CHAPTER XXX

THE interminable voyage was over and Peter debarked to spend still more

interminable days at Brest. Dr. Meriwether Bye left immediately for La

Courtine, where Peter later caught sight of him once more on his way to

the front. The somewhat exalted mood to which his long and intimate

talks with Meriwether had raised him vanished completely under the

strain of the dirt, the racial and national clashes, and above all the

persistent bad weather of Brest.

This town, the end of Brittany and the furthest western outpost of

France, always remained in Peter’s memory as a horrible prelude to a

most horrible war. Brest up to the time that Europe had gone so

completely and so suddenly insane, had been the typical, stupid,

monotonous French town with picturesquely irregular pavements, narrow

tortuous streets, dark, nestling little shops and the inevitable public

square. Around and about the city to all sides stretched well ordered

farms.

Then came the march of two million American soldiers across the town and

the surrounding country. Under their careless feet the farms became mud,

so that the name Brest recalls to the minds of thousands nothing if not

a picture of the deepest, slimiest, stickiest mud that the world has

known. All about were people, people, too many people, French and

Americans. And finally the relations between the two nations, allies

though they were, developed from misunderstandings into hot irritations,

from irritations into clashes. First white Americans and Frenchmen

clashed; separate restaurants and accommodations had to be arranged.

Then came the inevitable clash between white and colored Americans;

petty jealousies and meannesses arose over the courtesies of Frenchwomen

and the lack of discrimination in the French cafés. The Americans found

a new and inexplicable irritation in the French colored colonials. Food

was bad, prices were exorbitant; officers became tyrants. Everyone was

at once in Brest and constantly about to leave it; real understanding

and acquaintanceship were impossible.

Peter thought Dante might well have included this place in the

description of his Inferno. Here were Disease and Death, Mutilation and

Murder. Stevedores and even soldiers became cattle and beasts of burden.

Many black men were slaves. The thing from which France was to be

defended could hardly be worse than this welter of human

misunderstandings, the clashing of unknown tongues, the cynical

investigations of the government, the immanence of war and the awful,

persistent wretchedness of the weather.

The long wait turned into sudden activity and Peter’s outfit was ordered

to Lathus, thence to La Courtine, one of the large training centers. It

was at this latter place that he caught sight once more of Meriwether

Bye. He seemed unusually alert and cheerful, Peter thought, and when the

two got a chance to speak to each other, this impression was confirmed.

The young white physician had the look of a man who sees before him a

speedy deliverance.

“He thinks he’s going to die and chuck this whole infernal business,”

Peter said to himself. “Wish I could be as sure of getting out of it as

he is.” Somehow the brief encounter left him more dispirited than ever.

“Come out of it, ole hoss,” Harley Alexander used to say to him. “What’d

your ‘grand white’ friend do to you?”

“Oh, you shut up!” Peter barked at him.

His real depression, however, dated back to the time immediately after

his company had left Brest. The awful condition of things in the seaport

town was general rather than specific, and for the first time since

Peter had entered the war he was feeling comparatively calm. His long

and intimate talks with Meriwether had produced their effect. He had not

realized that any such man as the young Quaker physician had existed in

the white world. He had too much sense and too many cruel experiences to

believe that there were many of Meriwether’s kind to be found in a

lifetime’s journey, but somehow his long bitterness of the years had

been assuaged. Henceforth, he told himself, he would try to be more

generous in his thoughts of white men—perhaps his attitude invited

trouble which he was usually only too willing to meet halfway.

At Lathus, Harley Alexander met him in the little _place_. “Seems to me

you’re got up regardless,” Peter had commented. Alexander, one of the

trimmest men in the regiment, was looking unusually shipshape, almost

dapper.

The other struck him familiarly across the shoulder. “And that ain’t

all. Say, fellow, there’s a band concert to-night right here in this

little old square. I’m goin’ and I’m goin’ to take a lady.”

“Lady! Where’d you get her?”

“Right here. These girls are all right. Not afraid of a dark skin. ‘How

should we have fear, m’soo,’ one of them says to me, ‘when you fight for

our _patrie_ and when you are so _beau_?’ ‘_Beau_’ that’s handsome,

ain’t it? Say this is some country to fight for; got some sense of

appreciation. Better come along, old scout. There’s a pile of loots

getting ready to come, each with a French dame in tow.”

“I’ll be there,” Peter told him, laughing. “But count me out with the

ladies. I can’t get along with the domestic brand and I know I’ll be out

of luck with the foreign ones.”

Some passing thought wiped the joy of anticipation from Harley’s face.

“My experience is that these foreign ones are a damn sight less foolish

than some domestic ones I’ve met. Well, me for the concert.”

But that band concert never came off. At sunset a company of white

American Southerners marched into Lathus down the main street, past the

little _place_. There was a sudden uproar.

“Look! Darkies and white women! Come on, fellows, kill the damned

niggers!”

There was a hasty onslaught in which the colored soldiers even taken by

surprise gave as good as they took. Between these two groups from the

same soil there was grimmer, more determined fighting than was seen at

Verdun. The French civil population stood on the church-steps opposite

the square and watched with amazement.

“_Nom de dieu!_ Are they crazy, then, these Americans, that they kill

each other!”

The next day saw Peter’s company on its way to La Courtine, a training

center, where there were no women. Thence they moved presently to the

front in the Metz Sector.

