CHAPTER XI.

In Mr. Stenhouse's office, where affairs were being wound up, Horace

Scarsdale held his clerk's place in greater personal discomfiture than

he had ever previously known. Mr. Stenhouse's executors knew of nothing

extraordinary in the position of this young man. His mysterious

prospects were totally unknown to them, and he had no secret to hold

over _their_ heads and enforce his claims withal. To them he was only

the newest and least acquainted of the lawyer's clerks, and nobody cared

for his black looks and assumptions of superiority. He remained

reluctantly at his desk, because he could not afford, in present

circumstances, to sacrifice the salary which would shortly be paid to

him, nor could he make up his mind, in spite of all the dark excitements

which distracted him--the fascination of enmity and evil purpose which

bound him to Marchmain, and the covetous and tyrannous impulse which

placed so plainly before his eyes his power over Mr. Pouncet--to leave

the place which contained Amelia, and where alone he had any likelihood

of seeing her. After their last interview the lover was daring enough to

have stood upon small punctilio at the next meeting. But Mrs.

Stenhouse's door was still decorously closed, and Stevens, at the

present moment much more disposed to take Master Edmund for the tyrant

of the house than Miss Amelia, was inexorable, and gave no admission.

Mrs. Stenhouse's message accordingly found the young man in a propitious

mood. He made haste to obey it, extremely indifferent as to the subject

of the consultation, but deeply excited with the more personal emotion

of once more finding himself under the same roof with the lady of his

love.

Mrs. Stenhouse would willingly have seen him alone, feeling

instinctively that little Edmund's interference was not quite expedient

here; but she had submitted her inclinations too long to that small

autocrat to have any chance of freedom now. It was accordingly into

Edmund's parlour that Horace was shown. There was still a fire warming

into a state of semi-suffocation that invalid chamber; and there sat the

child, consciously regnant and despotic, with his eager eyes blazing out

of his sharp little face, and the hectic flush upon his cheeks. The

mother watching always, to whom Edmund's illness had become quite a

domestic institution, a thing which should last for ever, saw no change

save of improvement; but the cold stranger's eye saw differently. The

little blade was wearing out its tiny sheath--all this excitement was

too much for the feeble little body; and as distinctly as the doctor,

highly skilled and richly feed, who should come down from town after

awhile to pronounce the child's death-sentence, Horace perceived that

before he could do one of the splendid things he purposed, little

Edmund, like a shadow, should have faded away.

But Horace thought no more of Edmund when he cast his eyes upon the

letter which Mrs. Stenhouse hurriedly and with agitation put into his

hand:--

"DEAR STENHOUSE--I wish fervently I had broken my leg or taken a fever

on that unlucky day when I was persuaded into that Tinwold business of

the coal-pits. I have never had a moment's repose or comfort since, and

from the day that young Scarsdale poked his inquisitive nose into the

business everything vexatious in life has clustered about this

unfortunate affair. I do not deny that it has paid very well as a

speculation, but the profit twice over would not have paid for the

annoyance which first and last it has caused to me. This morning I have

a letter from Sir John Armitage. It has oozed out, somehow or other,

through young Scarsdale doubtless, that there is an old man somewhere in

the district who knows some secret worth telling about young Musgrave.

It is true, they have not an idea what it is, but Sir John charges me

with the duty of searching it out and 'doing the boy justice.' Armitage

of Armitage Park, my father's clients before mine--one of the oldest

families in the county! I know his affairs better than he does himself;

and he dares not cut down a tree on his estate without consulting me;

yet he breaks forth upon me as peremptory and absolute about this

miserable business as if I could set it all square in a day. It is all

very well for you, you are out of the way; you are never appealed to;

the Musgraves never cross your path; but I am aggravated entirely out of

patience. Would to heaven that I had never heard of your scientific

friend and his discoveries! Such an accident is misery to a man of

character, and if ever man was thrust and jostled into temptation that

man was me.

"My temper has been so tried with this unhappy business, that I scarcely

know what I am doing. Advise me how to answer Armitage, and send me

Scarsdale if you can spare him. I want some assistance besides my own

head and hands.

"O. POUNCET."

"Now, I say, mamma," cried Edmund, in a loud whisper, "don't give him

time to make up a story--ask him what it means. Oh, Mr. Scarsdale,

we're very surprised about that, we are. It's something about

Roger--what is it?"

Horace was taken by surprise. Looking up, he caught the child's sharp

glance, and the imploring look of the mother, both fixed upon him; and

he was disconcerted. Not for the last injunction of Edmund's father--not

because that worldly man, without repenting of the wrong, would have

suffered another death rather than allow this secret to be known to his

child. Horace had given no promise, and thought no more of that last

adjuration; but what was to become of the secret if he shared it with a

woman and a child?--the woman Roger's mother, the child his earnest

champion. And they already knew so much of it, without any aid of his.

