Never in their lives before had Debby and Tom been thrown into such a
state of such rapturous joy and excitement as when they heard of the
invitation which had been accepted for them, and never, never had they
been called upon to face so bitter a disappointment as that which befell
them before the week was out, when news came to the Vicarage that the
visit must be postponed indefinitely, for measles had broken out at
'The Orchard.' One maid was down with it, and Daphne was, they feared,
sickening. And if Daphne developed it, Keith was almost certain to follow
suit.
"It is almost too dreadful to be borne!" cried Debby tragically, meaning
the disappointment, not the measles. "Don't you think it is only a bad
dream, and we'll wake up presently?"
Tom shook his head gloomily. "I'm awake right enough," he said, "so are
you."
"I wish I wasn't; I'd never been asked away before, in all my life, and
there would have been the train, and the donkey cart when we got there,
and a s-s-swing in the orchard. Oh, Faith, isn't it dreadful, that such
things can happen, and all because of measles--as if measles are anything
to make a fuss about."
"Some people make such a fuss about a little thing," scoffed Tom,
"I wouldn't have minded going and catching them. I've got to have them
some time, I s'pose, so I might as well have had them there as at home--
better, too!"
"I doubt if Mrs. Vivian would have thought so," said Faith. "Cheer up,
both of you, and try not to mind. Perhaps Mrs. Vivian will ask you again
some day, and you see you can't go, neither can Irene, so we shall have
her here for a long time yet--and won't that be jolly!"
When Audrey had first heard the news she had breathed a sigh of relief and
sympathy. Relief, when she thought of the scanty, shabby little outfits
which were all they had to take with them. Sympathy with their
disappointment. She knew what it was to feel the latter.
Irene was frankly dismayed. To land oneself suddenly on new friends for a
day or two was bad enough, but to be told that you must not return home
for some weeks--indeed, for no one knew how long--was most embarrassing.
"I am so sorry," she said apologetically to Mrs. Carlyle, "I expect mother
will arrange for me to go somewhere as soon as possible, I--I hope it
won't be very inconvenient my staying here until I hear."
Mrs. Carlyle smiled at her affectionately. "Inconvenient! Irene, dear,
how could it be. We should simply rejoice to have you as long as you can
stay--that is, of course, if you would like to. The Vicar wrote to your
mother at once to know if we might keep you during the time, and we are
waiting to hear."
"Like to! Oh, Mrs. Carlyle, how good you are to me! I would like it
better than anything," she cried enthusiastically, bending down to give
the invalid a warm kiss. Then, turning swiftly, she caught up Baby Joan
and danced with her round the room. "Oh, isn't it perfectly lovely, Joan
darling. I am going to stay with you, Joany Carlyle, for weeks, instead
of going to strangers. If you were only half as pleased as I am you would
clap your hands and sing."
"She would if she understood," laughed Mrs. Carlyle. "I would too, if I
could."
Irene stood still suddenly in the middle of her pirouetting. "Would you?
Would you, really?" she exclaimed; her cheeks were flushed and her eyes
shone. "Are you really sure I shall not be a bother?"
"Indeed, indeed, I love to have you here, darling." There was no
mistaking the meaning in Mrs. Carlyle's voice. "It is like letting
sunshine into the house. We all love having you--and it is so good for
the girls. They have no real companions here."
When, a few minutes later, Irene went downstairs and into the garden, her
face was grave, but her eyes still glowed. "Sunshine!" Mrs. Carlyle had
called her. She was like sunshine in the house. What a glorious thing to
have said of one--and she had done nothing to deserve it either. Well,
here was her chance. She had not been in the Vicarage those few days
without learning that there was a lot to be done, and few to do it.
Here was her opportunity!
Faith was in the garden looking at the flower bed. "I can't understand
it," she said, in a puzzled voice, as Irene drew dear, "there seem to be
seedlings, or something, coming up all over it. They look like real
flowers, don't they? Or do you think they are weeds? If they are, they
ought to be pulled up, but I don't like to until I know."