The injustice and indignity rendered the colored troupes at Lathus, plus

the momentary glimpses which he caught of Meriwether and his exaltation,

plunged Peter into a morass of melancholy and bitter self-communing

which shut him off as effectually as a smoke-screen from any real

appreciation of the dangers which surrounded him on the front.

In the midst of all that ineffable danger, that hellish noise, he was

harassed by the inextricable confusion, the untidiness of his own life.

God, to get rid of it all! Once he spent forty-eight hours with nine

other men on the ridge of a hill under fire. The other fellows told

stories and swapped confidences. But he stayed unmoved through it all,

impervious alike to the danger and the good man-talk going on about him.

When the call came for a reconnoitering party, he was one of the first

to step forward. He went out that night into the blackness, the

hellishness of No Man’s Land. He saw a dark figure rise in front of him,

heard a guttural sound and the next moment his left arm, drenched with

blood, hung useless at his side. Raising himself he shot at the legs

which showed a solid blackness against the thinner surrounding darkness.

Wriggling on his belly, he pushed forward to where he thought he heard

sounds, a struggle. “Something doing,” he told himself, “might as well

get in on that.”

But when he drew near the darkness was so intense that he did not dare

interfere. Two men, at least, were struggling terribly but he could not

tell which was which. They were breathing in terrific grunts, so heavily

that they had not noticed the approach of his smoothly sliding body.

Suddenly what he had hoped for, happened. A rocket shot up in the air

flared briefly and showed him the two men. One was Meriwether Bye, the

other was a German, his hand in the act of throwing a hand grenade.

Peter lurched forward and at that ghastly short range shot the German

through the stomach. But he was too late, the grenade had left the man’s

hand. The earth rocked about him, he could see Meriwether fall, a

toppling darkness in the darkness. He started toward him but his foot

caught in a depression and he himself fell sideways on his wounded arm.

There was a moment of exquisite pain and then the darkness grew even

more dark about him, the silent night more silent.

When he came to, it was still dark, though the day, he felt, rather than

saw, was approaching. His arm hurt unmercifully. He had never known such

pain. He raised himself on his one arm, and felt around with his foot.

Yes, there was a body, he prayed it might not be the German. Crawling

forward he plunged his hand into blood, a depthless pool of sticky

blood. Sickened, he drew back and dried it, wiping it on his coat. More

cautiously, then, he reached out again, searching for the face, yes,

that was Meriwether’s nose. Those canny finger-tips of his recognized

the facial structure. His hand came back to Meriwether’s chest. The

heart was beating faintly and just above it was a hole, with the blood

gushing, spurting, hot and thick.

He sat upright and wrenching open his tunic tore at his shirt. The stuff

was hard to tear but it finally gave way under the onslaught of teeth

and fingers. Faint with the pain of his left arm and the loss of his own

blood, he set his lips hard, concentrating with all his strength on the

determination not to lose consciousness again. Finally grunting,

swearing, almost crying, he got Meriwether’s head against his knee, then

against his shoulder, and staunched the wound with the harsh, unyielding

khaki. His canteen was full and he drenched the chilly, helpless face

with its contents. All this time he was sitting with no support for his

back and the strain was telling on him.

Against the surrounding gray of the coming morning, southward toward his

own lines, he caught sight of darker shapes, trees perhaps, perhaps

men—if he could only get to them! Placing Meriwether’s face upwards he

caught him about his lean waist, buckling him to his side with an arm of

steel, and rising to his knees he crawled for what seemed a mile toward

that persistent blackness. Twice he fell, once he struck his left arm

against a dead man’s boot. The awful throbbing in his shoulder

increased. But at last he was there, at last in the shelter of a clump

of low, stunted trees. With a sob he braced himself against them,

letting Meriwether’s head and shoulders rest against his knees. The

blood had begun to spurt again and Meriwether stirred. Peter whispered:

“Bye, for God’s sake, speak to me. This is Peter, Peter Bye, you

remember?”

The young doctor repeated the name thickly. “Yes, Peter. I know. I’m

dying.”

“Not yet. Man, it’s almost day, they’ll come to us. Pull yourself

together. We’ll save you somehow.”

Meriwether whispered, “I’m cold.”

Could he get his coat off? How could he ever pull it off that shattered

arm? Still he achieved even this, wrapping it around the white man’s

shivering form, raising that face, gray as the gray day above them, high

on his chest, cradling him like a baby.

The chill was the chill of death, a horrible death. Meriwether coughed

and choked; Peter could feel the life struggling within the poor torn

body. Once the cold lips said: “Peter, you’re a good scout.”

Just before a merciful unconsciousness enveloped him for the last time,

Meriwether sat upright in the awful agony of death. “Grandfather,” he

called in a terrible voice, “this is the last of the Byes.”

When the stretcher-bearers found them, Meriwether was lying across

Peter’s knees, his face turned childwise toward Peter’s breast. The

colored man’s head had dropped low over the fair one and his black curly

hair fell forward straight and stringy, caked in the blood which lay in

a well above Meriwether’s heart.

“Cripes!” said one of the rescue men, “I’ve seen many a sight in this

war, but none ever give me the turn I got seein’ that smoke’s hair

dabblin’ in the other fellow’s blood.”

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