_Aug. 10._--I journeyed to town, with Mrs. Schwellenberg and Miss
Planta; and this morning I was employed for the first time on a message
to the queen. I was in the ante-room, when Mr. Nicolay, her majesty's
page at St. James's, came and told me the Duchess of Ancaster sent
her humble duty to the queen, and begged an audience before the
Drawing-room. I told the queen, who, when dressed, all but her necklace,
received the duchess in the ante-room.
I mention all these little ceremonies as they occur, that hereafter I
may have no occasion, when they lead to other matters, to explain them.
The bedchamber woman was rung for on the queen's return. So you see I am
not the only one to answer a bell. It was Mrs. Fielding, who looked
at me with an attention that will not leave her much in doubt as to my
dress, at least, though she could not speak. I have told you, I believe,
that no one, not even the princesses, ever speak in the presence of the
king and queen, but to answer what is immediately said by themselves.
There are, indeed, occasions in which this is set aside, from particular
encouragement given at the moment; but it is not less a rule, and it is
one very rarely infringed.
When the Drawing-room began, I went to my own room and there I had the
great happiness of finding my father, who had contrived to be in town
purposely, and to whom I had sent John, in St. Martin's Street, that he
might be shown the straight way to my apartment. He had determined upon
going to the Drawing-room himself, to manifest, amongst the general zeal
of the times, his loyal joy in his majesty's safety.
The drawing-room was over very late indeed. So anxious has been the
whole nation to show their affectionate attachment to the king, that
this, the first Drawing-room since his danger, was as splendid, and
as much crowded, as upon a birthday. When the queen summoned me, upon
returning to her dressing-room, and mentioned how full and how hot it
had been, I ventured to say, “I am very glad of it, ma'am; it was an
honest crowd to-day.”