"Oh no, let them stay. I am sure they aren't weeds, Faith. Look at
those, they are sweet peas, I am certain they are, and this is young
mignonette."
Faith's face was as puzzled as her voice. "It is a most extraordinary
thing about this bed," she said soberly, "I made it, and then Audrey
didn't like it because we hadn't any nice bedding plants for it, so I put
in a few things that I had given me, phloxes and sunflowers, and
wallflowers, and--oh, I forget quite what, but I forgot all about watering
them, and I thought they were dead, but they aren't. They pulled through
somehow; I never planted any seeds, though, I am quite sure. Yet the bed
is getting to look quite full! I think the fairies must have come at
night, and sown them!"
"Or the brownies," suggested Irene. "We won't watch for them, then
perhaps they will plant some more. They stop working if they are
watched!" she laughed.
"Well, it's brownies, or something, and I want to thank them," said Faith
gratefully, if ungrammatically. "I want to dreadfully. What are you
smiling at, Irene?"
"Was I smiling? Oh Fay, I can't help it, I am so happy. Your father and
mother have asked my mother to let me stay here with you until the measles
have gone. Isn't it lovely of them!"
"Have they? Have they really?" Faith's face was a picture of glad
surprise. "Oh, Irene, how lovely! how jolly! They hadn't said a word to
us. I expect they knew how disappointed we should be, if your mother said
'no.' But she mustn't say 'no '! She _must_ let you stay. It will be
perfectly lovely having you here." And she threw her arms round Irene's
waist and hugged her. "Oh, I am so glad," she sighed, "I don't know what
to do!"
"Keith and Daphne will be wild with envy," said Irene, returning the hug.
"Poor dears, they will have a dull time, I am afraid."
"We will write them letters, to cheer them up, shall we? and send them all
sorts of things--for fun."
Audrey came out and joined them, "Mother has told me," she said.
"Oh, Irene, I am so delighted." Her pleasure shone in her face, and her
speaking eyes. Irene already knew the worst there was to know of the
shabbiness of the home, and Audrey's heart was at rest. "I think, though,
you ought to come in now, and lie down, you know you are not really well
yet."
"You must give me something to do then, sewing, or darning, or something.
I simply could not lie still doing nothing. I am too excited. Haven't
you some stockings that need mending? We always have a basketful at
home."
"I took the basket up to mother a day or two ago," said Audrey.
"We didn't get them done, somehow, so mother said she would try what she
could do. But don't bother about work, Irene. Lie down and read, I am
going up to my room to work for a little while."
"And I must put Joan in her cot for her morning nap," said Faith, taking
that little person from Irene's arms.
Audrey strolled away to her beloved attic, Faith to her bedroom, and Irene
was left alone to go to her bedroom, or the dining-room, as she pleased.
For a few seconds she lay on the sofa in the dining-room, thinking; then
suddenly she got up, and went softly up the stairs to Mrs. Carlyle's room.
"Come in," said the gentle voice, in answer to her knock. "Oh, Irene, is
that you. Are you come up to sit with me? How nice?" The invalid's face
brightened perceptibly.
"I came for the stocking basket," said Irene. "I am ordered to keep
still, but I simply can't while I am so excited. I feel I want to be
doing something to work it off me. Would you mind if I sat here with you
for a little while, Mrs. Carlyle, and did some darning?"
"It would be the greatest pleasure to me, dear. I was longing for someone
to talk to. I tried to mend some of the stockings myself, but I only
managed to do one pair for Debby to put on. My eyes ached so. One seems
to twist them if one tries to do fine work when lying down."
"Of course one does. Mrs. Carlyle," eagerly, "will you let the stocking
basket be my charge while I am here? I love to have a big pile of work to
do, and make my way through it. Would it bother you if I worked up here
sometimes?"
