CHAPTER XVIII.

“YOURN'S THE WAY!”

You are not to suppose, because this first Monday evening (which, by the

way, was concluded with sandwiches and coffee) was a success, pronounced

so by all concerned, that therefore the ones which followed were all

rose-color.

Fortunately, not one of the workers expected this, and so were brave and

cheerful under drawbacks.

These were numerous and varied.

After the first novelty wore off, it took at times only the most trivial

excuses to keep the boys away. Sometimes when they called their conduct

was anything but encouraging. They lolled in the easy-chairs, smelling

strongly of tobacco and other bar-room odors, refused insolently to

apply themselves to any work at hand, audibly pronounced the whole

thing “slow,” and in numberless ways severely tried the patience of both

Alfred and Gracie.

For the others, they had counted the cost,--at least the gentlemen

had,--and expected to move slowly, even to appear to go backward some

of the time. As for Mrs. Roberts, I have told you that she worked in a

peculiar manner, with the motto, “This one thing I do,” apparently ever

before her.

Each evening was distinct in itself, with efforts to make and obstacles

to overcome; and at its close she had a way of laying it aside, as

something with which her part was done, not attempting even to calculate

results; then she was ready to turn to a new day, and work steadily for

that.

The winter was slipping away and Gracie Dennis lingered. She could

hardly have told you why, yet there were many apparent reasons. Mrs.

Roberts wanted her, rejoiced in her, and coaxed irresistibly as often

as the thought of going home was mentioned. Then Gracie, laugh over the

peculiar work going on as she might, was undeniably interested in those

boys. She was working for them, therefore of course she was interested.

“I don't see how you can go this week?” would young Ried say to her,

with a perplexed air; “you know we have that matter all planned for next

Monday evening. How can we carry out the scheme if you are not there to

do your part?”

Then would Gracie laugh and demur and admit, to herself only, that it

was very pleasant to be needed--as she certainly was--for one night

more; and so the nights passed.

Her work was to be “Professor of Elocution,” as Mr. Roberts gaily called

her when the workers were alone together. It had been discovered that

she could read both prose and poetry with effect. So a reading-class was

organized, and they chose for the first evening, not one of Bryant's or

Whittier's gems, nor selections from Milton or Shakespeare, which would

have suited part of the company, nor yet the “Easy Readings” in some

standard spelling-book, which would have fitted the capacity of the

others, but with great care and much discussion, one of Will Carleton's

descriptive poems, full of homely, yet tender language, full of pathos

and of humor, was unanimously selected.

The first evening reading had been commenced with nuts and apples. There

are those who can see no connection between this and the intellectual;

happily for the characters with whom she had to deal, Mrs. Roberts was

not one of them. While the others were still enjoying the refreshments

she took the book and read. This was her quiet little sacrifice. It was

not pleasant to her to become a public reader. It required courage

to get through with one verse, with Dr. Everett sitting opposite, and

Gracie Dennis on a low seat at her side, and her husband listening

intently. Mrs. Roberts was not a good reader, and was aware of it. She

pronounced the words correctly, it is true; but when you had said that,

you had said all that there was to offer in praise of her effort. She

had some exasperating faults. But she bravely read the two verses, and

some of the boys listened, and one of them laughed; he had caught a

gleam of the fun in the poem. This, of course, was Nimble Dick.

Then Alfred Ried made the same effort on the same verses; his

performance was very little better, and he, too, knew it. He could

write, but he was by no means a public reader; this was his offering to

the general good. If those fellows, by reason of his mistakes, could

be induced to climb, he was willing to offer his pride on the altar. No

matter by what petty trials they were caught so that they were really

caught.

Then followed Gracie Dennis, and her own father, acceptable preacher

though he was, might with credit to himself have taken lessons of her.

She was certainly, for one so young and so unprofessional, a magnificent

reader. So indeed was Marion Wilbur, and she had enjoyed teaching

Gracie.

The poem blossomed in her hand. The crunching of nuts and apples

entirely ceased. The boys sat erect and listened and laughed and flushed

and swallowed suspiciously over some of the homely pathos. They had

never heard anything like that before, and they evidently appreciated

it. She read through to the end.

Then were unloosed the tongues! They exclaimed in delight:--

“What an accomplishment it is!” said Mr. Roberts; “and how few possess

it. Doctor, how many really fine readers have you heard in your life?”

“About three,” said the doctor, laconically.

“Well,” said Mrs. Roberts, “let us all be exceptions. Gracie, teach us

how. I will try again.”

And she did, on the first verse of the poem; with better success than

before; but how sharp the contrast between her reading and Gracie's, she

knew! It was not easy for her to read.

I don't know, possibly I am mistaken, but it seems to me that I have

known people ready for large sacrifices, who yet would shrink painfully

from these little ones.

In discussing the programme for the evening, the question had been, when

each had done his part, How were they to influence the boys to join?

_Could_ they join? Was it probable that they knew enough about reading

to attempt to speak the words of the poem? With reference to this

obstacle a poem had been chosen full of simple, homely words, such as

are in common use; especially was the first verse free from what Mr.

Roberts called “shoals.” Having heard the verse read several times, it

was hoped that some one of the seven might have courage to attempt it,

but Gracie did not believe that such would be the case.

“I don't see how we can ask them, and do it naturally,” said Dr.

Everett. “It is such an unheard-of thing, you know; and I am afraid, do

our best, it will present itself to them as a patronage, and that will

be fatal. The people who are low enough to need patronage are the very

ones who won't endure it.”

