It is no wonder that, with all this parental earnestness, boys tended

to consider success in games the one paramount object of their lives;

it was all knit up with social ambitions, and it was viewed, I do not

hesitate to say, as of infinitely more importance than anything else. I

do not mean to say that many of the boys did not consider it important

to be good, and did not desire to be conscientious about their work.

But as a practical matter games were what they thought about and talked

about, and what aroused genuine enthusiasm. They were disposed to

despise boys who could not play games, however virtuous, kindly, and

sensible they might be; an entire lack of conscientiousness, and even

grave moral obliquity, were apt to be condoned in the case of a

successful athlete. We masters, I must frankly confess, did not make

any serious attempt to fight the tendency. We spent our spare time in

walking about the cricket and football fields, in looking on, in

discussing the fine nuances in the style of individual players. It was

very natural to take an interest in the thing which was to the boys a

matter of profound concern; but what I should be inclined to censure

was that it was really a matter of profound concern with ourselves; and

we did not take a kindly and paternal interest in the matter, so much

as the interest of enthusiasts and partisans.

It is very difficult to see how to alter this. Probably, like other

deep-seated national tendencies, it will have to cure itself. It would

be impossible to insist that the educators of youth should suppress the

interest which they instinctively and genuinely feel in games, and

profess an interest in intellectual matters which they do not really

feel. No good would come out of practising hypocrisy in the matter,

from however high a motive. While schoolmasters rush off to golf

whenever they get a chance, and fill their holidays to the brim with

games of various kinds, it would be simply hypocritical to attempt to

conceal the truth; and the difficulty is increased by the fact that,

while parents and boys alike feel as they do about the essential

importance of games, head-masters are more or less bound to select men

for masterships who are proficient in them; because whatever else has

to be attended to at school, games have to be attended to; and,

moreover, a man whom the boys respect as an athlete is likely to be

more effective both as a disciplinarian and a teacher. If a man is a

first-rate slow bowler, the boys will consider his views on Thucydides

and Euclid more worthy of consideration than the views of a man who has

only a high university degree.

The other day I was told of the case of a head-master of a small

proprietary private school, who was treated with open insolence and

contempt by one of his assistants, who neglected his work, smoked in

his class-room, and even absented himself on occasions without leave.

It may be asked why the head-master did not dismiss his recalcitrant

assistant. It was because he had secured a man who was a 'Varsity

cricket-blue, and whose presence on the staff gave the parents

confidence, and provided an excellent advertisement. The assistant, on

the other hand, knew that he could get a similar post for the asking,

and on the whole preferred a school where he might consult his own

convenience. This is, of course, an extreme case; but would to God, as

Dr. Johnson said, that it were an impossible one! I do not wish to tilt

against athletics, nor do I at all undervalue the benefits of open air

and exercise for growing boys. But surely there is a lamentable want of

proportion about the whole view! The truth is that we English are in

many respects barbarians still, and as we happen at the present time to

be wealthy barbarians, we devote our time and our energies to the

things for which we really care. I do not at all want to see games

diminished, or played with less keenness. I only desire to see them

duly subordinated. I do not think it ought to be considered slightly

eccentric for a boy to care very much about his work, or to take an

interest in books. I should like it to be recognized at schools that

the one quality that was admirable was keenness, and that it was

admirable in whatever department it was displayed; but nowadays

keenness about games is considered admirable and heroic, while keenness

about work or books is considered slightly grovelling and priggish.

The same spirit has affected what is called sport. People no longer

look upon it as an agreeable interlude, but as a business in itself;

they will not accept invitations to shoot, unless the sport is likely

to be good; a moderate performer with the gun is treated as if it was a

crime for him to want to shoot at all; then the motoring craze has come

in upon the top of the golfing craze; and all the spare time of people

of leisure tends to be filled up with bridge. The difficulty in dealing

with the situation is that the thing itself is not only not wrong, but

really beneficial; it is better to be occupied than to be idle, and it

is hard to preach against a thing which is excellent in moderation and

only mischievous in excess.