"Not in the least, dear child. There is nothing I should enjoy more.
I often long for company, but ours is a busy household. With only one
servant, it takes the girls all their time to keep the house in order."
Irene stooped low over the stocking-basket, lest her face should reveal
anything.
"Of course it is too much for them," Mrs. Carlyle went on anxiously,
"and we shall have to have in extra help when the holidays are over, and
their new governess comes. They can't possibly do their lessons and the
housework as well. Next year I hope to be about again, and able to take
some of the load off their shoulders, but," with a little sigh, "next year
is a long way off."
"I wish I could help," said Irene. "I love housework, and keeping things
nice. I am longing for the time when we shall have a house again.
Mrs. Carlyle, have you any dark blue darning wool that I can mend Tom's
stockings with?"
"No, dear, I have not, I have taken up that pair ever so many times and
put them down again because I had no wool to mend them with."
Irene thrust her hand in, "Um!" Someone had not been so particular, she
thought, as her eye fell on a brown darn on the heel, and a black one at
the back of the leg.
"Irene, don't you think you could drop the formal name, and call me
'Aunt Kitty'? I wish you would, dear. I have no nieces or nephews of my
own, and I have always longed to be 'aunt' to someone."
"Why, of course I will, I should love to, Aunt Kitty--don't you have a
glass of milk about this time? Shall I ask for it for you?"
"Thank you--I think they must have forgotten it." She did not add that
five days out of every seven the glass of milk was forgotten either
entirely, or until it was so close on dinner-time that she could not take
it.
"I won't bother Mary to bring it, I will go and get it, if you don't mind
my going into the kitchen?"
Mrs. Carlyle was of the same happy, easy-going nature as Faith, and minded
nothing of that sort. Even if she had known the state of muddle the
kitchen was in, she would not have been troubled by Irene's going into it.
But though the muddle was there, as usual, and worse than usual, Irene did
not see it. The shock she received when she opened the kitchen door,
drove everything else from her thoughts, and it was not until some time
later that she had eyes for the kitchen itself.
In the middle of the floor sat Mary, propped against the table leg, while
on either side of her knelt Audrey and Faith, trying to staunch the blood
which flowed freely from Mary's hand. Mary's face was as white as chalk,
her eyes nearly popping out of her head with alarm. Audrey and Faith
looked almost as frightened.
When Irene appeared on the scene they turned their faces to her in evident
relief. "Oh, Irene, Mary has cut her poor hand fearfully, and--and it
will not stop bleeding, and we don't know what to do, we have been here
ever so long, and it isn't stopping a bit. Do you think we ought to send
for Doctor Gray?"
"I shouldn't think so," said Irene reassuringly, "not if it is an ordinary
cut. Let me see it, may I?"
"Oh, no, you mustn't look at it. You will faint!"
"I don't faint from that kind of thing, I am used to it. We are always
damaging ourselves, and I doctor them all. Anyhow, I know that Mary ought
not to hold her hand down like that,"--gently raising it to check the
flow--"it will bleed for hours if she does. Have you any soft rag?"
"Plenty, I should think," Audrey replied sarcastically, "but I don't know
where to find any." Irene, looking at her closely for the first time, saw
that she was white to the lips, and trembling.
"Look here," she said quickly, "I came down for a glass of milk for your
mother, and some biscuits, will you take them up to her? She will be
waiting, and wondering what has become of me. Then you stay with her and
talk to her. Don't tell her what has happened--simply say that I am busy.
Don't come down again, Audrey, you will be fainting if you stay here, and
we can manage by ourselves. Don't cry, Mary, it will be all right.
I am sure it will."
"I--I believe I've taken a bit of my finger right off," sobbed Mary.
"I am sure I have, p'raps it's gone. Do look, miss."
"Oh no, it isn't gone. Don't scream so, Mary, you will frighten Mrs.
Carlyle and make her very ill. Now just be as plucky as ever you can
while I dress it. Faith, where can I find some rag?"
