CHAPTER XXXIV.

FEVER-STRICKEN.

When the servant who had been in the habit of waiting upon Lionel

Westford entered the young man’s bedroom late at night, in order to

close the shutters of the apartment, he found Lionel lying on the

bed in the state of unconsciousness into which he had fallen. The

astonishment of the servant was very great. Several hours had passed

since he had entered Lionel’s sitting-room in order to prepare the

table for dinner. He had then found the apartment empty, and the

letter addressed to Miss Godwin lying on the table. He had taken

that letter to Julia, and had been told by her that Mr. Wilton had

left the Hall for an indefinite period, and that his services would

therefore be no longer needed in the chintz-rooms at the end of the

corridor.

But now he found Lionel Westford lying on the bed, dressed in his

walking clothes, and his hair damp and dishevelled.

Lionel’s face was turned towards the wall, and it never occurred to

the man that he might possibly be ill. Only one idea entered his

mind; and that was, that the artist had been drinking somewhere

during his absence from the Hall, and had returned intoxicated to

fling himself dressed upon his bed.

“If a servant did such a thing, he’d lose his situation,” thought the

man; “but I suppose your artist chaps can do what they please. Miss

Godwin seems to have an uncommon fancy for this one, but I don’t know

what she’ll say when she hears of his goings-on.”

He left Lionel’s room, and descended to the lower part of the

house. Julia Godwin was seated in the drawing-room; but she was

not alone. Mrs. Melville was on guard as usual, with her eternal

embroidery-frame before her, the very pattern of primness and

propriety.

She had watched Julia narrowly since the coming of Lionel Westford,

and she by no means approved that young lady’s evident liking for the

artist.

The man-servant entered the drawing-room and told the two ladies of

Mr. Wilton’s return.

Nothing could exceed Mrs. Melville’s indignation.

“Returned!” she exclaimed; “returned to the Hall without giving

any notice of his return, or offering any explanation of his

conduct, after writing a formal letter to Miss Godwin announcing his

departure! I really never heard of such impertinence. What can he

mean by such conduct?”

Julia said nothing. She had been cruelly wounded by the receipt of

Lionel’s cold-worded letter telling her of his departure, and she had

been very silent throughout the afternoon and evening. She bent over

her book so as to keep her face concealed from Mrs. Melville and the

servant, and made no remark whatever.

“Julia, my dear!” exclaimed Mrs. Melville, “did you ever hear of such

mingled audacity and ingratitude? I am really quite distressed upon

your account, as this person is a kind of _protégé_ of yours. Are you

not surprised, my love, and are you not indignant at such insolence?”

Poor Julia was obliged to look up as she answered these energetic

questions.

“There may be some reason for his conduct, perhaps, Mrs. Melville,”

she said gently. “He may have changed his mind, and may have decided

on returning to the Hall. He knew how much I wanted those pictures

finished, and he may have been anxious to complete them.”

“But, my dearest Julia, to return in such a manner, and to lie down

in his clothes, just like some horrid intoxicated member of the

working-classes! O, it’s really dreadful!”

“That’s about it, I think, mum,” answered the servant, with an

ill-concealed grin. “I fancy as how Mr. Wilton has took a little more

than is good for him, and finding hisself queer, he come back here to

sleep instead of going up to London by rail.”

“Intoxicated!” shrieked Mrs. Melville; “an intoxicated man has dared

to enter this house! Go to Mrs. Beckson immediately Thomas, and

tell her to go to Mr. Wilton’s apartment and order him to leave the

Hall without a moment’s delay. Not for an instant will I suffer an

intoxicated person to pollute this house by his odious presence.”

“Stop, Mrs. Melville,” said Julia; “we do not know that Mr. Wilton

is intoxicated; and I should think from what I have seen of his

habits that such a thing is most unlikely. In any case, he must

not be turned out of this house to-night. It is just possible that

he may be ill. To-morrow morning will be quite soon enough for any

investigation that you may wish to make; and unless I am very much

mistaken, Mr. Wilton will be able to give a satisfactory explanation

of his conduct.”

“But, my darling Julia, I cannot really suffer an intoxicated person

to--”

“This is my father’s house, Mrs. Melville; and on this point I must

beg to have my own way.”

Mrs. Melville gave a dubious kind of cough. She felt that she was

treading on dangerous ground. Julia Godwin was a spoiled child,

and the banker might be very apt to resent any offence against his

darling.

