CHAPTER XVII.

Kirsteen, up to this time, had kept as much as possible out of her

father’s way, and he had taken no notice of her presence in the house.

When she came within his range of vision he turned his back upon her but

said nothing. It appeared to her now, however, that it was necessary to

change her procedure. If she were to do anything for Jeanie she must

take a more decided part. Accordingly, on the evening of her mother’s

funeral, Kirsteen appeared at the family table among the others. Her

father perceived her as he took his place, and gave her a somewhat fixed

look from under his eyebrows, along with a muttered exclamation; but he

said nothing, and suffered her presence without any demonstration of

displeasure. The evening was like and yet unlike one of the former

ceremonials of the house on the eve of the departure of sons. It was a

celebration like that, but the hero of the occasion was not there, and

the party at table after a week of composed, quiet, subdued voices, and

melancholy subjects, showed a certain relief in the fact that all was

over, and nothing further required to show their respect. The black

ribbons in Miss Eelen’s cap nodded as she moved her head, and Mary was

very careful of the crisp new crape which ornamented her dress, while

Mr. Pyper, the minister, would make an occasional remark in conformity

with what were supposed to be the feelings of the bereaved family. But

these were almost the only signs of mourning. Jeanie, after all the

agitation of the morning, presented a changeful aspect, and her eyes

were heavy and a little red with tears; and Jamie, the last of the boys,

had an open-eyed, wistful, almost startled look, feeling very solitary,

poor boy, and wishing to be away like the rest. There was no one who had

felt the mother’s death, or perhaps it would be almost more just to say

the presence of death in the house, as this boy, more imaginative than

the rest, to whom the week’s interval had been a terrible one. He was

pale under his freckles, with a dismal look in his wide eyes, the

impression of the funeral still too strong upon him for any other

feeling. But the others were relieved; it is impossible to use another

word.

“The country will be very quiet this year with nobody at the castle,”

said Mary in subdued tones.

“It will make little difference to ainy of you,” replied Miss Eelen, her

black bows nodding in her cap, “for if there had been fifty balls, ye

could not in decency have gone to ainy one o’ them.”

“There are more folk in the country than us,” said Mary, with a little

sharpness. “But I hear Lady Chatty’s far from happy, poor thing. For my

part I never had any confidence in the man.”

“The man was well enough; there’s nothing to be said against the man;

they’re just both spenders, and no siller to spend.”

“That is what I am saying,” said Mary. “The Duke’s daughter, and her

beauty, and her fashion, and all that--and at the last to take up with a

poor man.”

“What do you think, Drumcarro, of this Catholic Emancipation that is

making such a noise?” said Glendochart, as the ladies continued to argue

over the subject of Lady Chatty.

“I just think that we’ll have all the wild Irish and the wild North on

our hands before we know where we are--and Jesuits going to and fro over

the face of the earth like Sawtan in the Scriptures--if the Government

doesn’t stand firm.”

“I cannot but think, however,” said Glendochart, “that there’s something

to be said on the other side. A large number of our country folk just

put out of the question altogether.”

“There’s nothing to be said on the other side of the question,” cried

Drumcarro, with his fierce look. “Fellow subjects! just thae deevils of

Irish and a whean idle Crofters that will neither fish the seas nor

delve the land--and a horde of priests at the head of them. Them that

think the Pope of Rome should have a hand in governing this country will

get little backing from me.”

“I allow,” said Mr. Pyper, “that it’s a difficult question with modern

notions of toleration, and all that--but violent evils must have

violent remedies--and when ye think, Glendochart, what this country has

suffered from Papal rule--”

“I would just have no dealings with the pooers of darkness,” said Mr.

Douglas, bringing down his hand upon the table with a force which made

everything tremble.

“Bless me,” cried Miss Eelen, “what’s wrong with ye, Drumcarro? Ye’ll

break all the glasses. Eh, but the pooers o’ darkness are no so easy to

make or meddle with. The minister will tell ye that they are just in our

hearts and at our doors.”