"Oh, I don't know," groaned Faith. "Irene, do you think a piece of her
finger has really come off?"
"No!" Irene, who had been examining the wound, spoke almost impatiently.
"The cut is a deep one, but it will be all right in a few days. Do try
and find some rag or bandage, Faith. I want to bind it up as tightly as
possible to stop the bleeding. If you haven't any I will get one of my
handkerchiefs."
Faith, much relieved in her mind, ran off hurriedly. Mary's sobs became
quieter, but as she grew less frightened about herself, she grew more
worried about her work.
"Whatever shall I do!" she wailed, "there's the dinner to get, and I've
got to make cake to-day! Oh, what can I do! We'll have to have in a
woman, and see what that costs!"
Poor Mary's innocent words brought Irene's wandering thoughts to a
standstill. Mary's concern for her master's purse touched her, and filled
her with a deep respect for the simple, loyal, country girl.
"Oh, but we need not do that, Mary," she said kindly, "you will be able to
use your other hand quite well, and this one too, for some things.
Of course, you can't make cake, but I can. I often made it at home; and I
can cook the dinner too, if you will tell me what you want."
"Oh! but Miss Irene, I couldn't let you!" Mary was so taken aback she
forgot all about the cut hand, and let Irene bathe it without once
wincing. "Oh, miss! I--I couldn't. The master wouldn't like it, and--
and----"
"The master need not know anything about it, at least, not until it is
done, then I will ask him if he approves of his new cook. I expect he
will say he prefers his old one! Now Mary--you are not to say anything
about it. I love cooking, and I want to practise, and I think it will be
the greatest fun."
Faith came dashing in with an old pillow-case in her hand. "You will have
to use some of this, I am afraid. I know there is a heap of real rag
somewhere, but I can't stay to look any further. Joan has pulled over the
water-jug and drenched herself to the skin. I must fly!"
Irene looked at Mary, and Mary looked at the pillowcase. "Seems a pity to
tear that up," she said anxiously, "it wants a bit of mending, but it is
one of the best. If you will wait a minute, miss, I think I know where I
can put my hand on a piece," and Mary scrambled to her feet, forgetful of
her faintness.
"Law me! 'tisn't nothing to have made such a fuss about, after all," she
remarked shamefacedly, as Irene bathed the cut in clean cold water,
"I thought for certain the top of my finger was lying round on the floor
somewhere, and the thought of it made me feel that ill."
"Well, don't think about it any more," laughed Irene, as she deftly tore
up strips of linen, "it is too horrid. Tell me now if I am binding your
finger too tightly. There! Isn't that neat! I daresay a doctor or a
nurse would laugh at it, but if it answers the purpose, that is all that
really matters, isn't it? Now I am going to make you a sling."
"But I can't use it if it is in a sling, miss."
"No, that is just why I am going to give you one. I want you to keep your
hand up, at any rate for an hour or two, to prevent its beginning to bleed
again. There, I am sure that looks like a First-Aid professional sling.
Now, when I have washed, I want you to tell me what you were going to cook
for dinner to-day."
"There's a round of beef to roast, miss, and fruit to stew, and a milk
pudding to make."
"That is easy enough, I feel I would like something more difficult.
I daresay, though, I shall find it enough, by the time I have done!
Do you have a suet pudding with the beef?"
"No-o, miss, we--we haven't had one lately. I believe they used to, but--
well, I don't seem able to make them proper, so I never tries now."
"Well, I daresay everyone would like one--the children will, for certain.
I'll show you how I have made them at home, then you will be able to do it
another time. My mother taught me."
"Nobody never taught me," said Mary, apologetically, "I just had to pick
things up as I could."
"Don't they teach you at school?"
"Oh no, miss. I learnt a lot about hygiene, and how to draw an apple, but
I was never no good with a pencil--and what good would it do me if I could
draw apples? Mother said, 'better fit they taught me how to peel one
properly.'"