“Well, my sweetest Julia,” murmured the widow meekly, “if you really

wish an intoxicated person to remain in the house--”

“I merely wish to hear Mr. Wilton’s own explanation of his conduct

to-morrow morning,” Julia answered quietly. “You can go, Thomas,” she

added, turning to the servant, who had lingered to see the result of

this little battle between the two ladies.

No more was said that night upon the subject of Lionel’s return,

but there was some little restraint between the two ladies all the

evening. Julia occupied herself with her book, which she affected

to find intensely interesting; but Mrs. Melville could see by the

subdued light of the reading-lamp that her face was very pale.

“There is no doubt as to the state of her feelings,” thought the

widow; “the silly girl has fallen in love with this handsome young

adventurer. I must enlighten Mr. Godwin upon the subject the first

time he comes to Wilmingdon.”

Early the next morning the two ladies were seated at breakfast in a

prettily-furnished room opening into the garden. Julia was still pale

and thoughtful; the widow was still watchful of her charge--fearing

that she might be blamed for any foolish attachment formed by the

banker’s daughter, and might perhaps forfeit a most profitable and

agreeable position. She tried to win Julia to talk in her usual

cheerful and animated manner; but the girl was evidently preoccupied,

and Mrs. Melville was obliged to abandon the attempt to sustain any

conversation.

They were still seated at the breakfast-table when a knock sounded on

the door, which was opened the next moment to give admittance to the

portly form of Mrs. Beckson, the housekeeper, who entered, curtseying

with profound respect.

“I am sure, ladies, I am very sorry to intrude upon you in the midst

of your breakfasts, especially being the bearer of unpleasant news,

as one may say, for of course illness is not pleasant, even when

relating to a stranger, thank Providence, and not a member of the

family, but still a remarkably civil-spoken and genteel young man,

who has no doubt seen better days, which is the case with so many of

us, only it isn’t our place to rebel against the ways of Providence;

and I’m sure, Miss Godwin, and you too, Mrs. Melville, ma’am----”

Julia had risen, deathly pale, and trembling violently. She did not

even make any attempt to conceal her agitation.

“For pity’s sake, tell us what is the matter, Mrs. Beckson!” she

exclaimed, interrupting the rapid flow of the housekeeper’s speech.

“Is Mr. Wil----is any one ill?”

“Yes; it is Mr. Wilton, Miss,” answered Mrs. Beckson. “And I think I

never, in the whole course of my life, see any one in such a raging

fever.”

Mrs. Melville turned uneasily towards Julia; she expected that the

girl would faint. But there was no weakness in Julia Godwin’s nature;

she had all a woman’s tenderness, but more than a woman’s courage and

endurance.

She resumed her seat, and betrayed no further emotion, except such

anxiety as any woman might reasonably feel for a person residing

beneath her father’s roof.

“Have you sent for the doctor, Mrs. Beckson?” she asked very quietly.

“O yes, Miss! I sent off immediately. William Jones, one of the

stablemen, has ridden off to Hertford as fast as he can gallop; but,

go as quick as he may, it must be some time before he can get back

with Doctor Granger; and in the meantime I’ve told Thomas to get

the poor young man into a nice warm bed, and to bathe his head with

vinegar and water.”

“He is very ill, then?” said Julia.

“Awful bad, miss! Since my poor cousin Caleb was took with the

brain-fever that night last June twelvemonth, I never see any one

half so bad--and this poor young man seems even worse than Caleb.

When our Thomas went into the room this morning, he found Mr.

Wilton sitting at the open window shivering just as if he’d shake

to pieces, and yet in a burning fever all the time. And what’s the

strangest part of the whole business, he was raving about murder, and

treachery, and stabbing, and such-like, just for all the world like

our Caleb.”

“Strange!” murmured Julia.

It was strange. A kind of horror filled the girl’s breast as she

thought that this was the second person who had been stricken with

sudden illness--with illness which reduced them from sanity to raving

madness; and that the minds of both should dwell on the same dark and

hideous subjects.

“It is enough to make one superstitious,” she exclaimed, with a

shudder; “it is enough to make one believe that there is really some

truth in the ghastly stories the servants tell of those empty rooms

in the northern wing.”

That morning was a sad one for Julia Godwin. She wandered from room

to room, trying to occupy herself, trying to distract her mind from

the one subject upon which it unceasingly brooded, but trying in vain.