He faced round upon them, ready to defend this fancied talisman of his

power.

"What reason have you to suppose that I was in Mr. Stenhouse's secrets?"

said Horace. "I had not been a fortnight in his employment. I had not

known him above a month when he died. Was he likely to be confidential

with me? Surely you know him better than to imagine anything so

foolish."

"Ah, Mr. Scarsdale," cried Mrs. Stenhouse, trembling all over, and with

tears which almost choked her--tears of anxiety for her son, and

distress for her husband, mingled yet antagonistic; "he sent for you on

his deathbed; there was something--something--God forgive me if I

disregard this last wish of his! but it is for my Roger's sake--there

was something that you were not to tell the boy."

"And is that the argument you use--you his widow!" cried Horace, with a

sneer; "to induce me, a man of honour, just a week after, to _tell_ the

boy? That may be a woman's argument, Mrs. Stenhouse, but--"

"You hold your tongue, Scarsdale!" shouted little Edmund; "nobody shan't

bully mamma. And I should like to know why I'm not to be told--me! I'm

my father's heir, and I ought to know everything; and if you think me a

child, it's because you don't know. Look here! I'm going to give half my

money to Roger; but you shall marry Amelia, and have the half of my

share, if you tell me honest what it is."

Horace rose up with a laugh of ridicule at the child's folly, but before

he could reach the door Mrs. Stenhouse came before him. "There's some

sad mystery here," she said, wringing her hands; "Edmund was not to know

I heard him say; and then about seething the kid in his mother's milk.

It's something that will harm my Roger! What is it, Mr. Scarsdale? I

charge you, as you had a mother yourself, to tell _me_!"

"I never had a mother myself," said Horace, with his cold smile; "and if

Mr. Stenhouse was a good step-father to Roger Musgrave, and took care of

his property that the poor boy might not waste it, what was that to me?

I can't tell you--how can you suppose that I know?"

While he was speaking he made his way steadily to the door. He was

pleased to go out and close it after him, leaving that reflection with

the mother and child; that to be sure the dead man, their nearest

relative, had defrauded his wife's son; what was that to Horace

Scarsdale? He went crushing Mr. Pouncet's letter in his hand; he had got

possession of that, at all events, and he felt sure that poor trembling

Mrs. Stenhouse could not make much of its hints, even though coupled

with her husband's death-bed adjuration, and that strange maundering of

his weakness, at which Horace smiled--seething the kid in its mother's

milk. Unlikely words to enter the mind of that hard, unrepentant man of

the world, who, even at his last moments, wished not to amend but to

conceal.

But he had not seen Amelia; it was hard to reconcile the contrary

accidents of his fate. He could not deceive them blandly, as Mr.

Stenhouse could have done, and he had no resource but to go away with

abruptness, losing all chance of future admittance to the feet of the

beauty, who was now Mrs. Stenhouse's daughter, dependent upon her, and

not the caressed and flattered mistress of the house. The cholera and

the fright had unmanned Amelia. She had not been able to strike in at

the proper moment and assert her sway; so that in the stillness of the

house of mourning her mother and Edmund had unconsciously and tacitly

won the supremacy. Fortune, however, gave him the advantage he had

forfeited by legitimate means. He met the lady of his heart that very

same afternoon, as she took languidly a solemn walk with her sisters,

all crape and propriety. Amelia was sadly tired of decorum by this

time--decorum which lasts so much longer than grief, and is so exacting

and punctilious. Though she put down her veil, her heart fluttered at

the approach of Horace; and she was quite well pleased that he should

turn with her, and accompany her back almost to the door of the house.

He told her of his magnificent prospects, as he had never yet told any

one; that when his father died he could make a very fine lady of her,

and give her a house in town, and all the unhoped for delights of

fashion; but that might be years hence--and in the meantime would she

marry him? Amelia was too wise to say yes without due consideration; but

she blushed through her veil, and was quite sure Mr. Scarsdale would

give her a little time to think--would not be too urgent in the sad,

sad position of the family. How _could_ she think of such things, and

dear papa only a week in his grave? and some bright tears fell, easily

shed. Horace was abundantly satisfied. He had excited her fancy with his

hopes of fortune; and he thought she liked him, as it is so easy for

people to believe; though in reality it was only the amusement, the

admiration that Amelia cared for; and he wanted no more at the present

moment. He said farewell, like an accepted lover, and went away

jubilant; his dark purposes swelling in him, and a whole world of

pleasure, wealth, and exaltation lying before him. A whole world, and

only one dark, melancholy, unlovely shadow of life--a ghost alien to the

sunshine, an unenjoying, unloving, dismal human thread of

existence--hanging black between him and his enchanted kingdom.

Accidents are rife and many in this troublous world--who could tell what

might cut that thread?

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