me to the hut at least quite as often as the

old man's four double-barrels and the long single-barrel, or the mulled

wine which he used to sell in the winter to the skaters that thronged

the beach.

Strange light-heartedness of youth! At this moment all the mischief I

had done, my father's grief, my own serious position, were all

forgotten; or, if not forgotten, they were only the dark background

upon which shone brightly and cheerily the picture of the old ruinous

hut with the glowing forge-fire, and above all the pretty figure of the

brisk Christel moving lightly about. What was the school--what was my

father's house and all the rest of my slavery to me now? At other

times, when I had been out at this hour, I was haunted with anxiety how

I should get in without the knowledge of my father, who went to bed

punctually at half-past nine: now my father had himself driven me from

his house. No need now to pull off my boots at the door, and creep

softly up the creaking stair to my chamber; I was a free man and could

do what I chose, and come and go at my pleasure.

The wide street and the suburbs were now behind me; I strode along

the well-known path, on my left a little meadow, on my right a

potato-field, here and there a solitary tree, blackly defined against

the clear starlit sky, and on either side the water, whose hollow sound

I heard plainer and plainer as the tongue of land narrowed, especially

towards the west, the windward quarter, where lay the open sea. I

noticed for the first time that I had no cap. I had either lost it

or left it by the lamp on the hall-table; so much the better, the

sea-breeze could play freely around my heated temples and in my loose

hair.

A pair of wild swans flew high above me; I could not see them, but

heard their peculiar wailing cry--two simple notes that rang strangely

through the silence of the night. "Good speed!" I called out to them:

"Good speed, my good comrades!"

A strangely happy feeling, mingled of sadness and joy, came over me,

such as I had never known before. I could have thrown myself upon the

earth and wept; I could have leaped and shouted in exultation. I could

not then comprehend what it was that so singularly possessed me. Now I

know well what it was: it was the sense of delight that must thrill

through the fish when he darts like an arrow through the liquid

crystal, the bird when he sweeps on expanded pinions through the air,

the stag when he bounds over the wild plain; the rapture that thrills

man's breast when in the full glow of youth and vigor he feels himself

one with the great mother, Nature. The fore-feeling of this delight,

the longing to taste it, are what drives the man from the narrow round

of circumstances in which he was born, out into the wide world, across

seas, into the desert, to the peaks of the Alps, anywhere where the

winds blow free, where the heaven broadens grandly above, where he must

risk his life to win it.

Does this after-thought excuse the insolent obstinacy of which I had

been guilty towards my father; and the terrible rashness with which I

staked my whole future on a cast of the die? Assuredly not. I will

excuse nothing, extenuate nothing; but simply narrate what happened to

me and within me during these events and those that followed; only

giving an explanation here and there when circumstances seem to require

it. Let the story tell its own moral; only this will I add, for the

consolation of thoughtful souls, that if, as cannot be gainsaid, my

conduct deserved punishment, this punishment was dealt out to me

speedily, and that in no stinted measure.

But at the time the haggard form with the lame foot was still too far

behind to cast the shade of her terrors upon me; two other figures,

however, as I hastened with a quickened pace over the heath, appeared

in sight, who had assuredly nothing spectral about them, for they were

standing in a close embrace. They sprang apart, with a cry of alarm

from a female voice, as, turning sharply around a hillock, I came

directly upon them. The maiden caught up a great basket, which she had

set upon the ground, having just had other employment for her arms, and

her companion gave an "Ahem!" which was so loud and so confused that it

could only have proceeded from a very innocent breast.

"Good evening," I said; "I trust----"

"Good Lord! is it really you?" said the man. "Why, Christel, only think

it's him!"--and Klaus caught Christel Möwe, who was about taking to

flight, by her dress, and detained her.

"Oh! I thought it was _him_!" stammered Christel, whose mind did not

seem entirely relieved by the discovery that if they had been espied it

was by a good friend.

Although the position in which Klaus and Christel evidently stood to

each other did not exactly require an explanation, still I was somewhat

astonished. As long as Klaus lived with his father, from the

commencement of our friendship, I had never detected in the good

fellow's heart anything more than brotherly affection for his pretty

adopted sister; but then that was four years ago. Klaus was but sixteen

when he went to work with locksmith Wangerow; and perhaps this

temporary separation had aroused the love which otherwise would have

calmly slumbered on, and possibly never awakened of itself. This was

confirmed by what the lovers themselves told me, as we walked slowly on

together towards the forge, often stopping for a minute at a time when

the story reached a point of particularly critical interest. One of

these points--and indeed the most serious--was the strongly and even

violently expressed aversion of old Pinnow to the engagement. Klaus did

not say so, but from all that I gathered I surmised that it was not

altogether impossible that the old man himself had cast an eye upon his

pretty adopted daughter; at least I could see no other reasonable

explanation of the fact that year by year, and day by day, he had grown

more morose and rancorous towards Klaus, and at last, after much

snarling and storming over his gadding about, and his shameful waste

of time, had ended by forbidding him the house, without the good

fellow--as he solemnly asseverated, and I believed him--having ever

given him the slightest cause of complaint. Therefore they--the

lovers--were under the necessity of keeping their meetings secret, a

proceeding not without considerable difficulties, as the old man was

extraordinarily watchful and cunning. For instance, he would send the

deaf and dumb apprentice, Jacob, to the town to make the necessary

purchases, although he was certain to make some blunder or other; and

to-day he would not have sent Christel, had he not heard that Klaus had

some late work to do on board the steamer, that would prevent his

coming ashore.

As I had a sincere affection for the good Klaus, who had been my

comrade in many a merry frolic by land and water, and was no less fond

of the rosy, soft-voiced Christel Möwe, I felt the liveliest sympathy

with them; and improbable though it may seem, their love, with its

sorrows and its joys, and the possibility of its happy termination, lay

at this moment nearer my heart than the thought of my own fortune. My

mind, however, recurred to my own situation, when, as we reached a

slight elevation in the path, the forge, with the light of the

kitchen-fire shining through its low window, appeared close at hand,

and Klaus asked if we should now turn back. He then for the first time

learned that it was no mere evening stroll that had brought me so far

from the town across the heath, and that my intention was to ask his

father for shelter for a day at least, or perhaps for several days. At

the same time I briefly explained to him the cause that compelled me to

so singular a step.

Klaus seemed greatly affected by what he heard; he grasped me by the

hand, and taking me a little aside, asked in an agitated whisper if I

had well considered what I was about? My father, he said, could not

mean to deal so harshly with me, and would certainly forgive me if I

returned at once. He himself would go and prepare the way, and let the

storm spend its first wrath upon him.

"But, Klaus, old fellow," I said, "you are no better off than I. We are

comrades in misery: your father has forbidden you his house, just as

mine has done with me. What difference is there between us?"

"This difference," Klaus answered, "that I have done nothing to give my

father the right to be angry with me, while you tell me yourself that

you--don't take it hard of me--have been playing a very ugly trick."

I answered that, be that as it might, home I would never go. What

further I should do, I did not know: I would come on board the steamer

to-morrow and talk the matter over with him; it was very likely that I

would need his assistance.

Klaus, who saw that my resolution was taken, and who had always been

accustomed to adapt himself to my plans, gave my hand another hearty

grasp, and said: "Well, then, till to-morrow."

His good heart was so full of what he had just heard that he was going

off without bidding Christel good-by, had I not, laughing, called his

attention to this highly reprehensible oversight. But he did not get

the kiss I had hoped for him; Christel said I had been very wicked; and

so we departed, Klaus going back towards the town, and soon

disappearing in the darkness, and Christel and I keeping on to the

forge, where through the window the fire was now blazing brighter than

before.

"How does the old man come to be working so late?" I asked the girl.

"It just happens so," she answered.

I put other questions, to all of which I received but the briefest

possible answers. Christel and I had always been the best friends in

the world, and I had ever known her as the brightest, merriest

creature. I could only suppose that she had been seriously offended by

my bit of sportiveness. As it was never my nature, unless when overcome

with passion, to wound the feelings of any one, least of all a poor

girl of whom I was really fond, so I did not for a moment hesitate to

frankly ask her pardon, if I had offended her, saying that what I had

done was with the best intention in the world, namely, that her lover

should not, through my fault, leave her without a good-by kiss.

Christel made me no answer, and I was about placing my arm around her

trim waist, in order to give more emphasis to my petition for

forgiveness, when the girl suddenly burst into tears, and in a

frightened tone said that I must not go with her to "his" house; and

that it was anyhow of no use, for "he" would certainly give me no

lodging there.

This declaration and this warning would have made most persons

hesitate. The forge was in such a lonely place, the reputation of the

old smith was far from being a good one, and I was sufficiently versed

in robber-stories to recall the various romantic situations where the

robber's daughter warns the hero, who has lost his way, against the

remaining members of her estimable family, and at the same time reveals

her love for him in a style equally discreet and intelligent. But I was

never subject to those attacks of timidity to which imaginative persons

are so liable; and besides, I thought, if the old man is jealous of his

son--and this I set down as certain--why may he not be so of me?--and

in the third place, a little cur at this moment rushed, furiously

barking, at my legs, and simultaneously appeared a stout figure at the

open door of the forge, and Smith Pinnow's familiar voice called out in

his deep bass: "Who is there?"

"A friend--George Hartwig," I answered, tossing the little yelping

brute with my foot into the bushes.

Christel must have given the old man an intimation of what I wanted as

she pushed by him into the house, for he said at once, without moving

from his post in the doorway, "I can give you no lodging here; my house

is not an inn."

"I know that very well, Pinnow," I answered, stepping up and offering

my hand; "but I thought you were my friend."

The old man did not take my hand, but muttered something that I did not

catch.

"I shall not return home, you maybe sure of that," I continued. "So, if

you do not mean that I shall lie here in the bushes, and join your dog

in howling at the moon, you will let me in, and mix me a glass of

grog--half-and-half, you know; and take a glass or two yourself: it

will do you good, and put better thoughts in your head."

With these words, I laid my hand on the shoulder of the inhospitable

smith, and gave him a hearty shake, in token of my friendly feelings.

"Would you attack a weak old man in his own house?" he exclaimed in an

angry tone, and in my turn I felt on my shoulders two hands whose size

and steely hardness were, for "a weak old man," quite remarkable. My

blood, which the cooler night air had by no means yet lowered to the

desirable temperature, needed but little provocation; and besides, here

was too favorable an opportunity to put to the proof my much-admired

strength; so I seized my antagonist, jerked him at a single effort from

the threshold, and hurled him a couple of paces to one side. I had not

the slightest design of forcing an entrance into his house; but the

smith, who feared that this was my intention, and was resolved to

prevent it at all hazards, threw himself upon me with such fury that I

was obliged in self-defence to exert my whole strength. I had had many

a hard tussle in my time, and had always come off victorious; but never

before had I been so equally matched as now. Perhaps it was from some

small remains of regard for the old man who now assaulted me, in sailor

fashion, with heavy blows of his fist, that I refrained from repaying

him in the same coin, but endeavored to grapple with him. At last I

felt that I had him in my power: seizing a lower hold, I raised him

from the ground, and the next moment he would have measured his length

upon the sand, when a peal of laughter resounded close at hand.

Startled, I lost my hold, and my antagonist, no sooner felt himself

free, than he rushed upon me again. Unprepared for this new attack, I

lost my balance, stumbled and fell, my antagonist above me. I felt his

hands of iron at my throat, when suddenly the laughter ceased. "For

shame, old man!" cried a sonorous voice, "he has not deserved that of

you;" and a pair of strong arms tore the smith from me. I sprang to my

feet and confronted my deliverer, for so I must call him, as without

his interference I do not know what would have happened to me.

CHAPTER V.

He was, as well as I could distinguish by the faint light of the moon

that was now partly obscured by clouds, a man of tall stature and

slender frame; so alert in his movements that I took him to be young,

or at least comparatively young, until, at a sudden turn he made, the

flickering glare of the fire through the open door fell upon his face,

and I saw that his features were deeply furrowed, apparently with age.

And as now, holding my hand, he led me into the forge, which glowed

with a strong light, he seemed to me to be neither young nor old, or

rather both at once.

It is true, the moment was not precisely favorable to physiognomical

investigations. The stranger surveyed me with large eyes that flashed

uncannily out of the crumpled folds and wrinkles that surrounded them

from head to foot, and felt my shoulders and arms, as a jockey might

examine a horse that has got over a distance in three minutes that it

takes other horses five to accomplish. Then, turning on his heel, he

burst into a peal of laughter, as the smith turned upon the deaf and

dumb apprentice, Jacob, who all this time had been blowing the bellows,

quite indifferent to what was going forward, and gave him a push which

spun him around like a top.

"Bravo! bravo!" cried the stranger, "that was well done! Easier

handling him than the other--eh, Pinnow?"

"The other may thank his stars that he gets off so easily," growled the

smith, as he drew a red-hot bar from the coals.

"I am ready to try it again at any time, Pinnow," I cried, and was

delighted that the stranger, with an amused look, nodded his

approbation, while with affected solemnity he cried: "For shame young

man, for shame! a poor old man! Do you consider that a thing to boast

of?"

The smith had seized his heavy forge-hammer, and was plying the glowing

bar with furious strokes until the sparks flew in showers, and the

windows rattled in the frames.

The stranger stopped his ears. "For heaven's sake, man," he cried,

"stop that infamous noise! Who in the devil's name can stand it, do you

think? Do you suppose that I have your plebeian ears? Stop, I say,

or----"

He gave the smith a push, as the latter had just before done to his

apprentice, but the old man stood more firmly than the young one. With

a furious look he raised his hammer--it seemed as if the next moment he

would bring it down on the stranger's head.

"Have you gone mad?" said the stranger, casting a stern look at the

enraged smith. Then, as the latter slowly lowered the hammer, he began

speaking to him in an undertone, to which the old man answered in a

muttering voice, in which I thought I could at intervals distinguish my

own name.

"It may be," said the stranger; "but here he is now, and here he shall

stay."

"Excuse me," I said, "I have not the least idea of thrusting my company

upon you: I would not have set my foot in the house, had not----"

"Now _he's_ beginning again," exclaimed the stranger, with a laugh of

half vexation; "will you ever come to your senses, you two? What I want

is peace and quiet, and above all, some supper; and you shall keep me

company. Hallo! Christel! Where is the girl? You, Pinnow, take off your

leather apron and come in too."

With these words he opened the low door on the right of the forge-fire,

which led from the forge into the living-room. I had often enough been

in the latter, and indeed I knew the whole place well: the living-room

was a moderately large apartment, but only half as high from floor to

ceiling as the forge; the sleeping-rooms lying above it, which were

reached by a steep stair, or sort of ladder, in a corner of the room,

passing through a hole in the ceiling. There was also a door, reached

by two steps, which led into a small side-room, where the smith's

mother slept. This old woman, a prodigy of age, was now crouching in

her easy-chair in her usual corner, close to the stove, which was

heated from without. In the middle of the room stood a heavy oaken

table, and on the table the great basket which Christel had brought

from the town. Christel herself was apparently searching for something

in a closet at the further end of the room.

"Now, Christel," said the stranger, taking a light to look into the

basket, "what have you brought? That looks inviting. But bestir

yourself, for I am hungry as a wolf--and you too," turning to me--"are

you not? One is always hungry at your age. Come this way to the window.

Sit down."

He made me sit on one of the two benches that stood in the recess of

the window, seated himself on the other, and continued in a somewhat

lower tone, with a glance at Christel, who was now, with a noiseless

despatch, beginning to set the table:----

"A pretty girl: rather too much of a blonde, perhaps; she is a

Hollander; but that is in keeping here: is not the old woman nodding

there in her easy chair just like a picture by Terburg? Then old

Pinnow, with the face of a bull-dog and the figure of a seal, and Jacob

with his carp's eyes! But I like it; I seldom fail, when I have been in

the town without my carriage, as happens to-day, to look in here, and

let old Pinnow set me over; especially as with a good wind I can get

across in half an hour, while by the town-ferry it takes me a full

hour, and then afterwards as much more before I reach my estate."

The stranger spoke in a courteous, engaging manner, which pleased me

exceedingly; and while speaking, repeatedly stroked with his left hand

his thick beard, which fell half-way down his breast, and from time to

time glanced at a diamond ring on his finger. I began to feel a great

respect for the strange gentleman, and was extremely curious to know

who he was, but could not venture to ask him.

"What an abominable atmosphere in this room!" he suddenly exclaimed;

"enough to make one faint;" and he was about opening the window at

which we were sitting, but checking himself, he turned and said: "To be

sure! the old woman might take cold. Christel, can't you get the old

lady to bed?"

"Yes, sir; directly," said Christel, who had just finished setting the

table, and going up to the old woman, screamed in her ear,

"Grandmother, you must go to bed!"

The old woman received this intimation with evident disfavor, for she

shook her head energetically, but at last allowed herself to be raised

from her crouching position, and tottered from the room, leaning on

Christel's arm. When Christel reached the steps that led to the side

room she looked round. I sprang to her assistance, and carried the old

lady up the steps, while Christel opened the door, through which she

then disappeared with her charge.

"Well done, young man," said my new acquaintance, as I came back to

him; "we must always be polite to ladies. And now we will open the

window."

He did so, and the night air rushed in. It had grown darker; the moon

was hidden behind a heavy mass of cloud that was rolling up from the

west; from the sea, which was but a few paces distant, came a hollow

roaring and plashing of the waves breaking on the beach; a few drops of

rain drove into my face.

The stranger looked out intently at the weather. "We must be off

presently," I heard him say to himself. Then turning to me: "But now we

will have some supper; I am almost dying of hunger. If Pinnow prefers

grumbling to eating, let him consult his taste. Come."

He took his seat at the table, inviting me by a gesture to place myself

beside him. I had, during the day, eaten far less than I had drunk, and

my robust frame, which had long since overcome the effects of my

intoxication, now imperatively demanded sustenance. So I very willingly

complied with the invitation of my entertainer; and indeed the contents

of the basket which Christel had now unpacked were of a nature to tempt

a far more fastidious palate than mine. There were caviare, smoked

salmon, ham, fresh sausage, pickles; nor was a supply of wine wanting.

Two bottles of Bordeaux, with the label of a choice vintage, stood upon

the table, and out of the basket peeped the silvery neck of a bottle of

Champagne.

"Quite a neat display," said the stranger, filling both our glasses,

helping himself first from one dish and then from another, and inviting

me to follow his example, while chatting at intervals in his pleasant

fashion. Without his questioning me directly, we had somehow come to

speak of my affairs; and, unsuspicious and communicative as I was,

before the first bottle was emptied I had given him a pretty fair

account of my neither long nor eventful life. The occurrences of the

past day, so momentous for me, occupied rather more time in the

recital. In the ardor of my narration, I had, without observing it,

filled and drunk several glasses of wine; the weight that had laid upon

my spirits had disappeared; my old cheerful humor had returned, all the

more as this meeting with the mysterious stranger under such singular

circumstances, gave my imagination room for the wildest conjectures. I

described our flight from the school, I mimicked Professor Lederer's

voice and manner, I threw all my powers of satire into my sketch of the

commerzienrath, and I fear that I smote the table with my fist when I

came to speak of Arthur's shameful ingratitude, and the outrageous

partiality of the steuerrath. But here my talkative tongue was checked;

the melancholy dimness of my father's study spread a gloom over my

spirits; I fell into a tragic tone, as I swore that though I should

have to go on a pilgrimage to the North Cape, barefoot, as I was

already bareheaded, and beg my bread from door to door--or, as begging

was not my forte, should I have to take to the road--I would never more

set foot in my father's house again, after he had once driven me from

it. That what I was in duty bound to bear from a parent had here

reached its limits; that nature's bond was cancelled, and that my

resolution was as firmly fixed as the stars in the sky, and if any one

chose to ridicule it, he did it at his peril.

With these words I sprang from the table, and set down the glass from

which I had been drinking, so violently, that it shivered to pieces.

For the stranger, whose evident enjoyment of my story had at times

encouraged me, and at others embarrassed, when I came to my peroration,

which was delivered with extreme pathos, burst into a paroxysm of

laughter which seemed as if it would never end.

"You have been kind to me," I exclaimed; "true, I think I could have

held my own without your assistance; but no matter for that--you came

to my help at the right moment, and now you have entertained me with

food and drink. You are welcome to laugh as much as you please, but I,

for my part, will not stay to listen to it. Farewell!"

I looked round for my cap; then, remembering that I had none, strode to

the door, when the stranger, who in the meantime had also risen from

his seat, hastened after me, caught me by the arm, and in the grave but

kindly tone that had previously so charmed me, said:

"Young man, I entreat your pardon. And now come back and take your seat

again. I offer you the word of a nobleman that I will respect your

feelings, even if your expression of them takes a somewhat singular

form."

His dark eyes gleamed, and there were twitchings in the maze of

wrinkles that surrounded them.

"You are jesting with me," I said.

"I am not," he replied, "upon the word of a nobleman. On the contrary,

you please me extremely, and I was several times on the point of

interrupting your story to ask a favor of you. Come and stay awhile

with me. Whether you are reconciled with your father, as I hope, or if

the breach be past closing, as you believe, at all events you must

first have a roof over your head; and you cannot possibly stay here,

where you are evidently not wanted. As I said, I will feel it a favor

if you will accept my invitation. I cannot offer you much, but--there

is my hand! Good! now we will pledge good fellowship in champagne."

I had already forgiven my mysterious but amiable acquaintance, and

pledged him in the sparkling wine with all my heart. With merriment and

laughter we had soon emptied the flask, when the smith entered. He had

thrown off his leather apron, donned a sailor's jacket, and wrapped a

thick muffler round his muscular neck. It now struck me for the first

time that he had not on the great blue spectacles which for several

years I had never seen him without, and which he wore on account of his

alleged near-sightedness: and it now occurred to me that he was not

wearing them at the time of our quarrel. Still, I might be mistaken on

that point; but I had no time to reflect upon so unimportant a matter,

for my attention was at once fixed by some words exchanged in a low

tone between the smith and the stranger.

"Is it time?" asked the latter.

"It is," replied the smith.

"The wind is favorable?"

"Yes."

"Everything in order?"

"Except the anchor, which you would not let me finish."

"We can do without it."

"Not well."

The stranger stood for a few moments in thought; his handsome face

seemed suddenly to have grown twenty years older; he stroked his beard,

and I noticed that he was observing me from the corner of his eye. He

then caught the smith by the arm and led him out of the door, which he

closed behind him. Outside the door I heard them talking, but could

make out nothing, for the stranger spoke in a subdued voice, and the

smith's growling speech was at all times difficult to understand;

presently, however, the dialogue grew louder, and, as it seemed, more

and more vehement, especially on the part of the smith.

"I will have it so!" cried the stranger.

"And I say no!" maintained the smith.

"It is my affair."

"And my affair as well."

The voices sank again, and presently I heard the outer door creak. They

had left the forge; I stepped to the open window and saw them go to the

little shed close to the beach, by which Pinnow's boat was usually

drawn up on the sand. They disappeared in the shadow of the shed; then

I heard a chain rattle, and a grating on the sand; they were launching

the boat. All was then still: the only sounds audible were the stronger

roaring of the sea, mingled with the rush of the wind in the leaves of

the old oak, which threw its half-decayed boughs over the forge.

I heard a rustling in the room, and turned quickly round. It was

Christel; she stood behind me, looking with an intense gaze, as I had

just done, through the window into the darkness.

"Well, Christel!" I said.

She placed her finger on her lips, and whispered, "Hush!" then beckoned

me from the window. Surprised rather than alarmed, I followed her.

"What is the matter, Christel?"

"Don't go with them, whatever you do. And go away from here at once.

You cannot stay here."

"But, Christel, why not? And who is the gentleman?"

"I must not tell you; I must not speak his name. If you go with them,

you will learn it soon enough; but do not go!"

"Why? What will they do to me, Christel?"

"Do? They will do nothing to you. But do not go with them."

A noise was heard outside; Christel turned away and began clearing the

table, while the voices of the two who were returning from the beach

came nearer and nearer.

I do not know what another would have done in my place; I can only say

that the girl's warning produced upon me an effect precisely opposite

to that intended. True, I well remember that my heart beat quicker, and

that I cast a hurried glance at the four double-barrels and the long

fowling-piece that hung in the old places on the wall; but the desire

to go through with the adventure was now fully awaked in me. I felt

equal to any danger that might beset me; and, for the matter of that,

Christel had just said that no harm was intended to me.

Besides--and this circumstance is, perhaps, the real key to my conduct

that evening--the stranger, whoever he might be, with his partly

serious and partly jocose, half-sympathetic and half-mocking language,

had somehow established a mysterious influence over me. In later years,

when I heard the legend of the Piper of Hameln, whom the children were

irresistibly compelled to follow, I at once recalled this night and the

stranger.

He now appeared at the door, dressed in a coarse, wide sailor's jacket,

and wearing a low-crowned tarpaulin hat in place of his cloth cap.

Pinnow opened a press in the wall, and produced a similar outfit for

me, which the stranger made me put on.

"It is turning cold," he remarked, "and your present dress will be but

little protection to you, though I trust our passage will be a short

one. So: now you are equipped capitally: now let us be off."

The smith had stepped to Christel and whispered her a few words, to

which she made no reply. She had turned her back upon me since the men

had entered, and did not once turn her head as I bade her good-night.

"Come on," said the stranger.

We went through the forge, where the fire had now burnt down, and

stepped out into the windy night. After proceeding a few steps, I

turned my head: the light in the living-room was extinguished; the

house lay dark in the darkness, and the wind roared and moaned in the

dry branches of the old oak.

The noise of the sea had increased; the wind had freshened to a stiff

breeze; the moon had set; no star shone through the scudding clouds

which from time to time were lighted with a lurid gleam, followed by a

mutter of distant thunder.

We reached the boat which was already half in the water, and they made

me get on board, while the stranger, Pinnow, and the deaf and dumb

Jacob, who had suddenly made his appearance out of the darkness, and

was, as well as I could make out, also in sailor's dress and

fisherman's boots--pushed off. In a few minutes we were flying through

the water; the stranger stood at the helm, but presently yielded it to

Pinnow, when the latter with Jacob's assistance had finished setting

the sails, and took his seat beside me.

"Now, how do you like this?" he asked me.

"Glorious!" I exclaimed. "But I think, Pinnow, that you had better take

in another reef; we are carrying too much sail, and over yonder"--I

pointed to the west--"it has an ugly look."

"You seem to be no greenhorn," said the stranger.

Pinnow made no reply but gave the hasty order: "Take in the foresail,"

at the same time putting up the helm and letting the boat fall off the

wind. It was not a moment too soon, for a squall striking us an instant

after made her careen so violently that I thought she would founder,

though luckily she righted again. The jib was taken in altogether, and

the foresail now hoisted only half-mast high, and under this canvas we

flew through the waves, upon whose whitening crests played the pale

glare of the lightning at ever shorter intervals, and still louder and

louder followed the roll of the thunder.

After a while the squall abated as rapidly as it had come up, and the

stars began to shine here and there through the clouds. I came aft--I

had been helping Jacob to handle the sails--and took my seat again by

the stranger. He passed his hand over my jacket:

"You are wet to the skin," he said.

"So are we all," I answered.

"But you are not used to it."

"But I am nineteen."

"No older?"

"Not two months."

"You are a man."

I felt more pride from this short speech than I had ever felt shame

during the longest diatribe of Professor Lederer, or any of my other

teachers. There were few things which I would not have been willing at

that moment to attempt had the stranger required it; but he offered no

compact with the powers of darkness, nor anything of the sort, but only

advised me to lie down in the boat and be covered with a piece of

canvas, as the trip was likely to last longer than had been expected,

the wind having hauled round another quarter; I could be of no more

service now, and "Sleep is a warm cloak, as Sancho Panza says," he

added.

I protested, affirming that I could keep awake for three days and three

nights together; but I yielded to his insistence, and had hardly

stretched myself on the bottom of the boat, when sleep, which I had

thought so far, fell upon me heavy as lead.

How long I slept I do not exactly know; but I was awakened by the

grating of the keel upon the sand of the shore. The stranger helped me

up, but I was still so heavy with sleep that I cannot remember how I

got ashore. The night was still dark; I could distinguish nothing but

the gleaming crests of the waves breaking on a long level beach, from

which the land rose higher as it ran inward. When I had recovered my

full consciousness the boat had already pushed off; my unknown friend

and I were following a path that ascended among trees. He held me by

the hand, and in a friendly, pleasant manner pointed out the various

irregularities of the path, in which he seemed to know every stone and

every projecting root. At last we reached the top of the cliff; before

us lay the open country, and in the distance a dark pile, which I

gradually made out, in the dawning light, to be a mass of buildings,

with a park or wood of immense trees.

"Here we are," said the stranger at last, as, after passing through a

silent court-yard, we stood before a great dark building.

"Where?" I asked.

"At my house," he responded, laughing. We were now standing in the

hall, and he was trying to light a match.

"And where is that?" I asked again. I could not myself have told how I

found the boldness to put this question.

The match kindled; he lighted a lamp which was in readiness, and the

light fell upon his long dishevelled beard and haggard face, in which

the rain and surf seemed to have deepened every wrinkle to a fold and

every fold to a furrow. He looked at me fixedly with his large deep-set

eyes.

"At Zehrendorf," he replied, "the house of Malte von Zehren, whom they

call 'The Wild.' You don't regret having come with me?"

"That I do not," I answered him with energy.

CHAPTER VI.

On awaking the next morning, it was long ere I could arrive at a clear

consciousness of my situation. My sleep had been disturbed by frightful

dreams, which had left an oppression upon my spirits. It still seemed

to me that I heard my father's voice, when a part of my dream recurred

to my memory. I had been fleeing from my father, and came to a smooth

pond, into which I threw myself, to escape by swimming. But the smooth

pond suddenly changed into a stormy sea, upon whose waves I was now

tossed towards heaven, and now plunged into the abyss. I was paralyzed

with terror; and strove in vain to call to my father for help, while my

father did not see me, although he ran up and down the shore, within

reach of me, wringing his hands and breaking into loud lamentations

over his drowned son.

I passed my hand repeatedly over my brow to drive away the frightful

images, and opened my eyes and looking around, found myself in the room

into which my host had conducted me on the previous night. The light in

the great bare apartment was so dim, that I thought at first it must be

very early; but my watch had stopped at nine, and on examination I

discovered that this greenish twilight was produced by the thick

foliage of trees whose branches touched the solitary window. At this

moment a ray of sunlight found its way through some aperture, and fell

upon the wall in front of me, upon which I at first thought the most

singular and fantastic figures were painted, until closer observation

showed me that the dark hangings had here and there detached themselves

from the lighter ground, and hung in irregular strips, which seemed the

strange garments of grotesque forms.

Altogether the appearance of the room was as inhospitable as it well

could be: the plaster in several places had fallen from the ceiling,

and lay in white fragments upon the floor, which was laid in parquetry,

but now cracked in all directions. The whole furniture consisted of a

great canopied bed, the curtains of which were of faded green damask;

two high-backed chairs, covered with similar materials, one of which

possessed its normal complement of legs, while the other, which in

years had not yet learned to stand upon three, was propped against the

wall; and finally, a pine washstand painted white, in singular contrast

to the great oval mirror in a rich antique rococo frame, which hung

above it; although it is true that the gilding on this piece of

magnificence was in many places tarnished by age.

I made these observations while putting on my clothes, which in the

short time I had slept by no means dried as thoroughly as I could have

desired. But this was but a trifling discomfort: the thought that

troubled me was, how should I dress myself the next day, and after?

upon which followed the associate reflection:--what was going to become

of me altogether?

The answer to this question was by no means clear; and after some

consideration I hit upon the idea that it would be as well, before I

came to a decision--which in any event was not a matter of such instant

urgency--to consult my friendly host upon the subject. Singular enough!

up to this day I had always rejected the advice of those whose position

and knowledge best qualified them to give it, and had always maintained

that I knew best what I had to do; and now I found myself looking with

a sort of superstitious reliance to a man whom I had but just learned

to know, and that under circumstances by no means of a nature to

inspire confidence, and whose name was in evil repute, far and near. It

was in this fact, possibly, that lay the greatest attraction for me.

"The Wild Zehren" had held a place in my boyish imagination by the side

of Rinaldo Rinaldini and Karl Moor; and I had keenly envied my friend

Arthur, who used to tell the wildest stories about him, the possession

of such an uncle.

Of late years he had been less talked about: I once heard the

steuerrath, in a public garden, in the presence of my father and

others, thanking God that the "mad fellow" had at last shown some signs

of reformation, and the family might consider itself relieved from the

perpetual fear that sooner or later he would come to some bad end. At

the same time some allusions were made to a daughter, at which several

of the gentlemen whispered together, and Justizrath Heckepfennig

shrugged his shoulders. Later, Arthur told me that his cousin had

eloped with a young tutor, but had not gone far, as his uncle gave

chase to the fugitives and caught them before they reached the ferry.

She was very beautiful, he said further, and on that account he the

more regretted that his father and his uncle were on such unfriendly

terms, for, owing to this disagreement, he had never seen Constance (I

remembered the name) but once, and that was when she was a child.

All this and much more in this connection came into my mind while I

finished my simple toilet before the dim mirror with the tarnished

rococo frame; and as I thought of the pretty cousin, I felt chagrin at

the tardy development of the beard that had begun to sprout on my upper

lip. I caught up the sailor's hat which I had brought with me when I

landed, and left the room to look for Herr von Zehren.

Pretty soon it became evident that this very natural intention was not

so easy of accomplishment. The room which I left had, luckily, only two

doors in it; but that which I entered had three, so that I had to make

a choice between two, not including that which led into my chamber.

Apparently I did not hit upon the right one, for I came upon a narrow

corridor, very dimly lighted through a closed and curtained glass door.

Another which I tried, opened into a hall of stateliest dimensions, the

three windows of which looked out upon a large park-like garden. From

this hall I passed into a great two-windowed room looking upon the

court, and from this one happily back to the one adjoining my chamber,

from which I had set out. I had to laugh when I made this discovery,

but my laughter sounded so strangely hollow as to check my mirth at

once. And indeed it was no wonder if laughter had a strange sound in

these empty rooms, which seemed as if they had heard few sounds of

merriment in recent times, however joyous they might have been in years

by-gone. For this room was just as bare and cheerless as that in which

I had slept; with just such ragged hangings, crumbling ceilings, and

worm-eaten, half ruinous furniture, which might once have adorned a

princely apartment. And so was it with the other rooms, which I now

examined again more attentively than at first. Everywhere the same

signs of desolation and decay; everywhere mournful evidences of

vanished splendor: here and there upon the walls hung life-size

portraits, which seemed to be spectrally fading into the dark

background from which they had once shone brilliantly; in one room lay

immense piles of books in venerable leather bindings, among which a

pair of rats dived out of sight as I entered; in another, otherwise

entirely empty, was a harp with broken chords, and the scabbard of a

dress-sword, with its broad silken scarf. Everywhere rubbish, dust and

cobwebs; windows dim with neglect, except where their broken panes

offered a free passage to the birds that had scattered straw and dirt

around--to a plaster cornice still clung a pair of abandoned swallow's

nests; everywhere a stifling, musty atmosphere of ruin and decay.

After I had wandered through at least a half dozen more rooms, a lucky

turn brought me into a spacious hall, from which descended a broad

oaken staircase adorned with antique carved work. This staircase also,

that once with its stained windows, its dark panels reaching almost to

the ceiling, its antlers, old armor, and standards, must have presented

an unusually stately and imposing appearance, offered the same dreary

picture of desolation as the rest; and I slowly descended it amazed,

and to a certain extent confounded, by all that I had seen. More than

one step cracked and yielded as I placed my foot upon it, and as I

instinctively laid my hand upon the broad balustrade, the wood felt

singularly soft, but it was from the accumulated dust of years, into

which, indeed, the whole stair seemed slowly dissolving.

I knew that I had not come this way the previous night, when my host

conducted me to my chamber. A steep stair, as I afterwards learned, led

from a side hall directly to that dark corridor which adjoined the room

I had occupied. I had, therefore, never before been in the great hall

in which I was now standing; and as I did not wish to go knocking in

vain at half-a-dozen doors, and the great house-door that fronted the

stairs, proved to be locked, I succeeded with some difficulty in

opening a back-door, which luckily was only bolted, and entered a small

court. The low buildings surrounding this, had probably been used as

kitchens, or served other domestic purposes in former times; but at

present they were all vacant, and looked up piteously with their

empty window-frames and crumbling tile-roofs to the bare and ruinous

main-building, as a pack of half-starved dogs to a master who himself

has nothing to eat.

I was no longer a child: my organization was far from being a

susceptible one, nor did I ever lightly fall into the fantastic mood;

but I confess, that a strange and weird sensation came over me among

these corpses of houses from which the life had evidently long since

departed. So far I had not come upon the slightest trace of active

human life. As it was now, so it must have been for years, a trysting

place and tilt yard for owls and sparrows, rats and mice. Just so might

have looked a castle enchanted by the wickedest of all witches; and I

do not think that I should have been beyond measure astonished, if the

hag had herself arisen, with bristling hair, from the great kettle in

the wash-house, into which I cast a glance, and flown up through the

wide chimney upon one of the broom-sticks that were lying about.

This wash-house had a door opening upon a little yard surrounded by a

hedge, and divided by a deep trench, bridged by a half-rotten plank;

which yard, as was evident from the egg-shells and bones scattered

about, had formerly been a receptacle for the refuse of the kitchen,

but grass had grown over the old rubbish-heaps, and a pair of wild

rabbits darted at sight of me into their burrows in the trench. They

might possibly preserve some legend of a time when the trench had been

full of water, and these burrows the habitations of water-rats, but at

such a remote period of antiquity that the whole tradition ran into the

mythical.

Hearing a sound at hand which seemed to indicate the presence of a

human being, I pushed through the hedge into the garden, and following

the direction of the sound, found an old man who was loading a small

cart with pales, which he was breaking with a hatchet out of a high

stockade. This stockade had evidently once served as the fence of a

deer-park; in the high grass lay the ruins of two deer-sheds blown down

by the wind: the stags who used to feed from the racks, and try their

antlers against the paling, had probably long since found their way to

the kitchen, and why should the paling itself not follow?

So at least thought the withered old man whom I found engaged in this

singular occupation. When he first came upon the estate, which was in

the life-time of the present owner's father, there were forty head of

deer in the park, he said; but in the year '12, when the French landed

upon the island and took up quarters in the castle, more than half were

shot, and the rest broke out and were never recovered, though a part

were afterwards killed in the neighboring forest which belonged to

Prince Prora.

After giving me this information, the old man fell to his work again,

and I tried in vain to draw him into further conversation. His

communicativeness was exhausted, and only with difficulty could I get

from him that the master had gone out shooting, and would scarcely be

back before evening, perhaps not so soon.

"And the young lady?"

"Most likely up yonder," said the old man, pointing with his axe-handle

in the direction of the park; then slipping the straps of his cart over

his decrepit shoulders, he slowly dragged it along the grass-grown path

towards the castle. I watched him till he disappeared behind the

bushes; for a while I could still hear the creaking of his cart, and

then all was silent.

Silence without a sound, just as in the ruinous castle. But here the

silence had nothing oppressive; the sky here was blue, without even the

smallest speck of cloud; here shone the bright morning sun, throwing

the shadows of the aged oaks upon the broad meadows, and sparkling in

the rain-drops which the night's storm had left upon the bushes. Now

and then a light breeze stirred, and the long sprays, heavy with rain,

waved languidly, and the tall spires of grass bent before it.

It was all very beautiful. I inhaled deep draughts of the cool sweet

air, and once more felt the sense of delight that had come over me the

evening before, as the wild swans swept above me, high in air. How

often, in after days, have I thought of that evening and this morning,

and confessed to myself that I then, in spite of all, in spite of my

folly and frivolity and misconduct, was happy, unspeakably happy--a

short lived, treacherous bliss, it is true, but still bliss--a paradise

in which I could not stay, from which the stern realities of life, and

nature itself, expelled me--and yet a paradise!

Slowly loitering on, I penetrated deeper into the green wilderness, for

wilderness it was. The path was scarcely distinguishable amid the

luxuriant weeds and wild overgrowth of bushes--the path which in

by-gone days had been swept by the trains of ladies fair, and by which

the little feet of children had merrily tripped along. The surface grew

hilly; at the end lay the park, and over me venerable beeches arched

their giant boughs. Again the path descended towards an opening in the

forest, and I stood upon the margin of a moderately large, circular

tarn, in whose black water were reflected the great trees that

surrounded it nearly to the edge.

A few steps further, upon a slightly elevated spot, at the foot of a

tree whose gigantic size seemed the growth of centuries, was a low bank

of moss; upon the bank lay a book and a glove. I looked and listened on

all sides: all was still as death: only the sunlight played through the

green sprays, and now and then a leaf fluttered down upon the dark

water of the tarn.

I could not resist an impulse of curiosity: I approached the bank and

took up the book. It was Eichendorf's "Life of a Good-for-Nothing." I

had never seen the book, nor even heard of the author; but could not

refrain from smiling as I read the title: it was as though some one had

called me by name. But at that time I cared little for books: so I

replaced it, open, as I had found it, and picked up the glove, not,

however, without another cautious glance around, to see if the owner

might not be a witness of my temerity.

This glove, I at once divined, belonged to Arthur's beautiful

cousin--whose else could it be? The inference was simple enough; and,

indeed, the circumstance of a young lady leaving her glove on the spot

where she had been resting, had nothing in it remarkable. But the fancy

of a youth of my temperament is not fettered; and I confess that as I

held the little delicate glove in my hand, and inhaled its faint

perfume, my heart began to beat very unreasonably. I had walked, times

without number, past Emilie Heckepfennig's window in hope of a glance

from that charmer; and had even worn on my heart, for weeks together, a

ribbon which she once gave me as I was dancing with her; but that

ribbon never gave me such feelings as did this little glove; there must

have been some enchantment about it.

I threw myself upon the bank of moss, and indulged my fancy in the wild

dreams of a youth of nineteen; at times laying the glove on the seat

beside me, and then taking it up again to scrutinize it with ever

closer attention, as though it were the key to the mystery of my life.

I had been sitting thus perhaps a quarter of an hour, when I suddenly

started up and listened. As if from the sky there came a sound of music

and singing, faint at first, then louder, and finally I distinguished a

soft female voice, and the tinkling notes of a guitar. The voice was

singing what seemed the refrain of a song:

"All day long the bright sun loves me;

All day long."

"All day long," it was repeated, now quite close at hand, and I now

perceived the singer, who had been concealed from me hitherto by the

great trunks of the beeches.

She was coming down a path which descended rather steeply among the

trees, and as she came to a spot upon which the bright sunshine

streamed through a canopy of leaves, she paused and looked thoughtfully

upwards, presenting a picture which is ineffaceably imprinted upon my

memory, and even now after so many years it comes back to me vividly as

ever.

A charming, deep brunette, whose exquisitely proportioned form made her

stature appear less than it really was; and whose somewhat fantastic

dress of a dark green material, trimmed with gold braid, admirably

accorded with her striking, almost gypsy-like appearance. She carried a

small guitar suspended around her neck with a red ribbon, and her

fingers played over its chords like the rays of sunlight over the

lightly waving sprays.

Poor Constance! Child of the sun! Why, if it loved thee so well, did it

not slay thee now with one of these rays, that I might have made thee a

grave in this lonely forest-glade, far from the world for which thy

heart so passionately yearned--thy poor foolish heart!

I was standing motionless, fascinated by the vision, when with a deep

sigh she seemed to awake from a reverie, and as she descended the path

her eyes and mine met. I noticed that she started lightly, as one who

meets a human being where he only expected to see the stem of a tree:

but the surprise was but momentary, and I observed that she regarded me

from under her drooped lids, and a transient smile played round her

lips; in truth, a beautiful maiden, conscious of her beauty could

scarcely have seen without a smile the amazed admiration, bordering on

stupefaction, depicted in my face.

Whether she or I was the first to speak I do not now remember; and

indeed I clearly retain, of this our first conversation, only the

memory of the tones of her soft and somewhat deep voice, which to my

ear was like exquisite music. We must have ascended together from the

forest-dell to the upland, and the sea-breeze must have awakened me to

a clearer consciousness, for I can still see the calm, blue water

stretching in boundless expanse around us, the white streaks of foam

lying among the rocks of the beach perhaps a hundred feet below, and a

pair of large gulls wheeling hither and thither, and then dipping to

the water, where they gleamed like stars. I see the heather of the

upland waving in the light breeze, hear the lapping of the surf among

the sharp crags of the shore, and amid it all I hear the voice of

Constance.

"My mother was a Spaniard, as beautiful as the day, and my father, who

had gone thither to visit a friend he had known in Paris, saw her, and

carried her off. The friend was my mother's brother, and he loved my

father dearly, but was never willing that they should marry, because he

was a strict Catholic, and my father would never consent to become a

Catholic, but laughed and mocked at all religions. So they secretly

eloped; but my uncle pursued and overtook them in the night, upon a

lonely heath, and there were wild words between them, and then swords

were drawn, and my father killed the brother of his bride. She did not

know this until long afterwards; for she fainted during the fight, and

my father contrived to make her believe that he had parted from his

brother-in-law in friendship. Then they came to this place; but my

mother always pined for her home, and used to say that she felt a

weight upon her heart, as if a murder were resting on her soul. At last

she learned, through an accident, the manner of death of her brother,

whom she had devotedly loved; and so she grew melancholy, and wandered

about day and night, asking every one whom she met which was the road

to Spain. My father at last had to shut her up; but this she could not

endure, and became quite raving, and tried to take her own life, until

they let her go free again, when she wandered about as before. And one

morning she threw herself into this pool, and when they drew her out

she was dead. I was then only three years old, and I have no

recollection of her looks, but they say she was handsomer than I am."

I said that could hardly be possible; and I said it with so much

seriousness, for I was thinking of the poor woman who had drowned

herself here, that Constance again smiled, and said I was certainly the

best creature in the world, and that one could say anything to me that

came into one's head; and that was what she liked. So I was always to

stay with her, she said, and be her faithful George, and slay all the

dragons in the world for her sake. Was I agreed to that? Indeed was I,

I answered. And again a smile played over her rosy lips.

"You look as if you would. But how did you really come here, and what

does my father want with you? He gave me a special charge on your

account this morning before he set out; you must stand high in his

favor, for he does not usually give himself much care for the welfare

of other people. And how come you to have a sailor's hat on, and a very

ugly one at that? I think you said you came from school; are there

scholars there as large as you? I never knew that. How old are you

really?"

And so the maiden prattled on--and yet it was not prattling, for she

remained quite serious all the time, and it seemed to me that while she

talked her mind was far away; and her dark eyes but seldom were turned

to me, and then with but a momentary glance, as though I were no living

man, but an inanimate figure; and frequently she put a second question

without waiting for an answer to the first.

This suited me well, for thus at least I found courage to look at her

again and again, and at last scarcely turned my eyes from her. "You

will fall over there, if you do not take care," she suddenly said,

lightly touching my arm with her finger, as we stood on the verge of a

cliff. "It seems you are not easily made giddy."

"No, indeed," I answered.

"Let us go up there," she said.

Upon what was nearly the highest part of the promontory on which we

were, were the ruins of a castle, overgrown with thick bushes. But a

single massive tower, almost entirely covered with ivy, had defied the

power of the sea and of time. These were the ruins of the Zehrenburg,

to which Arthur had pointed yesterday, as we passed on the steamer; the

same tower on which I was to fix my gaze as I renounced in his favor

all pretensions to Emilie Heckepfennig. This I had passionately refused

to do--yesterday: what was Emilie Heckepfennig to me to-day?

The beautiful girl had taken her seat upon a mossy stone, and looked

fixedly into the distance. I stood beside her, leaning against the old

tower, and looked fixedly into her face.

"All that, once was ours," she said, slowly sweeping her hand round the

horizon; "and this, is all that remains."

She rose hastily, and began to descend a narrow path which led, through

broom and heather, from the heights down to the forest. I followed. We

came to the beech-wood again, and back to the tarn, where her book and

guitar still lay upon the bank. I was very proud when she gave me both

to carry, saying at the same time that the guitar had been her

mother's, and that she had never trusted it to any one before; but now

I should always carry this, her greatest treasure, for her, and she

would teach me to play and to sing, if I stayed with them. Or perhaps I

did not mean to stay with them?

I said that I could not tell, but I hoped so; and the thought of going

away fell heavy upon my heart.

We had now reached the castle. "Give me the guitar," she said, "but

keep the book: I know it by heart. Have you had breakfast? No? Poor,

poor George! it is lucky that no dragon met us; you would have been

hardly able to stand upon your feet."

A side-door, that I had not previously noticed, led to that part of the

ground-floor inhabited by the father and daughter. Constance called an

old female servant, and directed her to prepare me some breakfast, and

then she left me, after giving me her hand, with that melancholy

transient smile which I had already noted on her beautiful lips.

CHAPTER VII.

The breakfast which the ugly, taciturn old woman--whom Constance called

"Pahlen"--set before me after about half an hour, might well have been

ready in less time, for it consisted only of black bread, butter,

cheese, and a flask of cognac. The cognac was excellent; but the

remainder of the repast far from luxurious, for the bread was sour and

mouldy in spots, the butter rancid, and the cheese hard as a stone; but

what was that to a youth of nineteen, who had eaten nothing for twelve

hours, and whose silly heart, moreover, was palpitating with its first

passion! So it seemed to me that I had never had a more sumptuous

repast; and I thanked the old woman for her trouble with the utmost

politeness. "Pahlen" did not seem to know what to make of me. She

looked askance at me two or three times, with a sort of surly

curiosity; and to the questions that I put to her, replied with an

unintelligible grumbling, out of which I could make nothing.

The room in which I now found myself--it was the same into which Herr

von Zehren had conducted me on our first arrival--might, in comparison

with the deserted apartments of the upper story, be called habitable,

though the carpet under the table was ragged, several of the carved

oaken chairs were no longer firm upon their legs, and a great antique

buffet in one corner had decidedly seen better days. The windows opened

upon a court, into which, my breakfast once over, I cast a look. This

court was very spacious, the barns and stables that enclosed it of the

very largest dimensions, such as are only found on the most

considerable estates. So much the more striking was the silence that

prevailed in it. In the centre of the space was a dove-cot built of

stone, but no wings fluttered about it, unless perhaps those of a

passing swallow. There was a duck-pond without ducks, a dunghill upon

which no fowls were scratching--one peacock sat upon the broken

paling--everything seemed dead or departed. Here was no hurrying to and

fro of busy men, no lowing of cattle or neighing of horses--all was

vacant and silent; only from time to time the peacock on the paling

uttered his dissonant cry, and the sparrows twittered in the twigs of

an old linden.

As Constance did not return, and as Pahlen, to my question about the

dinner hour, responded by asking me if I now wanted dinner too, I came

to the conclusion that for some hours at least I would be left to my

own devices. I therefore walked into the court, and then perceived that

this part of the castle was an addition, which formed a continuation to

the main building, and had probably served as the manager's house. In

the castle the shutters on the ground floor were closed, and secured

with massive iron bars, a fact which did not by any means tend to give

the old pile a more cheerful appearance. That a manager's house had

long been a superfluous appendage, the surroundings plainly showed. In

truth, there was nothing here to manage; the buildings, which at a

distance still presented a tolerable appearance, proved, when near, to

be little better than crumbling ruins. The thatched roofs had sunk in

decay and were overgrown with moss, the ornamental work had dropped

away, the plaster peeled off in patches, the doors hung awry on their

rusted hinges, and in many places were entirely wanting. A stable into

which I looked had been originally built to accommodate forty horses;

now there stood in a corner four lean old brutes that set up a hungry

neighing as they saw me. As I came out again into the court, a wagon,

partly laden with corn and dragged by four other miserable jades, went

reeling over the broken stones of the pavement, and disappeared in the

yawning doorway of one of the immense barns, like a coffin in a vault.

I strolled further on, passing one or two dilapidated hovels, where

half-naked children were playing in the sand, and a couple of fellows,

more like bandits than farm-hands, were lounging, who stared at me with

looks half shy half insolent, and reached the fields. The sun shone

brightly enough, but it lighted up little that was pleasant to the eye:

waste land, with here and there scattering patches of sparse oats,

overgrown with blue cornflowers and scarlet poppies, a little rusted

wheat, an acre or so where the rye--late enough for the season--still

stood in slovenly sheaves, and where a second wagon was being laden by

two fellows of the same bandit appearance as the men at the hovels, and

who stared at me with the same surprised and skulking looks, without

answering my salutation. At some distance appeared through the trees

and bushes the roofs of farm-buildings, evidently upon another estate,

to which belonged, doubtless, the far better cultivated fields which I

had now reached. Further to the right, above a larger collection of

houses, arose the plain white steeple of a church. But I did not care

to push my exploration further: an impulse drew me back to the park,

which I reached by a circuitous route on the other side, for I wished

to avoid the castle and the grumbling old Pahlen.

I had hoped here to meet Constance again; but in vain did I listen more

than an hour under the trees and among the bushes, watching the castle

until I knew by heart nearly every broken tile upon the roof, and each

separate patch--and they were not few--where the rains of so many years

had detached the plaster and laid bare the stones beneath. No one was

to be seen; no sound was audible; while the afternoon sun gleamed upon

the window-panes, save when the shadow of a passing cloud swept over

them.

My spirits began to yield to the depressing influences of this scene of

sunlit desolation. I felt as if the silence, like an invisible magic

net, was folding around me closer and closer, until I scarcely ventured

to move--scarcely to speak. In place of the careless audacity, which

was my natural temperament, a deep sadness took possession of me. How

came I here? What was I to do here--what did I want here, where no one

troubled himself about me? Was not all that had happened to me since

yesterday only a dream, and had I not merely dreamed the beauteous

maiden with the dark eyes and strange smile?

A sense as of home-sickness came over me. I saw in fancy the town with

the narrow, crooked streets running between the old-fashioned gabled

houses; I saw my little room, to which I would have returned from

school by this time to fling my wearisome books upon the table and then

fly to my friend Arthur, who I knew had arranged a boat excursion in

the harbor. I saw my father sitting at the window of his bureau in the

excise-office, and crept close to the wall to avoid being seen by him.

How had my father borne my departure? Was he anxious about me?

Assuredly he was; for he still loved me, notwithstanding our mutual

alienation. What would he do when he learned--as sooner or later he

must learn--that I was with the wild Zehren? Would he allow me to stay?

Would he command me to return? Perhaps come for me himself?

As this thought came into my mind, I looked uneasily around. It would

be intolerable to have to go back to the stifling class-room, to be

scolded again, like a boy by Professor Lederer, and never more to see

Fräulein von Zehren Constance! Never would I endure it! My father had

driven me from his house; he might take the consequences. Rather than

go back, I would turn bandit--smuggler----

I do not know how the last word came upon my lips, but I remember--and

I have since often thought of it--that when I had uttered the word half

aloud, merely as a heroical phrase, without attaching any distinct

meaning to it, I suddenly started as if some one had spoken it in my

immediate vicinity; and at the same moment the adventures of the

previous night and what I had since observed, arranged themselves in a

definite connection, just as one looking through a telescope sees

heaven and earth blended together in dim confusion, until the right

focus is attained, when a distinct picture stands before him. How could

I have been so blind--so destitute of ordinary apprehension? Herr von

Zehren over at Pinnow's, the strange connection that manifestly existed

between the nobleman and the smith, Christel's warnings, Pinnow's

behavior towards me, and the night sail in the terrible storm! And then

this uncared-for house, this ruinous farm-yard, these desolated fields,

this neglected park! The solitary situation of the place, upon a

promontory extending far into the sea! I had learned already from

frequent conversations between my father and his colleagues in the

excise-office, how actively smuggling was carried on in these waters,

what a flourishing business it was, and how much might be made at it by

any one who was willing to peril his life upon occasion. All was clear

as day; this, and no other, was the solution of the mystery.

"You must be mad," I said to myself again, "completely mad. A nobleman

like Herr von Zehren! Such doings are for the rabble. Old Pinnow--yes,

yes, that is likely enough; but a Herr von Zehren--shame upon you!"

I endeavored with all my might to shake off a suspicion which was

really intolerable; and thus afforded another proof that we all,

however free we think ourselves, or perhaps have really become, still

ever in our feelings, if not in our thoughts, are bound by other

imperceptible but none the less firm ties to the impressions of our

childhood and early youth. Had my father been a king and I the

crown-prince, I should probably have seen the Evil One embodied in the

person of a revolutionist; or in a runaway slave, had I been the

descendant of a planter; so, as I had for a father a pedantically rigid

excise-officer, to my conceptions the most hideous of all stigmas was

affixed to the smuggler's career. Yet at the same time--and this will

seem surprising to no one who remembers the strange duplicate character

of the devil in the Christian mythology--this murky gate of Tophet, by

which my childish fancy had so often stolen at a timid distance, was

invested with a diabolical fascination. How could it be otherwise, when

I heard tell of the privations which the wretches often endured with

such fortitude, of the ingenuity with which they knew how to baffle the

utmost vigilance of the officers, of the fearlessness with which they

not seldom confronted the most imminent peril? These were perilous

stories to reach the ear of an adventurous boy; but far too many such

were talked over in our town; and what was the worst of all, I had

heard the most terrible and most fascinating from the lips of my own

father--naturally with an appendix of indignant reprobation always

tacked on in form of a moral; but this antidote was, of a surety, never

sufficient entirely to neutralize the poison. Had not Arthur and I,

shortly before an examination in which we had the most confident

assurance that we should cut but a poor figure, for a whole day taken

earnest counsel together over the question whether we, in case we

failed--or better yet, before standing the trial--should not turn

smugglers ourselves, until we actually were scared at our own plans?

That had been four years ago; but, although in the meantime the

vehement antipathies and sympathies of youth had been moderated by

maturer reason, still the thought of having fallen into the hands of a

smuggler had even now the effect of making my heart beat violently.

"You must be mad--stark mad! Such a man--it is not possible!" I

continually repeated to myself, as I hurried along the path I had

followed that morning--for indeed I then knew no other--through the

park into the forest, until I again reached the tarn with the bank of

moss.

I gazed into the calm black water; I thought of the unhappy lady who

had drowned herself there because she could not find the way back to

Spain, and how strange it was that her daughter should select precisely

this spot for her favorite resting-place. Behind the bank lay her other

glove, for which we had looked in vain in the morning. I kissed it

repeatedly, with a thrill of delight, and placed it in my bosom. Then

leaving the place hastily I ascended the cliff, and passing the ruined

tower, went out to the furthest extremity of the promontory, which was

also its highest point. Approaching the verge, I looked over. A strong

breeze had sprung up; the streaks of foam lying among the great rocks

and countless pebbles of the beach had grown broader; and here and

there upon the blue expanse flashed the white crest of a breaker. The

mainland lay towards the south-west. I could have seen the steeples of

my native town but for a cliff that intervened, rising abruptly from

the sea, and now of a steel-blue color in the afternoon light. "And

this is all that remains!" I said, repeating the words of Constance, as

my eye, in turning, fell upon the ruined tower.

I descended and threw myself down upon the soft moss that grew among

the ruins. No place could have been found more fit to inspire fantastic

reveries. The wide expanse of sky, and beyond the edge of the upland a

great stretch of sea, and the nodding broom around me! In the sky the

fleecy clouds, on the water a gleaming sail, and in the broom the

whispering wind! How luxurious to lie idly here and dream--the sweetest

dream of sweet love that loves idleness: a dream, of course, full of

combats and peril, such as naturally fills a youthful fancy. Yes! I

would be her deliverer; would bear her in my arms from this desolate

castle, a dismal dungeon for one so young and so fair--would rescue her

from this terrible father, and these ruins would I erect again into a

stately palace; and when the work was done and the topmost battlements

burned in the evening-red, would lead her in, and kneeling humbly

before her, say, "This is thine! Live happy! Me thou wilt never see

more!"

Thus I wove the web of fancy, while the sun sank towards the horizon,

and the white clouds of noon began to flush with crimson. What else

could I have done? A young fellow who has just run away from school,

who has not a _thaler_ in his pocket, and a borrowed hat on, and who

scarcely knows where he shall lay his head--what else can he do but

build castles in the air?

CHAPTER VIII.

As I entered the court through a little door in the park-wall, there

stood a light wagon from which the horses were being unharnessed, and

by the wagon a man in hunting-dress, his gun upon his shoulder--it was

Herr von Zehren.

I had planned to assume towards my host a sort of diplomatic attitude;

but I never was a good actor, and had had, besides, so little time to

get up the part, that the friendly smile and cordial grasp of the hand

with which Herr von Zehren received me, completely threw me out, and I

met his smile and returned his grasp with as much fervor as if I had

all day been waiting for the moment when I should see my friend and

protector: in a word, I was entirely in the power of the charm with

which this singular man had, from the first moment of our meeting,

captivated my young and inexperienced heart.

But in truth a maturer understanding than mine might well have been

ensnared by the charm of his manner. Even his personal appearance had

for me something fascinating; and as he stood there, laughing and

jesting with the setting sun lighting up a face which seemed really to

have grown young again from the excitement of his day's sport, and as

he took off his cap and pushed the soft fine locks, already touched

with gray, from his nobly-formed brow, and stroked his thick brown

beard, I thought I had never seen a handsomer man.

"I came to your bedside this morning," he said, in a sportive manner;

"but you slept so soundly that I had not the heart to waken you. Though

if I had known that you could handle a gun as well as you can rudder

and halyards--and yet I might have known it, for fishing and shooting

and--something else besides--go together, like sitting by the stove and

sleeping. But we will make up for it: we have, thank heaven, more than

one day's shooting before us. And now come in and let us talk while

supper is getting ready."

The room which Herr von Zehren occupied was in the front part of the

building, just in the rear of the dining-room, and his sleeping

apartment immediately adjoined it. He entered the latter, and conversed

with me through the open door, keeping all the while such a clattering

with jugs, basins, and other apparatus of ablution, that I had some

difficulty in understanding what he was saying. I made out, however,

that he had this morning written to his brother, the steuerrath,

requesting him to apprise my father where I was now staying. My father

certainly would not be sorry to hear that I had found shelter in the

house of a friend, at least until some arrangement could be effected.

In similar circumstances, he said, a temporary separation often

prevented a perpetual one. And even should this not be the case here,

at all events--here his head dipped into the water, and I lost the

remainder of the sentence. Under any circumstances--he was saying when

he became again intelligible--it would be as well if I mentioned to no

one where it was that we had happened to meet. We might have met upon

the road, as I was about to be ferried over to the island. What was to

prevent a young man, whose father had just driven him from his house,

from going, if he pleased, as far as the blue sky spread overhead? and

why should he not meet a gentleman who has a vacant place in his

carriage, and asks the young man if he will not get in? This was all

very simple and natural. And in fact this was the way he had stated the

circumstances in his letter to his brother this morning. He had given

old Pinnow his cue yesterday evening. And besides, the question of

where and how was really nobody's affair. He added some further remarks

with his head inside his wardrobe, but I only caught the word

"inconveniences."

I felt relieved from a load of anxiety. My frightful dream of the

morning, of which I had not thought during the whole day, had recurred

to my memory in the dusk of the evening twilight. For a moment an

apprehension seized me that my father might think I had made away with

myself; but it was but for a moment, for youth finds it so unlikely

that others will take things more seriously than it does itself. One

point, however, was clear: that I must give some account of myself to

my father. But at this thought the old misery came back; I could, in

any event, no longer stay here. And now I suddenly saw a way of escape

from this labyrinth. The steuerrath, being his immediate chief, was, as

I well knew, looked upon by my loyal and zealous father as a kind of

superior being; indeed he knew upon earth but four other beings

higher than himself; the Provincial Excise-Director, the General

Excise-Director, His Excellency the Minister of Commerce, next to whom

came His Majesty the King--which latter, however, was a being of

distinct and peculiar kind, and separated, even from an excellency, by

a vast chasm. If, therefore, Herr von Zehren wished to keep me with

him, and the steuerrath would use his influence with my father--but

would he? The steuerrath had never liked me much; and besides, the

evening before, I had deeply offended him. I expressed my doubts on

this point to Herr von Zehren. "I will make that all right," he said,

as, rubbing his freshly washed hands, he came out of his chamber.

"And now then," he went on, stretching himself luxuriously in an

easy-chair, "how have you spent the day? Have you seen my daughter?

Yes? Then you may boast of your luck--many a time I do not see her for

days together. And have you had something to eat? Poor fare enough, I

warrant; the provision is but indifferent when I am at home, but

execrable when I am away. Moonshine and beefsteak are two things that

do not suit together. When I want good fare, I must go from home.

Yesterday evening, for example, at old Pinnow's--wasn't it capital?

Romantic too, eh? Friar Tuck and the Black Knight, and you besides as

the Disinherited Knight. I love such little adventures above

everything."

And he stretched himself at ease in his great chair, and laughed so

joyously that I mentally asked his pardon for my suspicions, and

pronounced myself a complete fool to have had such an idea enter my

brain.

He went on chatting: asked me many questions about my father, my

family, the past events of my life, all in a tone of such friendly

interest that no one could have taken it amiss. He seemed to be much

pleased with my answers; nor did I take offence again when, as he had

done the evening before, he broke into loud laughter at some of my

remarks. But when this happened, he was always careful to soothe my

sensitiveness with a kind word or two. I felt assured that he meant

well towards me; and to this day I have remained in the conviction that

from the first moment he had conceived a hearty liking for me, and that

if it was a mere caprice that drew him towards a young man who needed

assistance, it was one of those caprices of which none but naturally

generous hearts are capable.

"But what keeps our supper so long?" he cried, springing up impatiently

and looking into the dining-room. "Ah! there you are, Constance!"

He went in; through the half-open door I heard him speaking in a low

tone with his daughter; my heart beat, I could not tell why.

"Well, why do you not come?" he called to me from the dining-room. I

went in; by the table, that to my unaccustomed eye seemed richly

spread, stood Constance. The light of the hanging lamp fell upon her

from above. Whether it was the different light, or the different

arrangement of her hair, which was now combed upwards, so as to rest

upon her head like a dark crown, with a golden ribbon interwoven in it,

or her different attire--now a plain blue close-fitting dress, cut low

at the neck, which was covered by a wide lace collar, worn somewhat

like a handkerchief--whether it was all these together, and in addition

the changed expression of her face, which had now something

indescribably childlike about it, I cannot say; but I scarcely

recognized her again; I could have believed that the Constance I had

seen in the morning was the older, more impassioned sister of this fair

maidenly creature.

"Last half of the previous century," said Herr von Zehren--"Lotte, eh?

You only want a sash, and perhaps a Werther--otherwise superb!"

A shadow passed over the face of Constance, and her brows contracted. I

had not entirely understood the allusion, but it pained me. Constance

seemed so fair to me; how could any one who saw her say aught else but

that she was fair?

Gladly would I have said it, but I had scarcely the courage to look at

her, let alone speak to her; and she, for her part, was silent and

abstracted; the dishes she hardly touched; and indeed now I cannot

remember ever to have seen her eat. In truth, the meal, composed of

fish and pheasants which Herr von Zehren had brought in from his day's

shooting, was of a kind only suited to his own appetite, which was as

keen as a sportsman's usually is. During supper he drank freely of the

excellent red wine, and often challenged me to pledge him; and indeed

he directed his vivacious and genial conversation almost exclusively to

me. I was fairly dazzled by it; and as there was much that I only half

understood, and much that I did not understand at all, it sometimes

happened that I laughed in the wrong place, which only increased his

mirth. One thing, however, I saw clearly; the constrained, not to say

hostile, relations between father and daughter. Things of this kind are

easily perceived, especially when the observer is as well prepared as

was I to catch the meaning lurking under the apparent indifference of a

hasty question, and to mark the unnecessarily prolonged pause which

preceded the answer, and the irritated tone in which it followed. For

it had not been so long since my father and I had sat together in the

same way; when I used to thank heaven in my heart if any lucky chance

relieved us sooner than usual of each other's presence. Here I should

have been a disinterested spectator had I not been so inordinately in

love with the daughter, and had not the father, by his brilliancy and

amiability, obtained such a mastery over me. So my heart, shared

between them both, was torn asunder by their division; and if a few

hours before I had formed the heroic resolution to protect the lovely

and unhappy daughter from her terrible father, I was now fixed like a

rock in my conviction that to me had fallen the sublime mission to join

these two glorious beings again in an indissoluble bond of love. That

it would have better become me to go back to the door of a certain

small house in Uselin, where dwelt an old man whom I had so deeply

wounded--of that I never for a moment thought.

I breathed quick with expectation as a carriage came rattling over the

broken pavement of the court and stopped at the door. It was a visitor

whom Herr von Zehren had said he was expecting; a fellow-sportsman and

the owner of an adjoining estate, who brought with him a friend who was

staying at his house, and who had been out with them shooting.

Constance had at once arisen from the table, and was about to leave the

room, in spite of her father's request, uttered in a tone that almost

made it a command, "I beg that you will remain!" when the gentlemen

entered. One was a tall, broad-shouldered, fair young man, with

handsome, regular features, and a pair of large, prominent blue eyes

that stared out into the world with a sort of good-natured

astonishment. My host introduced him to me as Herr Hans von Trantow.

The other, a short, round figure, whose head, with its sloping brow,

and almost deficient occiput, was so small as to leave scarce a hand's

breadth of room for his close-cropped, stiff brown hair, and whose

short turned-up nose, and immense mouth, always open, and furnished

with large white teeth, gave their possessor a more than passing

resemblance to a bull-dog--was called Herr Joachim von Granow. He had

been an officer in the army, and on his succession, a few months

before, to a handsome fortune, had purchased an estate in the

neighborhood.

Constance had found herself compelled to remain, for the little Herr

von Granow had at once turned upon her with an apparently inexhaustible

flood of talk, and the bulky Herr von Trantow remained standing

immovable so near the open door that it was not easy to pass him. From

the first moment of seeing them I felt a strong antipathy to them both:

to the little one because he ventured to approach so near to Constance,

and to talk so much; and to the large one, who did not speak, indeed,

but stared steadily at her with his glassy eyes, which seemed to me a

still more offensive proceeding.

"We have had but a poor day's sport," said the little one in a

squeaking voice to Constance; "but day before yesterday, at Count

Griebenow's, we had an uncommonly splendid time. Whenever a covey rose

I was right among them; three times I brought down a brace--right and

left barrels; and that I call shooting. They were as jealous of me--I

expected to be torn to pieces. Even the prince lost his temper. 'You

have the devil's own luck, Granow,' he kept saying. 'Young men must

have some luck,' I answered. 'But I am younger than you,' said he.

'Your highness does not need any luck,' said I. 'Why not?' 'To be a

Prince of Prora-Wiek is luck enough of itself' Wasn't that a capital

hit?" and he shook with laughter at his own wit, and shrugged his round

shoulders until they nearly swallowed his little head.

"The prince was there, then?" Constance said.

It was the first word she had uttered in reply to the small man's

chatter. Perhaps this was the reason that I, who had been standing by,

taking no interest in what was said--Herr von Zehren had left the room,

and Herr von Trantow still held his post at the door--suddenly gave all

my attention to the conversation.

"Yes indeed; did you not know it?" said the little man. "To be sure,

your father does not come to the shooting at Griebenow's; but I

supposed Trantow would have told you."

"Herr von Trantow and I are not accustomed to keep each other _au

courant_ of our adventures," answered Constance.

"Indeed!" said Herr von Granow, "is it possible? Yes; as I was going on

to say, the prince was there: he is going to be betrothed to the young

Countess Griebenow, they say. At all events, he has fixed his quarters

at Rossow; the only one of his estates in this part of the country, you

know, that has anything like a suitable residence, and then besides it

lies very handy to Griebenow. A capital opportunity--if a prince ever

needs an opportunity. But that is only for us poor devils--ha! ha!

ha!"--and the little fellow's head again nearly disappeared into his

shoulders.

I was standing near enough to hear every word and observe every look,

and I had clearly perceived that as Herr von Granow mentioned the young

prince, Constance, who had been standing half-turned away from the

speaker, with an inattentive, rather annoyed expression, suddenly

turned and fixed her eyes upon him, while a deep blush suffused her

cheeks. I had afterwards sufficient reason to remember this fact, but

at the moment had not time to ponder over it, as Herr von Zehren now

returned with the cigars for which he had gone; and Constance, after

offering Herr von Granow the tips of her fingers, giving me her hand

with great apparent cordiality, and saluting Herr von Trantow, who

stood, as ever, silent and motionless at the door, with a distant,

scarcely perceptible bow, at once left the room.

As the door closed behind her, Herr von Trantow passed his hand over

his brow, and then turned his large eyes on me, as he slowly approached

me. I returned, as defiantly as I was able, his look, in which I

fancied I read a dark menace, and stood prepared for whatever might

happen, when he suddenly stopped before me, his staring eyes still

fixed upon my face.

"This is my young friend of whom I was speaking to you, Hans," said

Herr von Zehren, coming up to us. "Do you think you can manage him?"

Von Trantow shrugged his shoulders.

"You see I have laid a wager with Hans that you are the stronger of the

two," our host continued. "He is counted the strongest man in all this

part of the country; so I held it my duty to bring so formidable a

rival to his notice."

"But not this evening," said Hans, offering me his hand. It was just as

when a great mastiff, of whom we are not sure whether he will bite or

not, suddenly sits on his haunches before us, and lays his great paw on

our knees. I took it without an instant's hesitation.

"Heaven forbid!" said Herr von Zehren to Trantow's remark. "My young

friend will make a long stay with me, I trust. He wishes to learn the

management of a country place; and where could he sooner attain his

object than upon such a model estate as mine?"

He laughed as he said it. Von Granow exclaimed, "Very good!" the silent

Hans, said nothing, and I stood confused. Von Zehren, in our previous

conversation, had made no allusion to my staying with him as a pupil.

Why had he not done so? It was one of the happiest of ideas, I thought,

and one that at once cleared away all the difficulties of my position.

As for his "model estate," why might I not succeed in changing this

ironical phrase to a real description? Yes; here I had a new mission,

which went hand in hand with the other: to reconcile father and

daughter, to reclaim the ruined estate, to rebuild the castle of their

ancestors--in a word, to be the good genius, the guardian angel of the

family.

All this passed through my mind as the gentlemen took their seats at

the card-table; and with my brain still busy with the thought, I left

the room, under the pretext of wanting a little fresh air, and strolled

about the now familiar paths among the dark shrubbery of the park. The

moon was not yet up, but a glimmer on the eastern horizon showed that

she was rising. The stars twinkled through the warm air that was

ascending from the earth. There was a rustling and whispering in bush

and copse, and a screech-owl at intervals broke the silence with her

cry. From one of the windows on the ground-floor of the castle came a

faint light, and the breeze brought to my ear the notes of a guitar. I

could not withstand the temptation, and crept with hushed breath,

startled at the least noise that my footsteps made, nearer and nearer,

until I reached the stone balustrade which surrounded the wide, low

terrace. I now perceived that the light came from an open casement,

through which I could see into a dimly-lighted room. Thick curtains

were dropped before the two windows to the right and left. From the

place where I stood I could not see the occupant, and I was hesitating,

with a beating heart, whether I should venture to advance, when she

suddenly appeared at the open casement. Not to be discovered, I

crouched close behind a great stone vase.

Her fingers glided over the strings of her guitar, trying first one

note and then another, then striking an uncertain chord or two, as if

she were trying to catch a melody. Presently the chords were struck

more firmly, and she sang:

"All day long the bright sun loves me,

Woos me with his glowing light;

But I better love the gentle

Stars of night.

From the boundless deep above me

Come their calm and tender beams,

Bringing to my wayward fancy

Sweetest dreams.

Sweetest dreams of love unending,

Bitter tears for love undone;

For the dearest, for the fairest,

Only one.

Falsest-hearted, only chosen--

Soon the short-lived dream was o'er--

He is gone, and I am lonely

Evermore."

The last words were sung in a broken voice, and she now leaned her head

against the casement-frame, and I heard her sobbing. My agitation was

so great that I forgot the precaution which my situation demanded, and

a stone which I had dislodged from the crumbling edge of the terrace

rolled down the slope. Constance started, and called with an unsteady

voice, "Who is there?" I judged it more prudent to discover myself, and

approached her, saying that it was I.

"Ah, it is you, then," she said.

"I entreat you to forgive me. The music of your guitar attracted me. I

know I ought not to have come: pray forgive me."

I stood near her; the light from the room fell brightly upon her face

and her eyes, which were lifted to mine.

"How kind you are," she said in a soft voice; "or are you not dealing

truly with me?"

I could not trust myself to answer, but she knew how to interpret my

silence aright.

"Yes," she said, "you are my trusty squire, my faithful George. If I

were to say to you: watch this terrace tonight until the break of day,

you would do it, would you not?"

"Yes," I answered.

She looked in my face and smiled. "How sweet it is--how sweet to know

that there is one creature upon earth that is true to us!"

She gave me her hand; my own trembled as I took it.

"But I do not ask anything of the kind," she said; "only this one

thing, that you will not go away except by your own determination, and

not without my permission. You promise? That is so kind of you! And now

go; good-night!"

She lightly pressed my hand before letting it go, and then re-entered

her room. As I turned away I heard the casement close.

I stood under one of the great trees of the park and looked back

towards the house. The moon had risen above the trees, and the great

mass of buildings stood out in bolder relief against the dark

background; a faint light occasionally appeared and vanished in one of

the windows of the upper story. The light from Constance's window came

towards me with that magic lustre which shines upon us once in our

lives, and only once.

The lawn before me lay in deep shadow; but just as the first rays of

the moon began to illuminate it, I thought I perceived a figure, which,

coming from the other side, was slowly approaching Constance's window.

In this there was nothing to excite suspicion, for it might be one of

the laborers; but it is the duty of a faithful squire to make sure in

any case; so without a moment's hesitation I started across the lawn to

meet the figure. Unluckily I stepped upon a dry twig and it snapped.

The figure stopped instantly, and began to retreat with swift, stealthy

steps. He had but little start of me, but the thick coppice which

closed in the lawn on that side, and was the limit of the park, was so

near that he reached it a few moments before me. I distinctly heard

some one pushing through the branches, but with my utmost exertions I

could not reach him. I began to think that my ear had led me in a wrong

direction, when suddenly a loud crashing and clattering close at hand

proved that I was on the right track. The man was evidently clambering

over the rotten paling which fenced in the park on this side. Now I

knew he could not escape me. On the other side lay a wide open space,

and I had never yet met the man whom I could not overtake in a fair

race. But at the instant that I reached the paling, I heard a horse's

feet, and looking up saw a rider galloping across the open in the clear

moonlight. The horse was evidently one of great power and speed. At

each stride he cleared such a stretch of ground, that in less than half

a minute horse and rider were lost to sight; for a brief space I still

heard the sound of the hoofs, and then that also ceased. The whole

adventure passed in so little time, that I might have fancied I had

dreamed it all, but for the evidence of my heart beating violently with

excitement and the exertion of the chase, and the smarting of my hands,

which were torn by the thorns and briers.

Who could the audacious intruder be? Certainly not an ordinary thief;

doubtless some one who had been attracted by the light from Constance's

window, and not to-night for the first time; it was plain that he had

often followed that path in the dark.

That it was a favored lover, I did not for a moment suppose. Such a

surmise would have seemed to me an outrage, and upon one, too, whose

dreamy eyes, whose melancholy song, and whose tears rather told of an

unhappy than of a requited attachment. But they surely told of love.

Not that I was presumptuous enough to indulge in any hope, or even

wish; how could I dare to lift my eyes to her? I could only live and

die for her, and perhaps another time break the neck of the rash mortal

who had dared under cover of the night to approach her sanctuary.

This idea somewhat solaced my dejection, but my former happiness had

departed never to return. It was with a heavy sense of anxiety and

apprehension that I re-entered the room where the gentlemen were still

at the card-table.

They had commenced with whist, but were now engaged at faro. Von Zehren

held the bank, and seemed to have been winning largely. In a plate

before him lay a great heap of silver, with some gold, and this plate

lay on another which was filled with crumpled treasury notes. The two

guests had already lost their ready money, and from time to time they

handed over bills, which went to swell the pile of notes, and received

in exchange larger or smaller sums, which evinced a strong proclivity

to return to the source from which they sprang. Herr von Trantow

appeared to bear his ill-luck with great equanimity. His good-natured

handsome face was as passionless as before, only perhaps a shade or two

deeper in color, and his great blue eyes rather more staring. But this

might very well be the effect of the wine he had been drinking, of

which they had already emptied at least half-a-dozen bottles. Herr von

Granow's nerves were less fitted to bear the slings and arrows of

outrageous fortune. He would at times start up from his chair, then

fall back into it; swore sometimes aloud, sometimes softly to himself,

and was plainly in the very worst of humors, to the secret delight, as

I thought, of Herr von Zehren, whose brown eyes twinkled with amusement

as he politely expressed his regret whenever he was compelled to gather

in the little man's money.

I had taken my seat near the players, in order better to watch the

chances of the game, of which I had sufficient knowledge from furtive

school-boy experiences, when Herr von Zehren pushed over to me a pile

of bank-notes which he had just won, saying, "You must join us."

"Excuse me," I stammered.

"Why so punctilious about a trifle?" he asked. "There is no need for

you to go to your room for money; here is enough."

He knew that my whole stock of cash did not amount to quite a _thaler_,

for I had told him so the previous evening. I blushed crimson, but had

not the courage to contradict my kind host's generous falsehood. I drew

up my chair with the air of a man who has no wish to spoil sport, and

began to play.

Cautiously at first, with small stakes, and with the firm determination

to remain perfectly cool; but before long the fever of gaming began to

fire my brain. My heart beat ever quicker and quicker, my head and my

eyes seemed burning. While the cards were dealing I poured down glass

after glass of wine to moisten my parched throat, and it was with a

shaking hand that I gathered up my winnings. And I won almost

incessantly; if a card was turned against me, the next few turns

brought me in a three-fold or a five-fold gain. My agitation almost

suffocated me as the money before me increased to a larger sum than I

had ever before seen in a heap--two or three hundred _thalers_, as I

estimated it in my mind.

Presently my luck came to a pause. I ceased winning, but did not lose;

and then I began to lose slowly at first, then faster and faster. Cold

chills ran over me, as one after another of the large notes passed into

the banker's hands; but I took care not to imitate the behavior of Herr

von Granow, which had struck me so repulsively. Like Herr von Trantow,

I lost without the slightest change of countenance, and my calmness was

praised by my host, who continued encouraging me. My stock of money had

melted away to one-half, when Hans von Trantow declared with a yawn

that he was too tired to play any longer. Von Granow said it was not

late; but the candles burnt to the sockets, and the great clock on the

wall, which pointed to three, told a different story. The two guests

lighted fresh cigars, and drove off in their carriages, which had long

been waiting at the door, after having arranged a shooting expedition,

in which I was to join, for the following day.

My host and I returned to the room, which reeked with the fumes of wine

and the smoke of cigars, where old Christian, for whom the difference

between night and day seemed to have no existence, was busy clearing

up. Von Zehren threw open the window and looked out. I joined him; he

laid his hand upon my shoulder and said: "How gloriously the stars are

shining, and how delicious the air is! And there"--he pointed back into

the room, "how horrible--disgusting--stifling! Why cannot one play faro

by starlight, inhaling the perfume of wall-flowers and mignonette? And

why, after every merry night, must repentance come in the form of an

old man shaking his head as he counts the emptied bottles and sweeps up

the ashes? How stupid it is; but we must not give ourselves gray hairs

fretting about it--they will come soon enough of themselves. And now do

you go to bed. I see you have a hundred things on your mind, but

to-morrow is a new day, and if not--so much the better. Good-night, and

pleasant rest."

But it was long ere my host's kind wish was accomplished. A real

witch-sabbath of beautiful and hideous figures danced in the wildest

gyrations before my feverish, half-sleeping, half-waking eyes:

Constance, her father, his guests, the dark form in the park, my

father, Professor Lederer, and Smith Pinnow--and all appealing to me to

save them from some danger or other;--Professor Lederer especially from

two thick lexicons, which were really two great oysters that gaped with

open shells at the lean professor, while the commerzienrath stood in

the background, nearly dying with laughter:--and all whirling and

swarming together, and caressing and threatening, and charming and

terrifying me, until at last, as the gray dawn began to light the

ragged hangings of the chamber, a profound slumber dispersed the

phantoms.

CHAPTER IX.

If, according to the unanimous report of travellers by that route, the

road to hell is paved with good intentions, I am convinced that several

square rods of it are my work, and that the greater part of it was laid

down in the first fortnight of my stay at Zehrendorf. There could,

indeed, scarcely have been a place where everything essential to this

easy and pleasant occupation was provided in ampler abundance. Wherever

one went, or stood, or turned the eyes, there lay the materials ready

to hand; and I was too young, too inexperienced, and I will venture to

add, too good-hearted, not to fall to work with all my energy. Of what

unspeakable folly I was guilty in undertaking to set right the

disordered and disjointed world in which I was now moving, after I had

already shown that I could not adjust myself to the correct and orderly

world from which I came--this thought did not seize me till long

afterwards.

No; I was thoroughly convinced of my sublime mission; and I thanked my

propitious star that had so gloriously brought me from the harsh

slavery of the school and of my father's house, where I was pining

away; from the oppressive bonds of Philistine associations which

hampered the free flight of my heroic soul, into this freedom of the

desert which seemed to have no bounds, and behind which must lie a

Canaan which I was gallantly resolved to conquer--a land flowing with

the milk of friendship and with the honey of love.

True, the letter which soon arrived, with a great box containing my

personal chattels, from my father to Herr von Zehren, for a while gave

me pause. The letter comprised but very few lines, to the effect that

he--my father--was fully convinced of the impossibility of ever leading

me by his road to any good end, and that he was compelled to give me

over, for weal or woe, to my own devices; only hoping that my

disobedience and my obstinacy might not be visited upon me too heavily.

Herr von Zehren showed me the letter, and as he observed my grave look

upon reading it, asked me, "Do you wish to go back?" adding

immediately, "Do not do it. That is no place for you. The old gentleman

wanted to make a draught-horse out of you, but, tall and strong as you

are, that is not your vocation. You are a hunter, for whom no ditch is

too wide, and no hedge too high. Come along! I saw a covey of some two

dozen over in the croft; we will have them before dinner."

He was right, I thought. I felt that my father had given me up too

soon, that he might have allowed me one chance more, and that, as it

was, he had forfeited the right to threaten me in addition with the

retribution of heaven. And yet it pained me, when an hour or so later

Herr von Zehren, who had used up all his wads, took my father's letter

from his pocket, and tearing it up, rammed it down both barrels of his

gun, with the jesting phrase that necessity knows no law. I could not

help feeling as if some misfortune would happen. But the gun did not

burst, the birds dropped, and nothing remained of the letter but a

smouldering scrap which fell in some dry stubble, and upon which Herr

von Zehren set his foot as he thrust the birds into his game-bag.