She could only think of the artist whom she knew as Lewis Wilton. He

was ill--suffering; in danger, perhaps.

For the first time she discovered that this man, whom she had sought

to benefit from an impulse of pure womanly compassion, had now

become dearer to her than any other creature in the universe, except

her father. A blush of shame dyed her face as the truth gradually

revealed itself to her.

To love one who had never sought her love--to love a stranger, whose

station was in the eyes of the world infinitely beneath her own--a

stranger with whom she had become acquainted under such peculiar

circumstances! What would the world say, should it ever know that

Miss Godwin’s charity had ended by her falling in love with the

object of her compassion?

Then, after some minutes of bitter and humiliating reflection,

Julia’s mind wandered back to those long afternoons in which she had

wasted hours talking to the artist in the laurel-walk or beneath the

solemn darkness of the spreading cedars.

She remembered the low tones of his voice, the noble sentiments which

had dropped, as if unconsciously spoken, from his lips.

“The world might despise him because of his poverty,” she thought;

“but whatever his present position may be, I feel sure that he is a

gentleman by birth and education.”

There was some comfort in this thought. There is no such torture for

the heart of a proud woman as the idea that she has wasted her love

upon one who is unworthy of her respect.

“I am not so mean a wretch as to remember his poverty,” thought

Julia. “I know that he is noble-minded, generous-hearted,

intellectual. What more can be needed to render him worthy of any

woman’s affection?”

And then Julia Godwin bent her head with a modest gesture, and a

tender smile illumined her countenance, as some good fairy’s voice

seemed to whisper gently in her ear, “Ah, Julia, and you know, too,

that he loves you.”

Even at such a time as this Julia Godwin could not repress the thrill

of happiness that stirred her breast as the conviction that she was

beloved by the young artist stole gradually upon her. But in the

next moment the thought of his illness sent an icy chill through her

heart. He was in danger; he might die.

Men, as young and bright as he, had often been snatched suddenly away

in the very morning of life. He might die.

Julia threw down the book which she had been vainly trying to read,

and went out through the French window on to the broad gravel walk in

front of the house.

Along this walk the doctor must come. Julia paced slowly up and down,

waiting for his coming with extreme anxiety. Several times, almost

in spite of herself, her eyes wandered upwards to the windows of the

room in which she knew Lewis Wilton must be lying.

The Venetian shutters were closed; all was still. Mrs. Melville

came out of the breakfast-room, and joined the anxious girl in her

promenade up and down the gravel walk.

Her presence tortured Julia, who found herself compelled to reply to

all manner of commonplace observations at a time when her mind was

distracted by secret anxiety. But the widow was not a person to be

easily shaken off. She talked perpetually, and seemed as if she would

not allow Julia to escape from her sight.

At last the doctor’s gig drove up to the door of the Hall. Julia

hurried forward to receive him.

“My dear Mr. Granger,” she said, “I wish you to tell me the exact

truth with regard to the patient you are about to visit: for if there

is any danger, I must write at once to my father.”

Her manner was so calm and collected that the surgeon was quite

unable to guess the real state of her feelings.

“My dear young lady, you are perfectly right,” he replied; “if there

is any danger, it will be better for you to write at once to Mr.

Godwin. In any case you shall hear the truth directly I have seen

this young man.”

He entered the house. Julia remained without, still accompanied by

Mrs. Melville. An agony of suspense tortured the proud girl’s heart

during the interval that elapsed before the doctor returned.

He was not long absent, yet the time seemed intolerably tedious.

Every moment Julia fancied she heard the surgeon’s step in the hall;

every moment she expected him to emerge from the door.

At last he came. He looked very grave, and Julia could see at the

first glance that Mrs. Beckson had not exaggerated Lewis Wilton’s

illness.

“He is very ill?” she said interrogatively.

“Yes, my dear Miss Godwin; I am sorry to say the case is very

serious. It seems to be rather a complicated case. There is rheumatic

fever, evidently the result of exposure to cold and damp; and there

seems to be some very great disorder of the brain, which must have

been caused by mental excitement. I cannot imagine what has so upset

the young man’s mind; but the delirium is of an aggravated kind. I

am afraid the servants must have frightened him with some of their

stories about the haunted rooms in the northern wing, for his

ravings all seem to relate to some story of a murder in one of the

cellars under the deserted rooms.”