Irene laughed. "Well, it does seem that it would have done you more good
to have learnt how to grow them, or how to cook them! Now, to begin!
First of all I am going to wash the breakfast things, or we shall have no
room to move."
Mary looked really shocked. "Oh no, miss! You mustn't. Just think about
your 'ands."
"I am thinking about my hands," said Irene cheerfully. "Did you ever hear
about the Thanksgiving of the Hands, Mary?"
Mary, looking puzzled, shook her head.
"Well, if you feel very, very glad and grateful for something, you can
show your gratitude and your gladness through your hands."
"Oh, music!" said Mary, with sudden inspiration.
"No, it is something that everyone's hands can do. It is just making them
do some little service as a thanksgiving. I am very, very glad, Mary,
that your accident is no worse than it is, and I am very, very grateful to
Mr. and Mrs. Carlyle and all of them, and to you too, Mary, for being so
kind to me, but most of all I am grateful to God for sparing my life that
day, and for sending Mr. Carlyle to me that day, and giving me such kind
friends when I needed them so badly, and I feel I can never give thanks
enough--except through my hands. So, the more I have to do the better I
am pleased. Do you understand, Mary?"
"Yes, miss," said Mary huskily, and to Irene's surprise there were tears
in her eyes. "I--I've often felt like that, miss, but I--never could say
it, and I--I never met anyone else who did. But what about me, miss?
I am sure I ought to be grateful for having you come to help me like this,
yet I don't seem to be doing anything."
"But you will--you are always doing something, Mary. Now you can tell me
where the things are kept--the soap and the dish-pan, and the dishcloth."
"And I can put the things away in their places," said Mary, somewhat
comforted.
Audrey, after being banished from the kitchen, sat with her mother for a
little while, but her thoughts were so pre-occupied, and she sat so long
gazing abstractedly out of window, evidently hearing nothing that was
said, that presently Mrs. Carlyle gave up trying to talk to her, and
gradually fell asleep. Recalled to herself by the sound of the deep,
regular breathing, Audrey rose, and tiptoeing softly from the room made
her way swiftly to her beloved attic.
Faith, after a busy half-hour spent in mopping up water from the floor,
and changing Joan's wet clothes, popped that young person into her cot to
take her long-delayed nap, and laid her own weary body on her own little
bed beside her.
"I _must_ rest for just a few minutes," she sighed, "and then I will go
down and see how Mary's hand is getting on." She picked up from the table
beside the bed, the alluring book she was in the middle of.
It certainly was a very jolly story, perfectly fascinating, but somehow
she could not get on with it. She read a few lines, and then the next
thing she knew, she was finishing it off in her own brain. She tried
again and the same thing happened, then at last when she was trying to
read the end of the paragraph she had begun so many times, her eyelids
dropped before she could even find it, the book slipped from her hand and
fell forward on her face, and she had not the strength to hold it up
again.
The clang of the dinner-bell was the next thing she was conscious of, and
then the savoury smell of cooking. Then she opened her eyes and saw Joan
sitting up in her cot, playing with the book she herself had dropped.
Faith sprang off her bed, lifted Joan out of hers, and, untidy as she was,
hurried down the stairs. Suddenly the remembrance of Mary's injured hand
and the scene in the kitchen came back to her. "I suppose it is all
right, as she has got the dinner ready. Oh, Irene!"
Irene came running up the stairs, looking flushed and hurried, but very
well pleased. She had a big apron on over her cotton frock, and as she
came along she was turning down her sleeves.
"I've got to wash my hands and tidy my hair, and I mustn't keep you
waiting," she said as she whisked past. "I won't be more than a moment."
Audrey, descending from her attic, joined the little group. Her head was
full of what she had been writing, and it took her a second or two to
realise things.
"Oh, Irene, I hope you haven't been dull. I never meant to leave you
alone so long, but I was working, and--and forgot. How hot you look.
