It was about five o’clock on a midsummer afternoon, the hour, as I have

often since proved, when the spell of the Poets’ Corner is most

potent—the hour when a prismatic shaft of sunlight strikes exactly on

the marble forehead of Burns, and flickering sun-rays light up the face

of Southey. There, above the mortal remains of Henry Irving, I stood,

and as I looked up, I knew that at last Westminster Abbey and I were at

one.

For I saw Shakespeare.

It was not the emotional atmosphere of the place, for that had not as

yet affected me. It was not historic association, for I knew

Shakespeare’s bones did not rest there. It was not the inherent,

artistic worth of the sculptured figure, for I knew that it has never

been looked upon as a masterpiece, and that Walpole, or somebody, called

it “preposterous.” But it was Shakespeare, and from his eyes there shone

all the wonder, the beauty, and the immortality of his genius.

I am told the whole monument is wrong in composition and in execution,

but that is merely

A fault to pardon in the drawing’s lines,—

Its body, so to speak; its soul is right.

Or at least it was to me, and from that moment I felt at home in

Westminster Abbey.

Without leaving the United States, I could have found a more magnificent

statue of Shakespeare in our own Library of Congress, but no other

representation of him, in paint or stone, has ever portrayed to my mind

the personality of the poet as does the Abbey monument.

I invited emotions and they accepted with thanks. They came in crowds,

rushing, and soon I was unqualifiedly certain that I would rather be

dead in Westminster Abbey than alive out of it. Having reached this

important decision, I broke off my emotions at their height and went

home.

The next day, as the sunlight touched Burns’s uplifted brow, I was there

again, and the next, and the next.

The first impressions being comfortably over, Shakespeare and I became

very good friends, without the necessity for heaving breast and

suppressed tears on my part.

I had affable feelings, too, toward many of the other great and

near-great. It amused me to learn how many succeeded in getting into the

Abbey by the mere accident of dying while there was plenty of room.

John Gay, they tell me, is one of the interlopers, and his epitaph,

Life is a jest and all things show it;

I thought so once, but now I know it,

is dubbed irreverent.

But to my mind the irreverence is not in the sentiment, but in the fact

that it is placed upon his tomb, the responsibility therefore, even

though Gay requested it, lying with his survivors. Surely the man who

wrote _Trivia_ is as much entitled to honor as many others whose virtues

are set forth in stone.

But if any one is disturbed by Gay’s irreverence, he has only to step

through the door which is close at hand, into the little chapel of St.

Faith.

For some indefinable reason, this chapel breathes more the spirit of

reverence and holiness than any other in the Abbey. There is no especial

beauty of decoration here, but he who can enter the solemn little room

without putting up the most fervent prayer of his life must be of an

unresponsive nature indeed.

[Illustration: He so dominates the group of tourists he conducts that

they often show signs of almost human intelligence.]

It did not seem to me inharmonious to visit the Chapels of the Sanctuary

in charge of a verger. The Abbey guide is also a philosopher and friend.

His intoned information is pleasantly in keeping with the chiselled

epitaphs, and his personality is invariably delightful; and he so

dominates the group of tourists he conducts that they often show signs

of almost human intelligence. The guide answers questions, not

perfunctorily, but with an air of personal interest. To be sure, he

passes lightly over many of the most impressive figures and proudly

exhibits the fearsome Death who jabs a dart at Lady Nightingale, while

her husband politely endeavors to protect her. But after becoming

acquainted with the chapels one may return on free days and visit,

unescorted, the tomb of Sir Francis Vere.

The Waxen Effigies greatly took my fancy. Hidden away in an upper room,

they are well worth the extra fee which it costs to see them. The verger

describes them with a show of real affection, and indeed, I felt

strangely drawn to the ghastly puppets, which are, undoubtedly, very

like the kings and queens they represent. William and Mary are easily

lodged in a case by themselves, and their brocades and velvets and real

laces are beautiful to look upon, though stiffened by age and dirt.

Elizabeth is a terror, and Charles the Second a horror, but vastly

fascinating in their weird dreadfulness. Again and again I returned to

my waxen friends, and found that they gave me more historic atmosphere

than their biographies or tombs.