If I had any doubt left whether I was right in setting myself upon my

own feet, as I phrased it, a letter which I received from Arthur was

only too well adapted to confirm me in my notions of my finally-won

liberty.

"A lucky dog you always were," he wrote. "You run away from school, and

they let you go, as if it was a matter of course; while me they catch

as if I were a runaway slave, cram me in the dungeon for three days,

every hour cast up to me my disgraceful conduct, and in every way make

my life a perfect misery to me. Even my father carries on as if I was

guilty of heaven knows what; only mamma is sensible, and says I mustn't

take it too much to heart, and that papa will have to come round, or

the professor will not let me go into the upper class, and there will

be more botherations. It is really a shame that I, just because my

uncle, the commerzienrath, wills it so, must go through the final

examination, while Albert von Zitzewitz, no older than I, is at the

cadets' school, and has a pair of colors already. What has my uncle to

do with me, anyhow? Papa says that he will not be able to support me

during my lieutenancy without the help he expects from my uncle; and

that is likely too, for things get tighter with us every day, and papa

went quite wild yesterday when he had to pay sixteen _thalers_ for a

glove-bill of mine. If mamma did not help me now and then, I don't know

what I should do; but she has nothing, and said to me only yesterday

that she did not know what would happen at New Year, when all the bills

came in.

"Now you might help me out of all this trouble. Papa says that Uncle

Malte never looks at money when he happens to have any, and anybody

that would hit the lucky moment might get as much from him as they

pleased. You, lucky fellow, are now with him all the time, and you

might watch your chance, for the sake of an old friend, and slip in a

good word for me. Or better, tell him that you have some old debts that

you are worried about, and wouldn't he lend you fifty or a hundred

_thalers_, and then do you send it to me, for you can't want it, you

know. You'll never come back here, whatever happens, for you cannot

imagine the way people here talk about you. Lederer prays an extra five

minutes every day for the strayed lamb--that's what he calls you, you

old sinner. Justizrath Heckepfennig said that if ever it was written in

a mortal's face that he would die in his shoes, it is in yours. In

Emilie's coterie it was resolved to tear out of all their albums the

leaves on which you had immortalized yourself; and at my uncle's, day

before yesterday, there was a regular scene about you. Uncle said at

the table that you must take powerfully long strides if you meant to

outrun the ---- and here he made a sign, you understand, at which

Hermine began to cry terribly, and Fräulein Duff said it was a shame to

talk that way before a child. So you see you have a pair of firm

friends among the females. You always did have, and have still, the

most unaccountable luck in that quarter. Don't break my pretty cousin's

heart, you lucky dog!

"P. S.--Papa once told me that Constance gets a small sum of money

every year from an old Spanish aunt of hers. She certainly has no use

for it. Maybe you could coax something from her--at all events, you

might look into the matter a little."

As soon as I had read this letter, which offered me such an opportunity

of heaping coals of fire on the head of my still-loved friend, I

resolved to help him out of his difficulties with a part of the money I

had won on that first evening; but this intention, which I cannot

maintain to have been in any sense a good one, was destined never to be

carried into execution. For the same evening Herr von Zehren gave his

guests their revenge at Hans von Trantow's, and I lost not only all the

money I had won with such palpitations, to the very last _thaler_, but

a considerable sum besides, which my obliging host, who was again the

winner, had forced upon me. This ill fortune, which I might have

foreseen if I had had a grain more sense, struck me as a heavy blow. In

spite of my frivolity, I had always been scrupulously conscientious in

my small money-matters; had always paid my insignificant debts

cheerfully and as promptly as possible; and as we were driving home at

daybreak after this unlucky evening, I felt more wretched than I had

ever done before. How could I ever be in a position to pay such a

sum--especially now that I had resolved never again to touch a card?

How could I venture in broad daylight to look into the face of the man

to whom I was already under so many obligations?

Herr von Zehren, who was in the best of humors, laughed aloud when,

after some urging on his part, I confessed to him my trouble. "My dear

George," said he--he had taken to calling me George altogether--"don't

take it amiss, but you really are too absurd. Why, man, do you really

think that I would for one instant hold you responsible for what you

did at my express request? Whoever lends money to minors, does it, as

everybody knows, at his own risk, and you certainly remember that I

forced the money upon you. And why did I do it? Simply because it gave

me pleasure, and because I liked to see your honest, glowing face

across the table, and to compare it with Granow's hang-dog look and

Trantow's stony stare. And when a young fellow that is my valued guest,

to please me, accompanies me out shooting, or to the faro-table, and he

has no money and no gun, it is right and fair and a matter of course

that I should place my gun-room and purse at his disposal. And now say

no more about the trifle, and give me a cigar if we have any left."

I gave him his cigar-case, which he had handed over to my keeping, and

murmured that his kindness crushed me to the earth, and that my only

consolation was in the trust that an opportunity might yet offer of my

repaying the obligation in some way or other. He laughed again at this,

and said I was as proud as Lucifer, but he liked me all the better for

it; and as for the possibility of my repaying the obligation, as I

called it, he was a man in whose life accidents and lucky hits and

mishaps and chances of all kinds had played so important a part, that

it would be a wonder if, among all the rest, the chance I so longed for

did not turn up. So until then we would let the matter rest.

In this airy way he tried to quiet the twinges of my conscience, but he

only succeeded in part; and I went to sleep, and awaked a couple of

hours later, with the resolution to set decisively about the execution

of another resolution, namely, in my capacity of pupil to devote myself

to the neglected estate; to acquire, with the utmost possible dispatch,

a complete insight into all matters of rural economy, and by the help

of this knowledge and of untiring diligence, and the exertion of all

my faculties, to change this ruined place in the shortest possible

time--say one or two years--into a paradise, and so relieve my kind

host from the necessity of winning at the card-table the resources

which he could not win from his fields.

I at once devoted my attention to the forlorn-looking stables, to the

cattle-sheds, only tenanted by a few wretched specimens of the bovine

genus, and to a score of melancholy sheep; so that Herr von Zehren, who

had an acute sense of the comic, could never get done laughing at me,

until an incident occurred which gave him an opportunity of speaking a

serious word with me, which to a certain extent damped the ardor of my

economical studies.

That old man whom I met in the park on the first day after my arrival

(whose real name was Christian Halterman, though he always went by the

name of Old Christian), in his capacity of under-bailiff, and in

default of a master who paid any attention to the management, and of a

head-bailiff, a post that was not filled--was the wretched chief of the

whole wretched establishment. Such orders as were given emanated from

him; though it required no extraordinary perspicuity of vision to see

that of the whole bandit-looking gang that called themselves laborers,

every man did just what pleased him. When the old man, as I had once or

twice seen, fell into an impotent rage, and more to relieve his wrath

than in the hope of any effectual result, scolded and stormed in his

singular, creaking, parrot-like voice, they laughed in his wrinkled

face and kept on their own way, or sometimes even openly insulted him.

Their ringleader in this insolence was a certain John Swart, commonly

called "Long Jock," a great, tall, broad-shouldered fellow, with long

arms like an ape's, whose physiognomy would probably have appeared to

Justizrath Heckepfennig more unprepossessing even than mine, and of

whose matchless strength the others told all sorts of wonderful

stories.

I came one morning upon this man, quarrelling again with Old Christian.

The subject of dispute was a load of corn which the old man wanted

thrown off, and which the other refused to touch. The scene was the

straw-littered space before the barn-door, and the spectators a

half-dozen fellows who openly sided with Long Jock, and applauded every

coarse jeer of his with whinnying laughter.

I had observed the whole affair from a distance, and my blood was

already boiling with indignation when I reached the spot. Thrusting a

couple of the laughers roughly aside, I confronted Long Jock and asked

him if he intended to obey Old Christian's order or not. Jock answered

me with an insolent laugh and a coarse word. In a moment we were both

rolling in the trampled straw, and in the next I was kneeling upon the

breast of my vanquished antagonist, and made the unpleasantness of his

position so apparent, that he first cried aloud for help, and then,

seeing that the rest stood scared and motionless, and that none could

deliver him out of my hand, begged for mercy like a craven.

I had just allowed him to rise, badly bruised and half strangled, when

Herr von Zehren, who from his chamber-window had been a witness of the

whole scene, came hurrying up. He told Long Jock that he had got no

more than he richly deserved, and that he would do well to take a

lesson from it for the future; reproved the others, but as I thought by

no means so severely as their conduct demanded, then took my arm and

led me a little aside, until we were out of hearing of the men, when he

said, "It is all very well, George, that these fellows should know how

strong you are; but I do not want to turn them against me by any

repetition of the proof."

I looked at him in surprise.

"Yes," he went on, "you would have to repeat the process on a thousand

other occasions, and not even your strength would suffice for such

Herculean labor."

"Let us try that," I said.

"No; let us by no means try that," he answered.

"But the whole estate is going to ruin in this way," I cried, still

under excitement. Herr von Zehren shrugged his shoulders, and said,

"Well, it has not very far to go--two or three steps at the farthest.

And now you understand, George, the word is, Things as they are! As for

the men, they are no bees in point of industry, but they have this much

of bees about them, that when they are meddled with they are very apt

to sting. So be a little more cautious in future."

He said it with a smile, but I perceived very clearly that he was

thoroughly in earnest, and that the paradise I had been planning must

be renounced. A paradise in which these brigand-looking malingerers

slouched about at their pleasure, presented too glaring a contradiction

to escape even my inexperienced eyes.

I cannot say that it cost me much to give up my plans of radical

reformation. I had chiefly thrown myself into them because I hoped thus

to free myself of my load of obligation to my host. If he did not

choose to be paid in this way, it was clearly no fault of mine; and

when he reiterated to me every day that he wanted nothing of me but

myself, that my company was inexpressibly delightful to him, and, so to

speak, a godsend, whose value he could not sufficiently prize--how

could I help believing assurances that were so flattering to me, and

how could I withstand the allurements of a life that so exactly

corresponded with my inclinations?

Fishing and bird-catching--there is associated with these words an

ominous warning, whose justice I was destined to have a long time and a

desperately serious occasion to verify; but even now I cannot condemn

the fascination that clings to those occupations at which the proverb

is aimed. Fish cannot be caught without gazing at the water, nor birds

without gazing into the sky; and then the gliding waves and the flying

clouds get a mysterious hold of us--or at all events did of me, from my

very earliest youth. How often as a boy, coming home from school, did I

go out of my way to sit for half an hour on the outermost end of the

pier, and yield to the lulling influence of the light lapping of the

waves at my feet. How often at my garret-window have I stood gazing

over my wearisome books at the blue sky, where our neighbor's white

pigeons were wheeling in ethereal circles. And I had always longed just

for once to be able to listen to my fill to the plashing waves, and

gaze my fill at the drifting clouds. Then as I grew older, and could

extend the range of my excursions, I enjoyed many a happy hour,

many a boating-trip, many a ramble into the forest, many an expedition

after water-fowl on the beach with one of Smith Pinnow's rusty

fowling-pieces; but these at best were only for a few hours at a time,

which were far from sufficient for the exuberant energies of youth, and

were bought at the price of too much incarceration at home and at

school, too much care, trouble, vexation, and anger.

Now for the first time in my life I enjoyed in full measure all that I

had longed for all my life: forest and field and sea-shore, unlimited

space, and freedom to wander through all these at my pleasure from the

earliest dawn until far in the night, and a companion besides than whom

no fitter could be desired by a youth whose ambition it was to excel in

these profitless, ruinous arts. The "Wild Zehren's" eye was perhaps not

so keen nor his hand so steady as they had been ten or twenty years

before, but he was still an excellent shot, and a master in everything

belonging to field-sports. No one knew better than he where to find the

game; no one had such well-trained dogs, or could handle them so well

as he; no one could so skilfully take advantage of all the chances of

the chase; and above all, no one was so delightful a companion. If his

ardor during the sport carried all away with him, no one could so

happily choose the resting-place in the cool edge of the forest or

under the thin shade of a little copse by the side of a brook, or so

charmingly entertain the tired party with mirth and jest and the most

capitally-told stories. But he always seemed most charming to me when

we two together were on a long tramp. If in a large company of

sportsmen he could not conceal a certain imperious manner, and the

better success of another filled him with envy which found vent in

acrid sarcasms, there was no trace of all this when he was with me. He

taught me all the arts, adroit expedients, and minor dexterities of

woodcraft, in which he was so well skilled, and was delighted to find

me so apt a scholar; indeed he often laughed heartily when I brought

down a bird which he had marked for his own gun.

And then his talk, to which I always listened with new delight! It was

the strangest mingling of excellently-told sporting stories and

anecdotes, acute observations of nature, and biting satire upon

mankind, especially the fairer half of it. In the life of the Wild

Zehren, women had played an important and disastrous part. Like so many

men of ardent passions and fierce desires, he had probably never sought

for true love, and now he charged it as a crime upon the sex, that he

had never found it; not even with that unhappy lady whom he had carried

off from her home under such terrible circumstances, and who brought

him nothing but her parents' curse, beauty which faded but too soon,

and a narrow, bigoted spirit, uncultured and perhaps incapable of

culture, which already bore in itself the germs of madness.

That he, at that time in his fortieth year, who had seen so much of the

world, and had such wide experience, should perceive and acknowledge

that the whole was his own fault, that he had to attribute to himself

all the misery and misfortune ensuing upon so wicked and insensate a

union--all this never occurred to him for a moment. He was the man more

sinned against than sinning; he was the victim of his generosity; he

had been cheated out of his life's happiness. How could a man have

domestic habits who never had any enjoyment in his home? How could he

learn the charm of a calm and peaceful life at the side of a woman

restlessly tormented night and day by madness and superstition?

"Yes, yes, my dear George, I once had fine plans of my own: I meant to

restore the old castle, laid waste in the time of the French invasion,

to its ancient splendor; I thought to regain all the possessions that

once belonged to the Zehrens; but it was not to be. It could not be, in

the years when I was still young and full of hope; and do you think now

to make a careful, economical proprietor of me, now that I am grown old

and half savage? You buoyant, hopeful young---- See! there he goes!

That comes of talking. No; don't shoot now, he is too far. To heel,

Diana, old girl! So frivolous in your old days? Be ashamed of yourself!

Yes; what I was going to say to you, George, was--beware of the women.

They are the cause of every man's misfortunes, just as they have been

of mine. Take my brothers, for instance. There is the steuerrath, whom

you know: the man was predestined to a fine career, for he is as fond

of the shining things of this world as any thievish magpie, cunning as

a fox, smooth as an eel, and being a man without passions of any sort,

unpretentious, and so could easily hold his own. If he absolutely must

marry, then, at a time when he made no pretensions, it should have been

some plain sensible girl, who would have helped him make his way.

Instead of this, when he was a mere penniless barrister, he lets

himself be caught by a Baroness Kippenreiter, the oldest of two

surviving daughters of an army-contractor, made a baron, I believe, by

the King of Sweden, who wasted in speculation the fortune that had

ennobled him, to the last farthing, and finally blew out his brains.

And now the steuerrath must take the consequences. A Baroness

Kippenreiter will not seal her letters with a coat-of-arms twenty years

old, and have the richest man in the province for a brother-in-law, for

nothing. If such a thorough plebeian could rise to such distinction and

to the dignity of commerzienrath, her husband, sprung from the oldest

family in the province, must die prime minister at the very least. The

lithe fox with no pretensions would have found his way into the

poultry-house; but when with hunger and debt he is changed into a

howling and ravenous wolf, he is hunted off with kicks, clubs, and

stones. One of these days they will put him off with a pension, to be

rid of him once for all.

"Then there is my younger brother Ernest. He is a genius; and like all

geniuses, modest, magnanimous as Don Quixote, full of philanthropic

crotchets, unpractical to the last degree, and helpless as a child. He

should have taken a wife of strong mind, who would have brought order

into his genial confusion, and had the ambition to make something out

of him. He had the stuff in him, no doubt; it only wanted fashioning.

And what does he do? When a first lieutenant, twenty years old--for

already, when he was little more than a boy, he had distinguished

himself in the war for freedom, and came back covered with orders, so

that attention was drawn to him, and he had a fine career before

him--what does he do? He falls in love with an orphan, the daughter of

a painter, I believe, or something of that sort, who had served as a

volunteer in his battalion, and on his death-bed left her in his

charge--the generous soul! He marries her; farewell promotion! They

give our lieutenant, who is bent on a _mésalliance_, an honorable

discharge, with the rank of captain; make him superintendent of the

prison; and there he sits now, for these twenty-five years, in Z., with

a half-blind wife and a swarm of children, old and gray before his

time, a wretched invalid--and all this for the sake of a stupid young

goose, whom the first tailor or cobbler would have suited just as well.

Women! women! Dear George, beware of women!"

Had Herr von Zehren, when he talked to me in this way, any special

object in view? I do not think he had. I was now so much with him, we

often set out so early, so seldom returned at noon, and usually came

home so late at night--as a consequence I saw so little of Constance,

and that almost invariably in his presence, when I felt so embarrassed

and ill at ease on account of the constant hostilities between father

and daughter, that I scarcely ventured to raise my eyes to her face--it

was not possible that he could know how I admired the beautiful maiden,

how I found her more lovely every time I saw her, and how my heart beat

when I merely heard the rustle of her dress.

Then there was another reason which contributed to his unsuspiciousness

on this point. Fond as he was of having me with him, and sincerely as

he admired my aptness for everything connected with sport, and my

remarkable bodily strength, which I liked to display before him, still

he scarcely looked upon me as a creature of his own kind. Poor as he

was, leading a problematical existence as he had done for many years,

he could never forget that he sprang from a most ancient race of

nobles, who had once held sway over the island before the princes of

Prora-Wiek had been heard of, and when Uselin, my native place,

afterwards an important Hanseatic town, was a mere collection of

fishers' huts. I am convinced that he, like a dethroned king, had in

his heart never renounced his pretensions to the power and wealth which

had once been his ancestors'; that he considered that Trantow, Granow,

and a score of other titled or untitled gentlemen who held estates in

the neighborhood that had once belonged to the Zehrens, had come to

their so-called possession of these estates by some absurd whimsy of

fortune, but had no genuine title which he recognized, and that

wherever he hunted, it was still upon his own ground. This mystical

_cultus_ of a long-vanished splendor, of which he still fancied himself

the upholder, gave his eye the haughty look, his bearing the dignity,

his speech the graciousness, which belong to sovereign princes whose

political impotence is so absolute, and whose legitimacy is so

unassailable, that they can allow themselves to be perfectly amiable.

Herr von Zehren was an enthusiastic defender of the right of

primogeniture, and found it highly unreasonable that younger brothers

should bear and transmit the nobility that they were not permitted to

represent. "I have nothing to say against a councillor of excise,

nothing against a prison superintendent," he said, "only they ought to

be called Müller or Schultze, and not Zehren." For the nobility of the

court, the public offices, or the army, he cherished the profoundest

contempt. They were only servants, in or out of livery, he maintained;

and he drew a sharp distinction between the genuine old and the

"new-baked" nobility, to the former class of which, for example, the

Trantows belonged, who could trace back an unbroken pedigree to the

middle of the fourteenth century; while Herr von Granow had had a

shepherd for great-grandfather, small tenant-farmer for grandfather,

and a land-owner, who had purchased a patent of nobility, for his

father. "And the man often behaves as if he was of the same caste with

myself! The honor of being permitted to lose his contemptible money to

me, seems to have mounted into his foolish brain. I think before long

he will ask me if I am not willing to be the father-in-law of a

shepherd-boy. Thank heaven, in that point at least I can rely upon

Constance; she had rather fling herself into the sea than marry the

little puffed-up oaf. But it is foolish in her to treat poor Hans so

cavalierly. Trantow is a fellow that can show himself anywhere. He

might be put under a glass-case for exhibition, and nobody could find a

fault in him. You laugh, you young popinjay! You mean that he was not

the man that invented gunpowder, and that if he keeps on as he is

going, he will soon have drunk away what little brains he has. Bah! The

first fact qualifies him for a good husband; and as for the second, I

know of a certainty that it is pure desperation that makes him look

into the glass so much with those staring eyes of his. Poor devil: it

makes one right heartily sorry for him; but that, you see, is the way

with every man that has anything to do with women. Beware of the women,

George; beware of the women!"

Was it possible that the man who held these views and talked with me in

this way, could have the least suspicion of my feelings? It could not

be. I was in his eyes a young fellow who had fallen in his way, and

whom he had picked up as a resource against ennui, whom he kept with

him and talked to, because he did not like to be alone and liked to

talk. Could I complain of this? Could I make any higher pretensions?

Was I, or did I desire to be, anything else than one of my knight's

retinue, even if for the time I happened to be the only one? Could I

have any other concern than for the fact that I could not at the same

time devote the same reverential service to my knight's lovely

daughter?

CHAPTER X.

Since that memorable walk with her through the wood to the ruins on the

promontory, I had not again been alone with Constance for a long time.

During the three rainy days I saw her at the dinner table, and perhaps

about as often at supper when we returned from shooting; but always in

the presence of her father, and usually of Herren von Trantow and

Granow, our companions of the field and the card-table. On these

occasions she scarcely lifted her lovely eyes from her untouched plate,

while the tall Hans stared at her after his fashion, the short Granow

chattered away as usual, undisturbed by her chilling silence, and Herr

von Zehren, who in his daughter's presence always seemed in a

singularly irritated mood, loosed at her more than one of his keen

sarcastic shafts. These were for me sad and bitter hours, and all the

bitterer as I, with all my desire to be of service, felt myself so

utterly helpless, and what was worst of all, thought I observed that

she no longer excepted me from the aversion which she openly manifested

towards her father's friends. In the first days of my stay at the

castle it was entirely different. In those days she had always for me a

ready friendly glance, a kind word occasionally whispered, a cordial if

hasty pressure of the hand. This was all now at an end. She spoke to me

no more, she looked at me no more, except at times with a look in which

indignation seemed mingled with contempt, and which cut me to the

heart.

And had I been short-sighted enough to mistake the meaning of these

looks, a word dropped by old Pahlen would have opened my eyes.

I hit upon the idea of asking permission to occupy, instead of my

present room in the front of the house, one of the empty apartments

looking on the park. Into this I carried from time to time various

articles of furniture, most of them still valuable, which were lying

about in the dilapidated regions of the upper story, until I had

brought together an accumulation which presented a very singular

appearance. Herr von Zehren laughed heartily when one day coming to

call me to dinner, as I in my new occupation had forgotten the hour, he

caught me hard at work arranging my worm-eaten and tarnished treasures.

"Your furniture does not lack variety, at all events," he said; "for an

antiquary the rubbish would not be without interest. Really, it is like

a chapter out of one of Scott's novels. There, in that high-backed

chair, Dr. Dryasdust might have sat; you must set that here, if the old

fellow does not tumble over as soon as you take him from the wall. So!

a little nearer to the window. Isn't that a splendid piece! It comes

down from my great-grandfather's time. He was ambassador at the court

of Augustus the Strong, and the only one of our family, so far as I

know, who as head of the house ever entered public service. He brought

from Dresden the handsome vases of which you see a potsherd there, and

a decided taste for Moorish servants, parrots, and ladies. But _de

mortuis_--Really the old chair is still right comfortable. And what a

magnificent view of the park, just from this place! I shall often come

to see you, for it is really charming."

In fact he did come once or twice in the next few days, while a heavy

rain kept us all in the house, to smoke his cigar and have a chat; but

when the weather cleared up, he thought no more about it, and I was

careful enough, on my part, not to recall my museum to his

recollection. For I had only arranged it in order to be nearer to

Constance, and to have a view of the park, about whose neglected walks

she loved to wander. I could also see a strip of the terrace that lay

under her windows, but unfortunately only the outer margin, as the part

of the castle in which she lived fell back from the main-building about

the breadth of the terrace. But still it was something: the faint light

which in the evening fell upon the balustrade came from her room, and

once or twice I caught an indistinct glimpse of her form, as she paced

up and down the terrace, or leaning upon the balustrade gazed into the

park, over which night had already spread her dusky veil. And when I

did not see her, I heard her music and her songs, among which there was

none I loved better than that which I had heard the first evening, and

now knew by heart:

"All day long the bright sun loves me,

Woos me with his glowing light;

But I better love the gentle

Stars of night."

In truth I also loved them well, the stars of night, for often and

often when the pale light had vanished from the balustrade, and the

song I so loved had long ceased, I still sat at my open window gazing

at the stars, which shone in all the splendor of a September night, and

listening to the solemn music of the wind in the ancient trees of the

park.

In the meantime the happiness which only young hearts, or such as have

long retained their youth, can appreciate, was, as I have said, but of

brief duration. The singular change in Constance's manner towards me,

plucked me from my heaven; and I tortured my brain in the effort to

discover what cause had brought me into her disfavor. But think

as I might, I could find no key to the mystery; and at last I

resolved--though a foreboding of evil warned me against it--to have

recourse to Pahlen, who, if any one, could solve me the enigma that

weighed so heavily upon my foolish head.

This ugly old woman had lately been rather more obliging. I had

soon discovered that she was extremely fond of money, and I did not

hesitate now and then, under one pretence or another, to slip into her

wrinkled brown hands two or three of the _thalers_ that I won at the

card-table--for naturally enough I had abandoned my resolution to play

no more. The glitter of the silver softened her stony old heart; she no

longer growled and grumbled when I ventured to speak to her, and once

or twice actually brought coffee to my room with her own hands. When I

thought that the taming process was sufficiently advanced, I ventured

to ask her about the subject nearest my heart--her young mistress. She

threw me one of her suspicious looks, and finally, as I repeated my

question, puckered her ugly old face into a repulsive grin, and said:

"Yes; catch mice with cheese; but you need not try that game; old

Pahlen is too sharp for you."

What was the game that I need not try?

As I could not find a satisfactory answer to this question, I asked the

old woman on the following day.

"You need not make as if you did not know," she said, with a kind of

respect, inspired probably by my innocent manner, which she naturally

took for a masterpiece of deception; "I am not going to betray my young

lady for a couple of _thalers_. I have been sorry enough, I can tell

you, that I helped to clear up this room for you, and she has

complained bitterly enough about it."

"But, good heaven," I said, "I will cheerfully go back to my old room

if the young lady wishes it. I never thought it would be so extremely

disagreeable to her if I caught a sight of her now and then. I could

not have supposed it."

"And that was all you wanted?" asked the old woman.

I did not answer. I was half desperate to think that--heaven knows how

involuntarily--I had offended her whom I so deeply loved; and yet I was

glad to learn at last what my offence was. Like the young fool I was, I

strode up and down the great room, and cried:

"I will quit this room this very day; I will not sleep another night in

it; tell your young lady that; and tell her that I would leave the

castle this very hour, only that I do not know what to say to Herr von

Zehren."

And I threw myself into the old worm-eaten, high-backed chair, at

imminent risk of its destruction, with the deepest distress evident in

my features.

The tone of my voice, the expression of my countenance, probably joined

with my words to convince the old woman of my sincerity.

"Yes, yes," she said, "what could you say to him? He certainly would

not let you go, although for my part I do not know what he really wants

with you. Do you stay here, and I will speak with my young lady."

"Do, dear, good Mrs. Pahlen!" I cried, springing up and seizing one of

the old woman's bony hands. "Speak with her, tell her--" I turned

suddenly red, stammered out some awkward phrase or other, and once more

adjured her to speak with her young lady.

The old woman, who had been watching me all the while with a curious,

piercing look, remained thoughtful for a few moments, then said curtly

she would see what could be done, and left me.

I remained, much disturbed. The consciousness that the old woman had

penetrated my secret, was very painful to me; but I consoled myself

with the reflection that if she was really, as she seemed to be,

Constance's confidante, I certainly need feel no shame to take her into

my confidence also; and finally, what was done was done, and if

Constance now learned for the first time that I loved her, that I was

ready to do or to suffer anything for her sake, she would certainly

forgive me what I had done. What had I done, then? How could she, who

at first received me so kindly, who in jest which seemed earnest chose

me for her service, who on that evening exacted of me the promise not

to go until she gave me permission--how could she feel offence at what

at the very worst she could but regard as a token of my love and

admiration?

Thus, under my inexperienced hands, the threads of my destiny were

wound into an evermore inextricable clue; and with violent beatings of

the heart I entered an hour later the dining-room, where to-day,

besides our usual guests, three or four others were assembled. They

were waiting for the young lady's appearance to take their places at

the table. After dinner they were to go out for a little shooting.

As was usual with her, Constance subjected her father's impatience to a

severe trial; but at last she appeared.

I do not know how it happened that this time I, who always, when guests

were present, took my seat at the foot of the table, happened to be

placed next to her. It was certainly not intentional on my part, for in

the frame of mind in which I was, I would have done anything rather

than obtrude my presence upon my fair enemy. So I scarcely dared to

raise my eyes, and in my excessive confusion loaded my plate with

viands of which every morsel seemed about to choke me. How joyfully

then was I surprised, when Constance, after sitting for a few minutes

in her accustomed silence, suddenly asked me, in a low friendly tone,

if I had not time to fill her a glass of wine.

"Why did you not ask me, _meine Gnädigste_?"[3] cried Herr von Granow,

who sat on the other side of her.

"I prefer to be served in my own way," answered Constance, almost

turning her back upon the little man, and continuing to speak with me.

I answered as well as I could, and as she continued speaking in a low

tone, I imitated her example, and leaned towards her in order better to

catch her words; and thus, as I looked into her dark eyes, I forgot

what she had asked me, or answered at a venture, at which she laughed;

and because she laughed I laughed also, and all this together made up

the most charming little confidential _tête-à-tête_, although we were

speaking of the most indifferent things in the world. I took no notice

of anything else that was passing; only once I observed that Hans von

Trantow, who sat opposite us, was staring at us with wide-open eyes;

but I thought nothing of it, for the good fellow's eyes usually wore

that expression.

Much sooner than I could have wished, Herr von Zehren rose from the

table. Before the house were waiting a lot of barefooted, bareheaded

boys, with creels on their backs; the dogs were barking and leaping

about the men, who were arranging their accoutrements and loading their

guns. Constance came out with us, which she had never before done, and

called to me as we were about starting, "I cannot wish _them_ good

luck, and would not wish _you_ bad." Then, after including the rest in

a general salutation, she gave me a friendly wave of the hand and

re-entered the house.

"Which way are we going to-day?" I asked Herr von Zehren, as I came to

his side.

"It was long enough discussed at dinner. Your attention seems to have

been wandering."

It was the first time that he had ever spoken to me in an unfriendly

tone, and my countenance probably expressed the surprise that I felt,

for he quickly added:

"I did not mean to wound you; and besides it was no fault of yours."

We had reached a stubble-field, and the shooting began. Herr von Zehren

posted me on the left wing, while he kept upon the right; thus I was

separated from him and did not once come near him during the rest of

the day. This also had never before occurred. He had hitherto always

kept me by him, and was delighted when, as often happened, more game

fell to our two guns than to those of all the rest. My shooting was

this day poor enough. The happiness which Constance's unexpected

friendliness had given me, was embittered by her father's unexpected

unkindness. The birds which my dog Caro put up--Herr von Zehren had

given me one of his best dogs--flew off untouched while I was pondering

over the unhappy relations between father and daughter, and how I could

not show my affection for the one without offending the other, and what

was to become of my favorite scheme of reconciling the two.

I was quite lost in these melancholy reflections when Herr von Granow

joined me. It was already growing dusk, and the day's sport was

virtually over, only now and then we heard a distant shot among the

bushes of the heath. No order was now kept, and I soon found myself

alone with the little man as we ascended a slight hill.

"What has happened between you and the old man?" he asked, hanging his

gun across his shoulders and coming to my side.

"What do you mean?" I inquired.

"Well, it struck me in that light, and not me only; the others noticed

it too. I can assure you that he looked once or twice across the table

at you as if he would eat you."

"I have done nothing to offend him," I said.

"That I can well believe," continued the little man. "And this

afternoon he scarcely spoke a word with you."

I was silent, for I did not know what to say.

"Yes, yes," pursued my companion; "but do not hurry so, nobody can keep

up with you. You are in an ugly position."

"How so?" I asked.

"Don't you really know?"

"No."

Herr von Granow was so convinced of his superior acuteness, that it

never occurred to him that my ignorance might be feigned in order to

draw him out.

"Yes, yes," he said. "You are still young, and at your years one is

often deaf and blind to things which we who know the world seize at the

first glance. The old man and the young lady live together like cat and

dog; but really, when one thinks of it, neither has such great cause to

love the other. She leads a wretched life through his fault. He would

gladly be rid of her, but who is going to take her off his hands? I

have considered the matter from all sides; but it can't be managed--it

really can't."

I was in doubt, when my companion began to talk in this way, whether I

should strike him to the earth for his impudence, or burst into loud

laughter. I took a side-look at him; the little man with his short

trotting legs, his foolish face scarlet from his exertions, and his

half-open mouth--I could not resist, but fairly shook with laughter.

"I do not see what you are laughing about," he said, rather surprised

than offended. "The little comedy which she played for you and the rest

of us this afternoon, can hardly have turned your brain, if I may so

express myself. And it is just upon that subject that I would like to

give you some information.

"What can you mean?" I asked.

My merriment was at an end, and I was serious enough now. A comedy

which she had played for me? "What can you mean?" I asked again more

urgently than before.

Herr von Granow, who had been walking at a little distance from me,

trotted up close to my side, and said in a confidential tone:

"After all, I cannot think hard of you about it. You are still so

young; and I often do not know myself on what footing I am standing

with the girl. But this much is clear: out of pure obstinacy against

her father, and perhaps a little calculation to raise her own value,

and perhaps, too, because she thinks it will make no difference anyhow,

but mainly out of mere stubbornness and self-will, has she put on these

airs of a princess, and behaves as if for her I and the rest had no

existence. If she suddenly began to coquet with you in my--I should say

in our presence, that really signifies nothing; it is but a little

pleasantry that she allows herself with you, and which has no further

consequences; but it must provoke the old man, and it did provoke him.

You did not observe it, you say, but I can assure you he bit his lip

and stroked his beard as he always does when anything vexes him."

The little man had no notion what a tumult he was stirring up in my

breast; he took my silence for acquiescence and for acknowledgement of

his superior wisdom, and so proceeded, in delight at being able to

speak of such interesting topics and to have secured such an attentive

listener.

"I fancy that the whole conduct of the young lady puts a spoke in his

wheel. Do you know how much I have lost to him during the six months

that I have been here? Over eight hundred _thalers_. And Trantow nearly

twice as much; and all the rest are cursing their ill-fortune. He has

had a wonderful run of luck, it is true; it is not always so; but then

when he loses one must take it out in his wine and his cognac, and you

can imagine the prices he rates them at. Well, one wants something at

least for one's money; for the sake of such a pretty girl one lets a

couple of hundreds go, and does not watch the old man's hands too

closely. But it used to be all quite different; she used to join in the

play, and smoke cigars with the gentlemen, and go out shooting and

riding--the wilder the horses the better she liked it. It used to be a

heathenish life, Sylow says, and he ought to know. But since last

summer, and that affair with the prince----"

"What affair was that?" I asked. I was consumed with the desire to hear

everything that Herr von Granow had to tell. I no longer felt the

contumely which this man was heaping upon my kind host and upon the

maiden I adored; or if I did, I thought that the reckoning should come

afterwards, but first I must hear all.

"You don't know that?" he inquired, eagerly. "But, to be sure, who

could have told you? Trantow is mute as a fish, and the others don't

know what to think of you. I hold you for an honest fellow, and do not

believe that you are a spy, or leagued with the old man; his looks at

dinner were too queer for that. You won't tell him what I have been

saying to you, will you?"

"Not a word," I said.

"Well then, this is the story. Last summer the old man was at D----,

and she was with him. At a watering-place people are not so particular;

any one who chose might go about with him. The young Prince Prora was

there too; he had persuaded his physicians that he was unwell and

needed sea-bathing, so he was sent there with his tutor. The old prince

was at the Residence, just as he is now, and the young one made good

use of his liberty. I had just bought my place here, was no sooner on

it than I caught a devilish rheumatism on these infernal moors; and so

I went there for a week or so and saw something of it, but the most was

told me by others. Naturally enough there was high play; but the

highest was in private circles, for at the _Spielsaal_ they only allow

moderate stakes. The prince kept constantly in the old man's company,

some said for the sake of the play, others, to pay his court to the

young lady; and probably both were right. I have often enough seen them

sitting and walking together in the park of an evening; and they were

gay enough, I can testify. Now they say that the old man had bad luck,

and lost twenty thousand _thalers_ to the prince, which he had to pay

in two days. Where was he to get the money? So, as they say, he offered

the prince his daughter instead. Others say he asked fifty thousand,

and others again a hundred thousand for the bargain. Well, for any one

who had the money, it may be that was not too much; but unluckily the

young prince did not have the money. It will be two years before he is

of age, and then, if the old prince is still alive, he will only get

the property of his deceased mother, of which not much is ready cash, I

take it. In a word, the affair hung fire; and one fine day here comes

the old prince, who had got some wind of the matter, tearing over from

the Residence, read the youngster a terrible lecture, and offered

Zehren a handsome sum to go out of the country with Constance until the

young prince was married. Now the thing might have been all arranged,

for all that Zehren wanted was to make a good hit of it, if he and the

prince could have kept from personally appearing in the business. But

Zehren, who, when he takes the notion, can be as proud as Lucifer,

insisted upon arranging the affair with the prince in person, and so

the scandal broke out. There was a terrible scene, they say, and the

prince was carried for dead to his hotel. What happened, nobody exactly

knows. But this much is certain: the late princess, who was born

Countess Sylow--I have the facts from young Sylow, who is related to

the count--fell in love with Zehren when he was a young man staying

with the prince at the Residence and attending the court balls, and

only married the prince because she was compelled to it. The prince

either knew it then, or found it out soon afterwards, and they led a

miserable life together. It is probable that Zehren and he, in their

dispute, raked up some of these old stories; one word led to another,

as always happens. Zehren is like a madman when he gets into a rage,

and the prince has none of the coolest of tempers--in a word, the thing

came to an explosion. Zehren left the place; and the prince a day or

two later, with a pair of blue marks on his throat left there by

Zehren's fingers, they said."

"And the young prince?"

"What did he care? All pretty girls are the same to him; he knows how

to enjoy life. I wonder if he holds fast this time. He has already been

over three weeks at Rossow. I should feel rather queer about staying in

this part of the country after what has happened. I would not for my

life meet Herr von Zehren if I knew that my father had given him deadly

offence."

"What does he look like?"

"Oh, he is a handsome young fellow; very slender, elegant, and amiable.

I fancy Fräulein von Zehren owes her father small thanks for having

broken off the affair, for I will say for her honor that she does not

know what the scheme really was. True, others say that she knew it very

well, and was perfectly satisfied with the arrangement."

I listened with intensest interest to this narrative of my companion's,

as if my life depended upon its result. This then was the mystery: it

was the young Prince of Prora who was the "chosen one" of her song. Now

I remembered how she blushed when Granow that evening alluded to the

prince, and at the same time I recalled the dark figure in the park.

Had I only got him in my hands!

I groaned aloud with grief and anger.

"You are tired," said the little man, "and besides I see we have

strayed considerably out of our way. We must keep to the right; but

there are two or three ugly places in the moor, and in the dusk I am

afraid we shall not be able to get through. Let us rather go round a

little. Heaven knows how little you big fellows can stand; there was a

Herr von Westen-Taschen in my regiment, a fellow, if anything, bigger

than you, only perhaps not quite so broad across the shoulders.

'Westen,' I said to him one day, 'I'll bet you that I can run'--but,

good heavens, what is that?"

It was a man who suddenly arose out of a little hollow, in which we had

not noticed him--probably could not have seen him in the dusk--about

twenty paces from us, and disappeared again instantly.

"Let us go nearer," I said.

"For heaven's sake no," whispered my companion, holding me fast by my

game-pouch.

"Perhaps the man has met with an accident," I said.

"God forbid," said the little man. "But we might, if we did not keep

out of his way. I beg you come along."

Herr von Granow was so urgent, and evinced so much anxiety, that I did

as he entreated me; but after we had gone a short distance I could not

refrain from stopping and looking round as I heard a low whistle behind

me. The man was going across the heath with long strides, another rose

from the same spot and followed him, then another and another, until I

had counted eight. They had all great packs upon their backs, but went,

notwithstanding, at a rapid pace, keeping accurate distance. In a few

minutes their dark figures had vanished, as if the black moor over

which they were striding had swallowed them up.

Herr von Granow drew a deep breath. "Do you see?" said he, "I was

right. Infernal rascals that run like rats over places where any honest

Christian would sink. I'll wager they were some of Zehren's men."

"How do you mean?" I asked.

"Oh, well," he went on, "we all dabble in it a little about here, or at

least make our profit of it. In the short time that I have been here, I

have found out that there is no help for it, and that the rascals would

burn the house over your head if you did not look through your fingers

and stand by them in every way. Only the day before yesterday, as I was

standing by my garden-wall, a fellow comes running across the lawn and

says that I must hide him, the patrol is after him. I give you my word

I made him creep into the oven, as there was no other hiding-place

handy, and with my own hands heaped a pile of straw before the door;

and when the patrol came up, five minutes later, said I had seen the

fellow making for the wood. Upon my honor I was ashamed of myself; but

what is one to do? And so I would not say anything against the old man,

if he only would not carry things to such extremes. But he drives it

too far, I tell you, he drives it too far; it must take a bad turn;

there is but one opinion about that."

"But," said I, taking the greatest pains to speak as calmly as

possible, "I have been already about three weeks here, and I give you

my honor" (this phrase I had lately caught) "that as yet I have not

seen the slightest thing to confirm the evil repute in which, as I hear

to my great uneasiness, Herr von Zehren stands, even with his friends.

Yes, I will admit that when I first came here, some such fancies came

into my head, I cannot tell how, but I have long driven so disgraceful

a suspicion from my mind."

"Suspicion!" said the old man, speaking with even greater vivacity, and

taking shorter and quicker steps; "who talks of suspicion? The thing is

as clear as amen in the church. If you have observed nothing--which

really surprises me, but your word of course is sufficient--the reason

is because the weather has been so bad. Still, the business is not

altogether at a stand-still, as you have yourself just now seen. I

declare, one feels very queer to think one is sitting in the very

middle of it all. And last Thursday I had to take a lot of wine and

cognac from him, and Trantow as much more a couple of days before, and

Sylow still more, but he, I believe, divides with somebody else."

"And why should not Herr von Zehren dispose of his surplus stock to his

friends?" I asked, incredulously.

"His surplus stock?" cried Herr von Granow. "Yes, to be sure there was

a great deal left over from the last vintage; he has enough in his

cellars, they say, to supply half the island. And that is a heavy load

for him to carry; for he has to pay the smuggler captains in cash, and

the market at Uselin has grown very poor, as I hear. Lately they have

got very shy there. Since so many have taken to dabbling in the

business, no one thoroughly trusts another. Formerly, I am told, the

whole trade was in the hands of a pair of respectable firms. But all

that you must know much better than I; your father is an officer of the

customs."

"True," I answered, "and I am so much the more surprised that, among so

many, I have never heard Herr von Zehren's name mentioned--supposing

your suspicion to be founded on fact."

"But don't keep always talking about 'suspicion,'" cried the little

man, peevishly. "It is there just as it is everywhere else, they hang

the little thieves and let the big ones go. The gentlemen of the

custom-house know what they are about. A couple of _thalers_ or

_louis-d'ors_ at the right time will make many things smooth; and when

one has, like the old man, a brother councillor of excise, Mr.

Inspector will probably not be so impolite as to interfere with the

councillor's brother."

"That is an insult, Herr von Granow," I cried in a fury; "I have

already told you that my own father is an officer in the customs."

"Well, but then I thought that you and your father were not on the best

terms," said Herr von Granow. "And if your father has driven you off,

why----"

"That concerns nobody!" I exclaimed, "unless it be Herr von Zehren, who

has received me into his house, and been kind and friendly to me

always. If my father has sent me away, or driven me off, as you call

it, I gave him cause enough; but that has nothing to do with his

integrity, and I will strike any man dead, like a dog, who asperses my

father's honor."

As Herr von Granow did not and could not know in how many ways all that

he had said had lacerated my tenderest feelings, my sudden wrath, which

had been only waiting an opportunity to burst forth, must have appeared

to him terrible and incomprehensible. A young man, who had probably

always appeared to him suspicious, and now doubly so, of whose bodily

strength he had seen more than one surprising proof, speaking in such a

voice of striking dead--and then the desolate heath, the growing

darkness--the little man muttered some unintelligible words, while he

cautiously widened the distance between us, and then, probably in fear

of my loaded gun, came up again and very meekly declared that he had

not the slightest intention to offend me; that it was not to be

supposed that a respectable officer like my father had knowingly placed

his son with a notorious smuggler. And that, on the other side, the

suspicion that I was a spy in the pay of the authorities, could not

possibly be reconciled with my honest face and my straightforward

conduct, and was indeed perfectly ridiculous; that he would with all

his heart admit that everything that was said about Herr von Zehren was

pure fabrication--people talked so much just for the sake of talking.

Besides, he, who had only recently come into the neighborhood, could

least of all judge what there might be in it; and he would be extremely

delighted, and account it an especial honor, to receive me as a guest

at his house, there where we could now see the lights shining, and

where the others must have arrived long ago, and to drown all

unpleasantness in a bottle of wine.

I scarcely comprehended what he said, my agitation was so extreme. I

replied curtly that it was all right, that I did not believe he

intended to offend me. Then asking him to excuse me to Herr von Zehren,

I strode across the heath towards the road which I knew so well, which

led from Melchow, Granow's estate, to Zehrendorf.

CHAPTER XI.

The following morning was so fine that it might well have cheered even

a gloomier spirit than mine. And in my fatigue I had fallen so promptly

asleep when I laid my tired head upon the pillow, and had slept so

soundly, that it required some consideration upon awaking to recall the

circumstances that had caused me so much agitation the previous

evening. Gradually they recurred to my memory, and once more my cheeks

burned, and I felt, as I always did when under excitement, that I must

rush out into the free air and under the blue sky; so I hurried down

the steep back-stair into the park.

Here I wandered about under the tall trees, which waved their light

sprays in the morning breeze, along the wild paths, and among the

bushes brightened with the sunlight, at intervals listening to some

bird piping incessantly his monotonous autumn song, or marking some

caterpillar swinging by a fathom-long filament from a twig overhead,

while I bent my thoughts to the task, so difficult for a young man, of

obtaining a clear view of my situation.

I had told Granow the evening before but the simple truth: so long as I

had been upon the estate nothing had occurred to confirm his suspicion.

During the whole of this time I had scarcely left the side of Herr von

Zehren. No strangers had come about the place; there had been no

suspicious meetings; no goods had been received, and none sent out,

except a barrel or two of wine to the neighbors. To be sure, the people

on the estate looked as if they were accustomed to anything rather than

honest industry, and especially my tall friend Jock could not possibly

have a clear conscience; but the cotters on the various estates around

were all a rough, uncouth, piratical-looking crew, as indeed many of

them had been fishermen and sailors, and were so still when occasion

offered. That the gang which we had seen crossing the heath did not

belong to our people, I was convinced when I passed the laborer's

cottages, and saw Jock with two or three others lounging about the

doors as usual.

And then, granting that Herr von Zehren was really all that evil

tongues called him, still he did nothing more or worse than his

neighbors. They all dabbled a little in it, Granow had said; and if all

these aristocratic gentlemen made no scruple of filling their cellars

with wine that they knew to be smuggled, the receiver was as bad as the

thief, and Herr von Zehren was here, as always and everywhere, only the

bolder man who had the courage to do what the others would willingly

have done if they dared.

And, after all, I was bound to him by the firmest ties of gratitude.

Should I go away for a mere suspicion, the silly gossip of a prating

tongue, and abandon him who had always been so kind, so friendly to

me?--who had given me his best--no, his second-best gun and dog; whose

purse and cigar-case--and ah, what exquisite cigars he had!--were at

all times at my service? Never! And even if he really were a smuggler,

a professional smuggler--but how could I find out once for all whether

he was or not?

Most simply, by going directly to himself. I had justification for

doing so. My honesty was questioned by his friends; they did not know

what to think of me. I could not allow this to go on unnoticed. Herr

von Zehren could not expect that I should, on his account, incur the

dishonoring suspicion of being either a spy or an accomplice. But

suppose he were to say: "Very well; then go. I do not detain you."

I seated myself upon a stone-bench under a spreading maple at the edge

of the park, and resting my elbow upon the half-fallen table, and

leaning my head upon my hand, gazed at the castle which threw its

shadow far over the lawn, now golden in the morning sun.

Never had the ruinous old pile seemed so dear to me. How well I

knew each tall chimney, each tuft of grass growing upon the gray

moss-covered roof of tiles, the three balconies, two small ones to the

right and left, and in the middle the great one upon which the three

glass doors opened from the upper hall, resting upon its massive

pillars with the fantastic voluted capitals. How well I knew each

window, with the weather-beaten wooden shutters that were never closed,

and the most of which, indeed, were past closing. Some were hanging by

a single hinge, and one belonging to the third window to the right

always slammed at night when the wind was from the west. I had a dozen

times resolved to secure it, but always forgot it again. The two

windows at the corner to the left were those of my room, my poetic room

with the precious old furniture, which to my eye had such an imposing

effect that I felt like a young prince in the midst of all this

magnificence. What happy hours had I already passed in this room! Early

mornings, when, joyous in the anticipation of the day's sport, I sang

as I dressed myself and arranged my ammunition; late evenings when I

returned home with my friend, heated with wine and play and jovial

discourse, and sitting at the window, inhaled the fragrant aroma of my

cigar, or drank in large draughts the pure, cool night-air, while

thoughts crowded one another in my mind, foolish and sentimental

thoughts, all turning to the fair maiden who doubtless had been

slumbering for hours in her chamber by the terrace.

What was it that the shameless slanderer had said of her? I scarcely

dared to recall his words to my mind. I could not comprehend how I

could have borne to listen to them, or how it was that I let him escape

unchastized after so desecrating the object of my idolatry. The

miserable creature! The conceited, upstart, envious little oaf! Little

blame to her that she would have nothing to do with such a lover as he,

or the rest of her country squires. And for this they now breathed

their venomous slanders against her: said that she would have sold

herself--she, the lovely, the noble, the pure, for whom a king's

throne would have been too low! Was there any head more worthy of a

diadem--any form more fit to be folded in the mantle of purple? Oh, I

desired nothing for myself; it was enough for me if I might touch the

hem of her vesture. But the others should honor her as well as I. No

one, not if he were prince or king, should dare to approach her without

her permission. If she would only, as she had jestingly said that

night, let me keep watch at her threshold!

Thus humbly I thought of her in my full, young heart, that was breaking

with love and longing. And I did it in the most assured conviction, in

the firmest faith, of the nobility and purity of her I loved so dearly.

I can truly say there was no drop of blood in my veins that did not

belong to her. I would have given my life for her had she asked it of

me, had she taken me for the true heart that I was, had she dealt

honestly with me. Was it a presentiment of the brief space of time that

I was still to cherish the simple faith that there is a spark of virtue

in every human breast that nothing can entirely extinguish, that made

me now bow my head upon my hands and shed hot tears?

I suddenly lifted my head, for I fancied I heard a rustling close

behind me, and I was not mistaken. It was Constance, who came through

the bushes hedging the path to the beech-wood. I sprang suddenly in

confusion to my feet, and stood before her, ere I had time to wipe the

traces of my tears from my cheeks.

"My good George," she said, offering me her hand with a gentle smile,

"you are my true friend, are you not?"

I murmured some indistinct reply.

"Let me sit here by you a little while," she said; "I feel somewhat

tired; I have been up so long. Do you know where I have been? In the

forest by the tarn, and afterwards up at the ruin. Do you know that we

have never again gone there together? I was thinking of it this

morning, and was sorry; it is so beautiful up on the cliffs, and

walking with you is so pleasant. Why do you never come there to bring

me home? Don't you remember what you promised me: to be my faithful

George, and kill all the dragons in my path? How many have you killed?"

She glanced at me from under her long lashes with her unfathomable

brown eyes, and abashed I looked upon the ground. "Why do you not

answer?" she asked. "Has my father forbidden you?"

"No," I replied, "but I do not know whether you are not mocking me. You

have shown me lately so little kindness, that at last I have hardly

dared to speak to you or even to look at you."

"And you really do not know why I have lately been less friendly

towards you?"

"No," I answered, and added softly, "unless it be because I am so much

attached to your father; and how can I be otherwise?"

Her looks darkened, "And if that were the reason," she said, "could you

blame me? My father does not love me; he has given me too many proofs

of that. How can any one love me who is 'so much attached to my

father?'"--she spoke the last words with bitterness--"who perhaps

reports to him every word that I say, and to the watchers and

tale-bearers by whom I am surrounded adds another, so much the more

dangerous as I should have expected from him anything but treachery."

"Treachery--treachery from me?" I exclaimed with horror.

"Yes, treachery," she answered, speaking in a lower tone, but more

rapidly and passionately. "I know that Sophie, my maid, is bribed; I

know that old Christian, who skulks about, day and night, watches me

like a prisoner. I am not at all sure that old Pahlen, who shows some

devotion to me, would not sell me for a handful of _thalers_. Yes, I am

betrayed, betrayed on all sides. Whether by you--no; I will trust your

honest blue eyes, although I had really good reason for suspecting

you."

I was half distracted to hear Constance speaking thus; and I implored

her, I adjured her, to tell me what horrible delusion had deceived her,

for that it was a delusion I was ready to prove. She should, she must

tell me all.

"Well then," she said, "is it delusion or truth that on the very first

evening of your stay here, by order of my father, who brought you here

for that purpose, you kept watch under my window, when afterwards you

pretended to me that it was my music that had attracted you?"

I started at these last words, which were accompanied with a dark

suspicious look. That dark figure then had really been stealing to a

rendezvous; and he had been there since, else how could she know what

had happened?

"You need make no further confession," said Constance, bitterly. "You

have not yet sufficiently learned your lesson of dissimulation. And I,

good-natured fool, believed that you were my faithful George."

I was near weeping with grief and indignation.

"For heaven's sake," I cried, "do not condemn me without a hearing. I

went into the park without any special intention; without an idea that

I should meet him--any one. If I had known that the man whom I saw from

this point come out of the shrubbery yonder, came with your permission,

I should never have intercepted him, but would have let him go

unmolested where, as it seems, he was expected."

"Who says that he came by my permission, and that he was expected?" she

asked.

"Yourself," I promptly answered. "The fact that you are informed of

what none but he and I could know."

Constance glanced at me, and a smile passed across her features.

"Indeed!" she said, "how skilful we are at combinations! Who would have

believed it of us? But you are mistaken. I know of it from him, that is

true; but I did not expect him, nor had he my permission. More than

this: I solemnly assure you that I had no idea that he was so near.

'And now?' your look seems to inquire. Now he is as far as he ever was.

He wrote to me by a medium--no matter how--that he made an attempt to

see me on that evening, in order to communicate something which he did

not wish me to learn from another. I answered him by the same way that

I had already learned it through another, and that for the sake both of

his peace and my own, I entreated him to make no attempt to approach

me. This is all, nor will there ever be more. It is not my custom to

ask of those that love me, to sacrifice for me their futures and their

lives. And that would be the case here. That person can enter into no

engagements without his father's consent, and my father has taken care

that this consent shall never be given. He will only be free after his

father's death. Before this happens years may pass. He shall not

sacrifice those years to me."

"And he consents to this," I cried, indignantly; "he does not rather

renounce his title and inheritance than give you up? He does not rather

allow himself to be torn to pieces than renounce you? And this man

possesses millions, and calls himself a prince."

"You know, then, who it was?" asked Constance, apparently alarmed,

adding with bitterness: "To be sure, why should you not? Of course you

are my father's confidant, and told him the whole adventure at once, as

in duty bound."

"I never breathed a word of it to any living creature," I answered,

"nor has Herr von Zehren ever in my presence uttered the name of the

prince."

"What need of the name?" she retorted. "Things can be plainly told

without mentioning names. But, whatever he may have told you, he never

told you that Carl is my betrothed; that our union was prevented by his

fault alone; that he has ruthlessly sacrificed my happiness to a

haughty caprice, to revenge himself upon the father of my betrothed at

the cost of us both; and that far from offering me an at least

tolerable existence in requital for the brilliant future out of which

he has cheated me, makes my life a daily and hourly torment. He killed

my mother, and he will kill me."

"For God's sake, do not talk in that way," I cried.

"This life is no life; it is death--worse than death," she murmured,

letting her head sink upon the table.

"Then you still love him who has abandoned you?" I said.

"No," she replied, raising her head; "no! I have already told you that

as it is, so it must remain. I have freely and entirely renounced him.

I am too proud to give my heart--which is all I have to give--to one

who does not give me all in return. And, George, can one give more than

his heart?"

I would have answered, "Then, Constance, you have my all;" but my voice

failed me. I could but gaze at her with a look in which lay my whole

heart--the full heart of a youth, overflowing with foolish, faithful

love.

She pressed my hand, and said, "My good George, I will--yes, I must

believe that you are true to me. And now that we have had our talk out,

and are good friends again, let us go to the house, where old Pahlen

will be expecting me to breakfast."

She had fallen at once into the tone in which we had commenced the

conversation, and continued:

"Do you go shooting to-day? Are you fond of shooting? I used to go

sometimes; but that is long ago--so long ago! I used to be a good

rider, and now I think I could not keep my seat in the saddle. I have

unlearned everything; but chiefly how to be gay. Are you always

cheerful, George? I often hear you singing in the morning such charming

merry songs; you have a fine voice. You should teach me your songs; I

know none but sad ones."

How enchanting this prattle was to me! But as her recent unkindness had

made me silent and reserved, so now the unlooked-for kindness she

showed me produced the same effect. I went by her side, with a half

confused, half happy smile upon my face, across the wide lawn to the

house, where, on reaching her terrace, we separated, after exchanging

another pressure of the hand.

In three bounds I had ascended the steep stair, flung open violently

the door of my room, but stopped upon the threshold with some surprise,

as I saw Herr von Zehren sitting in the great high-backed chair at the

window.

He half turned his head, and said:

"You have kept me waiting long; I have been sitting here fully an

hour."

This did not tend to restore my composure; from his chair one could see

across the lawn directly to the seat under the maple. If Herr von

Zehren had been sitting here an hour, he had certainly seen with his

keen eyes much more than I could have wished. I returned his salutation

with great embarrassment, which certainly did not diminish when he

said, with a gesture towards the seat: "Mary Stuart, George, eh? Sir

Paulet the cruel jailor with the great bunch of keys? Enthusiastic

Mortimer--'Life is but a moment, and death but another'--eh? Faithless

Lord Leicester, who has the convenient habit of taking ship for France

as soon as heads are in danger!"

He filliped the ash from his cigar, and then with one of those

instantaneous changes of humor to which I had grown accustomed, began

to laugh aloud, and said:

"No, my dear George, you must not turn such a look of indignation upon

me. I am really your friend; and, as I said to you yesterday, it is no

fault of yours, and I frankly ask you to forgive me if I yesterday for

a moment made you suffer for what you are entirely innocent of. She has

to play her comedies; she has done it from a child. I have indeed often

feared that she gets it from her unhappy mother. Many a one has

suffered from it, and I not the least; but you I would willingly save.

I have often enough warned you indirectly, and now do it plainly. What

are you about?"

I had, at his last words, hurried across the room and seized my hat,

which hung by the door. "What are you about?" he cried again, springing

from his chair, and catching me by the arm.

"I am going," I stammered, while my eyes filled with tears that I

vainly endeavored to repress, "away from here. I cannot bear to hear

Fräulein Constance thus spoken of."

"And then it would be such a happy opportunity to get away from me

too," said he, fixing his large dark eyes upon mine with a piercing

look; "is it not so?"

"Yes," I answered, collecting all my firmness, "and from you too."

"Go then," he said.

I moved towards the door, and was feeling for the latch, for my eyes

were blinded with tears.

"George," he cried, "George!"

The tone cut me to the heart; I turned, and seizing both his hands,

exclaimed:

"No; I cannot do it. You have been so good to me; I cannot leave you of

my own will."

Herr von Zehren led me gently to the great chair, and paced several

times up and down the room, while I buried my head in my hands. Then he

stood before me and said:

"What did Granow say to you yesterday? Did he slander me to you as he

has slandered you to me? Did he warn you against me, as he has warned

me against you? No; do not answer; I do not want to know. It is

just as if I had been there and heard it all. Every one knows how

double-tongued old women talk."

"Then it is not true?" I exclaimed, starting from the chair.

"Certainly, certainly, it is not true; I never believed it. I did not

believe that miserable creature yesterday--not for one moment."

"And now only, for the first time?" said he, turning his piercing look

again upon me. But I did not again lower my eyes; I met his gaze

firmly, and calmly answered:

"I will not believe it until I hear it from your own lips."

"And if I confirm it, what then?"

"Then I will implore you to have nothing more to do with it. It cannot

end well, and it fills me with horror to think that it might end

terribly."

"You think," he said, and a bitter smile contracted his features, "that

it would not be a pleasant thing to read in the papers: 'To-day Malte

von Zehren of Zehrendorf was condemned to twenty years' hard labor, and

in pursuance of his sentence was conveyed to the penitentiary at S.,

the director of which, as is well known, is the brother of the

criminal?' Well, it would not be the first time that a Zehren was an

inmate of a prison."

He laughed, and began to speak with vehemence, sometimes pacing the

room, and then stopping before me.

"Not the first time. When I was young--it may now be thirty years ago,

or more--there stood in their cursed nest, in a waste place between the

town wall and the ramparts, an old half-rotten gallows, and on the

gallows were nailed two rusty iron plates, upon which there stood

half-defaced names, and one of these names was _Malte von Zehren_, with

the date 1436. I recognized it by the date; and one night, with the

friend of my youth, Hans von Trantow--the father of our Hans--I

wrenched it off, cut down the gallows, and pitched it over the rampart

into the fosse. Do you know how my ancestor's name came there? He had a

feud with the Peppersacks there in the town, and they had sworn, if

they caught him, to hang him on the gallows. And though he heard of it,

and knew that there would be no mercy for him, he slipped into the town

in disguise, during the carnival, for the love of a townsman's pretty

daughter. You see, my dear George, the women--they are at the bottom of

all mischief. And they caught him too, early next morning, as he was

stealing away, flung him into the dungeon, and the next day he was to

be hanged, to the delight of all the good townsfolk. But a page who

accompanied him, and who had escaped, carried the news to Hans von

Trantow, and Hans sent off a score of riders to all cousins and

kinsfolk over the whole island, and that night they crossed over in

twenty boats, two hundred of them, with Hans at their head, forced

their way into the town, broke into the dungeon and rescued my

ancestor, the good fellows, and then set the old nest on fire at its

four corners and burned it down. So as the townsmen had lost Malte von

Zehren, they contented themselves with nailing his name upon the

gallows.

"And what was the origin of the feud? The Sound-dues, which the Lords

of Zehren had levied for centuries, and which the Peppersacks now laid

claim to. By what right? I ask you now, by what right? At a time when

their pedlars' nest was a mere cluster of hovels inhabited by wretched

fishermen, the Zehrens were living as lords and masters in a

block-house surrounded by a rampart, as men used to do in the earliest

times; then in a castle of stone, with towers and battlements, and as

far as the eye can reach from up yonder over forests and coves into the

island, no hearth smoked in house or hut at which vassals and retainers

of the castle did not warm themselves; and as far as the eye can reach

from up there over the sea, no sail swelled and no pennon flew that did

not pay tribute to the castle. Do you think, young man, that things

like these can be forgotten? Do you suppose that I can learn to feel

myself under one law with a crew that crawled before my ancestors

in the dust? or to acknowledge any master over me? _By the grace of

God_--and what is that? Where were these fellows 'by the grace of God'

four or five hundred years ago? I could sit where they sit now, with

just as good a right; my escutcheon instead of theirs would flaunt on

every gate and guard-house, and in my name would tolls and taxes be

levied. And now 'sdeath! here I sit, a Lord Lack-all, in this box of

stone, which before long will fall in over my head, and not a foot of

the soil on which I tread can I call my own. See there--" he stepped

to the open window, and pointed out with a hand trembling with

emotion--"you once asked me why I did not turn those into money. There

are thousands upon thousands in the forest, and I answered that I had

not the heart to have the old trees hewn down. It was the truth; I

could not do it; and the only right that I have over them is that I can

keep them from being cut down as long as I live. Not a tree belongs to

me--not a sapling--not enough to serve for my coffin; every twig

belongs to that mountebank, your Cr[oe]sus, who calls himself

commerzienrath, and is well named Streber [Striver.] I see the

stockfish still, distorting his crooked mouth as he counted down the

pittance on the table and crammed the contract into his pocket. He

thought: 'It will not last him long, and then he will blow out his

brains.' It has not lasted long; and he may have been as correct in his

other anticipation.

"But I cannot imagine what talkative demon possesses me this morning; I

believe that I have been infected by that old washerwoman, Granow. Or

perhaps it is because I have to make up for yesterday evening. In

truth, George, I missed you exceedingly. Trantow, the good fellow,

brought me home out of pure compassion, because he saw what a trial it

would be to me to smoke my last cigar alone. And I tell you it cost me

dearly that you were not with me. It went hard with me, George,

terribly hard. Old hawk as I am, they plucked me until the feathers

flew; but we will pay them back this evening. We shall meet at

Trantow's, where I have always been lucky; but you are not to quit my

side. And now drink your coffee, and come down in half an hour; I have

a letter or two to write; the steuerrath wants to be once more

delivered from his thousand-and-one embarrassments; but this time I

cannot help him, at all events not today; he must wait awhile yet. In

half an hour then, and afterwards we will go down to the beach. I feel

a little feverish to-day, and the sea-breeze will do me good."

He went, and left me in a singular frame of mind. I felt as if he had

told me everything, and yet, when I thought it over, it was no more

than what he had often said to me before. I felt as if I had bound

myself to him body and soul, and yet he had taken no promise from me.

But this was just the thing which made me feel more than ever attached

to this singular man. If he was magnanimous enough not to take me with

him upon his ship, which he saw was driving to destruction, could I

stand calmly on the safe shore and watch him struggling and sinking in

the waves?

My youthful fancy kindled at his romantic story of the knight who had

been at feud with my native town. I wished that I had been there; I

fancied myself playing the part of the page who made his way out at

risk of his life to bring help and rescue to his beloved lord. Should

my thoughts be more mean, my actions more craven than those of that

boy? And were we not in similar circumstances? Was not my knight at the

last extremity? Had not the Peppersacks taken his all?--left him

nothing of all the heritage of his ancestors--him, that kingly man? How

he had stood before me, the tall noble form with flashing eyes, and

anguish imprinted in his pale, deeply-furrowed face with its flowing

beard. This man to have planned to sell his daughter! And a creature

like the commerzienrath should one day be lord here in his stead! The

creature with his close-shaven fox-face, his blinking, thievish eyes,

and his clumsy, greedy hands; the man who had foredoomed me to the

gallows. Yes, they had dealt with me no better than with my knight.

They had driven me out of the town, and now, thank heaven, I had a

right to hate them as I had always despised.

Thus my foolish brain was heated more and more. The charm of adventure,

the inward delight in this uncontrolled life, which I called liberty, a

monstrous confusion of the conceptions of right and duty, gratitude,

hot blood of youth, passionate first-love--all held me spell-bound in

this charmed circle, which was a world to me. All drew me with

irresistible force to the man who seemed to me the perfect ideal of a

knight and a hero, to the lovely maiden who so far exceeded my wildest

dreams. And the fact that these two, to whom I clung with equal love,

stood opposed to each other, only tended to confirm the dream of my own

indispensability. In their several ways, each had been equally kind to

me, had shown me equal confidence. The fulfilment of my most ardent

wish, that of seeing them reconciled, had never appeared so near as

this morning, when I paced my room and looked out of the windows at the

blue sky, in which great white motionless clouds were standing, and

upon the park whose majestic groups of trees and broad expanses of

grass were magically lighted by the splendor of the sun.

How could I have believed that these white clouds would so soon spread

into a sable pall and obscure that sun--that I had seen my paradise in

its magic radiance for the last time?

CHAPTER XII.

The confidence with which Herr von Zehren had looked forward to that

evening, which at the very least was to repair his former ill-fortune,

was after all a deceitful one. It may be that an incident which

occurred just previously, deprived him of that coolness which this

evening he more than ever needed. For on our way up from the beach,

where we had shot a brace of rabbits among the dunes, as crossing the

heath we drew near to Trantowitz, a cavalcade of ladies and gentlemen,

attended by a couple of liveried servants, came galloping by. My

attention was entirely attracted by a slender young man riding a superb

English horse, who, at the moment he passed me, was leaning over to one

of the ladies with a charming smile on his pale face, on which a downy

moustache just darkened the upper lip. The lady gave her horse a sudden

cut with the whip, and they shot on in advance. I gazed for a moment

after the company, and was turning to Herr von Zehren with the

question: "Who are they?" when I checked myself in surprise at the

change in his countenance. We had just been chatting pleasantly

together, and there now lay in his looks an expression of the blackest

wrath, and he had unslung his gun and half raised it to his shoulder,

as if he would send a shot after the retreating party. Then he flung it

hastily over his shoulder again, and walked a short distance silent at

my side, until he suddenly broke out into the most furious execrations,

which I had never before heard from him, though he could be angry

enough upon occasion. "The hound!" he exclaimed, "he dares to come here

upon the soil that belongs to my friend Trantow! And I stand quietly

here and do not drive a charge of shot through him! Do you know who

that was, George? The villain who will one day be lord of a hundred

manors which by right are all mine, whose ancestors were my ancestors'

vassals, and whose scoundrelly father came to me to tell me in my own

apartment that he desired to marry his son according to his rank, and

that he trusted we could come to some satisfactory arrangement. I

clutched him by his accursed throat, and would have strangled him if

others had not come between us. The thing has been gnawing at my heart

incessantly, ever since I heard that the villain was going about the

neighborhood here. And now you know why Constance and I are upon so

unfortunate a footing. Heaven knows what fancies she is nursing; and it

drives me mad to see that her thoughts still cling to the miscreant who

has offered her the grossest insult that man can offer to woman; who

has tarnished my ancestral escutcheon, and should fight me to the

death, but for----"

He checked himself suddenly, and walked silently by my side, gnawing

his lip. Not noticing the irregularities of the wretched road, he

stumbled once or twice, and this stumbling, combined with the

expression of his face, in which the wrinkles deepened to furrows

whenever he was under strong emotion, gave him the appearance of a

broken old man consumed by impotent anger. Never before had he appeared

so much in need of help, so worthy of compassion, and never before had

I pitied him so, or so yearned to assist him. At the same time I

thought that so favorable an opportunity to clear up the

misunderstanding that evidently existed between father and daughter in

reference to their relations with the prince, would not easily again

occur. So I plucked up a heart and asked:

"Does Fräulein Constance know how much she has been insulted?"

"How? What do you mean?" he asked in return.

I told him what I had been speaking of with Constance that morning; how

little suspicion she seemed to have of the outrage that had been

offered her; that on the contrary she had expressly told me that she

had been betrothed to the prince, that their predetermined union had

been prevented by Herr von Zehren's fault alone, and that she had

renounced freely and utterly all thought of the possibility of their

marriage. But the audacity with which he had attempted to approach her,

the correspondence which had taken place between them, I kept to

myself, feeling that this would only awaken anew the wrath of the Wild

Zehren, and render him deaf to all reason.

But it was all to no purpose. He listened to me with every sign of

impatience, and when I paused for breath in my eagerness, he broke out:

"Does she say that? What will she not say? And that too now, after I

have told her not once, but a hundred times, what was asked of me, how

my honor and my name were trampled in the mire! She will next

asseverate that the Emperor of China has been a suitor for her hand,

and that it is my fault that she is not now enthroned in Pekin! Why

not? _Turandot_ is as pretty a part as _Mary Stuart_. Prepare yourself

soon to see her in Chinese attire."

It was easy to perceive how little mirth lay in these mocking words,

and I did not venture to press further so painful a theme. We came,

besides, in a few minutes to Trantowitz, where Hans received us at the

door with his good-natured laugh, and led us into his living-room,

(which, besides his chamber, was the sole habitable apartment in the

great house,) where the other guests were assembled.

The evening passed like so many others. Play began before supper, and

was resumed after that meal, during which the bottle had circulated

freely. I had resolved not to play, and could the more easily keep this

resolution, as all the rest, with the exception of our host, whom

nothing could move from his accustomed equanimity, were entirely

absorbed by the unusually high play, and had not time to pay any

attention to me.

So there I sat, in the recess of a window, at a little distance from

the table, and watched the company, whose behavior now, when I was not

a participant in it, seemed strange enough. The fiery eyes in the

flushed faces; the silence only broken by the monotonous phrases of the

banker, or a hoarse laugh or muttered curse from the players; the

avidity with which they poured down the flasks of wine; the whole

scene wrapped in a gray cloud of cigar-smoke which grew denser every

moment;--it was far from a pleasant sight, and strange, confused,

painful thoughts whirled through my weary brain, as I sat watching the

fortunes of the play, and listening at intervals to the rustling of the

night-wind that bent the old poplars before the house, and drove a few

rain-drops against the windows. Suddenly I was aroused from a half doze

by a loud uproar that broke out among the players. They sprang from

their chairs and vociferated at each other with wild looks and

threatening gestures; but the tumult subsided as quickly as it had

arisen, and they sat again bending in silence over their cards, and

once more I listened to the wind in the poplars, and the dashing of the

rain against the panes, until at last I fell asleep.

A hand upon my shoulder aroused me. It was Herr von Zehren. The first

look at his pale face, from which his eyes were flashing wildly, told

me that he had been losing again, and he confirmed it as we walked back

the short distance to Zehrendorf through the black tempestuous night.

"It is all over with me," he said; "my old luck has abandoned me; the

sooner I blow out my brains the better. To be sure, I have a week yet.

Sylow, who is a good fellow, has given me so much time. In a week

perhaps all may be managed; only to-morrow the draft falls due, and of

course my brother cannot pay it. I must see about it, I must see about

it."

He spoke more to himself than to me. Suddenly he stopped, looked up at

the black lowering clouds, then walked on, muttering between his teeth:

"I knew it, I knew it, as soon as I saw the villain. It could not but

bring me ill-luck; his accursed face has always brought me misfortune.

And now to have to see how they quaff the foam from the beaker of life,

while they leave us the bitter dregs! And I cannot have revenge--cannot

take his life!"

We had reached a piece of woods near the house, which was really a

projecting corner of the forest, but was considered as part of the

park. The road here divided; the broader fork led along the edge of the

wood; and the narrower, which was only a foot-path, ran directly

through the trees. This was the nearer way, but also the rougher and

darker, and Herr von Zehren, who in his present ill-humor had more than

once grumbled at the darkness and the bad road, proposed that we should

not take our usual path through the park.

"I should like to find out," I said, "if the buck whose tracks we saw

day before yesterday, is belling in the south forest again. We cannot

hear it from here, but in there we ought to hear it."

"You go through, then," he said, "but do not stay too long."

"I expect I shall be at the other side before you."

It was not so dark in the woods as I had feared; at times the moon

shone pretty bright through the scudding clouds. I reproached myself

for leaving Herr von Zehren alone at this hour, and had thoughts of

turning back; but, impelled by the hunter's ardor, I pushed on, slowly

and cautiously, often stopping and listening, while I held my breath,

to see if I could catch any sound of the buck in the woods. Once I

thought I heard a faint bellow, but I was not quite sure. If so, it

must be very distant, and in a different quarter from where we expected

the buck to be at this hour. It might be another. I was anxious to find

out, and stood still again to listen. Suddenly I heard a noise behind

me like the trot of a horse coming along the path in which I was. My

heart stopped for an instant, and then began to beat violently. Who

could be the rider, in the dead of night, upon a path lying alongside

the main road to the castle?

The sound of the horse's hoofs, at first faint, had grown louder, and

then suddenly ceased. In its place I now distinctly heard the steps of

a man coming through the woods towards the place where I was standing,

a little out of the path, in the dark shadow of some high trees. It

could be no one but _he_. My heart, that was violently beating, cried

to me that it could be no one but he. I tore the gun from my shoulder,

as Herr von Zehren had done at the sight of the man he hated. Then, as

he had done, I threw it back over my shoulder, so that I had both arms

free. What did I need for such a fellow but those two arms of mine?

And just then I saw him plainly before me, as the moon slipped from

behind a black cloud, and threw through the trees a clear light exactly

upon the place where he was passing: the same slender form, and even in

the same riding-dress--a low-crowned hat, close-fitting coat, trimmed

with fur, and boots of soft leather reaching half-way up the thigh--one

bound, one clutch--I had him in my hands!

The surprise must have paralyzed him at the moment, for he uttered no

cry, and scarcely made a movement. But this was only for a moment, and

then with an exertion of strength for which I had not given him credit,

he strove to free himself from my grasp. So might a leopard, caught in

the hunter's net, struggle frantically, leap, rend with his claws, and

waste his strength in convulsive efforts. The struggle lasted perhaps a

minute, during which time no word was spoken on either side, nor was

any sound audible but our panting. At last his struggles grew weaker

and weaker, his breath began to fail, and finally, yielding, he panted:

"Let me go!"

"Not so soon!"

"In my breast pocket is a pocket-book, with probably a hundred

_thalers_ in it; take them, but let me go!"

"Not for a million!" I said, forcing him, as his strength was utterly

exhausted, down to his knees.

"What do you want? Do you mean to murder me?" he panted.

"Only to give you a lesson," I said, and picked up his riding-whip,

which had fallen while we were struggling, the silver handle of which

caught my eye as it glittered in the moonlight.

"For God's sake, do not do that," he said, grasping convulsively the

hand in which I held the whip. "Kill me on the spot; I will not move

nor utter a cry; but do not strike me!"

Such a request in such a tone could not fail to make a powerful

impression upon a heart like mine. I no longer beheld in my antagonist

the enemy of the Wild Zehren his daughter's lover. I saw in him only a

boy who was in my power, and who would rather die than undergo

disgrace. Involuntarily the hand with which I grasped him by the breast

unclosed; indeed I believe I lifted him to his feet.

Scarcely did he feel himself free, when he hastily stepped back a few

paces, and in a tone the lightness of which was in strong contrast with

the terror he had first felt, said:

"If you were a nobleman, you should give me satisfaction; but as you

are not, I warn you to be on your guard: I do not always travel without

arms."

He slightly touched his hat, turned upon his heel, and walked back by

the way he had come.

I stood as if rooted to the spot, and gazed after the slender figure,

which soon vanished in the dark shadows of the forest. I knew that with

a bound or two I could overtake him, but I felt not the slightest

impulse to attempt it. The young prince had rightly judged the young

plebeian. I would as lief have hewn off my hand as to raise it again

against a man whom I had in a manner pardoned. And then I thought of

what Granow had said, that were he the prince, he would not like to

meet Herr von Zehren, and how very nearly this meeting had taken place,

and that too at a moment when it would have given the Wild Zehren

delight to shed his enemy's blood, and his own afterwards.

And now I heard a slight neigh, and then the gallop of a horse.

"Thank heaven!" I cried, drawing a deep breath, "it is better so, and

it will be a lesson to him."

I thought no more of the buck. I scarcely listened when he began to

bellow, at no great distance from me. I hurried on at a run to make up

for the time I had lost, and in deep anxiety lest Herr von Zehren

should have heard the gallop of the horse, for it was not possible that

he could have heard anything that had happened in the wood.

But my anxiety was without cause. The Wild Zehren was too safely

plunged in reflections over his misfortune for his senses to be as

acute as they usually were. He did not even ask me about the buck; and

I was glad that I was under no necessity of speaking. Thus we walked

silently on until we reached the castle.

In the hall we were met as usual by the sleepless old Christian.

Letters had come by express: he had laid them on his master's

writing-table.

"Come in," said Herr von Zehren, "while I see what they are about."

We entered. "This one is for you, and so is this," he said, handing me

two of the letters from the table.

The first letter was from my friend Arthur. It read:

"You have not sent me the money I asked you for; but that is the way:

when we have anything, our friends may look out for themselves. I only

write to you now, in order through you to entreat my uncle to do

something to help papa. Our affairs must be in an awful state, for the

merchant G.--you know whom I mean--from whom I borrowed twenty-five,

saw papa about it to-day, and I did not get the smallest scolding.

Mamma howls all day long. I wish I was a thousand miles away.

"P. S.--Papa has just come from Uncle Commerzienrath with a terribly

long face. It is plain that the old Philistine will do nothing for us.

I tell you Uncle Malte must help us, for we are in a terrible strait."

The second letter was from my father.

"My Son:--In renouncing your filial obedience to me, you compelled me

to abandon all control over you. I have vowed not to restore you to

your place as my son, until you acknowledge your misconduct and entreat

me to do so; and this vow I will keep. To the choice that you have made

for yourself, I have offered no opposition, have allowed you perfect

freedom of action, for which you have always hankered, and am resolved

to do this for the future. But all this cannot prevent me from wishing,

with all my heart, that it may be well with you in the path that you

have chosen for yourself, though I doubt it much; nor can it keep me

from warning you where warning seems necessary. And this is now the

case. Things have reached my ears concerning Herr von Zehren, which I

trust in heaven may be founded upon error, but which are of such a

nature that I think with horror of my son being in the house of a man

under such suspicions, even if false. What I have heard I cannot reveal

to you, as the information has reached me in the line of my official

duties.

"I know that notwithstanding your disobedience, you are incapable of a

base action, and that therefore you are so far safe, even if those

suspicions are true, which God forbid. Still I entreat you, if you have

any regard left for my peace, to leave the house of Herr von Zehren at

once. I add what is scarcely necessary, that for the obedient son I

shall be, what I have always been, his strict but just father."

I had read this letter twice through, and sat still gazing at the

writing, incapable of clear reflection, when Herr von Zehren aroused me

by asking: "Well, George, and what have you there?" I handed him both

letters. He read them, paced the room a while, and then stopping before

me said:

"And what do you propose to do?"

"The opportunity is a good one," he went on, seeing that I hesitated to

answer. "I have a letter from the steuerrath which compels me to start

for the town within the hour. I will take you with me; it is now twelve

o'clock, and in three hours we can be there; you can ring up the old

gentleman; sleep an hour or two in the garret of which you have so

often told me; thank God to-morrow morning that you are clear of the

Wild Zehren, and--go back again to school."

He spoke the last words with a slight contempt, which galled the most

sensitive part in the heart of a young man, that of false pride.

"I will go with you wherever you go!" I exclaimed, starting up. "I said

so this morning, and I now repeat it. Tell me what I shall do."

Herr von Zehren again paced the room for a few moments, and then paused

before me and said in an agitated voice:

"Remain here--for a day or two at all events, until I return. You will

do me a service."

I looked at him interrogatively.

"If you return now to-day," he continued, "that will only have the

effect of confirming the rumors of which your father writes. The rats

are leaving the house, they will say, and justly. And just now it is of

importance to me that people shall say nothing, that as little

attention as possible shall be directed to me. Do you understand,

George?"

"No," I answered; "why now especially?"

I looked fixedly at him; he bore the scrutiny, and after a while

answered, speaking slowly and in a low voice:

"Ask no further, George. Perhaps I would tell you if you could help me;

perhaps I would not. They say of me that I use men and then throw them

away when they can be of no further service to me. It may be so; I do

not know that the most deserve any better treatment. With you, at all

events, I would not thus deal, for I like you. And now go to bed, and

let the Wild Zehren play out the game. Perhaps he will break the bank,

and then I promise you it will be the last of his playing."

At this moment the wagon drove up; while reading my father's letter, I

had not heard the order to old Christian to have the horses put to.

Herr von Zehren looked through his papers, put some in his pocket, and

locked others in his cabinet. Then old Christian helped him on with his

furred cloak, he put on his hat, and stepping up to me, offered me his

hand.

I had watched all his movements in a sort of stupefaction.

"And I cannot help you?" I now asked.

"No," he replied, "or only by waiting quietly here until I return. Your

hand is cold as ice; go to bed."

I accompanied him to the door. His hunting-wagon was waiting, and long

Jock, who usually filled the office of coachman, was on the front seat.

"The wagon will only take me to the ferry, and then return," said Herr

von Zehren.

"And Jock?" I asked in a whisper.

"Goes with me."

"Take me in his place," I asked, imploringly.

"It cannot be," he said, with his foot upon the step.

"I entreat you," I urged, holding him by the cloak.

"It cannot be," he repeated. "We have not a minute to spare.

Good-night! Drive on!"

The wagon drove off; the dogs yelped and barked, and then all was still

again. Old Christian hobbled across the yard with his lantern, and

vanished into one of the old buildings. I stood alone before the house,

under the trees, in which the wind roared. The rain began to fall in

torrents; shivering I returned to the house and carefully secured the

door.

The light was still burning in Herr von Zehren's room. I went to get it

and also my letters that were lying upon his table. As I took them I

espied a paper on the floor, and picked it up to see what it was. A few

words were written upon it, and I had read them before I thought what I

was doing. The words were these:

"I am ruined if you do not save me. G. will give me no more time; St.

is immovable; the draft will be protested. I put myself in your hands.

You have held me above water too long to let me drown now. The moment,

too, is as favorable as possible for the matter you know of. I can and

will take care that no one sees our cards. But whatever is done, must

be done at once. I have not always the game in my hand. Come at once, I

adjure you, by what is most sacred to you--by our ancient name! Burn

this at once."

The paper was not signed, but I recognized the writing immediately. I

had seen it often enough in the documents on my father's table, and I

could at once have affixed the signature with its pretentious flourish,

which I had often enough tried to imitate.

This paper Herr von Zehren must have dropped while hastily thrusting it

with the others into his pocket.

I looked at it again, and was once more trying to unriddle its

enigmatical contents, when the candle, already burned to the socket,

gave signs of going out. "Burn this at once!"--it was as if a voice had

uttered this command close to my ear. I held the paper in the flame; it

blazed up; the candle went out at the same moment; a glowing scrap of

tinder fluttered to my feet, and then all around me was thickest

darkness.

I groped my way from the room, through the dining-room to the hall, up

the narrow stairway to my chamber, and after searching in vain for a

match, threw myself dressed upon my bed.

But in vain did I, tossing restlessly upon my couch, endeavor to sleep.

Every moment I started up in terror, fancying in my excitement that I

heard a voice calling for help, or a step hurrying towards my door,

while I kept racking my brain in the vain attempt to devise some plan

for rescuing the two so dear to me from the ruin which I had a

presentiment was impending over them, whose coming the elements

themselves seemed to announce in thunder; and execrated my cowardice,

my indecision, my helplessness.

It was a fearful night.