What have you been doing?"
"I am rather. I have been cooking. Oh, I have had a lovely time. Do run
down and look at my pudding--but I must fly, or everything will be cold!"
and Irene whisked away and into her bedroom.
Audrey and Faith did not rush down at once to look at Irene's pudding.
They looked at each other instead, and in the eyes of each dawned a look
of shame and remorse.
"I quite forgot," gasped Faith. "I never remembered," gasped Audrey,
"was Mary--couldn't Mary?"
But Faith had flown, leaving Joan to toddle after her. In the hall she
met Mary hurrying to the dining-room with a big dish. Her hand was bound
up, but was out of the sling, and she looked quite gay and cheerful.
"Oh, Mary!" she said, following her into the room, "I never thought about
your not being able to manage, I _am_ so sorry. It is not much use to be
sorry now, though, is it?"
"No," said Mary, laughing, "it isn't, Miss Faith--but it's all right, Miss
Irene helped me. Oh, she is a clever young lady, Miss Faith, and so nice,
she--she will wash dishes, and make cake, and sweep the kitchen, or--or
anything, and be a lady all the time!"
"Cook! Can Miss Irene cook?"
"I should think she can, miss. It's a long time since we had a dinner so
nice, or--or my kitchen either," added Mary honestly, as she hurried out
to it again. "You come and look, Miss Faith. She's washed away all the
dishes and has made the place look like a little palace."
"Washed the dishes!" Audrey groaned in bitterness of spirit, as she and
Faith followed Mary out. In spite of dinner having just been cooked
there, Audrey saw at a glance that this was the kitchen of her dreams--the
neat, clean kitchen she had longed for, but had never attempted to create.
Mary looked at them both, her face glowing. Irene's interest and
encouragement had quite inspired her; and her practical help had shown her
the way. Every one of her few chance words, too, had gone home.
"'I can't bear to see a kitchen littered with dirty dishes, can you,
Mary?' she said to me. I hadn't thought about it before, but when it was
put to me like that I felt all of a sudden that I couldn't bear to see it
either. 'And the longer they are left the nastier they are, aren't they?'
she said, and that's true too, Miss Faith. 'The kettle is boiling, and we
can have some nice hot soapy water. We will see how soon we can get
everything cleared away,' she says, and up she turns her sleeves, and--
well, she washed all those things as well as I could myself, and better.
Look at the shine on them, Miss Faith."
"I am looking," said Faith; but it was something else that she saw the
shining of. The shining of a brave spirit, and a warm heart--of an
example that she never forgot.
"Miss Irene wouldn't let me do more than put the things back in their
places, 'cause of my hand."
Without another word Audrey turned and walked away. The shame in her
heart burned in her cheeks, and in her eyes. "And I--I talk, and do
nothing. I tell other people what they ought to do--Irene helps them do
it." And through her mind passed the thought; "What kind of dinner would
they all have had, if they had to rely on her? What would the kitchen
have been like at that moment, if it had been left to her?"
Debby came rushing out of the dining-room tempestuously. "Have you made
yourself ready for dinner?" asked Audrey, laying a detaining hand on her.
"Yes, yes, ever so long ago. We are waiting for you. There is the nicest
pudding for dinner that we have had for ever so long, but daddy says we
mustn't begin it till you all come. Oh, _do_ make haste."
Irene came flying down the stairs. "I am so sorry to be so long," she
cried apologetically, "the string of my apron got into a knot, and I
really began to think I should have to wear it at dinner."
"I am late, and have no excuse," thought Audrey dejectedly. "I never have
one."
"I shall be glad to see anyone, no matter what they are wearing," said Mr.
Carlyle, coming to the door. "Who is that talking of kitchen aprons?"
Irene looked at him with merry eyes laughing above her flushed cheeks.
"Please, sir, it's the new cook," she said, dropping him a curtsey.