“Ye may say that, Miss Eelen,” said Mr. Pyper, shaking his head

professionally; “but it was in the sphere of politics our friend was

meaning. It would be a fine thing if, with all our progress, we were to

find ourselves back again in the hands of the Inquiseetion and yon wild

Irishman O’Connell.”

“I would learn them a lesson,” cried Drumcarro, “there’s none o’ them to

be trusted. I would let them know there would be no trafficking with

treason. We’ve had enough in Scotland of the thumbscrew and the boot--no

but what judeeciously employed,” he added a moment after, “with the

ignorant, when ye cannot get at them in any other way--”

“I hope ye don’t advocate torture, Drumcarro; that would be a curious

way of opposing Catholic Emancipation,” said Glendochart.

“I’m not saying, sir, that I advocate torture; but I’ve seen

cases--when deevilish obstinacy had to be dealt with,” said the old

slave-driver, with a gleam of fire from under his shaggy eyebrows.

“Well, well,” said the minister softly, raising a large hand in

deprecation of the argument, “that’s perhaps departing from the

immediate question. I hear there’s like to be trouble in your parish,

Glendochart, about the new presentee. The Duke has been maybe a little

hasty--an old tutor, that had to be provided for.”

“If he manages the parish as ill as he managed some of the young lords,”

said Glendochart, with a shrug of his shoulders.

“I will not have a word said against the young lords,” cried Mary.

“They’re just very pleasant--and as ceevil young men as ye could meet

anywhere--there’s Lord John that we know best.”

Miss Eelen shook her head till the black bows fluttered as if in a

strong wind. “You’re all just infatuate about Lord John. I would not

trust him, not a step out o’ my sight. I have no faith in your Lord

Johns. Begging your pardon, Glendochart, they’re not a true race, and

Lord John he is the worst of a’.”

“I think you might know better, Aunt Eelen, than to bring up accusations

against the head of my husband’s name.”

“Your husband quotha!” cried Miss Eelen. “It was said of them for

hundreds of years before your husband was born or thought of.”

The minister again intervened to smooth matters down with instances of

the power and value of the race thus called in question. Jeanie was

seated at the other end of the table out of reach of the principal

personages who kept up the conversation, but she started at the name of

Lord John, and her pale face with the faint redness round the eyes,

which appealed so powerfully to Kirsteen’s sympathies, grew suddenly

crimson. She cast a terrified look at her sister who sat silently by

her, and caught Kirsteen’s hand under the table with a clutch as of

despair. Lord John! Kirsteen had made no attempt to identify Jeanie’s

wooer whom the girl held in such strange terror. Her own heart gave a

bound of alarm yet disdain. She asked with her eyes, “Is that the man?”

and received from Jeanie an answering look of confusion and trouble.

There were no words exchanged between them. Kirsteen shook her head with

a gesture which to Jeanie’s eyes expressed not only disapproval but

surprise and scorn, and Jeanie let go her hold of her sister’s hand with

an impulse of impatience much like that with which she had cried, “I

thought you would understand!” This little conversation by pantomime

made the heart of the elder sister ache. “Lord John,” she said to

herself, “Lord John!” with mingled fear and astonishment. That Jeanie

should be in danger from him--that he should dare! that her little

sister with that angelic face, who had once been touched as Kirsteen

said by true love should feel a temptation in the flattering words of

the man from whom she yet desired to escape, conscious that he was not

a true man! Kirsteen’s experiences had been of a simple kind hitherto.

She was acquainted with no such problems. It cost her a painful effort

to bring herself even to the threshold of Jeanie’s confused mind. She

could not comprehend the conflict that was going on there. And yet she

could not forsake her little sister even though the circumstances were

such as she did not understand.