A terrible storm had arisen; the wind raved about the old pile, which

shook to its foundations. The tiles came clattering down from the

roofs; the rusted weather-cocks groaned and creaked; the shutters

banged, and the third shutter to the right made frantic efforts now or

never to get loose from the single hinge by which it had hung for

years. The screech-owls in the crevices of the walls hooted dismally,

and the dogs howled, while the gusts of wind dashed torrents of rain

against the windows.

It seemed as if the ancient mansion of Zehrendorf knew what fate was

awaiting its possessor and itself.

CHAPTER XIII.

My first sensation, as I awaked late, was a feeling of thankfulness

that it was day; my second was one of shame at having been so

powerfully affected by the terrors of the night. When but a small boy,

I used to think that I cast the most odious reproach upon an adversary

when I termed him a coward, and this morning I felt that the same

stigma might be justly affixed to myself. But that comes, I said to

myself while dressing, from not looking things in the face and telling

people the truth. Why did I not frankly say to Herr von Zehren, I know

the object of your journey? He would then have taken me with him, and I

should not have to sit here like a child that is kept in the house when

it rains.

I opened a window and looked out, in a gloomy frame of mind, and the

scene that met my eyes was far from cheerful. The wind, which blew from

the west, drove swirling masses of gray mist through the gigantic

trees, which tossed their mighty arms about, as if in torment, above

the wide lawn which had so often charmed me with its long waving grass,

and which now was a mere morass. A flock of crows flew up with harsh

cawings into the stormy air, which hurled them about at its pleasure.

At this moment the wind flung to a shutter with so much violence that

fragments of the rotten wood flew about my head. I tore away from the

hinge what was left of it, and threw it down. "I'll not be troubled by

you tonight, at all events," I said, fastening the window again, and

then I determined to take the rest in hand. Leaving my own room, I made

the round of the upper story. As I opened the door of the room where

the pile of books lay, a dozen rats sprang down from the window-sills

and dived into their hiding-places. The rain had driven in through some

broken panes, and the gray rascals had been enjoying the welcome

refreshment. "You have not quitted the house yet, it seems," I said,

recalling Herr von Zehren's words; "should I be more cowardly than you,

you thievish crew?"

I climbed over the pile of books to the nearest door, and wandered

through the empty rooms, securing all the shutters that had any

fastenings left, and lifting from their hinges and throwing down those

that were past securing. The one belonging to the third window, which

had been the principal object of my expedition, had terminated its

afflicted existence in the night.

On my way back I entered the hall with the great staircase, where in

the dim light that fell through the dull panes covered with dust and

cobwebs, it looked more ghostly than ever. A suit of armor which was

fastened to the wall at some height from the floor, it required no

great stretch of fancy to turn into the corpse of a hanged man. I

wondered if it was the armor of that Malte von Zehren whose name, in

default of himself, the honest burghers of my native town had affixed

to their gallows.

I do not know what put it into my head to descend the staircase and

wander about the narrow passages of the lower story. My footsteps

sounded eerily hollow in the vacant corridors; and the chilly damp from

the bare walls, like those of a vault, seemed to strike doubly cold to

my feverish frame. Perhaps I had an idea of punishing myself for my

terrors of the past night, and of demonstrating to myself the

childishness of my apprehensions. Still it was not without a start and

a decidedly uncomfortable feeling that I suddenly came upon an opening

in the wall at a spot which I had often before passed without

perceiving any sign of a door, through which opening I caught sight of

a yawning black chasm, at the bottom of which a faint glimmer of light

was perceptible. Peering more closely into it, I could make out the

commencement of a flight of steps. Without a moment's hesitation I

began, at peril of my neck, to descend a narrow and very steep stair,

slowly groping my way with both hands touching the wall on each side of

me, until the faint glimmer at the bottom suddenly disappeared. As I

reached the floor of the cellar it became visible again, but not now an

uncertain glimmer, but a distinct light moving about a short distance

from me, and apparently proceeding from a lantern in the hand of a man

who was exploring the cellar. As I moved faster than the man, whose

shuffling footsteps probably covered the sound of mine, I speedily

overtook him, and laid my hand upon the shoulder of--old Christian, for

he it was. He stopped with a half cry, luckily without dropping his

lantern, and looked round at me with the utmost terror in his old

wrinkled face.

"What are you doing here. Christian?" I asked.

He still stared at me in silence. "You need not be afraid of me," I

said: "you know I am your friend."

"It is not for myself," the old man answered at last. "I dare not bring

any one down here; he would kill me."

"You did not bring me down here," I said.

Christian, whose feeble old limbs were yet trembling from his first

fright, now sat down upon a chest, and placed the lantern by him. While

he was recovering himself, I took a survey of the cellar. It had a low

vaulted ceiling, supported at various points by strong columns, and was

evidently of considerable extent, though how considerable I could not

determine, as the extremities were lost in darkness.

Against one of these columns not far off stood a desk with a great

lantern over it, and on the desk lay a large thick book, like a

merchant's "blotter." Near this were chests of tea, with Chinese

figures marked on them--evidently original packages--piled up to a

great height, and everywhere that I looked were empty boxes and casks,

piled in a certain business-like order. Many a year must have passed

ere all these boxes were emptied and all these casks drained; many a

dollar must have been lost and won in the process, and many a human

life must have been risked, and probably lost too. At that time not a

year passed that the smuggling in this region by land and water did not

cost more than one life; and how many did it cost whose loss was not

known? Peter, for instance, who was shot by the coastguard in the

woods, and dragged himself, mortally wounded, to his hut; or Claas,

who, flying hastily across the morass, missed his footing and sank;

whose kindred found it prudent to say as little about the matter as

possible.

Many things of this sort I had heard from my father and his colleagues,

and they recurred to my mind as I looked around this vast cellar, which

wore in the pale light from the old man's lantern much the appearance

of a gigantic church-vault, in which mouldering coffins that had done

their service were piled up around, and the damp chilly vapor in which

might be fancied to proceed from fresh graves dug in lightless space

beyond the columns.

This then was the foundation of the house of the Von Zehrens. That

high-born race had dwelt over this vault, and lived upon these heaps of

decay. No wonder the fields lay fallow, and the barns were tumbling to

ruin. Here was the sowing and the harvest--an evil sowing, which could

bring no other than an evil harvest.

I will not maintain that precisely these thoughts passed through my

mind in precisely this order, while I stood by the old man and let my

gaze wander through the recesses of the cellar. I only know that my old

feeling of horror for that traffic into whose secret adyta I had

penetrated, returned upon me with full force, and with the clearly

defined sensation that I now pertained to it and was one of the

initiated, and that it was foolish and to a certain extent offensive in

the old man to wish to make any secret to me of matters and relations

which I so thoroughly fathomed and so well understood.

"Well, Christian," said I, taking a seat opposite the old man, and

lighting a cigar at his lantern as a mark of my perfect composure,

"what will we get this time?"

"Tea or silk," muttered he; "if it were wine, brandy, or salt, he would

have ordered the wagons."

"To be sure, he would then have ordered the wagons," I repeated, as if

this were a mere matter of course. "And when do you expect him back? He

told me to-night that he could not possibly determine."

"Most likely to-morrow; but I will open the great door anyhow, as we

cannot be certain."

"Of course we cannot be certain," I said. The old man had arisen and

taken up his lantern, and I arose also.

We kept on, and came into another space filled with the scent of wine,

where casks were piled on casks, as the old man showed me by holding up

his lantern as high as he could reach.

"This all lies here from last year," he said.

"Yes," I answered, repeating what Granow had said; "the business is bad

just now; the people in Uselin have grown shy since so many have taken

to dabbling in it."

The old man, who was taciturnity itself, did not answer, but it seemed

that I had attained my aim of gaining his confidence. He nodded and

muttered an assent to my words, as he shuffled along.

The cellar seemed to have no end; but at last Christian stopped and

placed the lantern upon the ground. Before us was a broad staircase,

above which was an apparatus of strong beams, such as is used for

lowering casks and heavy boxes. The staircase was closed above by a

large and massive trap-door, covered with plates of iron, and secured

by immense bolts. These the old man pushed back with my help.

"So," said he, "now they can come whenever they please.

"Whenever they please," I repeated.

We returned silently by the way we had come, and ascended the steep

stair at the entrance. The old man pressed a spring, and the opening in

the wall was closed by a sliding door which was fitted so artistically,

and was so exactly of the same tint of dirty gray, that none but one of

the initiated could have discovered its existence, to say nothing of

opening it.

Old Christian extinguished his lantern, and went before me to the end

of the corridor, after which we separated in the smaller court-yard. He

passed through a small gate into the main court; I remained behind and

looked cautiously around to see if any one was observing me; but there

were only the crows, who, perched upon one of the low roofs, with heads

on one side, were scrutinizing all my movements. This little court had

looked poorly enough in the sunshine, but now in the rain its

appearance was inexpressibly forlorn. The buildings huddled together as

if trying to shelter themselves as well as they could from the wind and

the rain, and yet seemed every moment in danger of tumbling down from

sheer dilapidation. Who would look here for the entrance to the secret

cellar? And yet here somewhere it must be. I had noticed the direction

and extent of the subterranean space, for I wanted to know all, since I

already knew so much. I wished to be no longer kept in the dark as to

what was going on around me.

My conclusion was verified: in the miserable old servant's kitchen,

from which a wide door led to the inclosed space with the heaps of

refuse, under a pile of old barrels, boards, half-rotten straw, heaped

together, as I now perceived, with a careful imitation of carelessness,

I detected the same trap-door which the old man had bolted in the

cellar. Here upon the outside it was secured with a massive iron bar,

and a lock, the key of which doubtless Herr von Zehren carried about

him. I replaced the rubbish, and stole away as furtively as a thief,

for the proverb says truly that "the concealer is as bad as the

stealer," not only before the law, but even more surely before his own

conscience.

I turned into the park and strolled about the walks. A heavy drizzle

was still falling, but the fog had lifted a little, and was rolling

away in heavy gray masses over the tops of the trees. I stood at the

stone table under the maple whose spreading boughs afforded me some

shelter, and gazed steadfastly at the great melancholy house, that

to-day, since it had disclosed to me its secret, wore quite another

look in my eyes. Could she know what I now knew? Impossible! It was a

thought not to be harbored for a moment. But she must learn it as soon

as possible--or no! she must rather leave this place, where ruin was

threatening her. Away--but whither? to whom? with whom? What a

wretched, pitiful creature was I, who could offer her nothing but this

heart that beat for her, these arms which were strong enough to bear

her away as easily as a child, and with which I could do nothing but

fold them over my breast in impotent despair. Happen what might, she

must, must be saved. Her father might sacrifice me to his vengeance,

but she must escape free!

Some one came from the terrace--it was old Pahlen. She appeared to be

looking for me, for she beckoned to me from a distance with her bony

hands, while her gray hair, flying loose in the wind from under her

dirty cap, would have given her to any one else the appearance of the

witch that had brewed the bad weather. But to me she was a most welcome

apparition, for from whom could she come but from _her_? I ran to meet

her, and scarcely gave her time to deliver her message. A few moments

later, with a heart beating high, I entered Constance's apartment

through the casement-door.

It was the first, and was to be the last time that I entered it, and I

can scarcely give an accurate description of its appearance. I have

only a very dim recollection of large-leaved plants, an open piano,

music, books, articles of dress, all scattered about, of two or three

portraits on the walls, and that the entire floor was covered with a

carpet. This last feature particularly struck me. Carpets covering an

entire room were a rarity at that time, especially in the good town of

Uselin. I had only heard of such luxury by report, and I hardly knew

where to place my foot, although the carpet, I believe, was extremely

threadbare, and in places even torn and worn into holes.

But these, as I have said, are but dim recollections, from which stands

out, clearly and ineffaceably, the picture of Constance. She sat upon a

divan near the window, and at my entrance dropped a piece of embroidery

into her lap, at the same time extending her hand with her peculiar

sweet melancholy smile.

"You are not angry that I sent for you?" she asked, motioning me to

take my place by her side--thereby placing me in no slight

embarrassment, for the divan was low, and my boots not as clean as a

young man could wish who is for the first time received in a carpeted

chamber by the lady of his heart. "I wished to make a request of you.

Pahlen, you can go; I have something to speak of with Herr George

alone."

The old woman gave me one of her suspicious looks, lingered, and only

went after Constance had repeated her order in a sharper tone.

"See, this is the reason I sent for you," Constance began, with a

gesture of the hand towards the door by which the old woman had

departed. "I know how good you are, and how true a friend to me; since

yesterday I have new proof of it, though for a while I was weak enough

to hold you no better than the others. But these others! They do not

know, and cannot, and must not know. Such treasures must be kept

secret; they are too precious for the coarse world. Do you not think

so?"

As I had no idea on what it was that she desired my opinion, I

contented myself with fixing my eyes upon her with a look of respectful

inquiry. She dropped her eyes again to her work, and continued in a

voice not quite so steady: "My father has gone away, I am told; do you

know whither, and for how long a time? But even if he had told you, it

would make no difference; my father is not accustomed to bind himself

by any such announcements. He will go for a stay of three weeks and be

back in three days; he will start to be gone three days, and I will

look for him in vain for as many weeks. There is no probability that he

will this time make any exception to his rule; and whether he really

makes a long or short stay, we must take measures accordingly. It is

not cheerful to be all alone in this desolate and comfortless house,

especially when there is such a terrible storm as there was last night.

It is so pleasant to know that there is some one near at hand in whose

faith and strong arm--they say you are so very strong, George--we can

always trust; but still, so it must be. You feel that as well as I do,

do you not, George?"

This time I knew what she meant: I must go away from here, must leave

her alone, just now, at the very time when I was tormenting myself to

devise some plan to get her away; at the very time when my mind, not

yet recovered from the effects of the terrible night and the adventures

of the morning, was filled with a gloomy presentiment that calamity was

impending over both the house and its inhabitants. I neither knew how

nor what to answer, and looked at Constance in helpless confusion.

"You think it very unfriendly, very inhospitable of me," she said,

after a pause, as if awaiting my answer; "it would be both more

hospitable and more friendly if I myself went away for the time to

visit some female friend; and I admit that any other lady would do so;

but I am so poor as to have no female friend. My father has taken good

care of that. So long as you have been here, has a solitary lady

entered this house? Have you ever heard me speak of a friend, of an

acquaintance of my own sex? 'Constance von Zehren only associates with

men;' that is the way I am spoken of; but heaven knows how entirely

without fault of mine. Do you wish, my good faithful George, to give

evil tongues the opportunity to make my reputation worse than it

already is? Or do you think, with the others, that it cannot be worse?

No; sit still. Why should not friends, as we are, speak calmly of such

things, and calmly consider what is to be done on such an occasion?

Now, what I have thought, is this: You have friends. There is Herr von

Granow, who regularly pays court to you; there is Herr von Trantow, our

good neighbor, who would be so glad to have you with him for a few

days. And then you are quite near me; I can send for you if I want you;

and you know that if ever I need a friend I will turn to no one sooner

that to the only friend I have."

She offered me her hand with an enchanting smile, as if to say: "So

that matter is settled, is it not?"

Her smile and the touch of her dear hand completed the confusion into

which her words had thrown me; but I collected myself with a desperate

effort and stammered:

"I do not know what you will think of me for allowing you to speak so

long on a subject which of course I could not but understand at once;

but I cannot tell you how hard it is for me just now to go away from

you--to leave you just now. Herr von Zehern expressly charged me to

remain here and wait his return, which would happen in a few days,

perhaps to-morrow. He no doubt did that--even though he did not say as

much--with the best intentions; that you might have some one near you,

and might not be left alone in the desolate old house; that----"

I did not know how to continue, Constance fixed her eyes upon me with

so peculiar an expression, and my talent for fiction having always been

of the poorest.

"My father has never shown this tender consideration before," she said.

"Perhaps he thinks that the older I grow, the more I need watching. You

understand me. Or can you have forgotten our discourse of yesterday?"

"I have not forgotten it," I cried, springing hastily from the divan.

"I will not again become an object of your suspicion. I now leave you,

and forever, if you wish it; but others who are assuredly no worthier

than I, shall not enjoy an advantage over me; and if they still venture

to thrust themselves into your neighborhood, or lurk around like a fox

around a dove-cot, they do it at their own peril. I shall not be so

considerate as I was that evening."

"What do you mean? Of whom are you speaking?" exclaimed Constance, who

had also arisen at my last words. She had turned quite pale, and her

features had assumed a new expression.

"Of whom am I speaking?" I said; "of him who, on that evening when I

kept watch at your window, ran from me like a craven; and who last

night, as I was coming with your father from Trantowitz, and took the

way through the woods alone, tried to conceal himself under the trees;

whom I spared out of pity, for I knew that had I betrayed the pitiful

wretch, Herr von Zehren would have shot him dead like a dog. Let him

take care I do not meet him again in the night or by day either: he

will see how much I respect his princeship!"

Constance had turned away while I thus gave vent in anger to the

despair I felt at leaving the beloved maiden forever. Suddenly she

turned her pale face again upon me, with eyes flashing with a strange

light, and exclaimed, holding out her hands as if in supplication:

"That I should hear this from you!--from you! How can I help it if that

man--supposing you were not mistaken, which yet is quite possible--is

driven restlessly about by his evil conscience? It is unhappy enough

for him, if it be so; but how does that concern me? And how can any

danger from that quarter threaten me? And were he now--or at any time

and anywhere--to come before me, what would I, what could I say, but

'We can be nothing to each other, you and I, now nor at any future

time.' I thought, George, you knew all this without my telling you. How

can I wonder that the others so misjudge me, when your judgment of me

is so false, so cruelly false?"

She resumed her seat upon the divan and buried her face in her hands. I

lost all control of myself, paced the room in agitation, and finally,

seeing her bosom heaving with her emotion, threw myself in despair at

her feet.

"My dear, good George," she said, laying her hands on my shoulders. "I

know well that you love me; and I, too, am very fond of you."

The tears rolled down my cheeks. I hid my face in her dress, and

covered her hands with kisses.

"Stand up, George," she whispered, "I hear old Pahlen coming."

I sprang up. In truth the door opened slowly--I think it had never been

entirely closed--and the ugly old woman looked in and asked if she had

been called.

Yes, she had been called. Herr George, who was going to visit Herr von

Trantow for a day or two, had probably some orders to give.

"Farewell," she said, turning to me, "farewell, then, for a few days."

And then bringing her face nearer to mine, and sending me a kiss by the

movement of her lips, she softly whispered, "Farewell, beloved."

I was standing outside the house; the rain, that had re-commenced, was

beating into my burning face; I did not feel it. Rain and storm,

driving clouds and roaring trees, how lovely it all was! How could it

be possible that the world should be so fair--that mortal could be so

happy that she loved me!

When I reached my own room, I gave vent to my rapture in a thousand

idiotic ways. I danced and sang, I threw myself into the old

high-backed chair and wept, then sprang up again, and at last

remembered that I had all that I should need for a stay of but a day or

two, ready packed in my game-bag, and that she would expect that her

orders would be promptly obeyed. Yes; now--now I was ready to go.

And throwing my gun over my shoulder, and calling my dog Caro, who lay

moping under the table, I left the castle.

CHAPTER XIV.

Striding along the road to Trantowitz, under the rustling willows,

scarcely seeing the way before me in my excitement, I several times

barely escaped falling from the slippery path into the deep ditch in

which the rain-water was now running in a torrent. More than once I

stopped to look back to the castle where she was. Caro, who was moodily

trotting after me, also stopped on these occasions and looked at me. I

told him that she loved me, that we were all going to be happy, that

all would turn out well, and that when I was a great man I would lead a

joyous life, and would take good care of him as long as he lived. Caro

gave me to understand, by a slight wag of his tail, that he was fully

satisfied of my good intentions, and even to a certain extent moved;

but his brown eyes looked very melancholy, as if on so dismal a day he

could not form a very clear picture of a joyous future. "You are a

stupid brute, Caro," I said; "a good, stupid brute; and you have no

notion of what has happened to me." Caro made a desperate attempt to

look at the matter from its brightest side, wagging his tail more

violently, and showing his white teeth; then suddenly, as if to show

that his well-trained mind, usually occupied with hunting matters

alone, felt this to be a day when all discipline was relaxed, ran,

furiously barking, at a man who was just approaching around a

plantation of willows on the left of the road.

It was a man who had partly the appearance of a sailor, and partly that

of a working-man of the town, and whose innocent broad face beamed with

so friendly a smile as he caught sight of me, that Caro became at once

conscious of the impropriety of his behavior, and came to heel ashamed,

with drooping ears, while I, who had recognized the traveller, hastened

towards him with extended hand.

"Why, Klaus, what in the name of wonder brings you here?"

"Yes, I thought I should surprise you," answered Klaus, giving me a

cordial grasp of his great hard hand, and showing, as Caro had before

done, two rows of teeth which rivalled the dog's in whiteness.

"Were you coming to see me?" I asked.

"Of course I was coming to see you," Klaus answered. "I arrived in the

cutter an hour ago. Christel is with me. Our old grandmother is dead;

we buried her yesterday morning. She has gone to a better place, I

hope. She was a good old woman, although she had grown very infirm of

late, and gave poor Christel a great deal of trouble. But that is all

over now. What I was going to say is this: my father has been so good

as to bring me over here himself, and Christel is with me too; she has

come with me to Zanowitz to take leave of Aunt Julchen [Julie],

father's sister, you know. My father is from Zanowitz, you know."

"To be sure," I said.

"You have been there once or twice yourself," Klaus went on. "Aunt

Julchen always saw you, but you never took notice of her. I suppose you

did not recollect her; she used often to come to my father's. And then

you have become such a great man now"--and the honest fellow's admiring

looks wandered over my hunting-dress, my high boots, and Caro, who

pretended not to hear a word of this conversation, and with pricked-up

ears was staring into the ditch as if he had never seen a water-rat

dart into its hole before in all the days of his life.

"Never mind about that, Klaus," I said, shifting the sling of my gun a

little higher on the shoulder. "So you are going away? And where are

you going, then?"

"I have got a place as locksmith in the machine-shops of the Herr

Commerzienrath at Berlin," said Klaus. "Herr Schultz, the engineer on

the _Penguin_, you know, has given me a first-rate recommendation, and

I hope to do no discredit to it."

"That I am sure you will not," I said in a cordial, friendly, but

rather patronizing tone, while I considered with some embarrassment

what I should do. Here was Klaus had come to see me, and I could not

keep him standing in the open road, under the dripping willow. How the

good fellow would have stared if I had taken him into my poetical

room!--but that was not possible now. My embarrassment was increasing,

and it was a great relief when Klaus, taking both my hands, said:

"And now, good-by; I must go back to Zanowitz. Karl Peters, who has

been loading corn for the Herr Commerzienrath, sails in half an hour,

and takes me with him. I would have liked to stay a little while with

you, but you have something else on hand, and so I will not keep you

any longer."

"I have nothing whatever on hand, Klaus," I answered, "and if you have

no objection I will go with you to Zanowitz, and take the opportunity

to say good-day to Christel. When is the wedding to be, Klaus?"

Klaus shook his head as we walked on together. "The prospect is but a

poor one," he said. "We are too young yet, the old man thinks, although

the proverb says: 'Early wooed was never rued.' Don't you think so?"

"Decidedly I do!" I cried, with an earnestness that extremely delighted

Klaus; "I am two years younger than you, I believe, but I can tell you

this: I would marry, if I could, upon the spot; but it all depends upon

the circumstances, Klaus, upon the circumstances."

"Yes, of course;" answered he, with a sigh; "I could very well support

her now, for I shall work upon a fixed contract, and can do well if I

please, and Christel would not sit with her hands in her lap; but what

good is all that if the old man will not consent? He is Christel's

guardian, and she owes him everything, even her life, for she would

have perished miserably on the beach, poor little creature, had father

not sent mother down to the strand to gather drift-wood, and had mother

not found her there and brought her home. And you see all this has to

be taken into account; and although he is not at all kind to her, and I

cannot tell why he has treated me so badly all these years, yet still

it is written: Honor thy father and thy mother. And as I have no mother

any more, I must honor my father doubly. Don't you think so?"

I did not answer him this time. In my coat-pocket lay the letter of my

father, in which he commanded me to leave Herr von Zehren at once and

return home. I had not obeyed his orders, because I could not leave

until Herr von Zehren's return; but now I could go--oh yes, I could go

now! I cast a glance back at the castle, which loomed darkly through

its dark masses of trees, over the heath, and sighed deeply.

Klaus crossed the wet road to my side, and said to me in a low

mysterious tone, although over the whole heath, as far as the eye could

reach, there was no human being in sight:

"I beg your pardon; I did not mean to hurt your feelings."

"That I am sure of, Klaus," I answered.

"For you see," he continued, "I know that you and your father are not

on good terms, but he is such an excellent man, that he certainly

wishes no harm to any human creature, and least of all to his own son;

and as for what people say about you, that you are leading so wild a

life here, and--and--I don't believe a word of it. I know you better.

Oh yes, you might be a little wild, of course, you always were that;

but wicked? God forbid! I would sooner believe them if they said I was

wicked myself."

"Do they say that of me?" I asked, contemptuously. "And who says so,

then?"

Klaus took off his cap, and rubbed his sleek hair.

"That is hard to say," he answered, with some hesitation. "If I must

tell you honestly, they all say so, my Christel of course excepted, who

is your fast friend; but the rest don't leave a good hair on your

head."

"Out with it," I said; "I don't care for it, so let us hear it all."

"Well, I can't tell you," answered Klaus.

It was some time before I could get it out of the good fellow. It was

quite terrible for him to be compelled to admit that in my native town,

where everybody knew everybody else, and took the greatest interest in

his fortunes, I was unanimously considered a castaway. The firemen on

board the _Penguin_ had spoken of it, and the old pensioned-off

captains leaning over the parapet of the pier, and meditatively chewing

their quids, talked the matter over. Wherever Klaus, whom all knew to

be a great friend of mine, came, everybody asked him if he had not

heard what had become of George Hartwig, how he was going about in the

very worst region of the whole island, and playing the buffoon for

noblemen with whom he was leading the most shameless life; that he

would lose more money in gambling in a single night, than his poor

father made in a whole year, and heaven only knew how he came by it.

But the worst of all was something which Klaus only mentioned after

again solemnly assuring me that he did not believe a word of it. He had

been the evening before to take leave of Justizrath Heckepfennig, who

was Christel's godfather, and at whose house he was a frequent visitor.

The family were just at tea. Elise Kohl, Emilie's dearest friend, was

there too, and they had done Klaus the honor to offer him a cup of tea,

after he had said that next day he was going to Zanowitz and meant to

look me up. The justizrath urgently dissuaded him from doing so, adding

that his long-fixed conviction that I would die in my shoes, had

recently received a confirmation, which, however, he was not free to

disclose. That then the girls had sat in judgment upon me, and decided

that they could forgive me everything else, but could never forgive me

for being the lover of Fräulein von Zehren. They had heard of it from

Arthur, who of course knew; and Arthur had told such things about his

cousin that a girl of any self-respect could hardly listen to them, and

which it was quite impossible to repeat.

Klaus was terrified at the effect which his account produced upon me.

In vain did he repeat that he did not believe a word of it, and had

told the girls so at the time. I vowed that I renounced now and forever

so faithless and treacherous a friend, and that I would sooner or later

be most bitterly avenged upon him. I gave vent to the most terrible

threats and maledictions. Never would I again, with my own consent, set

foot in my native town; I would rather cause an earthquake to swallow

it, if it stood in my power. Up to this time I had felt twinges of

conscience as to whether I had not acted too rashly in leaving my

father for so trifling a cause; but now should my father a hundred

times command me to return, I would not do it. And as for Herr von

Zehren and Fräulein von Zehren I valued a hair of either of their heads

more than the whole town of Uselin, and I was ready to die for both of

them here on the spot in these water-boots of mine, and the devil might

afterwards beat the boots about the justizrath's old mop of a head.

The good Klaus was stricken dumb with horror when he heard me utter

these frightful imprecations. It is quite probable that the idea struck

him that my soul was in a more perilous state than he had hitherto

supposed. He did not say this, however, but presently remarked, in his

simple way, that disobedience to a father was a very serious thing;

that I well knew how much he had always thought of me, in spite of all

that people said, and that he had always been disposed, and was still

disposed to agree with me in everything; but that here I was clearly in

the wrong; and that if my father had really ordered me to return home,

he could not see, for his part, what should prevent me from obeying

him; that he must confess to me that my disobedience to my father had

been troubling him ever since he heard of it, and that he could go away

with an easier mind, now that he had frankly told me this.

I made him no answer, and Klaus did not venture to continue a

conversation that had taken so unpleasant a turn. He walked silently by

my side, giving me a sorrowful look from time to time, like Caro, who

trotted with drooping ears by my other side; for the rain was falling

still more heavily, and my aimless wandering in such weather over the

wet dunes, was a mystery to Caro which grew darker the more he pondered

over it.

Thus we arrived at Zanowitz, where the poor mud-hovels were scattered

about over the undulating sandy dunes, as if they were playing

hide-and-seek. Between the dunes the open sea was visible. This had

always been a sight that I loved, when the sun shone brightly on the

white sand and the blue water, and the white gulls wheeled in joyous

circles over the calm sea. But now all was of a uniform gray, the sand,

and the sky, and the sea that came rolling in in heavy waves. Even the

gulls, sweeping with harsh cries over the stormy waters, seemed gray

like the rest. It was a dreary picture, the coloring of which

harmonized with the frame of mind in which my conversation with Klaus

had left me.

"I see Peters is getting ready to sail," said Klaus, pointing to one of

the larger vessels that were rocking at anchor a short distance from

the beach. "I think we had better go down; father and Christel will be

down there waiting for me."

So we went down to the strand, where they were about pushing off one of

the numerous smaller boats drawn up upon the sand. A crowd of persons

were standing by, and among them old Pinnow, Christel, and Klaus's Aunt

Julchen, a well-to-do fisherman's widow, whom I remembered very well.

Poor Klaus was scarcely allowed a minute to say good-by. Skipper

Peters, who had to deliver in Uselin the same day the corn he had

shipped for the commerzienrath's account, swore at the foolish waste of

time; Pinnow growled that the stupid dolt would never have common

sense; Christel kept her tearful eyes riveted on her Klaus, whom she

was to lose for so long a time; Aunt Julchen wiped the tears and the

rain from her good fat face with her apron; and the deaf and dumb

apprentice Jacob, who was among the rest, stared uninterruptedly at his

master as if he now saw his red nose and blue spectacles for the first

time. Klaus, looking very confused and very unhappy, said not a single

word, but taking in his left hand a bundle which Christel had given

him, he offered his right to each in turn, and then springing into the

boat, seized one of the two oars. A couple of fishermen waded out and

pushed the boat off; the oars were laid in the rowlocks, and the skiff

danced over the waves to the cutter, on which the mainsail was already

hoisted.

When I turned again, Christel had gone, and the fat aunt was just about

following her. The poor thing no doubt wished to shed her long pent-up

tears in quiet, and I thought that I should be doing her a kindness if

I detained her father awhile upon the beach. But Herr Pinnow was in no

haste to leave, as it seemed. With his blue spectacles over his eyes,

which I knew to be sharp as a hawk's, he gazed into the foaming waters,

and exchanged with the Zanowitz sailors and fishermen such remarks as

naturally fall from old sea-rats on the beach watching the departure of

a vessel.

These were in truth faces by no means adapted to inspire confidence,

these high-boned, lean, weather-beaten, sunburnt visages, with

light-blue blinking eyes, of the men of Zanowitz; but I had to say to

myself, as I stood by and observed them one by one, that the face of my

old friend was the most unprepossessing of all. The wicked, cruel

expression of his wide mouth, with thick close-shut lips, that even

when he spoke scarcely moved, had never so struck me before; perhaps I

saw him to-day with different eyes. For indeed, since yesterday

evening, the suspicion which had repeatedly entered my mind, that old

Pinnow was deeply implicated in Herr von Zehren's hazardous

undertakings, had been aroused anew. In fact I had come to an almost

positive conclusion that he would take an active part in the expedition

on hand; and I had been much surprised to hear Klaus say that his

father had ferried Christel and himself over. So, whatever his

connection with Herr von Zehren might be, he was not with him this

time, and that fact partially relieved my uneasiness.

The smith seemed not to have forgotten our quarrel on that evening. He

steadily pretended not to see me, or turned his broad back upon me

while he told the others what a quick passage he had made, and that he

would not have ventured out in such weather, and with his weak eyes

that grew weaker every day, had not Klaus been in such haste. And even

though it should blow less hard this evening, he would rather not take

back Christel with him; she could stay at his sister's, and in her

place he would take some active young fellow from here on board to help

him, for as for that stupid blockhead, Jacob, he could not be relied

on.

The tobacco-chewing men of Zanowitz listened to him and assented, or

said nothing, and did their part in thinking.

To remain on the beach with the wind driving the rain and spray into

one's face, was by no means comfortable, so I turned away from the

group and walked up the shore. I knew where Aunt Julchen's cottage

stood, and I thought I would look in and say a few friendly words to

Christel if I could. But as if he suspected my intention and was

determined to thwart it, old Pinnow, with a pair of fellows of much the

look of gallows-birds, came after me; so I gave up my design for the

time and went through the town, and ascended the dunes, intending to

cross the heath to Trantow.

I had just crossed the summit of the highest dune, which was called the

white one from the peculiar brilliancy of its sand, and from which one

commanded an extensive prospect up and down the shore, when I heard my

name called. I turned and perceived a female figure crouching in a

little hollow under the sharp ridge of the dune, upon the side that

looked away from the village and the sea, and beckoning eagerly to me.

To my no little surprise I recognized Christel, and at once hastened to

her. When I came up, she drew me into the hollow, and intimated to me

with gestures rather than words that I must sit still and keep the dog

quiet.

"What is all this for, Christel?" I asked.

"There is no time to be lost," she answered, "and I must tell you in

two minutes. At three o'clock this morning Herr von Zehren came to see

'him;' they thought I was asleep, but I was not, because I had been

crying about grandmother, and I heard everything. This evening a

Mecklenburg yacht laden with silk will arrive. Herr von Zehren has gone

by extra-post to R. to tell the captain, who is waiting for him there,

to set sail. He will return himself with him on the yacht. Then they

planned how to get the goods off the yacht; and 'he' offered, as the

coast was clear, to take them off himself with his boat. Always before,

the goods have been concealed in Zanowitz, and he took off such as were

intended for Uselin from Zehrendorf, later, as opportunity offered.

When Herr von Zehren objected that it might attract notice if he had

his boat out without any apparent reason, and in such bad weather, 'he'

said that Klaus had been wanting to go see his aunt before he went

away, so he would take him over, and carry me along too, that there

might be no possibility of suspicion. Then they called in Jock Swart,

who had been waiting in the forge, and told him to come over here at

once and have ready for to-night twelve of the surest men from

Zehrendorf and Zanowitz, to accompany him on board--as carriers you

know. Jock went, and after about a quarter of an hour Herr von Zehren

went too, and then after another quarter of an hour, Jock came back

again. I wondered at this, for Herr von Zehren had told him expressly

and several times over, not to lose a minute, but to set out at once;

but 'he' must have given him a sign, or had some previous understanding

with him. Then they put their heads together and talked so softly that

I could not make out what they said, but it must have been something

bad, for 'he' got up once or twice and came and listened at my door to

see if I was awake. Then he went away, but Jock stayed. About an hour

later, just as day was beginning to break, he came back with another

man--the customs-inspector Blanck. He had not his uniform on, but I

knew him at once, and would have known him anyhow by his voice. So now

the three whispered together, and after a little while went away. About

six 'he' came back alone, and knocked at my door, for I had been afraid

to come out, and asked if I was not going to get up to-day? Klaus would

soon be there, he said, and we were to come over here together, and I

was to bring some things with me, as very likely he would leave me here

with my aunt."

While Christel was telling me this, she looked cautiously from time to

time over the ridge of the dune to see if the coast was clear.

"I did not know what to do," she went on, "for I could not tell Klaus;

he is like a child, and knows nothing about it all, and must not know;

and I thank God he is away. I put it into his head to go and see you,

for I thought very likely you would come down with him, as you did, and

I wanted to tell you, if possible, to see if you could do anything.

Herr von Zehren has always been so good to me, and the last time he was

here said he would take care of Klaus and me, and that I need not be

afraid of 'him,' for 'he' knew very well, and he had moreover told

'him,' that if he did me any harm he would shoot him dead. And since

then 'he' has left me in peace; but he swears horribly at Herr von

Zehren, and vows that he will be even with him, and now his plan is to

bring him to the gallows."

She had begun to cry, but wiped away the tears with her hand, and went

on:

"I can do nothing more. See if you can do anything; and do not be

uneasy on my account, even if 'he' learns that it was my doing."

Her face suddenly flushed to a deep crimson; but the brave girl was

determined to say all that she had to say, and she added:

"I have been talking with my aunt, and my aunt will keep me with her,

and as she has a great number of friends here, he will not venture to

give her any trouble. And now I must go back; run quickly down the

dune; they cannot see you below there; and good-by!"

I pressed her hand and hurried down the high bare dune, which was

surrounded by a number of other lesser ones confusedly heaped together

and overgrown with beach-grass and broom, between which I was tolerably

safe from observation. Still I kept on in a crouching attitude, and did

not raise myself to an erect posture until I had gone a hundred paces

or so over the heath, where concealment was no longer possible. When I

looked back to the white dune, Christel was nowhere to be seen; she had

evidently seized a favorable moment to slip back unobserved into the

village.

CHAPTER XV.

Caro probably saw no reason, as I rather ran than walked along the

narrow path leading over the heath to Trantowitz, to be more satisfied

than before with his master's proceedings. I no longer spoke to him as

I had been doing. I had no eye for the unfortunate hares which he

routed out of their damp forms to relieve his extreme dullness of

spirits, nor for the flocks of gulls that had been driven inland by the

storm. I hurried on as if life and death depended upon my reaching

Trantowitz five minutes earlier or later; and yet it was but too

certain that Hans, when I had taken him into my confidence, would be as

much at a loss as myself. But Hans von Trantow was a good fellow, and a

devoted friend of Herr von Zehren, as I well knew. And then he loved

Constance; for Constance's sake, even if he had no other reason, he

must help me to save Constance's father, if any rescue was now

possible.

And so I tore along. Under my steps jets of water sprang from the

marshy soil into which I often sank to the ankles; the rain dashed into

my face, and the gulls screamed as they wheeled above my head.

From Zanowitz to Trantow was a half-hour's journey, but it seemed to me

an age before I reached the house, a bald and desolate-looking building

even in the sunshine, and now doubly forlorn and cheerless in the rain.

In front of the one-storied dwelling with its eight tall poplars, whose

slender summits were wildly swaying in the storm, stood Granow's

hunting-wagon and horses. That detestable fellow was there, then; but

no matter for that; I must speak with Hans von Trantow alone, if I had

first to pitch Herr von Granow out of the door.

Entering, I found the gentlemen at breakfast; a couple of empty bottles

on the table showed that they had been sitting there some time already.

Granow changed color at my entrance. It is probable that with my heated

and agitated face, my clothes saturated with rain, and my hunting-boots

covered with the sand of the dunes and the mud of the moor, I presented

a rather startling appearance, and the little man had not, in reference

to me, the clearest conscience in the world. Trantow, without rising at

my entrance, reached a chair and drew it up to the table, then gave me

his hand, and nodded his head towards the bottles and the dishes. His

good-natured face was already very red, and his great blue eyes rather

glassy; it was plain that the empty bottles were to be set chiefly to

his account.

"You have certainly not been out shooting in this horrible weather?"

asked Herr von Granow, with sudden friendliness, and politely placed

bread, butter, and ham before me, which, in spite of all my anxiety, I

attacked with energy, for I was nearly famished, and the hot air of the

room had given me a sensation of faintness.

"We have been sitting here these two hours," he went on, "and were just

deliberating how we should spend the day. I proposed cards, but Hans

will not play; he says he means to give it up. Gambling is a vice, he

says."

"So it is," muttered Hans.

"Only when he wins, you understand," said Granow, laughing at his own

wit. "He considers it vicious to take from other people the money which

they very likely need. He has no need of money himself; have you Hans?"

"Got no use for it," said Hans.

"There, you hear him yourself; he has got no use for it. He must marry,

that's the thing for him; then he will find out a use for his money. We

were just now talking about it."

Hans's red face took a somewhat deeper shade, and he cast a shy look at

me. It struck me that I had myself been one of the subjects of their

conversation.

"He will not find it so easy as you who have only to ask and have," I

said.

"I do not understand you," said the little man, with evident

embarrassment.

"I mean that this is what you told me yourself the day before

yesterday," I answered. "You even mentioned names; but it can't be

managed; it really can't, although Herr von Granow has considered the

matter from every side."

I uttered the last words in an ironical tone, turning to Hans as I

spoke. Hans, whose head was never particularly clear, could catch no

glimpse of my meaning at all; but Herr von Granow understood me

perfectly.

"A jest should not be taken more seriously than it is meant," he said,

pouring himself out a glass of wine with a hand that visibly shook.

"Or better, one should not venture to jest upon certain subjects at

all," I retorted, following his example.

"I am old enough not to need any admonitions from you," said the little

man, with a pitiful attempt to assume an intimidating tone.

"And yet you have not yet learned to bridle your tongue," I replied,

looking him steadily in the face.

"It seems you intend to insult me, young man," he cried, setting down

hastily the glass of which he had only tasted.

"Shall I make that fact clear to you by throwing this glass in your

face?"

"Gentlemen! gentlemen!" cried Hans.

"Enough!" exclaimed the little man, pushing back his chair and rising;

"I will bear these insults no longer. I will have satisfaction, if this

gentleman is entitled to be dealt with in that way."

"My father is a respectable officer in the customs," I answered; "my

grandfather was a minister, and so was my great-grandfather. Yours was

a shepherd, was he not?"

"We shall meet again," cried the little man, rushing out of the room,

banging the door after him. In another moment we heard his carriage

rattling over the pavement of the court.

CHAPTER XVI.

"Now, what is the meaning of all this?" asked Hans, who had never moved

from his chair during the whole scene.

I broke into loud laughter.

"It means," I replied, "that Herr von Granow is a blackguard who has

had the audacity to defame a lady whom we both respect, in a manner

which deserves far more serious treatment; but besides this, I wanted

to get him away--I must speak to you. You must help me--you must help

him----"

I did not know how to begin, and in my excitement I strode wildly up

and down the room.

"Drink off half a bottle at once," said Hans, meditatively; "that is a

specific for clearing the brain."

But without having recourse to this specific, I was presently calm

enough to tell him what it was that so agitated me. I related to him

everything from the beginning; my first suspicion of Herr von Zehren,

which had been completely lulled until Granow's loquacity had aroused

it again; then Herr von Zehren's half admission of the previous

evening, and the circumstances of his departure--keeping silent,

however, about the letter of the steuerrath, which was not my

secret--and then my exploration in the cellar this morning, and finally

Christel's disclosure. I wound up by saying: "Herr von Trantow, I do

not know what you think of his conduct, but I know that you have a

great regard for him, and that," I added, coloring, "you deeply respect

Constance, Fräulein von Zehren. Help me if you can. I am resolved to

risk everything rather than let him fall into the snare which clearly

has been set for him."

Von Trantow's cigar had gone out while I was speaking, nor had he made

the slightest attempt to re-kindle it--an evidence of the rapt

attention with which he was listening to my statement. As soon as I

paused, he stretched out his great hand to me over the table, and was

about to say something, but perceived that both our glasses were empty,

so replenished them instead, and leaning back in his chair, sank into

the profoundest meditation.

"I do not think it probable," I proceeded, warmed by his speechless

sympathy, "that they will capture him; for I am convinced that he will

defend himself to the last extremity."

Hans nodded, to intimate that he had not a doubt of it.

"But to think of their bringing him to trial, of their throwing him

into prison? Herr von Trantow, shall we suffer that, if we can prevent

it? Only yesterday he told me how one of his ancestors, also named

Malte, when a prisoner in Uselin, was rescued by the strong arm, and at

the sword's point, by one of yours, named Hans like yourself, upon a

message brought by a faithful squire. The whole story has come round

again. I am the faithful squire, and you and I will cut him out as they

did then."

"That we will!" cried Hans, smiting the table with his heavy fist so

that the bottles and glasses rang. "If they shut him up, we will blow

up the prison."

"We must never let it get to that point," I said, smiling

involuntarily, despite my anxiety at Hans's blind zeal. "We must warn

him beforehand; we must get to him before anything happens; we must

frustrate the whole plan founded upon Pinnow's and Jock's villainous

treachery. But how? How can it be done?"

"How can it be done?" echoed Hans, thoughtfully rubbing his head.

We--or rather I, for Hans contented himself with playing the attentive

listener, and incessantly replenishing my glass, with the view,

apparently, of assisting my invention--designed a hundred plans, of

which each was less practicable than the previous one, until I hit upon

the following scheme, which, like all the others, had the fullest and

promptest adhesion of the good Hans.

If their plan was to seize Herr von Zehren _flagrante delicto_, as

Christel's revelation indicated, it was most probable that, as was

their usual plan of operations in similar cases, they had laid an

ambush for him. This ambush could only be posted upon a road that he

must of necessity take, or upon one to which he was purposely enticed.

In the latter case we could form no conjectures of its disposition; but

in the former we might assume with tolerable assurance that the ambush

would be stationed in the neighborhood of the castle. In every event

our aim must be to reach him as soon as possible. But to effect this

but one plan was practicable; we must set out at once with Pinnow, and

as he was not likely to take us voluntarily as passengers, we must be

prepared to compel him to it. How this was precisely to be done, we

could leave to chance; the all-important thing was that we should be in

Zanowitz at the right time. Pinnow would certainly not sail before

night-fall, as the smuggler-yacht would unquestionably come in under

cover of the darkness, and then would approach as near the shore as

possible. When we were once on board, it would be time to think about

the rest.

We next took another point into consideration. That our scheme was not

to be accomplished without force, both Hans and I were thoroughly

aware. Nothing could be done with guns in the darkness, nor would

cutlasses or hunting-knives be sufficient against Pinnow and his men,

who all carried knives. We must trust to pistols.

Hans had a pair; but one pair was not sufficient. I remembered that

there was another pair hanging in Herr von Zehren's chamber, and these

we must get. I thought little of Constance's prohibition from entering

the house before her father's return; here were heavier interests at

stake; this was a matter of life and death. Indeed it was a question if

it would not be judicious to give Fräulein von Zehren a hint at least

of the state of affairs; but we concluded not to do so, as she could

not possibly help us, and would only be alarmed to no purpose. But we

thought it prudent to take into our counsel old Christian, who could be

relied upon in any case. We could arrange a pre-concerted signal with

him, a light in one of the gable windows, or something of that sort, by

which he could let us know at a distance, in case we got back

unmolested to Zehrendorf, whether the coast was clear about the castle.

By the time we had got so far with our deliberations, it I was two

o'clock, and we had until dusk at least three hours, which were to be

got through with with as much patience as we could muster--a hard task

for me, who was in a burning fever of impatience. Hans showed himself

the most amiable of hosts. He brought out his best cigars and his best

wine; he was more talkative than I had ever known him; the prospect of

an adventure of so serious a character as that which we had in view,

seemed to have had the good effect of arousing him out of his usual

apathy. He recounted the simple story of his life: how he had early

lost his parents, how he had been sent to a boarding-school at the

provincial capital, where he was prepared for the gymnasium, in which

he remained until his seventeenth year and rose to the fourth class.

Then he became a farmer; took his estate in hand as soon as he was of

age, and had been living upon it six years--he was now in his

thirtieth--quietly and placidly, using his weapons only against the

creatures of the forest and the field, raising his wheat, shearing his

sheep, smoking his cigars, drinking his wine, and playing his cards.

There was but one romantic feature in all his prosaic life, and that

was his love for Constance. It was in the year that he came to live

upon his estate, that she came back to her father; and to see

Constance, to love her, and to love her still more devotedly long after

he had been convinced of the hopelessness of his passion, to drown this

hopeless passion in wine, so far as was in his power--this was the poor

fellow's fate. He accepted it with perfect resignation, convinced that

he was not the man to make his own fortune, any more than he had been

able, when at school, to do his own exercises. Why and for whom should

he plague himself with work? He had all that he wanted in the present,

and there was no future for him to look forward to. He was the last of

his race, and had not even a kinsman in the world. When he died, his

estate, as a lapsed fief, reverted to the crown. The crown then might

see what was to be done with the ruined barns and stables and with the

dilapidated house. He let decay and weather work their will. He only

needed a room, and in this room we were now sitting, while Hans went on

with his recital in his monotonous way, and the rain beating against

the low windows kept up a melancholy accompaniment.

A conversation in which there was a continual reference to Constance,

even if her name was not actually mentioned, had a strangely painful

charm for me. Although Hans did not breathe a syllable of complaint

against the fair girl, it was plain from his story that she had at

first encouraged his bashful attentions, and only altered her behavior

to him after her meeting with Prince Prora at the watering-place two

years before. And Hans was evidently not the only one who had received

encouragement. Karl von Sylow, Fritz von Zarrentin--in a word, almost

every one of the young noblemen who formed Herr von Zehren's circle of

acquaintance, had earlier or later, with greater or less right, held

himself to be the favored one. Even Granow, although from the first he

was made the butt of his companions, might boast that he was favorably

looked upon by the young lady during the earlier months of his

residence; indeed Hans still considered Granow's chance by no means

desperate, for the little man was very rich, and she would only marry a

rich man, he added, with a deep sigh, as he filled his glass once more.

At Hans's last words I sprang from the table and threw open the window.

I felt as if I must suffocate, or as if the low ceiling with its bent

beams would fall in upon me.

"Is it still raining?" Hans asked.

"Not at this moment," I said. But one of those thick fogs of which

several had passed over in the course of the day, was drifting in from

the sea.

"Real smugglers' weather," said Hans. "The old man ought to be ashamed

of himself to drag his friends out on such a day. But that cannot be

helped. Shall we not drink another bottle? It will be cursedly cold

to-night."

I said I thought we had already drunk more than enough, and that it was

high time to start.

"Then I will get ready," said Hans, and went into his chamber, where I

for a long time heard him rummaging among his water-boots.

I had always considered myself pretty cool in moments of danger; but in

Hans I had met my master. While he was overhauling the things in his

room, I heard him through the half-open door whistling to himself as

cheerily as if we were going out to shoot hares, instead of an

adventure of life and death. To be sure, I said to myself, his is a

case of hopeless love, and Herr von Zehren is merely a friend,

neighbor, and equal, whom he feels it his duty to assist against the

hated police. That Hans, in combating for a cause that did not really

concern him, was doing much more, or at least acting far more

disinterestedly than I, did not occur to me.

And now he came out of his room, if not the wildest of all wild

warriors, yet in appearance one who would be very appropriately

selected for an adventure that demanded a strong and bold man. His long

legs were incased in immense boots; over a close-fitting jacket of silk

he had put on a loose woollen overcoat, which he probably wore when

hunting in winter, and which could be drawn close with a belt or

allowed to hang loose, as at present, he having buckled the belt under

it around the jacket, and thrust his pistols into the belt. With a

jolly laugh he displayed his equipment and asked me if I would not have

an overcoat also, as he had another; an offer which I gladly accepted.

"We look like two brothers," said Hans; and in fact we might easily

have been mistaken for brothers, as we both had the same stature and

breadth of shoulders, and were dressed almost precisely alike.

"If there are not too many of them," said Hans, "we can easily manage

them."

"A half-dozen to each of us, or so," I said, and laughed; but I was

very far from a mirthful feeling as we closed the door after us, and

Caro, whom we had left behind, broke out into a dismal howling and

whining. Poor Caro, he was in the right that morning when he reminded

me with his woebegone looks that we should never praise the day until

the evening.

CHAPTER XVII.

It was four o'clock when we set out, and already it was growing dusk as

we took the foot-path through the stubble-field to Zehrendorf. No clear

judgment of the weather was to be drawn from the appearance of the sky

and clouds, as the whole atmosphere was filled with watery mist,

through which every object took a singularly strange and unnatural

appearance. We pushed on rapidly, sometimes side by side and sometimes

in single file, for the path was narrow and very slippery from the

incessant rains. We were just deliberating what we should say to

Constance, in case we should unfortunately meet her, when we saw upon

the road bordered with willows, which was but a few hundred paces

distant from the foot-path, a carriage drawn by two horses coming from

the castle in such haste that in less than half a minute it had

vanished in the mist, and we could only hear the trampling of the

galloping horses and the rattling of the carriage over the broken

causeway. Hans and I looked at each other in astonishment.

"Who can that be?" he asked.

"It is the steuerrath," I answered.

"What can bring him here?" he asked again.

I did not answer. I could not tell Hans of the letter that proved the

direct or indirect complicity of the steuerrath, nor explain how likely

it was that he would attempt to warn his brother that the affair had

taken a wrong turn. What information could he have brought? Might it

still be of service to the unfortunate man whose movements were dogged

by treachery?

"Let us hasten all we can," I cried, pressing on without waiting for

Hans's answer, and Hans, who was a capital runner, followed closely

upon my heels.

In a few minutes we had reached the gate which opened on this side into

the court. At the gate was a stone-bench for the accommodation of

persons waiting until the gate was opened, and upon this bench sat or

rather lay old Christian, with blood trickling down his wrinkled face

from a fresh wound in the forehead. As we came up he seemed to be

recovering from a partial swoon, and stared at us with a confused look.

We raised him up, and Hans caught some water in his hollow hand from a

neighboring rain-spout and sprinkled it in his face. The wound was not

deep, and seemed to have been inflicted with some blunt instrument.

"What has happened, Christian?" I had already asked half-a-dozen times,

before the old man had recovered his senses sufficiently to answer

feebly:

"What has happened? She is off; and he struck me over the head with the

butt of his whip as I was trying to shut the gate."

I had heard enough. Like some furious animal I rushed to the house. The

doors were all standing open: the front door, that of the dining-room,

and that of Herr von Zehren's chamber. I ran in, as I heard hammering

and rattling inside. Old Pahlen was kneeling before Herr von Zehren's

escritoire, scolding furiously to herself while trying her best, with a

hatchet and crowbar, to force the lock. She had not heard me enter.

With one jerk I dragged her to her feet; and she started back and

glared at me with looks flaming with impotent rage. Her gray hair hung

in elf-locks from under her dirty cap, and in her right hand she still

clutched the hatchet. The horrible old woman, whose vile nature was now

openly shown, was a hideous object to behold; but I was not in a frame

of mind to be checked by any sight, however repulsive.

"Where has she gone?" I thundered at her. "You must know, for you

helped her off."

"Ay, that I did," screamed the old hag, "that I did; and may Satan

fetch my soul for doing it! The thankless, worthless creature promised

to take me with her, and now leaves me here with shame and abuse in

this robber's den; but she'll live yet to come to it herself when he

flings her out into the street, the----"

"Another word, woman, and I strike you to the floor," I cried, raising

my fist threateningly.

The old woman burst into a screech of laughter. "Now _he_ begins!" she

cried. "And didn't they make a fine fool of him, the stupid blockhead!

Thought he was the man, to be sure, while the other one was with her

every night. Lets himself be sent out of the way, for the other to come

in his coach and carry off the pretty lady." And the old wretch burst

again into a screech of horrible laughter.

"Be that as it may," I said, struggling to keep down the rage and

anguish that were tearing my heart, "you have been rightly served, at

all events; and if you do not want me to have you hounded off the place

for a thief, as you are, you had better take yourself off at once."

"Oh, indeed!" screamed the hag, planting her arms a-kimbo, "he carries

matters here with a high hand, to be sure! I a thief, indeed! I only

want my money. I have had for this half-year no wages from the whole

beggarly lot, the smuggling gang!"

She had received from me, during the two months of my stay at

Zehrendorf, more than her whole year's service could amount to; and I

had myself seen Herr von Zehren pay her wages but a few days before,

and add a handsome present besides.

"Begone!" I said. "Leave the place this instant!"

The old woman caught up the hatchet, but she well knew that she could

not intimidate me. So she retreated before me out of the room, and out

of the house, screaming out all the time the vilest abuse and the most

furious threats against Herr von Zehren, Constance, and myself. I

closed the great gate after her with my own hands, and then looked for

Hans, who was just coming out of the lodge, into which he had been

taking old Christian.

Hans was deathly pale, and did not look at me as he came to my side. He

had heard enough from old Christian to make it unnecessary for him to

seek from me any further particulars of Constance's abduction; and he

probably did not care to let me see how hard the blow had struck him,

which hurled into the mire the image of his idolatry, and so cruelly

destroyed his solitary illusion, the last glimmer of poetry in his

cheerless life. I seized his hand and wrung it hard.

"What now?" I asked.

"Suppose I ride after him and knock out his brains," said Hans.

"Excellent!" I replied, with a forced laugh; "if he had carried her off

by force; but as it seems she went with him quite willingly--come on;

the thing is not worth thinking over a moment longer."

"You have not loved her for six years," said poor Hans.

"Then saddle Herr von Zehren's bay and ride after him," I said; "but we

must come to a decision at once."

Hans stood irresolute. "By heavens, I should like to help you," he

said.

"Ride after the rascal and punish him, if you want to," I cried, "I am

perfectly satisfied. But whatever is to be done must be done at once."

"Then I will!" said Hans, and went with long strides to the stable,

where he knew Herr von Zehren's horse stood, a powerful hunter, but now

past his prime, and much neglected of late since Herr von Zehren had

given up riding.

There was on the place a half-grown youth who did odd jobs, and was

much cuffed about by the others. He came up now and said that Jock had

been there an hour before and taken with him Karl, who was cutting

straw in the barn-loft, and Hanne, who was sitting in the lodge, and so

he was left to do Karl's work. Of what else befell, he in his dark loft

had seen and heard nothing.

To entrust to this simple, scarcely more than half-witted youth the

part which Christian should have taken in our plan would have been

folly; but as he was an honest fellow, we could trust him to take care

of the old man and keep guard over the house. I ordered him to go the

rounds from time to time with the dog, whom I unchained, and under no

pretext whatever to let in the old hag whom I had driven off the place,

and from whom I expected mischief. Fritz promised to observe my orders

faithfully. Then I hastily caught down Herr von Zehren's pistols, which

were hanging, loaded, against the wall.

When I came out into the court again, I saw Hans just galloping out of

the gate. A wild jealousy seized me. Why could I not be at his side?

The composure, the indifference, which I had just exhibited--all was

mere sham; I had but a single desire, to revenge myself on him and on

her; but I must leave it to Hans; he had loved her for six years!

Thus I raged in spirit as I hastened at a rapid rate through the fields

and meadows, and finally across the heath to Zanowitz. Strive as I

might to fix my thoughts upon the immediate exigency, they perpetually

reverted to what had just taken place. A weight as of a mountain lay

upon my heart. I remember more than once I stood still and shrieked

aloud to the gray, cloudy sky. When I reached the dunes, however, the

necessity of devising some definite plan of operations brought me back

to my senses.

The weather had somewhat cleared up in the meantime, and the wind had

hauled; the rain had ceased, and the fog had lifted; there was more

light than an hour before, although the sun had set by this time.

Looking down from the height of the dunes upon Zanowitz I saw the dark

sea, where the waves were still tumbling, though not so heavily as in

the morning, cutting with a sharp horizontal line against the bright

sky. I could still distinguish, though with difficulty, the larger

vessel in the roadstead, but could clearly make out the row of boats

drawn up to the beach, as well as a little yawl that came rowing

towards a group of men assembled on the strand. If these were the last

of Pinnow's party I had not a minute to spare.

It was also possible that this group of dark figures might be

functionaries of the custom-house; but I was satisfied that the

probability of this being the case, was but small. Zanowitz was crowded

with smugglers, and Pinnow could hardly venture upon open treachery.

Not that any attempt would have been made to resist by violence an

expedition of the officials conducted by him; but from the moment in

which he appeared in that capacity, he would be marked out for

vengeance, and his life would not be worth an hour's purchase. However

the treachery might have been concocted, the traitors had assuredly

taken care to conceal their own share in it from all other eyes.

But I had no time for much consideration on these points; and indeed

did not pause to reflect, but ran down the dunes. As I neared the group

a man came out from it and advanced to meet me. He had turned up the

wide collar of his pea-jacket, and pulled the brim of his sou'-wester

as far as possible over his face, but I recognized him at once.

"Good evening, Pinnow," I said.

He made no reply.

"I am glad to have met you," I went on; "I heard this morning that it

was possible you might sail for Uselin this evening, and I wanted to

ask you to take me along with you."

He still gave no answer.

"You will have to take me, whether you like it or not," I proceeded. "I

have made every preparation for the trip. Look here," and I threw back

my overcoat and drew one of my pistols half out of my belt, "they are

both loaded."

He still kept silent.

"Shall I try them on you to see if they are loaded or not?" I asked,

drawing one from my belt and cocking it.

"Come on," said Pinnow.

I lowered the hammer of the pistol, replaced it in my belt, and then

walked on Pinnow's right, keeping a little behind him. Presently I

said:

"Do not expect to find any protection among the men down there. I will

keep close to your side, and upon the first word you let fall, tending

to raise them against me, you are a dead man. How many have you already

on board?"

"Ten men," muttered Pinnow. "But I do not know what you want with me;

go with us or stay behind as you please; what the devil do you suppose

I care?"

"We shall see," I answered, drily.

We now joined the group, which consisted of my long friend Jock, the

men Karl and Hanne, and the deaf and dumb Jacob who had rowed the yawl

over.

"He is going with us," said Pinnow, laconically, to his men, as he lent

a hand himself to push off the yawl.

I thought that I perceived a look of alarmed surprise pass over the

brutal features of Jock at seeing us. He looked at his accomplice for

an explanation of the mystery, but Pinnow was busy with the yawl. The

two others were standing apart; they evidently did not know what to

make of it all.

"There are only four wanted," said Pinnow.

"Very good," I said. "You, Karl and Hanne, go home and keep perfectly

quiet, do you hear?"

"I can go home too," said Jock, surlily.

"One step from the spot," I cried, levelling the pistol at his head,

"and you have stood on your long legs for the last time. Get on board!"

Jock Swart obeyed.

"You next, Pinnow!"

Pinnow obeyed. I followed.

We had about twenty minutes rowing before we reached the cutter, for

the surf was heavy, and the cutter was anchored pretty far out on

account of her deep draught. This frustrated a plan which occurred to

me at the last moment, namely, to put the whole party on shore, and go

out to the yacht with Pinnow and Jock alone. But I saw that in the

rowing back and forwards that would be necessary, at least an hour

would be lost, and it was all-important to have speech of Herr von

Zehren as speedily as possible. What might not happen in an hour?

We reached the cutter that was dancing at her anchor upon the waves,

like an impatient horse tugging at his halter. We pulled alongside, and

I sprang on board among the dark figures.

"Good evening, men," I said. "I am going along with you. Some of you

know me, and know that I am a good friend of Herr von Zehren; and

besides, Pinnow and Jock Swart will answer for me."

The two that I named accepted the sponsorship by their silence; but I

believe that it was unnecessary. I had often been with Herr von Zehren

in Zanowitz--indeed we had been there but the day before--and had

probably occasionally spoken with every one of the men. They all knew

my intimate association with him, and could see nothing remarkable that

I should take part in an expedition made for the account of one who

was to a certain extent my patron as he was theirs. No one answered

me--these people were not in the habit of wasting speech--but they

willingly received me among them. My impression that Pinnow and Jock

Swart were the only traitors, was confirmed. So in every sense he was

now in my power. If I told the men what I knew, the two accomplices

would probably have flown overboard; for the Zanowitz men were not to

be trifled with in these matters.

I said as much to Pinnow as I took my place beside him at the helm.

"Do what you please," he muttered, putting a quid of tobacco into his

wide mouth.

Although Christel's information was so positive, a doubt came over me

as I marked the imperturbable calmness of the man who knew that his

life was every moment at risk. Had Christel's hearing deceived her in

her excitement? Had the good Hans and I unnecessarily mixed ourselves

up with this lawless crew, who were plying, in darkness and mist, their

perilous trade?

By this time the cutter, a capital sailer, was flying through the

waves. The sky had grown much clearer; there was still light enough to

see pretty plainly at two or three hundred yards distance. But it was

bitter cold, and the surf that dashed, often in heavy masses, over the

deck, by no means added to the comfort of the situation. The small

craft was crowded with the fourteen men that were on board. Wherever

one looked, there lay or crouched a dark figure. Pinnow sat at the

helm. As I kept my post at his side, and had thus an opportunity

to watch him closely, I grew more dubious with every minute whether

there was not some mistake in the whole affair. There sat the

broad-shouldered man, moving not a muscle of his face, except when from

time to time he slowly turned his quid from one cheek into the other,

or fixed his sharp eyes upon the sails, or turned them out to sea. When

we tacked, a man[oe]uvre which was performed almost every minute, and

he called "Luff!" for us to stoop and let the boom pass over our heads,

his voice rang always firm and clear. Was it possible that a traitor

could have so sure a hand, so sharp an eye, and could chew his tobacco

with such equanimity?

"How far do you think we shall have to go before we find the yacht?" I

asked.

"We may come up with her at any moment," Pinnow growled; "and very

likely we may see nothing at all of her."

"How so?"

"If they should have caught sight of one of the coastguard boats, they

would stand out to sea again."

"How long will you look for her?"

"One hour; so it was arranged."

"Between you and Herr von Zehren, or between you and Inspector Blanck?"

Pinnow squirted his tobacco-juice overboard and growled:

"For the last time I tell you that I do not know what you want. The

foolish wench Christel, I suppose, has made you believe that I am

playing false; but she is more likely to have done it herself. I should

be sorry if she gave up her old foster-father in order to get rid of

him; but what will such a wench not do?"

These words, that the smith grumbled out in his surly way, made a

strong impression upon me. Had I not but an hour before had proof

what a girl would do to carry out her will? And Pinnow was only her

foster-father. Could she have invented a plausible tale to set Herr von

Zehren and myself against the old man? Could she have herself

perpetrated the treachery that she ascribed to him, and have given the

information to the officers, in order in this way to be rid of one whom

she had good reason for wishing out of the way? And had her conscience

smitten her at the last moment, when she reflected that his ruin would

involve that of Herr von Zehren, to whom she owed a debt of gratitude?

Was her story to me but an attempt to save him through my means?

I admit that a minute's calm reflection would have sufficed to convince

me of the extreme improbability of this idea; but how could I calmly

reflect in the situation and in the frame of mind in which I then was?

A wild merriment seized me, and I laughed aloud. Was it not a thing to

laugh at, that of us two conspirators, Hans was galloping after the

pretty pair over the wretched road through mist and drizzle, without

the shadow of a reasonable ground for such a race; and was it not just

as ridiculous, that I, who with such extravagant zeal and blindness,

had been running from the morning until now, through storm and rain,

tortured by countless anxieties, was a mere puppet, moved by a string

whose end was held by two girls' hands, the one of which I, in my

gratitude, had passionately kissed, and the other at least pressed

cordially. Truly it would have been better if we had both stayed by our

bottle in the warm room.

"Look there!" said Pinnow, touching my shoulder, while at the same

moment he gave the word, "Luff!" in a peculiar, long-drawn, suppressed

tone.

I perceived at but a few hundred yards distance a trimly-rigged

schooner of moderate size, and I recognized at a glance one of the

vessels of the coast-guard, named the Lightning. I had too often been

on board her, and had sketched her too often under every possible

arrangement of sails, to be deceived in her.

"That is the _Lightning_," I exclaimed.

At the same moment that the cutter went about, the _Lightning_ also

altered her course and bore down on us.

"Boat ahoy!" came through a speaking trumpet over the dash of the

waves.

My heart seemed to stop beating; my hand lay on the butt of my pistol.

If Pinnow laid the cutter to, his treachery was proven.

"Boat ahoy!" came over the water again.

"Haul aft the foresail!" ordered Pinnow.

I breathed again. Pinnow's order was equivalent to _sauve qui peut_.

"Boat ahoy!" came their hail for the third time, and almost in the same

moment there was a flash on board the _Lightning_, and the report of a

musket, deadened by the distance and the plashing of the waves, reached

my ear.

"Shake out that reef in the jib!" ordered Pinnow.

I took my hand from the pistol. There was now no doubt that Pinnow was

doing his utmost to escape the pursuing vessel. My heart leaped with

joy; the man at my side, of whom I had once been so fond, though he had

never deserved my affection, was at all events no traitor. What would I

have done if I had known that this was all a carefully arranged plan,

in carrying out which the cold-blooded old villain was not in the least

disturbed by my clumsy interference; that this meeting with the

schooner was preconcerted in order to lead the latter upon the right

track? That the flight and pursuit were merely feigned, to conceal the

treachery from the other smugglers, and that the three or four blank

cartridges that were fired from the schooner had the same object? What

would I have done if I had known all this? Well for me that I did not

know it; at least no blood of a fellow-creature cleaves to my hand.

CHAPTER XVII.

The cutter now flew gallantly along under a press of canvass that laid

her lee-bulwarks nearly under water, while the _Lightning_ fell astern,

and in brief time was lost to our sight.

A sort of life had come into the silent and almost motionless crew of

the cutter. They raised their heads and exchanged remarks upon the

incident, which to them was nothing so unusual. Every one of these men

had at some time or other been brought into dangerous contact with the

revenue service. The liberty, and possibly the life of every man there

had at some time or other hung by a single thread. So no one exhibited

any special excitement, but Smith Pinnow least of all. He sat at the

helm just as before, casting keen glances at the sails and into the

dusk, chewing his tobacco, and otherwise not moving a muscle. He did

not say a word to me, as if it was not worth the while of an old sea

dog to speak to so young a fellow about things which he did not

understand. I felt a dryness in my throat that compelled me to cough

once or twice, and I buttoned my overcoat closer over my pistols.

And now another vessel loomed through the dusk, and this time it was

the long-looked-for yacht, a tolerably large craft, with but a single

sail, but a full deck. In a few minutes we were alongside of her, and

immediately the bales of goods, which were all in readiness, were

lowered from the deck of the yacht, and taken on board by the crew of

the cutter, who were now alert enough in their movements. The whole

went on with extraordinary silence; hardly now and then could be heard

a suppressed exclamation, or an order uttered half aloud in the gruff

voice of the captain of the yacht.

I was one of the first to board the yacht, but I looked around in vain

for Herr von Zehren. I was already congratulating myself that he was

not on board, when he suddenly emerged from the hatchway that led to

the cabin. His first glance fell upon me, and he came towards me with

an unsteady gait, caused, as I supposed, by the motion of the vessel.

"And what in the devil's name has brought you here?" he cried with a

hoarse voice; but I had no time to give him any explanation. The cutter

had now all her lading on board, and the captain of the yacht coming

up, said, "Now, be off with you!" He had just learned that a revenue

schooner was about, and had no desire to risk his vessel and the rest

of his cargo. "Be off!" he repeated, in a rough tone.

"To-morrow evening, then, at the same time," said Herr von Zehren.

"We'll see about it," said the captain, and sprang to the helm, for the

yacht, which had already weighed her anchor, and whose mainsail was now

half-mast high, began to come round to the wind.

A scene of confusion followed. The yacht's man[oe]uvre had been

performed without any consideration for the cutter alongside, and came

very near sinking our little craft. There was a burst of oaths on both

sides, a tremendous grinding and cracking, a perilous leap from the

deck of the yacht to that of the cutter, and we pushed off, while the

yacht, which had already caught the wind, went on her course with full

sails.

All this had taken place so rapidly, and, besides, the bustle and

confusion of such a number of men on so small a craft, as they set the

sails and stowed the cargo in the fore-hold, were so great, that some

time passed ere I could get to Herr von Zehren's side.

He was still swearing at the villain of a captain, the coward who was

running from a miserable revenue-schooner that he could run down and

sink in five minutes. Catching sight of me he asked again, "What has

brought you here?"

I was somewhat embarrassed how to answer this question. My suspicion of

Pinnow had entirely vanished, and Pinnow sat close beside us at the

helm and heard the question put in a loud tone. I contented myself with

saying:

"I was afraid some misfortune might happen to you, and wanted to be

with you!"

"Misfortune!" he cried. "Stupidity, cowardice, that is the only

misfortune! The devil take the stupid poltroons!"

He sat down by Pinnow and talked with him in an undertone. Then turning

to me, he said:

"You sent two of the men home; you should not have interfered with

them. I need their services; every back is now worth a thousand

_thalers_ to me. Or did you propose to carry a pack yourself?"

He said this in an irritated tone that roused my indignation. If I had

acted injudiciously, I had done all for the best; and to be rebuked for

my faithful service in the presence of Pinnow, it was too much. I had a

sharp answer at my tongue's end, but I gulped down my anger and went

forward.

He did not call me back; he did not come after me to say a friendly

word as he had always before done, whenever in his hastiness he had

wounded my feelings. Presently I heard him rating two of the men in a

shrill voice, for what, I could not understand; but this shrill tone

which I had never before heard from him, told me at once that what I

had feared was the truth; he was intoxicated.

A horrible feeling of disgust and wretchedness came over me. For the

sake of this man, who was gesticulating there like a maniac, I had done

what I had; for his sake I was here among this abandoned crew as

accomplice of a crime which from boyhood had always seemed to me one of

the most detestable; for his sake I had well-nigh become a murderer.

And even now I had in my pocket my father's letter, in which the old

man had given me such a solemn warning, and commanded me, if I had any

regard for his peace, to return to him immediately.

I felt for the letter, and my hand came in contact with the pistols in

my belt. I felt a strange impulse, here upon the spot, in the midst of

the smuggler-gang, and before the eyes of their drunken leader, to blow

out my brains. At this moment I thought of the good Hans who was

risking himself for a cause that was not a whit better. And yet he may

thank heaven, I said to myself, that he is not on this expedition.

"Boat ahoy!" suddenly rang over the water as before, and the

_Lightning_ again loomed out of the dusk, and a couple of shots were

fired.

This was the signal for a chase which lasted probably an hour, during

which the cutter, while seeming to make every effort, by countless

dexterous and daring evolutions, to escape her pursuer, drew ever

nearer and nearer to that part of the coast which had been agreed upon

between Pinnow and the officers, about half a mile above Zanowitz,

where the depth of the water would allow her to run almost immediately

upon the beach. From here one could proceed to Zehrendorf by a

wagon-road which ran along the strand to Zanowitz, and from there over

the heath; or one could go directly across the heath; but in the latter

case there was a large and very dangerous morass to be crossed, which

could only be done by secret paths known to the smugglers alone. It was

ten to one that Herr von Zehren would choose the way over the moor

instead of that along the coast, from the spot to which the cutter had

apparently been driven.

While the chase lasted, I did not move from the spot in which I was,

fully determined to take no active part in the affair, happen what

might. Herr von Zehren made my passive part an easy one; often as he

came near me, he never once took any notice of me. During this hour of

excitement his intoxication seemed to have increased; his behavior was

that of a raging madman. He shrieked to Pinnow to run the schooner

down; he returned the fire of the officers with one of Pinnow's old

guns, which he had found in the cabin, although the _Lightning_

prudently kept at a distance which would have been too great for even a

rifle of long range; and as the cutter, after a long tack out to sea,

on which she distanced the schooner, stood in again and reached the

shore unmolested, he leaped out into the shallow water, and his men had

all to follow him, after each had been loaded with one of the heavy

packs which were made up for this purpose. There were eleven carriers

in all, as Pinnow offered the services of the boatmen he had brought

from Zanowitz, saying that he could get along with the deaf and dumb

Jacob alone; and thus the place of one of the two men whom I had sent

home was filled. But there still remained a twelfth pack, which lay

upon the deck, and would have been left, as there was no one to carry

it, had I not managed to get it on my shoulders by laying it on the

gunwale of the boat, and then springing into the surf, which reached to

my knees. I was resolved that if I parted from Herr von Zehren that

night, he should not be able to say that I had caused him the loss of a

twelfth part of his property, won with so much toil and care, with the

risk of the liberty, and lives of so many men, and at the price of his

own honor.

A boisterous laugh resounded behind me as I left the cutter. It came

from Pinnow; he knew what he was laughing about. The cutter, lightened

of her lading, was now afloat, and as I gained the beach and turned,

she was slowly standing out to sea. He had done his shameful work.

At this moment it flashed upon me, "He is a traitor, after all!" I do

not know whether it was his laugh of malicious triumph that again

aroused my suspicion, or what suggested the thought, but I said to

myself, as I closed the file which was headed by Herr von Zehren and

Jock Swart, "Now it will soon be decided."

CHAPTER XVIII.

We had passed the dunes, and were marching in single file across the

sandy waste land on the other side. No word was spoken; each man had

enough to do in carrying his heavy pack; I perhaps the most of all,

although none of the men, unless it might be Jock Swart, equalled me in

strength; but in such things practice is everything. And then in

addition to my pack, which probably weighed a hundred-weight, I bore

another burden from which the others were free, and which pressed me

far more heavily--the burden of shame that my father's son was bending

under this bale of silk, of which the revenue was defrauded, because I

would not cause a loss of property to the man whose bread I had been

eating for two months. And then I thought with what happiness my heart

beat high when I left Zehrendorf in the morning, and that I was now

returning deceived by the daughter, insulted by the father,

contaminated by the defilement of the base traffic to which I had lent

myself, and that this was the end of my visionary splendors, of my

adored liberty! But the end had not yet come.

Without a moment's rest we kept on, the wet sand crunching under our

feet, when of a sudden a word was given at the head of the file and

passed on in an under-tone from man to man until it came to me, who

being the last could pass it no further--"Halt!"

We had reached the edge of the moor. It could be entered on this side

only by a narrow strip which was passable; then came a stretch of dry

land, a sort of island, surrounded by the morass on every side, which

closed in again at its opposite extremity, perhaps two thousand paces

distant, and there was again only a narrow path which a heavily laden

man could pass without sinking into the morass. After this came the

heath, which extended from the lands of Trantowitz and Zehrendorf on

one side to the dunes of Zanowitz on the other, and which I had already

crossed three times to-day.

The place where we halted was the same where I had stood with Granow

three evenings before. I recognized it by two willows which grew

on the edge of the hollow from which I had first seen the band of

night-prowlers emerge. This hollow lay now a little to our left, at

perhaps fifty paces distance; and I could not have distinguished the

willows in the increased darkness, but for the extraordinary keenness

of my sight. On account of this darkness the men had to close up in

order not to deviate from the narrow path, and this was the reason that

a momentary halt had been ordered.

But it was only for a moment, and again we struck into the moor upon

the narrow causeway: to the right and left among the rushes gleamed a

pale phosphorescent light from the stagnant water which lay around in

great pools, and the ground on which we were treading oscillated in a

singular manner, as we crossed it in a sort of trot.

The path had been safely passed, and the men were marching more slowly,

when my ear caught a clicking sound like the cocking of a gun. The

sound was behind me; that I had plainly heard; and I knew besides that

none of our party was armed. I stopped to listen, and again I heard the

same sound; and presently I distinguished upon the spot where we had

just passed, a figure emerge between the tall rushes, followed

immediately by a second and a third. Without thinking to throw the

heavy pack from my shoulders, and indeed without being conscious of it,

I ran to the head of the file and touched Herr von Zehren, who with

Jock Swart was leading the march, upon the shoulder.

"We are pursued!"

"Nonsense!" said Herr von Zehren.

"Halt!" cried a powerful voice behind us.

"Forward!" commanded our leader.

"Halt! halt!" it was repeated, and half-a-dozen shots were fired in

quick succession, the bullets whistling over our heads.

In an instant our whole party was scattered, as is the custom of

contrabandists when they are hotly pressed, and, as in the present

instance, they are not prepared, or not disposed to offer resistance.

On all sides, except in the direction of our pursuers, I saw the men,

who had at once cast off their packs, stealthily slipping away, some

even creeping off on all-fours. In the next moment Herr von Zehren and

I were alone.

Behind us we heard the ring of iron ramrods in the barrels. They were

re-loading the muskets that had been fired. This gave a brief pause.

Herr von Zehren and I were standing together. "How many are there?" he

asked in a whisper.

"I cannot make out," I answered, in a similar tone; "I think more are

coming up. There can hardly be less than a dozen."

"They will not advance any further in the darkness," he said.

"They are coming now," I urged.

"Halt! Who goes there!" came again from the pursuing party, who were

not more than a hundred paces off, as well as could be judged in the

darkness, and again a bullet or two whistled above our heads.

"I entreat you!" I said, taking his arm to urge him forward.

He let me fairly drag him a few steps. Then suddenly he seemed to awake

as from a dream, and with his old voice and old manner said to me:

"How the devil did you come by this? Off with it!" and he flung down

violently the pack from my shoulders.

"I have carried it the whole way," I murmured.

"Shameful!" he muttered; "shameful! But it all comes from---- My poor

boy! my poor boy!"

The effect of the spirits he had drunk, to deaden as far as possible

his feelings of shame, had entirely passed away. He was again all that

he could be at his best moments, and at once my old love for him

returned. My heart began to throb with emotion. I was again ready to

give my life for him.

"Let us make haste," I said, seizing his cold hand. "It is high time,

by heaven!"

"They will not venture any further up here," he replied, "even if they

have a guide. One man cannot guide them all. But there is treachery at

work. Did you not say something of the sort to me?"

"Yes; and the traitors are Pinnow and Jock Swart."

"Jock was the very one that advised this route."

"Exactly."

"And the villain was the first one to make off."

"He was in haste to join his new friends."

We thus spoke in short detached sentences, while we hurried almost at a

run over the open space, where the darkness, which was now intense,

offered the only security--but an ample one, it is true--against

pursuit. A light rain began to fall; we literally could hardly see our

hands before our faces. Nothing was to be seen or heard of our

pursuers.

"The blundering dolts came too late," said Herr von Zehren; "they

clearly planned to catch us on the narrow path. If our rascals had not

run off, we might now go on comfortably."

"We cannot go back to Zehrendorf," I said.

"Why not?"

"If Jock Swart has betrayed us, as I would take my oath he has, they

will certainly search Zehrendorf."

"Let them try it once," cried the Wild Zehren; "I will send them home

with broken heads. No, no; they will not venture that, or they would

have tried it long ago. At Zehrendorf we are as safe as in Abraham's

bosom."

Just as he said these words there was a sudden gleam of light in the

distance ahead of us, like a faint flash of lightning. Before I could

frame any conjecture as to its cause, it flashed out once more, this

time more vividly, and not vanishing again. The light increased every

moment, rising higher and higher against the black sky with a steadily

widening glare.

"Trantowitz is on fire!" cried Herr von Zehren.

It was not Trantowitz; it could not be Trantowitz, that lay further to

the left and much lower. At Trantowitz there were not the lofty trees

whose summits I could now distinguish in the glow which burned now red

and now yellow, but ever brighter and brighter.

"By heaven it is my own house!" said Herr von Zehren, He rushed forward

for a few paces, and then stopping, burst into a loud laugh. It was a

hideous mirth.

"This is a good joke," he said; "they are burning the old nest down.

That is smoking the old fox out of his den with a vengeance."

He seemed to think that this also was the work of his pursuers. But I

recalled the threats which old Pahlen had uttered when I drove her off

the place. I remembered that among the rest she had said something

about "the red cock crowing from the roof."

But however the fire had originated in which the old castle was now

rapidly consuming, it could not have occurred at a more critical moment

for the castle's master. Although we were fully a mile distant, the

flames, which now towered above the gigantic trees of the park, cast

their light to our very feet; and as the awful glare was caught up and

reflected by the black clouds, now changing to a lurid crimson, a

strange and fearful light spread over the whole region. I could clearly

see Herr von Zehren's features: they were, or appeared to me of the

paleness of death.

"For God's sake let us hasten to get away from here," I said to him.

"The hunt is about to begin," he said.

The hunt had begun already. The pursuing party, who had beset the

narrow pass, and had probably no other orders than to cut us off there,

were now, by the strangest accident, enabled to continue the pursuit,

and they made the best use of the opportunity. Spreading out like

skirmishers, without venturing too dangerously near to the morass on

either side, they pressed rapidly on, rousing from their hiding-places

the fugitives, some of whom were stealing across the open space to the

narrow outlet, and others crouching to the earth or lurking in hollows,

in hope that the pursuit would be given over. Here and there a flash

pierced the dusky glow, and the report of a musket rang out; and

everywhere I saw the figures of pursuers and pursued flitting through

the uncertain light, and heard wild cries of "Halt!" "Stand!" and a

loud halloo and laughter when one was caught.

The blood seemed frozen in my veins. To be hunted down, and shot down

in this fashion, like hares at a battue!

"And no arms," muttered Herr von Zehren, through his clenched teeth.

"Here!" cried I, tearing the pistols from my belt and placing one in

his hand.

"Loaded?"

"Yes!"

"Now then, _en avant!_"

At a rapid run we had nearly reached the outlet-pass, distinguishable

to those who knew the localities by a dead oak and a clump of hazels,

when I caught the gleam of musket-barrels above the bushes. It was as I

had dreaded: the outlet was beset.

"I know another way," whispered Herr von Zehren. "Perhaps it will bear

us, and if not----"

I did not let him finish--"On! on!" I cried.

We turned sharply to the right and entered the tall rushes that

bordered the morass. But they had already caught sight of us; there was

a cry of "Halt!" and shots were fired at us; and some came rapidly

running towards us.

"It must be here," said Herr von Zehren, parting the high rushes and

plunging into them. I followed closely behind him.

Slowly and cautiously, crouching almost to the earth, we crept forward.

It was a desperate attempt. More than once I sank to the knees in the

black morass. I had made up my mind, in case I stuck fast in it, to

blow out my brains.

"We shall do it yet," said Herr von Zehren in a whisper to me over his

shoulder. "We have passed the worst now. I know it well. I was here

after snipe last spring, and the villain Jock was with me. So: now we

are through."

He pushed through the rushes, and at the same moment three men, who had

separated from the rest, and must have been lying for some minutes in

ambush a few paces from the outlet, sprang upon us. The foremost man

was long Jock Swart.

"Dog!" hissed Herr von Zehren through his clenched teeth. He raised his

pistol, and long Jock fell to the ground a dead man.

At the same moment, I also fired, and one of the others reeled and fell

with a loud cry. The third shot off his piece, and ran at full speed

back to the morass. The wounded man then rose to his feet and limped

off with considerable celerity, but with loud cries of pain.

Herr von Zehren, in the meantime, had stepped up to the fallen man. I

sprang to his side, and seized the man, who was lying on his face, by

the shoulders to raise him up. As I lifted him his head fell heavily

forward. A cold shudder ran through me. "My God!" I exclaimed, "he is

dead!"

"He would have it so," said Herr von Zehren.

The body of the dead man slipped from my hand. I arose, trembling in

every limb; my brain began to swim. Here stood a man with a discharged

pistol in his hand; there lay another like a log upon the ground, and a

red glow, as if from the open gate of hell, fell upon them both; the

smoke of powder filled the air, and the rushes of the morass gave a

hissing sound as of a thousand serpents.

