_Tuesday, Aug. 15._--This morning we all breakfasted together, and at
about twelve o'clock we set off again for Windsor.
Lord Harcourt came into the breakfast room with abundance of civil
speeches upon his pleasure in renewing our acquaintance, and the Miss
Vernons parted with me like wholly different people from those I met.
As soon as I returned to the queen's Lodge at Windsor, I called upon
Mrs. Schwellenberg. I found her still occupied concerning the newspaper
business about Mrs. Hastings. She was more than ever irritated against
Mr. Fairly for his information, and told me she was sure he must have
said it to her on purpose, and that she wished people might hold their
tongue: but that she was bent upon having satisfaction, and therefore
she had sent for Mrs. Hastings, and informed her of the whole business.
I was not only sorry, but frightened, lest any mischief should arise
through misrepresentations and blunders, between Mr. Fairly and Mr.
Hastings: however, this imprudent step was taken already, and not to be
called back.
She protested she was determined to insist that Mr. Fairly should
produce the very paper that had mentioned the queen, which she should
show, and have properly noticed.
I, on the other side, instantly resolved to speak myself to Mr. Fairly,
to caution him by no means to be led into seeking any such paper, or
into keeping such a search awake; for, with the best intentions in the
world, I saw him on the point of being made the object of vindictive
resentment to Mr. Hastings, or of indignant displeasure to the queen
herself,--so wide-spreading is the power of misapprehension over the
most innocent conversation.
I saw, however, nothing of Mr. Fairly till tea-time; indeed, except
by very rare chance, I never see any of the king's people but at that
meeting. Mrs. Schwellenberg was then present, and nothing could I do.
Major Price and Mr. Fisher were of the party. Mr. Fairly fortunately had
letters to write, and hastily left us, after taking one dish of tea. The
moment he was gone Mrs. Schwellenberg said she had forgot to speak to
him about the newspaper, and told Major Price to ask him for it. Major
Price assented with a bow only, and the matter dropped.
I, however, who best knew the danger of its going any farther, now
determined upon speaking to Major Price, and making him contrive to hush
it up. Utterly impossible, nevertheless, proved this scheme; Major Price
was too great a favourite to be an instant disengaged. I was obliged,
therefore, to be quiet.