“Glendochart,” said Mary when the ladies had retired to the parlour

leaving the gentlemen to consume their toddy, “has had a letter from

Major Gordon that we first met in London, Kirsteen. I cannot call to

mind where my husband met him, if it was at the Duke’s or where. But we

had him down for the shooting, and two or three times he just went and

came--and admired Jeanie--but that’s no wonder, for there’s nobody but

what admires Jeanie. He’s wanting to come again if we’ll ask him. But I

doubt if I’ll do it--for Jeanie--where is she? I hope she cannot hear

me--is on the way to something far grander or I’m much mistaken--and I’m

not one that makes mistakes in that way.”

“If ye paid any attention to me,” said Miss Eelen, “I would say ye were

making the greatest mistake ye ever made in your life.”

“That’s because it’s not one of your Douglas allies--and you’re full of

auld world freats and proverbs about names, but I would like to hear in

our family who had anything to say against my husband’s name.”

“If you mean Lord John--do you know he has not a good reputation? Very

ill things are said of him.”

“In London,” said the Lady of Glendochart with a superior smile. “My

experience is that there’s just nothing but scandal in London. But in

his own country he’s the Duke’s son and one of the first of his name.”

“There are some things that one learns in London,” said Kirsteen with a

little of that quick growing identification of one’s self with one’s

habitation which changes the point of view; “and Mary, if you will let

me say it, this is one. The Duke’s son does not match with a country

laird’s daughter however bonny she may be, unless he may be one of the

romanticks that will make a sacrifice--but Lord John, he is not one.”

“I would hope not,” cried Mary. “The romanticks you are meaning are just

fools and fantastic persons like--“ she was about to have said like

yourself, but forebore.

“He would need to be fantastic that went to the Duke his father, and

said I am going to be married to Jeanie Douglas of Drumcarro.”

“Ye go a little too far, Kirsteen,” said Miss Eelen. “The Douglases

might match with princes so far as blood goes. But I’m not saying (for I

know their ways) that there is not reason in it. He will just get up a

talk about the lassie and then he will go away.”

“Ye are two ravens,” said Mary; “he will do nothing of the kind.”

“I wish you would take her to Glendochart, Mary. She is not happy. If it

is Lord John or something else I cannot tell. She says she would like to

come with me--but what would my father say?”

“Say! just what we all would say--that we would not permit it. A

mantua-maker’s house in London for Jeanie Douglas. Oh, you need not

blaze up, Kirsteen; ye have made your bed and ye must lie on it--but

Jeanie!”

Kirsteen did not blaze up. Her eyes flashed, her colour rose; but she

restrained herself with a great effort--for what would be the use? “The

more reason,” she said, “that you should step in--you that are no

mantua-maker but a lady in your own house. Take Jeanie with you, and

keep her safe--and if you will take my advice ask Major Gordon. He is

not rich but he has a very good name.”

“I mind now,” said Mary, “that these Gordons were friends of yours--and

you want to keep Jeanie down, just in a mean position when she might

take her place among the highest. I would not have thought ye were so

little, Kirsteen. But I have nothing of that. I’ve always been proud of

Jeanie and I’m not minding if she’s put over my head. I’ll bring no man

here to distract her mind--and I’ll put no spoke in her wheel, my bonny

little sister. She shall be the first and grandest of us all, if I can

do it. And then her ladyship,” cried Mary, “will know who was her best

friend.”

“Perhaps I think less of ladyships being more used to them,” cried

Kirsteen, irritated beyond her self-control. “If ye bring her to shame

instead of grandeur who will she thank then?”

“To shame!” cried Mary. “Let them say that word that dare.”

“But I dare! And I know them all, and what they think of him in his own

family. And that he’s not safe for a girl like Jeanie to know. Aunt

Eelen, you know them as well, and you know if what I say is true.”

“Young weemen,” said Miss Eelen, “if ye think that words of strife are

seemly in a house where the mother’s buried that day, it’s not my

opinion. Kirsteen goes too far, though I would not say but there was

reason in it,” she added after a moment “Whisht, both of you--here is

the poor bairn herself.”