However deeply the fearful sight and the feeling of horror with which I

gazed upon it, imprinted themselves upon my memory, I remained

stupefied and aghast for but a single moment. Then all other feelings

were lost in the one thought: He must be saved; he must never fall into

their hands! I believe I could have caught up the unhappy man in my

arms and borne him off, had he resisted; but he offered no resistance.

I now know that he was not flying to save his life; I now know that he

would not have stirred one step from the spot, had he known that I had

the leather pouch with ammunition for the pistols in my pocket; but he

supposed that he was weaponless, and he was resolved not to be taken

alive.

CHAPTER XIX.

At the edge of the morass, where we now were, there was a hollow, in

which, among the deeper marshy spots overgrown with long reed-grass,

there were higher patches, like islands, covered with thick clumps of

alders, hazels, and willows. For any other, who did not know every foot

of this wild region, it would have been impossible to find any way

here; but the old huntsman, who was now the fox upon whose track the

hounds were following hard, was not for a moment at fault either in the

direction to be taken, or the pathless way that was to lead us through

this wilderness. I have never been able to comprehend how a man of his

age, hard pressed as he had already been, and wounded besides, as I

presently learned, was able to overcome such difficulties as nearly

vanquished my youthful strength. Whenever, since, I have seen an old

thoroughbred, broken down under the saddle or in harness, who still,

when his generous blood is roused, by his fire, his strength, and

endurance, puts his younger rivals to shame, my mind reverts to the

Wild Zehren in this night of terror. He burst through almost

impenetrable thickets as though they were standing grain, he bounded

over wide chasms like a stag, and did not check his rapid course until

we came out of the hollow upon the dunes.

Here we took breath, and held a brief consultation which way we should

next pursue. To our right lay Zanowitz, and could we reach it safely,

certainly some friend or other would help us across the sea, or at the

worst I was sailor enough to handle a sail-boat alone; but it was only

too probable that the village and its vicinity were already beset with

soldiers sent to capture any of the fugitives who might seek refuge

there. To attempt to cross the heath between Zehrendorf and Trantowitz

and reach the house of some one of Herr von Zehren's friends, would

have been mere madness now that the whole sky was reddened with the

still increasing conflagration, and the heath illuminated with a light

that almost equalled that of day. But one chance was left us; to keep

to the left along the strand as far as the promontory, there ascend the

chalk-cliff in the vicinity of the ruined tower, and so reach the

beech-wood of the park, which was but the continuation of the forest

which bordered the coast for about eight miles.

"If I can only get so far," said he; "my arm begins to grow very

painful."

Now for the first time I learned that he was wounded in the arm. He had

not known it himself at first, and then supposed he had only struck it

against some sharp projecting bough, until the increasing pain showed

what was really the matter. I asked him to let me examine the wound;

but he said we had no time for anything of that sort, and I had to

content myself with binding up the arm as firmly as I could with his

handkerchief, which indeed did but little good.

Here among the dunes I remembered for the first time that I had

ammunition in my pocket, and by his direction I reloaded the pistols. A

shudder came over me when he handed me his, and I touched the cold wet

steel. But it was not blood, though in the red light it looked like it:

it was but the moisture from the damp atmosphere still heavy with rain.

We emerged from the dunes upon the strand, in order to proceed more

rapidly over the hard sand. The light was now, when apparently all the

buildings were involved in the conflagration, so strong that a dull

crimson glow, reflected from the reddened clouds, was thrown far out to

sea. Even the lofty and steep chalk-cliffs under which we were

presently passing, looked down upon us strangely in the strange light.

There seemed something unearthly and awful in it; despite the

considerable distance at which we were, notwithstanding that hills and

woods lay between, notwithstanding that we were passing under the

shelter of cliffs more than a hundred feet high, the light still

reached us and smote us, as if what had been done, had been told by the

earth to the heavens, and by the heavens to the sea; and earth, sky,

and sea called out to us--For you there is no escape?

CHAPTER XX.

Some feeling of this kind must have been in the breast of the unhappy

man at my side, for he said once or twice, as we clambered up the

ravine, up which a steep path led between thick bushes from the strand

to the top of the cliffs, "Thank God, it is dark here at least!"

During the ascent he had several times complained of his arm, the pain

of which had now grown intolerable, and at last he was scarcely able to

move forward, although I supported him as well as I could. I hoped that

when we reached the top, and he had rested a little, the strength of

which he had already given such extraordinary proof, would return; but

no sooner had we gained the plateau than he sank fainting into my arms.

True, he instantly recovered and declared that it was but a momentary

weakness, and that the attack was over; but still he could hardly

stand, and I was glad when I succeeded at last in getting him to the

ruin, where an excavation, half filled with rubbish, between the walls,

offered at least some protection from the east wind, which blew sharp

and bitter cold over the ridge.

Here I begged him to sit down, while I descended the ravine, where

about half-way from the top there was a tolerably abundant spring, at

which we had made a short pause in our ascent, to get him some water,

as he complained of a burning thirst. Fortunately, on account of the

rain, I had put on in the morning the oil-skin hat which I had on at my

arrival at Zehrendorf, but had not since worn, as Constance expressed

such a dislike to it. This hat now served me for a bucket, and I was

glad when I succeeded with some difficulty in filling it to the brim. I

hurried back as fast as I was able without spilling the precious fluid,

full of anxiety for the man to whom my heart drew me all the more

powerfully, as calamity smote him with such terrible blows. What would

become of him if he were not able soon to continue the flight? After

what had happened at the edge of the morass, no exertion would be

spared to take us; and that an amply sufficient force could be

employed, was but too certain. The second pass had been beset by

soldiers; that I had plainly seen. How long a time would elapse ere

they came up here? If we were to escape, we must be at least six or

eight miles from here before morning, and I thought with a shudder how

he had twice fainted in my arms, and the wild words in which he had

asked for water "that was not burning: it must not be burning." Perhaps

he might revive after quenching his thirst. I had so firm a faith in

the inexhaustibility of his strength.

Thus I tried to encourage myself as I hastened carefully to the ruin

with the water in my hat, and from dread of stumbling scarcely cast a

glance in the direction of the beech-wood, over which the flames were

still glowing. While still at some distance, I thought I heard Herr von

Zehren's voice calling my name, then resounded a shrill laugh, and as I

rushed up in terror, I saw the unhappy man standing at the entrance to

the excavation, his face turned to the fire, gesticulating wildly with

his uninjured arm, and now pouring out execrations, now bursting into

frenzied laughter, or calling for water "that was not burning." I drew

him in deeper between the walls, and made him a kind of bed of the

heath that grew thickly around, over which I spread my coat. Upon

recovering from a brief swoon into which he again fell, he drank deeply

of the water, and then thanked me in a voice the gentle tone of which

singularly contrasted with his previous shrill vociferations, and

deeply moved me.

"I fancied," he said, "that you too had abandoned me, and I must perish

miserably here like a wounded stag. Is it not strange that the last

Zehren who is worthy of the name, here, from the ancient fortress of

his ancestors, now a pile of ruins, must watch the house that later

generations built, consumed by the flames? How did it take fire? What

do you suppose? I have many other questions to ask you, but I feel so

strangely--such strange fancies pass through my head. I never felt thus

before; and my arm too is very painful. I think it is all over with the

Wild Zehren--all over, all over! Let me lie here, George, and die

quietly. How long will it be before the fire eats its way through the

subterranean passage, and the old Zehrenburg flies into the air?"

Thus reason and madness contended in his fevered brain. Now he spoke

connectedly and intelligently of what was next to be done, as soon as

he had recovered his strength a little, and then he suddenly saw Jock

Swart lying before him on the ground, and again it was not Jock but

Alfonso, the brother of his wife, whose heart his sword had pierced.

And yet--and I have often reflected upon this, while pondering over the

singular character of this man--these terrible memories recurring in

his delirium were accompanied with no words that indicated the

slightest remorse. On the contrary, they had been rightly dealt with,

and so should it be with all that ventured to resist his will. If they

had burned his house, all castles and villages for leagues around

should be ravaged by the flames. He would see if he could not punish

his vassals as he thought fit, if they dared to rise in revolt. He

would chastise them until they howled for mercy. Such utterances of his

haughty spirit, exalted to madness by the fever that was raging in his

veins, contrasted frightfully with the utter wretchedness of our

position. While in fancy he was charging through burning towns that his

wrath had given to the flames, his frame was shivering with ague, and

his teeth chattered audibly. The cold, which grew ever keener towards

daybreak, seemed to pierce to my marrow; and as often as the unhappy

man, whose head rested upon my lap, ceased for a while his ravings, my

head sank forwards or sideways to the cold wall against which I was

leaning; and with ever more painful exertions I strove against the

weariness which oppressed me with leaden weight. What would become of

us if my strength gave way? Indeed what would become of us as it was?

We could not remain thus. I was afraid that he would die in my arms if

I could get no assistance. And yet how could I go for help without the

risk of abandoning him to his pursuers? And how could I leave him now,

when he was wanting to dash his head to pieces against the stones, and

was craving to drink up the sea to assuage his consuming thirst?

During the night I had several times gone to the spring for water, and

when I brought it he was always very grateful. Indeed, towards daybreak

he grew much quieter, so that I indulged the hope that after all we

should soon be able to get away. At last, overcome by exhaustion, I

fell asleep, and must have slept some time, for the dawn was already

glimmering when I was awakened by the touch of a hand on my shoulder.

Herr von Zehren stood before me; I looked at him with horror. Now I saw

what he had suffered in that fearful night. His healthy bronzed face

was of a clayey pallor, his large brilliant eyes were dull and deeply

sunk in their sockets, his beard dishevelled, his lips white, and his

clothes torn and covered with dirt and blood. It was no longer the man

that I had known, but more like a spectre.

A faint smile played about his pale lips, and there was a touch of the

old vivacity in the tone of his voice, as he said: "I am sorry to have

to awaken you, my poor boy, but it is high time."

I sprang to my feet and put on my coat, which he had carefully laid

over my shoulders.

"That is, it is high time for you," he added.

"How so?" I asked, in alarm.

"I should not get far," he replied, with a sad smile; "I just now made

a little trial; but it is impossible."

And he seated himself on a projecting piece of the wall, and leaned his

head upon his hand.

"Then I also stay," I said.

"They will soon follow us up here."

"So much the more reason for my remaining."

He raised his head.

"You are a generous fool," he said, with a melancholy smile; "one of

those that remain anvils all their life long. What advantage in the

world could it be to me, that they caught you with me here? And why

should you give up, and let yourself be caught? Are you brought down to

nothing, and less than nothing? Are you an old wounded fox, burnt out

of his den and with the hounds on his track? Go, and do not make me

entreat you any more, for it hurts me to talk. Good-by!"

He reached me an ice-cold, trembling hand, which I pressed with tears

in my eyes, and said:

"How can you ask it of me? I were the vilest wretch alive to leave you

thus. Happen what may, I remain."

"It is my will that you leave me--I command you."

"You cannot--you must yourself feel that you cannot. You cannot command

me to cover myself with disgrace."

"Well then," said he, "I will make a confession to you. It is true that

it so happens that I cannot get away; but were I in condition to

escape, I would not and will not do it. I will not have a hue and cry

raised after me, and placards posted as if I were a vagabond or common

criminal to be hunted through the land. I will await their coming

here--here where my ancestors beat back so many an attack of the

shopkeepers. I will defend myself to the last; they shall not take me

from this place alive. I do not know what I might do, if I were

altogether alone in the world. Probably this would then not have

happened. I have paid dearly for the folly of trying to help my brother

in his distress. And then I have a daughter; I do not love her, nor she

me; but for this very reason she shall not be able to say that her

father was a coward, who did not know when it was time to die."

"Do not think of your daughter!" I cried, losing all my self-control.

"She has rent the single tie by which you were still bound to her." And

briefly and in hurried words I told him of Constance's flight.

My intention was to tear away at all costs every pretext that he might

allege for not doing what he considered unworthy a Zehren. It was most

inconsiderate in me to make such a disclosure to him at such a moment;

but my knowledge of human nature was then very slight, and my faculties

were confused by the anguish of the last thirty-six hours, and my fear

and distress for the unhappy man at my side.

And it seemed that my design had succeeded. He arose, as soon as I had

finished my hurried recital, and calmly said:

"Is it then so with me? Am I a vagabond, and my daughter dishonored? My

daughter a harlot, who throws herself into the arms of the very man

whose hand she cannot touch without dishonoring me? Then may I well do

what others would do in my place. But before we set out, get me another

draught of water, George. It will refresh me; and I must not fail soon

again. Make haste!"

I caught up the hat, joyful that I had at last persuaded him. When I

had gone a few paces he called me back again.

"Do not mind my giving you so much trouble, George. Take my thanks for

all."

"How can you speak so?" I said. "Step back out of the cold wind; I

shall be back in five minutes."

I started off at a run. There was no time to be lost; streak after

streak of pale light was appearing in the east; in half an hour the sun

would rise. I had hoped that by this time we would have been leagues

away in the depth of the forest.

The spring in the ravine was soon reached, but it gave me some trouble

to fill the hat. In the night I had trampled the earth around it, and

stones had rolled in, which nearly blocked it up. While I was stooping

over it and clearing away the obstructions, a dull report of fire-arms

reached my ear. I started and felt involuntarily for the pistol which

was still in my belt. The other I had left with him. Was it possible?

Could it be? He had sent me away!

I could not wait for the water; I was irresistibly impelled to hasten

back. Like a hunted stag I sprang up the side of the ravine, and

bounded over the plateau to the ruin.

All was over.

Upon the very spot where I had parted from him, where I had last

pressed his hand, he had shot himself. The smoke of the powder was

still floating in the excavation. The pistol lay beside him; his head

had fallen sideways against the wall. He breathed no more--he was quite

dead. The Wild Zehren knew where a bullet must strike if the wound was

to be mortal.

CHAPTER XXI.

I was still sitting, stupefied and incapable of reflection, by the dead

man, when the first rays of the sun, which rose with tremulous lustre

over the sea, fell upon his pallid face. A shudder ran through me. I

arose and stood trembling in every limb. Then I ran, as fast as my

tottering feet would bear me, along the path that descended from the

ruin to the beech-wood. I could not now say what my real intention was.

Did I simply wish to flee from this place of terror, from the presence

of the corpse whose glazed eyes were fixed upon the rising sun? Did I

wish to get assistance? Did I design to carry out alone the plan of

escape I had formed for both, and thus save myself? I do not now know.

I reached the park and the tarn, the water of which looked blackly

through the yellow leaves that yesterday's storm had swept from the

trees. In this water had drowned herself the wife of the man who had

borne her from her far-off home over her brother's corpse, and who was

now lying dead in the ruins of the castle of his forefathers. Their

daughter had thrown herself into the arms of a profligate, after

deceiving her father, and playing a shameful game with me. This all

came at once into my mind like a hideous picture seen in the black

mirror of the tarn. As if some pitiless god had rent away the veil from

the pandemonium which to my blinded eyes had seemed a paradise, I saw

at a glance the two last months of my life, and what they really were.

I felt a nameless horror, less, I think, of myself, than of a world

where such things had been, where such things could be. If it be true

that nearly every man at some time in his life is led or driven by

malignant demons to the verge of madness, this moment had come for me.

I felt an almost irresistible impulse to throw myself into the black

water which legend represented to be of unfathomable depth. I do not

know what I might have done, had I not at this moment heard the voices

of men who were coming down the path that led from the park. The

instinct of self-preservation, which is not easily extinguished in a

youth of nineteen, suddenly awaked within me. I would not fall into the

hands of those whom I had been since the previous evening making such

prodigious exertions to escape. In a bound I sprang up the bank that

surrounded the tarn, leapt down on the other side, and then lay still,

buried in the thick bushes and fallen leaves, to let them pass before

recommencing my flight. In a minute more they were at the spot I had

left. They stopped here, where the path branched off towards the ruin,

and deliberated. "This must be the way," said one. "Of course; there is

no other, you fool," said another. "Forward!" cried a third voice,

apparently belonging to the leader of the party, "or the lieutenant

will get there from the beach sooner than we. Forward!"

The patrol ascended the path towards the ruin, and I cautiously raised

my head and saw them disappearing among the trees. When I thought them

at a sufficient distance, I arose, and struck deeper into the wood. The

impulse to self-destruction had passed; I had but one desire, to save

myself; and the almost miraculous manner in which I had just avoided a

peril from which there seemed no escape, filled me with new hope, as a

losing player feels at the first lucky cast.

When we boys played "robbers and soldiers" in the fir-wood around my

native town, I had always managed to be of the robber party, and they

invariably chose me their captain. The duties of this office I had

always so discharged that at last none were willing to take the part of

soldiers. The boast that I had so often made in our merry sports, that

no one could catch me unless I allowed myself to be caught, was now to

be tested in deadly earnest. Unfortunately just now, when life and

liberty were at stake, the most important thing of all was wanting, the

fresh and inexhaustible strength that carried me through my boyish

exploits, and which now by reason of the terrible mental emotions of

the last twenty-four hours, and the excessive physical exertion I had

undergone, was well-nigh broken down. To my other sufferings, I was

tormented with gnawing hunger and burning thirst. Keeping always in the

thickest of the forest, I came upon no spring nor pool of water. The

loose soil had long since absorbed the rain of the previous day, and

the slight moisture that I was able to suck from the dead leaves only

increased my sufferings.

My intention had been to traverse the forest, which bordered the coast

for about eight miles, in its whole length, in order to place as much

distance as possible between me and my pursuers, before I made the

attempt to leave the island at any point to which chance might conduct

me. I had trusted that I should be able to accomplish this distance at

the latest by noon; but I was compelled to admit to myself that in the

condition in which I was, and which grew worse every minute, this was

no longer to be thought of. I had also formed no just conception of the

obstacles that impeded me. I had often before been in this forest, but

only for short distances, and I had never been compelled to keep to a

certain direction, and at the same time anxiously guard against every

possibility of being seen. But now, unless I made long detours, I had

to break through dense thickets scarcely penetrable even by the deer,

or again take a circuit which took me far out of the way, to avoid some

open space where there was no sufficient concealment. Then I had to

bury myself in leaves and bushes while I listened to discover whether

some sound that I heard really proceeded from human voices, and

to wait thus until all was again silent. More than once I came upon

forest-paths, where double caution was necessary; and with all I felt

my strength constantly diminishing, and looked forward with terror to

the moment when it should fail me altogether, and I should sink,

probably to rise no more. And to lie here dead, with wide-open, glazed

eyes, like what I had seen--by this time they had probably found him

and carried him down, and then in some fashion or other they must bury

him--but how long would I lie here in the depth of the forest before I

was found, unless it were by the foxes?

But why did I fly, after all? What had I then done to deserve such

extremity of punishment? What could they do to me worse than the

torments I was now suffering? And what was this? Here was a path that

in half an hour would bring me out of the forest. Possibly I might then

at once come upon the soldiers. So much the better; then there would be

an end of it.

And I really went some distance along the path, but suddenly I stopped

again. My father! what would he say when he saw me led by soldiers

through the town, and the street-boys shouting after me? No, no; I

could never bring that upon him; better that the foxes should devour me

than that!

I turned again into the forest, but ever more agonizing grew the strain

upon my fast-failing powers. My knees tottered; the cold sweat ran from

my face; more than once I had to stop and lean against a tree, because

all became dark before my eyes, and I feared that I should faint. Thus

I dragged myself for perhaps half an hour more--it was by my

calculation about two in the afternoon--when my long agony found

an end. In the edge of a small clearing which I had just reached,

stood a little hut, lightly constructed of branches and mats of straw,

looking almost like a dog-kennel, and which probably had been built by

wood-cutters or poachers. I crawled in, buried myself in the straw and

leaves with which the floor of the hut was deeply heaped, and which

happily were tolerably dry, and fell at once into a sleep which was

almost as heavy as death.

When I awaked it was quite dark, and it was some time ere I could

recollect where I was and what had happened; but at last I recovered

full consciousness of my desperate situation. I crept out of the hut

with great difficulty, for my limbs felt as if they were broken, and

the first steps I took gave me excruciating pain. This, however,

presently passed off. My sleep had somewhat refreshed me; but my

hunger, the cravings of which had aroused me, was now so torturing that

I resolved to appease it at every hazard, especially as I felt that

unless this was done, I must of necessity soon give way again. But how

was this to be done? At last I hit upon a plan to which nothing but my

desperation could have prompted me. I determined to keep to the left

through the woods, until I reached the open country, which I calculated

must happen in about an hour. I would then strike for the nearest

farm-house, and there either by fair means or foul get something to

appease my hunger, and perhaps also a supply for the next day.

Accident seemed to favor the execution of this plan. In a few minutes I

came upon a sort of road, which I followed, although it did not run in

the direction that I desired. But how great was my astonishment and my

alarm, as, in far less time than I had hoped, I emerged from the woods,

and by the starlight distinguished a region of country which I could

not by any possibility mistake. There on the right were the cottages

belonging to Herr von Granow's estate, Melchow; further on, embosomed

in stately trees, was the proprietor's house, and from a slight

eminence rose the white steeple of the new village church. Further to

the left, lower down in the valley, lay Trantowitz, and still further,

but on higher ground, had Zehrendorf stood. Indeed, as if to leave me

not an instant of doubt that I had got back to the old well-known

district of country, there suddenly sprang from the immense pile of

ruins where the castle had stood, a flame so high and so vivid that the

steeple of Melchow church glowed with rosy light. But there must either

have been little fuel left for the fire, or else in the day there had

been ample provision made for its extinction, for the flames sank again

immediately, the bright light vanished, and there only remained a

feeble glow, as from the embers of a burnt brush-heap in a field.

So at the sacrifice of all my strength, I had wandered about the whole

day in a circle, and now at night-fall found myself not far from the

spot from which I had started in the morning. This was not very

consolatory, but it was ridiculous; and I laughed--not very loud nor

cheerfully, it is true, but still genuine laughter. And at the same

moment the fancy seized me that perhaps my good genius had led me here

against my wishes. Where would I be less likely to be looked for than

exactly here? Where had I better friends than here at Trantowitz, for

example, where everybody at the house and in the village knew me; where

I could knock at any door and be sure to find help and relief. Besides,

the circumstance that during the entire day I had met no human

creature, to a certain extent assured me that the pursuit towards the

last had not been so hot, and finally I was at the point of starvation,

and had no choice left me, so I pushed on, almost carelessly, over the

fields to Trantowitz, for the first time since we had separated,

thinking seriously of the good Hans, and wondering what had become of

him. Had he overtaken the fugitives? Had there been a scene, as in that

night when the Wild Zehren was pursued and overtaken by the brother of

his mistress, and their blades crossed in the uncertain light of the

Spanish stars? Had blood flowed for the daughter, as well as for the

mother? Had Hans fallen a victim in his bad cause, or had he been

victorious? If so, what then? Were the officers of justice after him as

they were after me? Had they caught him, perhaps red-handed? Was he now

sitting behind bolts and bars?

I grew very sad at heart as this idea struck me. Hans behind bolts and

bars was a melancholy picture--one could as well fancy a polar bear

fireman on a steamer.

Without observing where I was going, I had approached the house nearer

than was necessary to reach the village. From the field a path led

across a dry ditch into a wilderness of about two acres extent, of

potatoe, cabbage, and salad-beds, blackberry thickets, and stunted

fruit-trees, which Hans, by a singular delusion, called his garden, and

prized highly because he here in winter shot the most hares from his

chamber-window. Towards this chamber, famous in all the country round,

my eyes involuntarily turned, and to my great astonishment I perceived

a faint glimmer of light in it. The window was open, and the light, as

I discovered upon a nearer approach, came from the sitting-room, the

door between the two not being closed. I listened, and heard the

clatter of a knife and fork. Could Hans be at home again already? I

could not resist the temptation, clambered through the window into the

chamber, looked through the door, and there sat Hans, just as I had

seen him the previous morning, behind a couple of bottles and an

immense ham, from which he raised his blue eyes at my entrance and

stared at me with a look of astonishment rather than alarm.

"Good evening, Herr von Trantow," I said.

I was about to say more, and explain how I had come, but involuntarily

I clutched a just-opened bottle with shaking hand, and drained it

before I set it down. Hans gave a nod of approval at my prompt recourse

to his universal specific. Then he arose without a word, went out and

closed the shutters of both windows, came in and bolted the door, took

a seat opposite to me, lighted a cigar, and waited in silence until my

ravenous hunger was appeased sufficiently to allow me to converse.

"Suppose in the meantime you tell me what happened to you," I said,

without raising my eyes from my plate.

Hans had but little to tell, and told that little in the fewest

possible words. He had galloped a couple of miles or so along the road

to Fährdorf--the only one which the fugitives could possibly have

taken--when he observed that his horse, who had so far exhibited no

signs of fatigue, began to fail. After riding another mile at a more

moderate pace, he was convinced of the impossibility of continuing the

pursuit. "The road was very bad," Hans said; "I am a heavy rider, and

the poor brute had probably had neither feed nor water for twenty-four

hours." So he dismounted and led the horse at a walk the nearest way to

Trantowitz, where he arrived safely at nightfall. "By the time I had

saddled my Wodan and ridden to Fährdorf," he said, "they were far away.

And then--it is always the way with me that I can never manage to do

what other men would do in my place; and----" Here he drained his

glass, refilled it, leaned back in his chair, and enveloped himself in

a cloud of smoke.

The good Hans! he had meant all for the best--even his plan of smashing

the skull of our happy rival. How could he help it if on this occasion,

as so often before--always in his life indeed--he rode a slow horse? He

could not founder the animal in a cause which really did not concern it

in the least.

About eight o'clock, while he was sitting in his room, he saw the light

of the fire, and saddled Wodan and hurried to it, followed by all his

wagons. Men came over with wagons and fire-engines from the other

estates; but it was not possible to save anything; old Pahlen, who no

doubt had no difficulty in eluding the vigilance of the stupid

stable-boy, had done the work too well--the flames burst from all parts

of the building at once. "I rode home," he went on, "and went to bed,

and waked up this morning. I don't know why, I had much rather never

have awaked again."

Poor Hans!

This morning, for the first time, he had learned from his men what had

happened; how the night before, the officers of the customs, with the

assistance of half a company of soldiers, had hunted down the

smugglers; and that they had caught four or five, who would all be

hung. And a soldier had sunk in the morass, one of the custom-house men

had been wounded, and Jock Swart shot dead. Herr von Zehren had been

found dead this morning at the ruin. That it was a lucky thing for him

not to have lived to learn that his daughter had run away, and that the

old Pahlen, whom the stable-boy Fritz and Christian Halterman had

caught in the act, had set fire to his castle and burned it to the

ground. And they would have hanged him, just as they meant to hang

George Hartwig, the son of customs-accountant Hartwig at Uselin, who

had been the captain of the smugglers, as soon as they caught him.

Hans filled my glass again, and invited me by an expressive look to

empty it at once, as if so I could best afford him the consolatory

assurance that they had not hanged me so far.

Now it was my turn to relate. Hans listened, silently smoking; but when

I described the death of the Wild Zehren, and how I had last seen

him--dead, with his pale face turned to the rising sun, the first beams

of which fell in his glazed eyes--he sighed deeply, rocked his great

head from side to side, and drank deep draughts of wine.

"And now, what do you advise me to do?" I said, at last.

"What is your own idea?" asked Hans.

That my position was a most serious one, even Hans perceived. I had

forced Pinnow, pistol in hand, to take me with him; I had taken the

most direct and most active part in the expedition; I had fired upon

the officers; I had accompanied Herr von Zehren in his desperate

flight. In the eyes of the law these were far from being meritorious

performances; and the less I came into contact with the law henceforth,

the better it would be for me.

"And yet," I said, "would that this were my greatest trouble; but my

father would never outlive the shame of having a son in the

penitentiary; and therefore I am resolved to fly, though it were to the

uttermost parts of the earth."

Hans nodded approbation.

"What if I went to America?"

So brilliant an idea as this, which at a blow removed all the

perplexities of the situation, secured the instantaneous adhesion of

Hans.

CHAPTER XXII.

But the most dazzling ideas are frequently found to have their dark

side when it comes to putting them in execution. The financial question

Hans thought he had settled when he went to his desk, which was

not--and apparently could not be--locked, took out a box, and poured

its contents between us on the table. There were from four to five

hundred _thalers_ in gold, silver, and treasury notes, mixed up with

invitations to hunting-parties, receipted and unreceipted bills,

dance-cards (apparently from an earlier time), samples of wool,

percussion-caps, and a few dozen buckshot, which rolled upon the floor

and awaked Caro, who had been asleep under the sofa, and now crept

forth, yawning and stretching, as if he considered that buckshot

belonged to his department.

Hans said that he had at the moment, so far as he knew, no more in the

house; but if it was not sufficient, he would search his coats, in

which he had from time to time found quite considerable sums between

the cloth and the lining.

I was much affected by Hans's kindness; but even were I to avail myself

of it, how was the flight to be accomplished? Hans had heard--and it

appeared only too probable--that search was being made for me

everywhere. How could I, without being seized, make my way to Bremen

or Hamburg or any other port from which I could get a passage to

America--at least so long as the pursuit was still hot?

After much consideration, Hans hit upon the following plan, the

inspiration to which sprang from his generous heart. I was for a while

to remain concealed in his house, until the first heat of the pursuit

was over. Then--always supposing that he was himself unmolested--we

would undertake the journey together, I being disguised as his coachman

or servant. The question now arose about the passport, without which,

as I knew, no one was allowed to go on board the ship. Here also the

inventive Hans found an expedient. A certain Herr Schulz, who had been

his overseer, had intended to emigrate the previous spring, and

procured the necessary papers, but had died before his project was

accomplished. These papers Hans had kept, and after some searching we

found them. It appeared from their contents that the emigrating

overseer was not nineteen, but forty years old; not six feet without

his shoes, which was my stature, but only four and a half; and

moreover, he was distinguished by being very deeply pitted with the

small-pox. Still, Hans was of opinion that they would not look into the

matter so closely, and a hundred _thaler_ note would reconcile all the

little discrepancies.

It was two o'clock by the time we had matured this ingenious plan, and

Hans's eyes were growing heavy with weariness. As he insisted that I

should sleep in his bed, I was obliged to leave him the sofa in the

sitting-room, on which he had scarcely stretched himself when he began

to snore. I covered him with his cloak, and went into his chamber,

where, tired as I was, I still took time to avail myself of the simple

apparatus for ablution that I found there, to my great comfort. Then

dressing myself again, I lay down on Hans's bed.

I slept soundly an hour or two, and as I awaked at the first gray

glimmer of dawn, a resolution with which I had lain down, arose clear

to my mind. I would go: the good Hans should not on my account be

brought into any more serious troubles. The longer I remained with him,

the greater was the probability that his complicity, which it was just

possible might remain concealed as things were, would be discovered,

and it would then appear in a so much more serious light. Besides, I

had in truth but little faith in the availability of the pass of the

deceased overseer of four feet and a half high; and finally, as a youth

of no craven spirit, I was possessed with the conviction that it was my

duty to take the consequences of my action, as far as possible, upon my

own head alone.

So I softly arose from the bed, wrote a few words of gratitude to Hans

for all his kindness, filled my game-bag with the remains of the

supper, stuck the note in the neck of a wine-bottle on the table, in

the assurance that Hans would not overlook it there, gave a parting nod

to the brave fellow who still lay in the same position upon the sofa in

which he had fallen asleep two hours before, patted Caro, who wished to

accompany me, and signified to him that I could not take him, took my

gun, and went out by the same window at which I had entered.

CHAPTER XXIII.

Food, drink, and sleep had completely restored my old strength, and I

was now in a condition to play my part in the game of "robbers and

soldiers" more successfully.

The following days--there were three or four of them--form a strange

episode in the history of my life; so that it often seems to me that I

cannot really have lived them, but must have read the whole in some

story-book. Yes, after so many years--there are thirty of them now--the

remembrance of those days comes before me like some story about the bad

boy who lost himself in the woods, and to whom so many uncomfortable

things happened there; and yet who drank so much sweet pure air, and

bathed in so much golden sunshine, that one would give who knows how

many stations in the monotonous turnpike of his orderly life, could he

but once experience such romantic suffering and happiness.

As if heaven itself was disposed to be good to the bad boy who,

whatever his errors, had erred but through youthful folly, and perhaps,

all things considered, was not after all so utterly bad, it sent him

two or three of the loveliest autumn days for his adventurous flight.

The recent rains had cleared the air to a crystalline transparency, so

that the remotest distance seemed brought near at hand. A flood of

bright but indescribably soft sunlight streamed from the cloudless sky,

and penetrated into the inmost recesses of the forest, where from the

huge old trees the yellow leaves silently floated down to the others,

with which the ground was already strewn. Not a sound was audible in

the sunny wilderness except the melancholy chirp of a yellow-hammer in

the thicket, or the hoarse cawing of a crow who regarded with disfavor

the gun which I was carrying, or the faint cry of cranes that, careless

of what was going on below, were winging high in air their proud flight

to southern lands.

Then again I lay in the heart of the forest upon some hillock, perhaps

a "giant's barrow," as they were traditionally called, and watched sly

Reynard steal out of his Castle Malepartus among the great stones, to

bask in the morning sun, while a few paces farther off his half-grown

cubs chased each other and rolled over and over in merry romp; or I

marked in the evening light a herd of deer crossing a clearing, the

stag in front with head proudly held aloft, and only lowered

occasionally to pick a peculiarly tempting tuft of herbage, while the

does came peacefully grazing after.

Again I stood on the heights, close to the verge of the steep

chalk-cliff, and looked longingly out over the blue sea, where on the

farthest horizon a little cloud marked the spot where the steamer which

I had been watching for an hour had disappeared, while in the middle

distance glittered the sails of a pair of fishing-boats. The speck of

cloud vanished, the white sails dwindled away, and with a sigh I turned

back into the forest, scarcely hoping now that I should succeed in

getting off the island.

Twice already I had made the attempt. Once at a small fishing village

that lay at the head of a narrow cove in a recess of the shore, and was

the picture of isolation and loneliness. But the men were all out

fishing; only a very old man and a couple of half-grown youths were at

home with the women and children. If the catch was a good one, it might

be two days before the men came back; and it was not likely then that

any one would take me so far. So said the old man, when I asked; while

a pair of red-haired children stood by staring at me with open mouths,

and an old woman came up and confirmed the man's statement, while the

sun sank below the horizon, and a cool breeze blew down the cove

towards the darkened sea.

It was the second day of my wandering. The first night I had passed in

a sheep-fold: I thought I might venture for once to sleep under a roof;

and the good wife to whom I made the proposal willingly gave up to me

the chamber of her son, who had sailed away three years before, and not

been heard of since. I might, very likely, have spent days in this

retired nook without being discovered; but the necessity of my getting

off the island was too pressing, and early on the next morning I set

out to try my fortune elsewhere.

My next trial was made in a large village. There were boats enough and

men enough there, but no one would take me; not even though I offered

ten dollars, half the money I had, for the short passage to the

Mecklenburg coast, where I might consider myself tolerably safe. I do

not know whether, as was possible, they knew who I was, or merely saw

something suspicious in the wild-looking young man with a gun on his

shoulder who asked a passage to another country; or whether, as I

seemed in such extreme haste, and appeared to have money, they merely

wished, by delay and apparent reluctance, to extort a higher fare. But

after an hour had been spent in parleying, and Karl Bollmann said he

was willing to take me, if Johann Peters would lend his boat; and

Peters, for his part, was ready to go, but only in Bollmann's boat; and

Christian Rickmann, who was standing by with his hands in his pockets,

said he would take me with his boys, but not for less than thirty

dollars; and all then held a whispering consultation together, during

which the whole population, women and children included, gathered

around--I thought it prudent not to await the result, but turned

abruptly away, and strode off towards the dunes. A half-dozen followed

me, but I showed them my gun, upon which they kept back.

The same day I had another proof that the pursuit for me was still kept

up, which indeed I had never doubted. It was towards evening, when

reconnoitring from the edge of the woods a piece of open country that I

had to cross, I caught sight of two mounted patrols on the road,

talking with a shepherd who had driven his flock upon the strip of

heath between the road and the woods. I observed that they several

times pointed to the forest, but the shepherd's answers seemed

satisfactory, for they presently rode away in the opposite direction,

and disappeared beyond some rising ground. When I thought them far

enough, I came out of my concealment and joined the shepherd, who was

knitting a long black stocking, and whose simple face gave a sufficient

guaranty of the security of the step. He told me, in answer to my

inquiries, that the patrol were on the track of a man who had committed

a murder. He was a tall young man, they had said, and a desperate

villain; but they would have him yet.

The lively imagination of the stocking-knitter had probably had

sufficient time in the interval between the departure of the patrol and

my appearance, to paint the portrait of the fugitive from justice in

the most frightful colors. At all events he did not recognize me, but

took me at once for what I gave myself out to be: a huntsman, who was

stopping on a visit at one of the neighboring estates, and not knowing

the country well, had lost his way. He gave me minute directions how to

find my way, thanked me for the coin I put in his hand, and dropped his

knitting in astonishment as he saw me, instead of following his

directions, strike across the heath into the forest.

The vicinity of the patrol had startled me, in fact, and I had

determined to pass this night in the woods. It was a bad night. Warm as

it had been in the day, it grew cold at nightfall, and the cold

steadily increased as the night advanced. In vain did I bury myself a

foot deep in the dry leaves, or try by brisk walking backwards and

forwards to gain a little warmth. The dense mist that arose from the

earth soaked my clothes through, and chilled me to the marrow. The long

hours of the autumn night crept on with dreadful slowness; it seemed as

if it would never be day. And in addition to these physical and almost

intolerable sufferings of cold, hunger, and fatigue, the recollection

of what I had recently gone through presented itself to me in ever more

frightful pictures the longer the night lasted, and the more hotly the

fever burned in my veins. While, half dead with fatigue, I staggered

backwards and forwards in a clear space between the trees, I saw myself

again on the moor at Herr von Zehren's side, with Jock Swart lying dead

at our feet, while the flames of the burning castle wrapped us in an

awful glare, so fearfully bright that it seemed the whole forest was

burning around me, while yet my limbs shivered and my teeth chattered

with cold. Then Herr von Zehren sat before me as I had last seen him

sitting, with the rising sun shining in his glazed eyes; and then again

it was not Herr von Zehren, but my father, or Professor Lederer, or

some other, but all dead, with glassy eyes open to the sun. Then again

I became conscious of my real situation, that it was dark night around

me, that I was excessively cold, that I had sharp fever, and that

despite the risk of discovery I must resolve to kindle a real fire

instead of the frightful visionary one which I still saw in my feverish

hallucination.

I had provided myself against this necessity with a large piece of

touchwood which I had broken out of a hollow tree and placed in my

game-bag. By its aid I succeeded after a while in kindling a pile of

half-dry wood, and I cannot describe the delicious sensation that

thrilled through me as at last a bright flame sprang up. The cheery

light drove back the fever-phantoms into the darkness from which they

had sprung; the luxurious warmth expelled from my veins the icy cold. I

dragged together great quantities of fuel; I could not sufficiently

luxuriate in the sight of the curling smoke, the leaping flames, and

the glittering sparks. Then I seated myself at my forest-hearth, and

resolved in my mind what I should do to escape a situation which I

clearly saw I could not long endure. At last I hit upon a plan. I must

make the trial to get away at some one of the points from which there

was a regular communication with the main-land, and which I had, on

good grounds, hitherto avoided; and the attempt must be made in

disguise, as otherwise I should be recognized instantly. The difficulty

was, how to obtain a suitable disguise; and here a happy thought struck

me. I had noticed in the chamber in which I had slept the previous

night, a complete sailor's dress hanging against the wall; very likely

the kind old woman would sell it to me. If thus disguised I could get

off the island, I was pretty confident that by a night-march I could

reach the Mecklenburg frontier; and once there, I would let chance

decide what was next to be done.

At early dawn I began to put this plan into execution; and although I

had a walk of eight or ten miles to the lonely fishing village, I

reached it just after sunrise. The good old dame would not hear of any

sale; I needed the things, and that was enough; perhaps some one in

some strange land might do as much for her son, if he was alive--and a

tear rolled down her aged wrinkled cheeks. My clothes and my gun--for I

had left my pistol at Hans's--she would keep for me; I should have them

any time that I came for them. I do not I know for what the kind old

creature took me; but no doubt she thought that I was in distress; and

she helped me thus because I said that this was the only way to help

me. The worthy soul! Later in my life it was in my power in some

measure to repay her kindness, if indeed a kind deed can ever be

repaid.

So I set out at once upon my way, which took me, through many perils,

directly across the island to a point where I determined to wait until

evening before entering Fährdorf, which I could reach in an hour.

Relying upon my sailor's dress, which fitted me perfectly, and, as I

thought, completely disguised me, I had chosen the ferry which led most

directly to Uselin. In this way, it was true, I should have to go

through my native town; but it was probable that just there I should be

least looked for; and at that time, I confess it, it took but a little

to rouse in me the old daring spirit which had already played me so

many an unlucky trick. With a grim satisfaction I imagined myself

pacing at night through the silent streets, and even considered whether

I should not write on the door of the _Rathhaus_[4] the old saying of

the Nuremburgers, and sign my name to it.

At nightfall I entered Fährdorf. I had missed the boat; but the next

one, which was the last, sailed in half an hour. As I had seen through

the window of the tavern that the large tap-room was almost empty, and

as I must of necessity strengthen myself for my night-journey, I

entered it, took my seat at the farthest table with my face to the

wall, and ordered some supper of the bar-maid.

The girl went to get it for me. On the table, beside the candle which

she had lighted, lay a beer-stained copy of the Uselin Weekly News of

the previous day--another cleaner copy is now lying beside the page on

which I am writing. I took it up, and my first glance fell upon the

following announcement:

NOTICE.

Frederick William George Hartwig, former pupil of and fugitive from the

Gymnasium in Uselin, strongly suspected of smuggling, of violent

resistance to officers of the Government, and of murder, has still,

notwithstanding every exertion on the part of the authorities, evaded

arrest. As it greatly concerns the public welfare that this apparently

most dangerous person should be brought to justice, he is hereby

summoned voluntarily to surrender himself; and all persons who may have

any knowledge of the place of concealment of the aforesaid Hartwig, are

called upon to give notice thereof without delay to the undersigned. We

also urgently and respectfully request the various authorities, both

here and abroad, to keep a strict watch for the aforesaid Hartwig,

(description at foot), to arrest him promptly, should he be discovered,

and forward him to us at our expense, under the assurance of the

readiest reciprocity on our part in a similar case. (Signed)

Heckepfennig.

District of * * *

Uselin, November 2, 1833.

I will not copy the description that followed. The reader could learn

from it nothing except that at that time I rejoiced in dark-blond,

curly hair ("sorrel-top" the boys used to call me when they wanted to

tease me), stood six feet without my shoes, and, as a well-finished

specimen of humanity, had no special marks, or at least none in the

eyes of Herr Justizrath Heckepfennig.

But in truth, at this moment so critical for me, I scarcely noticed the

description of my person; the Notice occupied all my thoughts. When,

the evening before, the shepherd said that the man whom the patrol were

after was charged with murder, I did not believe it for a moment. He

was such a simple-looking fellow, that I thought the patrol had been

telling him a frightful story to scare him, or to enhance their own

importance. But here it stood in large clear letters in the _Weekly

News_, which, as but few other papers had ever fallen into my hands,

was always to my uncritical youthful mind invested with a certain

magisterial authority--I might almost say, bore the stamp of

infallibility. "Suspected of murder!" Was it possible? Was I then

looked upon as the murderer of Jock Swart? I, who had thanked God when

I saw the man at whom I had fired, limping briskly off? I, whose only

consolation in these last days of suffering, was that at the worst no

man's death weighed upon my conscience? And here it was proclaimed to

all the world that I was a murderer!

The bar-maid brought the refreshment I had ordered, and I think advised

me to waste no time, as the ferry-boat would soon start. I scarcely

heard what she said, but left my supper untouched, and sat staring at

the paper, which I had hastily turned over as the girl entered, as if

my printed name might betray me. But on the other side it again

appeared in a paragraph headed _City Items_. The paragraph ran thus:

"Yesterday evening, in some unaccountable way, a rumor got afloat that

George Hartwig, whose name is now in everybody's mouth, had taken

refuge in the house of his father, Customs-Accountant Hartwig, and was

there in hiding. An immense crowd, of probably more than a hundred

persons, assembled in consequence in the Water street, and tumultuously

demanded that the young criminal should be given up to them. In vain

did the unhappy father, standing on his threshold, protest that his son

was not in his house, and that he was not the man to obstruct the

course of justice. Even the vigorous exertions of those dauntless

public servants, officers Luz and Bolljahn, were ineffectual; only the

eloquent appeals of our respected mayor, who had hurried to the spot at

the first news of the disturbance, succeeded at last in dispersing

the excited crowd. We cannot refrain from earnestly warning our

fellow-citizens of the folly and lawlessness of such proceedings,

although we willingly admit that the affair in question, which

unhappily seems to assume even more serious proportions, is of

a nature to strongly excite the minds of all. But we appeal to the

men of intelligence--that is to say, to the great majority of our

fellow-citizens--and ask them if we cannot repose the fullest

confidence in the authorities? Should we not be convinced that the

public welfare is in better keeping in their hands than in those of a

thoughtless, ungoverned mob? And in reference to the occurrence of

yesterday, we earnestly appeal to the good feeling of all well-meaning

persons. Let them remember that the father of the unhappy George

Hartwig is one of our most respectable citizens. He would, as he

declared, and as we for our part firmly believe, be the last to

obstruct the course of justice. Fellow-citizens, let us respect this

assurance; let us respect the man who gave it. Let us be just,

fellow-citizens, but not cruel. And before all, let us take care that

the reputation of good-order and of a law-abiding spirit which our good

old town has so long enjoyed, be not lost through our fault."

The well-known signal summoning the passengers on board, now sounded

from the wharf, and at the same moment the girl came in again and told

me I must make haste.

"But you have not eaten a bit!" she exclaimed, and stared at me with

surprise and alarm. I suppose that I looked very pale and agitated. I

muttered some reply, laid a _thaler_ on the table, and hurried from the

house.

Notwithstanding the lateness of the hour, the boat was crowded with

passengers. On the forward-deck were standing two saddled horses, which

could only belong to the mounted patrol; and I soon discovered their

riders, who were the same that I had seen talking to the shepherd, as I

gathered from their conversation with a couple of peasants. They were

complaining bitterly of being recalled, for they were sure, they said,

that they would have caught the villain, who must be somewhere hidden

on the island, though six more besides themselves, two on horseback and

four on foot, had searched it through in every direction. Now the

others would gain the reward, while they were sent for to keep order in

the town, which was no affair of theirs; there were Bolljahn and Luz to

attend to that duty.

I sat quite near them, and could hear every word they said; and I

thought what delight it would give the brave fellows if I were suddenly

to stand up and say, "here's the villain." But I could not afford them

that pleasure; what I had resolved to do, must be done voluntarily. So

I kept quiet, and it never occurred to the wise servants of the law

that the young sailor who was listening to them with such apparent

interest was the man they were looking for.

The wind was fair, and the passage quick; in half an hour the boat

reached her wharf. The horses pawed, the patrolmen swore, the

passengers crowded out of the boat, and went up the wharf with their

luggage. At the upper end of the wharf, just by the gate, stood fat

Peter Hinrich, the landlord of the sailor's tavern, and asked me if I

would not lodge in his house. I said I had a lodging engaged elsewhere.

So I passed through the ruinous old port-gate, which was never shut,

and entered the Water street. When I arrived at the small house, I

paused for a moment. All in the house was dark and silent, and it was

dark and silent in the street; but only two days before there had been

commotion enough here, and there upon the threshold my father had stood

and said that he was not the man to obstruct the course of justice. He

should not incur the suspicion of having concealed his son in his

house; he should see that his son had still some regard for his

father's good name, and that he had the courage to face the

consequences of what he had done.

The exhortations of the _Weekly News_ had not been in vain. The little

town seemed as if life had departed; the energetic Luz and Bolljahn,

with the best will in the world, could have found no field for their

activity. My steps resounded along the empty alleys, which struck me as

being singularly narrow and crooked. Here and there was light in the

windows; but folks went early to bed in Uselin, and the authorities

could therefore extinguish the street lamps at a very early hour,

especially when, as now, the new moon over St. Nicholas's church looked

sadly down through driving clouds upon the empty market-place.

I stood in the market-place before the house of Herr Justizrath

Heckepfennig. It was one of the stateliest mansions in the town. How

often had I passed it when I came out of school at mid-day, and cast a

glance of respectful longing at the left-hand corner-window in the

second story where Emilie used to sit behind a vase of gold-fish, and

always happened, just as I passed by--a little dim window-mirror gave

her faithful notice--to have her attention attracted by something in

the market. Now I again looked up at the window, but with very

different feelings. There was a light in the room, which was the usual

sitting-room of the family. The justizrath used to smoke his evening

pipe there. I had a presentiment that the visit that he would presently

receive would cause it to go out.

The good people of Uselin did not usually fasten their street-doors

until they went to bed; but whether it was that the recent disturbances

so energetically and successfully contended with by the officers Luz

and Bolljahn had rendered greater precautions advisable; or whether the

justizrath, in his double capacity of wealthy man and officer of the

law, insisted upon a stricter rule in this matter--in any case his door

was fastened, and it was some time before my repeated ringing was

answered by a female voice that called through the keyhole in rather a

quavering tone to know who was there. My reply, "one who wishes

urgently to speak with the Herr Justizrath," did not seem by any means

entirely to satisfy the portress, who could be none other than the

pretty housemaid Jette. A whispering followed, from which I inferred

that Jette had brought the cook with her; then a giggling, and finally

the answer that she would tell her master.

I was patrolling up and down before the house in my impatience, when a

window opened in the sitting-room above, and the Herr Justizrath in

person, putting out his head a very little way indeed, repeated the

question of the housemaid, and received the same answer.

"What is your business?" asked the cautious man.

"I come from the island," I replied at a venture.

"Aha!" cried he, and closed the window.

For some days the justizrath had done nothing but give audience to

people who professed to be able to throw some light upon the great

mystery. A sailor or fisherman just from the island, and who urgently

desired to speak with him at ten o'clock at night, could come with but

one object: to make some important communication which might bring some

illumination into the obscurity of this mysterious affair. I for my

part believed that the justizrath had recognized me by my voice, and

that his exclamation meant: "So! here you are at last!" I was soon to

learn how greatly I was mistaken.

The door was opened, and I hastily entered. Scarcely had the light of

the candle which Jette was holding up in her hand, fallen upon my face,

when she gave a loud scream, dropped candlestick and all, and ran off

as hard as she could, while the cook followed her example, at least so

far as screaming and running went. The cook, who was an elderly female,

ought to have had more sense; but still she only knew me by sight, and

for a long time had heard nothing but horrors about me, so I cannot

blame her. But the conduct of the pretty Jette admitted of no defence.

I had always been very friendly to her, partly on her mistress's

account, and partly on her own; and she had always freely acknowledged

it, coquettishly smiling whenever I met her, saluting me with her

deepest curtsey whenever I entered the house, and now--but I had now

something else to think of than the ingratitude of a housemaid. I

passed through the dark hall, ascended the stair I knew so well, and

knocked at the door of the justizrath's study, which adjoined the

sitting-room, and to which he had doubtless betaken himself to receive

his late visitor.

"Come in!" said the justizrath, and I entered.

There he stood, just as I expected to find him, a tall,

broad-shouldered figure, wrapped in his loose flowered dressing-gown,

his long pipe in his hand, his low, narrow forehead wrinkled into deep

folds as he fixed his little stupid eyes with a look of curiosity upon

me at my entrance.

"Well, my friend, and what do you bring?" he asked.

"Myself," I answered, in a low but resolute voice, stepping up nearer

to him.

My presentiment that he would let his pipe go out was fulfilled by his

simply letting it drop upon the floor; and without saying a word he

caught up the skirts of his flowered dressing-gown in both hands, and

fled into the family-room.

There I stood by the broken pipe, and trampled out the glowing ashes

which had fallen upon the little carpet by the writing-table. While

engaged in this certainly not criminal occupation, I was startled

by a cry for the watch from the adjacent window that opened on the

market-place. It was the voice of the justizrath, but it had a very

hoarse and lamentable sound, as if some one had him by the throat. I

stepped to the door of the sitting-room and knocked.

"Herr Justizrath!"

No answer.

"Frau Justizrath!"

All silent.

"Fräulein Emilie!"

A pause, and then a frightened little voice that I had so often heard

laughing, and with which I had sung so many a duet in parties by land

and water, piped feebly out:

"What do you want?"

"Tell your father, Fräulein Emilie, that if he does not at once stop

calling the watch, and does not immediately come into his study, I

shall go away and not come back."

I said this in a tone in which resolution and politeness were so

blended, that I was sure it could hardly fail of its effect. I could

hear a whispered discussion within. The women seemed to be adjuring the

husband and father not to adventure his precious life in so manifest a

peril, while the husband and father sought to calm their terrors by

heroic phrases, such as, "But it is my duty," or, "It might cost me my

place!"

At last, assisted by these weighty considerations, duty triumphed. The

door slowly opened, and by the side of the flowered dressing-gown I

caught a glimpse of the cap of the Frau Justizrath, and of the

curl-papers of Fräulein Emilie, whose golden ringlets I had always

supposed a beautiful work of nature. But so many great illusions of

mine had been dissipated in the last few days, that this small one

might well go with the rest.

Hesitatingly the justizrath closed the door behind him, hesitatingly he

came a few paces nearer, stopped and tried to fix me firmly with his

eye, in which, after some difficulty, he almost succeeded.

"Young man," he began, "you are alone?"

"As you see, Herr Justizrath."

"And without weapons?"

"Without weapons."

"Without any weapon?"

"Without any weapon."

I unbuttoned my sailor jacket to convince my questioner of the truth of

my statement. The justizrath evidently breathed more freely.

"And you have come----?"

"To surrender myself to justice."

"Why did you not tell me so at once?"

"I do not think you gave me time."

The justizrath cast a confused glance at his broken pipe on the floor,

cleared his throat, and seemed not to know exactly what was to be done

in such an extraordinary case. There was a pause of silence.

The ladies must have inferred from this pause that I was engaged in

cutting the throat of the husband and father; at least at this moment

the door was flung open, and the Frau Justizrath, in night-gown and

night-cap, came rushing in and fell upon the neck of her spouse in the

flowered dressing-gown, whom she embraced with every mark of mortal

fear, while Emilie, who had followed close behind her, turned to me,

and with a tragic gesture of supplication, raised both her hands as

high as her curl-papers.

"Heckepfennig, he will murder you!" sobbed the nightgown.

"Spare, oh spare my aged father!" moaned the curl-papers.

And now the door leading into the passage opened. Jette and the cook

were curious to see what was going on, though at the peril of perishing

in the general massacre, and appeared upon the threshold wailing aloud.

This mark of courageous devotion so touched the night-gown that it

burst into a flood of hysterical tears, and the curl-papers tottered to

the sofa with the apparent intention of swooning upon it.

Here the justizrath showed, for the second time, how great emergencies

bring out the strength of great characters. With gentle firmness he

freed the flowered dressing-gown from the embrace of the night-gown,

and said in a voice that announced his resolve to do and dare the

worst: "Jette, bring me my coat!"

This was the signal for a scene of indescribable confusion, out of

which, in about five minutes, the victim of his devotion to duty

emerged victorious with coat, hat, and stick: a sublime sight, only the

effect was a little damaged by the hero's feet being still covered with

embroidered slippers, a fact of which he was not aware until it was too

late, when we were standing on the pavement of the market-place.

"Never mind, Herr Justizrath," I said, as he was about to turn back.

"You would not get away again, and we have but a few steps to go."

In fact the little old _Rathhaus_ was at the other side of the by no

means wide square, and the pavement was perfectly dry, so that the

victim of fidelity had not even to fear a cold in the head.

"Herr Justizrath," I said, as we crossed the market-place, "you will

tell my father, will you not, that I gave myself up voluntarily, and

without any compulsion; and I will never mention to any one a word

about the broken pipe."

I have spoken many foolish and inconsiderate words in my life, but few

that were more foolish and more inconsiderate than this. Just as I was

touching the point which I might say was the only thing in the whole

affair to which I attached importance, namely, to show my pride to the

father who had disowned me, I failed to perceive that I gave mortal

offence to a man who would never forgive, and had never forgiven me.

Who can tell what other turn the affair might have taken, if, instead

of my unpardonable stupidity, I had intoned a pæan to the heroic man

who knew how to guard himself from a possible and indeed probable

attack, and then did his duty, happen what might. But how could I know

that, young fool that I was?

So we reached the open hall of the _Rathhaus_, where in the day time an

old cake-woman used to sit in a chair sawed out of a barrel, before a

table where plum-buns and candies lay upon a cloth not always clean,

that was constantly fluttering in the wind that blew through the hall.

The table was now bare, and presented a very forlorn appearance, as if

old Mother Möller, and not only she, but all the cakes, plum-buns, and

candies of the world, had departed forever.

A desolate feeling came over me; for the first and only time this

night, the thought occurred to me that perhaps after all I had better

make my escape. Who was to prevent me? Assuredly not the slippered hero

at my side; and as little the old night-watchman Rüterbusch, who was

shuffling up and down the hall, in front of his sentry-box, in the dim

light of a lantern that swung from the vaulted roof. But I thought of

my father, and wondered if his conscience would not smite him when he

heard the next morning that I was in prison; and so I stood quietly by

and heard the night-watchman Rüterbusch explaining to Justizrath

Heckepfennig that the matter would be very hard to manage, since the

last few days so many arrests had been made, that the guard-house was

completely full.

The guard-house was a forbidding-looking appendage to the _Rathhaus_,

and fronted on an extremely narrow alley in which footsteps always made

a peculiar echo. No townsman who could avoid it ever went through this

echoing alley; for that gloomy appendage to the _Rathhaus_ had no

door, but a row of small square windows secured with iron bars and

half-closed with wooden screens, and behind them here and there might

be seen a pale, woe-begone face.

A quarter of an hour after the conversation between Herr Justizrath

Heckepfennig and night-watchman Rüterbusch had come to a satisfactory

conclusion, I was sitting behind one of these grated windows.

PART SECOND.

CHAPTER I.

This little alley by the _Rathhaus_, in which footsteps gave such a

singular echo, had never, even within the recollection of the most

ancient crow on the neighboring steeple of St. Nicholas's church,

enjoyed such a reputation for uncanniness as in the last two months of

this year, and the first two of the next. It was also observed that in

no previous winter had the snow lain so deep in it, and it grew dark

much earlier in the evening than had ever before been known. And Mother

Möller, the old cake-woman in the _Rathhaus_ hall, who always hitherto,

in the winter season, packed up her wares at the stroke of five, now

did it regularly at half-past four, because, as she affirmed, just as

it grew dark there was "what you might call a kind of corpsy smell

about," and her old table-cloth flapped about in a way no natural

table-cloth would do. On the other hand Father Rüterbusch, the

night-watchman, asseverated that for his part he had not observed

either in the hall or the alley anything out of the common, not even

between twelve and one o'clock, which was the fashionable hour with

ghosts, let alone at other times. Yet people were more disposed to

accept the views of the old cake-woman than those of the still older

night-watchman; as the first, though she took a nap now and then, still

on the whole was more awake than asleep; while in regard to the other,

the regular customers of the _Rathhaus_ cellar, who had to pass his

post at night, maintained precisely the contrary. By these assertions

they deeply wounded the good heart of Father Rüterbusch, but did not

confute him. "For, d'ye see," he would argue, "you must know that a

sworn night-watchman never goes to sleep, on any account; but it may

happen that he pretends to be asleep, in order not to mortify certain

gentlemen who would be ashamed if they knew the old man had his eye on

their doings. And mark you, I am willing to be qualified to what I say,

upon my oath of office; and none of them can say that. And even if many

of them, for instance Rathscarpenter Karl Bobbin, come and go the same

way every evening, that is to say every night, for nigh on to twenty

years now, a habit is not an office, mark you; and I for my part have

never heard, for example, that the customers of the cellar ever took

any oath or were qualified in any manner, shape, or form; and yet it

was only last Easter I celebrated my jubilee, for it was then fifty

years I had held this place, and I went to school with Karl Bobbin's

father, who was never of any account, for that matter."

However, be that as it might, during the winter of '33-'34, there was

but one opinion of the matter in Uselin; and that was, that if there

_was_ anything queer about the Rathhaus alley, nobody need wonder at

it, as things were.

Things were certainly bad enough, and worse for no one than for me,

who, as was admitted on all hands, was by far the chief figure in the

great smuggling case; for into such proportions, thanks to the

inquisitorial genius of the justizrath who had charge of the

investigation, a thing which to my eyes was of extreme simplicity had

now been developed.

As if it was of the least importance how the case looked in _my_ eyes!

As if anybody gave himself the trouble to inquire what _my_ thoughts or

wishes were! But no; I will do Justizrath Heckepfennig and co-referent

Justizrath Bostelmann no injustice. They gave themselves the very

greatest trouble; but they had no desire to find out where the truth

lay, and where I told them it might be found.

"Why had I left my father?" they asked.

"Because he ordered me out of his house!"

"A fine reason, truly! Angry fathers often tell their sons to be gone,

without the idea ever seizing the sons to start off into the wide

world. There must be something more behind. Perhaps you wanted to be

sent off?"

"To a certain extent I admit it."

"Perhaps you admit it unqualifiedly?"

"I admit it unqualifiedly."

"Very good. Actuary, please to take down the reply of the prisoner, who

admits without qualification that he wished to be sent off by his

father. And when and where did you first make the acquaintance of Herr

von Zehren?"

"On that evening at Smith Pinnow's."

"Had you never seen him before?"

"Never, to my knowledge."

"Not even at Smith Pinnow's? Pinnow declares that Herr von Zehren was

so often at his house, and you also so often, that it is incredible

that you never met before."

"Pinnow lies, and knows that he lies!"

"You still persist then that your meeting with Herr von Zehren was

entirely accidental?"

"Entirely."

"How much money had you about you when you left your father?"

"Twenty-five _silbergroschen_, as well as I can remember."

"And had you any prospect of obtaining anywhere a permanent position?"

"None."

"You had no such prospect, had but twenty-five _silbergroschen_ in your

possession, were anxious that your father should send you off, and yet

you persist in asserting that your meeting on that same evening with

the man who took you at once into his house, and with whom you stayed

until the final catastrophe, was purely accidental! You are sharp

enough to see how extremely improbable this is; and I now ask you for

the last time, if, at the risk of casting the strongest suspicions on

your veracity, you still persist in that statement?"

"I do."

Justizrath Heckepfennig cast a look at Actuary Unterwasser as much as

to say: Can you conceive such impudence? Actuary Unterwasser smiled

compassionately, and sadly shook his head, and scratched away with his

pen over his paper, as if his shocked moral sense found some relief in

getting such inconceivable things at all events down in black and

white.

Thus it went on with I do not know how many interrogations and

examinations; summary examination, examination in chief, articular

examination. Often I could not tell what they were aiming at, and what

was the object of all the long-winded interrogatories, and short

cross-questions, in which last Justizrath Heckepfennig considered

himself particularly great. I complained bitterly of this to my

counsel, Assessor Perleberg, saying that I had told--or, as they

preferred to express it, confessed--everything to the gentlemen.

"My dear sir," said the assessor, "in the first place it is not true

that you have confessed everything. For instance, you have refused to

say who was the person whom caller Semlow saw, about four o'clock on

the evening in question, with you on the path leading to Zehrendorf.

And in the second place, what is confession? In criminal jurisprudence

it has but a very subordinate value. How many criminals cannot be

brought to confess at all? and how many confessions are false, or are

afterwards recanted? The real object of the examination is the

detection of guilt. Consider, my dear sir, your entire so-called

confession might be a fabrication. It has often happened before, the

criminal record--"

It was enough to drive a man desperate. Years after, my counsel became

a great beacon and luminary of jurisprudence; and indeed he was such at

that time, though he was not then a professor, a privy-councillor, and

a man of wide reputation, but an obscure assessor of the superior

court, a very learned man, and of wonderful acuteness--a world too

learned and too acute for a poor devil like me. With his "in the first

place," and "in the second place," he would have prejudiced a jury of

angels against innocence herself, to say nothing of a college of

learned judges who could not avoid the conclusion that a man whose

defence required so extraordinary an expenditure of learning and

acumen, must of necessity be a very great criminal. I can still see him

sitting on the end of the table in my cell, which was fastened with

iron clamps to the wall, jerking his long, thin legs, and flourishing

his long, thin arms, like a great spider who finds a broken mesh in his

web. It was probably a hard task for so learned a spider, into whose

web a clumsy blue-bottle had blundered and was floundering about in his

awkward way, to extricate him with scientific nicety. And now for the

first time I began to find out how far-spreading this web was, and how

many flies, besides myself, were entangled in its meshes.

There were very careless flies that under the masks of respectable

citizens and honest tradesmen of my native place and the neighboring

towns, had for years carried on an extensive business in smuggled

goods, and defrauded the revenue of thousands upon thousands. This sort

of flies was very dirty and disgusting. For as soon as one had caught

its foot in the web, and found itself entangled, it turned traitor to

its companions, and did not rest until all were fast in the web.

Then there was another and honester species, though it was far from

wearing so honest an appearance. These were my old friends, the

weather-beaten, tobacco-chewing, silent men of Zanowitz and the other

fishing villages on the coast. They had by no means had so good a time

of it as the gentlemen in the counting-houses and behind the counters.

They had had to fight with wind and storm, to keep watch and ward, to

suffer hunger and cold, and carry their lives in their hand, and all

for small gain, many of them for only just enough to keep wife and

children from starving; and yet, though four of them had been taken

prisoners in that terrible night on the moor, the examiners could draw

nothing from them. No one betrayed his comrade; no one knew who had

been the man at his side. "The night was dark, and in the dark all cats

are gray; every man had enough to do to look to himself. If Pinnow has

said that this man and that man was there, why he can probably make

oath to it." In vain did the justizrath ask the most ingenious

questions, in vain did he wheedle and threaten--they had to let go a

dozen or two that were very strongly suspected, and console themselves

with the reflection that at all events they had four who had been taken

in the act.

Yes, it was a very peculiar sort of flies who had thus been caught with

the others in the web of law; a tough, rough sort, very inconvenient

for the guardians of the flesh-pots of an orderly government, but still

honest after their fashion, and not the sneaking crew that the others

were.

These two species of flies had for a long time played into each other's

hands, but without any proper system, and consequently at great

disadvantage, until, about four years before, the business had taken a

sudden and enormous expansion. For some one, who hitherto, like all the

proprietors along the coast, had obtained his wine, his brandy, his

salt, his tobacco, from the smugglers in small quantities, had hit upon

the idea that what was needed was an intermediary between the supply

and the demand; a middleman who should provide a sort of warehouse or

magazine for the smuggling trade, and thus afford the furnishers an

opportunity of getting rid of larger quantities at once, and the

purchasers the means of procuring their supplies as they needed them,

and at convenient times.

This plan, founded on the soundest commercial principles, begotten of

necessity, and joyfully welcomed by the naturally adventurous spirit of

the man, he carried out with the audacity, the judgment, and the

energy, which so highly distinguished him. The solitary position of his

estate upon the long promontory, with the open sea on one side and a

narrow strait on the other, was as if it had been made for the very

purpose. If before the dealings were in boat-loads, now whole ships'

cargoes were received at once, or in a couple of nights, and stored in

the cellars of his castle, from which they were gradually delivered to

the purchasers, the neighboring proprietors, and the tradespeople in

the small towns of the island and the little seaports of the mainland.

This part of the business was chiefly undertaken by Smith Pinnow. Smith

Pinnow had been long known to be a smuggler, had been frequently

overhauled by the officers of justice, and more than once punished,

when of a sudden he found that he was going blind, had to wear great

blue spectacles, and could only in very fine weather, with the help of

his deaf and dumb apprentice Jacob, take some of the bathing-guests at

Uselin out in his cutter for an hour or two's sail. This affliction

befel the worthy man just at the time that the great smuggler-captain

on the island, whose attention had been drawn to so highly qualified an

assistant, one night paid a visit to the forge, and took him, so to

speak, into his service. From that time forth the two acted in concert;

and by the time the four years had passed, the smith had amassed so

much money that he would never have thought of betraying his chief, had

not jealousy got the upper hand of the old sinner. "If you do not leave

the girl in peace, I will shoot you down like a dog," the Wild Zehren

had said; and Smith Pinnow was not the man to quietly put up with such

a threat, especially when he knew in what deadly earnest it was

uttered.

From that time a rumor, of which no one knew the source, spread abroad

in the city, but especially in the offices of the customs, that the

Wild Zehren at Zehrendorf was the soul of the whole smuggling trade,

which was carried on with such activity for leagues up and down the

coast. At first no one gave credit to the rumor. To be sure the Wild

Zehren was a man whose name was used as a bugbear to frighten children

with in Uselin; and no doubt things were known or believed of him which

people hardly ventured to whisper--he had stabbed his brother-in-law,

he had horribly maltreated his wife and afterwards drowned her in the

tarn in the woods, and more of the same sort--but these were things

that were to be expected of the Wild Zehren, while smuggling--no, it

was not possible! A man of the most ancient nobility, and whose brother

moreover was the highest officer of the Revenue Department in the

province!

This was the general opinion. But now and then there would be a voice

heard, but very softly indeed, remarking that however different the

brothers might be in disposition, mode of life, and even in person,

they resembled each other at least in this, that both were deeply in

debt; and similar causes might very well produce similar effects. If

the Wild Zehren's undertakings had been accompanied with such

extraordinary good fortune during these years, the reason probably was

that the custom-officers had no clue to his movements, while he, for

his part, was perfectly well informed when and where there was no risk

of meeting any of them.

The matter might still have been long quietly argued _pro_ and _con_,

had not an unlucky chance happened to give effect to Smith Pinnow's

treachery. In the same night when Pinnow and Jock Swart, who could

have turned traitor to his master from no other cause than sheer

black-heartedness, lodged their information with Customs-revisor Braun,

the provincial customs-director arrived in Uselin. The revisor, who

belonged to the party that distrusted their chief, did not go to the

latter, as he would certainly have contrived to render the denunciation

harmless; but went straight to the director, who at once laid his plans

with great skill and forethought, to strike a strong blow at the

smugglers, in which he succeeded but too well.

Was the steuerrath guilty? There was no direct proof of the fact, if it

was a fact. The steuerrath had always declared that for a long time he

had broken off all personal intercourse with his brother, whose

conduct--though in truth he was greatly reformed of late--was of a

nature to compromise a faithful public officer. And in truth, the Wild

Zehren had in the last year never been seen with his brother, nor even

in the city. If, notwithstanding, there had been any personal

intercourse between them, their meetings must have been kept extremely

secret. Any letters he might have received from his brother, the

steuerrath would of course have destroyed; and if the Wild Zehren was

less cautious, he was now dead, his castle burned to the ground--who or

what was there to bear witness against the steuerrath?

I was the only one who could have done it. I remembered well the

expressions which Herr von Zehren had always used in speaking of his

brother; I knew that this last expedition had been made chiefly on that

brother's account. I had held in my hands the proof of his guilt,

and--destroyed it.

It seemed as if something of the sort was suspected. Suddenly the name

of the steuerrath made its appearance in the examinations to which I

was subjected, and I was closely questioned as to what I knew of the

relations between Herr von Zehren and his brother. I firmly denied all

knowledge of anything of the kind.

"My dear sir," said Assessor Perleberg, "why do you wish to screen the

man? In the first place, he does not deserve to be spared, for he is a

bad subject, take him as you will; and in the second place, you thus do

yourself irreparable injury. I will tell you beforehand, you will not

get off with less than five years, for in the first place----"

"For God's sake let me alone!" I said.

"You grow less reasonable every day," said Assessor Perleberg.

And he was quite right; but it would have been a marvel had it been

otherwise.

I had been confined now for nearly half a year in a cell but half

lighted by a small grated window, and which I could traverse with four

steps lengthways and with three across. This was a hard trial for a

young man like me, but harder, much harder, were the mental sufferings

that I endured. The confidence in humankind which had hitherto filled

my heart, was all now gone. That no one visited me in my prison, I

could lay to the account of Justizrath Heckepfennig, who felt it to be

his duty to see that so dangerous a man held no communication with the

outer world; but that men to whom I had done nothing, or at the worst

had perhaps at some time or other, in my clumsy way, ruffled their

pride a little, should set their hearts upon trampling a fallen man

still deeper into the dust--this I could not forgive; this it was

that filled my soul with bitterness unspeakable. Ten witnesses were

called to prove my previous good character; and of these ten there was

but one, and that one the man whom of all others I had most deeply

wounded--Professor Lederer--who ventured to say some words in my

behalf, and to put up a timid plea for lenity. All the rest--old

friends of my father, neighbors, fathers whose sons had been my friends

and companions--all could hardly find words to express what a miscreant

I had been all my life long. And good heaven! what had I done to them?

Perhaps I had filled the pipe of one with saw-dust; I had caught a pair

of pigeons that belonged to another; the son of a third I had sent home

with a bloody nose--and this was all.

I could not comprehend it, but so much of it as I did understand,

filled me with inexpressible bitterness, which once even broke out into

indignant tears when I learned through my counsel that Arthur--the

Arthur whom I had so dearly loved--when interrogated as to his

association with me, declared that for years I had talked to him about

turning smuggler, and had even attempted to persuade him to join me;

that I had always been on the most intimate terms with Smith Pinnow,

and that if he were asked if he believed me capable of the crime laid

to my charge, he must answer unequivocally Yes.

"That ruins you," said Assessor Perleberg. "You will not get off under

seven years; for in the first place----"

I brushed away the tears that were streaming down my cheeks, burst into

a wild laugh, and then fell into a paroxysm of frantic rage, which

finally gave place to a stony apathy. I still felt a kind of interest

in the sparrows that I had taught to come every morning and share my

ration of bread; but all other things were indifferent to me. I

learned, without feeling any special interest in the news, that

Constance was already deserted by her princely lover, who had yielded

to the entreaties and threats of his father; that Hans von Trantow had

disappeared and no one knew what had become of him, but the general

opinion was that he had met with some accident in the forest or on the

moor; that old Christian had never recovered from the effects of his

young mistress's flight, his master's death, and the burning of the

castle, and had been found one morning lying dead among the ruins which

he could never be prevailed on to leave; and that old Pahlen had

escaped from the jail at B. in which she had been confined. I heard all

this with indifference, and with similar apathy I received my sentence.

Assessor Perleberg, with his "first place" and "second place," had been

perfectly right. I was condemned to seven years' imprisonment in the

prison at S.

"You may think yourself lucky," said Assessor Perleberg. "I would

have condemned you to ten years and to hard labor; for in the first

place----"

It was no doubt a mark of youthful levity that I had no ears for the

very learned and instructive exposition of my counsel, and that too

when it was my last opportunity. But I was really thinking of something

quite different. I was thinking what the Wild Zehren would have done

had he been alive and learned that they had shut up his faithful squire

in prison and placed his own brother as jailor over him.

CHAPTER II.

It was an evening of May, as the wagon in which I was conveyed,

escorted by two mounted gendarmes, drew near the place of my

destination. On the left of the road, which was lined with stunted

fruit-trees, I saw numbers of laborers working on the new turnpike

which was to connect my native town with the provincial metropolis; on

the right, open meadow-land stretched away to the sea, which was

visible as a wide dark-blue streak. On the other side of the water,

from a low beach of sand, green fields sloped upwards to a moderately

high upland which was crowned with woods. This was the island, which

here lay much nearer the mainland than it did near Uselin, and which I

now beheld again for the first time. Before me, still more than a mile

distant, I could perceive two towers rising high above a range of hills

that we were slowly approaching.

My feelings were strange. During the whole journey I had been looking

through the rents in the cover of the little wagon, but only watching

for an opportunity of escape. But however determined I was to seize the

very first that presented itself, there was none, not even the

slightest. The two gendarmes, of whom one was one of those who had

hunted me in vain upon the island, rode on the right and left close

behind the wagon without exchanging a word, their moustachioed faces

looking straight between their horses' ears, or turned sideways towards

the wagon. There was not the slightest doubt that the first movement

that looked like an attempt to escape would bring the butts of their

carbines to their shoulders. To make the attempt in the presence of two

well-armed, well mounted, and thoroughly determined men, would have

been to seek, not liberty, but death.

And none of the chances had happened which I had imagined possible. We

had passed no bridge over which I might have leapt into a torrent, we

had entered no crowded market-place in which I might have sprung into

the throng, and perhaps found shelter with some compassionate soul.

Nothing of the kind; we travelled the seven or eight miles of the

journey at a walk, or a short trot, without a single halt, and without

an interruption of any kind, and now before me rose the towers in whose

shadow lay my prison.

And yet at this time I no longer felt the wrath and burning indignation

which had filled my breast the whole time that I was in custody under

examination. The two hours in the open air had done me inexpressible

good. It had been raining for some time before, and I had held out my

hands to catch the drops; I had inhaled with delight the fresh air that

blew into the wagon. Now the sun had again broken through the clouds,

and, as it was near its setting, cast long ruddy streaks over the green

sprouting fields and the sparkling meadows. Birds sang and twittered in

the trees by the wayside; just before us in the east stood a brilliant

rainbow with one foot on the mainland, and the other on the island. All

nature seemed so calm and gentle, so free from hate or anger; on the

contrary all things wore so mild a beauty and breathed such sweet

peace, that I who from a child had sympathized with every mood of

nature, could not close my heart to her soft solicitations. My heart

sang with the birds; it floated on the moist pinions of the gentle

breeze that bore blessings over the fields and meadows; it bathed in

the bright hues of the bow of hope, which sprang from earth to heaven

and back to earth again. The feeling that I was, as it were, a part of

all these, and yet was sitting a prisoner in the jail-van, begat in me

such a sense of pity for myself as I had never before experienced. I

covered my face with my hands and wept.

The sun had now set; the eastern and western skies were glowing with

the most splendid hues as the van rolled through the town-gate, rattled

up two or three narrow, badly-paved streets, and stopped at last at a

gateway in a high dead-wall. The gate slowly opened, the van rolled

across a wide yard shut in on all sides with lofty blank walls and

tall, gloomy-looking buildings, to the gate of the tallest and most

forbidding of these, and there stopped. I had reached the place where I

was to spend seven years because I had endeavored to guard my friend

and protector from the results of a crime which I myself abhorred.

Seven years! I was determined that it should not be so long. I had read

the adventures of Baron Trenck, and knew that it was possible to pierce

thick masonry and undermine great fortress-walls. What he had succeeded

in doing, I thought I could not fail to accomplish.

So my first proceeding, when the door closed behind the surly warden,

was to examine my cell as closely as the faint remains of daylight

would allow. If all the prisoners were so well lodged, there were

certainly many of them that fared much worse when at liberty. The walls

of the small room were simply whitewashed, it is true; but so were

those of my garret at home. There was an iron bedstead with what seemed

a very comfortable bed, a clothes-press, at the solitary window a large

table with a drawer, two wooden chairs, and, to my surprise, a great

arm-chair covered with leather, which strongly reminded me of the one

in my room at Castle Zehrendorf.

Yes, I was again the guest of a Zehren, though this time he was only

the superintendent of a prison. It seemed as if the Zehrens were

inextricably woven into my life. They had brought me but little good

fortune; and the proud lustre that had formerly seemed to me to illume

the name, had greatly paled in my eyes. The steuerrath, in whom the boy

had beheld the incarnation of the highest earthly authority, what

was he in the eyes of the prisoner but a liar and hypocrite who had

ten-fold and a hundred-fold deserved the misfortunes he had brought

upon men who were better than he? And the man here, who, sprung from

such a family, had been willing to undertake such an office as his,

must be even worse than the hypocrite and liar. I would let him feel

the full measure of my contempt when I met him; I would tell him that

if he chose to be a jailor, he ought at least to renounce the name

which his noble brother had borne, who preferred dying by his own hand

to falling into the hands of those who would have brought him here,

behind this triply-bolted door, and these windows with massive bars of

iron.

The window was by no means so high as those in the guard-house, and I

looked with curiosity through the bars. The prospect might have been

worse. True, a high and perfectly blank wall shut out the view to the

left, but on the right I could see into a court planted with trees, in

which at no great distance was a two-storyed house presenting a gable

covered entirely with vines. Behind the house there seemed to be a

garden: at least I could catch glimpses of fruit-trees in blossom. All

this had a very lovely and peaceful appearance in the dim light of the

spring evening; and the shrill twittering of the swallows that skimmed

in flocks past my window, might have made me forget that I was a tenant

of a prison, had I not been painfully reminded of it by the sharp angle

of one of the bars against which I had pressed my forehead.

I seized the bar with both my hands, and shook it with my whole force.

Six months of confinement had not deprived my muscles of their

strength, as I well perceived. I felt as if with one wrench I could

bring away the whole grating. Did I deceive myself, or did it yield

a little? I was not mistaken; either the screws were loose, or the

wood-work decayed; I could not at the moment determine which; but this

seemed no grating that could hold me. My heart beat with the exertion

and the joyful surprise. I had vowed to myself that they should not

keep me seven years! But caution! it was not the grating alone that

made a prisoner of me. Were the grating away, there was a depth of at

least thirty feet to the stone pavement of the court. And were I safely

down, there were doubtless other difficulties to overcome, and a

baffled attempt at escape might make my position incalculably worse.

I heard a rustling in the passage. Footsteps drew near and came to my

door. I sprang back from the window and stood in the centre of the

room, when there was a rattling of keys on the outside, the door

opened, and a man of tall stature entered, passing the turnkey, and the

door was closed after him. He stood for a moment at the threshold, and

then approached me with a peculiar light step. From the ruddy evening

clouds there still fell a pale rosy light into the room; in this rosy

glow I always see him again when I think of him--and how often do I

think of him, with the deepest emotions of gratitude and love!

Over the table at which I am writing these words, hangs his portrait,

painted by a beloved hand. It is a most perfect likeness. It would

recall to my memory every feature, every line, were it possible that I

could forget them. And now, did I close my eyes, he would stand before

me again as he stood on that evening, in the rosy sunset light, and not

less clearly would I hear his voice, whose soft, deep tone I then heard

for the first time, and whose first word was one of pity and sympathy.

"Poor youth!"

How deeply must the prison air have poisoned my heart, that these words

and the tone in which they were spoken did not move me! Alas, it is one

of my most painful recollections that this was so; that I rudely

repulsed the hand of the noblest of men, and deliberately wounded the

kindest heart on earth. But the narrative of my life would have no

worth, if my faults were not honestly set down. And I have often

thought that I might not have learned to love him so well had I been

less obdurate at first, had I not given him the occasion to heap upon

me all the wealth of his benevolence and love. And yet I err in this.

Jewels of the costliest price, of the purest water, need no dark foil.

"Poor youth!" he said again, and held out his white and almost

transparent hand; but let it fall again, when, instead of taking it and

pressing it with reverence to my lips, as I should have done had I

known him, I folded my arms and stepped back.

"Yes," he said, and his voice sounded, if possible, still gentler than

before, "it is very hard, very cruel, the fate which has befallen you

for a crime which, whatever it may be in the eyes of the judge who must

follow the stern letter of the law, in the eyes of others merits a

milder name, for at least it does in mine. I am the brother of the man

for whose fault you are suffering."

He seemed to expect an answer from me, or at least some word of

acknowledgement, which I would not give. I would not do my jailor the

favor to help him in his attempt to show himself in another light than

that in which I saw him.

"It is a strange caprice of fortune," he continued, after a short

pause, always in the same gentle manner, "that one brother should to a

certain extent be the instrument of punishing you for the injury which

another has done you--a chance for which I am thankful, and which I

think I shall rightly employ by--but of this another time. To-day the

gloomy shadow of the first dreary impression a place like this must

make upon a spirit like yours, lies too heavily upon you; though I

could speak with the tongues of angels, I could find no entrance to

your heart, which is closed by anger and hatred. I have merely come to

perform a duty which my office and I may say my heart prescribes. And

this also is my duty, so that you may freely answer me without feeling

that your pride is making concessions. Have you any wish that it is in

my power to grant?"

"No," I answered, "for you could hardly give me a day's shooting over

the heaths of Zehrendorf."

A sad smile played around the superintendent's delicate lips.

"I have heard," he said, "that you used to hunt much with my brother,

and that you are yourself a skilful hunter. The hunter's nature is a

peculiar one. I think I understand it, for I was born with the hunter's

instincts; but there is no room for its exercise in these court-yards

and gardens. I seldom have a holiday, and still more rarely avail

myself of it; and in this respect I enjoy, and indeed desire, but

little advantage over my prisoners. So it would be a hard trial for me,

if with the old passion I still possessed my former vigor; and thus I

may almost count it a piece of good fortune that at the Battle of

Leipzig I was shot through the lungs, so that it would avail me nothing

though I had the range of the boundless hunting-grounds of America. I

have since learned to confine my activity within narrower limits. My

favorite recreation is the turning-lathe. It is light work, and yet

often proves too heavy for an invalid like myself I shall probably soon

give it up, and must choose some still lighter work. But I should not

like to find myself condemned to absolute inactivity. You do not now

know, but you will soon learn, how great a blessing to a prisoner is a

mechanical occupation which fixes his wandering thoughts upon some near

and easily obtainable result which shapes itself under his hand. And

now I will leave you. I have still two visits to make, besides my

evening round through the building. One thing more: the old man who

will wait upon you, is, despite his rough ways, a thoroughly good

man, whom I have known for many years, and who has rendered me in my

life the most important services. You can trust him absolutely. Now,

good-night, and good sleep to you, and dream of the freedom which I

hope you will sooner regain than you now think."

He gave me a friendly nod, and left the room with the slow, light step

with which he had entered. I looked after him with fixed eyes, and

passed my hand over my brow; the silent cell seemed to have become

suddenly darker.

CHAPTER II.

I was still standing on the same spot, endeavoring to collect my

thoughts, when the door again opened, and the old turnkey who had first

received me, entered with a lighted candle, which he placed upon the

table. Then returning to the door, he took from some female whose form

was barely perceptible, a waiter upon which was a collation, and even a

bottle of wine. He laid a snow-white napkin over one corner of the

great oak table, placed everything neatly and orderly, took a step back

and cast a satisfied look at his work, then an angry one at me, and

said with a voice which strikingly resembled the growl of a great

mastiff: "There!"

"It seems this is for me," I remarked, indifferently.

"Don't see who else it could be for," growled the old man.

The roast meat on the dish had a very appetizing odor; for half a

year I had not tasted a drop of wine; and what was more, I did not

feel towards the surly turnkey the aversion that I felt towards the

gently-speaking, courteous superintendent; but I was resolved to accept

no favors from my jailor.

"I owe this to the kindness of the Herr Superintendent?" I asked,

taking my seat at the table.