Hanging round the outside of the Abbey, I one day stumbled into St.

Margaret’s. The window is wonderful, of course, but I was more

interested in remembering that here Mr. Pepys married the wife of whom

he later naïvely chronicled:

“She finds, with reason, that in the company of other women that I love,

I do not value her or mind her as I ought.”

Having seen the church where Pepys was married, I felt an impulse to

visit the house where he died. But I was relieved rather than otherwise

to learn that no trace of the house now remains.

And, anyway, the house where he died wasn’t the house where he made the

pathetic entry in his _Diary_:

“Home, and, being washing day, dined upon cold meat.”

[Illustration] _VII._ _Certain Social Uncertainties_

Londoners have no definiteness of any sort. Their most striking trait

is, paradoxically, a vague uncertainty, and this is seen in everything

connected with London, from the weather to the gauzy, undecided,

wavering scarfs which the women universally wear.

Indeed I do not know of anything that so perfectly represents the

mentality of an Englishwoman as these same uncertain morsels of drapery.

This state of things is doubtless founded on a logical topographical

fact. Baedeker states that the city of London is built on a tract of

undulating clay soil, and the foundation of the average Londoner’s mind

seems to be of equal instability.

I have learned from the recent newspapers that, owing to these

lamentable subsoil conditions, Saint Paul’s Cathedral is even now

cracking and crumbling, and parallel cases may sometime be noted among

the great minds of the Britons.

I trust this will not be mistakenly thought to mean any disparagement to

the British mind, whether great or small. It is, I am sure, a matter of

taste; and the English people prefer their waveringness of brain, as the

Pisan Tower prefers to lean.

The result of this state of things is, naturally, a lack of a sense of

proportion, and an absolute ignorance of values.

And it is this that makes it impossible, or at least improbable, to

generalize about the manners and customs of London’s polite society;

though indeed anything so uncertain as their society ways can scarcely

be called customs.

I received one morning from Mrs. C. a hastily-written note of invitation

to dine with her that same evening.

“Quite informally,” the note said, “and afterward,” it went on, “we will

drop in at Lady Sutherland’s.”

As I had learned that “quite informally” meant anything its writer chose

it to mean, I was uncertain as to the formality of the function, and,

having no idea who Lady Sutherland might be, I asked information of a

casual caller.

[Illustration: “Why, in social importance, she’s only next to the

King!”]

“Who is she?” was the response, “why, in social importance, she’s only

next to the King! that’s all! She’s the Duchess of Sutherland. She lives

in Stafford House. You may not be familiar with Stafford House, but it

is on record that when Queen Victoria was there, calling on a former

Duchess of Sutherland, she took her leave with the remark, ‘I will now

go from your palace to my humble home,’ referring to her own residence

in Buckingham.”

[Illustration: And so for the informal dinner I arrayed myself.]

I was dumfounded! To be invited to Stafford House in that careless way,

and to have the Duchess of Sutherland mentioned casually as Lady

Sutherland,—well!

And so for the informal dinner I arrayed myself in the most elaborate

costume in my wardrobe.

Nor was I overdressed. The informal dinner proved to be a most pompous

function, and after it we were all whisked into carriages, and taken to

the reception at Stafford House.

Once inside of the beautiful palace I ceased to wonder at Queen

Victoria’s remark. Admitted to be the most beautiful of all English

private mansions, Stafford House seemed to my American inexperience far

more wonderful than Aladdin’s palace could possibly have been.

The magnificent Entrance Hall, with its branching staircase and

impressive gallery, seemed an appropriate setting for the beautiful

Duchess, who stood on the staircase landing to greet her guests. Robed

in billows of white satin, and adorned with what seemed to me must be

the crown jewels, the charming, gracious lady was as simple and

unaffected of manner as any American girl. She greeted me with a

sincerity of welcome that had not lost its charm by having already been

accorded to thousands of others.