Whereupon various ways of managing the matter were discussed and

discarded; suddenly Mrs. Roberts turned to her young lieutenant, who had

been silent for some time, and said:--

“What are you thinking of, Mr. Ried? Do you see a way out?”

“No,” he said; “I have neither knowledge nor skill in such matters,

but my thoughts just then were far away; I was thinking how curiously,

certain apparently trivial instances of one's childhood will stand out

with almost startling prominence.”

“What sent you off in that direction?” questioned Dr. Everett. “There

must have been an association of ideas.”

“Oh, there was; I was thinking how vividly I remembered a discussion

between my mother and my sister, younger than Ester, in regard to some

matter which perplexed them; and when they could come to no satisfactory

conclusion they appealed to my sister Ester, who was resting as usual on

her lounge. I can seem to hear her voice as she said: 'We haven't to do

anything about it until to-morrow; perhaps to-morrow will have a light

of its own for our direction.”

“Thank you!” Mrs. Roberts said, her eyes lighting with an appreciative

smile; “we have not to do anything about this until Monday night, and

perhaps Monday night will see us wise.”

I don't know how many thought of this little conversation when Monday

evening came, but certainly Alfred Ried and Mrs. Roberts did, for

she glanced at him and smiled significantly when Dr. Everett, having

apparently forgotten that anything beyond their own pleasure was in

contemplation, challenged Gracie to a discussion as to the emphasis on

a certain word in the second line; he had never heard it so read, and he

called for an analysis that would sustain the reading, and received it,

and was not yet prepared to yield the point, but read the verse as he

had imagined it should be read, and then Gracie, at Mr. Roberts' call,

repeated it with her rendering, and I am not sure but all parties

concerned actually forgot their final object in the interest of the

discussion until they were suddenly called to it by an interrupting

voice:--

“Your'n's the way,” it said, with an emphatic nod of a shock of matted

hair, “your'n's the way.”

It was Dirk Colson. He had forgotten for the moment that anybody was

listening to him, save the two readers. He was looking directly at

Gracie, and the nods were evidently intended for her.

“Of course it is!” she said, eagerly, her face flushing with a triumph

that had nothing to do with the right emphasis; “you read it, won't you,

and show these people that we are right?”

Afterward Mrs. Roberts confessed that she involuntarily placed her hand

on her heart with a dim idea of hushing its beating lest others would

hear, so important to her did the moment seem. Dr. Everett looked

dismayed. The least hopeful one of the seven seemed Dirk. None of them

knew of his dangerous talent for imitation. None of them believed that

he would make any attempt at reading, but thought he would shrink into

deeper sullenness. All of them were mistaken. He reached for the book,

glanced for a moment over the lines, and then read the verse, with so

complete an imitation of Gracie Dennis, and yet with a voice and manner

that so fitted the homely words and the homely scene described that the

effect was actually better than when Gracie read.

Instinctively the cultured portion of his audience greeted the effort

with a clapping of hands. The blood, meantime, rolled in dark waves over

Dirk's face. He had been cheered before. None of his present applauders

could imagine what a set had often clapped their hands over his

successful imitations; but Dirk, who liked applause as well as other

human beings do, had never, in his wildest stretches of imagination,

placed himself before such people as listened now and received their

approval.

Great was the excitement and satisfaction. The six companions, far from

feeling any emotion of jealousy, seemed greatly elated, believing that

one of their number had made a “hit,” and increased their importance.

No one else could be found to attempt the verse. Nimble Dick shook his

head good-naturedly, and declared that he would rather “undertake to run

an engine to Californy” than try it; and the others were of like mind.

Then came Gracie to the front again:--

“I'll tell you what you must all do. I have been experimenting with that

type-writer, Mr. Roberts, all the week. You know it will manifold, with

the use of carbon paper, and it chances that when I was seized with a

desire to try its powers in that direction I choose this very verse to

copy; so I have fifteen good copies in print. You must each take a copy

and make this verse a study until next Monday; then I shall challenge

you all to sustain me in my reading.”

This proposition was hailed with such satisfaction by the older members

that it immediately became popular, and each boy received his copy

mechanically and gazed at it curiously: but Dirk Colson's thoughts were

turned in a new channel.

“Look here!” he said, detaining Gracie by an imperious inclination of

his head, as she handed him the copy; “how did you make these? didn't

you print them fifteen times? I didn't understand what you said.”

“Why no!” said Gracie, “the machine will _manifold_. I'll show you; come

over to the end window; it stands there waiting to be displayed, and it

is a little wonder.”

Then they crowded around the type-writer, and Gracie, really proud

of the skill she had acquired in a week's time, showed off the little

wonder to great advantage.

The fact that the type-writer was new to most of the others, that they

were decidedly ignorant as to its working, increased the comfort of the

hour by doing away with the embarrassing feeling that any one of

them was playing a part. Dr. Everett was no more familiar with the

type-writer than was Dirk Colson, and was just as eager to know about

it.

Also everybody, apparently, felt an equally strong desire to write his

name on the marvellous little creature, and each in turn sat down before

it and moved his awkward hands with nearly equal slowness over the keys,

picking out the magic letters.

It was this episode that made the workers during their next conference

branch out in new lines.

“We need something,” said Dr. Everett, walking up and down the floor

in puzzled thought, “we need something that shall be a genuine

common interest, of which we are all, or all but one, equally

ignorant--something that we can take hold of with zest, on as low a

platform as the most ignorant of those seen. I was convinced of that

when I saw the abandon with which we all went into the type-writer

business, with a naturalness and equality that, in the matter of reading

and writing, it is impossible for us to feel. If the machine were

complicated, so that it would take us each three months or so to master

it, that would do. What can we take up that will place us on a level?”

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