"This and more," said the old man.

"For instance?"

"For instance, that one has our best cell, with a look-out into the

garden, and not one looking into the prison-yard, where neither

sunlight nor moonlight ever comes."

"Thanks," said I, "anything else?"

"That one can wear his handsome town-clothes, instead of unbleached

drilling; which is not such a bad rig, though, after all."

"Thanks," said I; "anything else?"

"And that one has Sergeant Süssmilch for warden."

"With whom I have the honor?"

"With whom one has the honor."

"Much obliged."

"Well you may be."

I looked up to get a better view of the man whose relation to me was so

fraught with honor and advantage. He appeared to be above fifty years

of age, of short, compact build, who seemed to stand remarkably firmly

for his age upon his short bowed legs. From his broad shoulders hung a

pair of quite disproportionately long arms, with great brown hairy

hands, which evidently had not lost their strength of grasp. From his

furrowed and wrinkled face, which might once have been good-looking,

twinkled under gray bushy eyebrows a pair of clear, good-humored eyes,

which in vain tried to look fierce and cruel. His smooth, close-cropped

gray hair lay thick above his bronzed forehead; and beneath his great

hooked nose, like an eagle's beak, a heavy moustache drooped on either

side far below his firm chin. Sergeant Süssmilch was, in later years,

long my true friend; in hours of trial he rendered me priceless

services; he taught my eldest boys to ride; and when, five years ago,

we carried him to his last resting-place, we all heartily sorrowed over

him; but at this moment I was considering what amount of resistance he

would be likely to offer in a contingency which I deemed very probable,

and thought that I should be sorry to have to take the life of the old

fellow who was so delightfully surly.

"If one has looked at Sergeant Süssmilch long enough, one will do well

to fall to the supper, which is getting no better by standing," he

said.

"It may stand there for me," I answered. "I have no appetite for the

Herr Superintendent's roast meat and wine."

"Might as well have said so at once," growled Herr Süssmilch,

commencing to replace the things on the waiter.

"Who the deuce was to know what your custom here is," I said in a sulky

tone.

"The custom here is that one has to work when he wants to eat."

"That is not true," I said. "I am not condemned to labor: I was

sentenced to seven years' imprisonment, and should by rights have been

sent to the fortress, where decent people go."

"Meaning one's self?" asked Herr Süssmilch.

"Meaning one's self."

"One is altogether mistaken," he replied, having by this time cleared

away the things. "In the prison one is compelled to work, unless one

has a father or some one who will pay for his keep. In this case one

has a father, and gets from him ten _silbergroschen_ daily."

"Herr Süssmilch," I cried, stepping up to the old man, "I take for

granted that you are telling me the truth; and now I give you my word

that I will rather starve in the dungeon like a rat, than take a penny

from my father."

"One will be of another way of thinking to-morrow."

"Never."

"Then one will have to work."

"We shall see about that."

"Yes, we shall see."

Süssmilch went, but stopped at the door, and remarked over his

shoulder:

"One wants, then, the ordinary diet, such as every one receives when he

comes here?"

"One wants nothing at all," I said, turning my back upon him.

"No light, then, for that is extra too."

I made him no answer. I heard the old man go to the table, take the

light, place it on the waiter, and move to the door. There he paused,

apparently to see if I would change my mind. I did not move. He

coughed; I took no notice. The next moment I was alone in the dark.

"To the devil all of you, with your smooth ways and your rough ways!" I

muttered to myself "I want the one as little as the other, and I will

be under obligations to no one--no one!"

I laughed aloud, seized the grating of the window and shook it, and

then ran up and down the dark room like some wild animal. At last I

threw myself in my clothes upon the bed, and lay there in gloomy

desperation brooding over my fate, which had never before seemed to me

so intolerable. I wrought myself up to a pitch of wild hatred against

all who had had any share in my ruin, against my judge, my counsel, my

father, the whole world; strengthening myself in my resolution not to

abate my obduracy, not to ask the slightest thing of any one, not to be

grateful to any one, and above all to win my liberty, cost what it

might.

Thus I lay for long hours. At last I slept and dreamed of a flowery

meadow over which were fluttering gay butterflies which I tried to

catch but could not, for whenever I touched them they turned to red

roses. And the red roses, when I attempted to pluck them, began to

flash with light and ring with music, and flashing and ringing they

floated up to heaven, whence they looked smiling down upon me as the

faces of blooming maidens. It was all so strange and sweet and fair,

that I lay upon the grass, laughing with bliss. But when I awaked I did

not laugh. When I awaked Süssmilch stood at my bed-side and said: "Now

one will have to work."

CHAPTER III.

For a fortnight I had been doing the very hardest work which at the

time was to be had in the establishment, which combined in itself the

features of a work-house, jail, and penitentiary. I was not compelled

to do this either by the letter of the law which prescribed that

prisoners should be employed in accordance with their capabilities, nor

by order of the superintendent, who on the contrary had allowed me to

choose whatever work I preferred. Indeed he proposed to me to draw up

certain lists, and make out certain accounts which happened to be

needed in the office, and for which the materials should be sent to my

cell. For exercise I might find pleasant and healthful work in the

large garden, which was about to be extended.

I replied--and in this I spoke the exact truth--that I was but a poor

hand at accounts, and that I understood nothing of gardening. I should

prefer, if I were allowed any choice in the matter, the very hardest

work that could be found. The Herr Superintendent had himself remarked

that work of this sort was the most suitable to a man of my

constitution. I had at first denied this; but had more maturely

considered the matter and found that the superintendent was right.

Indeed I must confess that I felt an irresistible desire to split wood,

to break stone, or to handle great weights.

In this, too, I spoke but the truth. My powerful frame was really

suffering from the compulsory inactivity. But there were other reasons

besides this which really prompted my request. Though I scarcely knew

it myself, most of my decisive steps were taken with reference to my

father. It was in a spirit of defiance to him that I had left his

house; it was in defiance to him that I had given myself up to justice;

and it was in defiance that I rejected his provision for my support and

demanded the hardest work. He should not have it in his power to say

that I ever, even in prison, was a burden to him; he should know that

his son was treated no better than a common criminal, which indeed he

was in his eyes.

And as little should the soft-speaking superintendent be able to say

that he had dealt out to the young man who came of such respectable

parents, mercy instead of justice.

And finally, heavy work which would have to be done in the open air

must offer better chances for the execution of the plan over which I

was brooding day and night, the plan either by cunning or force, or

both combined, to obtain my liberty.

Now it is true that the work in the garden which was proposed to me

perhaps offered still greater facilities for my purpose. The watch that

would be kept there would hardly be very strict, especially for me,

whom for some reason or other the superintendent seemed so particularly

disposed to favor; but here a feeling arose within me which would

probably appear singular to most men in my position, and yet of which I

have no cause to feel ashamed.

I was not willing to abuse any confidence that might be placed in me. I

had never done this in my life before; and I would not learn it now,

not even though a prisoner, not even to win the liberty for which I so

wildly longed. If they set me to work with the common criminals

condemned to hard labor, they would probably treat me and watch me as

one of them; and if they neglected this, so much the worse for them who

made the distinction at their own risk, and so much the better for me

who did not ask to be spared, and consequently was under no obligations

to spare any one.

These thoughts passed through my mind as I appeared before the

superintendent on the following day--this time in his office--and

presented my request to him.

He looked searchingly at me with his large gentle eyes, and answered:

"Whoever enters this place as a prisoner, is an unhappy man, who as

such alone is entitled to my compassion. If your fate touches me more

nearly than the rest, the reason is so clear as to need no explanation.

You have rejected the sympathy which I proffered you, but have not

offended me. From what I know of you, from your attitude during your

trial, this was what I had to expect. Whether you do well to reject the

provision which your father is willing to make for you, I greatly

doubt, as by so doing you but widen the breach between you; and in any

circumstances one owes a father so much, that one can, without shame,

accept even a humiliation at his hands. But this matter I must leave to

your own feelings. If you wish to be treated as a common pauper

criminal, who has to work for his maintenance, I had planned, as you

know, work for you better suited to your capacities and your education.

You say that what you desire is hard, laborious work. It may be so: you

are a man of very unusual bodily strength, and the confined air of a

prison is poison to both your mind and body. You have been deeply

embittered by the long term of your preliminary detention, which

appears to have been unprecedentedly rigorous. You will again, I am

convinced, become the generous, good-natured, noble fellow which you

are by nature, and which in my eyes you still are, when you have

expanded this deep chest with pure fresh air, and your torpid

circulation has been quickened by active work. You need, moreover, a

strong counterpoise to the passions that are raging within you. So, all

things considered, I am willing to grant your request. Süssmilch shall

show you your duties. But I tell you beforehand, it is convicts' work,

and you will find yourself in very bad company; so much the earlier

will you remember the difference between you and them."

He gave me a friendly look and wave of the hand, and dismissed me. A

feeling which I could not explain brought tears to my eyes as I turned

from him to the door, but I forced them back and said to myself: That

is all very fine; but I do not wish to be good, I wish to be free.

At the extreme corner of the prison wall, upon a slight elevation,

there was a new infirmary to be built. Design, plans, specifications,

had all been prepared by the superintendent himself, who was an

excellent architect, and the work was to be done by the convicts. They

were now digging the foundations. It was a heavy piece of work. An old

tower, forming part of the city wall, had once stood upon the spot the

ruins of which in the lapse of centuries had first crumbled to rubbish,

and then become consolidated into a compact mass which had to be broken

up with the pick until the old foundation-wall was reached, which was

to serve in part for the new building.

About twenty men were employed on this work. Sergeant Süssmilch had the

general supervision of it, and indeed, I being the only prisoner under

his immediate charge, had nothing else to do, the convicts from the

penitentiary being under the charge of two overseers. The most of these

convicts, of whom the majority were young men, and all strong and well

fitted for such work, looked as any men would look dressed in coarse

drilling, working under the eyes of a pair of stalwart overseers, and

forbidden to smoke, to whistle, to sing, or to speak in a low tone.

This latter prohibition first struck me upon hearing Süssmilch give to

one who had attempted to open a private conversation with his neighbor,

in a very emphatic tone the warning: "One has no secrets here; one can

talk loud or hold his tongue."

This warning was most frequently given to one particular convict, with

the additional remark that he had every reason to be careful.

This was a fellow of Herculean frame, the only one that had what might

be called a thorough gallows-face, and who owed his precious life only

to the circumstance that a murder of which he was most vehemently

suspected, could not quite be brought home to him in the eyes of the

judges. He was named Kaspar, and his fellow-convicts called him

Cat-Kaspar, because he was believed to possess the mysterious faculty

of seeing in the dark as well as in broad daylight, and,

notwithstanding the gigantic breadth of his shoulders, of creeping

through holes only large enough to allow the passage of a cat.

From the very first day I had made a conquest of this richly-gifted

man. While the others watched me with suspicious side-glances, never

spoke a word to me, and visibly avoided me, Cat-Kaspar sought every

opportunity to be near me; made furtive signals with his eyes, first

looking at me and then at the overseers, and gave me in every way to

understand that he wished to enter into more intimate relations, and

especially that he wished to speak with me.

I confess that I felt the strongest abhorrence for the man, whose

nature was plainly enough indicated by a low forehead almost covered by

his hair, a pair of evil, poisonous eyes, and a great brutal mouth; and

any one would have felt the impulse to shun him even without the

knowledge that his hands were stained with blood. But I mastered this

instinctive aversion, for I said to myself that this man would have

decision enough for any venture, and dexterity and strength enough to

carry out any plan. So I also sought an opportunity to get near him,

but did not succeed until we had been working together for a fortnight.

I had hardly effected this, when I made the discovery that Cat-Kaspar,

in addition to the accomplishments of which I had heard, possessed

another, which I afterwards found out to be easily acquired. This art

consisted in a most perfect imitation of a yawn, and while holding the

hand to the open mouth, forming by means of the tongue and teeth

certain sounds which, when closely listened to, could be detected to be

words. Thus for the first time I heard, to my no small astonishment,

from the midst of the most natural yawn in the world, the words: "The

great stone--help me."

What he meant I learned a few minutes later.

They had recently been hauling stone for the foundations, and a

particularly large one, through the clumsiness of the wagoners, had

rolled into the foundation at a place where it was not needed. It

seemed a matter of impossibility to get it out again without erecting

apparatus for the purpose. Sergeant Süssmilch swore at their cursed

stupidity, which would now cause an hour or more of unnecessary work.

Cat-Kaspar, after he had given me the mysterious hint, suddenly raised

his voice and said:

"What is the great difficulty, Herr Süssmilch? I will undertake it,

single-handed."

"Yes, if a big mouth could do it," growled Herr Süssmilch.

The rest laughed. Cat-Kaspar called them a pack of toadies, and said

that it was an easy thing to crack jokes and laugh at an honest fellow

who was not allowed to show what he could do.

Cat-Kaspar knew his man. The honest sergeant turned red in the face; he

pulled his long moustache, and said:

"In the first place, no arguments; in the second place, one may show

now what he can do."

In an instant Cat-Kaspar had seized an immense crowbar and sprung into

the foundation.

The stone lay upon the incline covered with planks by which the rubbish

and earth were hauled away, and a giant, by means of a lever, might

perhaps have rolled it up. Cat-Kaspar certainly exhibited very

surprising strength. Thrusting his bar under the stone, he raised it so

far that it required but little more to turn it over. The exertion of

strength was really so astonishing, that the men hurrahed, and the

attention of even Sergeant Süssmilch and the two overseers was riveted

on the performance. Suddenly Cat-Kaspar's strength seemed to fail him;

he looked as if in peril every instant to be crushed between the stone

and the bank of earth.

"Help me, some one!" he cried.

I did not imagine that all this was a mere stratagem of the cunning

rascal. Snatching a second crowbar, and without waiting for the

sergeant's permission, I leapt down, thrust the bar under the stone,

clapped my shoulder to it and heaved with all my strength, and the

stone rolled over.

"Hurrah!" shouted the men.

"Slowly, comrade," said Cat-Kaspar, as I was exerting myself further to

help him with the stone, "slowly, or we will get up too soon."

He had no need to yawn now; the excitement of both convicts and

overseers was such that the regulations were for the time forgotten;

and then we were at least fifteen feet below them, and only our backs

were visible. Cat-Kaspar took advantage of his opportunity. While we

were heaving at the stone, shoulder to shoulder, he kept bandying

coarse jokes with those above, and in the intervals addressed me in

rapid, broken sentences.

"Will you join us.--never have such another chance--two fellows at

least, such as you and I, must take it in hand--there are ten more of

them--but two must begin--no one has the courage but myself--and you

too, I hope--to-morrow is the last day--through the gate across the

bridge over the rampart to the outer harbor at the strand--only follow

me--I'll bring you through--if any one offers to stop us, kill him--the

scoundrel Süssmilch first of all. If you betray us----"

"Work, and stop gabbling!" called out the sergeant.

"I can do no more!" said Cat-Kaspar, throwing down his crowbar.

He had gained his object, and had no desire to expend his strength

further, at no advantage to himself.

"Come out!" ordered the sergeant, well pleased to have been right, and

indeed doubly right, since the two strongest men of the gang had

not been able to accomplish what Cat-Kaspar had undertaken to do

single-handed.

Order was restored, and the work proceeded as usual. I did the work of

two, to conceal the excitement into which the assassin's words had

thrown me. His plan at once seemed tolerably plain, and I comprehended

it thoroughly when I found an opportunity to take a look around from

the highest point of the site from which one could see over the wall.

Immediately adjoining the place where we were working was a gate in the

wall, which during the progress of the work was frequently used, and

the key to which the sergeant carried in his pocket. A short bridge,

which had in the centre a gateway defended by _chevaux-de-frise_,

led from the gate over a wide moat which in former times had been

the town-fosse, as our prison-wall had once been part of the

town-wall. Beyond the moat was a high bastion, with a walk shaded with

walnut-trees at its foot, and on it stood two cannon, but I had never

observed any sentry near them. To the right of the bastion was a much

lower rampart, over which from my position it was easy to see; and

beyond this I caught sight of the pennons of ships, which must be in

the outer harbor of which Cat-Kaspar had spoken. Between the pennons

glittered a bit of blue sea; indeed I could catch a glance of the

island beyond, whose low chalk-cliffs shone bright in the sunset.

I had seen enough, and hastened to descend in order to awake no

suspicion. The evening-bell rang, our work was over for the day; with

the sergeant at my side I retraced the now familiar way by the garden,

past the house to my cell.

This night no sleep visited my eyes. All night long I revolved in my

mind the possibilities of flight. That Cat-Kaspar's plan was feasible,

I was now convinced; and equally so that this cunning, bold fellow was

the very man to carry it out. The place could not have been better

chosen; a high bastion, an outer harbor with ships and boats, a

deserted strand beyond, and over there the island, which I could reach

in any event by swimming. Once there, I knew now how to get away, and

how easily it could be done. My clothes were still in the old woman's

keeping, and there also were my gun and my game-bag. Then farewell

preliminary detention and imprisonment; farewell judges and counsel,

superintendents and turnkeys! I should be a free man and could mock you

all--and you too, worthy citizens of my native town, who had dealt so

generously with me, and my father--well, my father might look to it how

he reconciled to his conscience his treatment of a son whom his

severity had driven from his house, whom he and he alone had made a

criminal.

I had not been a criminal yet, but I knew that I should soon be one;

indeed I felt myself one already. I even now felt the taint of my

associations with Cat-Kaspar. It was plain enough that without real and

deep crime--without _murder_--our plan could not be executed. The

sergeant kept the keys of the gates in his pocket, and he was not a man

to yield, especially in such a case. Then the other two overseers were

there, who were clearly no chicken-hearts. The three would resist as

long as life was in their bodies. They must be despatched at the very

first attack, in order that terror should be added to confusion, if our

flight was to succeed.

I sprang up from my bed with a wildly-beating heart. Cat-Kaspar counted

on my assistance first of all, and he was right; unless we two began

the attack simultaneously, there was no chance of success; one man

alone would have none to second him; so one of the guards, probably the

sergeant, must fall by my hand.

By my hand--how easy it was to think and to say this; but would not my

courage fail me at the moment? True, I had fired at the officer in the

moor, but then not only my own liberty, but that of my protector,

benefactor, and friend was at stake, and thankful had I been that my

bullet went astray. Now my associate was not the man I so loved and

admired, but Cat-Kaspar; the thing to be done now was not to fire a

pistol at a dark figure that suddenly springs up threatening in the

way, but to perpetrate a deliberate murder; it was to kill a

comparatively unarmed man with a spade, a pick, or a crowbar, or the

first tool that came to the murderer's hand. And I had done everything

in my power to hate the man, and could not do it. Through all his

roughness there shone so much genuine kindness, that it often seemed to

me that he had put on this prickly garb because he knew how soft he was

by nature. If my relations to him were none of the best, whose fault

was it but mine who had so rudely repulsed all his advances? He had not

retaliated; he had never wavered in his rough but sincere good-will; if

I overlooked his surly fashion of speech, he had treated me, not as a

keeper his prisoner, but as an old faithful servant, who can take many

liberties, might treat a young master who has behaved badly, and who

has been entrusted to him to bring back to reason. Often during the

work I found his clear blue eyes looking at me with a strange

expression as if he were saying constantly to himself: "Poor youth!

poor youth!" and as if he would like to throw down his measuring-rod,

seize my pick, and do the work in my place. Once or twice he had said,

as we were returning from work, "Well, hasn't one had enough of it

yet?" and again, "One shouldn't be too obstinate and grieve the captain

so." (The sergeant never called his former officer the "superintendent,"

except where it was absolutely necessary.) "How grieve the captain?" I

asked. "One will not understand it," the old man replied, and looked

quite sad and dejected.

I would not understand it--he was right in that.

But does any one understand less because he pretends unconsciousness?

Whatever the reason might be that drew the superintendent's sympathy to

me and my fate, I could not close my eyes to the fact that this

sympathy existed, and that it was expressed in the sincerest, in the

most winning manner, I still heard his words and the tone in which they

were spoken, a tone which so vividly brought back to my memory the

voice of the man who had been and still was my hero. The oftener I saw

the superintendent--and I saw him nearly every day--the more I was

struck by his resemblance to his unfortunate brother. It was the same

tall form, but toil and sickness, and probably grief and care, had

broken down the proud strength; it was the same noble face, but nobler

and gentler; the same great dark eyes, but their looks were more

earnest and sad. Even when his lips were silent, these eyes greeted me

with kindness; and in this frightful night, while I was struggling with

the tempter, I saw them still, and their soft sad looks seemed to ask:

"Have you a heart to plan such a deed?--a hand to execute it?"

But I will, I must be free! my spirit cried out. What care I for your

laws? If you have brought me to despair, you can only expect from me

the actions of a desperate man. From my school here--from one prison to

another! I shook off one tyranny because I found it intolerable; should

I patiently bear this which oppresses me so much more heavily? Shall I

not meet force with force? What would the Wild Zehren do were he alive

and knew that his dearest friend was here in a dungeon? He would strive

to set me free, though he had to burn down the prison or even the town,

as those faithful fellows did, who delivered his ancestor! What he

would do and dare, that would I. At the worst it could but cost my

life; and that life should be thrown away when it was no longer worth

having--the Wild Zehren had taught me that.

Thoughts like these agitated me as if a hell had been let loose in my

breast. Even now, after so many years, now when with a joyous and

innocent heart I feel grateful for every sun that rises bringing me

another day of earnest work and calm happiness--even now my heart

palpitates and my hand trembles as I write these lines, which bring so

vividly before me the terrors of that night, and of the time when I

sought for any means of escape from the labyrinth in which I wandered

in despair.

Let no one cast a stone at me that I strayed so far from the right

path. Well for thee, be thou who thou mayst, whose brow falls into

severe judicial folds upon reading this--well for thee if the happy

temper of thy blood has preserved thee from the blind fury of raging

passions, if a judicious education has early given thee a clear view of

life, and kindly smoothed thy path before thee. Then thank thy

beneficent stars that have granted thee all this, and perhaps kept thee

from going widely astray. For when is this not possible? It is a peril

to which all are exposed. Then devoutly pray that thou mayst not be led

into temptation, that no such night may come to thee as that through

which I suffered; a night in which it is not only dark without, but

within; a night which, when thirty years have passed, you will still

shudder to think of.

When the dawning light entered my cell, it found me with burning

temples, and shivering with chill. I probably looked pale and haggard,

for the sergeant's first word when he saw me was, "Sick: no work

to-day."

I was sick; I felt it but too plainly. I had never felt thus in my life

before. Was this the hand of fate, I thought, which forbade our

designs? If I did not go to work to day, the attempt would not be

made. Cat-Kaspar reckoned on my strength, courage, and decision. My

example--the example of one who was to a certain extent a volunteer,

and whom they all felt to be their superior--must exert an irresistible

influence upon them. Cat-Kaspar fully calculated upon this, and he

neither could nor would venture without me.

"No work to-day," said the sergeant. "Look as miserable as a cat.

Overdid it yesterday. Not got seven senses like a bear."

This last mysterious phrase--a favorite one with the sergeant--was

beyond my comprehension; but its meaning could only be a friendly one,

for his blue eyes rested upon me as he spoke with an expression of

sincere solicitude.

"Not at all," I said. "I think I shall feel better out of doors: the

prison air does not suit me."

"Doesn't suit anybody that I know of," growled the sergeant.

"And me first of all," I said; "so badly that I have a strong

inclination to go away pretty soon."

I looked the old man fixedly in the eye. I wanted him to read my

intention in my looks. But he only smiled and replied:

"Not many would stay if all went that wanted to--Would go away myself."

"Why do you not?"

"Been with the captain now five-and-twenty years. Stay with him till I

die."

"That may happen any day."

Again I looked at him steadily in the face. This time the expression of

my look struck him.

"Look like a bear with seven senses. Got a robber-murderous-gallows

look,"[5] said he.

"What I am not, I may be yet," I said; "what if I were to throttle you

this moment? I am thrice as strong as you."

"No stupid jokes," said the sergeant. "Not a bear; and an old soldier

is no toothpick."

In this way the worthy Herr Süssmilch disposed of the matter. As I

would neither remain in my cell nor see the prison-doctor, we started

for the work-place.

On the way I had to stop more than once, for everything grew dark

before my eyes, and I thought that I was about to die. The same

sensations returned several times during the day, which was unusually

hot. A fierce fever was raging in my veins, a terrible malady was

swiftly coming on me, or indeed had already come.

Dr. Snellius said to me afterwards, and indeed repeated the remark to

me but a few days ago, over our wine at table, that he cannot to this

day understand how a man in the condition in which I must have been,

could not only remain upon his feet all day long, but do hard work. He

said it was the strongest proof he had ever met, of how far an intense

will could prevail _contra naturam_, against the course of nature. "To

be sure," he added, clapping me on the shoulder, "only blacksmiths can

do it; tailors die in the attempt."

How dreadfully I suffered! When the dream-god has a mind to play me a

malicious trick, he places me in a deep excavation into which pour the

rays of a pitiless sun; he claps a pick into my hand, with which I

smite furious blows upon a soil hard as rock, but the soil is my own

head, and every blow pierces to my brain; and then he fills the

excavation with fiends in the shape of men, who are all working like

myself with picks or with spades, shovels and barrows, and these fiends

have all flat, brutal faces and evil eyes that they keep fixed upon me,

giving me signs of intelligence and readiness for the devilish work I

am to do. And among them rises from time to time a head that has eyes

more evil than all the rest, and the head opens its horrible mouth to

yawn, and from the distended jaws come the words: "Sunset soon--ready,

comrade--I take Rollmann, you sergeant--smash skulls!"

But the most dreadful part is to come.

It is half an hour before sunset. In half an hour the bell will ring to

stop work. This is the last day; the excavation is done and the

foundation-stones are brought. Tomorrow regular masons will take the

work in hand. Some of the convicts will help them, but others will be

employed elsewhere; it is the last evening on which the eleven of whom

I am to be the twelfth will be together. Now or never is to be the

time, and the signal has been already given.

Cat-Kaspar commences a dispute with his neighbor, in which the others

join, one by one. The quarrel gets hot; the men appear to grow furious;

while the overseers, with the sergeant at their head, endeavor to

separate them, and threaten them with solitary confinement on bread and

water for such unheard-of insubordination. The rioters pay no

attention; from words they come to blows, and pushing and striking,

they get into a confused mêlée, into which they endeavor to involve the

overseers.

This prelude has lasted but a few moments, and it can be continued no

longer, lest the unusual noise should bring other officers upon the

spot, and so the whole plan be defeated.

Whether I was drawn into the mêlée, or whether I sprang into it

voluntarily, I cannot say--I find myself in the midst. I do not know if

I am helping the overseers to drag the men apart, or if I am trying to

increase the confusion; but I shout, I rave, I seize two by their necks

and hurl them to the ground as if they were puppets; I behave like a

madman--I am really mad, though neither I nor the rest know it; even

Cat-Kaspar does not perceive it, but rushes up to my side and shouts:

"Now, comrade!"

At this instant I see a man of tall stature emerge from the garden-gate

and hasten towards us. It is the superintendent. A maiden of about

fifteen, of whose slender figure I have more than once caught a glimpse

through the garden-gate, holds him by the hand, and seems to endeavor

to detain him, or else to share the danger. Two boys appear at the

gate, and hurrah loudly; they have no idea of the terrible seriousness

of the affair.

The tall superintendent confronts us. He draws his left hand gently

from the hand of the maiden and presses it upon his weak chest, which

is laboring with the exertion of his rapid walk. The other hand he has

raised to command silence, as he is not yet able to speak. His usually

pale cheeks are suffused with a feverish glow; his large eyes flash, as

if they must speak, since his lips cannot.

And the raging, furious crew understand their language. They have all

learned to look up in reverence to the pale man who is always grave and

always kind, even when he must punish, and whom no one has yet known to

punish unjustly. They are prepared for everything except this, that at

the last moment this man should confront them. They feel that their

plan has failed: indeed they abandon it.

One does not. One is resolved to win the game or lose all. In truth, is

not the chance now better than ever? Let yonder man once lie prostrate,

who or what could restrain him and the rest?

Giving a yell more horrible than ever issued from the throat of the

fiercest beast of prey, he swings high his pick and rushes upon the

superintendent. The maiden throws herself before her father. But a

better defender is still swifter than she. With one bound he springs

between them and seizes the miscreant's arm. The pick, in descending,

grazes his head, but what is that to the torments that have been raging

in it for hours?

"Cursed hound!" roars Cat-Kaspar, "have you betrayed us?" and swings

his pick again, but has hardly raised it when he is lying upon the

ground, and on his breast is kneeling one to whom the delirium of fever

has now given the strength of a giant, and whom in this moment no

living man could resist.

In a moment it is all over. For an instant he sees the horribly

distorted face of Cat-Kaspar--he feels hands striving to wrench his

hands from the man's throat, and then a black night swallows up all.

CHAPTER IV.

A black night which is but a long, long continuation of the dreadful

dream, until at last it is broken by rare gleams of soft, dim light, at

which the forms of fear grow faint and give way to more friendly

shapes. These also melt into deep night, but it is not the old terrible

gloom, but rather a blissful sinking into happy annihilation; and

whenever I emerge from it the figures are clearer, so that I sometimes

now succeed in distinguishing them from each other, whereas at first

they melted indistinguishably into one another. Now I know that when

the long gray moustache nods up and down before my face, there is

always an honest, good-natured old mastiff there, who growls out of his

deep chest; only I never get sight of the mastiff, and sometimes think

that it is the long gray moustache itself that growls so. When the

moustache is dark, I hear a soft voice, the sound of which is

inexpressibly soothing to me, so that I cannot refrain from happy

smiles, while when I hear the mastiff I would laugh aloud, only I have

no body, but am a soap-bubble which floats out of the garret-window in

my father's house, into the sunny air, until two spectacle-glasses

which have no moustache, are reflected in it. These spectacle-glasses

perplex me; for although they never have a moustache, they are

sometimes blue, and then they are a woman; but when they are white they

are a man and have a creaking voice, while the blue glasses have the

softest voice--softer even than that of the dark moustache.

I cannot make out how all this is, and puzzle myself over it until I

fall asleep, and when I awake some one is leaning over me who has a

dark moustache and brown eyes, and exactly resembles some one that I

know, although I cannot recall where and when I have seen him. But I

feel both glad and sad at the sight of this unknown acquaintance, for

it seems to me that I owe him boundless gratitude for something--I know

not what. And this feeling of gratitude is so strong that I draw his

hand, which he has laid upon mine, very slowly and softly, for I have

little or no strength, to my lips, and close my eyes, from which happy

tears are streaming. I have something to say, but cannot recall it, and

fall to thinking it over, and when I again open my eyes the form is

gone, and the room vacant and filled with a dim light, and I look

around in surprise.

It is a moderately-large, two-windowed room; the white window-curtains

are pulled down, and on them I can see the shadows of vine-branches

waving to and fro. I watch the motion with delight; it is an image of

my thoughts that float and waver thus without being able to fix

themselves on any point. I look again into the room, and my eyes find

an object on which they rest. It is a picture which hangs directly

opposite to me on a plain light-gray wall; it represents a young and

beautiful woman with a child in her arms. The eyes of the young mother,

who is calm and almost sad, as though she were pondering over some

wondrous mystery, are mild and gentle; while those of the boy, under

his full brow, have a dignity beyond his years, and look out into the

far distance with an air of majesty as if their glances comprehended

the world.

I can scarcely turn my eyes from the picture. My admiration is pure and

artless; I have no knowledge of the original; I do not know that it is

an exquisite copy in crayons of the most celebrated painting of the

Master of masters; I only know that never in my life have I seen

anything so beautiful.

Under this picture hangs a little _étagère_ with two rows of

neatly-bound books. Under the _étagère_ stands a bureau of antique form

with brass handles, and on it lie drawing-materials, and, between two

terra-cotta vases, a little work-basket with ends of red worsted

hanging over its edge.

Between the windows and the bureau, evidently set on one side, is an

easel, upon which is a drawing-board with the face inwards; and on the

other side of the door a cottage piano, the upper part of which has a

peculiar, lyre-shaped figure.

I do not know what it is that suddenly brings to my mind Constance von

Zehren. Perhaps it is that the lyre-shaped instrument reminds me of a

guitar; and indeed this must be the reason, for in nothing else does

the room bear any resemblance to Constance's. As there all was neglect

and confusion, here all is orderly and cheerful; no torn threadbare

carpet covers the white floor upon which the windows throw squares of

sunlight, and the shadows of the vine-branches play, but fainter than

upon the curtains. No, I am not at Castle Zehren. In all that castle

there was no apartment like this, so bright, so cheerful, so clean; and

now I remember Castle Zehren is burnt down--to the very ground, some

one told me--so I cannot be at Castle Zehren; but where am I, then?

I turn my eyes to the beautiful young mother of the picture, as if she

could answer me; but looking at her, I forget what it was that I had

intended to ask. I have only the feeling that one can sleep peacefully

when such eyes are watching him; and I wonder that the fair boy does

not rest his head upon the shoulder or the bosom of his mother, close

his great thoughtful eyes, and sleep sweetly--oh! so sweetly!

The long sweet sleep wonderfully strengthens me. When I awake, I at

once raise my head, rest myself upon my elbow, and stare with surprise

at the brown furrowed face, the blue eyes, the great hooked nose, and

the long gray moustache of Sergeant Süssmilch, who sits at my bed-side.

The old man, on his part, looks at me with no less surprise. Then a

pleasant smile shoots from the moustache through a pair of the deepest

furrows up to the blue eyes, where it stays and blinks and twinkles

joyously. He brings three fingers of his right hand to his forehead,

and says, "_Serviteur!_"

This comes so drolly from him that I have to laugh, for I can laugh

now, and the old fellow laughs too, and says, "Had a good nap?"

"Splendid," I answer. "Have I been sleeping long?"

"Pretty well. To-morrow it will be eight weeks," he replies cheerily.

"Eight weeks," I repeated, mechanically; "that is a long time;" and

thinking of this, I pass my hand over my head. My head was naturally

covered with very thick, curly, soft auburn hair, inclining to red; but

I now feel nothing but short bristles, as of a brush, a brush too in

which time has made considerable ravages.

"This is very strange," I said.

"Soon grow," said the sergeant, encouragingly. "Shaved me bald as a

turnip after this"--he pointed to a deep scar on his right temple,

running up into his thick gray hair, and which I now noticed for the

first time--"and yet I had a crop afterwards like a bear----"

"With seven senses," I added, and had to laugh at my own wit. It seems

that I have a child's head on my broad shoulders.

The old man laughed heartily, then suddenly grew serious and said:

"Now keep still, and go to sleep again like a----"

He did not finish his favorite simile, apparently in fear lest he

should set me to laughing again; but I laughed in spite of his

precautions, and while doing so pulled up the sleeve of my shirt, which

struck me as singularly loose. But it was not that the sleeve was

wider, but my arm thinner; so thin that I could scarcely believe it to

be mine.

"Soon get strong again," said the sergeant.

"I have been very sick, then?"

"Well," said he, "it was very near tattoo; but I always said: weeds

won't die," and he rubbed his hands with satisfaction. "Talk enough

now," he added, in a tone of authority. "Strict orders, when awake, to

allow no discussion, and report fact; which shall be done forthwith."

The sergeant is about rising, but I take one of his brown hands and beg

him to stay. I feel myself quite strong, I say; speaking does not

fatigue me at all, and of course hearing does not; and I should like to

hear how I came into this condition, who the persons are that have been

about me, and whose faces I have seen floating through the mist of my

dreams; and if there has not been a great good-natured mastiff that

guarded me, and had a way of growling deeply.

The old man looks at me attentively, as if he thought all was not yet

quite right under my bristly, half-bald skull, and that it was high

time he made his report. He placed my hand upon the coverlid, and said,

"So! so!" smoothes the pillow, and again says, "So! so!" so to please

him I shut my eyes and hear how he rises softly and goes away on

tiptoe; but the door has hardly closed behind him when I open my eyes

again, and apply myself resolutely to the task of solving the questions

which I had addressed to the old man.

As when we look down from a high mountain upon a sea of mist, we note

bright points emerging, one by one--a sunlit corn-field, a cottage, a

bit of road, a little lake with grassy shores, until at last the whole

landscape lies plain before us, except a few spots over which gray

wreaths of vapor still float, which more slowly than the rest roll up

the ravines--just so before my mental vision dissolved the night of

oblivion which during my illness had covered the recent events of my

life. Now I again remembered that I was in prison and how I came there;

that the old man with the gray moustache was not my friend and nurse,

but my keeper; that I had had thoughts of killing him, if necessary, to

gain my liberty; and so everything that had happened, up to that last

frightful day; but that was confused and obscure--as confused and

obscure as it has ever since remained in my memory to this hour. Dark

and painful; but strange to say, this painful feeling was turned

exclusively against myself. The hate, the bitterness, the rancor, the

desperation, the frenzy--all the demons which had dwelt in my soul,

were gone, as though an angel with flaming sword--perhaps the Angel of

Death, who had hovered over me--had driven them away. Even the remains

of pain melted away in thankfulness that the most fearful of all had

been spared me--that I could look upon my white, wasted hands without a

shudder.

As I lay here, pondering these things, and my eyes rested upon that

fair young mother, who bore her boy so securely upon her strong,

faithful arm, my hands involuntarily folded, and I thought of my own

mother so early lost--far too early for me--and how all would have

happened differently if she had ever encircled me with her protecting

arms; if in my young sorrows and doubts I could have sought refuge,

counsel, and consolation upon her faithful breast. And I thought too of

my father, who was so lonely now, whose hopes I had so cruelly

blighted, whose pride I had so deeply wounded; and I thought of him for

the first time without animosity, with only a feeling of deepest pity

for the poor old forsaken man.

"But he will live," I said to myself, "and I am not dead; and all shall

be well again. No, not all. The lost past cannot be recalled; but the

future still is mine, even in a prison."

In a prison. But was this a prison in which I was?--this pleasant room

with windows barred only by nodding vine-branches; a room in which

everything spoke of the peacefully cheerful life of its fair

inhabitant.

How I came to this idea I do not know, but I could not rid myself of

it; and there were the ends of red worsted hanging from the little

work-basket. What had a workbasket to do in the room of a man?

I thought and thought, but could arrive at no conclusion; the streak of

mist would not move. Indeed it rather widened and spread to a thin

veil, which threatened gradually to envelope the whole prospect. I did

not care; I had seen it once and knew that I should see it again; knew

that I should hear the voices again which now fell faintly on my ear as

if from a vast distance, among which I could distinguish the muttered

growl of my faithful mastiff, and the soft voice that accompanied the

eyes whose gentle light had shone through my darkness.

When I again awaked, it was really night, or at least so late that the

little astral lamp by my bedside was already lighted, and by its feeble

glimmer I saw some one sitting by my bed whom I did not recognize, as

his head was hidden in his hand. But when I moved, and he raised his

head and asked, "How are you now?" I knew him at once. The low gentle

voice I would have recognized among a thousand. And now, strangely

enough, without having to give a moment's thought to the matter, but

just as if some one had told me everything in my sleep, I knew that the

house in which I had been for the last eight weeks, and in which I had

all this time been tended as carefully as if I had been one of the

family, was the house of the superintendent, of the man who certainly

not to-day for the first time was watching by my bed, and who spoke to

me in a tone of affection, as might a kind father to his son.

Leaning over me, he had taken my hand while he went on speaking; but I

could only half hear his words for another voice that cried out within

me, loud and ever louder, in the words of Scripture: "I am not worthy!"

I could not silence this voice. "I am not worthy!" it continually

cried, until at last I exclaimed aloud: "I am not worthy!"

"You are, my friend," said the soft voice; "I know that you are, even

though you know it not yourself."

"No, no, I am not," I said, in great agitation. "You do not know whom

you are caring for; you do not know whose hand you are holding in

yours."

And now, following that irresistible impulse which urges every nature

that is upright at heart to refuse at all hazards gratitude which it is

conscious of not deserving, I confessed my grievous fault; how I had

been resolved to run every risk to gain my liberty; that I had not, it

is true, invited the overtures of the ruffian, but nevertheless had

permitted them; how I had known of the plot and of the hour when it was

to be carried out, and that I did not know why in the last moment the

courage to do my part in it had failed me so that I turned my hand

against the man whom I had voluntarily admitted as my comrade, and

whose accomplice I must necessarily consider myself.

The superintendent allowed me to speak to an end, only retaining with a

gentle pressure my hand, whenever I attempted to withdraw it. When I

ceased speaking, he said--and even now, after so many years, on awaking

in the night, I fancy I hear his voice:

"My dear young friend, it is not what our fancies, intentions, desires,

represent to us as possible or even necessary, not what we believe we

can do or ought to do, not what we have resolved to do, but it is what

at any given moment we really do, that makes us what we are. The coward

believes himself a hero until the moment of trial convicts him of

cowardice; the brave man fancies that he will prudently avoid all

perils, and plunges headlong into danger as soon as a cry for help

reaches his ear. You believed yourself capable of lifting your hand

against a defenceless man, and when you saw him attacked by a murderer,

you sprang to his assistance. And do not say that you did not know what

you were doing; or if you really did not know, you were following the

irresistible promptings of your nature, and were just at that moment

your real self. I and mine will evermore see in you the man who saved

my life at the peril of his own."

"You would make me out better than I really am," I murmured.

"Even were that so," he answered, "few have my opportunity for knowing

that the surest, often the only way to make a man better, is to take

him for better than he is. Would to heaven that this secret of my craft

were always as easy of employment as with you. And if I can help, as I

joyfully trust I can, in refining the noble metal of your nature from

the dross with which it may yet be mingled; if I can help to enlighten

you in regard to yourself, to light up the path of your life which lies

but dark before you, and from which you believe you have--and perhaps

really have--wandered; in a word, to make you what you can be, and

therefore ought to be--that would be but dealing you out justice in

return for the sharp injustice which has brought you here; and I might

thus repay the debt of gratitude which I owed you before you set foot

in this house, let alone before you preserved for my children their

father's life."

The soft light of the lamp fell upon his beautiful pale face, which

seemed to beam upon me with mild radiance like a star out of the

surrounding gloom; and his gentle voice came to my ear like the voice

of some good spirit that in the stillness of the night speaks to some

needy and stricken soul. I lay there without moving, without turning my

eyes from him, and softly begged him to speak on.

"It is perhaps selfish in me to do so," he said, "if I now seize the

moment when your soul awakes to fresh life, and is disposed to look

with trusting child-like eyes upon the world it has regained, to teach

you to know me, and, if possible, to love me, as I know and love you--I

repeat it, not now for the first time. I knew you before you came here.

You look at me with surprise, and yet nothing could be more simple. I

always deeply loved my eldest brother, although in reality we only

passed our childhood and boyhood together, and were then separated,

never again to associate, nor indeed even to see each other, for the

last fourteen years. For, whatever the world and his passions may have

made of him, his was originally the fairest, noblest, bravest soul that

ever was bestowed upon man. You can imagine what a blow to me was the

news of his death; with what painful care I strove to learn everything

connected with his death and its cause; how eagerly I seized an

opportunity that offered to read the reports of the trial in which the

name and actions of my unfortunate brother figured so conspicuously,

and in which you were yourself so unhappily involved. From these

reports I first learned to know you, I have long been accustomed to

inspect reports of this kind, and know how to read between the

lines of the text. Never was this skill more necessary to me than in

this case; for never has the juristic understanding--or rather

imbecility--divested of all psychological insight, committed grosser

wrong than in your case; never did the hand of a dauber produce from an

easily-outlined, sun-clear, youthful face, a more hideous caricature in

black upon black. In almost every feature with which the accusation

furnished it, I thought I could perceive and prove exactly the

contrary. And had it not been my dearly-loved brother whose fault you

were to expiate--if the whole trial had been foreign to me, instead of

touching me nearly, and in a thousand painful ways, I would have made

your cause my own, and tried to save you, if in my power. But I could

do nothing for you; I could only exert all my influence to have you

brought here instead of to N., where it was originally intended to send

you.

"You came, I saw you as I had pictured you to myself; I found you just

as I had thought. There may have been some apparent difference, but

that was not the youth who, to rescue my brother, had rushed upon ruin;

who had given himself up to justice that men might not say his father

was his accomplice; who during the trial had knowingly damaged his own

cause by obstinately refusing all information implicating others; whose

manly candor in all other points would have touched any heart but the

shriveled heart of a man of acts and processes. This was a man who had

been wronged under the forms of law, whose clear soul had been darkened

by the gloom of a dungeon.

"It was worthy of you that you attempted no concealment of your feeling

of hatred, that you proudly rejected what was offered you here, which

others would have greedily seized. Let me be brief The malady that had

been so long incubating, which nothing but your unusually strong

constitution was able to withstand so long, at last declared itself. In

the frenzy of your disturbed mind you wished to show: 'This is what you

have made out of me!' and the result showed that you had remained what

you always were. You were carried away for dead from the place; a

physician hastily called in gave some hope, but said that only the most

unremitting care could save you. Where could you receive that care but

here? Who could more faithfully watch over your life than he who owed

you his own? What, in such a case, were to me the rules of the house,

or the talk of men? We carried you into the first room, which happened

to be the best for our purpose. We--that is, my wife, my daughter, who

is older than her years, the faithful old Süssmilch, the physician,

whom you will learn to love as he deserves, and myself--we have fought

faithfully and bravely with the death that threatened you; and the

women wept, and the men shook each other by the hand when your strong

nature triumphed over its enemy, and the physician said to us--a week

ago--'He is saved.' And now enough; perhaps too much for to-day. If

from our conversation you have received the impression, and will bear

it with you into your sleep, that you are among friends that love you,

that is all I wish. I hear Süssmilch coming; I wanted to relieve him

to-night, but he says he cannot leave his prisoner. And now good night

and good rest."

He passed his hand softly over my brow and eyes, and left the room. My

soul was filled with his words. No man had ever spoken to me like this.

Was it really myself? Had my gloomy soul departed during my long

sickness, and given place to a purer, brighter spirit? Be it as it

might, it was sweet--almost too sweet to last. But I would keep it as

long as I could, as one holds fast the refrain of some lovely melody. I

did not move, I did not open my eyes, when I heard by a slight rustling

in the room that my faithful guardian was making his preparations for

the night.

How could I do otherwise than rest sweetly, so richly blessed; than

rest calmly, so faithfully guarded?

CHAPTER V.

In the shady garden, especially reserved for the use of the

superintendent and his family, there was at the farthest corner a

little garden-house, which stood upon the old city-wall, and in the

family rejoiced in the pompous name of _Belvedere_, because from it a

charming view might have been had, over the ramparts, of a large part

of the strait and a still larger part of the island, if one could only

have opened the windows. But the window-frames were very old, and

rotten and warped with age; the sashes were narrow, and the regular

pattern they once presented could scarcely now be discerned in the

small, lead-set panes of stained glass which had once belonged to an

adjacent chapel, now in ruins. The house was to a certain extent a

ruin, as the wood of which it was built had not entirely resisted for

so many years the influences of the sun, the rain, and the sea-breeze;

and it was in consequence but seldom used, far more rarely than the

space immediately in front of it, which was, in reality, the summer

residence of the family, where they passed the best part of the time in

fine weather.

This spot fully deserved their preference. On a level with the

garden-house and the crest of the wall, and thus considerably higher

than the rest of the garden, it was reached by a refreshing breeze from

the near sea, while but rarely did a ray of the noon sun pierce the

thick foliage of the old plane-trees that surrounded it. The spaces

between the trunks of these trees were filled up with the green wall of

a living hedge, which added to the cosy, secluded character of the

spot, and threw into bold relief the figures of six _hermæ_ of

sandstone. Two round pine tables, painted green, stood on either side,

with the needful chairs, and invited to work or to reverie.

Of the two persons who were sitting here one fine afternoon in August,

about a fortnight after I had been able to leave my room, the one was

occupied--if day-dreaming may be called an occupation with the other;

while the other was really diligently at work. The dreamer was myself;

and a light covering, which, despite the warmth of the day, was thrown

across my lap, seemed meant to indicate that I was still a

convalescent, to whom dreaming is allowed and work forbidden; while the

other was a young maiden of about fourteen years, and her work

consisted in drawing a life-size head _à deux crayons_ upon a

sketching-board. During her work she frequently raised her eyes from

her sketching-board to me, and if I must name the subject of my dreams,

I must confess that it was these eyes of hers.

And indeed one did not need to be twenty years old, and a convalescent,

and in addition precisely the one upon whom these eyes were so often

fixed with that peculiar look at once decisive and doubtful, piercing

and superficial, which the painter casts upon his model--I say one did

not need to be either of these, let alone all three at once, to be

fettered by these eyes. They were large and blue, with that depth in

them which has a surface on which play every emotion of feeling, every

glancing light and passing shadow, and which yet remains in itself

something unfathomable. Once already, and that not so long before, I

had looked into eyes that were unfathomable, at least for me, but how

different were these! I felt the difference, and yet was not able

precisely to define it. I only knew that these eyes did not confuse and

disquiet me, did not kindle me into a flame to-day to chill me as with

ice to-morrow; but that I could gaze into them again and again as one

gazes into the clear sky, full of blissful calm, and no wish, no desire

awakens within us, unless it be the longing to have wings.

What possibly may have caused these large deep eyes of the maiden to

appear larger and deeper, was the circumstance that they were by far

the chief beauty of her face. Some said the only beauty; but I could

not at that time agree with this opinion. Her features were indeed not

perfectly regular, and certainly not at all what is called striking,

but there was nothing ignoble about them; on the contrary, all was

refined and full of character, at once bright and thoughtful, designed

in soft yet well-marked lines. Especially did this apply to the mouth,

which seemed to speak even when the lips were shut. And this bright,

intelligent, rather pale face was inclosed by two thick plaits of the

richest blond hair, which, as was then the fashion, commenced at the

temples and were carried under the ears to the back of the head--almost

too heavy a frame, one would have said, for the delicate head, which

was usually inclined a little forward or to one side. This attitude,

combined with her usual seriousness of expression, gave the maiden an

appearance of being several years older than she really was. But work

and care soon brush away the first lustre of youth; and she, though

hardly more than a child, knew what work was but too well, and over her

young life care had already cast its gloomy shadow.

CHAPTER VI.

At this moment, however, a smile played over her serious face. She

looked over her sketching-board at me and said: "You can get up, if you

wish."

"Have you finished?" I asked, availing myself of the permission, and

going behind her chair. "Why, you are still at work on the eyes. How

can you have so much patience?"

"And you so much impatience?" she asked in return, quietly going on

with her drawing. "You are just like our little Oscar. When he has

planted a bean, five minutes afterwards he digs it up again to see if

it has grown at all."

"But he is only seven years old."

"Old enough to know that beans do not grow so fast as that."

"You always find fault with Oscar, and after all he is your pet."

"Who says so?"

"Benno told me so yesterday, in strictest confidence. I was not to tell

you."

"Then you ought not to have told me."

"But he is right."

"No, he is not right. Oscar is the smallest, and therefore I must look

after him the most. Benno and Kurt can get along without me."

"Except their exercises, which you correct for them."

"Now take your seat again."

"I may speak, may I not?"

"Certainly."

I had taken my seat, but several minutes passed while I sat silently

watching her work. A ray of the evening sun, which pierced the thick

foliage of the great plane, fell upon her head and surrounded it with

an aureole.

"Fräulein Paula," I said.

"Paula," she answered, without looking up.

"Paula, then."

"Well?"

"I wish I had a sister like you."

"You have a sister."

"But she is so much older than I, and never cared much for me; and now

she of course will have nothing more to do with me."

"Where did you say that she lives?"

"On the Polish frontier. She has been married, these ten years, to an

officer in the customs. She has a number of children."

"Then she has enough to do with them; you must not be angry with her."

"I am not angry with her; I hardly know her; I believe I should pass

her by if I met her on the street."

"That is not well; brothers and sisters should hold together. If I

thought that ten or twenty years hence I should meet Benno or Kurt or

my little Oscar on the street and they would not know me, I should be

very unhappy."

"They would know you, even if fifty years had passed."

"I should be an old woman then; but I shall never be so old."

"Why not?"

"By that time the boys will have long been men, and will have wives and

children, and my father and my mother will long have been buried, and

what should I then do in the world?"

"But you will marry too."

"Never," she replied.

Her voice was so serious, and her great blue eyes that looked over the

board at my forehead, which she was then drawing, had so grave an

expression, that I could not laugh, as I at first felt disposed to do.

"Why?" I inquired.

"When the boys can do without me, I will be too old."

"But you cannot always go on correcting their exercises."

"I do not know; it seems to me as if I should always do it."

"Even when they are learning Latin and Greek?"

"I learn Latin with them now; why should I not learn Greek too?"

"Greek is so desperately hard; I tell you, Paula, the irregular

verbs--no human creature can learn them unless it be gymnasium

professors, and I never can believe that they are exactly men."

"That is one of your jokes, which you must not let Benno hear: he wants

to be a teacher."

"I think I will get that notion out of his head."

"Do not do so. Why should he not be a teacher if he has a liking for

it, and talent enough? I do not know anything more delightful than to

teach any one something which I believe to be good and useful to him.

And then it is a good position for one in Benno's circumstances. I have

heard it said that when one makes no great pretensions, he can soon

secure a modest sufficiency. My father, it is true, has other views: he

would like Benno to be a physician or naturalist. But these are

expensive professions to learn; and although my father always takes a

hopeful view--but I am not sure that he always does."

Paula bent her head over her sketching-board, and went on with her

drawing more assiduously than ever; but I saw that once or twice she

raised her handkerchief to her eyes. It gave me pain to see it. I knew

what anxiety, and that too well-founded, Paula felt for her father's

health, whom she loved devotedly.

"Fräulein Paula," I said.

She did not correct me this time--perhaps did not hear me.

"Fräulein Paula," I said again, "you must not cherish such gloomy

thoughts. Your father is not so ill: and then you would not believe

what a race the Zehrens are. Herr von Zehren used to call the

steuerrath a weakling, and yet he might take an undisputed place among

those who account themselves robust men; but Herr von Zehren himself

was a man of steel, and yet he once told me that his youngest brother

was a match for two like him. And you see a strong constitution is

everything, Doctor Snellius says, and so I say too."

"To be sure, if _you_ say so----"

Paula looked up, and a melancholy smile played about her beautiful

lips.

"You mean that a miserable scarecrow, such as I sit here, has no

business to be talking about strength?"

"O no; I know how strong you were before you were ill; and how soon you

would be strong again, if you would take proper care of yourself, which

you do not always do. For example, you ought never to be sitting here

without some wrappings, and you have let the coverlid fall off your

lap; but----"

"But----?" said I, obediently drawing up the coverlid over my knees.

"I mean that it is not quite right to say that a strong constitution is

everything. Kurt there is certainly the strongest of the boys, and yet

Oscar can read, write, and cipher as well as he, though Kurt is nine

years old, and Oscar only seven."

"But you see Oscar is your favorite."

"That is not kind of you," Paula said.

She said it gently and pleasantly, without a trace of offence, and yet

I felt the blood rush to my cheeks. I felt as though I had struck a

defenceless child.

"No, it was not at all kind," I said, with warmth; "it was a very

unfeeling speech; I do not know how I could say it. But clever boys

have always been held up to me as models, and the comparison always

carried with it so many disagreeable allusions to myself, that the

blood always rises to my head when I hear them talked about. It always

makes me think how stupid I am."

"You ought not to call yourself stupid."

"Well then, that I know so little; that I have learned so very little."

"But that is nobody's fault but yours--that is, supposing it to be

really the case."

"It is the case," I answered. "It is frightful how little I know. To

say nothing at all about Greek, which I maintain to be too hard, and

only invented by teachers on purpose to torment us, my Latin does not

amount to much, and that is certainly my fault, for I have seen how

Arthur, who I don't believe is a bit cleverer than I am, could get

along with it very well when he tried. Your English books, in which you

read so much, might all be Greek for me; and as for French--perhaps I

can still conjugate _avoir_ and _être_, but I doubt it. And yesterday,

when Benno could not get his exercises right, and asked me, and I told

him he must get them right himself--I don't mind telling you that I had

not the slightest notion how to begin them--and when he afterwards got

them right by himself, I felt shamed by a boy eleven years old; just as

I have felt ashamed before Dr. Busch, our professor of mathematics,

whenever, as he always did, he wrote under my work, 'Thoroughly bad,'

or 'Quite remarkably bad,' or 'Very well copied,' or some such

maliciousness."

While I thus remorsefully confessed my shortcomings, Paula looked

steadily at me with her great eyes, from time to time shaking her head,

as if she could not believe her ears.

"If this is really so----"

"Why do you always say 'if,' Paula? Little as I have learned, I have at

least learned to tell the truth, and I would never attempt a falsehood

with you."

The maiden blushed to her blond tresses.

"Forgive me," she said; "I did not mean to wound you; although I can

scarcely believe that you--that you spent so ill your time at school. I

only meant to say that you must make it good again; you must make up

for that lost time."

"Easily said, Paula! How am I to begin? Benno knows more French,

geography, and mathematics than I, and he is only eleven years old, and

next month I am twenty."

Paula pushed the drawing-board away from her upon the table, and leaned

her head upon her hand, apparently in order better to ponder over so

desperate a case. Suddenly she raised her head and said:

"You must speak to my father."

"What shall I tell him?"

"All that you have told me."

"He will not be able to help me either."

"He will, be sure. You do not know how much my father knows. He knows

everything--understands everything."

"That I well believe, Paula; but how can that help me? He can give me

no part of his knowledge, even if he were so kind as to wish it."

"True, he cannot do that; you must work yourself; but how to work the

best, and how to succeed the soonest, he knows, and will tell you if

you ask him. Will you?"

"Yes, I will; but----"

"No--no 'buts.' I am not to say 'if,' so you must not say 'but.' Will

you?"

"Yes."

As to utter this "yes" required some determination on my part, I spoke

it in a firm loud voice. Paula folded her hands and bent her head, as

if she were inwardly praying that my resolution might be blessed.

Everything was calm around; only a bird twittered, and the red

sunset-rays glanced through the twigs. It may have been a remnant of

weakness which still clung to me, but a strange and solemn feeling

possessed me. It was as though I were in a temple, and had just

pronounced a solemn vow by which I broke away from my entire past, and

devoted myself to a new life and to new obligations. And while thus

thinking I gazed with fixed eyes at the dear maiden, who sat still, her

hands folded, her thoughtful head bent--gazed until the tears came into

my eyes, and trees, sunlight, and maiden were lost behind a misty veil.

At this moment clear voices came ringing from the garden; it was

Paula's brothers, who had finished their task in the house, and now

were joyously hurrying to their favorite spot where they were certain

of finding their sister. Paula gathered up her drawing materials, and

was spreading a sheet of tissue-paper over her drawing, when the boys

came bounding up the hill at full speed to us.

"I am first!" cried little Oscar, springing into his sister's arms.

"Because we let you," said Kurt, jumping upon my knee.

"Let's see, Paula," said Benno, laying his hand upon his sister's arm.

Paula threw back the tissue-paper. Benno looked attentively at the

drawing, and then carefully compared it with the original. Kurt jumped

down from my knee to examine his sister's work too. Even Oscar stuck

his curly head from under her arm to see what was going on. It was a

charming group, the three boys clustered around the sister, now turning

their bright eyes upon me, and then fixing them on the picture.

"That is Uncle Doctor!" said Oscar.

Paula smiled and gently stroked the pretty boy's blond curls.

"You are silly," said Kurt; "he wears spectacles."

"It is well done, Paula," said Benno, with the air of a connoisseur.

"Do you think so?" she asked.

"Yes; only he is not so good-looking."

"Now you have all seen it," said Paula, in a tone of decision. "Benno,

carry it into the Belvedere."

"I will carry it!" said Kurt.

"No, I!" cried Oscar.

"Have you not heard that I am to carry it?" said Benno. "You are too

little."

"O yes, you are the big one!" said Kurt, scornfully.

"Hush, hush!" said Paula. "No disputes about it. He who is older is

bigger, and cannot help it; and he who is younger is smaller, and

cannot help it either."

"No, Paula," said Kurt, "that is not so, George is younger than father,

and bigger too."

"Here comes father," said Paula, "and mother with him; and now be

quiet."

The superintendent came up the path; his wife held his arm, and he was

leading her slowly. Her eyes were covered with a broad green shade.

Behind them, now on the left and now on the right side of the path,

turning his uncovered head first in one way and then in another, with a

hat and stick that he kept changing from hand to hand, came a short

compact figure with a disproportionately large head, whose perfectly

bald surface shone in the light of the evening sun.

This was Dr. Willibrod Snellius, resident physician and friend of the

family.

I had arisen, and advanced a few paces to meet them.

"How are you now?" asked the superintendent, giving me his hand; "has

your first long stay in the open air done you good?"

"We will ask about that early to-morrow morning--hm, hm, hm!" said the

doctor.

Doctor Snellius had a habit of accompanying his remarks with a peculiar

nasal sound which was half a grunt and half a snort, and always just an

octave below his ordinary voice, which was very thin and of an

unusually high pitch. This shrill voice was the trial of his life to

the doctor, who was a man of great taste; and by the deep, growling

sound he emitted from time to time, he strove, according to his own

explanation, to convince himself that he was really a man and not a

cock, as his voice would indicate.

"But you ordered it yourself, doctor," said the superintendent.

"Can I know from that that it will do him good?--hm, hm, hm!" said Dr.

Snellius. "It was a medicine like another. If I always knew what effect

my prescriptions would have, I would die Baron Willibrod Snellius of

Snelliusburg--hm, hm, hm!"

"Any one to hear you would think that all your science was mere

illusion," said Frau von Zehren, taking her seat upon a chair which

Paula had placed for her.

"You have certainly but slight reason to consider us wizards, _gnädige

Frau_!"

"Just because I do not so consider you, I do not expect from you what

is probably impossible."

Frau von Zehren removed the disfiguring shade and raised her eyes with

a look of thankfulness to the foliage of the trees which kindly

softened the daylight for them. How lovely must those eyes have been

while they were yet radiant with youth and happiness! How fair this

face before sickness had wasted its beauteous features, and far too

soon--for Frau von Zehren was hardly forty years of age--whitened the

luxuriant hair! Pale and wasted as she was, she was still beautiful--at

least to me, who, short a time as I had been near her, had already

learned her angelic goodness, and how with the inexpressible devotion

with which she clung to her husband and her children, her heart was

full of sympathy for all who suffered or sorrowed.

"We shall soon have a visit from your friend Arthur," said the

superintendent to me, drawing me a little to one side; "but I think you

said he had not dealt with you in the most friendly manner."

"He has not," I answered. "I should speak falsely to say otherwise. But

what brings him here?"

"He passed his examination at Easter, and is ordered to the battalion

stationed here, with the rank of ensign. We shall probably see his

parents also; and it may be the commerzienrath, if he condescends to

manage his affairs in person. The matter in question is the inheritance

of my brother, or so much of it as has thus far escaped the hands of

justice and of his creditors, among whom, as you know, the

commerzienrath holds the first place. The affair is rendered more

difficult from the fact that all his papers were destroyed when the

castle was burned. Constance has sent from Naples a formal renunciation

of the inheritance, and so there remain really only my brother and the

commerzienrath, as I for my part prefer to have nothing to do with the

whole affair; indeed I will add that if it were not a duty to meet with

dignity what is inevitable, I should look forward to the meeting with

great repugnance. What will not be brought up at such a conference?

What do you want, my child?"

Oscar must needs show his father an unlucky beetle that had run across

his path. I remained sitting in the garden-house, sunk in painful

reflection such as had not entered my mind since I had risen from my

bed of sickness. Arthur! Constance! Arthur, who had so cruelly turned

against me; Constance, who had so shamefully deceived me! The

steuerrath, whom I knew to have been the cowardly accomplice of his

brave brother; and the commerzienrath, who had traded in the

recklessness of the Wild Zehren, and, in all likelihood, had hastened,

if not brought about his ruin. What a tumult of emotions did not these

names arouse within me! How hateful appeared to me all my past, into

which these names and these persons were forever interwoven!--hateful

as the island even now appeared through a dingy sulphur-yellow pane of

the window at which I was standing. And now, as I turned away with a

sigh, my glance fell through the open door upon the space under the

plane-trees, filled with the pure bright evening light, and upon the

persons that were moving in it. The superintendent and the doctor were

walking, the latter first on the right and then on the left, and both

in animated conversation; the two eldest boys were playing about the

knees of their mother, who, sitting in her easy-chair, laughed and

sported with them; Paula had taken the tea-things from the maid, and

was setting the table, as they were about to take tea in the open air,

as was their custom in fine weather. How deftly she did it all; how

silently, that the gentlemen might not be disturbed in their

conversation, and that no clatter of plates should annoy her mother's

sensitive nerves! And how with it all she had time to chat with the

little Oscar, who kept close at her side, and to look if I was not

exposing myself too much to the wind! Yes, the bright peaceful present

was fairer than my dark stormy past; and yet it seemed as though a

shadow was cast across this also. If Arthur came here; if, as was to be

expected, he was received into the family as a kinsman; if, with his

plausible address, he wormed his way into the confidence of these

unsuspicious people, and won their favor with his insinuating

manners--if he, who as a mere boy had practised the wiles of the rake,

should dare--and his insolence would dare anything--to pay his

insidious court to Paula, his cousin! I must still have been very

weak, for I trembled at this thought from head to foot, and started

violently as I perceived some one coming up the garden path towards the

plane-trees. I thought for a moment it must be he whom I had once loved

so dearly, and now so hated.

But it was no dandy ensign glittering in his new uniform, but a lean

man dressed in black, wearing an extremely narrow white cravat, and a

low-crowned hat with very broad brim, and whose sleek dark hair,

unfashionably long, was seen, when he took off his hat in a polite

salutation, to be parted in the middle, and combed back behind his

ears. I knew the gentleman well; I had seen him often enough crossing

the prison-yard with slow pace and bowed head, entering this or that

cell, and after a while coming out again, always in the same attitude

of humility. Indeed I already enjoyed the happiness of a personal

acquaintance, as he had one day unexpectedly entered my sick-room, and

begun to talk about the welfare of my soul; and I should more

frequently have enjoyed this felicity, had not Dr. Snellius, who came

in, put a stop to it by giving him to understand that at the time the

question was not that of the welfare of my soul, but that of my body,

which was not likely to be benefited by such exciting topics. Indeed

this difference of opinion led to a rather lively dispute at the door

of my room, and, as it seemed, they came to pretty hard words; so that

it was clearly a proof of the placable disposition of the Deacon and

Prison-Chaplain Ewald von Krossow, that he now, after bidding the

family good evening, politely saluted the doctor, and even offered me

his hand.

"How are you, my friend?" he asked, in his soft voice. "But how can it

be other than well with you, since I find you still in the open air,

though it is already growing somewhat chilly. This is no impeachment of

your better knowledge, doctor. I well know that _præsente medico nihil

nocet_."

The doctor gave a scrape with his right foot, like a cock who is

preparing for battle, and crowed in his sharpest tones:

"It was unfortunate, then, that when Adam ate that unlucky apple, there

was no doctor by. The poor fellow would probably be living now. Hm,

hm!"

He glared wrathfully through his spectacles at the chaplain to see if

his shot had told, but the chaplain only smiled.

"Still sitting in the seat of the scorner, doctor?"

"I must stay where I am; I do not belong to those who are never

squeamish about pushing for a good place."

"But to those who are never at a loss for a sharp answer."

"Sharp only for souls as soft as butter."

"You know that I am a minister of peace."

"But you may change your service."

"And that it is my office to forgive."

"If you hold your office from above, probably the necessary

understanding for it has not been forgotten."

"Doctor!"

"Herr von Krossow."

This conversation was hardly meant for my ears, at least on the

chaplain's side, who spoke throughout, even to his last exclamation, in

the gentle, deprecatory tone of wounded innocence, and now, with a

pitying shrug of the shoulders, turned away and joined the others.

That game-cock, the doctor, whose antagonist had so unexpectedly

quitted the field, wore an air of blank surprise for a moment, then

burst into a hoarse crowing laugh, shook his arms like a pair of wings,

and turned suddenly to me, as if he felt the greatest desire to turn

his baffled pugnacity upon me.

"You would be acting more sensibly to go to your room."

"I have only been waiting for your orders."

"And now you have them; and I will see to their prompt execution

myself."

He took my arm and hurried me so rapidly away, that I had hardly time

to bid the company good-night. His ire had not evaporated: he snorted,

he grunted, he clicked with his tongue, and growled at intervals: "The

scamp--the scamp--the scamp!"

"You seem to have no very high opinion of our chaplain," I said.

"Don't you grow ironical, young man!" said the doctor, looking up at

me. "High opinion! high fiddlesticks! How can there be but one opinion

of such a fellow?"

"Yet the superintendent is always friendly to him."

"Because he is friendly to every one; and besides it does not occur to

him that this is not a man but a snake. Yes, that is easy enough to do,

when other honest folks are left to do the rudeness."

"That is no great trouble for you, doctor."

"Young man, I say, do not exasperate me. I tell you the thing is no

trifling matter; for if I cannot drive the fellow away, he will sooner

or later oust us all, and his kind friend the superintendent, the very

first. He has done you an ill turn already."

"Me?"

"Yes, you, the superintendent, myself. He would like well to kill three

birds with one stone."

"Tell me about it, doctor, I beg you."

"I would tell you without your asking. Sit down in your easy-chair and

make yourself comfortable: it is likely to be the last time you will

sit in it."

We had reached my room; the doctor pushed me into the easy-chair, while

he stood before me--sometimes on one leg, sometimes on the other, but

rarely on both at once--and spoke as follows:

"The case is simple, and therefore plain. To this pietistic,

aristocratic, beggarly mawworm, who has had himself appointed

prison-chaplain to let the light of his Christian humility shine before

men, the humanitarian superintendent and the materialist doctor are an

abomination. To a fellow like that, humanity is a democratic weakness,

and matter he does not respect, unless it is eatable. With the deceased

pastor Michaelis, a man of the good old rationalistic school, we lived

as if we were in paradise; he and Herr von Zehren, or rather Herr von

Zehren and he, in the twenty years that they worked together, made the

establishment what it is; that is, a model, in every sense of the word;

and during the five years that I have been here I have done all in my

power to imbue myself with the spirit of these men, and I believe that

I have indifferently well succeeded. Now for this half year, since

Michaelis is dead, and this pietistic snake has wormed himself into our

paradise, our peace has gone to the deuce; the snake crawls into every

corner, and leaves the track of his slimy nature wherever he goes. The

officers are demoralized, the prisoners mutinous. Such a plot as that

which Cat-Kaspar hatched--thank heaven we are rid of the rascal; he

is transferred to-day to N., where he ought to have been sent at

first--would formerly have been impossible. Cat-Kaspar was a pet of Mr.

Chaplain, who saw in him a precious, though not over-cleanly vessel,

whose purification was his allotted task; and he begged the scoundrel

out of the solitary confinement in which the superintendent had

judiciously placed him. So it goes on; divine worship _publice_,

prayers _privatim_, soul-saving exhortations _privatissime_. The Judas

intrigues against us wherever and whenever he can, flatters the

superintendent to his face, swallows down my rudeness, and thinks, 'I

shall have you both soon,' like the owl when he heard the two

bulfinches singing round the corner. And he thinks he has us by the

wings already. You know, the president of the council, who is just such

another mawworm, is his uncle, and uncle and nephew are hand and glove.

The president, who is the superintendent's immediate superior, would

have removed him long ago, if Minister von Altenberg, one of the last

pillars left standing from the good old times, and Herr von Zehren's

friend and patron, did not support him, though with but a feeble arm,

it is true; for Altenberg is advanced in years, in ill health, and may

die any day. In the meantime they work as they can, and collect

materials to be water to the mill of the next excellency. And now

listen: Assessor Lerch, my good friend, was with the president

yesterday. 'My dear Lerch,' said the president, 'you perhaps can give

me some information. There is another complaint against Superintendent

von Zehren.' 'Another, Herr President?' asked Lerch. 'Unhappily,

another. I have hitherto taken no action in these matters, though I

have not disregarded them; but this case is so flagrant that I must

take it in hand and report it to his excellency. Only think, my dear

Lerch, Von Zehren has been guilty of the--folly, I will call it, of

allowing the young man who gained such an unhappy notoriety in

connection with the smuggling case in Uselin----' and now it all comes

out that the superintendent, immediately after the catastrophe--out of

which the denouncer had spun a pretty story, you may suppose--did not

send you to the mouldy old infirmary, where you would infallibly have

died, but took you into his own house, kept you here, and still keeps

you, though you have been a convalescent for three weeks now; that he

associates with you as with his equal; that he has brought you into his

family, and indeed made you a member of it, so to speak. Why need I go

into all the particulars? hm, hm, hm!"

The doctor had crowed up to the very highest note of his upper

register, and had to grunt at least two octaves lower to obtain his

usual satisfactory reassurance.

"And you really hold that man as the denouncer?" I cried, angrily

springing from my chair.

"I know it. Would I otherwise have been so rude today?"

I could not help laughing. As if growler needed any special provocation

before he made free with the calves of an intrusive clodhopper! But the

affair had a serious side. The thought that Herr von Zehren, to whom I

owed such limitless gratitude, whom I so revered, should through me be

brought into so unpleasant a position, was intolerable.

"Advise me, help me, doctor!" I besought him earnestly.

"Yes, advise, help--when I always told you that this state of things

could not go on. However, you are so far right: the thing must be

helped. And in truth there is but one expedient. We must be beforehand

with the viper, and so for this time we shall draw his fangs. I know

the superintendent. If he had an idea that they wished to take you from

him, he would let his hand be hewn off before he would give you up. Now

this evening do you complain of headache, and again to-morrow evening

at the same time. Your room is on the ground-floor; at this moment

there is not another vacant. Intermittent--quinine--a higher, more airy

apartment--day after to-morrow you will be back in your old cell. Let

me manage it."

So I let Doctor Willibrod Snellius manage it; and two days later I was

sleeping, if not under lock and bolt, at least behind the iron gratings

of my old cell.

CHAPTER VI.

I stood behind these iron gratings on the following morning, and looked

sadly out of the window. Strangely enough, I had not thought the

evening before that these gratings could produce any unpleasant

sensations in me now, and yet such was the case. They served as a grave

reminder to me of what lately I had almost forgotten, that I was, after

all, a prisoner. "It makes no difference," the superintendent said,

when I took leave of him, and all had vied to make a family festival of

the last day that I was to spend under their roof; but be that as it

might, there _was_ a difference. My breakfast was not now as appetizing

as it had been when I sat at it under the high trees of the quiet

garden with Frau von Zehren and Paula; and even though I could go, if I

chose, into the garden, which seemed to give me a friendly greeting, I

must after a certain time return here again.

I looked around the cell, and now first remarked what pains they had

taken to make me forget where I was. There was the picture of the

Sistine Madonna with the child, which I had grown to love so during my

illness, and which was hung opposite my bed, just as it had hung in

Paula's room. There stood upon the bureau the same two terra-cotta

vases, and in each a couple of fresh roses. There was the easy-chair in

which Dr. Snellius had falsely predicted that I had sat for the last

time, and over the back hung a cover of crotchet-work on which I had

seen Paula engaged the previous evening. There hung the same _étagère_

with the same neatly-bound books; Goethe's _Faust_, Schiller's and

Lessing's works, which Paula had so often urgently recommended me to

read, and into which I had as yet hardly looked. They had done all they

could to make my prison as endurable, as pleasant as possible; but did

not the very pains they took show that it was a prison, and that the

episode of my apparent freedom was at an end. Yes, they had been kind,

inexpressibly kind to me, under the friendly smiling mask of Samaritan

compassion to one sick unto death--a mask that must be laid aside, as

soon as a Pharisee passed that way and looked askance upon the moving

sight. No, no; I was and remained a prisoner, whether my chains were

decked with roses or not.

Why had I not been able to break these chains? True, as I had begun, it

was impossible; but why did I begin so clumsily? Why did I not keep to

myself, calmly trusting in my own strength and my own craft, and in

some lucky chance that must have offered sooner or later? Now, as

things had happened, after I had incurred such a debt of gratitude to

these people, after I had grown so attached to them, I was twice and

thrice a prisoner. For the tempting pottage of friendship and love, I

had bartered the first inalienable birthright of man, which is the very

breath of his soul--the right of liberty. Seven years! Seven long, long

years!

I strode up and down my cell. For the first time since my sickness I

felt something of my former strength; it was but a remnant, but enough

to bring back a part of my old roving humor, of my old restlessness.

How would it be then when I felt myself all that I had ever been? Would

it not, combined with the knowledge that nothing held me but my own

will, drive me to frenzy? Would it not have been better if they had

left me in my old slavery, with the dream that some day I should be

able to break their bonds, even if this dream was never verified?

"Here is a young man who wants to speak with us," announced the

sergeant. Since my sickness when "we" had come through so much

together, he frequently used in speaking to me the same plural which he

employed with all who, in his opinion, had acquired an entire claim on

his honest heart; for example, the superintendent and all his family,

including the doctor, and now myself.

"What sort of a man!" I asked, while a joyous shiver ran through me. As

long as I had been in confinement this was the first time that any one

had come to see me; and somehow I connected the extraordinary event of

a visitor with the thoughts that had been passing through my mind.

"Looks like a sailor," answered the sergeant. "Says he has news of our

dead brother."

This sounded extremely improbable. My brother Fritz had been dead for

five years; he had fallen from the foreyard overboard one stormy night,

and was drowned. The ship had returned in safety; there was no mystery

of any sort connected with his death; and if any one now brought me

intelligence of his end, there must be some other purpose involved with

it.

"Can I speak with him, Süssmilch?" I asked, in the most indifferent

tone I could assume, while my heart seemed to rise in my throat.

"We can speak to whom we like."

"Then let him in; and, Süssmilch, if he is a sailor he would like a

glass of something; perhaps you could get me something of the kind?"

What superfluous trouble a man with an evil conscience gives himself

and others! I must needs lie, always a trial to me, to get the old man

out of the way; and the honest Süssmilch, who had not a thought of

being present at my interview with the stranger, had to go down two

flights of stairs into the cellar.

"But we mustn't touch a drop ourselves," said the old man, warningly.

"Have no fear."

He went, after first introducing the visitor--a broad-shouldered

deeply-bronzed man in sailor dress who was an entire stranger to me.

CHAPTER VII.

I gazed in mute astonishment at the stranger, whose looks and manner

were, to use the mildest expression, very singular; but was really

frightened when he, so soon as the door had closed behind the sergeant,

without a word and with the haste of a man completely out of his

senses, but still with the dexterity of a clown in a circus, began to

tear off his clothes, and to my utter amazement appeared in precisely

the same dress as that which now lay in its various elements at his

feet, while a triumphant smile disclosed two rows of the whitest teeth

in the world.

"Klaus!" I exclaimed, in joyous amazement.

The white teeth were now visible to the very last grinder. He seized

both my extended hands, but remembered at once that such friendly

manifestations did not belong to his part, and hurriedly whispered:

"Into them, quick! They will fit--folds will open out of

themselves--only quick before he comes back!"

"And you, Klaus?"

"I stay here."

"In my place?

"Yes."

"But they will find it out in five minutes."

"Still you have time to get out; and getting out and getting off is one

and the same thing to you."

"And do you suppose that you can do such a thing without being

punished?"

"At the worst, they can but shut me up in your place, and that will not

be for long. With the locks I can easily deal, and here"--he showed me

a watch-spring-saw, which he drew out of his thick hair--"with this I

will cut that grating through in a quarter of an hour."

"Klaus, all that cannot have come out of your own head."

"No, out of Christel's; but I beg you make haste."

I kicked the sailor-dress, which still lay upon the floor, under the

bed, for I heard the sergeant coming along the corridor. He knocked at

the door, and when I opened it, handed me a bottle of brandy and a

glass.

"But we are no bear, and won't drink a drop ourselves, will we?"

Klaus stared in astonishment when he saw the dreaded keeper turned into

so obliging an attendant.

I closed the door again, and then fell on the good fellow's neck. The

tears stood in my eyes.

"Dear, good Klaus," I cried, "you and Christel are the kindest hearts

in the world, but I cannot accept your generous offer. I would not have

accepted it under any circumstances; and as it is, it is not to be

thought of. I could go away from here at an moment, but I will not,

Klaus, I will not."

Here I embraced Klaus again, and gave free course to the tears which I

had been repressing. I felt as if now for the first time I knew what a

prisoner was, since I had declared that I wished to be one, and thus

made myself one of my own choice. Klaus, who naturally had no

conception of what was passing within me, constantly endeavored, while

casting uneasy glances at the door, to persuade me to let him take my

place; he would wager his head that he would be out in twenty-four

hours.

"Klaus, Klaus!" I cried, clapping him on the plump cheeks, "you want to

deceive me. Confess now, you have no expectation of getting out so

soon."

"Well, anyhow," he answered, very shame-facedly, "my wife thought----"

"Your wife, Klaus! your wife!"

"We have been married these two months."

I thrust Klaus into the easy-chair, sat down before him, and begged him

to tell me everything. It would be the greatest kindness he could do

me, I said, if he could tell me that all was going well with him; that

I was by no means in so evil a straight as he imagined in his true

heart of friendship; and I gave him in brief words a sketch of my

adventures in the prison, my attempt to escape, my illness, and my

friendly relations with the superintendent and his family.

"You see," I concluded, "that in every sense I am well taken care of;

and now I must know how things have gone with you and Christel, and how

you managed so soon to become man and wife. Only twenty-two, Klaus, and

married already! How do you expect to get on? And your Christel has let

you come away? Klaus, Klaus, I don't like the look of that."

I laughed at him, and Klaus, who now at last perceived that nothing

could come of his plan to rescue me, laughed also, but not very

heartily.

"There it is," said he. "How will she look when I come back without

you."

"'Without _thee_,'[6] I said, Klaus. I am not going to put up with any

breach of our old brotherhood now, or I shall think you too proud to be

on terms of _thee_ and _thou_ with a prisoner. And how will she look

when you come back without me?"

"There it is," said Klaus, "how will she, indeed! We are so happy; but

one or the other of us was always saying, 'and he is shut up there!'

and then there was an end of all our happiness, especially because in a

manner it is Christel's fault that you are here; for that morning at

Zanowitz----"

"Klaus," I interrupted him, "do you know then that for a while I

believed that Christel herself gave the information to get rid of your

father?"

"No," said Klaus, "she did not do that, thank God; though more than

once she was quite desperate and thought of killing herself."

He wiped his forehead with his hand; I had touched a painful subject.

We sat awhile without speaking, when Klaus commenced again:

"One good result it has had: 'he'"--Klaus had already adopted

Christel's habit of never calling 'him' by his name--"'he' of course

had to give up the guardianship of Christel, and as a person of damaged

reputation, could not interfere much with me. Aunt Julchen in Zanowitz,

with whom Christel stayed after that day, fitted Christel out, and we

might have lived like angels, if--" and Klaus, with a melancholy look at

me, shook his big head.

"And you are still in Berlin, in the commerzienrath's machine-shops?" I

asked, to give his thoughts another direction.

"Of course," he said, "I have been promoted already; I am now foreman

in my shop."

"And you earn plenty of money?"

"So much that we don't know what to do with it."

"Your Christel is an excellent housekeeper----"

"And washes and irons to that extent that our whole house smells of

nothing but soap and flat-irons."

Klaus showed his teeth; I pressed his hand in token of sympathy with

his happiness, though I had never been especially ravished by the

perfumes he so highly prized; but now more urgently than ever I desired

to know how this happy young pair ever made up their minds so cruelly

to risk their good fortune.

"I told you already," answered Klaus, "that we never were quite

happy. Wherever we went or stood, and above all when we were in

real good humor about anything, the thought always came up: if he

could only be here! And four weeks ago yesterday, when we had some

_Bierkaltschale_[7]--no, no, we could stand it no longer."

"Some _Bierkaltschale_?" I asked, in some surprise.

"Yes; don't you know how you always used to have some made for you at

the forge, in the summer-time, when you wanted to give yourself a

treat? Christel often made it for you. Well, then, just four weeks ago

we were drinking some--they have an excellent beer for it in Berlin,

much better than ours, that was always a little bitter--and I was

enjoying it, when Christel on a sudden let the ladle fall and began to

howl, and I knew at once what she was thinking of, and then I began,

and we kept on drinking and howling, and when we had finished, we both

said together: It can't go on this way! So then we put our heads

together----"

"As you did that evening when I met you on the heath?"

"And contrived a plan at last," continued Klaus, who would have turned

red at my indiscreet remark, had the color of his complexion allowed

it, "that is to say, Christel contrived it. She had read just such a

story, only the prisoner was a king's son, and his deliverer was a

knight, who disguised himself as a priest--of course that wouldn't do,

but a sailor would do, Christel said, for here in the workhouse there

was sure to be many a tarpaulin, and of course there would be some

coming to see them. And anyhow, Christel said, a sailor's dress was the

best disguise in a sea-port. So we practised the whole thing----"

"You practised it?"

"To be sure; it wasn't so easy; we went through it every night for a

week when I came home from work, until Christel said at last she

thought it would do at a pinch."

"It went capitally, Klaus!"

"Yes, but what good has it done?" asked Klaus, with a regretful look at

the bed under which the disguise was lying, "when I had my ears bored

to put these rings in? and when Christel every morning rubbed my face

with bacon----"

"With bacon?"

"I must look like a sailor from the other side, Christel said, and for

that there is nothing so good as to rub your face with bacon and then

scorch it at a furnace."

"You look like a mulatto, Klaus."

"So Christel said; but what good would it do if I looked like a negro,

when you won't come out?"

"It does this good, Klaus," I cried, catching the faithful fellow round

the neck, "that you two have given me one of the happiest moments of my

life, and which I should not have had had I taken your generous offer.

God bless you both for your love to me; and when I am free again and am

a rich man, I will repay it with interest. And now, my dear good

fellow, you must go; I have to go and see the superintendent. And do

you hear, Klaus, you go right back without wasting a minute. And one

thing more: if your eldest is a boy----"

"He is to be named George; we settled that some time ago," said Klaus,

showing his very farthest grinders.

I put Klaus out of the door, and was pacing up and down the room,

somewhat agitated by what had just passed, when I bethought me of the

disguise which I had pushed under the bed, and which, in our

excitement, we had quite forgotten. I now drew it out, and could not

resist the temptation to try on the jacket of rough cloth. It was as

Klaus had said. In the sleeves, the back, and the skirts, there were

folds so dexterously made and caught with stitches, that I had only to

give a smart pull and they came out; and although I was a head taller

and six inches wider across the shoulders than Klaus, the garment

fitted me as if it had been made for me. So was it with the waistcoat

and the trousers: all were so accurately made that--now that my illness

had left me much thinner than I had been--I could very conveniently put

them on over the clothes I was wearing.

Just as I had finished doing so, some one knocked at the door. It could

only be the sergeant or the superintendent, who usually came at this

hour. I seated myself at the table with my back to the door and called,

"Come in!"