Then, a mere atom of the thronging multitude, I was swept on by the

guiding hands of belaced and bepowdered lackeys, and, quite in keeping

with the unexpectedness of all things in London, I found myself suddenly

embarked on a sightseeing tour. But this was a sort of sightseeing

toward which I felt no objection. To be jostled by thousands, all

arrayed in costumes and jewels that were sights in themselves; to visit

not only the great picture gallery of Stafford House, but the smaller

apartments, rarely shown to visitors; to be treated by guests and

attendants as an honored friend of the family and not as an intruder;

all these things made me thoroughly enjoy what would otherwise have been

a sightseeing bore.

It was a marvellous pageant, and to stand looking over the railing of

the high balcony at the crush of vague-expressioned lights of London

society, drifting slowly up the staircase in their own impassive way,

was to me a “Sight Which Should on No Account be Omitted.”

With a sort of chameleonic tendency, I involuntarily acquired a similar

air, and like one in a dream I was introduced to celebrities of all

degrees. Authors of renown, artists of repute, soldiers of glorious

record, all were presented in bewildering succession.

Their demeanor was invariably gracious, kindly, and charming; they

addressed me as if intensely interested in my well-being, past, present,

and future. And yet, combined with their warm interest, was that

indefinite, preoccupied, waveringness of expression, that made me feel

positive if I should suddenly sink through the floor the speaker would

go on talking just the same, quite unaware of my absence.

The feast prepared for this grand army of society was on a scale

commensurate with the rest of the exhibition.

Apparently, whoever was in charge had simply provided all there was in

the world of everything; and a guest had merely to mention a preference

for anything edible, and it was immediately served to him.

The Londoners of course, being quite unaware what they wanted to eat,

vaguely suggested one thing or another at random; and the vague waiters,

apparently knowing the game, brought them something quite different.

These viands the Londoners consumed with satisfaction; but in what was

unmistakably a crass ignorance of what they were eating.

All this fascinated me so that I greatly desired to try experiments,

such as sprinkling their food thickly with red pepper or putting sugar

in their wine. I have not the slightest doubt that they would have

calmly continued their repast, without the slightest suspicion of

anything wrong.

The air of the “passive patrician” of London society is unmistakable,

inimitable, and absorbingly interesting; and never did I have a better

opportunity to observe it than at the beautiful reception at Stafford

House to which I was invited, “quite informally.”

In contrast to this, and as a fine example of the Londoner’s utter

absence of a sense of proportion, listen to the tale of a lady who

called on me one day.

I had met her before, but knew her very slightly. She was exceedingly

polite, and well-bred, and of very formal manner.

The purpose of her call was to invite me to her house. She definitely

stated a date ten days hence, and asked if I would enjoy a

bread-and-milk supper. “For we are plain folk,” she said, “and do not

entertain on an elaborate scale.”

I accepted with pleasure, and she went politely away.

But I was not to be fooled by intimations of informality. “Bread and

milk,” indeed! _that_, I well knew, was a euphonious burlesque for a

high tea if not a sumptuous dinner. I remembered that she had called

personally to invite me; that she asked me ten days before the occasion;

and that the hour, seven o’clock, might mean anything at all.

Therefore, when the day came, I donned evening costume, called a hansom,

and started.

I had never been to the house before, and on reaching it found myself

confronted by a high stone wall and a broad wooden door.

Pushing open the latter, I doubtfully entered, and seemed to be in a

large and somewhat neglected garden filled with a tangle of shrubs,

vines, and flowers. Magnificent old trees drooped their branches low

over the winding paths; rustic arbors, covered with earwiggy vines,

would have delighted Amy March; here and there a broken and

weather-beaten statue of stone or marble poked its head or its

headlessness up through the wandering branches.

I started uncertainly along the most promising of the paths, and at last

came in sight of a house.

A picturesque affair it was. A staircase ran up on the outside, and a

tree,—an actual tree—came up through the middle of the roof. It was

like a small, tall cottage, almost covered with rambling vines, and

surrounded by an irregular, paved court.

From an inconspicuous portal my hostess advanced to greet me. She wore a

summer muslin, simply made, and I promptly felt embarrassed because of

my stunning evening gown.

Her welcome was most cordial, and expressive of beaming hospitality.

“You must enter by the back door,” she explained, “as the vines have

grown over the trellis, so that we cannot get around them to the front

door to enter; though of course we can go out at it. But this side of

the house is more picturesque, anyway. Do you not think it delightful?”