Personally I am afraid that I only look upon games as a pis-aller. I

would always rather take a walk than play golf, and read a book than

play bridge. Bridge, indeed, I should regard as only one degree better

than absolutely vacuous conversation, which is certainly the most

fatiguing thing in the world. But the odd thing is that while it is

regarded as rather vicious to do nothing, it is regarded as positively

virtuous to play a game. Personally I think competition always a more

or less disagreeable thing. I dislike it in real life, and I do not see

why it should be introduced into one's amusements. If it amuses me to

do a thing, I do not very much care whether I do it better than another

person. I have no desire to be always comparing my skill with the skill

of others.

Then, too, I am afraid that I must confess to lamentably feeble

pleasure in mere country sights and sounds. I love to watch the curious

and beautiful things that go on in every hedgerow and every field; it

is a ceaseless delight to see the tender uncrumpling leaves of the

copse in spring, and no a pleasure to see the woodland streaked and

stained with the flaming glories of autumn. It is a joy in high

midsummer to see the clear dwindled stream run under the thick hazels,

among the lush water-plants; it is no less a joy to see the same stream

running full and turbid in winter, when the banks are bare, and the

trees are leafless, and the pasture is wrinkled with frost. Half the

joy, for instance, of shooting, in which I frankly confess I take a

childish delight, is the quiet tramping over the clean-cut stubble, the

distant view of field and wood, the long, quiet wait at the covert-end,

where the spindle-wood hangs out her quaint rosy berries, and the

rabbits come scampering up the copse, as the far-off tapping of the

beaters draws near in the frosty air. The delights of the country-side

grow upon me every month and every year. I love to stroll in the lanes

in spring, with white clouds floating in the blue above, and to see the

glade carpeted with steel-blue hyacinths. I love to walk on country

roads or by woodland paths, on a rain-drenched day of summer, when the

sky is full of heavy inky clouds, and the earth smells fresh and sweet;

I love to go briskly homeward on a winter evening, when the sunset

smoulders low in the west, when the pheasants leap trumpeting to their

roosts, and the lights begin to peep in cottage windows.

Such joys as these are within the reach of every one; and to call the

country dull because one has not the opportunity of hitting and

pursuing a little white ball round and round among the same fields,

with elaborately contrived obstacles to test the skill and the temper,

seems to me to be grotesque, if it were not also so distressing.

I cannot help feeling that games are things that are appropriate to the

restless days of boyhood, when one will take infinite trouble and toil

over anything of the nature of a make-believe, so long as it is

understood not to be work; but as one gets older and perhaps wiser, a

simpler and quieter range of interests ought to take their place. I can

humbly answer for it that it need imply no loss of zest; my own power

of enjoyment is far deeper and stronger than it was in early years; the

pleasures I have described, of sight and sound, mean infinitely more to

me than the definite occupations of boyhood ever did. But the danger is

that if we are brought up ourselves to depend upon games, and if we

bring up all our boys to depend on them, we are not able to do without

them as we grow older; and thus we so often have the melancholy

spectacle of the elderly man, who is hopelessly bored with existence,

and who is the terror of the smoking-room and the dinner-table, because

he is only capable of indulging in lengthy reminiscences of his own

astonishing athletic performances, and in lamentations over the

degeneracy of the human race.

Another remarkable fact about the conventionality that attends games is

that certain games are dismissed as childish and contemptible while

others are crowned with glory and worship. One knows of eminent

clergymen who play golf; and that they should do so seems to constitute

so high a title to the respect and regard with which normal persons

view them, that one sometimes wonders whether they do not take up the

practice with the wisdom of the serpent that is recommended in the

Gospels, or because of the Pauline doctrine of adaptability, that by

all means they may save some.

But as far as mere air and exercise goes, the childish game of playing

at horses is admirably calculated to increase health and vigour and

needs no expensive resources. Yet what would be said and thought if a

prelate and his suffragan ran nimbly out of a palace gate in a

cathedral close, with little bells tinkling, whips cracking, and reins

of red ribbon drawn in to repress the curvetting of the gaitered steed?