It was the sergeant.

He thrust in his head and began: "We are to go to the captain at eleven

o'clock to-day, because----" here he checked himself, as it looked odd

that the strange sailor sat there so still and I was nowhere to be

seen. He came into the room and asked: "Where are we, then?"

"Gone to the devil!" I answered without turning round, imitating as

well as I could the broad _Plattdeutsch_ which Klaus had used as a part

of his stratagem.

"No stupid jokes!" said the old man.

"And now it is my turn!" I cried, rushing past the astonished sergeant

out at the door, which I flung to, and turned the key.

There lay the long corridor before me: not a soul was to be seen. It

was an easy thing to run down the steps and into the house-yard, and

from this by a side-gate which I knew was never closed at this hour, to

get into the adjoining alley. To find out Klaus's lodging would be an

easy matter; probably I should reach it before him--in ten minutes we

could be out of the town, and----

"Good morning, Herr Süssmilch, how are we?" I asked, opening the door

again.

The sergeant was standing just where I had left him; and to judge from

the confounded look of his honest face, had not been able to comprehend

what it all meant. I pulled off the broad-brimmed hat, made him a low

bow with a scrape of the right foot, and said: "Have the honor to place

myself again under your worshipful charge."

"After that, one can take a toothpick for a barn door!" exclaimed the

old man, who began now to get a glimmering of the real state of the

case. "That codfish of a smoke-dried flounder! Isn't it enough to turn

a body into a bear with seven senses?"

"Hush!" I cried, "I hear the doctor coming. Not a word, my good

Süssmilch!" and I pushed the old man out of the door, by which Doctor

Snellius entered in his usual hasty fashion, with his hat in his hand.

He started when he saw me, gave a glance round the room, looked at me

again, and went out without saying a word.

I pulled off my sailor-dress in a moment, thrust it under the bed, and

called after him in my natural voice:

"Why do you go away, doctor?"

He turned back instantly, came into the room, sat down upon a chair in

front of me, and stared steadily at me through his round spectacles. I

fancied he looked paler; and feared that perhaps I had carried the jest

too far, and offended my irascible friend.

"Doctor----" I began.

"Something very singular has just happened to me," he interrupted me,

always with the same fixed look.

"What is the matter, doctor?" I inquired, startled at his looks and the

unaccustomed gentleness of his tone.

"Nothing at this moment; but I have just been the subject of a most

remarkable hallucination."

"Of what, did you say?"

"A hallucination. A complete and perfect hallucination. When I first

entered your chamber, my friend, I saw, standing before me, a sailor of

just your height, or possibly an inch or an inch and a half shorter,

but of your breadth across the shoulders, in a rough sailor jacket,

gray trousers, wide straw-hat like the traders to the West Indies wear;

with exactly no, not exactly, but very nearly your features. I saw the

figure as plainly as I see you at this moment--it could not have been

more distinct. The illusion was so perfect that I supposed they had put

you in another room, and went to ask Süssmilch what he meant by giving

our healthiest room to the first comer. Do not smile, my friend; it is

no laughing matter--at least for me. It is the first time that anything

of the kind has happened to me, though my frequent congestions of the

head might have prepared me to expect it, I know that I shall die of

apoplexy; and even if I had not known it before, I should know it now."

He took out his watch and examined his pulse.

"Strange to say, my pulse is perfectly normal; and all this morning I

have felt unusually well and cheerful."

"My dear doctor," I said, "who knows what you saw? You learned men have

such singular notions, and out of the merest gnat you will make a

scientific elephant."

"Scientific elephant is good," said the doctor; "nobody would have

expected such an expression from an unscientific mammoth like you--very

good! but you are mistaken. That may apply to others, but not to me. I

observe too coolly to commit gross blunders. I have told you already

that my pulse is normal, exactly normal, and all my functions in

perfect order; therefore the thing must have a deeper psychological

cause, which just now escapes my perceptions; for the psychological

cause----"

"Then at all events you have a psychological cause," said I, who was

mischievous enough to be delighted at the serious scruples of my

learned friend.

"I have; and I will tell it to you, even at the risk of more of your

malicious grins. I was dreaming all night long of you, you mammoth, and

always the same dream, though in different forms, namely, that you

either were escaping, or had escaped, or were about to escape from

here. Sometimes you were lowering yourself by a rope from the window,

or clambering over the roofs, or leaping down from the wall, or any

other neck-breaking trick that one might expect from a fellow of your

physical and moral peculiarities; and you were every time in a

different dress, now a chimney-sweep, now a mason, a rope-dancer, and

so forth. As soon as I awaked, I asked myself what this dream could

mean, and I said to myself--True, George Hartwig is now again in his

prison, but the exceptional position in which he stands still

continues, and so does the danger for our valued friend the

superintendent, which lies in an arrangement which we must acknowledge

to be not merely irregular, but contrary to the rules. For every

creature is only content in the element to which it is born. The frog

would spring from a golden chair into his native swamp; and the bird

escapes when he can, though you cram his cage with sugar. Will it not

be so with this youth, who of all men must most long for liberty? May

he not in a moment of weakness forget what consideration he owes to

Herr von Zehren, that the latter to a certain extent risks his position

on his account, and in this moment of weakness and forgetfulness make

his escape? And do you know, young mammoth, I determined that, as I

also had some claim upon you, I would privately and in all friendship

ask you to give me your word that if such a temptation seizes you, you

will only think of your own honor. This was what I had in my mind when

I came up the corridor, and I was in some degree undecided, for I

thought he will have taken this resolution already, and to give his

word to me will be superfluous. But now, after this singular projection

of my dream into reality--a _memento mori_ to me, moreover--I beg you

earnestly to give me your word. Hm, hm, hm!"

I had ceased to laugh, long before he had reached this conclusion; and

now, while the worthy doctor tuned down his voice, extended him my

hand, and said with emotion:

"With all my heart I give you my word, although it is true that I have

given it to myself, and that not ten minutes ago. And as for the

hallucination, you may make your mind easy, doctor; here lies your

_memento mori_."

With these words I pulled out the sailor's dress from under the bed,

slipped on the jacket, and put on the hat, to make the proof more

convincing.

"So you did really think of escaping, then?" said the doctor, adroitly

dropping the hallucination, in order at least to preserve the dream.

"No," I answered, "but others tempted me, and I strove with them, and

they fled leaving this garment behind them."

"Which you may hang as a votive offering on the temple-wall," replied

Doctor Snellius, thoughtfully; "for though I do not know how it

happened, I see this much, that you have escaped a great danger; and

now--now for the first time you belong to us."

There was a saying in the prison that one could tell a lie to any one,

but not to the superintendent.

Superintendent von Zehren had a way of looking at the person with whom

he was speaking, to which none but a front of brass could have been

callous. Not that one could read in his glance the endeavor to be as

comprehensive and as penetrating as possible; his eye had in it nothing

of the spy or the inquisitor; on the contrary, it was large and limpid

as the eye of a child, and just in this lay the power which few men

could resist. As he sincerely wished well to every one with whom he

spoke, and on his own part had nothing to conceal, this large, clear,

dark eye rested steadily upon one, with the gaze of the sun-bright

gods, who do not wink like weak mortals living in twilight and

concealment.

When, with this look fixed upon me, he asked me about the man whom he

had sent to me that morning, I told him at once who the man was, and

what was his object in coming. And I further told him in what frame of

mind he had found me, and how strong the temptation had been, but that,

even without the assistance of the good doctor, I had conquered it, I

might venture to say, at once and for ever.

The superintendent listened to my narrative with all the signs of the

most lively interest. When I ceased, he pressed my hand, and then

turning to his writing-table, handed me a paper, which he said he had

just received, and which he desired me to read.

The paper was an inquiry from the president, couched in polite but very

decided phraseology, as to the facts referred to in a certain anonymous

charge which had reached him, and the superintendent was called upon at

once to put an end to an arrangement which compromised his position and

character, and to treat the young man in question with the severity

which the dignity of the law, of the judges, and his own, alike

demanded.

"You wish to know," said the superintendent, as I laid down the paper

with an inquiring look, "what I intend to do. Exactly as if I had never

received this. I do not desire to know whether Doctor Snellius, whose

friendship for me often gives him a sharper insight in matters that

concern me, than I have myself, was playing a little comedy when he

hurried you off so abruptly yesterday, but I am very glad it so

happened. For it would have wounded my pride to be compelled to

sacrifice you, to whom I am so much attached, to a pitiful bit of

chicanery. According to the letter of the law, they are right in

insisting that a prisoner cannot be a guest in the superintendent's

family; and this point I should have had to yield; but beyond this I am

fully determined not to yield a single step. To decide in what kind of

work a prisoner shall be engaged, and how he shall employ his hours of

recreation, is my incontestable right, which I will not suffer to be

curtailed by a hair's breadth, and which I will maintain through all

the tribunals, even though it should be brought before the king. And I

am not sorry that this has happened, since it gives us an occasion to

speak of our mutual relations, and to have a clear understanding of the

way we shall pursue in future. If you are disposed to hear what I think

on the subject, we will go into the garden. My lungs suffer to-day from

the confined air of a room."

We stepped from his office into the garden. I offered him my arm, as my

strength was now sufficient for this service, and we walked in silence

between the flower-beds, from which the warm south wind wafted us the

perfume of wallflowers and mignonnette, to the grateful shade of the

plane-trees. The superintendent took his seat upon one of the benches,

motioned to me to place myself at his side, and after a silent glance

of gratitude at the leafy crowns of the noble trees that afforded the

refreshing coolness, he said:

"If we are to believe the jurists, by whose words the students

everywhere swear, Punishment is the right of Wrong. This definition, by

its simplicity, recommends itself to the logicians at their desks, but

I doubt extremely whether the Founder of the Faith would have been

content with it. He did not declare that to be stoned was the right of

the guilty woman; on the contrary, by summoning him who was without sin

to cast the first stone, he showed that under the smooth logical

surface of the legal code there lay a deeper principle, which only

reveals itself to the eye that can see and the heart that can feel. To

such an eye and such a heart it soon is clear that every wrong which is

to be punished in order that it may have its right, is, if not always,

almost always, a wrong at second, third, or hundredth hand; and thus

the punishment rarely reaches the one who may have deserved it. So the

justest judge, whether he will or not, resembles the sanguinary general

who orders every tenth man to be led off to execution, not because he

is guiltier than the other nine, but because he is the tenth.

"But this is not apparent to the logician, who smiles with satisfaction

if he does not come into conflict with his principle of Identity and

his principle of Contradiction; nor to; the judge who has before him

but an isolated fact, torn from its connections, and who has to give

judgment when he has not all the parts in his hand, not to mention the

visible and invisible threads upon which these parts are necessarily

strung. They both are like the crowd which judges a picture by its

effect alone; while the connoisseur knows how it came into existence,

what colors the painter had upon his palette, how he blended them, how

he handled his brush, what difficulties he encountered, and how he

overcame them, or why it was that he failed of his aim. And as the only

true criticism is creative, which takes the secrets of art as the

starting-point of its judgment, so that none but an artist can be a

real critic, even so men's actions can only be judged by those to whom

the old wise word applies, that nothing human is alien to them, because

they have experienced in themselves and in their brethren the whole

misery of humanity. But for this are necessary, as I said before, the

feeling heart and the seeing eye, and an ample opportunity for training

and using both.

"Who has a better opportunity for this purpose than the superintendent

of a prison? He and the physician, when their views coincide and they

strive together towards the same ends, alone can know what the most

conscientious judge has no means of learning, how the man whom mankind

have thrust out from among them for a time or forever, became what he

now is; how, born thus, and of such parents, brought up in such

associations, he acted thus and not otherwise at such a critical

moment. Then when the superintendent, who is of necessity the confessor

of the criminal, has learned his life in all its details, and the

physician has discovered the defects with which he has suffered for

years, when they consult upon his case, the question only is if he can

be helped and how; and in the so-called prison they see, respectively,

but a reformatory and an infirmary. For--and this is a point of

infinite importance, which physiology will yet compel jurisprudence to

acknowledge--nearly all who come here are diseased in the ordinary

acceptation of the word; nearly all suffer from organic defects, and in

almost every case the brain lacks the proper volume which a normal man

needs for normal activity, for a life which shall not bring him into

conflict with the law.

"And how could it be otherwise? Almost without exception they are

children of want, of wretchedness, of moral and physical malformation,

the Pariahs of Society which in its brutal egotism sweeps by with

garments gathered up for fear of defilement, or thrusts them away with

cruel violence from its path. The right of wrong! Insolence of

Phariseeism! A time will come when this invention of the philosophers

will be placed on a level with that other of the theologians, that

death is the atonement for sin, and men will thank God that at last

they have awaked from the night of ignorance which gave birth to such

monsters.

"That day will come, but not so soon.

"We are still deeply sunk in the mire of the Middle Ages, and no man

can yet see when this flood of blood and tears will have passed away.

However far the glances of a few brighter intellects may reach into the

coming ages, the progress of humanity is unspeakably slow. Wherever we

look abroad into our own time, we behold the unbeautiful relics of a

past that we had believed to be overthrown long ago. Our systems of

government, our nobility, our religious institutions, our official

arrangements, the organization of our armies, the condition of the

laboring classes--everywhere the scarcely hidden relation between

masters and slaves; everywhere the critical choice whether we will be

hammer or anvil. All our experience, all our observation seems to prove

that there is no third alternative. And yet no greater misconception of

the real state of the case is possible. Not hammer _or_ anvil, hammer

_and_ anvil is the true word, for every man is both, and both at once,

in every moment of his life. With the same force with which the hammer

strikes the anvil, the anvil strikes the hammer; the ball is thrown off

from the wall at the same angle under which it impinges upon it; the

elements which the plant has appropriated in its growth, it must

exactly restore in its decomposition--and so throughout all nature. But

if nature unconsciously obeys this great law of action and reaction,

and is thereby a cosmos and not a chaos, then should man, whose

existence is subordinated to precisely the same law, acquire an

intelligent knowledge of it, and endeavor intelligently to shape his

life in conformity with it; and his worth increases or diminishes

exactly in proportion as he does this or neglects it. For though the

law remains the same, whether the man knows it or knows it not,

yet for himself it is not the same. Where it is known, where the

inseparableness, the unity of human interests, the inevitableness of

action and reaction, are recognized, there bloom freedom, equity,

justice, which are all but varying expressions for the same law. Where

it is not known, and he fancies in his blindness that he can with

impunity make a tool of his fellow-man, there flourish rankly slavery

and tyranny, superstition and priestcraft, hatred and contempt, in all

their poisonous luxuriance. What man would not naturally wish rather to

be hammer than anvil, so long as he believes that the choice lies open

to him? But what reasonable man will not cheerfully renounce the part

of hammer, when he has learned that the part of anvil will not and

cannot be spared him, and that every blow that he gives smites also his

own cheek; that the serf corrupts the master as well as the master the

serf, and that in politics the guardian and the ward are rendered

equally stupid. Would that the consciousness of this might at last

penetrate to the mind of the German peoples, who stand so sorely in

need of it!

"So sorely in need! For I must say it that at this moment, hardly

twenty years after our war of freedom, that fundamental principle of

human existence is probably by no enlightened nation so thoroughly and

universally ignored as by us Germans, fond though we are of calling

ourselves the intellectual flower of the nations, the people of

thinkers. Where is the young plant of humanity subjected with more

intolerable schoolmasterly pedantry to a too early, too strict, and

incredibly narrow training? Where is its free, beautiful development

more systematically hindered and maimed than it is with us? The

shameful wrongs that we perpetrated by aid of school-benches and

church-benches, the drill-sergeant's stick, the Procrustes-bed of

examination, the many-rounded ladder of official hierarchy--to think of

them sends the blush of shame to the cheeks and the glow of indignation

to the brow of those who can perceive it; it is justly the

inexhaustible theme of derision for our neighbors. The frenzy of

ruling, the slavish desire of being ruled, these are the two serpents

that have coiled around the German Hercules, and are crushing him; they

it is that are everywhere impeding the free circulation, and producing

here a condition of hypertrophy, and there of atrophy, that cruelly

injure the body of the nation; they it is that, injecting their venom

into the veins of the people, poison its blood and marrow, and degrade

the race itself; they it is, finally, that we have to thank for the

fact that our penitentiaries and jails can no longer contain the

multitude of the prisoners. For it is not an exaggeration if I say that

nine out of ten that come here would never have come had they not been

made anvils by force, in order that the lords of the hammer might have

something to vent their courage on. And as the natural right of every

man to maintain himself in the way most suitable to his powers and

capabilities has been impeded in them as much as possible by hindering

them systematically from becoming sound strong members of the

commonwealth, they have finally been brought here to the workhouse. The

workhouse is at bottom nothing but the last consequence of our

conditions, the problem of our life reduced to its simplest terms. Here

they must accomplish a strictly prescribed task in a strictly

prescribed manner; but when were they ever allowed freely to choose

their work? Here they must be silent; but when were they ever allowed

to speak freely? Here they must pay implicit obedience to the lowest

overseer; but without having read Shakspeare, do they not know that a

dog in office is obeyed? Here they must walk, stand, lie down, sleep,

wake, pray, work, idle, at the word of command; but are they not

admirably trained for it?--are they not all born workhouse men? My

heart aches when I think of it; yet how can I help thinking of it

especially at this moment when I see you before me, and ask myself: how

comes this youth with the frame of a strong man, and the frank blue

eyes of a child, in this abode of vice and crime?

"My dear young friend, I would that the answer were more difficult.

Would that it were not the same formula by which I can calculate the

equation of your life also. Would that I did not know that the

unnaturalness of our relations is like a poisonous simoon that withers

the grass and even strips the leaves from the oak.

"I have endeavored from what I before knew of you, and from what you so

frankly have confided to me of your earlier life, of your family

affairs, of the life and customs of the citizens of your native town,

to form a background upon which I might design your portrait. And how

cheerless it is, lying in the dim light in which all things now seem to

lie with us! Everywhere littleness, narrow-mindedness, restrictions,

blind adhesion to old formulas, pedantic ceremoniousness, everywhere

the free outlook into life shut out by high walls of prejudice. You

have told me that you besought your father to let you go to sea, and

that he steadfastly insisted that you should be a man of learning, or

at least follow an official career. It was certainly not, as you

accused yourself, a mere inclination to idleness or a hankering after

adventures that again and again prompted this wish; and assuredly your

father, whatever his reasons, did not do well so obstinately to reject

it. He had lost one son at sea--very well; there is another sea, the

sea of happy, active, energetic life, in which all faculties have their

free play. This he should not have forbidden you; and this was really

the sea for which you longed, of which the ocean with its storms was

but the image, though you took it for the reality.

"Your father did not do well; yet we cannot reckon with him, rendered

gloomy by domestic misfortune, too soon left alone in the world, and

irritated by his son's resistance. But what can we say of your pedantic

teachers, not one of whom could comprehend a youth whose character is

openness itself? What of your worthy friends who raised a hue and cry

over the profligate who was leading their sons into mischief, and who

held it a devout work to widen the breach between father and son? Many

an honest German youth has been in your case, my friend; brought up

under such desperately stringent social restrictions, that he thanks

heaven, when, in the far west of America, under the trees of the

primeval forest, he hears no more about social order. True, in your

flight from the oppressive narrowness of your father's house, you did

not get so far as the American forests, but unhappily, only as far as

the woods of the Zehrenburg, and this filled up the measure of your

misfortunes.

"For there you met with one towards whom you must have felt yourself

drawn by an irresistible attraction, as his nature in many points had a

wonderful resemblance to your own; one whose ruin had been mainly due

to the wretchedness of our social relations, and who had made a

wilderness around; him in which he could move in accordance with his

unfettered will, which he called liberty. A wilderness in the moral as

well as the literal sense; for as I learn from what you have told me of

his discourses, and as the result has shown, in throwing away prejudice

he also cast overboard judgment, with precaution, discretion, with

scrupulousness, consideration, with the faults of the German character

the virtues of all; and all that at last remained to him were his

adventurous spirit and a kind of fantastic magnanimity which at times,

as you have yourself experienced, could be more fantastic than

magnanimous.

"But be that as it may, he was a man with whom you were at once struck,

because he was the exact opposite of all men whom you had hitherto met,

and who still possessed chivalrous qualities enough for a youth so

inexperienced to see in him his ideal. And then the free life upon the

broad heaths, the lofty cliffs, the far-reaching shore--how could this

do other than intoxicate and confuse a brain yet clouded with the dust

of the school-room?

"But this freedom, this independence, this energetic life, were all but

a glittering reflection, the Fata-Morgana of a Hesperian shore, which

was destined to vanish, leaving behind a guard-house and a

penitentiary.

"To make this prison a Hesperian garden to you, is not in my power, my

friend; nor would I do it if it were. But one thing I hope to effect,

and that is, that here, where the errors that warped your early

training can no longer reach you, you may come to yourself, learn to

know yourself, your aims, and the measure of your powers--that in a

workhouse you may learn how to work."

CHAPTER VIII.

I will not maintain that the excellent man said all that I have put

into his mouth in the last chapter, in these identical words, or upon

this particular morning. It is probable that I have thrown into

connection his remarks upon more than a single occasion, and perhaps

have added a phrase or a figure of my own. But hardly more than this;

for I too deeply absorbed his philosophy, which descended upon my

thirsting soul like the fruitful shower upon a parched field; and while

I attempt to repeat his thoughts, his image stands so lively in my

memory, that I fancy I hear the words issuing from his lips.

And at this time I enjoyed the happiness of his converse every day and

often for hours at a time. It was not in my power to keep the promise I

had made to Paula, for her father did not wait for me to put the

question to him. I had told him our conversation, however, at which he

smiled.

"She wants to make a learned man of you," he said. "I wish to make

nothing of you; I wish you to become what you are capable of becoming;

and to find out your capabilities we must experiment a little. One

thing is certain: you can become a first-rate hand-worker. You have

shown that already; and I am well satisfied that you have gone through

this brief course, for the first touches of the artist follow the last

of the craftsman, and it is well that he should understand the

handiwork upon which his art rests; not only because only thus is he

able to see rightly and help with counsel and hand wherever help is

needed, but only then is it truly his work, and belongs to him as a

child to a parent not only spirit of his spirit, but also flesh of his

flesh. Then how much more sharply does the eye see where the hand has

been busy? Here is the ground-plan of the new infirmary; this is the

foundation which you yourself helped to clear out, and for which you

yourself helped to bring the stones. This wall will be built upon that

foundation; it is of this height and this thickness; without a

calculation you are satisfied that such a foundation can support such a

wall. Do you not feel a pleasure in the neat, firm drawing in which a

single line represents the work of an hour, or perhaps of many days?

Paula has told me that you have an accurate eye and a sure hand. I need

copies of these plans: would you like to make them for me? It is

work suited to a convalescent; and the use of compass, ruler, and

drawing-pen, I can show you in five minutes."

From this day I worked in the superintendent's office, copying simple

outlines or the design of a front, or engrossing specifications, with a

pleasure which I had never imagined could accompany work. But who then

ever had such a teacher--so kind, so wise, so patient, who so well knew

how to lead the pupil to confidence in himself? How grateful to me was

his praise; and how I stood in need of it. I who at school had always

been blamed and scolded, who looked on it as a matter of course that my

work was worse than that of any of the others, and who had come to

consider myself as destitute of all capacity. My new teacher taught me

that my capacities were only dormant, and that I could perfectly well

understand anything that I thought worth understanding. Thus I had

resigned myself in mathematics to make no progress beyond the first

rudiments, and now to my astonishment I discovered that these uncouth

symbols and crabbed formulas were composed of simple ideas and figures,

and constructed with a logical consequence which I had no difficulty in

perceiving, and in which I felt inexpressible delight.

"It is singular," I said on one occasion, "that when I was with Herr

von Zehren I thought there could be nothing on earth more delightful

than shooting over a wide heath on a sunny autumn morning; but I now

find that to correctly employ a difficult formula gives more pleasure

than a good shot that brings down an unlucky pheasant."

"The whole secret," replied my teacher, "lies in giving free play to

our powers and our talents in a direction which is agreeable to our own

nature. For in this manner we feel that we _are_; and every creature at

every moment seeks for nothing further. But if we can so contrive it

that our activity, besides giving us the proof of our existence, turns

to the advantage of others--and happily that is almost always in our

power--so much the better for us. Would to heaven my unfortunate

brother had caught a sight of this truth."

Of course, especially in the earlier period of my imprisonment, our

conversation frequently turned upon "the Wild Zehren."

"As a boy he bore that name," said the superintendent; "everybody

called him 'the Wild One,' and it was hardly possible to give him

another name. In his fiery nature lay an impulse that he could not

resist, to put forth his exuberant strength even to excess, to venture

whatever was most hazardous, and to attempt even the impossible. You

can judge the field that our paternal estate offered to such a boy. To

dash on the wildest horses down the steep heights, to put out to sea in

a crazy boat during a raging storm, to roam over the perilous moors by

night, to climb the giant beeches of the park to bring down a bird's

nest, to dive into the tarn in search of the treasure which they say

was thrown into it in the time of the Swedish invasion--these were his

favorite sports. I have no idea how often he found himself in danger of

death; but in truth it might be said to be every moment, for at any

moment the impulse might seize him to do something which put his life

in peril. Once we were standing at an upper window and saw an

infuriated bull chasing one of the laborers around the court. Malte

said, 'I must take that fellow in hand,' sprang down twenty feet into

the court as another might arise from a chair, and ran to meet the

bull, whose rage had however spent itself, so that he allowed the

daring boy to drive him back to the cattle-yard. It was a mere chance

here that he did not break his bones and was not gored; but as chance

always stood his friend, he grew more and more reckless and daring.

"Chance, however, is a capricious deity, and unexpectedly leaves its

greatest favorites in the lurch. A far worse enemy to my brother were

the circumstances in which he grew up. The only thing he had been

taught, was that the Zehrens were the oldest race on the island, and

that he was the first-born. From these two articles of faith he

constructed a sort of religion and mystical cultus which was all the

more fantastic that his pompous fancies contrasted so glaringly with

the threadbare reality.

"Our father was a nobleman of the old lawless school, and of the wild

ways of his class in the eighteenth century: a man of all men least

fitted to form the character of a haughty, audacious boy like my

brother. Our mother had lived at courts, and in this unwholesome sphere

frittered away her really remarkable gifts. She yearned for the

vanished splendors of her former life; the solitude of a country life

wearied, and the rudeness with which she was surrounded, shocked her.

Their life was not a happy one: as she knew she was no longer beloved

by her husband, she soon ceased to love her children, in whom she

fancied--whether rightly or wrongly is of no consequence--that she

perceived only the traits of their father. Our father's regard was

confined to his first-born alone; and when a wealthy, childless aunt

asked to be allowed to take charge of the second son, Arthur, he

willingly consented. Indeed I believe he would have been glad to be rid

of me also, the youngest son, only no one was willing to take me. Thus

I grew up as I best could; sometimes I had a tutor and sometimes I had

none; no one cared for me; I should have been left entirely alone, had

not my eldest brother, after his fashion, taken me under his charge.

"He loved me, who was ten years his junior, with passionate devotion,

with a wild, and, as it now appears to me, a touching tenderness.

Strong as I afterwards grew, I was a frail and sickly child. He, the

dauntless, shielded me from every shadow of danger; he watched and

guarded me as the apple of his eye; played with me, when I was well,

for half-days at a time; watched, when I was sick, night after night by

my bed. I was the only one who could control 'the Wild One' with a

word, a look; but what could such influence avail? It was a thread that

snapped, when the youth of twenty, after a scene of unusual violence

with our father, left suddenly the paternal house, to enter it no more

for ten years.

"He was sent to travel, as the customary phrase then ran; but the

always insufficient remittances which he received from our father,

whose means were daily diminishing, soon ceased altogether. He had to

live as he could; and as he could not live at his own expense, he lived

at the expense of others, like many a noble adventurer, to-day a

beggar, to-morrow rolling in gold; to-day the comrade of the lowest

rabble, tomorrow the companion of princes; with his irresistible power

of fascination, conquering all hearts wherever he came, yet himself

fixed nowhere, and roaming restlessly from one end of Europe to the

other. He was in England, Italy, Spain, and longest in France; in the

wild life of Paris he found his natural element, and he revelled in the

arms of French ladies, whose brothers and husbands were devastating his

native land with fire and sword.

"For five or six years we had heard nothing of him; our mother had

died, and we had not known where to send him the news of her death; our

father, broken before his time, was tottering to his grave; the

devastation of our estates by the enemy, who had penetrated even to us,

did not move his apathy--he drank the last bottle of wine in his cellar

in a carouse with French officers. I could not endure all this with

patience. I challenged the French colonel, a Gascon, who, seated at my

father's table, with a guitar in his hands, was singing ribald songs

insulting to the Germans. He laughed, and made his men take the sword

from the boy of seventeen--it was a dress-sword which hung on the wall

by a blue scarf as an ornament, and which I had snatched in my fury--to

punish his presumption by having him shot the next morning.

"In the night appeared a deliverer whom I had least reason to expect.

At the rumors of an uprising in Germany--at that time the first _Frei

corps_ was organizing--the Wild One had hurried back from the arms of

his paramours and the _salons_ of the Faubourg St. Germain, and his way

had led him to our native place, where just then the flames of war were

most fiercely burning. He could not reach the _Frei corps_, which was

in the citadel, so he turned to the island with the plan of stirring up

a guerrilla warfare against the invaders. He came just at the right

moment to snatch his brother from certain death. With a few trusty

followers hastily collected, he broke into the prison under

circumstances of the most daring audacity, and carried me away.

"From this time we were together for five years, and first as simple

volunteers, then as officers of the line, shared perils and hardships

like brothers. I was a good soldier, but my brother's name was known

throughout the whole army, and again he was called 'the Wild Zehren,'

as if to such a man that was the only fitting epithet. Innumerable were

the stories told of his courage and foolhardiness. The general opinion

was that he was seeking death; but he was not thinking of death--he

only despised life. He laughed when he heard others talking

enthusiastically of the regeneration of Germany; how we would rid our

native soil both of foreign and native tyrants, in order to establish a

kingdom of fraternity and equality in the liberated land. At that time

he often had the old phrase of 'hammer and anvil' on his lips, which,

as he said, expressed his philosophy in the simplest terms.

'Fraternity! equality!' he scoffed--'away with such empty phrases! This

is a world of the strong and the weak; of masters and serfs. You have

so long been the anvil under that giant hammer Napoleon, that now you

want to play hammer yourselves. See how far you will bring it. Not far,

I fear. You have only talents for the part of anvil.'

"'Why did you come to help us fight Napoleon?' I asked.

"'Because I was bored in Paris,' was his reply.

"But he did himself injustice. He was something more than the _blasé_

cavalier of fortune which he pretended to be; he had squandered in a

life of wild adventures the treasures of a heart dearer than Plutus'

mine; but a fragment of this heart was yet left him, and in this

fragment lived--if not genuine patriotism and philanthropy, at least

the generous impulse to side with the oppressed and resist the

oppressor, whether he be a brilliant conquerer or a stupid native

prince ruling by the grace of God.

"And now that the conquerer was chained to the rock of St. Helena, and

he saw the heroes of so many battles taking their old accustomed yoke

once more upon their patient necks; when he saw that the whole proud

torrent of liberty was wasting in the sand of loyal obedience, then he

broke his sword, which he had gloriously carried through twenty

battles, bestowed a curse upon both despots and slaves, and said that

now, as before the war, the world was his home; the only home for a

free-born man in a slavish age.

"I know well that his reasoning was strained and unsound; but there was

a kernel of truth in it. The result has proven this; the incredibly

vapid, idealess time in which we live, a time barren of thought and of

deeds, a real age of the Epigoni, has completely confirmed his

prediction. And now again he wandered, a homeless adventurer, through

the land, only with the difference that before with insolent power he

had sported with men, whom he now coldly preyed upon because he

despised them. 'I endeavored to purchase with my blood a letter of

indulgence for my past: it has been refused me. What now is the present

or the future to me?' How often have I thought upon this expression of

his to me at the moment of our parting. It has always remained with me

a key to his enigmatical character.

"Again for years I heard nothing more of him. Our father was dead; our

estate sequestered; my second brother, Arthur, whom his aunt had

deceived in his expectations, was toiling in thankless public service;

I, who had set my heart upon the regeneration of the public, and

thought that I could see that the work must be begun at the very

beginning, that is, at the bottom, had managed to obtain this place

through my patron, Altenburg; had been here, a crippled man, for four

years, and was still studying the rudiments of my vocation; Malte was

nowhere heard of. Suddenly he reappeared, and with a wife who had

followed the adventurer to his home. He declared his intention to take

the paternal estate in hand. I afforded him every facility; Arthur sold

his rights for a sum of money, the receipt of which, by the way, he

still denies. The creditors were glad to get at all events something,

and one of them at least consoled himself with the thought that

'omittance was no quittance,' and the hope--which has not deceived

him--that the Zehren estates were as secure to him under the new master

as under the old.

"We did not meet at his return; just at that time I could not well

leave this place, and he, on his part, felt no desire to renew the old

friendship. When we parted, I was about to contract a marriage, in

which the first-born of an ancient line saw a criminal _mésalliance_;

now for some years I had been holding an official post; and to hold any

post, but especially such a post as this, was in his eyes throwing

one's self away, trampling under foot the inborn right of a knight of

the hammer, and making one's self a plebeian anvil. That I refused the

compensation he had offered me for my interest in the estate, wounded

him deeply. By so doing, in his eyes, I renounced my obedience and

subordination to the first-born, the chief of the family. He could not

forgive me that I had no more need of him; that I had no debts which he

must plunge himself into debt to pay; in a word, that I was not like my

brother Arthur, who was much more compliant in this point--too

compliant, I fear.

"On the other side, what I heard of him--and he took care never to let

men's tongues rest about him--confirmed me in the sad conviction that

between him and me a gulf had opened, not to be crossed by even the

sincere love I still felt for him. I heard of the wild life he was

living with the noblemen of his neighborhood, now impoverished by the

war; of the drinking and gaming bouts, of mad exploits of which he was

the originator. At this time a dark rumor got abroad that he was

conducting the smuggling traffic, which during the war had flourished

greatly, being then encouraged by the government, but now was strongly

repressed. But the worst rumors were those that spoke of the wretched

life he led with his unhappy wife. He ill-treated her, it was said; he

had imprisoned her in a cellar; it was unaccountable that the

authorities did not interfere.

"I could not bear to hear these things, of which I did not believe a

word, for the charges were in too glaringly contradiction to the

naturally noble and generous nature of my brother. But I felt a natural

hesitation to mix myself up in these affairs, until a letter which I

received brought me to a decision. The letter was written in bad

French, and the very first words informed me that the unhappy woman who

wrote it must be out of her right mind. 'I hear you know the road to

Spain,' it began, and ended with the words, 'I entreat you to tell me

the road to Spain.' In an hour after receiving it I set out, and, after

so many years, saw my father's house and my brother again. It was a

painful meeting.

"My father's house a ruin, my brother a shadow--worse, a caricature--of

his former self. Ah, my friend, the hammer-theory had shown itself

cruel to its staunchest maintainer. How had the clumsy anvil beaten out

the delicate hammer! How ignoble he had grown in the common world which

he so deeply despised! 'Only despise reason and knowledge,' Goethe

makes the Spirit of Lies say, 'and I have you then safe.' And I say,

only despise men, and you will see how soon you grow despicable to

others and to yourself.

"I told him why I had come; he led me in silence into the park, and

pointed to a woman, who, in a fantastic dress, flowers and weeds in her

glossy-black, half-dishevelled hair, in her hands a guitar with half

its chords broken, was wandering under the trees and among the

shrubbery, sometimes raising her dark eyes, as if in ecstacy, to

heaven, and again dropping them, as in despair, to the earth.

"'You see,' he said, 'it is a lie that I have imprisoned her. Many

another would do it, for it is not a pleasant thing to afford the

public such an exhibition.'

"Take her to her native place," I said.

"'Try it,' he answered. 'She would leap out of the carriage; she would

throw herself into the sea. And if you took her there in fetters and by

force, what would be her fate? She would be thrown into the dungeon of

a convent, where they would try with hunger and blows to exorcize the

devil who tempted her to give her heart to a heretic. Though I love her

no longer, I once loved her, or at least she has been mine; and no

priest's ungentle hand shall touch what has once belonged to me.'

"I said how terrible it was to hear him speak thus of his wife, the

mother of his child.

"'Who says that she is my wife?' was his reply.

"I looked at him amazed and shocked; he shrugged his shoulders.

"'That does not suit your citizen virtue,' he said. 'I would have made

her Frau von Zehren, notwithstanding her father is a hidalgo of very

doubtful lineage, had the child been a boy. What do I want with a girl?

She cannot continue our race; let it then end with me.'

"It was indifferent to him whether these words wounded me or not; he

had no desire to wound me; he really looked upon the superintendent of

a prison, who had married a poor painter's daughter, as not a Zehren.

"I besought him to give me the child, if, as he said, she was nothing

to him. I would bring her up with my Paula, who was then just born.

Here she must perish both morally and physically; and there might be a

time when he would long for a child, whether son or daughter,

legitimate or illegitimate.

"'Then my last hour must have come,' he answered, turning away from me

with a contemptuous gesture.

"What was here to be done? I was not here to hunt with my brother, or

to join him in his carouses and gaming parties, to which he invited me,

with ironical politeness. I spoke with the poor lunatic, who did not

understand me, and had no idea that she had written to me, as to many

others whose names she had learned by chance. I shook hands with old

Christian, who had always been fond of me, and was now the only one who

remembered me, and begged him to watch over the poor forsaken creature.

I wandered once more through the park and greeted the scenes of my

boyish sports; once more saw the sun set behind the house where my

cradle had stood, and came sorrowing away. Thus might a tree feel that

is torn from the earth with all its roots. But, thank heaven, if man is

driven from his home, he can win himself a new one; and when the gates

of our childhood's paradise are closed behind us, another world opens

to us which we must conquer and possess in the sweat of our brows, but

which for this reason alone is truly ours."

CHAPTER IX.

It was certainly not with the intention of stimulating me--for that was

no longer needed--that my teacher in his discourses ever returned to

the same theme, that free, voluntary labor, consecrated by love, the

labor of all for all, was the completion of wisdom, the proper aim and

highest happiness of mankind. This was the last result of his practical

philosophy, to which of necessity all his reflections tended, whether

their subject was the destiny of the individual or the race. And as

these discourses were almost always carried on in intervals of repose

from work, from which we came and to which we were about to return,

they might be called significant arabesques to the earnest, and--as it

now looks to me--moving pictures presented by the unresting, thoughtful

master, and the industrious, eager student, in their combined

occupation.

This occupation was strictly regulated. It so happened that during my

convalescence, an old clerk of the office, who had long been ailing,

died. As it was a fixed principle with the superintendent that all work

should be done by inmates of the establishment, so far as that was

practicable, he had, in spite of the opposition of President von

Krossow, by means of an immediate application to the king, supported by

his friend, Minister von Altenburg, obtained liberty to leave the

clerk's place unfilled, and to give his work, as a special favor, to

me, for which I also received certain emoluments, reduced to the

proportion of other sums paid for prison-work. Deacon von Krossow

congratulated me, with anything but cordiality, on my "promotion," but

Dr. Snellius crowed loudly with joy, and in the family the great event

was celebrated as a festival. As for me, this arrangement had lifted a

load from my breast. I had now no longer to fear that the generous man

who had already done so much for me, would be involved in serious

inconveniences by his kindness. In the president's circle they had even

talked of investigations, removal from office, of pensioning off at the

very least. Now, as my relation to him bore an official character, this

danger was disposed of, and I could look with a light heart through the

open window by which my work-table stood, into the leafy garden, where

the bees were humming around the flowers, where the birds sang in the

trees, and among the flowers and under the trees Frau von Zehren took

her morning walk, leaning on her daughter's arm, or in the afternoon,

after school-hours, the boys played or worked in their flower-beds.

For each one, even Oscar, had his bed, which he had to keep in order;

and it was always a fresh pleasure to me to see the little men with

their watering-pots and other implements, which they handled with the

skill of practiced gardeners. And yet the pleasure which this sight

gave me, was not without a touch of sadness. It always brought to my

mind my own youth, and how joyless and fruitless it had been in

comparison with this, which unfolded itself before me in such fullness

of beauty. Who had ever taught me to employ thus usefully my youthful

strength? Who, to bring a significance even into my sports? Alas, large

and strong as I was, I might have been nourished by the crumbs that

fell from this bounteous table. For I had scarcely known my mother, and

the deeply melancholy disposition of my father, who was naturally

grave, and had been rendered still more gloomy by the loss of his

deeply-loved wife, was to a vivacious high-spirited boy at once

mysterious and terrible. Later I well understood what then I had but

imperfect glimpses of--how deeply and sincerely he desired my welfare,

and strove, according to his conscience and knowledge, to be a good

father to me; but like Moses, my excellent father was slow of speech,

and there was no obliging Aaron at hand to explain to me the reasons of

his stern commands. My brother and sister were considerably older than

myself. I was eight years old when my brother Fritz, then sixteen, went

to sea, and only ten when my sister, who was twenty, was married. My

brother was a lively, gay young fellow, and troubled himself about me

as little as he did about anybody or anything else in the world; my

sister had my father's sternness, but without his feeling. After she

was called to take the place of a mother to me, she treated me always

with pedantic strictness, and often with petty cruelty. So I took

refuge with the old serving-woman who lived in a state of hostility

with her, and who, to reward me for my partisanship, told me stories of

robbers and ghosts; and when Sarah married, and with her parting kiss

proceeded to give me a farewell lecture, I told her in the presence of

my father, her husband, and all the wedding-company, that I wanted

neither her teaching nor her kiss, and that I was glad that in future I

should see and hear of her no more. This was held up as an instance of

the most frightful ingratitude on my part; and Justizrath Heckepfennig,

who was also present on this occasion, pronounced for the first time

his deliberate conviction, which subsequent experience was only too

strongly to confirm, that I "would die in my shoes."

No one can blame me, if while I looked through the window at my little

friends, the wish arose in my mind that I had also been so fortunate,

that I had had a father at once so wise and so kind, so gentle and

tender a mother, such merry companions in work and play, and above all

such a sister.

At first she always brought to my mind some old child's story, but I

could not remember precisely what it was. It was not little Snow-white,

for little Snow-white was a thousand times fairer than the fairest

queen, and Paula was not really beautiful; it could not be little Red

Riding-hood, for she, when you came to look at it, was a little stupid

thing who could not tell the wicked wolf from her good old grandmother,

and Paula was tall and slender, and so very wise! Cinderella? Paula was

so neat that no cinders could ever be seen about her, and she had no

doves at her command to help her gather the peas; on the contrary, she

had to do everything for herself. I could not make it out, and

concluded at last that it was no special personage of whom she reminded

me, but rather that she was like one of the good fairies whom one does

not see either coming or going, and only know that she has been here by

the gift she has left behind; or like the friendly little goblins who,

while the maids sleep, clean up parlor and kitchen, garret and cellar;

and when the sleepers awake, they see that all their work is done

already, and far better than they could have done it themselves.

Yes, she must be a fairy, who, out of the abundance of her kindness to

those whom she befriended, had taken the form of a slender blue-eyed,

blonde maiden. How otherwise could it be that from early morning to

late evening she was always busy and yet never weary; that she was

always at hand when wanted; that she had ready attention for every one,

and that never the shadow of ill-humor passed across her sweet face,

much less an unkind word from her lips? True, her look was serious, and

she rarely spoke more than just what was needful, but her seriousness

had no admixture of gloom, and once or twice I even heard her playfully

chatting with a half-loud gentle voice, such as the fairies have when

they speak the language of mortals.

I confided my discovery to my friend, Dr. Snellius.

"Keep away from me with such nonsense!" cried he. "A fairy, indeed! It

is Lessing's old fable of the iron pot that must needs be taken off the

fire with a pair of silver tongs. What does she do, then, that is so

extraordinary? She is the housekeeper, the teacher of the children, her

father's friend, her mother's companion, and the nurse of both. All

good girls are all this: there is nothing so unusual in it; it all lies

in system and order. But a fantastic head of twenty years naturally

cannot see men and things as they really are. Do you marry her. That is

the best means of discovering that the angels with the longest azure

wings are but women after all."

I passed my hand through my hair, which was now perceptibly regaining

its former luxuriance, and said thoughtfully:

"I marry Paula? Never! I cannot imagine the man who would be worthy to

marry her; but this I know certainly, that I am not he. What am I?"

"For the present you are condemned to seven years' imprisonment, and

have therefore fully that amount of time for considering what you will

be when you are released. I trust that you will then be a worthy man,

and I do not know what girl, nor what seraph is too good for a worthy

man."

"But I know another reason, doctor, why I shall not be able to marry

her then."

"What is that?"

"Because by that time you will have married her yourself."

"What a grinning, gnashing mammoth! Do you suppose a girl like that

will marry an apoplectic billiard-ball?"

Whether the doctor was provoked at the contradiction into which he had

fallen in scouting, as regarded himself, the possibility which he had

just maintained in reference to me--or whatever the cause may have

been, the blood rushed so violently to his bald head, that he really

bore a striking resemblance to the remarkable object to which he had

just compared himself, and his crow rose to such an extraordinary

height of pitch, that he did not even make the attempt to tune himself

down.

These sayings of the doctor haunted my memory for several days. I was

struck with the thought that a worthy man was good enough for any girl,

and therefore that in this respect there was no reason why I should

not, sooner or later, marry Paula. But then again, I knew not how, my

old notions returned, and when I saw her arranging and ordering all

things with her heavenly patience, I said to myself--It is not true

that all girls, even the so-called good ones, are like Paula; and it is

an absurd idea of the doctor that I can ever be worthy of her.

The clear atmosphere, the splendid sunsets, the dry leaves that here

and there fluttered down from the trees, announced the approach of

another autumn. It was the season that I had spent the year before at

Castle Zehrendorf; these were the same signs that I had then so closely

observed, and they awakened in my soul a crowd of memories. I had

believed that these memories were deeply buried, and I now found that

only a thin covering had been spread over them, which every light

sighing of the melancholy autumn breeze sufficed to lift. Indeed it

often seemed to me that the wounds which had been inflicted on me a

year before were about to open once more. I again lived over all that

time, but it was as when a waking man, in full consciousness, calls

back a vivid dream. What in a dream, with the incomplete activity of

our intellectual faculties, seemed to us natural and reasonable,

appears to us, when awake, as a strange phantasm; and what then

tormented us as incomprehensible, we can now clearly understand,

because we can supply the vacant steps which our dreaming fancy has

leaped lightly over. I had only to compare my position at that time

with the present, to see how wild a caricature my fancy had drawn. Then

I imagined myself free, and was really involved in a net of the most

unhappy, the most repulsive circumstances, as a fly in the web of a

spider; now I slept every night behind bars of iron, and felt as calm

and safe as when one steps from a swaying boat upon the steady land.

Then I believed that I had found my proper career, and now I saw that

that life was only a continuation, and to a certain extent the

consequence of a youth spent without plan or aim. And in what light now

did the persons in whose destinies I had taken such a passionate

interest, now appear to me, when I compared them with those whom I had

learned to love so cordially--when I compared, for instance, the Wild

Zehren with his wise and gentle brother? And, as I had begun to draw

comparisons, that dejected, sleepy giant, Hans von Trantow--where now

was the good Hans, if he was not dead? and there were those who

insisted that he was safe enough, and they knew very well where he

was--had to take his place by the side of the little, intelligent

Doctor Snellius, always full of life and motion; and even poor old

Christian was compared with the vigorous old Sergeant Süssmilch. But

most vividly was the comparison forced upon me between the beautiful,

romantic Constance, and the pure, refined Paula.

A sharper contrast could scarcely be imagined; and for this reason

perhaps the image of the one always called up that of the other. I felt

for Paula, notwithstanding her youth, a greater respect than I had ever

felt for Constance, who was several years older, and far more

beautiful. True, with the latter at first I had had a certain

bashfulness to overcome in myself, but this bashfulness was of a very

different nature, and I had so completely overcome it, that when I left

the castle that morning, I was resolved to marry her, in spite of my

nineteen years. And what surprised me was the fact that I could not

think of Constance, who had so cruelly betrayed me, and whom I believed

myself to hate, without the wish that I might see her once more, and

tell her how much I had loved her, and how deeply she had wounded me.

Where was she now? When last heard of, she was in Paris.

Was she still there, and how was she living? That she had been

abandoned by her lover, I knew already; I had laughed aloud when I

first heard of it. Now I laughed no longer; I could not think, without

a feeling of the deepest pity, of her who had been so atrociously

wronged, who now perhaps--yes, beyond a doubt--was wandering homeless

and friendless about the world; an adventuress, as her father had been

an adventurer. And yet she could not be altogether vile; had she not

with pride and scorn renounced every claim upon her father's

inheritance? Did she not know that her father had never deigned to make

her mother his wife? Had she perhaps known it before? And if so, did

not this fact suffice to explain the hostile position she maintained

towards her father? Could she love the man who had plunged her mother

into such unbounded wretchedness--who had never been to her what a

father should be, and who, if the reports of his gaming companions were

to be believed, had only used her as a bait to allure the stupid fish

to his net? Could one judge her so severely--her who had sprung from

such parents, grown up in isolation and amid such associations, exposed

from childhood to the clumsy attentions or the impertinent

familiarities of rude country squires--if she had violated duties whose

sacredness she had never comprehended?--if she had been sacrificed by a

profligate who approached her with all the temptations of wealth and

his exalted rank, and with the whole magic of youth? Unfortunate

Constance! Your song of the "falsest-hearted, only chosen" was cruelly

prophetic. Your chosen one had indeed proved false-hearted to you. And

the other, your faithful George, who was to kill all the dragons

lurking in your path, you scorned his service; and the mistrust which

you felt in the strength and wisdom of the squire who had devoted

himself to you, was but too well justified. Would he ever see you

again?

I know that she had refused to be present at the family conference

which was soon to be held. And yet, as the day drew nearer, the thought

more frequently recurred to me, that she might still change her mind,

uncertain and impulsive as she was, and suddenly stand before me, just

as my friend Arthur one evening, as I was returning with Paula from the

Belvedere, appeared before me in all the splendor of his new ensign's

uniform.

CHAPTER X.

The day had been rainy and disagreeable, and my frame of mind was as

dull and gloomy as the weather. In the morning the superintendent had

had an attack of hemorrhage. I was for the first time alone in the

office, and often looked over from my work to the place that was vacant

to-day, and again listened, when a light swift step came along the

corridor from the room where the superintendent was, to the nursery,

where the little Oscar had been lying for a week with some infantile

ailment. I was always hoping that the light swift step would stop at my

door; but the fairy had today too much to do, and with all, I thought,

had probably forgotten me.

But she had not forgotten me.

It was towards evening. As I could no longer see, I had put by my work,

and was still seated upon the office stool, with my head resting on my

hand, when there came a light tap at the door. I hurried to open it--it

was Paula.

"You have not been out of the room the whole day," she said; "the rain

is over; I have half an hour to spare; shall we walk in the garden a

little?"

"How are they?"

"Better, much better."

She answered promptly, and yet her voice did not have a reassuring

sound; and she was singularly silent as side by side we ascended the

path to the Belvedere. I concealed my solicitude, as well as I could,

by encouraging words. The little one, I said, was now out of all

danger; and it was not the first attack of the kind which the

superintendent had had, and from which he always soon recovered his

usual strength. This was Dr. Snellius's opinion too, I added.

While I thus spoke, Paula had not once looked at me, and as we now

reached the summer-house, she entered it hastily. I remained behind a

moment to look at the clouds which the sunset was coloring with hues of

marvellous beauty, and called Paula that she might not miss the

splendid sight. She did not answer; I stepped to the door. She was

sitting at the table, her face buried in her hands, weeping.

"Paula, dear Paula!" I exclaimed.

She raised her head and strove to smile, but it was in vain; again she

covered her face with her hands and wept aloud.

I had never seen her before in this state, and the unusual and

unexpected sight distressed me inexpressibly. In my deep emotion I

ventured for the first time gently to smooth down her blond hair with

my hand, speaking to her as to a child whom I was trying to soothe and

comfort. And what was this maiden of fifteen but a helpless child to

me, who stood by her now in the plenitude of my fully restored

strength?

"You are very kind," she sobbed, "very kind! I do not know why just

to-day I see everything in so gloomy a light. Perhaps it is because I

have borne it so long in silence; or possibly it may be this gray,

cheerless day; but I cannot keep my mind clear of dreadful thoughts.

And what will become of my mother and the boys?"

She shook her head mournfully, and looked straight before her with eyes

dim with tears.

It had begun to rain again; the bright tints of the clouds had changed

to a dull gray; the evening wind rustled in the trees and the dry

leaves came eddying down. I felt unutterably sad--sad and vexed at

heart. Here again was I in the most wretched of positions; compelled to

witness the distress of those I loved, while powerless to relieve it.

It might be that Constance and her father had not deserved the sympathy

I had felt for them; but I still had endured the grief and the pain;

and this family--this--I knew well were worthy that a man should shed

his heart's blood in their service. Alas, again I had nothing but my

blood that I could give! To give one's blood is perhaps the greatest,

and assuredly the last sacrifice that one man can bring to another; but

how often does it prove a coinage that is not current in the market of

life. A handful of money would bring rescue--a piece of bread--a

blanket--a mere nothing--and yet with all our blood we cannot provide

this.

And as I stood, leaning in the door of the summer-house, now glancing

at the gentle, weeping girl, and now at the dripping trees, my heart

swelling with sorrow and helpless indignation, I vowed to myself that

in spite of all, I would yet raise myself to a position where, in

addition to my good will, I should also have the power to help those

whom I loved.

How oft in my after life have I recurred in memory to this vow! It

seemed so utterly impossible; the object I proposed to attain seemed so

far away; and yet that I now stand where I do I chiefly owe to the

conviction that filled my soul at that moment. So the shipwrecked

mariner, battling with the waves in a frail and leaky skiff, sees but

for a moment the shore where there is safety; but that moment suffices

to show him the course he must steer to escape destruction.

"I must go in," said Paula.

We walked side by side along the path leading down from the Belvedere.

My heart was so full that I could not speak; Paula also was silent. A

twig hung across the path, so low that it would have brushed her head;

I raised it as she passed, and a shower of drops fell upon her. She

gave a little cry, and then laughed when she saw me confused at my

awkwardness.

"That was refreshing," she said.

It sounded as if she were thanking me, though I had really startled

her. I could not help seizing the dear maiden's hand.

"How good you are, Paula," I said.

"And how bad you are," she replied, looking up in my face with a

radiant smile.

"Good-evening!" a clear voice exclaimed close at hand.

The speaker had stepped out of a hedged path that opened at

right-angles to the one in which we were walking, and now stood facing

us in a gay uniform, his left hand on the hilt of his sword, three

white-gloved fingers raised in a foppish salute to the peak of his cap,

gazing curiously at us from his brown eyes, and a half-mocking,

half-vexed smile upon his face, which in the pallid evening light

looked paler and more worn than ever.

"Allow me to present myself," he said--his three fingers still raised

to his cap--"Arthur von Zehren, ensign in the 120th. Have been at the

house already; learned to my regret that my uncle is not perfectly

well; my aunt is not visible; would at least not neglect to pay my

_devoirs_ to my charming cousin."

He said all this in a drawling, affected tone, without looking at me

(who had released Paula's hand at once) or taking the slightest notice

of my presence.

"I am sorry that it has happened so unfortunately, Cousin Arthur," said

Paula. "We did not look for you before next week."

"That was my original plan," replied Arthur; "but my colonel, who is so

good as to take a special interest in me, hastened the issue of my

commission, so that I was able to leave yesterday, and present myself

here to-day. Papa and mamma send kind remembrances to my uncle and my

aunt; they will be here the beginning of next week; hope uncle will be

quite restored by that time. Am curious to see him; they say he is very

like my grandfather Malte, whose picture hangs in the parlor at home.

Would not have known you, dear cousin; you have not the family face;

brown hair and eyes is the Zehren style."

The path was not wide enough for three to walk abreast; so the two went

on before, and I followed at a little distance, but near enough to hear

every word. I had lately been thinking of my former friend with very

mixed feelings; but now as he strutted along before me at the side of

that dear child, pouring his insipid chatter into her ear, calling her

_thou_ and _cousin_, and just now, either accidentally or

intentionally, touching her with his elbow--my feelings were very

unmixed indeed. I could have wrung Master Ensign's dainty little brown

head round in his red collar with extreme satisfaction.

We reached the house.

"I will see if you cannot speak with my mother for a few minutes at

least," said Paula; "please wait an instant here; you have not spoken

to your old friend yet."

Paula ran up the steps; Arthur saluted her--three fingers to his

cap--as she went, and then remained standing with his back to me.

Suddenly he turned upon his heel so as to face me, and said in his most

insolent tone:

"I will now bid you good-day; but I request you to observe that before

third parties we have no acquaintance--I presume I need not enter into

details why this is so."

Arthur was a head shorter than I, and he had to look up in my face

while he pronounced these severe words. This circumstance was not in

his favor; rudenesses are much best said from above; and it struck me

so ludicrously that this little fellow, whom I could have tumbled over

with a light push, should puff himself up to this extent before me,

that I laughed aloud.

An angry flush crimsoned Arthur's pale cheek.

"It seems you mean to insult me," he said; "happily in my position I

cannot be insulted by a person like you. I have already heard on what

footing you stand here; my uncle will have the choice between me and

you. I do not imagine that it will be a difficult one."

I no longer laughed. I had loved this youth with more than brotherly

affection; I had, so to speak, knelt and worshipped him; I had rendered

him a vassal's faithful service; had good-naturedly accompanied him in

all his follies, and taken--how often!--their punishment upon myself. I

had guarded and protected him in every danger; had shared with him all

that I possessed, only his share was always by far the larger--and now,

now, when I was in misfortune and he luxuriating in the sunshine of

prosperity, now he could speak to me thus! I could scarcely understand

it; but what I did understand was inexpressibly odious to me. I gazed

at him with a look before which any other would have lowered his eyes,

turned my back upon him and went. A peal of derisive laughter resounded

behind me.

"Laugh away!" I said to myself; "he laughs best who laughs last."

But when I thought of Paula's behavior during this interview, I felt

that it might well have been different. I thought she might have taken

my side more openly. She well knew how Arthur had abandoned me as soon

as I fell into misfortune; how he had had no single cheering word for

his old companion when in prison; yes, had even openly renounced me,

and blackened my name with calumny like the rest.

"That was not right--that was very ill done of Arthur," she had said to

me more than once; and now--I was very dissatisfied with Paula.

I was now to have opportunities enough for dissatisfaction; for in

truth, all things taken together, the time which followed was an

unhappy time for me. Arthur presented himself on the following day, and

was received by the superintendent in his sick-room, and by all the

family, in the most friendly manner. I, who had always stood so much

alone, possessed in but slight degree the family feeling, the respect

for the claims of kindred, and could not comprehend that the mere

accident of the identity of name and origin could in itself have such

importance as was manifestly conceded to it here. "Dear nephew," said

the superintendent and Frau von Zehren; "Cousin Arthur," said Paula;

and "Cousin Arthur," shouted the boys. And in truth, Nephew Arthur and

Cousin Arthur was amiability itself. He was respectful to his uncle,

attentive to his aunt, full of chivalrous politeness to Paula, and

hand-and-glove with the boys. I observed all from a distance. The

superintendent still had to keep his room; and I took that for a

pretext for working more diligently than ever in the office, which I

quitted as seldom as possible, and where I buried myself in my lists

and drawings, in order to see and hear nothing of what was going

forward.

Unhappily, I still heard and saw too much. The weather had cleared up

again, and a lovely latter-autumn, peculiar to this region, followed

the stormy weather. The boys had holiday, the family scarcely left the

garden, and Cousin Arthur was always of the company. Cousin Arthur must

have had precious little to do; the colonel deserved arrest for letting

his ensigns run wild in this fashion!

Alas, imprisonment had not changed me for the better, as I sometimes

flattered myself. When before had even a feeling of envy or of grudging

arisen in my soul? When had I ever disavowed my motto, "Live and let

live?" And now my heart beat with indignation whenever, raising my

eyes, I saw Arthur in the garden stroking the little moustache that

began to darken his lip, or heard his clear voice. I grudged him his

little dark moustache; as a prisoner I could wear no beard, and mine

would anyhow have been of a very pronounced red. I grudged him his

clear voice; my own was deep, and had grown very rough since I had left

off singing. I grudged him his freedom, which, in my eyes, he so

shamefully abused. I almost grudged him his life. Had he not wretchedly

darkened my own life, which of late had been so pleasantly lightened,

and was he not joyously basking in the sunshine from which he had

expelled me?

And yet I had no real ground to complain. The superintendent, who

recovered from his attack less rapidly than we had hoped, but

occasionally came into the office, was as sympathizing and kind as

ever; and after I had persistently, for one or two weeks, declined

under various pretexts the invitations to join them in the garden, I

had no right to be surprised if Frau von Zehren and Paula at last grew

weary of troubling themselves about me, and the boys preferred their

lively cousin Arthur, who taught them their drill, to the melancholy

George, who no longer played with them. In my eyes, however, they had

simply abandoned me; and I should have fallen into mere despair, had I

not possessed two friends who held fast to me, and secretly or openly

espoused my cause.

These two friends were Doctor Snellius and Sergeant Süssmilch.

As for the sergeant, Master Ensign had got into his black book on the

second day. In his familiar fashion, he had clapped him on the

shoulder, and called him "Old fellow." "One is not an old fellow for

such youngsters as that," said the honest sergeant, as, his face still

red with anger, he told me of the affront he had just received. "One

might have a major's epaulettes on the shoulders to-day, if one had

chosen--will let the youngster see that one is not a bear with seven

senses."

The doctor too had his complaint of the insolence of the new-comer. He

was walking in the garden one evening, his hat in his hand as usual,

when Arthur must show his wit in various allusions to the baldness of

the worthy man, and finally asked him in the politest manner, if he had

never tried Rowland's Oil of Macassar, whose extraordinary virtues he

had frequently heard celebrated.

"What do you think of that?" asked the doctor. "I replied to him that I

made all the jests upon my bald head myself, and desired no

competition. You will say that was rude--or you will not say it, for

you like this glib-tongued, insinuating, slippery specimen of his

charming species as little as I do. And the Jack-Pudding will not be at

the end of his part so soon, either. Our humane friend holds it his

duty to practise a truly Arabian hospitality to a kinsman, especially

if he be poor; and the steuerrath, I hear, is in a miserable strait. My

only consolation is that this pitcher too will go to the well until it

breaks."

"How about the family conference?" I asked.

"Will be solemnly opened to-morrow. _Humanus_ has invited them all to

take up lodgings with him. Our half-pay friend has accepted, naturally;

but what I am surprised at is, that so has the other, the Cr[oe]sus,

and not only for himself, but for his golden daughterkin and her

governess. There are one--two--five persons, who will shortly enliven

our solitude in the most charming manner. My notion is that one or two

deserve to remain here forever."

Thus crowed Doctor Snellius, then hopped on another leg and tuned

himself down. I, for my part, was not a little excited at the report of

the speedy arrival of the long-expected guests. Already had Arthur's

presence placed a restraint upon me; what would it be when all these

came? How should I meet the steuerrath?--how the commerzienrath? The

one that had so shamefully abused the generosity of his nobler brother,

and the other that had traded so skilfully in the embarrassments in

which his incautious nature had involved him. My aversion to the pair

was of ancient date, and but too well founded. But why should I in any

way come in contact with them? If I did not come to them, they would

hardly hunt me up. To be sure, there was the little Hermine! Had she

still the same corn-flower blue eyes as on that morning on the deck of

the _Penguin_? And the sententious governess, did she still wear those

yellow locks? It was a bright sunny day when I last saw them both; but

the sun had set too soon, and the evening closed in rain--in rain and

dark mist, through which the face of my father, pale with anger, looked

threateningly at me.

"Why do you sigh?" asked Doctor Snellius, who in the meantime had been

examining a ground-plan on which I had been working for the last few

days. "Your progress is perfectly fabulous; I should never have

believed that so neat and charming a piece of work could come from the

hands of a mammoth. Good-by, mammoth!"

The good doctor shook my hand cordially and hopped out of the room. I

gazed sadly after him, as sadly as if I had really been a mammoth, and

knew that I was doomed to lie for thirty thousand years under snow and

ice, and to be afterwards exhibited, stuffed, in a museum.

CHAPTER XI.

My wish and my hope to be allowed to keep out of sight during the

family conference, were to be frustrated in the most singular manner. I

was appointed to play a part, and no insignificant one, in the family

drama.

The guests had arrived, and were comfortably accommodated in the

superintendent's not very roomy house. In the evening all had met at

the table. Doctor Snellius also being present. Early the next morning

he came to me, to disburden his full heart.

The worthy doctor was under considerable excitement. I perceived that

at his first word, which was pitched a full third higher than usual.

"I knew it," he said. "It was perfect idiotcy to invite this swarm of

locusts; they will utterly devour my poor _Humanus_, who has not so

many green leaves left. What sort of a company is this? You have not

told me a hundredth part of the evil that even a lamb-like disposition

such as mine can, and must, and will say of these people. People! It is

scandalous how we misuse that word. Why people? Because they go upon

two legs? Then the revolting creatures that Gulliver saw in the land of

the noble horses, were people too. But the English skeptic knew better,

and called them Yahoos. And such are our dear guests, or there is no

such thing as natural history. The commerzienrath with his great

paunch, and his cunning, blinking eyes, is one. I could but look at his

short clumsy fingers; I believe the fellow has worn them off handling

his gold. And the steuerrath is another, though he makes desperate

efforts to appear a human being. He has long fingers, very long; but

does a human being ever twist such long fingers about in that fashion,

curve his back with such a cat-like pliancy, and wear such a white,

smooth, smiling, false thief's face? As for the gracious born Baroness

Kippenreiter, any one will believe at her first word that she has held

a high place in the republic of those fascinating creatures, and only

came to Europe by the last ship. She cannot deny her nature; her Yahoo

origin grins unmistakably from her long yellow teeth. Hm, hm, hm!"

"And Fräulein Duff?" I asked.

"Duff?" cried he--"Who is Fräulein Duff?"

"The governess of the little Hermine."

"Of the little beauty whom I was called to attend? Her name is Fräulein

Duff? A very good name! Might be _Duft_ [perfume], and would then be

still more suitable. Mignonnette blooming in pots, and dried between

flannel-jackets in a bureau-drawer; faded ribbons, tarnished leaves of

albums, and a little ring of gold which did not even snap when the

faithless lover deserted his Elvira. Is not her name Elvira? It must

be. Amalie, you say? Certainly an error of the press; nothing about her

to remind one of _The Robbers_--unless it be her long, languishing

ringlets, which assuredly are stolen."

"Why were you called into the little girl?"

"She had eaten too many apple-tarts on the road. As if such a thing

could hurt a little millionairess! Oh, if it had been black bread, now!

I said so to the sorrowing father. 'In all her life she never tasted a

crumb of black bread,' the monster replied, patting his protuberant

paunch. 'Who never ate his bread with weeping,' sighed the governess,

and added, 'that is an eternal truth.' The deuce only knows what she

meant."

The doctor went to visit his patients; I started for the office,

keeping close to the wall, and slipped into the house through the

back-door, for fear of being noticed by some one of the guests. But no

one saw me.

However, in the course of the day I caught sight of them from my

window. First, the commerzienrath, taking his morning promenade through

the garden, a long pipe in his mouth. He seemed to be pondering over

important things. From time to time he stopped, and gazed long into

vacancy. Doubtless, he was calculating. I observed how with his stumpy

fingers he was multiplying, and then wrote the product in the air with

the end of his pipe-stem. Once his face puckered into a grin of

delight; what could he have reckoned out?

The next was the steuerrath. He went an hour later, with his brother,

through the garden. The steuerrath was speaking very animatedly; he

several times laid his right hand upon his breast, as if in

asseveration. The superintendent's eyes were dropped; the subject of

the conversation seemed to distress him. When they came near my window,

he looked across with apparent uneasiness, and drew his brother behind

a hedge. Apparently he did not wish me to witness his brother's

gesticulations.

I had bent over my work again with the painful feeling that I was a

superfluity and in the way, when suddenly the door leading from the

office into the garden was opened, and the steuerrath hastily entered.

I was startled, as even a man of courage is startled when unexpectedly

a serpent glides across his path. The steuerrath smiled very

benignantly, and held out to me his white well-kept hand, which he

again withdrew with a graceful wave, as I showed no disposition to take

it.

"My dear young friend," he said, "must we meet again _thus_?"

I made him no answer; what could I answer to a phrase in which every

word and every tone was a lie?

"How would I deplore your fate," he proceeded, "had not fortune brought

you here to my brother, who without doubt is one of the noblest and

best of men alive, and who even now, while we were walking there, has

said so many kind and affectionate things of you. I was impelled to

offer you my hand, although I had a presentiment that you, like your

father, would turn from one whom in truth fortune has bitterly enough

persecuted."

And the victim of fortune threw himself into an arm-chair, and covered

his eyes with his long white hand, the ring-finger of which was adorned

with an enormous signet.

"I do not reproach him for it: Heaven forbid! I have known him for so

many years. He is one of those strict men, whose horror of dereliction

to duty is so great, and at the same time so blind, that in their eyes

an accused person always appears a guilty one."

The last observation was too just for me not to admit it inwardly; and

probably my look expressed as much, for the steuerrath said with a

melancholy smile:

"Yes, you can sing a sad song to that tune! Well, well, I will not

chafe the wound which pains you more than all the rest; but in truth

you have only early learned what sooner or later we must all learn,

that we can least expect a correct construction of our views and

intentions, and even of our position, from those who stand in the

closest relation to us."

In this too there was truth; and I could not refrain from looking in a

more friendly manner at the man.

"I have just now had proof of this. My brother Ernest is, as I have

already said, one of the best of men; and yet what trouble does it not

give him to place himself in my situation. To be sure, he has always

lived with so much regularity that he does not know what it is in one

night to lose the half of one's receipts, which are anyhow dealt out in

such stinted measure; he does not know what it is to have to compromise

with one's creditors--to risk one's own subsistence and that of others,

alas! and what is bitterest of all, to be dependent on the good-will of

a hard-hearted man of money!"

Here the white hand wiped a tear which seemed to have accumulated in

the inner corner of his right eye, and then resignedly glided to his

lap, while a mild smile stole over his aristocratic features.

He rose and said:

"Forgive me; but an unfortunate one feels himself irresistibly

attracted to the unhappy, and you have always been a friend of my

house, and the best companion of my Arthur. You must not take it ill of

the poor youth, if pride in his new sword has turned his head a little.

You know him; hardly once in ten times does his heart know what his

tongue is saying; and he has already owned to me that in the notion

that he owed it to his dignity as an ensign, he behaved very foolishly

to you. You really must forgive him."

He smiled again, nodded to me, was about to offer his hand again, but

remembered that I had refused it before, and withdrew it, smiled again,

but very sadly, and went to the garden door, which he opened softly and

softly closed behind him.

I looked after him with a mingled feeling of astonishment and contempt.

Was this soft-speaking man, who in my presence could weep over his

position, the same to whom as a boy I had looked up as to a superior

being? And if his case was so desperate--and as far as I could learn it

might very well be so--I might have behaved in a more friendly manner

to him, might have afforded him a word of sympathy, above all, need not

have repulsed his offered hand.

My face burned; it was the first time I had ever rudely repelled a

supplicant. I asked myself again whether imprisonment had not corrupted

me; and I was glad that I had kept so silent in regard to the relations

between the steuerrath and his deceased brother, and especially that I

had faithfully guarded the secret of that letter, even from the

superintendent, in whom, in all other respects, I place unbounded

confidence. Had the steuerrath a suspicion that I could have revealed

something had I chosen? and had he come this morning to thank me for my

silence?

The steuerrath appeared at once to me in an entirely different and much

more favorable light We feel a certain inclination towards persons whom

we have laid under obligation, if they are acute enough to let us

perceive that they are penetrated by the feeling of that obligation.

I would also let Arthur see that I had forgiven his folly.

The steuerrath is right, I thought; not once in ten times does he know

where his tongue is running to.

As I formed this magnanimous resolution, there came another knock--this

time at the door that led into the hall, and I came very near laughing

aloud when upon my calling "Come in!" the commerzienrath presented

himself on the threshold; not this time in dressing-gown and slippers,

with his long pipe in his hand as before, but in a blue frock-coat with

gold buttons, a wide black neckcloth, out of which projected fiercely,

at least four inches, the long points of his high-standing collar, a

flowered waistcoat loose enough not to incommode his prominent paunch,

nor interfere with the display of his neatly-ironed frill, black

trousers which were not so long but that one might see how firmly his

two flat feet stood in the shining boots. In this very costume did this

man pervade all the recollections of my earliest youth; and perhaps it

was because then, in my childish innocence, I had laughed at his

grotesque appearance, that now, when to say the least such behavior was

far more unbecoming, I was again seized with an impulse to laughter.

"How are you now, my dear young friend?" said the commerzienrath, in

the tone with which one inquires into the state of some one on his

death-bed.

"I thank you for your kind inquiry, Herr Commerzienrath; I am quite

well, as you see."

"You are a tremendous fellow," cried the commerzienrath, taking his

tone from me at once. "But that is right; we can live but once; one

must take things as they come. I said as much to your father only

yesterday, when I met him upon the street. 'Good heavens!' I said, 'why

do you make such a terrible matter of it? We have all been young once;

and young men will be young men. Why have you stopped his allowance?' I

asked. 'He is not condemned to hard labor; he has not forfeited the

right to wear the national cockade; he is only imprisoned. That might

happen to any one; and you,' I said, 'are such an honorable man that it

would be an honor to us all to play Boston with you, even if you had

four sons in the penitentiary.'"

The commerzienrath's head sank again upon one side; it is possible that

at his last words my face assumed a grave expression.

"To be sure," said he, "there are many that take it more easily. There

is my brother-in-law. I would not be in his shoes although his father

was a nobleman of the empire and mine only an ordinary needleman. The

investigation let him off, but it was with a black eye. Any one would

suppose he had had enough of intriguing for his life-time; but he

cannot keep out of it. Great heavens, it is a shame, the amount that

his family has cost me already. Would you believe it, that I had to pay

for my wife's trousseau out of my own pocket? Then the one at

Zehrendorf and his drafts! By the way, did he ever tell you that he had

assigned all Zehrendorf to me, years ago? Try to think; he must have

mentioned it to you on some occasion or other. He was not one of those

that keep their mouths close shut. And there's the steuerrath! What

have I not already done for the man; and now these pretensions of his!

Indemnification! A man must live; and if one has not a son, who

naturally could not be set to earn his own living, still one has a

daughter that one does not want to let starve. You must try to get out

of here, my boy. The girl asks after you ten times a day. You have

bewitched her, you rascal you!"

And the commerzienrath, who had arisen and was standing by me with his

hat and stick in his hand, gave me a little poke in the ribs.

"The Fräulein is very kind," I said.

"Look there now, how you blush!" said the commerzienrath; "quite right;

I like that. Respect for the ladies; don't be an idle coxcomb; a fellow

of that sort is worth nothing all his life. But you must not call my

Hermann Fräulein; Fräulein Duff will never allow that; she must be

called Fräulein herself, though she would give her two little fingers

if she did not need to be called Mamsell or Fräulein any longer."

The commerzienrath winked as he said this, puffed out his cheeks, and

gave me another little poke.

"I shall hardly have the opportunity," I said.

"Pooh!" said the commerzienrath, "don't be tragic. We are to ourselves

here. I spoke with my brother-in-law to-day about it; you must

take supper with us this evening. Hermann--you know I call her

Hermann--wants particularly to see you. Adieu!"

And he kissed the tips of his clumsy fingers and left the room, giving

me another wink as he passed out at the door.

What was the meaning of these visits? What did the ceremonious

steuerrath and the purse-proud commerzienrath want with me, a prisoner?

I might have racked my brain in vain for a solution of the enigma, had

not the superintendent, who came into the office that afternoon, let

fall a word which gave me the key to the mystery.

"I wish the next three days were over," said he. "You would not

believe, my dear George, how repulsive to me are all these

transactions, which have no material interest for me. They really only

want me to act as umpire, and flatter me in the hope of influencing my

decision beforehand. And if I could only decide--but how is that

possible in this case where the parties themselves do all they can to

obscure the matter? They count upon you, my dear George, as you are the

only one who was near my unhappy brother in the latter part of his

life, and thus may possibly be able to give information on some points

that need to be cleared up. And now come with me into the garden.

Snellius and you must help me to entertain the company. My poor wife

and I will really not be able to go through with it."

Smiling as he said these words, he took my arm and let me assist him

down the steps into the garden and up the path to the Belvedere, from

which even at a distance there reached us the joyous clamor of

children. It was the first time since my misfortunes that I had gone

into society. I had learned while in prison many things of which I was

proud, but also one of which I was ashamed, namely, the agitation that

overcame me as I heard nearer and nearer the voices of the speakers,

and saw the dresses of the ladies glancing through the hedge, already

thinned by the autumn winds.

I had cause to be content with my reception: the boys rushed at me, and

Kurt cried that I must play with them, for Cousin Arthur kept with

Hermine and Paula, and that was tiresome; and Hermine anyhow was only

ten years old, and did not need to be so proud.

"Hermine is not proud, but you are too wild," said Paula, who was

holding Hermine's hand, while Arthur kept a little in the background

and twirled his little sprout of a moustache with visible

embarrassment.

I caught up the boys and tossed each in succession high in the air, to

conceal my confusion as well as I could, while I kept my eyes fixed

upon Hermine. It was really not possible to find anything more dainty

and charming than this beautiful creature, in her white dress, which

again was trimmed with cornflower blue ribbons, as when I saw her on

the steamer. And her great blue eyes looked as eagerly at me, and her

red lips were half parted, as if she had suddenly caught sight of the

prince of a fairy-tale.

"Is that he?" I heard her whisper to Paula, "and can he really conquer

lions?"

I did not catch Paula's answer to this singular question, for I had now

to turn to Frau von Zehren, who sat between her sister-in-law and

Fräulein Duff on the bench. Frau von Zehren looked paler than usual,

and her poor blind eyes turned with an appealing look towards me, while

a painfully-confused smile played about her lips.

She offered me her hand at once, and half arose from the bench, but

remembered that she must remain sitting, and smiled yet more sadly.

I wished the born Baroness Kippenreiter, with her long yellow teeth,

and the governess, with her long yellow ringlets, who were both staring

at me through their eye-glasses, a thousand miles away.

The superintendent had now joined us, and said: "Will you not take my

arm awhile, Elise? You will be chilled; the ladies will certainly

excuse you."

"Oh, allow me to walk with our dear friend," cried the born

Kippenreiter, springing up with decision. The superintendent slightly

shrugged his shoulders.

"You are not one of the most robust yourself, dear sister-in-law," he

said.

"I am strong whenever duty calls," cried the born Kippenreiter, drawing

Frau von Zehren away with her.

"That is a grand expression!" sighed Fräulein Duff. "Happy he who can

say that of himself!" and the pale governess shook her yellow locks in

a dejected way, then turned her dim eyes on me, and lisped:

"Richard--ah, just as in the old story! Alas that the Blondel is

wanting! But do not despair; faithfully seek, and thou shalt find at

last; that is an immortal truth."

"How are you, Fräulein Duff?" I asked, merely to say something.

"And still this charming quality of taking an interest in the welfare

of others, with all his own misfortunes! That is beautiful! that is

great!" whispered the governess. "I must, indeed I must, make an

attempt to creep into your heart----"

She laid the tips of three fingers upon my arm and pointed shyly with

her parasol in the direction which the company, who had now left the

place under the plane-trees, had taken.

"And how do you live here?" she again whispered, as we descended into

the garden. "But why need I ask--calm and free from care as William

Tell. Life here is an idyll. Do not talk to me of a prison! The whole

world is a prison; no one knows that better than I."

"I should have thought, Fräulein Duff, that the education of so

charming a creature----"

"Yes, she is charming," replied the pale lady, with a flush of real

emotion, "lovely as a May morning, but you can understand--the

undisturbed happiness of life--that this child should have such a----"

She looked cautiously around, and then continued in a hollow voice:

"Only think! he calls her Hermann, and asks three times a day why she

is not a-- _Fi donc!_ I cannot utter it. Oh, it lacerates my heart that

such rough hands should clutch the delicate chords of this virgin soul!

The world loves to blacken whatever is bright and fair; who knows not

that? but at least her own father--but I am the last who should

complain of him. He has--you are a noble soul, Carlos; I cast myself

upon your breast--he has awakened hopes in me which would render giddy

a soul less strong than mine. To acquire a million is great; to throw

it away is godlike--and to be the mother of this child, I often think,

must be heavenly; but what will you say to my always talking of myself?

what will you say to your satirical friend?"

"My satirical friend?"

Fräulein Duff stepped a pace backward, shaded her eyes from the rays of

the evening sun with her transparent hand, and said with a coquettish

smile:

"Carlos, you are playing false. Confess now you want to escape me by

this serpentine turning. There is but one here to whom this description

applies, but he is a giant--in intellect! It is immense--sublime! it

really overcame me! And you call such a giant your friend, and yet

complain that you are in a prison! Oh, my dear friend, who would not

willingly exchange his freedom for your imprisonment, to win

such a friend as this!"

Fräulein Duff pressed her handkerchief to her eyelids, and then gave a

loud shriek as she felt herself seized fast from behind, and turning

saw Hermine's little spaniel, who had fastened his sharp teeth in the

skirt of her dress, and looked at her with a malevolent expression in

his great black eyes. At the same moment the whole company came up, so

that the governess had suddenly quite a concourse of spectators to her

combat with the little long-haired monster. I endeavored to release

her, and only made matters worse; Zerlina would not let go, and shook

and tore with all her strength; the boys pretended to help me, and

secretly urged her on; no one could keep from laughing, and the

commerzienrath literally roared. Nothing remained for Fräulein Duff,

under these circumstances, but to swoon away, and fall into the arms of

Doctor Snellius, who just then came up, attracted by the noise.

"Do not be alarmed, ladies and gentlemen," said the commerzienrath,

"this happens three times every day."

"Barbarian!" murmured the fainting damsel, with pale lips, and raised

herself from the arms of the doctor, who, despite the sublimity

attributed to him, wore at this moment a very sheepish look. Fräulein

Duff strove to cast, through the tears that dimmed her water-blue eyes,

an annihilating look at the mocker, declined the doctor's proffered arm

with the words, "I thank you, but I need no assistance to the house,"

and hastened away, holding her handkerchief to her face, while Zerlina

capered around her little mistress with joyous barkings and triumphant

flourishings of her bushy tail.

"I think she will lose her wits one of these days," said the

commerzienrath, as a sort of explanation of the scene which had just

occurred.

"So much the more should you spare her, especially in the presence of

others," said the superintendent.

I had seized this opportunity to make my escape from the company, and

was wandering about in the farther walks of the garden, when I saw

Paula and Hermine approaching at a little distance. Paula had laid her

hand on the little maid's shoulder, who, in her turn, had wound one arm

round her cousin's waist. Hermine was looking up in Paula's face, and

speaking with great animation, while Paula smiled in a friendly manner,

and said from time to time something which seemed to call forth

vehement opposition from the little maid.

The lovely child of ten years, with her glossy brown hair, and her

great sparkling blue eyes, her bright little face beaming with

animation, and the slender maiden of fifteen, with the gentle smile on

her delicate lips--both these beautiful figures illuminated by the

ruddy glow of an autumn sunset--how often has this picture recurred to

my memory in later years!

And now they caught sight of me. I heard Paula say: "Ask him then

yourself," and Hermine answered, "And so I will!"

She let Paula go, came springing up to me, stood before me looking

fearlessly at me with her great eyes, and asked:

"Can you conquer lions, or can you not?"

"I think not," I answered; "but why?"

"Yes or no?" she asked, giving the least possible stamp of her little

foot.

"Well then, no!"

"But you ought to," she replied, with an indignant look. "I wish it."

"If you wish it, I will do my very best, the first chance that offers."

"Do you see, Paula," said the little maid, turning to her with a

triumphant look. "I told you so! I told you so!" and she clapped her

hands and sprang about like a little Bacchante, and then ran scampering

over the flower-beds, Zerlina following her with loud barkings.

"What did the child mean with her curious question?" I asked Paula.

"It seems that Fräulein Duff keeps comparing you to Richard the

Lion-heart," replied Paula, with a smile.

"With Richard the Lion-heart--me?"

"Yes, because you are blond, and so tall and strong, and a prisoner; so

Hermine has taken it into her head that you must be able to conquer

lions. Whether she is in earnest or in jest, I doubt whether she knows

herself. But I wanted to thank you for joining us in the garden to-day.

It was kind of you; for I could see that you were not at ease in the

company."

"And you, yourself?"

"I must not ask the question. They are our relations."

"Of course that excuses everything."

I said this not without some bitterness, with a reference to her

friendship to Arthur; but I felt ashamed of myself when she raised her

sweet, gentle eyes to my face and innocently asked:

"What do you mean?"

Happily I was spared the necessity of an answer, for Doctor Snellius

came up at the moment, calling "Fräulein Paula! Fräulein Paula!" while

he was yet at a distance.

"I must go in," said Paula; "there are many things to see to; and I beg

you do not look so angry. You have been of late not so friendly as

usual; are you displeased with me?"

I had not the courage to answer "Yes!" when I looked into the earnest

fade that was lifted to mine.

"Who could be that?" I said. "You are a thousand times better than all

of us."

"That she is, God bless her!" said Doctor Snellius, who had caught the

last words.

He looked after her as she hastened away, and a deep and sorrowful

shade passed over his grotesque face. Then with both hands he draped

his hat over his bald skull down to his very ears, and said in a tone

of irritation:

"The devil take it! She is far too good; she is so good that she can

only meet with trouble. The time is past--if; there ever was such a

time--when all things worked together for good to the good man. One

must be bad--thoroughly bad; one must flatter, lie, cheat, trip up his

neighbor, regard the whole world as his private inheritance which by

neglect has fallen into alien hands, and which is to be won back again.

But to do this one must be brought up to it, and how are we brought up?

As if life were one of Gessner's idylls. Modesty, love of our

neighbors, love of truth! Let any one try it with this outfit! Is the

commerzienrath modest? Does he love his neighbor? Does he love the

truth? Not one whit And the man is a millionaire, and his neighbors

pull off caps when they meet him, and fame proclaims him one of the

noblest of human-kind, because from time to time he tosses a _thaler_

that will not go into his crammed purse, into a poor man's hat. But you

will say he has his punishment in his own breast. Much of it! He

considers himself a thoroughly good man, a splendid fellow, full of

humor, and when at night he lies down in his bed to snore his eight

hours, he says, 'This you have honestly earned.' Away with your

starving, hectic honesty!"