A bit bewildered, I was ushered into a room, strange, but most

interesting. It contained a mantel and fireplace which had been

originally in Oliver Goldsmith’s house, and which was a valuable gem,

both intrinsically and by association. The other fittings of the room

were quite in harmony with this unique possession, and showed

experienced selection, and taste in arrangement. The next room, in the

centre of the house, was the one through which the tree grew. Straight

up, from floor to ceiling, the magnificent trunk formed a noble column,

around which had been built a somewhat undignified table.

Another room was entirely furnished with wonderful specimens of old

Spanish marquetry—such exquisite pieces that it seemed unfair for one

person to own them all. Any one of them would have been a gem of any

collection.

My friend was a charming hostess; and when her husband appeared, he

proved not only a charming host, but a marvellous conversationalist.

So engrossed did we all become in talking, so quick were my friends at

repartee, so interesting the tales they told of their varied

experiences, that the time slipped away rapidly, and the quaint old

clock, which was a gem of some period or other, chimed eight before any

mention had been made of the evening meal.

“Why, it’s after supper-time!” exclaimed my hostess, “let us go to the

dining-room at once.”

The dining-room was another revelation. One corner was occupied by a

huge, high-backed angle-shaped seat of carved wood, which carried with

it the atmosphere of a ruined cathedral or a _Hofbrauhaus_. The latter

effect was perhaps due to the sturdy oaken table which had been drawn

into the corner, convenient to the great settee.

After we were seated, a maid suddenly appeared. She was garbed in a

gorgeous and elaborate costume which seemed to be the perfection of a

peasant’s holiday attire. Huge gold earrings and strings of clinking

beads were worn with a confection of bright-colored satin and cotton

lace, which would have been conspicuous in the front row of a comic

opera chorus.

[Illustration]

If you’ll believe me, that Gilbert and Sullivan piece of property

brought in and served, with neatness and despatch, a meal which

consisted solely of bread and milk!

The bowls were of Crown Derby, the milk in jugs of magnificent old ware,

and the old silver spoons were beyond price.

Yet so accustomed had I become to unexpectedness, and so imbued was I

with the spirit of surprise that haunted the whole place, that the

proceeding seemed quite rational, and I ate my bread and milk

contentedly and in large quantities.

[Illustration: I ate my bread and milk contentedly and in large

quantities.]

There was no other guest, but I shall never forget the delight of that

supper. Never have I seen a more innate and beautiful hospitality; never

have I heard more delightfully witty conversation; never have I been so

fascinated by an experience.

And so if Londoners choose to scribble a hasty note inviting one

carelessly to a reception at Stafford House, and if they see fit to make

a personal call far in advance to ask one to a bread-and-milk supper,

far be it from me to object. But I merely observe, in passing, that they

have no sense of proportion, at least in their ideas of the formality

demanded by social occasions.

[Illustration] _VIII._ _A Sentimental Journey_

I suppose every one experiences sudden moments of self-revelation that

come without rhyme or reason, like a thunderbolt out of a clear sky:

revelations that make clear in one illuminative flash conditions and

motives that have been tangled in a vague obscurity of doubt.

It was when such an instantaneous radiance of mental vision came to me I

realized at once why I had come to England. It was simply and only that

I might visit Stratford-on-Avon.

Nor was this pilgrimage to be lightly undertaken. Well I knew that the

position Shakespeare occupied in my lists of hero-worship demanded that

a fitting tribute of emotion be displayed at sight of such material

memorials as were preserved at his birthplace.

Moreover, I knew that, whatever might be my sense of reverential homage,

in me the power of emotional demonstration did not abound.

But it is ever my custom, when possible, to supply or amend such lacks

as I may note in my nature, by any available means.

And what could be wiser than when going on such an important journey,

and where I knew my own powers would fall short of an imperative

requirement, to take with me some one who should adequately supplement

my shortcomings?

Being of a methodical nature, I have my friends as definitely classified

and as neatly pigeon-holed as my old letters. Mentally running over my

collection of available companions, I stopped at Sentimental Tommy,

knowing I need look no further.