There is nothing in reality more undignified about that than in hitting

a little ball about over sandy bunkers. If the Prime Minister and the

Lord Chief Justice trundled hoops round and round after breakfast in

the gravelled space behind the Horse Guards, who could allege that they

would not be the better for the exercise? Yet they would be held for

some mysterious reason to have forfeited respect. To the mind of the

philosopher all games are either silly or reasonable; and nothing so

reveals the stupid conventionality of the ordinary mind as the fact

that men consider a series of handbooks on Great Bowlers to be a

serious and important addition to literature, while they would hold

that a little manual on Blind-man's Buff was a fit subject for

derision. St. Paul said that when he became a man he put away childish

things. He could hardly afford to say that now, if he hoped to be

regarded as a man of sense and weight.

I do not wish to be a mere Jeremiah in the region of prophecy, and to

deplore, sarcastically and incisively, what I cannot amend. What I

rather wish to do is to make a plea for greater simplicity in the

matter, and to try and destroy some of the terrible priggishness in the

matter of athletics, which appears to me to prevail. After all,

athletics are only one form of leisurely amusement; and I maintain that

it is of the essence of priggishness to import solemnity into a matter

which does not need it, and which would be better without it. Because

the tyranny is a real one; the man of many games is not content with

simply enjoying them; he has a sense of complacent superiority, and a

hardly disguised contempt for the people who do not play them.

I was staying in a house the other day where a distinguished

philosopher had driven over to pay an afternoon call. The call

concluded, he wished to make a start, so I went down to the stable with

him to see about putting his pony in. The stables were deserted. I was

forced to confess that I knew nothing about the harnessing of steeds,

however humble. We discovered portions of what appeared to be the

equipment of a pony, and I held them for him, while he gingerly tried

them on, applying them cautiously to various portions of the innocent

animal's person. Eventually we had to give it up as a bad job, and seek

for professional assistance. I described the scene for the benefit of a

lively lady of my acquaintance, who is a devotee of anything connected

with horses, and she laughed unmercifully at the description, and

expressed the contempt, which she sincerely felt, in no measured terms.

But, after all, it is no part of my business to harness horses; it is a

convenience that there should be persons who possess the requisite

knowledge; for me horses only represent a convenient form of

locomotion. I did not mind her being amused--indeed, that was the

object of my narrative--but her contempt was just as much misplaced as

if I had despised her for not being able to tell the difference between

sapphics and alcaics, which it was my business to know.

It is the complacency, the self-satisfaction, that results from the

worship of games, which is one of its most serious features. I wish

with all my heart that I could suggest a remedy for it; but the only

thing that I can do is to pursue my own inclinations, with a fervent

conviction that they are at least as innocent as the pursuit of

athletic exercises; and I can also, as I have said, wave a little flag

of revolt, and rally to my standard the quieter and more simple-minded

persons, who love their liberty, and decline to part with it unless

they can find a better reason than the merely comfortable desire to do

what every one else is doing.

XVI

SPIRITUALISM

I was sitting the other day in a vicarage garden with my friend the

vicar. It was a pretty, well-kept place, with old shrubberies and

umbrageous trees; to the right, the tower of the church rose among its

elms. We sate out of the wind, looking over a rough pasture field,

apparently a common, divided from the garden by a little ha-ha of

brick. The surface of the field was very irregular, as though there had

been excavations made in it for gravel at some time or other; in

certain parts of the field there appeared fragments of a stone wall,

just showing above the ground.

The vicar pointed to the field. "Do you see that wall?" he said; "I

will tell you a very curious story about that. When I came here, forty

years ago, I asked the old gardener what the field was, as I never saw

any one in it, or any beasts grazing there; and yet it was unfenced,

and appeared to be common land--it was full of little thickets and

thorn-bushes then. He was not very willing to tell me, I thought, but

by dint of questions I discovered that it was a common, and that it was

known locally by the curious name of Heaven's Walls. He went on to say

that it was considered unlucky to set foot in it; and that, as a matter

of fact, no villager would ever dream of going there; he would not say

why, but at last it came out that it was supposed to be haunted by a

spirit. No one, it seemed, had ever seen anything there, but it was an

unlucky place.