"I did not say a word in its favor, doctor."

"But while I was declaiming you kept on smiling, as if you would have

said: 'But you are dishonest.' Do you see, that is just my vexation.

With this wretched bringing-up of ours, one is filled so with honest

notions that one cannot be a scoundrel, however good his intentions,

but has to keep honest, in spite of his better insight. And if we

cannot get over this, how can women?"

The doctor looked fixedly in the direction in which Paula had

disappeared, and then took off his great, round spectacles, the glasses

of which seemed to have become dim.

"You must not abuse the women, doctor," I said. "Fräulein Duff----"

"Has made me a formal proposal," said Doctor Snellius, hastily putting

on his spectacles, "and here comes somebody who will make you one.

Beware of this Greek in uniform."

The doctor clapped his hat upon his head and hurried away, without

returning the very friendly salute with which Arthur approached us from

a side path.

"I am glad that he is gone," said Arthur, coming to my side and taking

my arm just as in old times; "I have something to say to you, or rather

I have something to beg of you; my father has already done it, it is

true; but it can do no harm if I repeat it. You know what I mean."

"Yes," I answered.

"I behaved like a fool, I know," the ensign continued; "but you must

really not think too hardly of me. I thought it was due to this thing

here----" and he gave his sword a kind of toss with his left leg.

"Arthur," I said, stopping and withdrawing my arm, "I am not quite so

clever as you, but you must not consider me an absolute fool. You

separated yourself from me, long before you had that toasting-iron at

your side. You did it because you had no further use for me, because it

suited your purpose to join the hue and cry against me, because--"

"Well, yes," interrupted Arthur, "I don't deny it. I was in such an

infernally dependent position that I had to howl with the wolves. If I

had spoken out my real feelings, Lederer would have surely plucked me

at the Easter Examination, and my uncle would never have paid for my

ensign's outfit."

"And now," I said, "it seems the wind blows from another quarter, and

we must trim our sails accordingly."

"Oh, hang it!" said Arthur, laughing, "you must not bring a fellow to

book in that way. I often say things that I cannot maintain. You always

knew that was a weakness of mine, and yet you used to like me. I have

not changed, and why are you angry with me all at once? You may believe

that I am still the same, notwithstanding my new caparison, which, by

the way, I am not likely to wear so very much longer. It cost no end of

trouble to get me the appointment; the colonel told me himself that he

only did it out of regard for my uncle, who was his comrade in the war

for freedom, and that on this account he would shut his eyes a little

to his duty, and take no notice of the reports that were afloat about

my father. But even as it is I am not out of the woods yet. Papa's

affairs are in such a frightful condition that no creditor is willing

to give him the least delay; and unless things now take a favorable

turn, he is ruined, and I of course with him; my name will be struck

off the list of candidates for promotion."

"What is this favorable turn to consist in?" I asked.

"Well, I don't precisely know myself," Arthur replied, decapitating

some weeds with the scabbard of his sword. "Uncle Commerzienrath has to

pay over to papa his share of the inheritance, left by my grandfather,

which papa has never received; and also what is coming to us from Uncle

Malte's estate. But the old Judas will pay nothing; he says papa has

been paid already five and ten times over. As I said, I don't

understand it; I only know that I never received a _groschen_ of cash

from my uncle, and I even envy my servant-fellow, who at least has

enough to eat."

I took a side look at my old friend; he did look extremely pale and

thin. My own appetite had long since recovered its vigor, and not to

have enough to eat, struck me as a most serious misfortune.

"Poor fellow!" I said, and took his arm again, which I had previously

let go.

"But that is the least," continued Arthur, in a querulous tone. "'Your

father is always running in debt,' the colonel said; 'as soon as I see

that you are following in his footsteps, we shall have to part.' But I

ask you now, how with a couple of groschen a day can one avoid running

into debt? To-morrow I have to meet a little note which a villain of a

Jew swindled me out of. I spoke of it to papa and to mamma, and they

both say they have not money enough to take them home, not to speak of

giving me any. I must get out of the scrape as best I can. Very well; I

will get out of it, but in another way."

And the ensign whistled softly, and assumed a look of gloomy

desperation.

"How much do you need, Arthur!" I asked.

"A mere trifle--twenty-five _thalers_."

"I will give it to you."

"You?"

"I have about so much in the cashier's hands here; and if it falls a

little short, he will give me credit."

"Will you really do that, you dear good old George?" cried Arthur,

seizing both my hands and shaking them again and again.

"But don't make such a fuss about it," I said, trying with very mixed

feelings to escape the ensign's rather too exuberant gratitude.

CHAPTER XII.

The two brothers Von Zehren, with the commerzienrath, were occupied for

an hour the next morning in a conference which was the object of this

family gathering. The session must have been a lively one. The room in

which they were was just above the office, and although the house was

solidly built, I had more than once heard the shrill voice of the

commerzienrath. I felt a sort of disquiet, as if my own fortunes were

the matter at stake. Had I not been, by the strangest combination of

circumstances, held as it were perforce in connection with this family?

I had taken an active part, as a friend and confident, in the most

important events connected with it; and my own fate had been entirely

determined by these events and my relation to various members of

the family. If Arthur had not wanted to have me with him at the

oyster-feast on board the _Penguin_ that morning--if I had not met

the Wild Zehren at Pinnow's that evening after the scene with my

father--if----

"The gentlemen upstairs would like to see us," said Sergeant Süssmilch,

thrusting his gray head in at the door.

"Well!" said I, laying the pen from my hand, not without a little

quickening of my pulse.

"Well, what?" asked the sergeant, coming in and latching the door after

him.

"Well, I had hoped that they would not want me," I said, getting down

from my stool with a sigh.

"Want you for what?" asked the veteran, stroking his long moustache and

looking at me half angrily.

"It is a long story," I answered, adjusting my necktie at the great

inkstand on the table, which offered me a very distorted reflection of

myself.

"Which one need not tell an old bear with seven senses, as he would not

be able to understand it," answered the sergeant, with a little

irritation in his tone.

"I will tell you another time," I said.

At this moment, in the upper room, two voices were raised so high, and

two chairs were simultaneously pushed back with so much violence, that

the sergeant and I gave each other an expressive look. The sergeant

came close to me and said in a confidential hollow tone:

"Fling both those fellows down the steps, and when they get down to me,

I will pitch them out of the house."

"We'll see about it," I answered, shaking the hand of the old Cerberus,

who had growled these last words apparently from the pit of his

stomach.

When I opened the door of the room upstairs, a peculiar spectacle was

presented to my gaze. The superintendent alone, of the three gentlemen,

sat at the round table, covered with papers of all sorts. The

commerzienrath stood with one hand resting upon the back of his chair,

and with the other gesticulating vehemently at the steuerrath, who,

like one who is eager to speak, and whose adversary will not let him

get in a word, stamped about the room, stood still, raised his hand,

tried to speak, then shrugged his shoulders and stamped about the room

again. No one appeared to notice my entrance but the superintendent,

who beckoned me to him, and then called the commerzienrath's attention

to my presence, but it did not interrupt his harangue.

"And so," he went on, "I am to lie out of my money for eighteen years,

not receiving a _groschen_ of interest, to have such chicanery played

on me at last! You are a man of honor, Herr Superintendent; a man of

honor, I say; and in the whole matter, from the beginning until now,

have behaved as nobly as possible, but that gentleman there----" and

he pointed his clumsy finger at the steuerrath with an energetic

gesture, as if there had been any possibility of mistaking the person

meant--"that gentleman, your brother and my brother-in-law, seems to

have a very peculiar way of looking at money-transactions. Oh yes, it

would suit me exactly to have my goods paid for two or three times

over, only there happen to stand certain passages in the law of the

country----"

"Brother-in-law!" exclaimed the steuerrath, taking a stride towards the

speaker, and raising his hand in a threatening manner.

The commerzienrath sprang with great agility behind a chair, and cried:

"Do you expect to intimidate me? I stand under the protection of the

law----"

"Don't scream so, Herr Commerzienrath," I said, laying my hand upon his

right shoulder, and forcing him down into his chair.

I had noticed that the superintendent's pale cheeks were growing redder

and redder at every word of the furious man, and the marks of pain

under his eyes were becoming more and more apparent.

The commerzienrath rubbed his shoulder, looked at me with an expression

of astonishment, and was silent, just as a screaming child suddenly

stops its crying when something very extraordinary happens to it.

The superintendent smiled, and availing himself of the sudden pause,

said:

"I invited our young friend to come up, because I really did not know

how the question which is the matter of immediate dispute could be

better or more promptly decided; for no one can give us surer

information on this point than he. We want to know, George, what there

was in the house at Zehrendorf: the furniture, the plate, and so forth;

and we should like some account of the condition of the farm buildings,

and as correct an inventory as possible of the live stock and other

property, if you can inform us on this point. Do you think you can do

so?"

"I will try," I said, and gave them as full an account as I could.

While I spoke, the little gray eyes of the commerzienrath were fixed

immovably upon me, and I remarked that as I proceeded with the

description, his puckered face cleared up more and more, while the

steuerrath's grew longer and more confused in the same proportion.

"You see, brother-in-law, that I was right," cried the commerzienrath,

"that----"

"You agreed to leave the management of the matter to me," said the

superintendent; and then turning to the steuerrath: "It appears,

Arthur, that George's account agrees with the inventory which the

commerzienrath had taken three years before, except such trifling

differences as the lapse of time amply explains----"

"And so," cried the commerzienrath, "the money which I lent your

deceased brother upon it, could scarcely have been too little. As my

brother-in-law has not yet given us the proof that the sum which the

deceased paid him, in the year 1818, through my hands, was not an

indemnification for his interest in the estate, he must consent to

admit that even during the life of his brother, I was the legal

proprietor of Zehrendorf, and that his pretensions are illusory,

entirely illusory----"

And the commerzienrath threw himself back in his chair, puckered up his

eyes, and rubbed his hands as if with satisfaction.

"I should have thought," began the steuerrath, with an appearance of

annoyance, "that these things were not precisely suitable to be

discussed in the presence of a third person----"

I arose, with a look at the superintendent.

"Excuse me, my dear Arthur," said the latter, "you not only were

willing but even desirous that we should call in our young friend here;

of course it was to be expected that in his presence many things----"

"----would be spoken of, which would not be particularly agreeable to

the Herr Steuerrath," said the commerzienrath, turning over his papers

with a malicious smile.

"I must entreat you, brother-in-law--" said the superintendent.

"And I must further request," cried the steuerrath, "that these matters

be handled in a more becoming tone. If I pledge my word as a nobleman

that my deceased brother more than once assured me that he had parted

with only a small, the very smallest part of the Zehrendorf forest----"

"So!" cried the commerzienrath; "is that your scheme? First it was the

house, then the inventory, now it is the forest--here is the bill of

sale."

"I beg you," said the steuerrath, pushing away with the back of his

hand the paper which the commerzienrath extended to him across the

table; "I have already taken note of it. This bill, moreover, is not

indisputable."

"It is the handwriting of our brother," said the superintendent, in a

reproachful tone.

"But expressed in such general terms," replied the steuerrath,

shrugging his shoulders.

"Was I to have every tree separately described?" cried the

commerzienrath. "It is unheard of, the way I am treated here. I do not

speak of you, Herr Superintendent. You are a man of honor, every inch

of you; but when I am told here every moment that I must respect the

word of a nobleman, and a paper like this is not of more validity,

which is a nobleman's word too, and written with his own hand----"

The commerzienrath had fallen into a querulous tone.

"Perhaps our young friend here can give us information on this point

too," said the superintendent. "Do you remember, George, to have heard

anything from the mouth of our deceased brother bearing upon the point

at issue?"

The steuerrath cast a quick, anxious look first at me; the

commerzienrath stealthily watched me, and then the steuerrath, as if to

detect the signs of any secret collusion between us; the superintendent

fixed his large, clear blue eyes upon me with a look of inquiry.

"Certainly I can," I answered.

"Well then?" cried the commerzienrath.

I told the gentlemen the expression which the Wild Zehren had used when

he came to my room the morning before his death, that of the whole

majestic forest no part belonged to him, not even enough to make him a

coffin.

My voice faltered as I told this. That morning when I beheld for the

last time the lovely park glittering in the glorious sunshine, the

portrait of the strange man who knew himself utterly ruined, and gave

so passionate an expression to his knowledge--his attitude, his words,

the tone of his voice--all came back to me with irresistible force; I

had to turn away to hide the tears which sprang to my eyes.

"The question is decided for me now, if it were not so before," said

the superintendent, rising and coming to me.

"And for me too," cried the commerzienrath, with a triumphant look at

his adversary.

"But not for me," said the steuerrath. "However disposed I am to place

the fullest confidence in the veracity, or, more accurately, in the

good memory of our young friend here, his recollections differ too

widely from what I have heard from my brother's lips for me to abandon

the ground I have taken. I am sorry to have to be so obstinate, but I

cannot help it. I owe it to myself and to my family. The last eighteen

years of my life are a series of sacrifices made to our eldest brother.

But a few days before his tragical end he appealed to me in the most

moving terms to advance him a considerable sum of money; I ran about

the whole town to get it for him; I came to you also, brother-in-law,

as you doubtless remember. You refused me--and, by the way, not in the

most delicate manner. I wrote to my unfortunate brother that I would

assist him, but he must wait. I adjured him to take no desperate

resolution. He did not regard my entreaties. Had that letter only not

been lost!"

"You have no further occasion for me, Herr Superintendent?" I said,

and, without awaiting his answer, left the room, and hastened to the

office in a state of agitation, at which now I can but smile. What had

happened of so much consequence? A man, speaking of matters of

importance, had been guilty of an audacious lie. Later I discovered

that this is not of such rare occurrence, and in matters of business

lying has a sort of charter; but I was then very young, very

inexperienced, and, I may add, innocent, or my emotion at this moment

could not have been so violent. I stood in the presence of a thing to

me at once horrible and incomprehensible. I could not grasp it. I felt

as if the world was being lifted from its pivots. Once before something

like this had happened to me--when I heard of Constance's flight, and

learned that she had deceived me and lied to me; but there was then

still a kind of palliation for her in my eyes; the passion of love,

which I could understand. But this I did not understand. I could not

conceive how, for a few wretched hundred or thousand dollars, one could

calumniate the dead, defraud the living, and roll one's self in the

mire. But one thing became clear to me at that moment, and all my life

since I have held to the conviction that truth is not a mere form, by

the side of which another might have place, but that it is like nature,

the foundation and the essential condition of human existence; and that

every lie shakes and upheaves this foundation, as far as its influence

reaches.

Since then I have discovered that this influence is not so extremely

wide; that as water naturally seeks its level, so the moral world

continually strives to keep truth erect, and to cancel the injurious

effect of falsehood.

But on this morning this consolatory thought did not present itself to

calm the agitation in my heart. "Liar, hateful, disgusting liar!" I

murmured over and over to myself, "you deserve that I should have you

placed in the pillory; that I should reveal the real contents of the

last letter you wrote to your brother."

I think that if this state of things had continued, I should not have

been able to resist the impulse to revenge Truth on her betrayer,

however foreign to my nature was the part of informer. But I now heard

the gentlemen coming down the stairs, and the next moment the

superintendent entered the office. His cheeks were now as pale as they

had before been flushed; his eyes were glassy, as those of one who has

just undergone an agonizing operation; he tottered to a chair, and sank

into it as I hastened to support him.

After a minute he pressed my hand, assumed an erect position, and said,

smiling:

"Thank you; it is over now. Excuse this weakness, but it has affected

me more powerfully than I had thought. Such a dispute about _yours_ and

_mine_ is always the most disagreeable thing in the world, even when

one looks upon it as a mere spectator; how much more then when the dust

raised is thrown directly into one's face! Well, the matter is ended. I

had proposed a compromise before, and they have agreed to sign it. My

brother, for a very moderate indemnification, gives up all his claims,

which your last words deprived, with me, of all remains of credit. He

calls himself a beggar; but alas! he is not one of those beggars who

might take their place by kings."

The pale man smiled bitterly, and continued in a low tone, as if

talking to himself:

"Thus the last remnant of the inheritance of our ancestors passes out

of our hands. The old time is past--it has lasted too long! I regret

the forest; one does not like to see the trees fall through whose

foliage the earliest morning-ray greeted our childish eyes, and under

whose branches we played our childish sports. And now they will fall;

to their new possessor they are but wood, which he will convert into

money. Money! True, it rules the world, and he knows it; he knows that

the turn has come for him and those like him, and they are now the

knights of the hammer. It is the old game in a somewhat different form.

How long will they play it? Not long, I trust. Then----"

He raised his eyes to me with a long loving look----"then will come our

turn, ours, who have comprehended that there is such a thing as

justice, that this justice cannot be trifled with, and that we must

cleave to and desire with all our souls this justice, which is equity.

Is it not so, George?"

CHAPTER XIII.

Doctor Willibrod and I had hoped that, now that their business was at

an end, the burdensome guests who had so long made the superintendent's

house their home, would take their leave; but our hope was to be only

partially fulfilled.

"I do not wish to travel in the company of a man who has made me a

beggar," said the steuerrath.

"Fudge!" said the commerzienrath, coming into the office that

afternoon, in travelling dress, to bid me good-by; "he has been a

beggar all his life. Would you believe it? five minutes ago he was

begging from me again; he has not the money to take him home, I must

advance him a hundred _thalers_. I gave them to him; I shall never see

them again. By the way, I must see _you_ again. Really I like you

better every time I see you; you are a capital fellow."

"You will make but little capital out of me, Herr Commerzienrath."

"Make capital? Very good!" said the jovial old fellow, and poked me in

the ribs. "We shall see, we shall see. Your very first movement when

you leave this place must be to my house. Will soon find something for

you; am planning all sorts of improvements on the estate--here the

commerzienrath shut his eyes--distillery, brick-yard, turf-cutting,

saw-mill--will find a place for you at once. How long have you still to

be here?"

"Six years longer."

The commerzienrath puffed out his cheeks. "Whew! that is an awful time.

Can I do nothing for you? Could I help you up there? A little cash in

hand, eh?"

"I am greatly obliged to you, but cannot expect any advantage from your

exertions."

"Pity, pity! Would have been so glad to prove my gratitude to you. You

have really done me a great service. The man would have given me much

trouble. Would a little money be of service to you? Speak freely. I am

a man of business, and a hundred _thalers_ or so are a trifle to me."

"If we are to part as friends, not another word of that," I said, with

decision.

The commerzienrath hastily thrust back the thick pocketbook which he

had half drawn out of his pocket, and for the greater security buttoned

over it one button of his blue frockcoat.

"A man's free-will is his heaven. Come anyhow and bid my Hermine

good-by. I believe the girl would refuse to start if you do not come to

the carriage. Perhaps you will not do this either."

"Assuredly I will," I answered, and followed the commerzienrath to the

space in front of the house, where already the whole family was

assembled around the great travelling-carriage of the millionaire.

While in his ostentatious way he was boasting of the convenience of the

carriage and the beauty of the two powerful brown horses, who were

lazily switching their long tails about, and at intervals bidding

farewell to the company with clumsy bows and awkward phrases, Hermine

was flitting from one to another, laughing, teasing, romping in rivalry

with her Zerlina, that seemed to be continually in the air, and kept up

the most outrageous barking. In this way she passed me two or three

times, without taking the least notice of me. Suddenly some one touched

my arm from behind. It was Fräulein Duff. She beckoned me, by a look, a

little to one side, and said hurriedly and mysteriously:

"She loves you!"

Fräulein Duff seemed so agitated; her locks, usually so artistically

arranged, fluttered to-day in such disorder about her narrow face; her

water-blue eyes rolled so strangely in their large sockets--I really

believed for a moment that "the good lady had quite lost her modicum of

wits.

"Don't put on such a desperate look, Richard," she said.

"'From the clouds must fortune fall,

From the lap of the Immortals.'

"That is an eternal truth, which here once more is proven. She confessed

it to me this morning with such passionate tears; it rent my heart; I

wept with her; I might well do it, for I felt with her.

"'And I, I too was born in Arcady,

But the short spring-time brought me only tears.'"

Fräulein Duff wiped her water-blue eyes, and cast a languishing look at

Doctor Snellius, who with a very mixed expression of countenance was

receiving the thanks of the commerzienrath.

"Both youth and man!" she whispered:

"'The rind may have a bitter taste,

But surely not the fruit.'

"Good heavens! what have I said! You are in possession of the secret of

a virgin heart. You will not profane it. And now, let us now part,

Richard. One last word: Seek truly and thou shalt find! I come, I

come!"

She turned away, and waving the company a farewell with her parasol,

hurried to the carriage, in which the commerzienrath had already fixed

himself comfortably, while Hermine held her spaniel out at the door and

let it bark. Startled at Fräulein Duffs extraordinary communication, I

had kept in the background; the wild little creature had not a single

look for him whom, according to Fräulein Duff's report, she loved. She

laughed and jested, but at the moment when the horses started, a

painful spasm contracted her charming face, and she threw herself

passionately into her governess's arms to hide the tears that burst

from her eyes.

"Rid of these," said Doctor Snellius; "hope to-morrow we shall send the

others after them."

But the doctor's hope was not fulfilled on the morrow, nor yet on the

next day. Fourteen days passed, and the steuerrath and the born

Baroness Kippenreiter were still the guests of the superintendent.

"I shall poison them if they don't leave soon," crowed the doctor.

"One could turn to a bear with seven senses on the spot," growled the

sergeant.

It was in truth a genuine calamity that had befallen the house of the

excellent man; and we three allies bemoaned it, each in his own way,

but none louder and more passionately than the doctor.

"You will see," he said, "these people will take up their

winter-quarters here. The house is not large, but the hedgehog knows

how to make himself comfortable with the marmot; they are well cared

for, and as for the friendliness of intercourse--though they care less

for that--there is no lack of it. How can _Humanus_ have the patience?

He must have a Potosi at his disposal. For he suffers, very seriously

suffers, under the hypocritical spaniel-like humility of this brotherly

parasite, as does his angelic wife under the sharp claws and yellow

teeth of the born Kippenreiter. Good heavens! that we should breathe

the same air with such creatures--that we must eat from the same dish

with them! What crime have we committed?"

"The born Kippenreiters would say the same thing of us."

"You want to provoke me, but you are right. Doubly right; for the born

Kippenreiters not only say it but act accordingly, and forbid us,

whenever they can, the air that they breathe and the dishes out of

which they eat, without in the least caring whether we suffocate or

starve; indeed most likely with the wish that these events may come to

pass."

"A contribution to the superintendent's hammer and anvil theory," I

said.

The doctor's bald crown glowed a lively red.

"Don't talk to me of this good-natured folly," he cried, in his

shrillest tones. "Whoever is weak or good-natured, or both--and he most

likely will be both--has been hammered by the strong and evil-disposed,

as long as the world stands; and he will continue to be hammered until

water runs up-hill and the lamb eats the wolf. Hammer and anvil! Old

Goethe knew the world, and knew better."

"And what would you do, doctor, if some poor relations took up quarters

with you, and became burdensome to you in time?"

"I? I would--that is a stupid question. I don't know what I would do.

But that proves nothing--nothing at all; or at the most only that I,

spite of all my rhodomontades, am only a wretched piece of anvil. And

finally--yes, now I have it! We are neither relations nor connections

of theirs; we have no consideration to observe, and we must drive them

off."

"A happy thought, doctor!"

"That is it!" said the doctor, and hopped from one leg to other. "I am

ready for anything--for anything! We must spoil their life here,

embitter it, drench it with gall: in a word, make it impossible."

"But how?"

"How? You lazy mammoth! Devise your own scheme. The born Kippenreiter I

take upon myself. She thinks that she has a diseased heart, because she

has a bad one. She is as afraid of death as if she had tried a week's

experiment in the lower regions. She shall believe me."

On the very same day, Doctor Willibrod Snellius commenced his

diabolical plan. Whenever he was within hearing of the born

Kippenreiter he began talking of the circulation of the blood, of

veins, of arteries, of valvular defects, inflammation of the

pericardium, spasm of the heart. He knew, he said, that such

conversation must be wearisome to her ladyship, but he was writing a

monograph on the subject, and out of the fulness of the heart the mouth

speaks. Indeed he could not deny that it was not entirely without a

motive that he had drawn her attention precisely to this point. He

could not and would not positively assert, without a previous and

thorough examination, that the valves of her ladyship's heart were not

performing their functions regularly; but there were certain symptoms

of which probably she might have experienced one or another, and

prudence was not merely the mother of wisdom, but often the bestower

of, if not a long life, at least one lengthened by several years.

The _gnädige_ was by no means a person to whom I felt an especial

inclination, and yet I sometimes felt a kind of pity when I saw how the

unhappy victim twisted and writhed under the knife of her tormentor.

How could she escape him? As a lady who piqued herself upon her

culture, she could not well avoid a scientific conversation; as a guest

of the house she owed consideration to a friend of the family; and in

reality this topic, which she dreaded as a child dreads goblins, had

for her a frightful fascination. She turned pale as often as Doctor

Willibrod entered the room, and yet fixed her small round eyes upon him

with the agonizing look of the bird that sees a serpent gazing into its

nest; she could not resist the attraction, and in a minute she had

beckoned the fearful man to her and asked him how far he had progressed

with his essay.

"It is enough to drive one mad," said Doctor Willibrod; "soon she will

not be able to live without me and my tales of horror. I told her

to-day of the case of a lady, exactly of her age, her mode of life,

habit of body, and so forth, who, while conversing with her physician

about congestions of the heart, was struck with one; she smiles upon me

with pale lips, and is on the verge of fainting--I suppose she is going

to ring for her carriage--and what is the result? 'You must tell me

more about it to-morrow,' she says, and dismisses me with a gracious

wave of her hand."

"She is sword-and-bullet-proof, doctor," I said. "You will not be rid

of her so easily."

"But we _must_ be rid of her, rid of the whole pack," cried the doctor.

"I am resolved upon it as man, as friend, as physician."

I laughed, but in my heart I was entirely of the doctor's opinion. The

presence of these people was a too intolerable burden for the family of

the superintendent. How could I avoid seeing it, when I had so attached

myself to these noble and good souls, that I had for everything that

concerned them the piercing eyes of the deepest and most reverent

affection? I saw how the superintendent's face wore every day a graver

look; how he forced himself to answer the everlasting "Is it not so,

dear brother?" or, "Is not that your opinion, dear brother?" I saw the

painful contraction which passed over the beautiful pale face of the

blind lady, when the harsh voice of her talkative sister-in-law smote

upon her sensitive ear; I saw how Paula bore these, in addition to her

other burdens, with silence and patience; but I also saw how heavy a

task it was.

I was sitting one day in the office, pondering all this in my indignant

heart, as I cut up a quill under pretence of making a pen, when through

the window which I had left half open to admit one of the rare

sunbeams, my ear caught the hateful metallic voice of the born

Kippenreiter.

"I am sure you will do me this kindness, dear Paula; I certainly would

not ask you, for I know how young girls are attached to their own

rooms, but mine is really too _triste_ with its perpetual outlook upon

the prison-walls; and then I am afraid it is damp, especially at the

present season of the year, and with my heart-complaint the least

rheumatism would be the death of me. I can count upon it, dear Paula,

can I not? Perhaps even to-day? That would be delightful!"

"I can hardly arrange it to-day, dear aunt; I have to-day to----"

"Well, then, dear child, to-morrow. You see I am content with anything.

And then there is another thing I want to mention, and that is the wine

we have at dinner. Between ourselves, it is not particularly good, and

does not agree with my husband at all. He is a little spoiled in this.

I know you have better in the cellar; we had some of it when we first

came; did we not now?"

"Yes, aunt; but unfortunately there are only two or three bottles left,

which I am keeping for my father----"

"Even if there are only two or three bottles, they are better than

none. Good heavens! there's that man at the window again! One cannot

take three steps here without coming across him."

These last words were probably not intended for my ear, but my sense of

hearing was acute, and the voice of the _gnädige_ very distinct in its

metallic ring. That they referred to none other than myself was

unquestionable; for beside the fact that I was a man, and standing just

then at the window, the _gnädige_ had stared at me with her fixed round

eyes, in a very ungracious manner, and then turned sharply upon her

heel.

But it made little difference to me that I displeased the _gnädige_, or

how much I displeased her; I thought only of the poor dear girl who

wiped the tears from her cheeks as she walked up the garden path

alone, after her aunt had left her. In a moment I was down from my

office-stool, out of the room, and had hurried to her side.

"You must not give up your room to her, Paula," I said.

"You heard, then?"

"Yes; and you must not do it. It is the only one that has a good light,

and----"

"I will not be able to paint much this winter; there is too much to

do."

"Do you really take it for granted that they are going to remain here

all winter?"

"I know nothing to the contrary. My aunt spoke of it just now."

Paula tried to smile; but great as usually was her self-control, this

time she could not succeed. Her mouth twitched painfully, and her eyes

filled again with tears.

"It is only on my parents' account," she said, excusing herself. "My

father just now needs rest so extremely, and you know how my mother

suffers when she has to entertain them for hours at a time. But you

must not give any hint of it, George; not even the least."

And she laid her finger impressively on her lips, and her great blue

eyes looked up anxiously at me.

I murmured something which she probably took for acquiescence, for she

gave me a friendly smile, and hastened into the house, from which

resounded the shrill voice of the _gnädige_, who with the whole power

of her lungs--which were evidently in a healthy state--was calling out

of the window to the steuerrath, who was standing in the rear of the

garden among the yellowing leaves on the sunny espalier, and eating one

of the few peaches which the superintendent's unwearying care had won

from the ungenial climate.

With long strides, betokening no good to the steuerrath, I walked up

the path directly to him.

"Ah!" said he, without desisting from his occupation, "my wife has sent

you, I suppose. But see for yourself if there is another decent peach

on the whole espalier. And the trash is anyhow as sour as vinegar."

"Then you should not have eaten it."

"Well, at all events it is better than nothing; an official on a

pension learns that lesson."

"Really!"

I accompanied this explanation with a contemptuous laugh, which rudely

startled the steuerrath from the delusion that he was delighting me

with his genial conversation. He looked at me with the expression of a

dog who is undecided whether to fly from his enemy or seize him by the

leg.

"Herr Steuerrath," I said, "I have a request to make of you."

His indecision was at an end in a moment.

"At any other time I will listen to you with pleasure," said he; "but

at this moment I am rather hurried----"

And he tried to pass me, but I barred his way.

"I can tell you in three words what I have to say: you must leave this

place."

"I must--what?"

"Leave this place," I repeated, and I felt the angry blood mounting to

my cheeks--"and that at once; in three days at the furthest."

"Young man, I believe you have lost your senses," replied the

steuerrath, making an effort to assume a dignified look, which his

lips, pale with apprehension, woefully belied. "Do you know to whom you

are speaking?"

"Give yourself no trouble," I said, contemptuously. "The times in which

you appeared to me I don't know what awe-inspiring wonder, are long

past. I have no further respect for you, not the slightest; and I will

not have you stay here any longer; do you hear? I will not have it!"

"But this is unheard-of!" cried the steuerrath. "I will tell my brother

what insults I am exposed to here."

"If you did that, I would----"

I could not bring myself to pronounce it, I had so long kept it sealed

up in my breast. I had two more years of imprisonment for keeping it

secret; it was a poisoned weapon which I was about to use against the

miserable man; but I thought of the weeping face of the dear maiden,

and then I looked into the face of the evil man before me, distorted

with hate and rage, and I dragged out the words through my clenched

teeth--"I would mention the letter which you wrote him"--I pointed in

the direction of the island--"upon which he undertook his last

expedition--of the letter which proves you an accomplice, yes, the

chief criminal; and which would have ruined you had I not kept the

secret."

The man, while I spoke, seemed to shrink into himself, as if he had

trodden upon a poisonous serpent; with straining eyes he watched every

movement of my hands, expecting every instant that I would carry them

to my breast-pocket and produce the fatal letter. "The letter you speak

of and which you have possessed yourself of by unlawful means, proves

nothing," he stammered--"proves nothing at all. It is indifferent to

me whether you show it to my brother, or to any one else--any one

else----"

"I cannot show it to any one, for I have burned it."

The steuerrath almost bounded into the air. His fright had never given

room for the thought that the letter might have been lost or destroyed.

How differently the affair stood now!

A smile of defiance passed over his face, which once more began to

assume its natural color.

"What are you talking of, and what do you want?" he cried, with a

hoarse voice that singularly contrasted with his usual oily speech.

"The devil only knows what kind of a letter it was that you saw--that

you pretend to have seen. The whole affair looks exceedingly like a

lie--and a very bungling one at that. Stand off, sir! don't dare to

touch me, or I call for help!--and you will have to your seven years,

seven years more. Do not dare to touch me, I say!"

My looks were probably threatening enough, for he had retreated before

them to the wall, and squeezed himself, trembling, against the

espalier. I stepped up close to him' and said in a low tone:

"I shall do you no harm, for--miserable wretch as you are--I still

respect in you your two brothers; the one whom you hounded on to his

death, and the other whose precious life you shall not embitter another

hour. If no one else believes my word that I read and burned that

letter, he will believe it--you know he will believe it. And if the

morning of the third day finds you here, he shall learn whom he has so

long been entertaining under his roof. You know him. He can pardon

much, and does pardon much; but to be the victim of such a shameless

lie as that which you have imposed upon him, upon the commerzienrath,

and all the world--that he will never pardon."

The man knew that I was right; I saw it in his face, which grew

absolutely sharp and thin with alarm at being thus helplessly in my

hands.

And it was high time; one minute later and my victory would at least

have been doubtful. For from the garden came help for the crushed one.

It was the born Kippenreiter, who came calling out to us from a

distance to save her two or three peaches.

A prudent general undertakes no new battle which may jeopard an already

hard-won victory. I had not quailed before the wrathful looks of the

steuerrath; but at sight of the yellow teeth of the born, I felt

something which I should call fear, if the respect we owe to the sex

could ever allow such a feeling to enter the breast of a man.

But be that as it might; when I heard the light-brown silk dress of the

_gnädige_ rustling close at hand, I considered the moment especially

suitable for hastening, as rapidly as I could with politeness, along

the paths strewn with dead leaves to my office, after first casting a

last impressive look upon my adversary, and saluting with a silent bow

his rustling reinforcement.

Would my threat prove effective?

I had given him two days respite, so the decision under all

circumstances must speedily be made.

Strange enough! I was convinced that I had acted only from the most

disinterested motives, and yet my soul was filled with disquiet, and my

eye and ear were on the alert for any sign that might tell me what I

had to hope or to fear. The next day passed--as far as I could see, all

things remained as they were; Paula's room, the same in which I had

lain sick, was emptied of its furniture; I saw her easel and her

portfolios of sketches carried across the hall, and gnashed my teeth to

see it.

But on the following morning the superintendent came into the office

with an unusually grave face, and after giving me some papers, with his

hand already upon the latch, turned and said:

"Tell me, George--you are quite disinterested in the matter--have you

noticed anything in my behavior, or in that of any member of my family,

that could give my brother or his wife reason to suppose that they are

not welcome here?"

I was drawing at the time, and had just then a very delicate bit of

pen-shading to do, so I could not raise my head from the drawing-board

as I answered the superintendent:

"I have perceived nothing of the sort."

"I should trust not," he said, and his voice had a grieved tone. "It

would give me pain, great pain, if I thought that if I thought that my

brother could say, or even think, 'He cared nothing for my misfortune;

he drove me away when his house was my only asylum.' For this, or very

near it, is the case. His pension is very small for a man accustomed to

his style of living; the compromise-money, even with our contribution,

is little enough; and, besides, he has debts and must work for his

living, and how was he to learn that in the wretched routine of

official life? They have certainly not brightened our home--truth

compels me to admit it--but he is my brother and my guest, and I would

rather he were not going."

Perhaps his noble nature looked for some reassuring answer from me,

but the fine lines of my bit of shading happened just then to be

closer than ever, and I had to bend my head still lower over the

drawing-board. He sighed deeply and left the room.

I drew a long breath as the door closed behind him, and the next

moment I saw, in the black mirror of the corpulent inkstand on the

office-table, my tall figure reflected in grotesque distortion, and

performing, with arms and legs, movements which apparently represented

a joyous dance of victory.

"You are monstrously pleased at something, it seems," said a voice

behind me.

In my fright I forgot one leg which I had elevated in the air, and upon

the other I made a pirouette which, had it been performed in public

before connoisseurs, would have brought down the house.

Arthur afterwards became a connoisseur in these things, but he could

not have been one at this time, for his face, as he threw himself into

a chair, was by no means radiant with delight, and the tone of his

voice was as dolorous as possible as he went on, resting his curly head

upon his hand:

"To be sure, you have every reason; you have gained your point; from

to-morrow you are again sole master here."

I had by this time brought my other foot down to the floor, and took

occasion to plant myself firmly before my antagonist, for such I

considered Arthur. But I was mistaken. Arthur had not come to pick a

quarrel with me.

"I have my own reasons," he said, "for preferring that the old people

should be away from here. The old man, you know, has become really

disreputable since his misfortune; he sponges upon the first man he

meets. By the way, I can pay you now the twenty-five you lent me the

other day. Last night I had a fabulous run of luck--we had a little

play at Lieutenant von Serring's quarters. Sorry I haven't the money

about me, but you shall certainly have it to-morrow. What I was going

to say is this: The old man carries it too far; sooner or later he

would have compromised me hopelessly. The colonel watches me

frightfully close. So no hostility, George! You have driven him

away--don't deny it; I have it from mamma. She is furious with you; but

I told her she might congratulate herself that you were so discreet and

said nothing more about that business of the letter. So I did not come

on this account, but merely to ask you how I stand with you."

"What do you mean?" I asked, not without some confusion.

"Let us have no quibbles about it, old fellow," said the ensign,

tapping the sole of his left boot with the point of his sword, which

lay across his right knee: "I have estimated you far too low. I see now

that you are cock of the walk here, and I wish to be on good terms with

you, not to quarrel. If uncle did not help me a little I should either

have to starve or quit the service, and my colonel, moreover, would

know why I can no longer visit here. You are a good fellow, and will

not ruin me."

"That I certainly will not," I said.

"And I am not such a bad fellow, after all," the ensign went on. "I am

a little wild, I know; but we are all so at our years, and so would you

be if you had the chance, which you certainly have not in this cursed

hole. But people can always get along with me, and they are all fond of

me here: my uncle, my aunt, the boys, and----"

Arthur took his left foot from his right knee, and said:

"Look here, George; I would not tell you if I did not have the fullest

confidence in your honor, notwithstanding--in short, I ask your word of

honor that you will say nothing about it. I fancy that--but, as I said,

you must keep it a secret--I fancy that I am not quite indifferent to

my pretty cousin: she said as much to me yesterday, and even if she had

not----"

And the ensign twisted the blackish down on his lip, and looked around

the room apparently for a looking-glass, but there was none there. His

only substitute would have been the great inkstand, which at this

moment I would most joyfully have dashed to ten thousand pieces against

his pretty head.

"Arthur!" cried Paula's voice in the garden; "Arthur!"

The ensign gave me a look that seemed to say: Do you see now what a

lucky dog I am? and ran out of the door, which he neglected to shut

after him.

I remained quite stupefied, and stared through the open garden-door at

the long walk which they were pacing up and down, she walking in her

usual composed manner, and he fluttering about her. Once they stood

still; she looked at him, and he apparently in protestation, laid his

hand upon his breast.

An indescribable sense of pain entered my bosom. I knew this feeling

well; I had once before experienced it, at the moment when I heard that

Constance belonged to another; but it was not then so poignant as now.

I could have buried my face in my hands and wept like a child. I did

not for a moment think that Arthur very probably lied to me or to

himself, and perhaps both. His confidence, Paula's call, the walk in

the garden, always empty at this hour--all came in such rapid

succession, and agreed so well, that it was but too probable. And

Arthur was such a desperately handsome fellow, and could be so amiable

when he chose--I ought to know that best, I who had so dearly loved

him! And had not Paula been changed towards me ever since he had been

in the house? Was she not more reserved--less communicative? I had

noticed it for some time; it had pained me before I knew what had

produced this change--now I knew it!

Vanity of vanities! What claims had I? To what could I pretend, an

outcast, condemned to long years of imprisonment?

My head sank upon my breast. I humbled myself deep in the dust before

the fair and dear maiden, who ever floated before me like a heavenly

being.

Then I sprang up indignant. Could she be all that I worshipped her for,

if she loved this man?

Here was a terrible contradiction which apparently was easy to solve,

and which I infallibly would have solved, or rather would have

altogether escaped, had I been a grain wiser or more vain; but in

which, as I was neither wise nor vain, I involved myself for years.

"Signs and wonders are coming to pass," said Doctor Willibrod, rushing

breathlessly into my cell one evening, where I sat in dejected

meditation before the stove, and watched the sparks that ran up and

down the glowing plates. "Signs and wonders! They are about to strike

their tents and shake off the dust from their feet. Hosanna!"

The doctor threw himself into a chair and wiped his bald scalp, upon

which the drops of perspiration were standing.

"Heaven is mighty in the weak," he went on in a tone in which his

internal excitement was perceptible. "Who would have believed that a

little David like myself would be able to pierce the brazen skull of

this Goliath of shamelessness; and yet such is the fact! The _gnädige_

can endure the air here no longer; she made the last trial when she

moved into Paula's chamber. The trial did not succeed, and she must go.

Hosanna in the highest!"

"Did she tell you so herself?"

"She did indeed; and her spouse confirmed it, and spoke of

hypochondriacal notions to which even the most sensible women are

subject, and to which a gallant husband must make some concessions.

Finally he drew me on one side, and on the score of temporary

deficiency of funds, borrowed a hundred _thalers_ from me to enable him

to start at once."

"You will never see them again."

"The hundred, or the distinguished travellers?"

"Neither."

"Pleasant journey to them, and may they never cross our path again!"

The doctor sank into a devout silence; I think that something like a

hymn of praise arose from his heart.

"Do you know, they are going!" resounded a deep voice behind us. It was

the sergeant, who came in with a lighted lamp.

"Carriage to be ordered at Hopp's livery-stable to-morrow morning at

the stroke of nine," continued the veteran. "Eight would not be too

soon, one would think."

And he joyously rubbed his hands, and declared that he felt like a bear

that itched in all his seven senses. But suddenly the laughter vanished

from the thousand wrinkles of his face, and leaning over the back of

the doctor's chair he said in a suppressed voice:

"Now we must drive away the young one, doctor; clean away! the brood is

worse than the old ones, in my opinion."

"In my opinion too," said Doctor Snellius, springing up. "I have given

the old ones their dismissal; you must do it for the youngster,

mammoth; by heaven must you!"

I made no answer; my gaze was fixed on the glowing plate, but I saw it

as through a veil which had somehow fallen over my eyes.

CHAPTER XIV.

And as if through a veil I see the years as they come and go, the

following years of my imprisonment. Though a veil which time has woven

with invisible spirit-hands, but not so thick but what every form and

every hue is more or less distinguishable as I gaze backward.

Clearest of all is the fixed background in this long act of my

life-drama. Even now, after so many years, I can almost always, by

closing my eyes, recall the scene to its minutest details. Especially

are there two lights under which I see it most clearly.

The one is a clear spring morning. A blue sky spreads above, the

pointed gables of the old buildings soar as high into the free air as

if the idea of a prison only existed in the dull brain of a

hypochondriac who had not yet quite had his sleep out; about the

projections of the gables and upon the high roofs twitter the sparrows;

and even now, I cannot tell why, but the twittering of sparrows in the

early morning makes the world for me a couple of thousand years

younger; I fancy the scamps could not have been more joyously and

impudently noisy about the hut of Adam and Eve in Paradise. The sun

ascends higher; his beams glide down the old ivy-covered walls into the

silent court; and the gatekeeper, who is just crossing it with a great

bunch of keys, and is a crabbed old fellow usually, whistles quite

cheerily, as if even he, who best knew, in this fresh morning-world

could not believe in locks and bolts.

The other light is an evening in late autumn. Over in the west, behind

the level chalk-coast of the island, the sun has set; the heavy clouds

hanging over the horizon still glow with a thousand tints of sombre

purple. Cooler blows the wind from the sea, and louder comes the noise

of the waves, although looking from the Belvedere, out over the

rampart, one cannot see the surf. Now the wind begins to rustle in the

tall trees of the garden, and companies of dry leaves flutter down to

those which rustle under my feet as I walk back to the house. I would

be, on this as on every evening, welcome in the family circle; but I

could not bear to have so many eyes looking kindly into mine. My eyes

have been gazing gloomily--yes, with despair--at the evening clouds,

and the old demon has awakened in me and whispered: Two more years, two

long years; when one leap would take you down there, and the first

skiff carry you into the wide world. And you will go back to your

prison, to the narrow walls where nothing detains you but your own free

will. Your free will! That has long since ceased to be free! You have

sold it--go! go! pass the house--back to your cell; away out of this

fading world of vapor, and get behind lock and bolt!

Sunshine of spring mornings, mist of autumn evenings; but far more

morning sun than evening mist! Yes, when I think well upon it, I must

admit that altogether morning sun was the rule, and evening mist only

the exception. For how any portion of our life--or, indeed, how the

background upon which this portion is defined--shall appear in our

memory, really depends upon the fact of its having been bright or

gloomy in our souls at that time. And in my soul at this time it was

growing gradually brighter and brighter, like the increasing light of

dawn; one knows not how it is, but what was lying before us confused

and indistinguishable, now stands in the fairest order.

The wish of my fatherly friend has long been accomplished: in the

workhouse I have learned to work. Work has become a necessity for me; I

count that day as lost on the evening of which I cannot look back upon

a vigorously prosecuted or a completed work. And I have acquired the

workman's faculty in every craft; the quick comprehension of what is to

be done, the accurate eye, the light forming hand. In the establishment

nearly all handicrafts are exercised; and I have tried them nearly all,

one by one, and for the most part soon surpassed the old gray-bearded

adepts. The superintendent likes to repeat that I am the best workman

in the establishment, which makes me at once both proud and humble:

proud, for praise from his lips is to me the highest honor I can attain

upon earth; humble, for I know that I owe it all to him. He has guided

into fixed paths the rude strength that knew neither aim nor limit, and

wished to spend its fury in the mastery of rough masses of stone; he

has, above all, taught me to regard the share of sound understanding

which nature has bestowed upon me, and which they did not know how to

deal with at the school, as a precious possession which may even take

the place of a bit of genius; or, as he often expressed it with a

smile, is perhaps a bit of genius itself. He has never tormented me

with things which he soon found out would not suit my brain; he soon

discovered that I could never express myself with clearness and fluency

in any other than my native German speech, and spared me the learning

of foreign languages, except so far as was absolutely necessary. He

knows that a sublime passage in the Psalms produces in me the deepest

emotion; that I can never satiate myself with reading Goethe, and

Schiller, and Lessing; but ne never urges me to go beyond this, and

discuss the literature of the day with him and Paula. But in recompense

he allows me to drink full draughts from the inexhaustible well of his

mathematical and physical knowledge; and his favorite recreation is to

have me model a machine, or portion of a machine, which his inventive

genius has devised, under his eye and guidance, in the little workshop

which he fitted up for himself many years ago.

Under his eyes, for his hands are and must be idle the while. Already

any physical exertion, however light, covers his body with a cold

sweat, and might even seriously endanger his life.

"I do not know what I should do without you," he says, looking at me

from his chair, with a sad smile on his face. "I live upon the

superflux of your strength: your arm is my arm, your hand is my hand,

your deep full respiration is my own. In the course of a year you will

leave me; so I have but one year to live; for a man without arm, hand

or breath is dead."

It is the first time that so hopeless an expression has fallen from his

noble, pallid lips, and it gives me a painful shock. I have always seen

him so full of courage, so entirely occupied with the duties of the day

and the hour, living his life so completely, I look at him with alarm,

and for the first time I really see the devastations which these six

years have wrought in his form and in his face.

Six years! I have to think to convince myself that they are really six

years, so little has changed in all this long time! So little? When I

consider it, perhaps not so little either. The grape-vines, which only

nodded over the window when I lay sick in Paula's chamber six years

ago, have now climbed over almost the whole building; the great

honeysuckle-arbor behind, where the peaches were trained against the

wall, which I had at that time built and planted with the boys, has

grown to a dense luxuriance, and is a favorite resort of Paula's, who

from here can see the house, which cannot be done from the Belvedere.

The summer-house at the Belvedere has got rather a bad name, which

would not have happened had not Benno by this time grown six years

older, and read _Faust_, and so of necessity must have "a high-vaulted,

narrow, Gothic room," which he can "cram full of boxes, instruments,

and ancestral chattels;" for which purpose the ruinous summer-house

with its pointed windows of stained glass seems to him by far the most

suitable locality. Benno is now convinced that his father, who

preferred to see in him the future physician or naturalist, is quite

right; and Paula, who wished to make a philologist out of him,

altogether wrong; and Benno must know, for he is at the glorious age of

seventeen, in which there are but few whom we do not overtop by a head

at least, in an intellectual point of view.

By so much he overtops his younger brother Kurt, in a literal sense;

and Kurt has definitively abandoned the idea of rivalling his senior,

who has in so marked a degree the high slender stature of the Zehrens,

and will evidently be even taller than his tall father. But Kurt has no

cause to complain: he has the deep chest, the long powerful arms, and,

under thick curly hair, the broad brow, of the workman. He is very

modest and unpretending; but his look is singularly fixed and piercing,

and his lips firmly compressed when he is pondering over a mathematical

problem, or trying to learn some dexterous manipulation at the lathe,

in which he always speedily succeeds.

Kurt and I are great friends, and as nearly inseparable as possible;

and yet to tell the honest truth, the twelve-year-old Oscar is my

darling. He has the large luminous brown eyes of the Zehrens, which I

used so to admire in my friend Arthur when he was a boy; he has

Arthur's slender figure and graceful manners--I often seem to see in

him Arthur again, as he looked fourteen years before. That ought not,

really, to be any recommendation to me; but when he comes bounding to

me, throwing back his long locks, and with joy and life sparkling in

his great eyes, I cannot help spreading my arms to him. Often I ask

myself if it really is this likeness which makes Oscar still keep his

place as his sister's favorite. Paula, it is true, still says, as she

used to say, that there is nothing of the sort; that Oscar is the

youngest, and therefore needs her most, and the fact that he happens to

have so decided a talent for painting and drawing, and so is peculiarly

her pupil, is a mere chance, for which she is not responsible.

Just so Paula spoke six years ago: I distinctly remember that summer

afternoon when she made that large chalk-drawing of me under the

plane-trees--as distinctly as if it had been but yesterday. And when I

look at Paula, I cannot believe that I have known her for six years,

and that she will be twenty next month. Then she looked older than she

really was, while now she looks just as much younger. She is perhaps a

very little taller, and her figure is fuller and more womanly, but in

her sweet face is so much childlike innocence, and even her movements

have still the bashfulness, sometimes almost awkwardness, of a very

young girl. But when any one looks into her eyes, he cannot venture to

take her for any other than she really is. These eyes do not blaze with

bold fire; their glances are not shy or languishing like those of a

boarding-school girl fresh from a secret reading of her favorite

gilt-edged poet--they are luminous with a calm, steady, vestal fire,

unmindful of the world, and yet compassing the world, as the artist's

eye must beam.

And Paula has become an artist in these six years. She has had no

teacher, except a decayed genius who was in the workhouse for a short

time, and afterwards was supported by the superintendent's charity to

the time of his death, which happened long ago. She has attended no

academy, has hardly seen a work of art, except two or three fine old

family-portraits, and a magnificent engraving of the Sistine Madonna,

which adorn the walls of the superintendent's house. What she is, she

has become of herself, by means of her wondrous eye, which looks into

the heart, not merely of men, but of all things; by means of her hand,

which could not be so delicate and slender if her soul did not flow to

its very finger-tip, and render it a plastic instrument; and by means

of her diligence, whose energy and unweariedness appear absolutely

incomprehensible when one reflects what a weight of labor, besides,

rests upon these tender shoulders. But she devotes every leisure moment

to her beloved art; and she knows how to find leisure at times when

others would solemnly declare that they did not know whether they were

on their heads or their feet. The wealth of her collection of studies

of all kinds, sketches, designs, copies, is wonderful. There is not an

interesting head among the prisoners or convicts that has escaped her.

To sit to the young lady is an honor and favor much sought after and

much envied throughout the whole establishment, and proud is the man

who can boast of it. But her chief model is the old Süssmilch, whose

grand head with its short gray locks, and furrowed energetic face, is

really a treasure to an artist's eye. The old fellow figures under all

possible characters: as Nestor, Merlin, Trusty Eckart, Belisarius, Götz

von Berlichingen--even as Schweizer out of _The Robbers_; mere studies

all for great historical pictures of which the brave girl is dreaming

in the future. In the meantime but one of these has appeared upon

canvas: Richard the Lion-heart, sick in his tent and visited by an Arab

physician. The scene is from Scott's _Talisman_. In the background is

an English yeoman, who looks sorrowfully at his sick lord, and a young

Norman noble, who, with hand on his sword, fixes a keen and suspicious

look upon the physician. Richard the Lion-heart is myself, as she

sketched me, when a convalescent, at the Belvedere; in the Arab

physician, a singular, fantastic, gnome-like figure--Dr. Willibrod

declares he discovers his own likeness, though the Arab wears no

spectacles, and his head, though bald without doubt, is wound about

with the green turban of the Hadji; the yeoman is Sergeant Süssmilch,

drawn to the life, though he has accommodated himself to another

costume; the knight, with short brown hair and bright brown eyes--a

handsome, graceful, youthfully elastic figure--is Arthur.

Is it an accident that just this figure is most fully elaborated,

almost to completeness, and that it is made so lovely?

I have no means of answering this question, except what I draw from my

own foreboding soul. Arthur, who has long been a lieutenant, and has

been stationed this spring at the military school in the capital, has

often visited the house, it is true, but the frequency of his visits

diminished with every year, and I could not say that he had sought to

draw any nearer to Paula. But there must have been some reason that

towards me, who had done him no injury, who always treated him in a

friendly manner, however little heart I had sometimes for it, he became

constantly more and more reserved, and at last avoided me as far as

possible. The money which he owed me, and which in the course of years

had increased to a sum by no means insignificant for my circumstances,

could not be the cause, for I had given it to him willingly and

cheerfully--he is always in difficulties, and resolved to blow out his

brains--never asked for repayment, but always assured him that I was in

no hurry for it; no, it cannot be the money. Does he fear a rival in

me? Good heavens! I can hardly be a dangerous rival. Who could fear a

prisoner, whose future is a book with seven seals, and scarcely

containing one pleasant chapter? Can he never forgive me that Paula is

always as kind and friendly to me as ever? Have I not deserved that,

who do all I can for her, and read her lightest wish in her eyes?

I do not know; as little do I know if it is chance that Paula, from the

hour that Arthur went to Berlin, painted no more on the picture. And

yet for this purpose she needs him least of all, for his knightly copy

only lacks a few touches. I ponder the reason over and over. And as I

venture once to ask Paula about it, she answers, not without some

hesitation, which is a rare thing with her:

"I have lost all pleasure in the picture."

This leads to a question which seems even worse than the first, and

which I had better leave unmeddled with, if I were prudent.

But I am not prudent, and cannot get it out of my head; and as my head

can make nothing of it, I lay it before Doctor Willibrod in a quite

casual manner, as if nothing really depended upon the answer:

"Tell me, doctor, why has Fräulein Paula lost all pleasure in her

picture?"

"Who says that?" asked the doctor.

"She herself."

"Then ask herself."

"If I wished to do or could do that, I would not need your opinion."

"Why should I have any opinion in the matter?" cries the doctor. "What

does it concern me why Paula does not choose to work on the thing any

longer? Since nature herself has not thought fit to finish me, I do not

care whether I am finished in the picture or not."

I see that I make no progress in this way, so I venture to hint that

perhaps Arthur's absence has had an influence upon Paula's feelings in

the matter.

"Does the cat come to the porridge at last?" crows Doctor Willibrod.

"Oh, he thinks that we have not long seen how he licks his paws! And

the porridge is so sweet--so sweet! just like the thought that such a

girl can give her heart to such a fellow. 'It is impossible,' says

Master Tom, and his whiskers bristle with distress. Why, impossible?

What is impossible? Is the life of her father anything but a protracted

sacrifice? Is she not her father's daughter? When one is once well

under way, a little more or less makes no difference; and the lamb

offers itself up to save the wolf. Oh, it is a merry business, that of

saving wolves! But still merrier is it to stand by and look patiently

on--not to seize a club and rush in--oh by no means! but merely to ask

from time to time: 'Don't you think, respected sir, that the wolf will

eat the Iamb at last?' Get away from me all of you that wear human

faces!"

Doctor Willibrod crows so high, and looks so exactly like the

apoplectic billiard-ball we have heard of, that I am sorry to have

begun the conversation, and that too so unskilfully. I now recollect

that lately the doctor has always seemed curiously excited whenever in

any way Paula's name happened to be mentioned. Often he speaks of her

in such a way that one would think he hated her, if one did not know

that he worships her. If any one reproaches him with it, he lays the

blame on the heat of the weather. The fiend himself, who is used to a

warm climate, might perhaps keep cool in such a temperature, he says,

but no one can blame mere men if they now and then lose their wits a

little at eighty degrees in the shade.

And really during the latter part of the summer the heat has grown

absolutely intolerable. Day after day the sun traverses a cloudless

steel-blue sky, and its beams prostrate everything they touch.

The grass has long been burnt up; the bastion and ramparts are

yellow-brown; the flowers have prematurely withered; the foliage

rustles from the trees before the time. All living things creep about

with heavy gaze fixed upon the earth, and the air quivers as above a

heated oven. The health of the town has been seriously affected, and we

are glad that the boys who now have holiday, are on a visit to some

friends of the family at a neighboring country-place. The state of

things in the prison is by no means satisfactory to the superintendent

and the doctor, who vie with each other in attention to the sick,

though the doctor steadily maintains that it is the height of folly to

risk one's skin for the sake of other people.

"And then beside, when, like _Humanus_, one has but half a lung, and a

blind wife and four children, and not a shilling of capital--what will

come of that?"

I remember that the doctor put this question to me in this very same

conversation, and that I repeated it to myself an hour later as I stood

alone before the Belvedere, and, without either seeing or hearing,

stared out at the evening sky, which I could see from over the rampart

extending down to the sea. I did not see that over the sky, which for

weeks together had shown not the slightest haze, a vapor had now spread

itself through which the evening light had a ghastly, pallid look; I

did not hear that strange wailing sounds were passing through the air;

I did not even turn round when a deep voice close at my ear growled out

the very question which I was occupied in trying to solve:

"What will come of that?"

It was the old Süssmilch, who coming to my side pointed with his right

hand to the sulphurous glare in the west.

"A storm, what else?" I replied, scarcely noticing what I said.

I felt that the oppressive sultriness, which was weighing down my soul

as well as all nature, must expend itself in a storm.

CHAPTER XV.

And there came a storm such as had not raged along this coast--which

yet throughout the year heard many a fierce gale sweep over its low

beach of sand and chalk--within the memory of man.

It was about midnight, when I was awakened by a crashing as of thunder,

making the old house quiver to its foundations, and followed by a

rattling and clattering of falling tiles, and of slamming doors and

shutters, like the crackle of musketry following the heavy discharge of

a battery.

This was the storm that had so long been announcing its coming. My

first thought was of those in the house in the garden. With a single

bound I was out of my bed and dressed, as the sergeant thrust his gray

head in at my door.

"Already up?" said he; "but this is enough to rouse a bear with seven

senses. _He_ will be awake, too."

The old man did not say who would be awake; between us two it was not

necessary.

"I was just going to him," I said.

"Right," said the old man. "I will stay here the while. Somebody will

be needed here who has his head on his shoulders. It is a most

diabolical state of things; worse than eight years ago; and then the

men would not be kept in their dormitories. A little more and we should

have had murder done."

During this brief conversation, the tremendous shocks had been twice

repeated, and, if possible, with still greater violence. Add to this a

howling and an uproar--we had to speak almost in a shout to make

ourselves heard. This was in the room--what must it then be outside?

This I learned a minute later, as I crossed the prison court. A pitchy

darkness lay like a thick black pall over the earth; not a star, not

the faintest gleam of light. The hurricane raged between the high walls

like a beast of prey that finds himself for the first time in a cage.

Despite my strength and the momentum of my heavy frame, I had to

struggle with the monster that flung me this way and that. Thus I

fought my way through the thick darkness, among the tiles that came

clattering from the roofs, to the superintendent's house, out of the

windows of which here and there a light was visible.

In the lower hall I met Paula. She was carrying a lighted taper in her

hand, and its light fell upon her pale face and large eyes, which

filled with tears as she saw me.

"I knew you would come," she said. "It is a fearful night. He insists

on going over to the prison; and he has been so very unwell lately. I

dare not ask him to stay. Indeed, he must go if his duty commands. It

is very kind of you to come."

The tears that had glistened in her eyes now slowly rolled down her

pale cheeks.

"Do not laugh at me," she said, "but for several days I have felt as if

some misfortune were about to happen."

"We have all felt so, dear Paula. It is merely a bit of egotism to

fancy that a thunder-storm which is now hanging over thousands and

thousands is to smite precisely us."

I meant to say this very courageously; but my voice quivered, and at

the last words I was forced to turn away my eyes.

"I will go to your father, Paula," I said.

"Here he comes now," said Paula.

The superintendent stepped out of his room. Before he had gently closed

the door, I caught a glimpse of a white figure which he seemed by

gentle words and gestures to be urging to remain in the room. It was

Frau von Zehren. Had she also the feeling that some calamity was

impending? Perhaps even more strongly than we. Who among us who see,

hears the faint spirit-voices that whisper and murmur through the night

of the blind?

A deep melancholy lay upon his features; but it instantly gave place to

a surprised smile as he saw us both standing there. It was as when one

walks through a dark rocky ravine whose sombre shadows spread a gloom

over his face, and suddenly, at a sharp turn of the dusky path, he sees

the open valley at his feet, and a wide flood of golden sunlight

streams all about him.

"See there, both my dears ones!" he said.

He extended both hands to us.

"Both my dear ones," he repeated.

Did he really see us? Did he, out of the rocky gorge, catch a gleam of

sunny vales in the future? I have often asked this question of myself,

when thinking of the happy spirit-like look with which at this moment

the father saw his beloved daughter at the side of the man who was dear

to him as a son.

But this was but for a moment, and the present then resumed its rights.

"You will go with me, George," he said; "I must go through the prison.

It cannot be but that the excitement which has been growing on us all

lately has also seized the poor prisoners. And with them excitement

means howls, and shrieks, and gnashing of teeth. Do you remember that

September night, eight years ago, Paula? It was not so terrible as

this, and the men were like maniacs."

Paula nodded assent. "I remember it well, father," she said. "How could

I help it? You suffered so much from the consequences afterwards. Here

comes Doris with the lantern," she hastily added, while a flush of

shame suffused her cheeks at having for a moment attempted to dissuade

her father from his duty.

She took the great lantern with its two lighted candles from the hands

of the frightened girl, and gave it to me. The superintendent gave her

a kind look from his large grave eyes, buttoned up his coat, fixed his

hat firmly on his head, and turning to me said: "Come, George."

We stepped out into the raging, thundering night. In my left hand I

carried the lantern; my right arm I gave the superintendent. I had

thought that I should have to carry or almost to carry him, as he had

been completely prostrated by the heat of the last few weeks; and

indeed his first steps were heavy and tottering as those of a man who

has for the first time risen from his bed after a long illness. All at

once he let go my arm and stood firm and erect:

"Do you hear, George? I said so!"

We were just passing under the windows of one of the great dormitories,

in which fully a hundred prisoners were shut up at this hour. The

light-colored wall was faintly defined against the darkness; from the

windows came a feeble light; the storm raged against the wall and

whistled shrilly through the gratings; but louder than the howling and

whistling of the storm were the horrible noises that came from the

interior of the building. Such sounds might come from lost souls in the

night of Tartarus.

"Light! light!" was the cry. "We want light!"

"Quick, George!" said the superintendent, hastening on before me with

such rapid strides that I had difficulty in keeping up with him. We

passed through the open door into the wide hall, where we found the

sergeant in lively dispute with the inspector and half-a-dozen

overseers.

"He will tell you that I am right," I heard the brave old man cry. "One

must be a bear with seven senses; not able to tell a tooth-pick from a

barn-door! In the name of three million devils, light all the

lanterns!"

"Yes; light all the lanterns," said the superintendent, coming up.

The men stepped respectfully back, only the Inspector said sullenly:

"There is no reason for breaking the regular rule of the house, Herr

Superintendent; and the men know that there is no reason; but they take

advantage of the chance--that is all."

"Perhaps not quite all, Herr Müller," said the superintendent. "We two,

you and I, have not been sitting with a hundred others in a locked room

in the dark--or as good as in the dark--and in a night like this when

it is as if the end of the world had come. Fear, like courage, is

contagious. Follow me, you and Süssmilch, and two others to light the

lanterns."

He did not name me: he may have thought it a matter of course that I

would follow him. We turned into the corridor and reached the door

which led to the great ward, the windows of which we had passed.

"Light! light!" they were still shrieking inside, and heavy blows fell

upon the oaken door, which cracked at intervals as if they were trying

to burst it open.

"Open!" said the superintendent to the turnkey.

The man cast a stealthy look at the inspector, who looked sullenly at

the ground.

"Open!" repeated the superintendent.

With hesitation the man placed the key in the lock, and drew the heavy

iron bar from the staples. With hesitation he threw back the first and

then the second bolt. As he laid his hand upon the third, he gave a

furtive glance at the superintendent, upon whose lips played a smile.

"Why, your heart is usually in the right place, Martin," he said.

In an instant Martin had thrown back the bolt; the doors were opened.

The frightful spectacle that was then presented to my eyes I shall

never forget, though I should attain the age of the most patriarchal

raven.

Three or four feet behind the door was another, a grating of iron,

reaching as high as the ceiling; and behind this grating was a

frightful entanglement of men piled upon one another, conglomerated

together--here a pair of arms thrust out, there a pair of legs, as out

of a heap of corpses, flung together into a promiscuous grave upon a

field of battle; with the difference that this mass moved, writhed

internally, and out of it, here and there and everywhere, glared living

eyes, terrible, fierce, desperate, maniac eyes.

"Men!" cried the superintendent, and his usually soft voice rose with a

power that overbore the tumult, "are you not ashamed of yourselves?

Would you rush upon destruction to avoid a danger which nowhere exists

but in your own heads, and in the darkness around you?"

Was it the courageous voice? Was it the look of the man? Was it the

effect of the strong light which was thrown upon the mass from the

lanterns of the turnkeys? the coil disentangled itself, arms found

their way to bodies, legs stood again upon their feet, even the eyes

lost their frenzied glare, and here and there a man, either dazzled or

ashamed, cast them down.

"Make room for the door to be opened, men!" said the superintendent.

They fell back: the grating was opened; the superintendent entered, and

we followed.

"Now see, children, how foolish you are," he continued, in a friendly

tone. "There you stand in you shirts, freezing, shivering--you really

ought to be ashamed of yourselves. Get to bed again, or else dress

yourselves and sit up; I will have your lanterns lighted, so that each

one of you can see what a chicken-heart his neighbor is, and what a

bold fellow he is himself."

The men looked at one another, and over more than one face that had

been distorted with terror there came a smile. In the rear two laughed

out loud.

"That is right," said the superintendent, "laugh away; no devil can

hold his own against an honest laugh. And now good-night, children, I

must look after the others."

By this time the overseers had let down and lighted the four great

lanterns that were drawn up to the ceiling. A cheerful brightness

filled the large room. Outside, the storm was raging and howling as

before; but a kindly word falling into these dark spirits had appeased

the storm within.

"Let us see after the others," said the superintendent.

And we traversed the echoing corridors, in which this night the

noise from without overpowered the sound of our steps. Wherever

we came we found the prisoners in a state of the most fearful

excitement--excitement beyond all proportion to the causes which

produced it; everywhere the same; sometimes vented in wild curses, and

sometimes in the most piteous supplications; but everywhere the cry of

the poor wretches for light, only more light in the fearful night. But

everywhere the superintendent succeeded in quieting the wild creatures

with his calm words, except the occupants of one ward, who either would

not or could not be quieted. This ward lay in a wing of the building

which was more exposed to the violence of the blast than any other, and

here, in consequence, the storm burst with all its fury. The terrific

detonations, like peals of thunder, with which the tempest burst

against the ancient walls, the furious howling with which it whirled

around the angles, after striving frantically for minutes together to

sweep the obstruction out of its path; the wailing, lamenting, gasping,

sobbing tones that came, no one knew how or whence--all was frightful

enough to fill the soul of even a free man with secret horror. And even

while the superintendent was speaking to them, a chimney on one of the

higher buildings adjacent was blown down, and in falling broke through

the roof of this wing, sending clattering down hundreds of tiles,

increasing the uproar, if not the danger. The men demanded to be let

out; they _would_ come out at every cost; they were resolved not to be

buried alive.

"But, children," said the superintendent, "you are safer here than

anywhere else; there is not another part of the building so strong as

this."

"Very well for him," muttered a square-built, curly-headed fellow; "he

can go home and sleep in his soft bed."

"Give me your mattress, friend," said the superintendent.

The fellow looked at him in amazement.

"Your mattress, friend," he repeated. "Lend it to me for to-night: I

will see if it is so hard, and if it is such dreadful sleeping here."

A deep silence suddenly succeeded the wild tumult. The men looked at

each other in confusion; they did not know whether this was jest or

earnest. But the superintendent did not move from the place. He stood

there silent, thoughtful, with head depressed; no one, not even I,

ventured to speak to him. All eyes were turned to the audacious fellow,

who looked as if he had been condemned to death, and was about to be

led to execution. His mutinous spirit was broken; silently he went and

took up his mattress and brought it to the superintendent.

"Lay it there, my friend," said the latter. "I am tired; I thank you

for providing me a resting-place."

The man spread out the mattress upon the floor; the superintendent laid

himself upon it and said:

"Now lie down, all of you. You, Herr Müller, go to the infirmary and

see if I am needed there. You remain with me, George."

The inspector went, with the turnkeys; the door was closed and locked;

we were alone.

Alone among about eighty convicts, for the most part the worst and

fiercest criminals in the whole prison.

The lanterns that hung from the ceilings cast a dim light over the rows

of beds which were arranged along the walls, and in three long lines,

extending the length of the ward. The men had either lain down, or were

crouching upon their beds. The man who had given his mattress to the

superintendent might have done the same, for there were some half-dozen

of vacant beds in the ward; but he seemed afraid to occupy any one of

them, and crouched upon the bare floor in a dark corner. I stood with

folded arms against the stone pillar which supported the centre of the

roof, looked at the strange spectacle before me, and listened to the

storm which raged without with unabated fury. The superintendent lay

quite still, his head supported by his hand. He slept, or seemed to

sleep; and yet I fancied that from time to time a shiver shook his

frame. The room was warm, but we had been thoroughly drenched by the

rain in crossing the court; he had no covering, and had just risen from

a sick bed. What will be the end? I sighed in the depth of my heart.

Suddenly a man near me, who had several times turned his head towards

the superintendent, arose from his bed, walked softly with bare feet to

me, and whispered:

"He must not lie there in that way; it will be his death."

I shrugged my shoulders: "What can we do?"

And then another came up, and another rough voice whispered:

"He must go home. Why should he lie here freezing for the sake of that

shock-headed rascal? It shall not be our fault."

"No, it shall not be our fault," murmured other voices. In a moment a

crowd has collected around me, and increases every moment. Not one of

these men was sleeping, any more than myself. All had the same thought

in their rude hearts. They want to repair their misbehavior, and do not

know how to go about it. One finds a way at last:

"He shall go himself and beg him."

"Yes; that shall he!"

"Where is he?"

"Back yonder."

"Bring him along!"

They rush to the corner where the fellow is crouching, a dozen strong

hands lift him to his feet; they drag him to the superintendent, who

raises himself from his hard couch as they approach. The light of the

nearest lantern falls full in his pale face, shadowed by his dark hair

and beard. A happy smile plays about his mouth, and his large eyes beam

with strange light.

"I thank you," he said, "I thank you. The hours which your kindness

bestows upon me shall be devoted to you. But one thing more, children!

This man here is myself: what you do to him, you do to me."

The man had sunk upon his knees before him; he laid his hand, as in

blessing, upon his bushy head; and then we turned to the door. I cast a

look back: not one of the men had moved from his place. All eyes are

fixed upon the superintendent, who is leaving the ward, supported by my

arm. But I doubt whether all see him; for in many eyes are glistening

tears.

CHAPTER XVI.

It was two o'clock when we re-entered the house. At the first touch of

the bell Paula appeared in the hall; but the superintendent only gave

her an affectionate smile and a pat on the cheek, and kept on to his

chamber, whither I followed him. He did not speak to his daughter,

because he could not speak. His face was of a corpse-like paleness, and

deep red spots burned in the hollows of his cheeks. With a motion of

his hand he asked my assistance, and I helped him to undress. As soon

as he was in bed he turned his eyes upon me with a look of gratitude,

and then closed them in death-like exhaustion.

I took my seat by his bedside, and could not avert my eyes from the

pale, noble face. A sublime calm lay upon it; even the red spots had

vanished from the cheeks; no movement betrayed that in this breast,

that scarcely moved, a heart was beating, that under this lofty brow

dwelt a spirit; I felt as though I was watching by a corpse.

Thus solemnly and slowly passed the hours of that night. In all my life

I have never met with a stronger contrast than that of the calm face of

that sleeping man with the wild fury of the storm that raged without

with unabated violence. Well might he sleep; the mightiest pinion of an

earthly storm could not soar to the blessed heights where his spirit

was floating.

Involuntarily my thoughts recurred to the night when the smuggler, who

had just become a murderer, lay wounded in my arms in that hollow in

the ruin, writhing, cursing God, himself, and all the world. And that

man was the brother of this? It seemed incredible that one mother could

have brought forth two such different beings; that the same sun could

shine on two men so unlike; and then again it seemed to me that both,

the wild one and the gentle, the hater and the friend of men, were one

and the same person; as if I had once already seen the pale face before

me; as if it were the same face upon whose brow, pallid in death, the

morning sun shone, as it rose ruddy out of the sea after that night of

horror in the ruin on the cliff.

But these thoughts were but the wild fancies of one overcome by

weariness. I must indeed have really slept for a while, for as I raised

my head again the gray twilight was glimmering through the lowered

curtains. The superintendent was still lying there as he had lain all

night, his eyes closed and his white hands folded over his breast. I

softly arose and crept out of the room. I had to breathe fresh air; I

felt that I must try to shake off the weight that pressed upon my

heart.

As I crossed the silent hall I was surprised to see that the hand of

the great clock at the foot of the stairs pointed to eight. I had

supposed, from the dim light, that it was not more than five or six.

But as soon as I stepped out of doors, I saw why it was no lighter. The

black pall which had lain over the earth in the night was now changed

to a gray one--a pallid twilight, that was neither night nor day. And

the fury of the storm was still unabated. As I turned the sheltering

corner of the house, I had to plant myself firmly on my feet in order

not to be dashed to the earth. Thus, crouching down, I made my way

through the garden, now a scene of devastation. There lay trees torn up

by the roots, and others broken off but a few feet from the ground. The

path was strewn with branches and twigs, and the air filled with

whirling leaves. Only the old plane-trees at the Belvedere still

resisted the storm, and their majestic boughs were lashed wildly about

by the blast. I made my way to the Belvedere, the only spot from which

one could obtain a view, though but a limited one, of the stormy

quarter. I feared that the old summer-house would not have been able to

resist the tempest; but there it still stood--doubtless the high

bastion had protected it. I hurried into it for shelter; and as I

hastily threw open the door I saw Paula standing at one of the narrow

windows, on the side facing the sea.

"You here, Paula?" I cried in alarm. "You here in this weather, when

the house may come down at any moment!"

"How is my father?" asked Paula.

"He is sleeping," I said. "You have not slept."

I saw that by her pale cheeks and the dark circles round her eyes. She

looked away from me, and pointed out of the window at which we were

standing, which now was but a window-space, for the storm had blown in

all the stained panes except one in one corner.

"Is that not terrible?" she said.

And it was terrible indeed. Sky and sea of a leaden gray, and between

sea and sky whirling white specks like snowflakes driven by a November

wind. These white specks were gulls, and their dismal cries reached us

at intervals. Upon the high bastion, opposite us, the storm had beaten

down the tall grass which used to nod so lightly in the wind, as flat

as if heavy rollers had passed over it; and over the long, low rampart

from time to time appeared streaks which at first I could not account

for. Could they be the crests of waves? The thing seemed impossible.

The rampart, as I knew, was more than twelve feet high, and in front of

it was a wide sandy beach, on which a popular bathing-establishment had

been erected. Over the rampart a glimpse of the sea might always be

caught, but it was at a considerable distance; but these streaks, if

they were waves, were not dancing out at sea; I saw plainly how they

rose, fell, tumbled over, and beaten to foam and spray flew over the

rampart. It was the surf, and the surf had risen to the crest of the

rampart!

"What will come of it?" asked Paula.

It was the very question which I had asked myself yesterday evening at

this identical place, though in another and very different sense. I was

then only thinking of her who now stood before me, and looked up to me

with large, terrified eyes; but in my spirit, confused by the sleepless

night I had passed, nature and human destiny mingled inextricably

together:

"Paula," I said.

She glanced up to me again.

"Paula," I repeated, and my voice trembled and my hand sought hers, "if

the storm of life ever rages around you as that is raging--will you

turn to me for help and protection? Will you, Paula? say!"

A bright flush reddened her pale cheeks; she drew her hand, which I did

not venture to detain, out of mine.

"You are one of those good men, George, who desire to help all, and

upon whom, therefore, all think they have claims."

"That is not an answer, Paula," I said.

She opened her lips to speak; but I was not to learn if the unfavorable

construction I had given her words was the right one or not, for at

this moment a blast smote the summer-house, tearing off the roof, and

driving in the remaining sashes, that fell in shivers around us. I

caught Paula around the waist and sprang with her out of the house,

which fell with a crash the instant we had quitted it. Paula gave a

shriek of terror, and clasped me convulsively. My heart bounded with

joy when I thus held the dear maiden in my arms; but she released her

hold immediately.

"What weaklings we women are, after all!" she said. "You men must think

that we exist for no other purpose than to be protected by you."

As she said this there was an indignant expression in her large eyes

and her brow; but her lips twitched with hardly-repressed weeping.

What was passing in her thoughts at that moment?

I did not learn this until years later.

We went--or rather, struggled--back to the house. No further word was

spoken between us, nor did she take my arm, which I, for my part, did

not venture to offer her. Would she have rejected the arm of another as

well? I asked myself.

With a sadness that I had never felt before, I was sitting an hour

later in the office. How could I work with this disquiet in my heart,

with this weight upon my brain, and on such a day as this? But "first

do your work, everything else will come in in its place," was the word

of the superintendent, and in accordance with this word I seated myself

at my work, and copied lists and examined accounts without making a

single error in my figures. I had well spent my long apprenticeship: I

could now say that I had learned to work.

It was noon when I went to the superintendent to place the papers I had

prepared before him for his signature. When I reached the ante-room of

his cabinet I stopped, for through the half-opened door I heard some

one speaking within.

"It is a grand opportunity," said an unctious voice, which of late

years had been less frequently heard in the superintendent's house--"a

glorious time, a time of the Lord, who reveals himself in storm and

tempest, to awaken the heart of sinful man from its obduracy. Let us

rightly understand this time, Herr Superintendent, and not let the Lord

appeal to us in vain."

"You will excuse me if I do not share your view, Herr von Krossow. I

have this night had an example of the frenzy to which superstitious

terror drives these wild souls. If you wish to explain to the men these

phenomena of nature, I am most willing to aid you in the undertaking;

but I see no advantage in a general prayer-meeting, and must therefore,

I regret to say, decline to permit it."

The superintendent said this in his calm, convincing manner, but it did

not seem to convince his antagonist. A brief pause succeeded, and the

soft voice began again:

"I forgot to mention that the president, from whom I have just come,

and to whom I imparted my intention, entirely agreed with my views, and

even expressed the wish that the bells might be rung in all the

churches, and the congregations assembled for prayer. He cannot fail to

feel it very sensibly if here--just here--his authority is--what shall

I say?--disregarded."

"I am afraid," replied the superintendent, "that many more will find

themselves to-day compelled to refuse the customary respect to the

authority of the president; I fear that the bells will be rung, not to

call the people to the churches, but to summon them to work. Unless the

storm soon abates there will be much work and hard work to do before

night."

At this moment, through the roar of the storm, was audible a lamentable

tone as if coming from the clouds, followed by other dismal sounds of

wailing and crying, and suddenly the door leading into the hall was

thrown open, and the doctor rushed breathlessly in.

"It is as we expected," he panted, hurrying past me into the

superintendent's room, into which I followed him in excitement which

had something better in it than mere curiosity.

"It is as we expected," he repeated, taking off his spectacles and

wiping from his face the wet sand and other drift with which he was

covered from head to foot. "In an hour, or two hours at most, the water

will be over the rampart, unless a breach first happens, which is to be

feared, in more than one place."

"What precautions are being taken?"

"They are sitting with hands in their laps--is not that enough? I

hurried to the chief of police and to the president to entreat them to

send every man that could use his arms to the rampart, and to order

back the battalion, which marched out to parade two hours ago, because

no countermand arrived--can you conceive such madness!--and is now

struggling and buffeted upon the road, unless the storm has blown them

all into the ditches long ago, which is more probable. Under all the

circumstances they cannot be far, and would soon be back if a couple of

mounted couriers were sent after them. They are more wanted here than

in the ditches. All this I laid before the gentlemen. What do you

suppose the chief of police answered me? He had been a soldier himself,

and knew that an officer must obey his orders. It was not to be

supposed that the battalion would be recalled at his request. And the

president--that pretended saint--what is it? O, Herr von Krossow, you

here? I am sorry that you have had to hear the opinion I have of your

uncle; but it is out now, and I can neither help myself nor him. I

cannot see that the sanctity is anything but a pretence, which in such

a calamity talks of the judgments of God, and that it is vain to kick

against the pricks."

"I shall not fail, as in duty bound, to notify my uncle of the friendly

opinions which are so frankly expressed of him here," said Herr von

Krossow, seizing his broad-rimmed hat with hands that trembled with

rage, and hastening out of the door.

"A pleasant journey to you!" cried the pugnacious doctor, running a few

steps after him, like a cock whose adversary has left him master of the

arena. "A pleasant journey!" he called once more through the open door,

which he then, snorting wrath and scorn, flung furiously to.

"You have lost your place here," said the superintendent, seriously.

"At all events, the fellow will know my opinion of him," crowed the

doctor.

"What does that matter?" asked the superintendent. "But that you should

be physician here matters much, and to me most of all. We must try to

repair this in some way."

The superintendent walked up and down the room with slow steps, his

hands clasped behind his back, as was his custom; the doctor stood

first upon one foot and then upon the other, looking greatly ashamed

and confused.

"What is it?" asked the superintendent of a turnkey, who entered at

that moment with an agitated face.

"There is a crowd of people here, Herr Superintendent."

"Where?"

"At the gate."

"What kind of people?"

"Mostly from the Bridge-street, Herr Superintendent. They say they will

all be drowned. And since the prison stands so much higher----"

Without a word the superintendent left the room and crossed the court.

We followed. He had on a short silk coat he usually wore in the house,

and was without hat or cap. As he strode on before us, the storm, which

was furious in the court, dishevelled his thin, dark hair, and the ends

of his long moustache fluttered like pennons in the wind.

We reached the gate which the growling porter was ordered to open. The

previous evening the opening of a prison door had exhibited to me a

frightful spectacle, and I now had to behold a most moving and pitiable

one, which has remained no less indelibly impressed on my memory.

There were outside probably fifty persons, mostly women, some men, both

old and young, and children, some even in the arms of their mothers.

Nearly all were carrying in their hands, or had placed upon the ground,

some of their little possessions, and these apparently the first that

came to hand, caught up in haste and alarm. I saw a woman with a great

wash-tub on her shoulders, which she clutched as firmly as if it would

fall to pieces if let go; and a man carrying an empty bird-cage, which

the wind was whirling about. The gate was no sooner open than they all

rushed into the yard as if pursued by furies. The turnkey wished to

oppose their entrance, but the superintendent took him by the arm.

"Let them in," he said.

We had stepped on one side, and let the mad torrent pour by us, and it

now spread over the court, and in part rushed up to the door of the

building.

"Halt!" cried the superintendent.

They all stopped.

"Let the women and children enter," he said, to his subordinates, "also

the old and the sick. You men may go in to warm yourselves, but in ten

minutes you must all be here again. This is no time for men to be

sitting behind the stove."

Here came new guests through the open gate.

"Let them in--let all in!" said the superintendent.

A young woman with a child in her arms, who had rushed in after the

others, went up to the superintendent and said:

"I want my husband! Why do you keep him locked up? I can't carry all

the brats at once! If I don't find the rest, you may drown this one

too!"

She was just going to lay the child on the ground, when she suddenly

turned upon the doctor, who was standing by, pushed the child into his

arms, and sprang out of the gate. The woman had wonderfully long blond

hair, which had fallen loose, and as she rushed off in frantic haste it

fluttered behind her in a thousand strings.

"Get rid of your little burden," said the superintendent, smiling, to

the doctor. "You must take command here in my place. Look after the

women and children, my friend, and see that the men are through with

their dinner in a quarter of an hour; then let them come out here, all

of them, without exception, but the sick."

The doctor cast an inquiring look at his chief. Suddenly a light seemed

to flash across his grotesque physiognomy, and holding the wailing

child close to his breast, he ran with his queer tripping steps into

the house to carry out the orders he had just received.

"Stay here, George," said the superintendent to me, "and talk to the

people, as thou knowest how. I shall be back in ten minutes."

He went: I remained staring after him. What was the meaning of this?

For the first time he had called me _thou_. His eye had been steadily

fixed upon me; it was not a trip of the tongue, and yet he had not

spoken it intentionally; I felt this instinctively; I felt, indeed I

knew, that it was because at this solemn moment the little barriers

which conventional life had thrown up between us, in this man's eyes,

shrivelled up into nothing. And I knew what was in his mind: I knew

that he was preparing himself for a battle of life and death, and that

he had gone to take farewell of his family. A shudder ran through me;

my breast swelled high; I raised my head proudly.

"Good people," I said, "take courage: he will help you if a man can."

They crowded around me, bewailing their great peril; how the water had

been rising since yesterday midnight at the rate of nearly a foot an

hour; that had now been going on for twelve hours, and the rampart

in the lowest part was only twelve or thirteen feet high; that the

Bridge-street and Sweed-street next to it were but very little above

the ordinary level of the sea, and if the rampart gave way, all were

lost. Master-Pilot Walter, who understood these things well, had always

said something would happen; but there was no money for anything

of the sort--that was all spent on the bastions and casemates on the

land-side.