“That is very strange!” exclaimed Julia. “I should have fancied Mr.

Wilton was far too highly educated to be affected by any such foolish

stories.”

“There is no accounting for this sort of thing. Superstition is not

always to be controlled by education.”

“And you think there is danger, and that I ought to write to papa?”

“I do indeed, Miss Godwin.”

“You will require further medical help, perhaps,” said Julia. “Shall

I ask papa to bring a physician from London?”

“No, Miss Godwin; I think there is no necessity for that. There

is danger; but the case is not beyond the skill of an ordinary

practitioner. If there should be any change in the aspect of the

fever, I will ask for aid; as it is, care and watchfulness can alone

help our patient.”

“Who is watching him now?”

“Mrs. Beckson, and the servant, Thomas Morrison. He will need very

careful watching; for in those fevers in which the brain is affected

there is sometimes danger of the patient doing himself some desperate

injury. A man has been known to cut his throat--to jump out of a

window. There is always a risk of some terrible catastrophe.”

Julia’s face grew ashy white to the very lips.

“For shame, Mr. Granger!” cried Mrs. Melville indignantly; “you have

quite unnerved my sweetest Julia.”

“Pray pardon me!” exclaimed the penitent doctor. “I should have

remembered that I was talking to a sensitive young lady, and not to a

brother surgeon. I hope you will forgive me, Miss Godwin.”

“You have no need of my forgiveness,” Julia answered. “I asked you to

tell me the truth, and I am very glad that you have done so. I will

write to papa immediately.”

She had quite recovered herself by this time, and was able to speak

with perfect composure. The surgeon took his leave, after promising

to call again before dusk.

Julia despatched a servant to the station at Hertford, with a message

which was to be telegraphed to Mr. Godwin’s London lodgings.

The telegram was duly delivered; and at five o’clock that afternoon

Rupert Godwin entered his daughter’s morning-room.

“Well, my dearest girl,” he exclaimed, “what is all this melancholy

business? Your artistic protégé seized with brain-fever, and you

as much concerned about the matter as if your pet Skye terrier’s

valuable life was in danger. What is it, my darling?”

He took his daughter in his arms and embraced her tenderly.

Infamous as this man’s life had been--hard, cruel, and remorseless

though his nature was, he was at least sincere in his love for

his beautiful daughter. And yet it was a selfish affection, after

all--such a love as a Sultan might feel for his favourite slave. She

was a part of himself, an element of happiness in his life.

Julia told her father the circumstances of the artist’s departure

from Wilmingdon, and his mysterious return the same evening. She told

him all that had happened that day, and the opinion of the Hertford

surgeon.

“It is such a strange business altogether, papa,” she said. “Mr.

Granger fancies that Mr. Wilton’s mind has been affected by some of

the servants’ stories about the northern wing. He has done nothing

but rave about a murder committed in one of the cellars. Papa,

papa!--what is the matter?”

Julia Godwin had ample cause for this exclamation, for the banker had

started from her as suddenly as if a thunderbolt had fallen between

him. What bolt from heaven could have been more appalling than the

words just uttered by his daughter’s innocent lips?

The father and daughter had been standing together near the open

window. The afternoon twilight shone full on Rupert Godwin’s face.

When Julia looked at him, she saw that great beads of perspiration

had started to his forehead. His face was livid; a convulsive

trembling shook him in every limb.

“Papa!” cried Julia, “for pity’s sake speak to me! What is the

matter?”

For some moments Rupert Godwin struggled to speak; but his tongue

clove to the roof of his mouth.

At last, with a terrible effort he spoke; but even then the words had

a strange, confused sound, like those of a man only just recovering

from a fit.

“It is nothing,” he said, “only a physical affection. It is a kind of

nervous fit that comes upon me suddenly now and then.”

“But, papa, it is very dreadful. You ought to consult a physician.”

“Pshaw, child! I tell you it is nothing!” exclaimed the banker

impatiently. “I will go upstairs and see this ailing protégé of

yours.”

There was an attempt at carelessness in the tone, but the banker’s

face had not lost its livid hue. He hurried from the room, and Julia

stood in the doorway looking after him, inexpressibly shocked and

terrified by his manner.

“Is it really a haunted house?” she thought; “and does some dark

shadow fall upon every one who enters it?”

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