"Well, I thought no more of it at the time, though I often went into

the field. It was a quiet and pretty place enough; full of thickets, as

I have said, where the birds built unmolested--there was generally a

goldfinch's nest there.

"It became necessary to lay a drain across it, and a big trench was

dug. One day they came and told me that the workmen had found

something--would I go and look at it? I went out and found that they

had unearthed a large Roman cinerary urn, containing some calcined

bones. I told the lord of the manor, who is a squire in the next

parish, and he and I after that kept a look-out over the workmen. We

found another urn, and another, both full of bones. Then we found a big

glass vessel, also containing bones. The squire got interested in the

thing, and eventually had the whole place dug out. We found a large

enclosure, once surrounded by a stone wall, of which you see the

remains; in two of the corners there was an enormous deposit of wood

ashes, in deep pits, which looked as if great fires had burnt there;

and the walls in those two corners were all calcined and smoke-stained.

We found fifty or sixty urns, all full of bones; and in another corner

there was a deep shaft, like a well, dug in the chalk, with handholds

down the sides, also full of calcined bones. We found a few coins, and

in one place a conglomeration of rust that looked as if it might have

been a heap of tools or weapons. We set the antiquaries to work, and

they pronounced it to be what is called a Roman Ustrinum--that is to

say, a public crematorium, where people who could not afford a separate

funeral might bring a corpse to be burnt. If they had no place to

deposit the urn, in which the bones were enclosed, they were allowed,

it seems, to bury the urn there, until such time as they cared to

remove it. There was a big Roman settlement here, you know. There was a

fort on the hill there, and the sites of several large Roman villas

have been discovered in the neighbourhood. This place must have stood

rather lonely, away from the town, probably in the wood which then

covered the whole of this county; but it is curious, is it not?" said

the vicar, "that the tradition should have been handed down through all

these centuries of its being an ill-omened place, long after any

tradition of what the uses of the spot were!"

It was curious indeed! The vicar was presently called away, and I sate

musing over the strange old story. I could fancy the place as it must

have been, standing with its high blank walls in a clearing of the

forest, with perhaps a great column of evil-smelling smoke drifting in

oily waves over the corner of the wall, telling of the sad rites that

were going on within. I could fancy heavy-eyed mourners dragging a bier

up to the gates, with a silent form lying upon it, waiting in pale

dismay until the great doors were flung open by the sombre rough

attendants of the place; until they could see the ugly enclosure, with

the wood piled high in the pit for the last sad service. Then would

follow the burning and the drenching of the ashes, the gathering of the

bones--all that was left of one so dear, father or mother, boy or

maiden--the enclosing of them in the urn, and the final burial. What

agonies of simple grief the place must have witnessed! Then, I suppose,

the place was deserted by the Romans, the walls crumbled down into

ruin, grass and bushes grew over the place. Then perhaps the forest was

gradually felled and stubbed up, as the area of cultivation widened;

but still the sad tradition of the spot left it desolate, until all

recollection of its purpose was gone. No doubt, in Saxon days, it was

thought to be haunted by the old wailing, restless spirits of those who

had suffered the last rites there; so that still the place was

condemned to a sinister solitude.