"And they have clapped my two boys into uniform," said an old man, "and

now they are out on the road and cannot help us."

"But _he_ will," I said.

The old man looked at me incredulously.

"He is a good gentleman," he said; "every child knows that; but what

can he do?"

Here the superintendent came again out of the house, and at the same

time out of three several doors which opened from the different wings

of the main-building streamed forth the convicts, and work-house men,

about four hundred in number, all more or less stalwart men, in their

gray working-jackets, the most already provided with spades, picks,

axes, ropes, and whatever else likely to be of service, that they had

been able to find in the establishment. The men were headed by their

overseers.

Thus they came on in military order and step. "Halt! Front face!"

commanded the overseers, and the men halted in three companies, steady

as a battalion under arms.

"This way, men!" cried the superintendent, in a sonorous voice. The men

obeyed. All eyes were fixed upon him, who stood with his head bent down

as if reflecting. Suddenly he looked up, his eye flashed around the

circle, and with a voice that rose strong and clear above the storm, he

cried:

"Men! Each one of us has had some one hour in his life which he

would give much to be able to recall. To-day a great good fortune is

granted you: every one of you, whoever he may be and whatever he has

done--every one of you may now buy back that hour, and become again

what he once was, before God, himself, and all good men. You have been

told what you are wanted for. It is to risk your lives for the lives of

others--for the lives of helpless women and children! I make you no

vain promises; I do not say what you are about to do will make free men

of you; on the contrary, I tell you that you will return here just as

you left. Neither freedom nor any other reward awaits you when the gate

closes behind you this evening after your work is over--nothing but the

thanks of your superintendent, a glass of stiff grog, and a comfortable

rest upon your beds, such as an honest fellow deserves. Will you stand

by me on these conditions? Whoever will, let him raise his right hand

and give a hearty Aye!"

Four hundred right hands flew up, and from four hundred throats came

the shout AYE!

At once the crowd, which had been joined by the fugitives from the

town, was divided into three companies, of which Süssmilch was to

command the first, I the second, and a convict named Mathes, formerly a

ship-builder, and a very active, intelligent man, the third. The

overseers had fallen into the ranks with the rest.

"Every man is his own overseer to-day!" said the superintendent.

Thus we marched out of the gate.

The short street upon which the principal prison-gate opened was soon

traversed, but at the old and rather narrow gate at the end of the

street we met with a singular resistance, which, more than anything

hitherto, exhibited the might of the storm. The old gate was in fact

only an open arch in the wall, and yet it took us longer to get through

it than if we had had to burst heavy doors of oak plated with iron, so

violently did the blast press through the narrow opening. Like a giant

with hundred arms it stood without and thrust back like a helpless

child each one that endeavored to force his way; only our combined

exertions, holding each other's hands and clinging to the rugged

surface of the arch, enabled us to force the pass. Then we hastened

along the way, between the high bastion on one side and the town-fosse

with the prison-buildings on the other side, until we reached the place

where our help was needed.

It was that low rampart which immediately joined the bastion, over the

crest of which I had so often cast a longing eye from the Belvedere

towards the sea and the island. Its length was perhaps five hundred

paces, and then came the harbor with its high stone breakwaters

reaching far out into the sea. At the first sight I perceived why this

place was exposed to such terrible peril in a storm like this. The sea,

driven in by the force of the storm, was caught between the high

bastion, that rested upon immense foundations of solid masonry, and the

long breakwater, as in a _cul-de-sac_, and as it could escape on

neither side, it spent all its force upon the barrier that here barred

its way. If the rampart gave way, the whole lower part of the town was

gone. No one could avoid seeing this who looked from the rampart into

the narrow streets on the water-side, where the ridges of the roofs for

the most part scarcely reached the height of the rampart, so that one

could see over them into the inner harbor which lay on the opposite

side of the harbor-suburb, where now the masts of the ships were

swaying like reeds in the wind.

I think that I did not take more than a quarter of a minute to have a

distinct comprehension of the situation as I have just described it,

and indeed no more time was allowed me. My senses and feelings were too

powerfully seized by the sight of the danger we had come to contend

with. I, who had passed my whole life upon the coast, who had been

tossed for days together by the waves in small or large craft, who had

watched, from the shore at least, many a fierce storm with unwearied

attention and sympathetic terror--I thought that I knew the sea; and

now saw that I no more knew it than any one knows a bomb, who has not

seen one explode and scatter death and destruction around. Not even in

my wildest fancies had I ever approached the reality. This was not the

sea which was an expanse of water forming greater and smaller waves;

this was a monster, a world of monsters rushing upon us with wide-open

jaws, roaring, howling, ravening for prey; it was no longer anything

definite or distinguishable--the destruction of all form, of all

color--chaos that had broken loose to engulf the world.

I believe there was not one of the whole company who was not similarly

affected by the sight. I can see them now standing there--the four

hundred as they had rushed to the crest of the rampart, with pale

faces, their terrified eyes now turned upon the howling chaos, then

upon their neighbors, and then upon the man who had led them here, and

who alone was able to say what was to be done, what could be done.

And never had a hesitating crowd a better leader.

With the true eye of love that thoughtfully gazes into the past, I see

him in so many situations, and always do I behold him noble and good;

but at no moment better and nobler than in this, as he stood upon

the highest point of the rampart, one arm wound round the strong

flag-staff which he had hastily erected, as firm upon his weakened

limbs as the bronze statue of an ancient hero! And hero-like was the

look of his eye which in one glance took in the danger and the remedy;

hero-like was the gesture as he raised his hand, and hero-like was the

voice which in clear incisive tones gave the needful orders.

One detachment was ordered into the low streets to bring up all the

empty casks, boxes and chests they could find; another to go with

spades, baskets and wheelbarrows upon the bastion, where there was

earth in abundance; another into the adjoining glacis with ropes and

axes to fell the trees which for years had been awaiting the enemy

which--though in an unlooked-for form--had now come; another into the

neighboring dock-yards to summon the ship-builders to help us, and to

procure, either by persuasion or force, twenty or thirty large beams

which we absolutely needed. Before half an hour had elapsed, the work,

so well directed, was in full activity. At one place, baskets of earth

were lowered into the rents which the sea had made in the rampart; at

another, posts were driven in and wattled with boughs; at another, a

wall of timbers was built up. And all worked, and hurried, and dug, and

shovelled, and hammered, and wheeled, and dragged great loads, with a

diligence, with an energy, with a cheerful, dauntless courage, that

even now the tears start to my eyes as I think of it; when I think that

these were the men whom society had spurned out; the men who, perhaps

for the sake of a few _groschen_ or a childish craving, had become

common thieves; the men whom I had so often, with disgust, seen sulkily

slouching across the prison court to their work; the men whom the storm

of yesterday, beating against the walls of their prison, had driven to

a frenzy of terror. There lay the town at their feet; they might rush

into it, rob, burn, and murder to their heart's content--who was to

hinder them? There lay the wide world open before them; they had only

to escape into it; who could restrain them? Here was a work more

difficult and more toilsome than any they had ever done; who was it

that compelled them to it? This was the storm before which they had

yesterday trembled in its most appalling form; why did they not tremble

now? Why did they go, jesting, laughing, into the very jaws of death,

when they had to secure and bring in a great mast which had been

drifted in from the harbor, and which the waves were driving like a

battering-ram against the rampart? Why? I believe if all men answered

this why as I answer it, there would no longer be masters and serfs; no

longer would men sing the sad old song of the hammer that would not be

an anvil, for--but wherefore answer a _why_ that only the world's

history can answer? Wherefore lay the secrets of our hearts before a

world which passes by indifferent, unnoticing, or only noticing to

mock!

Whoever looked on at this work--how these men let the skin be

torn from their flesh and the flesh from their bones in their terrible

work--did not laugh; and those who looked on were the poor people of

the water-streets--women and children for the most part, for the men

had to help in the work--who stood below sheltered by the rampart, and

with frightened and astonished faces looked at the gray-jackets, whom

they had usually only watched with timid, suspicious glances as they

passed through the streets in small parties led by overseers from

out-door work. To-day they were not afraid of the gray-jackets; to-day

they prayed that heaven's blessing might go with the food and drink

that they brought to strengthen and refresh those who were exhausted

with the toil. No, they were not afraid of the four hundred; gladly

would they have seen their numbers doubled and tripled.

But there were men living far out of the reach of the danger, whose

lives or property were nowise at stake, and who thus were in a position

acutely to feel the irregularity and illegality of these proceedings.

I remember that, one after the other, the Chief of Police von Raubach,

President von Krossow, the Lieutenant General and Commandant of the

Fort, his excellency Count Dankelheim, came storming our leader with

entreaties, commands, threats, to place his dreaded brigade under locks

and bolts again. I remember that they came together in the evening to

make a combined attack, and I have still to smile when I recall the

cheerful calm with which the good, brave man repelled the assault.

"What would you have, gentlemen?" he said. "Would you really prefer

that hundreds should lose their lives and thousands their property,

rather than that a dozen or a couple of dozen of these poor rascals

should decamp and gain the liberty which they have honestly earned

to-day? But I shall bring them back when the danger is over. Before

that time no man shall move me from here, unless he does it by force;

and happily no one of you is able to do that, gentlemen! And now,

gentlemen, this interview must terminate; night is coming on; we have

at most only a half hour to make our preparations for the night. I have

the honor to wish you good day!"

With these words he waved his hand towards the three high

functionaries, who made an extremely poor figure as they stole off, and

then turned all his attention where he was needed.

Where he was needed at this moment more than ever; for just now, at the

approach of night, it seemed as if the storm had rallied all its force

for a last and decisive assault.

I feared that we should have to succumb; that our desperate toil of six

hours was all in vain. The giant-waves no longer were hurled back;

their crests were torn off and flew far over the rampart into the

streets. Shrieking with terror, the crowd below fled in all directions;

scarcely one among us workmen could hold his place on the summit: I saw

desperate fellows, who had played with the danger hitherto, now turn

pale and shake their heads, and heard them say: "It is impossible:

nothing more can be done."

And now came the most terrible act in this awful drama.

A small Dutch ship which had been moored in the roadstead broke loose

from her anchors and was hurled about in the frightful surf like a

nutshell, now tossed aloft, now engulfed in the trough of the sea, but

driven with every wave nearer the rampart we were defending. We saw the

despairing gestures of the crew, who were clinging to the spars and

rigging: we almost fancied that we heard their cries for help.

"Can we do nothing--nothing?" I cried, turning to the superintendent

with tears of anguish in my eyes.

He shook his head sadly. "This one thing, perhaps," he said, "that when

she is thrown up thus high we may try if we can grapple her so that the

surf may not sweep her back. If it does not succeed they are lost, and

we with them, for she will make a breach in the rampart which we cannot

possibly fill. Let them drive in strong posts, George, and make fast

one end of our thickest rope to them. It is but a feeble possibility;

but there is still a chance. Come!"

We hastened to the spot on which the ship, now but a few hundred feet

distant, was driving. The men had left the crest of the rampart, and

were sheltering themselves as well as they could; but now, when they

saw their leader himself take an axe in his hand, they all came up and

worked with a sort of fury, compared with which all that they had

hitherto done was child's play.

The posts were planted, and the rope fastened. Four of the strongest

men, of whom I was one, stood upon the rampart watching the right

moment.

And what we thought scarcely possible, succeeded! An enormous wave came

rolling up bearing the vessel with it. The wave breaks--a deluge bursts

over us, but we stand firm, clutching the posts with the grip of

desperation; and as soon as we can see again, there lay the ship like a

stranded whale, high upon the rampart. We spring to it; a hundred hands

are busy at once making fast the ropes to the masts; a hundred others

in releasing the pale men--five of them from the yards. All is done

before the next wave breaks. Will it carry off our prize? It comes, and

after it another, and another; but the ropes hold; each wave is weaker

than the last; the fourth does not reach the crest; the fifth falls far

behind. In the fearful incessant thunder, which for so many hours has

been deafening our ears, there comes a sudden pause; the pennons on the

rocking masts of the ships in the inner harbor, which have been flying

towards the east, now droop, and then fly out to the west; the wind

hauls, the storm is over, the victory is ours!

The victory is ours. Every one knows it in a moment. A cheer, that

seemed as if it would never end, bursts from the throats of these rude

men. They grasp each other's hands; embrace each other--Hurrah! and

Hurrah! again and again!

The victory is ours; but it is dearly purchased.

When I looked for him--him whom all had to thank for all--he was no

longer standing on the spot where I had seen him last. But I see the

men running to the place, and I run with them; I outstrip them all,

driven by a fear which gives me wings. I force my way through the

assembled crowd, and find all with bowed heads gazing at a man who lies

upon the ground, his head upon the knees of the old sergeant. The man

is pale as death, and his lips are covered with bloody froth, and all

around him the earth is drenched with fresh blood--his blood--the

heart's blood of that noblest of living men.

"Is he dead?" I hear one of the men ask.

But the hero could not die yet: he has one duty more to perform. He

summons me with a look, and I bend over him as he moves his lips, from

which no sound now issues. But I understand him. I clasp both arms

around him and raise him up. Thus he stands erect, leaning upon me, the

lofty kingly form. They can all see him--the men whom he has led here

and whom he is going to lead back. He glances at his hand, which hangs

helpless, white as wax, at his side; I raise it, and it points in the

direction of the way that we had come at noon. There is not one who

dares disobey this dumb, solemn command. They assemble, fall into rank

and file; the sergeant and I bear their dying leader; and thus we

return in long, slow, sad procession.

Night has come on; and but a few occasional gusts rush by to remind us

of the frightful day we have all passed through. The convicts are

sleeping upon the pillow of a good conscience, which the superintendent

had promised them. Their superintendent sleeps too, and his pillow is

as soft as death in a good and great cause can make it.

CHAPTER XVII.

It was a year after these events that a solitary traveller was

ascending the slope of one of the hills of the heath which surrounded

the town of Uselin on the land side. He journeyed slowly, like one who

is wearied with a long march, and laboriously dragged his feet through

that coarse sand with which the sea loves to bestrew its threshold. But

the traveller was not by any means weary; he had journeyed but few

miles that day, and for him twice the exertion had been but child's

play. The little bundle which was slung from a stick over his shoulder

could not overburden him; and yet he went slower and slower as he

approached the three pines which crowned the summit of the hill; indeed

he stopped from time to time and pressed his hand upon his heart, as

though his breath failed him for the few steps that were yet to be

taken. And now he stood on the summit under the pines; the stick with

the bundle slipped from his grasp, and he stretched out his arms toward

the little town which from the strand glittered in a light blended with

the glitter of the sea. Then he threw himself--tall and powerful man as

he was--upon the heather under the pines, weeping and sobbing like a

child, but presently half raised himself, and lay for a long time,

propped by his elbow, steadily gazing at the little sea-port at his

feet, with its peaked gables and steep roofs reddened by the sunset.

What thoughts were passing through the mind of this solitary man? What

emotions were filling his heaving breast?

Many a poet who has carelessly brought his hero into a similar

situation probably finds the answer to this question no such easy task;

but fortunately for me I myself am the wanderer lying under the pines,

and since that time not so many years have flown that the place, the

hour, and what they brought me, could have escaped my memory.

What did they bring?

A host of memories from the years when the man was a light-hearted boy,

and all that he saw around him now but the scenes of his wild sports:

the town, from the depth of the half-filled-up fosse to the tops of the

spires; the gardens, fields, meadows and heaths that surrounded it as

far as these very hills; the harbor with its ships, and the glistening

sea on which he loved to row in a frail boat when the towers, as now,

glowed ruddy in the evening light.

Hither and thither strayed my looks, and everywhere they encountered

objects that greeted me as old acquaintances; but they did not dwell

long upon any one; just as when we search a well-known book for some

especial passage, turning leaf after leaf, and every line that meets

the eye is familiar, and yet we can not light upon the place we are

looking for.

But in truth it was so small and lowly, the old one-storied house with

the painted gable on the narrow harbor-street, and the street lay so

low, covered by the larger houses of the higher part of the town,--how

could I expect from this spot to distinguish the little house with the

narrow gable?

And yet for what other purpose had I made the journey hither, the

sixteen miles from the prison--my first journey after regaining my

freedom--but to see that house, and, if fortune would permit, perhaps

through a crack in the shutter to catch a glimpse of its occupant? For

to go to him, to gaze into his eyes, to throw my arms about his neck,

as my heart yearned to do--this, after what had happened, I dared not

hope. In the short notes with which he had answered my letters, there

had never been, during all the seven years of my imprisonment, one

single word of love, of comfort, of forgiveness.

And my last letter, written a week before, in which I congratulated him

in advance on his sixty-seventh birth-day, told him that this would be

the day of my liberation, and asked if I--now another, and, I hoped, a

better man--might venture to come to him on that day--this letter,

which I had written with wet eyes and a trembling hand, had never been

answered.

The red glow had at last vanished from the high roofs and peaked

gables, from the fluttering pennons of the ships in the outer harbor,

and from the two church-towers; a light mist arose from the meadows and

fields which stretched from the hills upon the heath to the city. The

mail-coach came along the road lined with stunted fruit trees; and I

watched it as it slowly passed tree after tree, until it disappeared

behind the first houses of the suburb. Here and there upon the narrow

foot-path between the fields were seen the figures of laborers moving

toward the town, and these also disappeared. The twilight faded

away; denser grew the mists in the hollows; nothing living was

to be seen except a brace of hares sitting up on their haunches in a

stubble-field, and a great flock of crows, which came croaking from the

pine-forest where I used to play "Robbers and Soldiers" with my

comrades, their black bodies flapping distinct against the lighter sky,

as they bent their course to the old church-towers.

The hour had now come.

I arose, hung my bundle once more over my stick, slowly descended the

hill and took my way through the misty fields to the town. In an

obscure spot in the suburbs I stopped again for awhile--it was not dark

enough for me yet. I neither feared nor had reason to fear any one.

Even before my great enemy, Justizrath Heckepfennig, or those

redoubtable public servants Luz and Bolljahn, had I met them, I need

not have cast down my eyes, or stepped aside; and yet it was not dark

enough.

Now the night breeze rustled louder in the half-stripped boughs of the

maple against which I was leaning, and looking up I saw a star

twinkling through the sprays--now it would do.

How hollow sounded my footsteps in the empty streets, and how heavily

beat my heart in my anxious breast! As I passed the _Rathhaus_, Father

Rüterbusch, the night-watchman, was standing, bare-headed and without

his weapons, at his post, and looking pensively at the empty table and

barrel-chair of Mother Möller's cake stand, while above us the clock in

the tower of St. Nicholas's church struck eight. Was Mother Möller

dead, that Father Rüterbusch thus gazed at the empty barrel, and had

not even a glance for his old acquaintance from the guard-house?

Dead? Why not? She was an old woman when I last saw her--just the age

of my father, as she told me once when I was spending my pocket money

at her stall. As old as my father! A chill wind blew through the hall;

I shivered from head to foot, and with a rapid stride, almost a run, I

hurried over the little market-place down the sloping streets leading

to the harbor.

Here was the Harbor-street, and here was the house! Thank heaven! A

light was glimmering through the shutters of both windows on the left.

Thank heaven once more!

And now would I do and must do what on that other evening I wished to

do and should have done, and yet did not: go in and say to him "forgive

me!"

I grasped the brass knob of the door--again it felt cold as ice to my

hot hand. The door-bell gave a sharp clang, and at its summons appeared

at the door of the right-hand chamber--just as on that evening--the

faithful Friederike. No, not just as on that evening; her little

figure, bent with age, was dressed in black, and a black ribbon

fastened the snow-white cap with its broad ruffle, which formed a ring

of points around her wrinkled face. And out of the wrinkled face two

eyes, red with weeping, stared at the strange visitor.

"Rike," I said--it was all that I could utter.

"George! good heaven!" the old women cried, tottering towards me with

uplifted hands.

She grasped both my hands, and gazed at me, sobbing and speechless,

with quivering lips, while the tears streamed down her furrowed cheeks.

She had no need to speak: I did not ask what had happened: I only asked

"When?"

"A week ago to-day," sobbed the old woman. "He did not even live to see

his birth-day."

"What did he die of?"

"I do not know. Nobody knows. Doctor Balthasar says he cannot

understand it. He has never been quite well since you have been away;

and kept growing worse and worse, though he would never own it; and two

weeks ago he took to his bed, and kept perfectly still, looking always

just before him, only that sometimes he would write in his house-book,

and that on the very evening before; and when I came in the morning he

was dead, and the book was lying on the bed, and I took it myself and

showed it to nobody when they came and sealed up everything. I thought

I ought to keep it for you: he used so often to say your name to

himself when he was writing. What he wrote I don't know; I cannot read;

but I will get it for you."

She opened the door into my father's room. It was neat as

ever--painfully neat, but even more uninhabitable. The white slips of

parchment, fastened with seals over the keyholes of the secretary and

the old brown press in the corner, had a spectral look to me.

"Why is the lamp burning on the table?" I asked.

"They are coming this evening."

"Who are coming?"

"Sarah and her husband, and the children, I believe. Did you not know?"

"I know of nothing--nothing whatever. And there still lies my

letter--unbroken! He never read it!"

I sank into the chair that stood by the writing table. I had never sat

in this chair, had scarcely dared to touch it. A king's throne had

seemed less venerable to me. This thought at once struck me, and was

followed by many, many other painful thoughts: my head sank into my

hands: gladly would I have wept, but I could not weep.

The old woman returned with the book of which she had spoken. I knew it

well; it was a thick quarto volume, bound in leather, with clasps, and

I had often seen it in my father's hands of an evening when he had done

his work; but never had I ventured to cast a look into it, even had I

had the opportunity, which but rarely happened, as my father always

kept it carefully locked up. Now it lay open before me: one after

another I turned the thick leaves of the rough coarse paper, their

pages covered with the neat, pedantically straight hand-writing of my

father, which I knew so well. The hand had not changed, although the

entries extended over more than forty years, and the ink on the first

pages was entirely faded. Only upon the last did this steady strength

seen to fail. The traces of the pen grew ever more angular, feebler;

they were but the ruin of what had formerly been; the last word was

just legible and no more. It was my name.

And everywhere upon the first leaves, those of some twenty-seven years

back, stood my name.

"To-day a son has been born to me--a sturdy little fellow. The nurse

says she never saw in her life so stout a babe, and that he is like St.

George. So he shall be called George, and shall be the joy of my life

and the staff of my old age. May God grant it!"

"George comes on finely," was on another page. "He is already larger

than the Herr Steuerrath's Arthur, who is not small either. He seems to

have a good head of his own. Though only three years old, it is

wonderful what ideas he has. He must soon go to school."

And again on another:

"Clerk Volland is full of praise of my George. 'He might get on better

with his learning,' the old man says; 'but his heart is in the right

place; he will be a fine man some day. I shall not live to see it, but

you will, and then do you remember that I said so.'"

And so it went on, page after page--"George that splendid fellow! My

noble boy, George!"

Then came other times. George's name was not now in almost every line,

and George was no longer the splendid fellow and noble boy. George

would not do right, neither in school, nor at home, nor on the street,

nor anywhere. George was a good-for-nothing! No, no; that was too much

to say; only he could do better if he would, and he certainly would do

better--he certainly would!

Then came many pages and George's name was not mentioned at all. Many a

family event was noted; my mother's death; the terrible news of my

brother's loss; that his daughter Sarah had again--for the third--for

the fourth time--presented him with a grandson or a grand-daughter;

that he had been promoted to an accountant's place; that his salary had

been raised; but George's name appeared no more.

Not even upon the last leaves, which again had references to "him;"

that "he" was so well liked by all in the prison, and that the Herr

Superintendent von Zehren had asked today again if "he" was not yet

found worthy of his father's forgiveness.

"I have tried to-day to write to him what the feelings of my heart are;

but I cannot bring myself to it. I will tell him all when he comes

back, if he cares for the love of an old broken man; but write it I

cannot."

And upon the last page were the words:

"It is not true! It certainly is not true. Six years and a half he has

behaved well, yes, exemplarily, and in the second half of the seventh

to become worthless at once! I hear little good of the new

superintendent. The one that is gone was a noble-spirited man, and he

was always full of praise of him--no, no, whatever they may say of him,

my boy is not worthless, not worthless!"

And last of all:

"In a week he will be free; he will find me upon a sick bed if he finds

me at all. For his sake I wish it; for it would be a great sorrow to

him to see me no more. I have thought all these years that my boy did

not love me, or he would never have given me so much pain; but I had

just now a dream that he was here and I held him in my arms. I said to

him, George----"

I stared with burning eyes at the blank which followed, as if there

must appear upon it the words which my father had said to me in his

dream; but gaze as I might, the words appeared not, and at last I saw

nothing more for the flood of tears that burst from my eyes.

"You must not cry so, George," said the good old woman. "I know he

always loved you more than the rest--very much more. And if he died of

grief and heart-break on your account, why he was an old man, and now

he is dead and with our Heavenly Father, and he is well there, much

better than here, though the good Lord knows that I have had no other

thought these twenty years than to make it all right with him."

"I know it, I know it, and I thank you a thousand times," I cried,

seizing her brown withered bands. "And now tell me, what are you going

to do, and what can I do for you?"

She looked at me and shook her head; it probably seemed strange to her

that George, just out of the prison, should offer to do anything for

her.

I repeated my question.

"Poor boy," she said, "you will have enough to do to provide for

yourself, for what he has left does not amount to much; he was too

good; he would help everywhere that he could, and he bought a place in

the Beguines for me, for the year or two I may still be spared. This

will come out of it, and Sarah made fuss enough when she heard it. They

thought they would get it all'; but it is to be divided equally between

you both. I have that from his own mouth, and I can swear it, and will

swear it, if they raise any dispute, because he left no will."

At this moment there was a loud ring at the front door.

"Good heavens!" cried the old woman, clapping her hands together,

"there they are already!"

She hurried out of the room, leaving the door open after her. I

remembered that I had never loved my sister--that I had parted from her

with unfriendly feelings long years before, and that in the interval I

had by no means learned to love her--but what difference did that make

now? Now, when she and I had lost our father, when we might lean and

take each other's hand across his grave?

I went into the little hall, which was nearly filled by the

newcomers--a tall, lean, pale woman in black; a short, fat, red-faced

man, in the uniform of an officer of the customs; and so far as I could

make out at a glance, a half-dozen children, from ten or twelve years

old to an infant, which the tall, pale woman clutched more firmly as I

appeared at the door, and looked at me with a hostile rather than a

startled look in her large cold eyes. The short, fat man in uniform

stepped between me and the group of mother and children with a confused

expression in his face, and, rubbing his plump hands in an embarrassed

manner, said:

"We were not expecting you--ahem!--brother-in-law ahem! but we are very

glad to meet you here--ahem! My dear wife will only put herself to

rights a little--ahem! In the meantime, suppose we go into our late

father's room, where we can talk over matters undisturbed. Don't you

think so, my dear?"

The little man turned upon his heel to face his dear wife, who, instead

of answering, pushed the children before her into old Friederike's

little room. He turned back to me, rubbed his hands with still more

embarrassment than before, and said again "Ahem!"

We entered my father's room. I took my seat in his chair, but my

brother-in-law was too disturbed in spirit to be able to sit down. He

paced up and down the room with short quick steps, stopping for a

moment every time he passed the door, with his head thrust forward a

little on one side, listening if his dear wife had called him, and

every time, to fill up the pause with propriety, he said "Ahem?"

It was a long detail that the little man went into during his restless

wandering from door to stove and from stove to door, and what he said

was as clumsy and awkward as himself. It seemed that he and his dear

wife had cherished a half hope that I would never be discharged from

prison, especially since I had been detained half a year over my time

for alleged breaches of discipline. He rejoiced exceedingly, he said,

that his fears and those of his dear wife had not been justified; but

that I must admit that it was a hard thing for a public officer to have

a brother-in-law who had been in the House of Correction. Did I think,

now, that an officer with such kindred was likely to gain promotion? It

was frightful, unpardonable, so to speak, and if he could have foreseen

it----

The little man suddenly gave me a furtive look. I was standing

perfectly still, looking steadily at him, was a giant in comparison

with him, and had just come out of prison. It seemed to strike him that

it was not altogether prudent to take this tone with me, so now there

came a long litany of the dolorous life that a petty subaltern with a

large family has to lead on the Polish frontier. True, in conformity

with the wishes of his dear wife, who wanted to nurse her old father,

he had procured his removal to this place; but now the old gentleman,

who no doubt would have taken it kindly of them, must needs die, and

living here was so much more expensive, and then the journey had cost

so much with all these children, and the baby was only sixteen weeks

old, and though the inheritance was left, still _two_ was a heavy

divisor when the dividend was not large, and----

I had heard enough, and more than enough.

"Do you know this book?" I asked, laying my hand on the cover of my

father's diary.

"No," replied the little man.

"Give me this book, and I make no other claim upon my father's estate.

It is his diary, which has no interest for you. Do you consent?"

"Certainly--that is, ahem! I don't know whether my dear wife--we must

first see about it--," answered my brother-in-law, rubbing his hands in

an undecided way, and looking askance at the book out of his little

puffy eyes.

"Then see about it"

I now commenced on my side pacing up and down the room, while the

husband of his dear wife seated himself at the table, to submit this

mysterious book to a closer inspection.

It seemed to excite no especial interest in him by the ordinary process

of reading; so he tried another plan with it, taking it by the two

covers and letting the leaves hang down, which he shook vigorously for

half a minute. As this proceeding also led to no result, he gave up the

matter as hopeless, laid down the book again, and said "Ahem!"

"Are you agreed!" I asked.

"Yes, certainly--to be sure--so to speak--of course; that is, we must

put it down in writing--only a couple of lines--just by way of a

memorandum--we might have it afterwards drawn up by a notary----"

"Whatever you wish, whatever you wish," I said. "Here then!"

The little man glanced at the paper and glanced at me, while I tied up

the book in my bundle, and took bundle and stick in my hand. Either he

did not know what to make of me, or--as from the expression of his

countenance was more probable--considered me simply insane; in either

case he was beyond measure glad to be rid of me.

"Off so soon?" he said. "There's my dear wife, won't you----"

He checked his invitation to see his dear wife. I muttered something

that might pass for an excuse, left the room, pressed old Friederike's

hand as I passed through the hall, and stood in the street.

I have but a dim recollection of the hour that followed. It is not a

dream, and yet it seems like a dream, that I went to the grave-yard in

the mill-suburb, roused up the old sexton, who was just going to bed;

that I kneeled by a recent grave, and afterwards gave the old man, who

stood by me with a lantern, money to cover the hillock next morning

with fresh sods; that I went back again, and near the gate passed the

villa of the commerzienrath, where all the windows were illuminated,

and I could see couples gliding past them in the dance to a music which

I could not hear, and that I thought the little Hermine might be among

the dancers, and then remembered that the pretty child would now be

seventeen years old, if she were still alive.

I felt an irrepressible sadness; it seemed as if all the world had

died, and I was the only living being left, and the shades of the dead

were dancing round me to inaudible music.

Thus I went back with unsteady steps to the town, and passed along the

empty silent streets towards the harbor, mechanically following the way

which I had always taken when a boy.

The sea-breeze blew in my face, and cooled my fevered brow, and I

inhaled deep draughts of the invigorating air. No, the world was not

dead, nor was I the only living being left; and there was a music, a

delicious music, sweeter to me than any other: the music of the wind

whistling through spars and cordage, and the waves plashing upon the

harbor-bar and before the prow of the ship. Yes, there were still those

who loved me, and whom I with all my soul could love again.

Upon the wharf, where the steamboat for St. ---- was now lying at her

moorings, there was standing a crowd of people. It struck me that I

could best commence my journey to the capital by this steamer.

Considering this, I was standing at the head of the pier, when a

litter, such as is used to transport the sick, was carried past me

towards the crowd. The litter was without the usual cover, which had

probably been forgotten in their haste, or, as it was night, not

considered necessary.

"What is the matter?" I asked the men.

"The fireman of the _Elizabeth_ has broken his leg." growled one in

reply, in whom I now recognized my old friend, officer Luz.

"And we are to take him to the hospital," said the other, who was no

other than the redoubtable Bolljahn.

"Poor fellow!" I exclaimed.

"Yes," said Luz, "and his wife has just been brought to bed."

"And they had eight already," growled Bolljahn.

"No, seven," said Luz.

"No, eight," said Bolljahn.

The group upon the pier began to move.

"There he lies now," said Luz.

"No, eight," said Bolljahn, who was not the man to drop a disputed

point so soon.

They had brought the man out of the ship to the pier. He was a

remarkably large and powerful man, whom six found it no easy task to

carry, and who, strong as he was, groaned and cried with pain. The two

men put down the litter; the bearers set about lifting the man into it,

very awkwardly as it seemed, for he screamed with anguish. I thrust a

couple of gapers aside and came up. They had laid him upon the ground

again; I asked him how he wanted to be placed, and took hold myself

with the others, showing them what to do.

"Thank God!" murmured the poor fellow, "here is one man with some

sense."

They carried him off, and I went a little distance with them to see how

they got on. Was he warm enough? Yes he was. Did they carry him well?

Well, they might shake him a little less.

"Here is something for you too," I said, putting a piece of money into

the hand of each of my old acquaintances, "and now carry him as if he

were your brother or your child;" and then I bent over the injured man

and whispered something in his ear that it was not necessary for Luz

and Bolljahn to hear, and gave him something which it was equally

unnecessary for them to see; and then I turned again to the group which

was standing by the gang-plank of the steamer, discussing the

remarkable accident.

At this moment the captain came out upon the gang-plank, and called to

the group:

"Will any one of you take Karl Riekmann's place for this trip? I will

pay him good wages."

The men looked at each other. "I can't, Karl," said one, "can't you?"

"No, Karl," said the one addressed, "but can't you, Karl?" "Neither can

I," said the third Karl.

"I will," said I, stepping up to the captain.

The captain, a short, square-built man, looked up at me.

"Oh, you will do," he said.

"I think so."

"Can you go on board at once?"

"There is nothing to detain me here."

CHAPTER XVIII.

A gray foggy morning succeeded to the cold windy night. It was six

o'clock when the _Elizabeth_ left the wharf, and I had been busy with

the fires since three. I soon fell into the work, and scarcely needed

the instructions of the lumpish, growling engineer. I had to laugh once

or twice involuntarily when the man, seeing me attend to this or the

other matter about the engine without directions, stared at me with a

look half of surprise and half of vexation. I had told him that I was

an entire novice at this work, and this was the literal truth; but I

had not told him, nor was there any necessity that I should, that I had

thoroughly studied marine steam-engines with the best of teachers, and

had familiarized myself with even the minutest parts on an excellent

model. And if in a few hours I had mastered the work of a regular

fireman, in even a less time I had acquired the appearance of one. To

save my own clothes I had laid them in part aside, and put on a working

blouse of my unlucky predecessor, which fitted me perfectly; and what

with handling the coal and the effects of a stream of smoke which drove

into my face for quite ten minutes from the refractory furnace while I

was making up the fires, even my friend Doctor Snellius, who piqued

himself so greatly upon his physiognomical memory, would not have

recognized me. But I cared little for this, for happily I had other

things to occupy my attention.

I say happily, for it was ill with me in both head and heart. The death

of my father, who had died without my being able even once to press his

stern honorable hand, the meeting with my sister who put her children

out of my way as if they were endangered by my presence, the prospect

of the future which looked all the darker the more I thought over

it--all this would have completely overwhelmed me had not the honest

furnace been there in which the coals glowed so splendidly and the

flames danced so merrily, while the sturdy engine worked on manfully

and unresting. Only free work can make us free, my teacher had said to

me. I had believed him at his word, but to-day for the first time I

comprehended it, as I felt how the hard work which I had here to

perform lightened more and more the load upon my heart, and the clouds

passed away from my brow.

A kind of joyful pride took hold of me as I felt myself at home here;

and I thought of that day eight years' before when I took that fateful

trip on the _Penguin_ and visited my friend Klaus in the engine-room,

and to my wine-heated brain the engine appeared a machine only fit to

crush the life out of me. The good Klaus! He had trouble enough with me

that day, and care enough about me; and I should give him both trouble

and care now if I should go to him to learn with his help to be a good

workman. Some care I should give him, not much; I had found out this

morning that I could stand more firmly on my own feet than I had

supposed.

Far more firmly than my present superior, the bearded engineer, stood

upon his. He stood by no means firmly, the honest fellow, and his

watery eyes as well as the sleepy expression of his far from handsome

face, and the vulgar perfume of alcohol which he diffused about him,

made it obvious that his unsteady gait was not altogether due to the

rolling of the boat. The worthy man was not exactly drunk--a regular

engineer is never drunk, even though he sits up to two or three in the

morning in a tavern drinking Swedish punch with his colleagues from the

Swedish mailboat--but neither was he sober; so far from it that I on my

side began to look at my superior with suspicious looks when, standing

by his lever, he sank into deep meditation, which often bore a striking

resemblance to a peaceful slumber.

"A warming-plate wanted on the forward deck; quick, Herr Weiergang!"

called the steward down to the engine-room. Herr Weiergang nodded at

me: it was a matter that concerned me especially. I knew what was

wanted. I had been often enough on steamboats in rough weather when the

motion of the boat rendered it impossible for those ladies who readily

suffered from sea-sickness to remain in the cabin, and the sharp

north-east wind and the spray made the exposure upon deck disagreeable

and sometimes intolerable. Intolerable, if the honest fireman were not

at hand with plates of iron cast especially for this purpose, which he

has heated on the boiler and obligingly places under their half-frozen

feet.

To-day I was the honest fireman. It struck me rather oddly; in all my

life I had never done this service; had never dreamed that I should

ever have to perform it. Had I to do it then? Certainly: I had

undertaken the duty of the injured man, and this was part of his duty.

So in five minutes I was on deck, holding a well-heated iron in my

hands, which I had protected by a bunch of oakum.

It was now about noon, and the first time I had been on deck. The

atmosphere was gray and dense with mist; one could scarcely see a

hundred paces ahead. The wind was contrary, so that, though it was not

violent, the boat pitched heavily, and a cold fine spray from the waves

that broke against the bow swept continually over the deck.

The deck was nearly deserted, or at least seemed so, as the ten

or twenty passengers were crouching in every corner, behind the

paddle-boxes, the deck-cabin, and wherever any projection offered a

little shelter.

"Here, my friend, here!" cried a voice that had a familiar sound to me,

and turning suddenly around, I gave so violent a start that I had

nearly dropped the plate. There stood a man, who, though he had now a

gray old-fashioned overcoat with wide sleeves over his blue frock-coat

with gold buttons, and wore his cap not pushed back from his forehead,

as usual, but pulled down over his eyes--could be no other than my old

friend Commerzienrath Streber.

"Here, my friend!" he cried again, and pointed with his right hand,

while with his left he held fast to the capstan, to a lady crouching

with her back towards me upon a low chair behind a great coil of cable

at the bow of the vessel. The lady drew a large plaid cloak, lined with

some soft and fine material, close around her slender figure, and

turned her face, which was framed in a swan's-down hood, towards me.

It was a sweet lovely girlish face, upon whose cheeks the sea-breeze

had kissed the delicate pink to a bright glow, and whose deep-blue

brilliant eyes contrasted singularly with the gray water and the gray

air. It had been seven years since I saw this face last. The child had

become a maiden; but the maiden had still the face, or at least the

mouth and eyes of the child, and by this mouth and these eyes I knew

her. I started involuntarily and had to grasp the plate firmly to save

it from falling on the wet deck, while I felt the blood rushing to my

cheeks. It was certainly a severe trial to appear before the maiden who

had been my little friend in other days, in such a costume, and with a

face embrowned with soot.

But this dress and this sooty covering were what saved me; she looked

up at me with a little surprise but without recognizing me.

"Lay it here, my friend," she said, leaning back a little in her chair,

and raising the edge of her skirt a little, so that I had a glimpse of

the daintiest little feet in the world, resting on their heels to keep

them from the wet deck.

I kneeled, and did what was required, no more and no less; perhaps

rather less than more, for she said:

"You can bring me another by and by, if you have time; you do not seem

to have time just now."

"Yes; and bring one for me at once!" cried the commerzienrath.

"And for me, if I may venture to ask," cried a thin voice from a corner

between the deck-house and the mast, where out of some half-dozen

shawls and wrappings peeped out a red nose, and in the wind fluttered a

yellow curl which could belong to no one but Fräulein Amalie Duff.

"And for me!" "And for me!" cried a half-dozen other voices from as

many other piles of mufflings, whose owners, with the promptness of

desperation, had comprehended the advantage of a hot iron plate on a

wet deck.

"But for me first!" screamed the commerzienrath, getting alarmed at the

competition. "You know who I am, don't you?"

I did not deem it necessary to assure the Herr Commerzienrath that I

knew him more than well enough, and hastened away from the deck, which

was getting hotter to me than my furnace. I went below in a very

unenviable frame of mind, and the thought that presently I must go on

deck again brought great beads of perspiration to my forehead; but when

I thought the matter over I found that my agitation was merely

occasioned by very ordinary vanity. I hated to appear before the pretty

girl as a sooty monster--this it was and nothing more; and while I was

thus thinking as I stood by the boiler, the plates upon it had long

reached the needful temperature, and the steward had called down three

times to know if I was not ready with those confounded irons.

"Be ashamed of yourself!" I said to myself; "the poor things up there

are freezing because you happen to have on a ragged blouse, and a patch

or two of soot on your face. Shame upon you!"

And I was ashamed of myself, and went up the ladder and boldly marched

direct to the place where the poor half-frozen governess was crouching

in her wet wrappings.

Raising her water-blue eyes to me with the expression of helpless

misery, she said, while her teeth chattered with cold, "You good man,

you are my preserver!"

"Why do you not stay in the cabin?" I asked. I had no need to speak

in _Platt-Deutsch_, or to disguise my voice, which either the sharp

north-easter, or my embarrassment, or both together, made unnaturally

deep and rough.

"I should die down there!" moaned the poor creature.

"Then sit over there by the paddle-box, where you have some shelter.

You have here the worst place on the whole deck."

"O you good man!" said the governess. "It is indeed an eternal truth

that there are good men in every clime."

I had to bite my lips.

"Can I assist you?" I said. "If you do not mind my working-dress----"

"'Among monsters the only feeling breast,'" murmured the governess,

hanging on my arm.

"Where are you going, dear Duff?" cried a joyous voice behind us, and

Hermine, who had sprung from her seat, came running up, apparently to

help her friend, but if this was her intention, she could not carry it

out for laughing. She clapped her hands and laughed until her white

teeth glittered between her red lips. "Pluto and Proserpine!" she

cried. "Düffchen, Düffchen, I always said they would carry you off from

me some day!"

And she danced about the wet deck in wild glee, just as she had danced

with her little spaniel about the deck of the _Penguin_ eight years

before.

"Are you ever coming to me, you fellow?" cried the commerzienrath, who,

squeezed into a corner, had watched my attentions to the governess with

very ill-pleased looks.

"There are two ladies here yet," I said.

"But I called you first," he cried, stamping with impatience.

"Ladies must always be served first, Herr Commerzienrath," smilingly

remarked the captain, who was coming aft from the forward deck.

"O, you can talk: you are used to this abominable cold," growled the

commerzienrath.

I went below again, but not to stay long. The cry for warm plates had

grown general, and a hard job I had of it to satisfy the impatient

clamors from all quarters. The weather had in the mean time grown

rougher, and the fog increased in density. I observed that the

captain's jovial face grew graver and graver, and once I heard him say

to a passenger who had the appearance of a seafaring man:

"If we were only well out of the cursed channel once. With this wind

the largest ships can come in; and we can not see a hundred paces

ahead."

I knew enough of seamanship fully to comprehend the captain's

uneasiness; and I had another anxiety of my own besides.

My superior, namely, the engineer Weiergang, had visibly with every

hour sunk deeper and deeper into meditation upon the felicities

attending the copious indulgence in Swedish punch; and though he still

mechanically stood at his post and performed his duties about the

engine, where now, as the vessel was going steadily ahead, there was

but little to do, I still did not leave the engine-room without

considerable uneasiness. How easily might it happen that the narrowness

of the channel should render a complicated man[oe]uvre necessary, and

was the nodding figure there in a condition to carry it out?

I had gone on deck with another plate, intended for no other than the

blue-eyed, vivacious beauty. She had resumed her old place at the bow,

and gave me a friendly nod as I approached.

"I give you a great deal of trouble," she said.

"No trouble at all," I answered, with a bow.

"Are you from Uselin?" she asked, while I arranged the plate.

"No," I muttered, about to take a hasty departure.

"But you speak our _Platt_." she said quickly, and looked sharply at me

with a surprised expression.

I felt that the coating of soot on my cheeks must be very thick indeed

to hide the flush which I felt burning in my cheeks.

"Ship in sight!" suddenly shouted the man at the foretop.

An immense dark mass loomed out of the gray fog. A feeling of terror,

not for myself, seized me. I, too, shouted with my whole strength,

"Ship in sight!" and following an impulse which flashed upon me like

lightning, I bounded across the deck to the hatch leading to the

engine-room, while the captain upon the paddle-box was shouting through

his trumpet like mad--"Stop her! Back her!" an order which evidently

was not obeyed, for the boat rushed through the water with undiminished

speed.

How I got down the steep ladder I do not know. I only know that I flung

the drunken engineer out of the way, pushed the lever to the other

side, and simultaneously threw open the throttle-valve and let on the

full head of steam.

A mighty shock followed, making the whole boat quiver as it struggled

in the waves, produced by the reversed wheels. The push I had given

him, and, perhaps still more the violent jar of the boat, had awakened

the drunken engineer. In his confusion he rushed upon me like a madman

to force me from my post, so that I defended myself against him with

difficulty.

It was a terrible moment. Every instant I expected to feel the crash of

the collision.

But a minute passed, and with it passed the danger, for I knew that by

this time the collision must have taken place, if we had not escaped

it: and now resounded through the speaking-trumpet the order, "Stop

her!"

I placed the lever in the middle and closed the throttle-valve. My

prompt execution of an order which he had plainly heard brought the

engineer at once to his senses. Now for the first time he seemed to

understand what I had kept shouting to him while we were struggling

together; a deathly pallor overspread his bearded face, as some one

came rapidly down the ladder.

"Don't ruin me," he murmured.

It was the captain, who wanted to see what upon earth was the matter

below. Upon his good-natured honest face was still the trace of terror

at the peril we had just escaped.

"What is the meaning of this, Weiergang?" he cried to the engineer.

"I was--I had--" he stammered.

"Seeing to the fire," I put in.

"And so--" he began again--

"We will look into this another time," said the captain, looking

fixedly at the unfortunate man.

The captain knew his man. He saw that the man, whatever might have been

his previous condition, was now thoroughly sober and fit for duty.

"We will look into it later," he repeated, and then turning to me,

said:

"Come on deck with me."

I followed the captain, but not without first casting a glance at the

engineer, whose meditations upon the effects of Swedish punch were now

at an end, and who, in desperation at the frightful results of his

indulgence, cast a supplicating look at me.

"What was the matter?" the captain asked me.

I held it my duty to tell him the whole truth, accompanying it with an

entreaty that the man might be forgiven.

"He has always been the soberest fellow in the world," said the

captain. "This is the first time he has ever behaved so."

"Then I trust it is the last time," I replied.

"I cannot comprehend it," said the captain. He spoke with me as if I

was his equal.

"You have done me a great service," he continued. "Who are you? It

seems to me I must have seen you before; and the ladies on deck have

the same fancy."

"Never mind about that, captain," I said.

This brief dialogue took place while we were going up the ladder. The

captain could not any further indulge the curiosity that had visibly

seized him; he had too much to do.

My first glance, as I reached the deck, was involuntarily directed

towards the ship which had so nearly been our destruction, and which

now was disappearing in the fog astern of us; my next sought Hermine,

who, with her maid, was busy recovering the governess, who had fainted.

A sense of satisfaction, almost exultation, filled my breast. Thus

might a general feel who has won a battle that he might have lost

without disgrace.

The poor governess was not the only victim of the terror with which the

frightfully imminent peril had filled the passengers of the

_Elizabeth_. Here and there sat a lady with a face as white as that of

a corpse; even the men looked pale and agitated, and were just

beginning to talk over the occurrence. And, in fact, the situation must

have been in the highest degree alarming. The approaching ship--a

merchantman of the largest size--had been so negligently steered that

the _Elizabeth_, though her engines were reversed and the full head of

steam turned on, only escaped the collision by a few feet. Then the

shock that shook the boat, the cracking and creaking of the planks, the

crash of some half-dozen of the paddles that snapped at once--one did

not need Fräulein Amalie Duff's susceptibility of nerves to be

overwhelmed at such a moment.

Even now the state of things was not agreeable. The large steamer

rolled in the heavy sea all the more violently now the engine had been

stopped, on account of the injury to the wheels. Happily the wind was

favorable, and sail was quickly made, so that we were able to control

her with the helm. All the spare hands were busy repairing the paddles

as far as possible, and I had learned enough of the carpenter's craft

to lend a hand at once. I was not sorry in this way to avoid the

inquisitive eyes of Hermine, and of Fräulein Duff, who possessed the

talent of recovering from a swoon as promptly as she had fallen into

it, and was now engaged in a conversation with her pupil and friend,

which it could scarcely be doubted had some reference to me.

"Look as much as you please," I said to myself "I am, in spite of all,

no worse than many another upon whom you have cast or will cast your

beautiful eyes."

And yet I was glad, as she seemed about to come over to the place where

I was standing, that I could creep into the open paddle-box, where

things looked queer enough. As there was a heavy sea running we were

obliged to confine our repairs to the merest make-shift.

In an hour the work was done, and we were ordered to the forward deck,

where the bowsprit of the passing ship had carried away a part of the

bulwarks.

I congratulated myself, when I crept out of the paddle-box, that the

deck was nearly deserted, and especially that Hermine was nowhere to be

seen; but as I passed the forecastle she suddenly appeared before me

with her governess. The meeting was not accidental, for the duenna at

once stepped back, but the young lady remained standing, and, looking

up with her great blue eyes into mine, asked boldly:

"Are you George Hartwig, or are you not?"

"I am," I replied.

"How came you here? What are you doing here? Are you a sailor, or

fireman, or what? And why? Can you do nothing better? Is this a fit

place for you?"

These questions followed each other so rapidly that I contented myself

with answering the last.

"Why not? It is no disgrace to be a fireman."

"But you look so--so black--so sooty--so frightful. I cannot bear such

black men. You used to look much, very much better."

I did not know what to answer to this, so I merely shrugged my

shoulders.

"You must come away from here!" said the young beauty, vivaciously.

"This is no place for you."

"And yet it was very well that I was here to-day," I said with a touch

of pride, of which I felt ashamed as soon as I had said it.

"I know it," she answered. "The captain told us. It is like you; but

for that very reason you should not stay here. You are destined to

something better than this."

"I thank you, Fräulein Hermine, for your kind interest," I answered

gravely; "but what I am destined to, the result must show. In the mean

time I must pursue my way, wherever it leads me."

She looked at me partly in displeasure, and partly, as it seemed to me,

with compassion, and added quickly:

"You are poor: perhaps that is the reason you are here and look

so--so--not nice. My father must help you: he is very rich."

"I know it, my dear young lady," I replied: "but just for that reason I

do not desire his help."

A bright glow suffused her cheeks; her blue eyes flashed, and her red

lips quivered.

"Then I will detain you no further."

She turned quickly from me and hastened away.

I was still standing in the same place, when Fräulein Duff came

suddenly from behind the corner of the forecastle, where she had been

an attentive if an invisible witness of our interview. Her watery eyes,

in which sympathetic tears were now standing, were raised to mine, and

she whispered in her softest tones, "Seek faithfully, and you will

find!" Then prudently avoiding a reply on my part, she hurried after

her young lady.

An hour later we touched at the wharf of St. ----.

I was below in the engine-room, where there was now enough to do, to my

great satisfaction. I heard the noises upon deck, as the passengers

hastened to leave the ship on board which they had passed so unpleasant

a time. She also was leaving it--perhaps at this moment. It was very

improbable that I should ever see her again. Why should I, indeed?

The question seemed a matter of course, and yet I sighed as I asked it

of myself.

My leave-taking of the engineer was brief, but not unfriendly. He had

already told me that he had "made it all right with the captain." He

seemed at bottom a worthy man, and I parted from him with a mind at

ease.

I had hoped to slip away from the boat unperceived, but the captain

called to me as I was crossing the deck with my bundle. He told me that

he had learned that I was the son of the late Customs-Accountant

Hartwig in Uselin, whom he had known well. He had also heard of my

misfortunes, but they were no affair of his. I had this day done the

owners, and himself personally, an important service, and it was his

duty to thank me for it, and to ask me if his owners and himself could

not in some way testify their gratitude.

I said, "Yes; you can if you will take something more than common care

of the man whose place I have filled today, and who would have done

what I did had he been here."

The captain saw that it was no use to press me further; so he promised

faithfully to comply with my request, and shook my hand heartily,

saying that it would give him the greatest pleasure to meet me again.

This had occupied some time, and yet a carriage and horses, which I had

noticed on the arrival of the steamer, were still standing on the

wharf. Just as I approached them, however, they started off; but I

caught a glimpse of a youthful face in a swan's-down hood vanishing

from the window, from which it had been looking at something or some

one on the wharf.

The luxurious carriage rolled away, and I gazed after it with a sigh.

Not that I coveted the carriage with the two high-mettled bays. The

distance from St. ---- to the capital was more than eighty miles, it

was true, and I was obliged to economize the little sum I had saved up

in the prison: but I knew that I could walk without much fatigue

twenty-five or thirty miles a day, and I felt fresher and stronger than

ever. It was therefore scarcely the carriage with the mettled bays for

which my sighing heart was yearning.

CHAPTER XIX.

I had travelled during the day a long distance upon an interminable

turnpike-road where the rows of poplars on each side stretched away

until they met at the horizon in an acute angle which never widened,

never came nearer, and whose unattainability was enough to drive the

most patient traveller to desperation. The autumn rains had made the

roads heavy and slippery to the feet. All the morning the wind had

rustled with a melancholy sound in the half-leafless poplars, and about

noon it had commenced to rain, and wet and dreary looked the sandy

heaths and desolate fields on either side the road, while every human

creature and every animal that I met wore a cheerless and dejected

aspect. I had already given up the expectation of reaching the city

that evening, so I felt it as an unhoped-for piece of good fortune when

I saw a reddish-yellow glare of misty light rising above the horizon,

which a solitary wanderer whom I had overtaken explained to be the

reflection of the city-lights. And now indeed my enemies, the poplars,

began to give place to suburban houses. The suburb was long enough, it

is true, but houses can not hold out as long as poplars; and--"There is

the gate," said at last my companion, and bade me good evening.

There was the gate. It was by no means imposing, and did not attract

much attention from me. This, however, was excited by an accumulation

of buildings immediately, to the left of the gate, which by their size,

and the ruddy light shining through colossal windows, I inferred to

belong to a large manufactory. A high iron railing divided the

courtyard from the street, and in this railing was a wide gate, one

side of which was standing open for the egress of the workmen, who were

coming out, first one by one, then in groups, and finally in a compact

throng. Outside the gate, they scattered in various directions, while

some remained in groups about the gate, talking with animation. I heard

the words "day's wages," "piece work," "quitting service,"

"notification," frequently repeated; but I could not catch the

connection, and did not feel at liberty to ask any questions. Nearer to

the railing, with her back toward me, was standing a young woman

holding in front of her a little boy, who stood upon the stone

foundation of the railing and held fast to the bars, gazing eagerly

into the yard, down which dark figures were still coming, though in

fewer numbers.

"What factory is this?" I asked, stepping up to the young woman.

She turned her head and answered, "The machine-works of Commerzienrath

Streber. Keep still, George; your father will be along directly."

The feeble light of a street-lamp fell upon her pretty round face. The

commerzienrath's machine-works--George, whose father was coming

directly--the good-natured bright eyes--the full, red lips--I could not

be mistaken.

"Christel Möwe!" I said; "Christel Pinnow! is this really you?"

"Bless my heart alive!" exclaimed the young woman, hastily putting down

the child from the railing; "is it you, Herr George? See, George, this

is your godfather;" and she held up the boy as high as she could, that

he might have a better view of so important a personage, "How glad

Klaus will be!"

She put the boy down again, who no sooner felt himself at liberty than

he began to try his best to climb up to the railing again. I took him

in my arms. "Are you a giant?" asked the little man, patting my head

with his hands.

At this moment a square-built, grimy figure came up, apparently rather

surprised to see his wife in such familiar conversation with a strange

man, who had moreover his George in his arms; but before either

Christel or I could say a word he tore his black felt cap from his

head, waved it in the air like a conquering banner, and shouted,

"Hurrah! here he is! George has come!"

It was long since any human lungs had emitted a cry of joy on my

account, and it was probably owing to this novelty that at the good

Klaus's exuberant greeting my eyes filled with tears, so that the whole

scene--the factory, the houses, the street-lamps, the passing

carriages, the black workmen, and even the little group of friends at

my side--swam for a moment in a misty veil.

This emotion passed in a few moments, and we went on together, Klaus

holding the little George on one arm, and clinging to the great George

with the other, while Christel walked before, every instant looking

over her shoulder at us with a smiling face.

Happily the distance through the crowded street was not long, and we

soon reached a large and, to my eyes, stately house, the inside of

which corresponded but poorly to its exterior. The hall was dimly

lighted, and the floors black with dirt from innumerable footsteps that

seemed to have traversed it the same day. The yard into which we passed

was surrounded by lofty buildings, behind whose windows, feebly lighted

here and there, there did not prevail that peace which a lover of quiet

would have preferred. The stone staircase which we ascended to one of

these rear-buildings was very steep, and, if possible, worse lighted

and dirtier than the hall we had just entered. Persons passed us at

every moment, who seemed far more reckless of the rules of politeness

than was pleasant. I felt rather uncomfortable as we climbed from one

landing to another, following Klaus, who gave no signs of halting, and

at last in desperation I asked if we would not soon be there.

"Here we are!" said Klaus, knocking at a door, which was immediately

opened from within, and from which, as it was opened, issued that

penetrating odor which arises in an apartment where all day long the

process of ironing freshly-starched linen is kept up. Any illusion as

to the origin of this odor was the less possible, as the irons were at

this moment in operation in the hands of two young women, who, as well

as the third who had opened the door for us, cast glances of curiosity

at the new arrival.

"So it goes on the whole day," said Klaus, with a glance of profoundest

admiration at his wife, who had joined the ironers; "the whole

day--only in the evening she allows herself a quarter of an hour to

fetch me home from the works."

"You are a lucky fellow, Klaus," said I, in vain trying to draw a full

breath in this atmosphere.

"Am I not?" replied Klaus, showing all his teeth, which had lost

nothing of their glittering whiteness; "but that is not much yet. You

must first see her babies!"

"And yours, Klaus?"

"And mine, of course," Klaus answered, in a tone which implied that it

really was not worth while to allude to so unimportant a particular.

"You must first see them!"

"I know one already."

"Yes; but the others! Her very image, every one! It is really

ridiculous--really ridiculous," he repeated, with another glance of

admiration at his little plump wife.

"You don't know what you are talking about, you stupid fellow," said

the latter, turning sharply around, and laying a hand that bore traces

of hard work, and yet was both white and small, on the mouth of her

Klaus. "Let us go into the sitting-room. You must excuse me for keeping

you here so long."

We went into the room, but Klaus did not rest until his wife had taken

us into the chamber, where, beside two large beds, stood four little

cribs, in which were sleeping four charming children, for my little

namesake had by this time been put to bed by one of the young women.

"Isn't that too lovely!" said Klaus, drawing me from one blond head to

another; "and all boys--all boys; but that just suits me: a girl I

should expect to be exactly like _her_, and that is a simple

impossibility--a simple impossibility."

Here Christel pushed me out of the bedroom, as she had before pushed me

out of the kitchen.

"You stay here," she said to her husband, "and wash yourself, and fix

yourself up decent, you great bear, as you ought when we have such a

visitor."

Klaus showed his teeth with delight at his Christel's jest.

"Whatever I do, pleases him," said Christel, shutting the door with

mock-disgust at his black face.

"Better that than if it were the other way," I said.

"Yes: but sometimes he carries it too far. I often am ashamed, and

wonder what people think of it. And he gets worse every year; I really

don't know what I shall do when the children are older; I often think

they will lose all respect for their father."

While Christel thus unbosomed her secret woe, she was neatly and deftly

setting the table, while I, standing before the stove, in which a

cheerful fire was burning, thought of by-gone times: of that evening

when I met the Wild Zehren first at Pinnow's forge, and how Christel

had set the table and waited, and how she afterwards besought me not to

go with him. Had I then followed her counsel! All would have been

different. Perhaps better, perhaps not. But so it had happened, and----

"You must put up with what we have," said Christel.

"That I will, Christel, that I will!" I said, seizing both her hands

and pressing them with a warmth which seemed a little to startle her.

"How wild you are still," she said, looking up at me with her blue eyes

in surprise, but with no mixture of displeasure. "Exactly as you used

to be."

"You don't like me any the less on that account, Christel, do you?"

She shook her head smiling: "Those used to be lively times."

"In winter, over the mulled wine," I said.

"And in summer, over the _kaltschale_," she replied.

"Especially when the old man was not at home," I added.

"Yes, indeed," she said; but her countenance took a serious expression,

and she continued, looking at me gravely, "you know it then?"

"Know what, Christel?"

"That he----"

She laid her finger upon her lips and drew me, with an uneasy look at

the chamber-door, further back into the room.

"He must not hear it--he has not got over it yet, though it is now more

than three months ago."

"What was three months ago, Christel?" I asked in some alarm, for the

young woman had turned quite pale, and cast uneasy glances first at me

and then at the bed-room door.

"I hardly know how to tell you," she said. "He lived at last entirely

alone, for no one would have anything to do with him, and even the deaf

and dumb Jacob left him. Nobody knew exactly how he lived; and for a

week no one had seen him, until one day the collector came for the

house-tax, and--and found him hanging in the forge, over the hearth,

where he must have been hanging nobody knows how long."

"Poor Klaus!" I said. "He must have felt it deeply, in spite of all."

"Indeed he did," said Christel. "And no one knows how he came to his

death; whether he did it himself, or whether it was done by others; for

they swore--at that time, you know--that they would settle with him one

day."

"Very likely, very likely," I said.

"Here I am again," said Klaus, coming in in his best coat, and with a

face as red as cold water, black soap, and a coarse towel, all applied

in haste, could make it.

The supper, at which Christel's young assistants joined us, was soon

over, and after the cloth had been removed, the girls dismissed, and

Christel had mixed us a glass of grog, for which she had not forgotten

her old recipe, Klaus and I fell into such discourse as naturally

arises between old friends who have not seen each other for many years,

and have gone through many experiences in the interval. I had to

narrate to Klaus the story of my imprisonment from that time in the

first year when he paid me that memorable visit, which was within a

hair of bringing him into contact with the criminal law. Not that I

could tell him, or even desired to tell him, everything, good fellow as

he was. We do not admit our friends, even the most intimate, behind the

inmost of the seven walls with which we prudently surround the citadel

of our soul; but enough came to discourse to arouse the interest of the

good Klaus to the highest pitch, and quite passionate was his sympathy

when I came to speak of the last period of my imprisonment, when I fell

into the hands of the new superintendent and his accomplice, the pious

Deacon Von Krossow, and in seven worse than lean months had to expiate

the seven years of fatness which I had hitherto enjoyed.

"The wretches! The villains! Is it possible? Are such things allowed?"

the good Klaus kept muttering.

"Whether it is allowed or not, my dear Klaus, I cannot say; but that it

is possible is only too certain. Under the most frivolous pretexts in

the world I was deprived of my place as secretary, and treated as an

unusually ill-disposed and contumacious prisoner; and as all that did

not satisfy their vengeance, I was ordered seven months of disciplinary

punishment beside."

"And what did the good old overseer whom I saw with you that day say to

that?"

"Sergeant Süssmilch? He would have sworn terribly, I promise you, if he

had seen it. Fortunately, he went away with the family of Herr von

Zehren a week after the death of the latter."

"I would never have done that," said Klaus with emphasis; "I would never

have left you alone in their robber-den."

"But he had other claims upon him, of longer standing, Klaus."

"All the same: I would not have left you."

Then I told how I had been discharged at last, how my first visit had

been to my native town, and the reception I met with there.

"Poor George! poor George!" said Klaus, over and over again, shaking

his big head in sympathy.

"But you have had a harder trial still, poor fellow," I said.

"Who told you that?" asked Klaus, quickly.

"She did," I answered, pointing to the room in which Christel had been

for the last five minutes busied in a vain attempt to quiet the wails

of her youngest.

"Hush," said Klaus, "we must not speak of it so that she can hear; it

is different with us men, but a little woman like that--it always has a

dreadful effect upon her, poor thing: I am frightened whenever any

legal paper comes in about the adjustment of the estate--you

understand."

"Your father left a very respectable sum, did he not?"

"God forbid," said Klaus. "They must have robbed him, or else he buried

it; and either is very possible, for at last he did not trust in any

human creature, and had little reason to, God knows. And he always had

a secret way in everything. Just think; we believed that Christel had

floated to land, as naked and destitute as a fish flung up by the tide,

without the least possibility of discovering the name of the ship in

which she was wrecked, much less her own. And what does she find in the

great cupboard, opposite the door, you know, but a bundle of papers in

a tin case, which evidently belonged to the same ship; these papers

were the captain's, and his name is written in them, with the name of

the ship, and how he was married, and that his young wife had given

birth to a child at sea; and there was a slip of paper besides, saying

that the ship could not now be saved, and that it was impossible to

save their lives, so he would fasten the child and the papers, which he

had put in a tin case, to a piece of cork, and trust them to the sea

and to God's mercy. So there is no doubt that my Christel is this child

of the Dutch captain, whose name was Tromp--Peter Tromp, and his ship

_The Prince of Orange_, and he was on his way home from Java. But I am

not the least surprised at it all," Klaus concluded; "I should not be

surprised if I she had turned out to be the daughter of the Emperor of

Morocco----"

"And had come down from the sky in a chariot drawn by twelve peacocks,"

I said.

"No; not even then," replied Klaus, with immense emphasis, after a

moment's reflection.

"And what have you done with the papers?" I inquired, with a smile.

"I have had them translated; nothing else."

"But that is not right," I said. "The papers might possibly lead to the

discovery of a rich uncle, or something of the sort. Such things have

happened before, Klaus."

"That is just what Doctor Snellius says."

"Who says?" I asked in astonishment.

"Doctor Snellius," Klaus repeated. "Your old friend in the prison. He

is now the physician to the factory: did he never write to tell you?"

"No; or else the letter was intercepted, which is very possible. So he

is your doctor, eh?--the doctor of the factory, I mean."

"Well, yes; I call him so, because he is always sent for when anything

happens; but in truth he is, I believe, the doctor of all the poor in

this part of the city."

"He must have a heavy practice, then."

"Heaven knows he has; but he will never grow rich with it, for he never

takes a penny unless they can well spare it, which is not often the

case, and frequently he gives them medicine besides. Ah, he has a noble

soul; though he always seems as if he were going to eat you up, and the

children scream whenever he comes in the door."

"And he is your doctor too, then?"

"Oh yes, of course: that is, we have really only called him in

once--the last time--very much against Christel's will, who insisted

that----but that you will not understand; a married man's cares, you

know; and she was quite right, as it happened----"

"As always, Klaus."

"As always."

"And why do you not make some investigations about those papers?"

Klaus scratched his ear.

"Well, I don't know," he said. "We feel somehow--we are living so

happily now, and I always think things can not be better; more likely

worse. If she really had a rich aunt--we always suppose it is an

aunt--and she should leave her property to Christel, what in the world

should we do with all the money? I can't think, for my part."

"Suppose, for example, you lent it to me: I should know what to do with

it."

"Yes, that is true," cried Klaus, "I never thought of that. That would

be something for you, sure enough. To-morrow morning I will advertise

in all the papers: I'll bring the aunt if she lives a hundred thousand

miles off."

"But suppose it is an uncle?"

"No, no, it is an aunt," said Klaus, with an air of assurance.

"So be it!" said I, arising. "And now let us take a little walk. I must

take a look at my new home."

There is probably no time in the twenty-four hours better fitted to

impress a provincial with the greatness of a large city than the

twilight of a gloomy autumn evening. In men of any liveliness of

imagination the reality usually falls short of the fancy, but in an

hour like this the reality and the fancy--what we perceive and what we

imagine--blend indistinguishably together, and the barriers of the

actual world seem broken down.

Such an evening was it when I strolled with Klaus through the streets

of the city, which seemed enormous and gigantic in my eyes. Even now I

can sometimes in the evening, and for a moment, behold it in the same

light and with the same feelings as then. Coming from a region

inhabited by workmen, we crossed in our walk one of the most brilliant

quarters to reach the city proper, and returned through large squares,

surrounded by magnificent palaces, to our own gloomy region again. And

everywhere was the throng of hurrying crowds on the narrow sidewalks,

and the rattle and thunder of vehicles, and the endless rows of lamps

up and down the interminable streets, and the blaze of light from the

shops illuminating the streets so that the figures of men, wagons and

horses were strangely reflected from the wet pavement. Then the

imposing masses of tall buildings, rising above one another like

mountains; the sight here of a bronze equestrian statue upon a

pedestal, high as a house, riding aloft through the night, and then of

a giant figure pointing down at us with a drawn sword; wide bridges

with balustrades peopled with white marble forms, and under whose

arches rolled a black flood upon which quivered the reflections of a

thousand lights; a glance into the shops where to uninitiated eyes the

treasures of Arabia and the Indies seemed heaped up by fairy hands;

dark yards, where, late as it was, mighty casks and chests were being

piled by leather-aproned men--I walked, and stopped to gaze, and went

on, and stopped again, staring, astonished, but not confounded, and

altogether strangely happy. Was this the sea of ever-rolling life,

engulfing itself and ever producing itself anew, towards which my

teacher's prophecy had directed me--the sea whose mighty billows, if he

had foreseen truly, where to be my home? Yes: this it was: this it must

be. I felt it in the courageous beatings of my heart, in the power with

which I clove this surge of men, in the delight with which I listened

to the roar of this surf.

PART THIRD.

CHAPTER I.

In the machine-works of the commerzienrath a great boiler was being

riveted. Three sooty workmen, with shirt-sleeves rolled above the

elbows, and hammers in their strong hands, were waiting for the red-hot

bolt which a fourth was bringing in the jaws of a pair of pincers from

an adjacent forge. The bolt vanished into the boiler, and appeared in a

few seconds through the rivet-hole; the cyclops grasped their hammers

firmly, and, striking in measured cadence, finished the rivet-head.

This hammering produced a tremendous noise.

And if any one had told a spectator, uninitiated to the craft, that in

the hollow of the boiler upon which the heavy hammers fell with such

deafening clangor, there lay a man upon his back who received the rivet

in a pair of pincers, and with these exerted all his strength in

resistance, while the hammers were ringing on the rivet-head, the

uninitiated spectator would scarce have believed it, and he could not

fail to consider the man in the hollow of the boiler as one of the most

miserable and most to be pitied of mortals.

The riveting was finished, the hammers at rest; the man with the

pincers crawled out of the belly of the monster. I need scarcely tell

the reader who this man with the pincers was. Nor am I ashamed thus to

appear before him, for he has very likely seen me in similar costume,

though it is true that at this moment I present a rather frightful

appearance. The lower part of my face, my neck and breast, are covered

with blood, which during the last hour has been running from my nose

and mouth. But the three with the hammers only laugh; and one, the

foreman, says:

"Next time remember to keep your mouth open, comrade, no roast pigeons

will fly into it."

Rather a poor joke, it must be owned; but the rest laugh, and I laugh

too: for as the prudent proverb advises us to "howl with the wolves,"

so I have rarely been able to refrain from joining in any laughter,

even when, as at present, it was at my own expense.

But despite the ardent zeal with which I entered into my new calling, I

was not sorry that this work inside the boiler was but a temporary

task, for which the foreman of my shop had lent me because another shop

happened to be shorthanded, very unwillingly, and only at the order of

the foreman of the works. To say that he did it very unwillingly sounds

like a brag from one who like myself had only been a fortnight in the

shop, and whose only work yet had been of the roughest sort, such as

handling the sledge. Nor was it any merit of mine that the heavy sledge

which others handled with difficulty was as light in my hands as an

ordinary fore-hammer, and that my blow could easily be distinguished

among the four or five that followed in regular cadence the foreman's

stroke upon the glowing iron. It was no merit of mine; and yet in

this place, where bodily strength played so important a part, it

counted as a high one, even the highest. My foreman was proud of me;

my fellow-workmen, in the most literal sense, looked up to me with

admiration; and Klaus, whenever my name happened to be mentioned,

showed all his white teeth, then shut his lips tight, held up his

forefinger, and nodded mysteriously. I had strictly forbidden Klaus to

indulge in these mysterious gestures, and Klaus had solemnly promised

to avoid them, but in spite of all it was not his fault if all the two

hundred hands in the establishment did not have the same exalted

opinion of me with which his honest soul was overflowing.

"I declare," said Klaus--whenever I imparted to him some bit of

information from my theoretical knowledge of machinery, or from my

mathematical acquirements--"you know more about these things than any

man in the works, the head-foreman and the engineers not excepted, and

you deserve to be at least Chief of the Technical Bureau."

"You are a simpleton, Klaus," I said.

"But it is true, for all," answered he doggedly.

"No, Klaus, it is not true. In the first place, you far over-estimate

my knowledge, and in the second place, one can be a very good theorist

and at the same time a wretched bungler in practice. But I want to be

both a good theorist and a skilful workman, and I must give many a

stroke of hammer and of file before I get to be that. Just remember,

Klaus, what a time it took you to rise from the common job-workman, who

was glad if he could dress his round pliers decently, to the skilful

machinist who can fit the straps on a connecting-rod as well as the

best--"

"Yes," said Klaus, "but then you and I----"

"Forging is done everywhere at a fire, Klaus, and every piece must be

hammered until it is finished; and so must a good machinist until he is

finished; and there is much to be done before I can say that of myself,

if I ever can."

"I am of a different opinion, then," answered the obstinate Klaus.

"Then be so good as to keep that opinion to yourself," I said, very

earnestly.

I had good reasons for enjoining the honest Klaus to a silence which

was so burdensome to him; for, beside the fact that he really had a

ridiculously exaggerated opinion of me, his imprudence might be of

serious inconvenience to me, and indeed might close against me the way

which I was firmly resolved to tread. I wished to work my way up from

the ranks in the calling to which I had devoted my life, remembering

the saying of my never-to-be-forgotten teacher, that the true artist

must understand the hand-work of his art. So for the present I was what

I desired to be--a hand-worker, a laborer in the roughest work--and

every one took me for just that, which was precisely what I wished.

My past history I had veiled under a simple story, which found ready

belief with the simple fellows around me. I was the son of a seafaring

man in Klaus Pinnow's native town. We had known each other from our

boyhood; I had made up my mind to be a smith like him, and had worked

awhile as an apprentice with his father. But ten years ago I had

gone to sea, and had voyaged about the whole world as sailor, as

ship's-carpenter, and, as ship's-blacksmith, and only returned home a

short time before with the determination of quitting the sea for the

future, and earning an honest living on land, for which purpose I was

now learning the smith's craft regularly, which I had practiced as an

apprentice.

I was seldom under the necessity of corroborating this story by

accounts of my past adventures; and if now and then, when we were off

work, some one more curious than the rest spoke of my travels, I

understood enough of navigation and voyages, and had mixed too much

with captains and mates, and read too many tales of the sea, not to be

able to play the part of Sindbad for half an hour. One of my principal

stories, the scene of which was laid somewhere in the Malay

Archipelago, in which there was plenty of hot work and plenty of

pirates knocked in the head, had procured me in the shop the nickname

of "The Malay," which I bore until--but I must not anticipate.

I was all the more readily believed to be what I gave myself out for,

as I conformed my habits exactly to those of the common workman. I was

dressed neither better nor worse than the rest; I ate my breakfast from

my hand, as did the others; I dined at a cheap cook-shop, in which some

fifty other workmen took their dinners. The only luxury which I allowed

myself out of the little money which I had brought from the prison was

a better lodging than workmen of my class were accustomed to or could

afford; and this deviation from the rule was due as much to necessity

as to any consideration of comfort or taste. I could not, if I wished

to prosecute my theoretical studies, live in a quarter where the

streets were noisy until deep in the night with the rattling of

vehicles, and too often with the uproar of drunken workmen in conflict

with the police, and where, in the overcrowded houses, the ticking,

pulsating, clattering clock of human life never stood still a moment.

For several days, during which I was Klaus's guest, I had looked about

for a suitable lodging; and at last I found one.

Adjoining the factory was a large lot of ground, which was covered in

the most singular way with buildings, some half-finished and others

only commenced. According to the account of the old man who, in a

half-finished porter's lodge, exercised a sort of guardianship over the

place, the whole had been intended as an establishment to compete with

Streber's. But the projector of the scheme had failed, the property was

put up at auction and bought in by a wealthy creditor, who thought the

best thing he could do with it for the present was to leave all things

as they were.

"You see," said the old man, "he hopes that in two or three years the

ground will be worth three times as much as it now is; and perhaps also

that the commerzienrath must of necessity take the thing off his hands

at any price, since it is of the utmost importance to him to keep a

rival from starting up, so to speak, under his very nose. And then the

commerzienrath has to put up new buildings, for they are so crowded

they can hardly work, and where is he to build if not just on these

lots? But he thinks it over, and my employer thinks it over, and now

they have both been thinking it over for these two years. Recently he

has been here again and looked over the place for the twentieth or

fiftieth time, I believe; but it did not seem that he had come to any

determination. Well, it is all one to me; and if you, sir, would like

one of the rooms in the garden-house, your beard may be grown two

inches longer before you have to move out."

The satirical old porter pleased me well, and the garden-house still

better. True it was a mere boast when the man spoke of "one of the

rooms," while in reality it had but one in which a human being could

possibly live, while the others, without doors or windows, seemed

rather to be a caravanserai for homeless cats: an appearance which I

found afterwards to be fully borne out by the facts. The little house,

which was probably originally intended for the residence of the owner

or manager, was planned in a very pleasing Italian style. An easy

flight of stairs led to the rooms referred to, in which, to judge from

the spots of ink on the unscrubbed floors, and several three-legged

drawing-tables, and other similar bits of ruinous furniture, the

architect of the building must have had his office; on the other side

was a balcony. In front of the stairs a grass-plot had been designed,

but at present it was only a plot without the grass; and similarly a

great free-stone basin in the centre lacked the Triton and the water;

and the trellis, which ran up between the windows, as high up as the

projecting eaves, lacked its Venetian ivy. But I cared nothing for

these deficiencies; on the contrary I regarded them as pointing to a

better future, and they harmonized thus with my own frame of mind,

which also looked from a barren present to richer and fairer days to

come. Then this ruinous lodging had the real practical advantage of

suitable cheapness, and also that of securing me the quiet which was so

necessary to my studies; and, to tell the whole, the old man had told

me that the young lady who had accompanied the commerzienrath, and must

have been the old gentleman's daughter, had clapped her hands when she

saw the garden-house, and said it was charming, and she would like to

live in it.

"She'd soon get out of that notion," said the old growler. "She did not

look as if the owl was her house-builder, and Skinflint her cook; but

for one of our--I mean of your--sort, it will suit very well."

"It suits me exactly," I said; "and now, when can I move in?"

"When you please; no one has been before you, so you will not have to

wait for the tenant to move out."

So on the same evening I took possession of my new lodging, with the

assistance of the good Klaus, whose head scarcely stopped shaking the

whole time.

What did I want with such a tumble-down old ruin, where I might be

murdered and not a dog bark? And how could I fancy such furniture: two

worm-eaten high-backed chairs, an arm-chair about a hundred years old,

a table with clumsy twisted legs, and a looking-glass with tarnished

gilt frame? To be sure, I had bought the rubbish cheap enough of a

dealer in second-hand furniture, but for very little more he would have

given me things of a very different sort; but somehow I had always had

a strange sort of taste in those matters, and he remembered that I used

to have a lot of just such useless rubbish in my own room in my

father's house in Uselin.

So the good Klaus grumbled and scolded, and even Christel was seriously

out of humor with me for some days. She had discovered a room in her

own house, on the courtside, up two pair of stairs, beautifully

furnished, and having only the inconvenience that to get to it one had

to go through the kitchen and the landlady's room. And the landlady was

a particularly respectable tailor's widow of eighty-two, with an

excellent unmarried daughter of sixty, who would certainly have taken

the very best care of me.

The honest Klaus and the good Christel! I could not help them; I could

not for their sakes change my nature, to which this striving for

freedom and independence was an absolute necessity. In my garret in my

father's house, in my room at Castle Zehrendorf, even in my prison

cell, I had ever felt too deeply the luxury and poetry of solitude to

be able to dispense with it now that I was a man.

And now again I was alone in my room in the half-finished garden-house,

among the ruins of buildings, large and small, that never would be

completed. In the evening, when I looked up from my books, no sound

reached me but the hollow unceasing rumble of vehicles, like the

distant roll of the sea, or the bark of the shaggy poodle that by day

kept the old man company in the porter's lodge, and in the evening and

all night long traversed the spaces between the ruins and the ruins

themselves, in, as it seemed to me, an interminable hunt after cats.

And when occasionally, to cool my heated head, I stepped out upon the

balcony, all again was deserted, vacant, and dark around, only here and

there the light of a solitary lamp, and sometimes a red pillar of flame

which rose from one of the furnace-chimneys of our works into the night

sky, and reddened the edges of the dark clouds which a sharp November

wind drove before it. Then, when I returned to my room, how cheerful

looked my modest lamp, before which lay open my book with figures and

formulas; how cosily the old carven oak furniture, which had so moved

the spleen of the good Klaus; and above all, with what pleasure I

contemplated the two small antique vases of terracotta upon the

mantel-piece, and the beautiful copy of the Sistine Madonna, which hung

on the wall facing my worktable. The picture and the vases had been

taken from my cell when the new superintendent came, but upon my

release I had demanded them with so fixed a determination that they did

not venture to withhold them: so I had packed them carefully in a box

and placed them in the hands of a person whom I could trust, to be

forwarded to me whenever I should have fixed myself somewhere. This

very day they had arrived, and to-night, for the first time, again I

enjoyed the pleasure of gazing at them.

And while I contemplated these precious relics I reproached myself

earnestly that I had never prevailed upon myself to visit or give any

token of my existence to the dearest friend I had in the world, in the

same city with whom I had now been living a fortnight. It seemed so

entirely contrary to my nature not at once to obey the impulse of my

heart, and that so urgent an impulse--not to hasten without delay to

her with whom I had lived in closest friendship so many years of my

life, and whose heart I was convinced beat as warmly for me as ever. We

had not kept up a very lively correspondence during the year of our

separation, but we had agreed when we parted that we would not write

except upon some especial emergency, as anything like a correspondence

carried on under the eyes of the new superintendent and Herr von

Krossow seemed an impossibility. An emergency of this kind occurred,

when the baseness of this well-matched pair procured me a seven months'

addition to my term of incarceration: I wrote to her, simply

acquainting her with the fact, and she answered with but a word:

"Endure."

No, this was not the cause of my reluctance; and indeed it had but one,

which I was unwilling to admit, even to myself I knew how the dearest,

noblest girl had to work and to care for herself and for those dear to

her. For a year it had been my dearest wish--indeed it often seemed to

me the single aim and object of my life--to attain a position that

would enable me to lift this load from her frail shoulders. And now,

when she perhaps more than ever needed a friend, a supporter, I must

appear before her in a condition in which, even if I needed no

assistance myself, I was utterly unable to afford it to others. That

might have been foreseen; as things were, it was inevitable, and

yet----

But will she, then, will she ever accept my assistance? I interrupted

the course of my thoughts as I paced up and down my room with my hands

behind me, a habit I had caught from my father. Has she not given me a

hundred proofs how jealous she is of her independence? And has she not

given me especially to understand, even at our parting, that if she

should require a support it should not be my arm?

I called to mind the last days that I had spent with Paula and her

family. There were not many of them, for they had urged Frau von Zehren

to make room for her husband's successor with an insistance that was

really indecent. This successor, a major on half-pay, and a special pet

of the pietistic president, had long waited for the place, and, so to

speak, had been standing at the door. The brutality with which he took

possession at once of the superintendent's house, without the least

consideration for the bereaved family, was really unexampled. He had

given the afflicted lady the alternative of removing with her family to

one of the prison cells, which he magnanimously offered to have cleared

out for their occupation, or of taking refuge in one of the wretched

taverns of the town. Frau von Zehren, of course, had not hesitated a

moment as to what was to be done; and thus within three days after the

death of my benefactor all the old familiar faces had vanished from the

house in which he had lived so long. All had gone. Doctor Snellius, in

the very first hour in which he had the questionable honor of being

presented to the new superintendent, spoke his mind to him in full; and

when Doctor Snellius spoke his mind to any one whom he had reason to

despise and abhor, you might rest assured that the individual addressed

would not have the slightest ground to complain of any obscurity in the

doctor's expressions.

Immediately upon his heel followed old Sergeant Süssmilch; and although

the register of the old man's voice lay fully two octaves lower than

the doctor's, yet the melody which both sang must have been the same;

at all events the result in both cases was identical, namely, Major D.

foamed with rage, then stamped with his feet, and ordered the insolent

fellow to be put in the dungeon immediately. Happily, the old man had

been prudent enough to ask for and to obtain his discharge before he

thoroughly eased his heart to his new chief, who therefore, rage as he

might, had no authority over the old man, and on Sergeant Süssmilch

threats were thrown away.

How gladly would I have followed these enticing examples, and spoken my

mind also to the new superintendent. Probably in my whole life I have

never exercised such constraint over myself as in those days, when I

saw this miserable creature occupying the place which that noble man

had left; and in all likelihood I should not have succeeded, and should

have plunged myself into far worse misfortune, had not a voice

perpetually sounded in my ear which was more potent with me than the

impulse of my heart. And this voice said: "You have already endured

much, poor George; bear this also, though it be the hardest of all, and

if you cannot control yourself, call to mind him who loved you as his

own son."

I sat down to my book again and turned the leaves; but this night I

could not fix my attention on even the simplest things. Old well-known

algebraic formulas wore a quite strange appearance, and seemed to form

themselves into the words: If he loved me as his son, and she was the

best beloved of his children, should she and I not also love each

other?

"Are you going to keep your light burning all night?" called the voice

of the old watchman from below. "It is now one o'clock, and I am to

wake you at five, and a nice job I will have of it!"

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