Of course Sentimental Tommy was not his real name, but it is my custom

to bestow upon my friends such titles as seem to me appropriate or

descriptive.

Sentimental Tommy, then, was the only man in the world, so far as I

knew, who would make a perfect associate for a day in Stratford. His

especial qualifications were a chameleonic power of adaptability, an

instant and sympathetic comprehension of mood, an unbounded capacity for

sentiment, and a genius for comradeship. He was also a man to whom one

could say “come, and he cometh,” without any fuss about it.

The date being arranged, I turned to my Baedeker and was deeply

delighted to discover that we must take a train from Euston Station. For

it seemed that the wonderful columned façade of Euston was the only

appropriate exit from London, when one’s destination was Stratford. I

had hoped that our route might cause us to pass through Upper Tooting,

as, next to Stratford, this was to me the most interesting name in my

little red book. I know not why, but Upper Tooting has always possessed

for me a strange fascination and, though it sounds merely like the high

notes of a French horn, yet my intuition tells me that it is full of

deep and absorbing interest.

Sentimental Tommy met me at Euston Station, and bought tickets for

Stratford as casually as if it had been on the Pennsylvania Railroad.

Tommy was in jubilant spirits that morning, with the peculiar kind of

international triumph which comes only to an American who has attained

some especial favour of the English. Gleefully he told me of his great

luck: Only that morning he had been kicked by the King’s cat! An early

stroll past Buckingham Palace and along Constitution Hill had resulted

in an interview with the royal feline, and the above-mentioned honorable

result had been achieved. My observation to the effect that I didn’t

know that cats kicked, was met by the simple statement that this cat

did,—and then we went on to Stratford.

[Illustration: Kicked by the King’s cat.]

The ride being in part through the same country that I had traversed

when coming to London, I felt quite at home in my surroundings; and we

chatted gayly of everything under the sun except the immortal hero of

our pilgrimage.

That’s what I like about Tommy—he has such a wonderful intuitive sense

of conversational values. And though his obsession by Shakespeare is

precisely the same as my own, and though he is himself a _Bartlett’s

Concordance_ in men’s clothing, yet I knew, for a surety, that he would

quote no line from the poet through the entire day.

As we had neither of us ever been in Stratford before, we left the train

at the station and paced the little town with an anticipation that was

like a blank page, to be written on by whatever might happen next.

Trusting to Tommy’s instinct, we asked no questions of guidance, and

started off at random, on a nowise remarkable street. It was an affable

August day, and our gait was much like that of a snail at full gallop;

yet before we turned the first corner tears stood in my eyes,—though

whether caused by the thrill of being on Shakespeare’s ground, or the

reflection of Tommy’s discernibly suppressed emotion, I’ve no idea.

But for pure delightfulness of sensation it is difficult to surpass that

aimless wandering through Stratford, with a subconsciousness of what was

awaiting us.

In London, historical associations crop up at every step; but, though

pointing backward, each points in a different direction, and so they

form a great semicircular horizon which becomes misty and vague in the

distance. This is restful, and gives one a mere sense of blurred

perspective. But Stratford is definite and coherent. Everything in it,

material or otherwise, points sharply back to the one figure, and the

converging rays meet with a suddenness that is dazzling and well-nigh

stunning.

Stratford is reeking with dramatic quality, and a sudden breath of its

atmosphere makes for mental unbalance.

“Don’t take it so hard,” said Tommy, with his gentle smile; “this is

really the worst of it,—except perhaps one other bit,—and it will soon

be over.”

“Why, we haven’t begun yet,” said I, in astonishment.

“You’re thinking of the Birthplace, the Memorial, and the Church. You

ought to know that we can see, absorb, and assimilate those things in

just about one minute each. It is this that counts,—this, and the

footpath across the fields to Shottery.”

“And the River,” I added.

“Yes, and the River.”

Following his unerring instincts, Tommy’s steps led us, though perhaps

not by the most direct route, to the Shakespeare Hotel.

“You know,” he said, “intending visitors to Stratford are invariably

instructed by returned visitors to go to the Red Lion Inn, or Red Bear,

or Red something; but instinct tells me that this hostelry has a message

for us.”

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