DON CARLOS

During the first years of the reign of Alexander I., that is, when the

lessons of Laharpe[80] were still fresh in his memory and the lesson

given to all the monarchs in Paris and to the Russian autocrats in

particular in the Mihailovsky Palace[81] had not been forgotten, the

Emperor Alexander I. used to have literary soirées, and some of the

persons of the Tsar’s circle, well known as capable of reading and

writing, used to be invited to them.

At one of these evenings there was a reading which lasted a long time;

they read aloud a new tragedy of Schiller’s.

The reader finished and stopped.

The Tsar sat silent with downcast eyes. Perhaps he was thinking of his

own fate, which had so closely resembled the fate of Don Carlos, perhaps

the fate of his Philip. A complete silence lasted for some minutes. The

first to break it was Prince Alexandr Nikolayevitch Golitsyn; bending

down to the ear of Count Victor Pavlovitch Kotchubey, he said to him in

an under-tone, but so that every one could hear it: ‘We have our Marquis

Posa!’ Kotchubey smiled and nodded. The eyes of all the company turned to

a man of thirty who was sitting a little way off.

The Tsar started, looked at the circle about him, cast a distrustful,

searching glance upon the man who had become the object of general

attention, frowned, stood up, gloomy and displeased, took leave of his

guests and went out.

Prince Alexandr Nikolayevitch, the future Minister of Education and

Religion, the inquisitor and the freemason, the protector of Magnitsky

and Runitch, the President of the Bible Society and the Post Office

Department, the friend of the Emperor Alexander, who mercilessly

sacrificed him to Araktcheyev, the friend of the Emperor Nicholas, who

never gave him any commission of importance, smiled; he was satisfied.

Knowing Alexander’s suspicious character, he was certain that his words

had gone home—and he was not mistaken. Why he had injured the man he

could not have said: that lay hidden in his courtier’s nature; it is

never amiss to thrust aside a superfluous person.

There is no doubt that, at that moment, of all the company present only

two had a sincere and ardent desire for the good of Russia—the Tsar and

V. N. Karazin, who had been called the Marquis Posa.

These two personages—one ‘crowned and exalted’ in the Uspensky Cathedral

by the Metropolitan Platon, the man who had crushed Napoleon and was

himself crushed under the burden of glory and of helpless, hopeless

autocracy; and the other, the inexhaustible worker for the common weal

who undertook everything with extraordinary energy, pushing at every door

and meeting everywhere opposition, hindrances, and the impossibility

of doing anything real in those surroundings—these two personages cast

two melancholy gleams of light on the frozen wastes of Russia, in which

energy and character, talents and powers, were sunk, and are still sunk,

lost, unrecorded, in the swampy bogs, like the piles on which Petersburg

is built.

The character of the Emperor Alexander I. has never been fully explained.

Our historians could not write of him, foreigners neither could nor

can understand his tragic significance. This is not due either to his

rank as Tsar or to his personal misfortunes; on the contrary, he was

exceptionally fortunate as a Tsar, fortunate even after his death. No

ruler could stand out in greater relief than he does. To succeed Paul

was enough, apart from being succeeded by Nicholas. Between the tiger of

Gatchina butchered like a wild beast and the boa-constrictor buttoned up

to the chin who stifled Russia for thirty years, the stooping figure of

the Emperor Alexander is strikingly humane and mild, now lighted up by

the fire of Moscow, now by the illumination of Paris, now restraining

the princely German thieves, now checking the wild vengeance of the

conquerors when they had burst into their enemies’ capital.

And this figure of an Agamemnon, reconciling Europe, at the height of its

grandeur grows dimmer, visibly fades, and is obliterated behind the awful

shadow of Araktcheyev. It is lost in solitude on the shores of the Black

Sea, giving the hand of belated reconciliation to the woman whose whole

life, veiled in the Imperial purple, had been one humiliation, and who,

kneeling a lonely figure before the dying man, closed his eyes.[82]

Every inch[83] a heart-rending tragedy.