The next morning Kirsteen, in her despair, took a still bolder step. She

went to the door of the room in which Drumcarro was, and knocked for

admittance. He stared at her as she came in with a lowering brow, and

_humph_! of ungracious surprise, and stopped in his reading of the

paper, but said nothing.

“Father,” said Kirsteen, “I am going away to-day.”

He gave her another lowering and stormy glance. “It is the best thing

you can do,” he said. “You were never wanted here.”

Kirsteen, wounded, could not refrain from saying, “My mother wanted me,”

which was met solely by that impatient indifference which we render

badly by the word _humph_!

“But I did not come to speak of myself. I know,” she said, “father, that

you like where you can to add on a little of the old Douglas lands to

what you have already.”

He gave her a more direct look, astonished, not knowing what she meant;

then, “What o’ that?” he said.

“No more than this--that money’s sometimes wanting, and I thought if the

opportunity arose--I have done very well--I have some siller--at your

command.”

Drumcarro was very much startled; he dropped the newspaper which he had

been holding before him, as an intimation that her visit was an

interruption, and turning round stared at her for a moment with genuine

surprise. Then he said, “Your mantua-making must have thriven. I would

like to know one thing about ye, have you put my name intill your

miserable trade?”

“No,” she said; “so far as any name is in it, it is Miss Kirsteen.”

He gave a sigh of relief. “I’m glad at least that ye have not brought

disgrace upon the name of Douglas.”

“The name of Douglas will never get disgrace from me,” cried Kirsteen

proudly, with an answering glance of fire. “There is no one that bears

it that has more care of it than me. If you kept it in as great honour

at home----”

He laughed grimly. “My lass, you may trust me for that.”

“I hope so, father; I hope there will be no speaking got up about the

bonniest of us all--the youngest and the sweetest.”

His fiery eyes gave forth a gleam of mingled exultation and anger. “I

see,” he said, “you’re jealous, like all your kind. A woman can never

stand another being mounted o’er her head. Trust you me, my woman, to

take care of Jeanie; it’s my place.”

“Yes,” she said, “it’s your place.” Then hesitating, Kirsteen continued:

“She would have liked--to go to London with me.”

“To London with you!”

“It is excusable,” said Kirsteen; “it is natural that a young thing

should desire to see a little of the world.”

Mr. Douglas expressed his feelings in a harsh and angry laugh. “Out of a

mantua-maker’s windows,” he cried; then added with solemnity, “and her

mother dead just a week to-day.”

“It’s not for want of heart,” said Kirsteen. She paused again, and then

speaking quickly with all the courage she could summon up: “Oh, father,

yon Lord John--there’s no truth in him; there’s no trust to be put in

him! She’s frightened for him, father.”

“Hold your peace!” he cried. “I’ll have none of your slandering here.”

“Father, mind--you’ll have to be both father and mother to Jeanie. If it

should come to pass that every old wife in the clachan had a hold of

her bonny name!”

Perhaps it was not unnatural that Drumcarro should resent this speech.

“If ye will mind your own concerns,” he said grimly, “I will take care

of mine. The sooner you go your own gait the better; there will be more

peace left behind.”

“I have delivered my soul,” said Kirsteen; “the wyte will be upon your

own head if you close your eyes. Farewell, father, if we should never

meet again.”

She stood for a moment waiting his reply; then made him a curtsey as she

had done when she was a little girl. Something perhaps in this

salutation touched Drumcarro. He broke out into a laugh, not so harsh as

before. “Fare ye well,” he said, “you were always upsetting, and wiser

than other folk. But I’ll mind what you said about the siller, which was

not without reason. And I’ve little doubt but I’ll see ye again. You’re

too fond o’ meddling not to come back now ye’ve got your hand in.”

This was all the leave-taking between father and daughter, but

Kirsteen’s heart was touched as she went away. It was at once a sign of

amity and a permission--a condoning of her past sins and almost an

invitation to return.

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