I went on to reflect over the strange and obstinate tradition that

lingers still with such vitality among the human race, that certain

places are haunted by the spirits of the dead. It is hard to believe

that such tradition, so widespread, so universal, should have no kind

of justification in fact. And yet there appears to be no justification

for the idea, unless the spiritual conditions of the world have

altered, unless there were real phenomena, which have for some cause

ceased to manifest themselves, which originated the tradition. But

there is certainly no scientific evidence of the fact. The Psychical

Society, which has faced some ridicule for its serious attempt to find

out the truth about these matters, have announced that investigations

of so-called haunted houses have produced no evidence whatever. They

seem to be a wholly unreliable type of stories, which always break down

under careful inquiry. I am inclined myself to believe that such

stories arose in a perfectly natural way. It is perfectly natural to

simple people to believe that the spirit which animated a mortal body

would, on leaving it, tend to linger about the scene of suffering and

death. Indeed, it is impossible not to feel that, if the spirit has any

conscious identity, it would be sure to desire to remain in the

neighbourhood of those whom it loved so well. But the unsatisfactory

element in these stories is that it generally appears to be the victim

of some heinous deed, and not the perpetrator, who is condemned to make

its sad presence known, by wailing and by sorrowful gestures, on the

scene of its passion. But once given the belief that a spirit might

tend to remain for a time in the place where its earthly life was

lived, the terrors of man, his swift imagination, his power of

self-delusion, would do the rest.

The only class of stories, say the investigators, which appear to be

proved beyond the possibility of reasonable doubt, is the class of

stories dealing with apparitions at the time of death; and this they

explain by supposing a species of telepathy, which is indeed an obscure

force, but obviously an existing one, though its conditions and

limitations are not clearly understood. Telepathy is the power of

communication between mind and mind without the medium of speech, and

indeed in certain cases exercised at an immense distance. The theory is

that the thought of the dying person is so potently exercised on some

particular living person, as to cause the recipient to project a figure

of the other upon the air. That power of visualization is not a very

uncommon one; indeed, we all possess it more or less; we can all

remember what we believe we have seen in our dreams, and we remember

the figures of our dreams as optical images, though they have been

purely mental conceptions, translated into the terms of actual sight.

The impression of a dream-figure, indeed, appears to us to be as much

the impression of an image received upon the retina of the eye, as our

impressions of images actually so received. The whole thing is strange,

of course, but not stranger than wireless telegraphy. It may be that

the conditions of telepathy may some day be scientifically defined; and

in that case it will probably make a clear and coherent connection

between a number of phenomena which we do not connect together, just as

the discovery of electricity connected together phenomena which all had

observed, like the adhering of substances to charged amber, as well as

the lightning-flash which breaks from the thunder-cloud. No one in

former days traced any connection between these two phenomena, but we

now know that they are only two manifestations of the same force. In

the same way we may find that phenomena of which we are all conscious,

but of which we do not know the reason, may prove to be manifestations

of some central telepathic force--such phenomena, I mean, as the

bravery of armies in action, or the excitement which may seize upon a

large gathering of men.

We ought, I think, to admire and praise the patient work of the

Psychical Society,--though is common enough to hear quite sensible

people deride it,--because it is an attempt to treat a subject

scientifically. What we have every right to deride is the dabbling in

spiritualistic things by credulous and feeble-minded persons. These

practices open to our view one of the most lamentable and deplorable

provinces of the human mind, its power of convincing itself of anything

which it desires to believe, its debility, its childishness. If the

professions of so-called mediums were true, why cannot they exhibit

their powers in some open and incontestable way, not surrounding

themselves with all the conditions of darkness and excitability, in

which the human power of self-delusion finds its richest field?

A friend of mine told me the other day what he evidently felt to be an

extremely impressive story about a dignitary of the Church. This

clergyman was overcome one day by an intense mental conviction that he

was wanted at Bristol. He accordingly went there by train, wandered

about aimlessly, and finally put up at a hotel for the night. In the

morning he found a friend in the coffee-room, to whom he confided the

cause of his presence in Bristol, and announced his intention of going

away by the next train. The friend then told him that an Australian was

dying in the hotel, and that his wife was very anxious to find a

clergyman. The dignitary went to see the lady, with the intention of

offering her his services, when he discovered that he had met her when

travelling in Australia, and that her husband had been deeply impressed

by a sermon which he had then delivered, and had been entreating for

some days that he might be summoned to administer the last consolations

of religion. The clergyman went in to see the patient, administered the

last rites, comforted and encouraged him, and was with him when he

died. He afterwards told the widow the story of his mysterious summons

to Bristol, and she replied that she had been praying night and day

that he might come and that he had no doubt come in answer to her

prayers.

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