No need to seek the solution in the death of Paul; that may have added

another thread of gloom to his life, but the background is broader,

wider, deeper. Some implacable fatal element hovers over it and enfolds

it far and wide. In the surroundings there is a feeling of an ominous

breath, the presence of crime—not crime committed, not past, but crime

persisting and inevitable; it is in the blood, the walls are saturated

with it. Before birth, the blood has been poisoned in the veins. The air

which people breathe here is full of corruption; every one who steps into

it, whether he will or no, is sucked into a gulf of ineptitude, ruin,

sin. The path to every evil is wide open. Good is impossible. Woe to the

man who stops and thinks, who asks himself what he is doing, what people

are doing about him: he will go mad; woe to the man who within these

walls suffers a human feeling to enter his heart: he will be broken in

the struggle.

Well, the Emperor Alexander I. was among the Russian crowned heads the

first after Peter who did so stop and think. That is why he is the only

one of all the Romanovs who has been punished, punished humanly, by inner

struggle, punished before he was guilty, though he reached that guilt in

the end.

Compare his fate with the fate of Peter III., of Paul, of Nicholas, if

you like, and you will understand why that man, called the blessed, who

died in his bed and was never conquered, was a far more tragic figure

than all his predecessors. What is there tragic in the drunken idiot[84]

being killed and robbed by a dissolute woman? That is happening all the

time in the grimy houses of the dark London by-streets. Or what is there

tragic in the fact that a man defending himself from a madman[85] brought

a snuff-box down on the latter’s head and others finished him off? Those

were not tragic catastrophes, but acts of the criminal court and houses

of correction.

The tragic element is not given by pain nor bruises nor blows, but by

those spiritual conflicts that are independent of the will and run

counter to the reason, with which a man struggles but which he can never

overcome; on the contrary, he almost always yields to them, crushed

against the granite rocks of apparently insoluble contradictions. To

be shattered in that way needs a certain degree of humane culture,

needs a special grace of a sort. There are natures so commonplace,

so conventional, so narrow and mediocre, that their happiness and

unhappiness is trivial, or at any rate not interesting. The cold eyes,

the deadly prose, of the drill and discipline of Nicholas’ despotism,

his limited outlook continually fixed upon trifles and details, his

subaltern’s precision and partiality for straight lines, for geometrical

figures, exclude everything poetical. It is vain to try to make something

majestically gloomy out of his latter days. The man never stopped at

anything, never doubted of anything; he might hesitate, but he could not

repent; he had no ideals, he knew that he reigned by the will of God,

that the post of Emperor was a military officer’s, and he was completely

satisfied with himself. He did not suspect that the moral life of the

State was being degraded by him, that, shut in and robbed right and left,

he was leaving Russia on the edge of the abyss. When he did discover this

last fact, he saw with vexation that he was not equal to coping with his

first failure, and at once died of impotent fury. That was a lesson, an

example, a warning, but not a tragedy. If that is not so, one may make

a tragic type not only of every robber who is punished, but even of the

splenetic coward, Araktcheyev,[86] dying at Gruzino, hated and abandoned

by all, beside the foul grave soaked with the blood of a whole household

of servants.

The Emperor Alexander was very different. The Empress Catherine, who

concentrated upon him all the dynastic interest and the motherly feeling

she had never had for her own son, gave him a very humane education and,

as is common with old sinners, brought him up in ignorance of what was

going on around him. Alexander was a dreamer, a youth of romantic ideas,

with the vague philanthropy which was then in fashion, and which was a

sort of Aurora Borealis or cold glimmering reflection of that other,

warmer philanthropy preached in those days in Paris. But for all that,

his education ended early, and with Laharpe’s teaching in his head he

appears on the royal stage, surrounded by the grey-headed, putrefying

corruption of the last years of the reign of Catherine.

‘I am greatly dissatisfied with my position,’ he writes as Grand Duke to

Kotchubey on May 18, 1796, that is, when he was eighteen. ‘I am extremely

glad that the subject has come up of itself, or I should have found it

very hard to begin upon it. Yes, dear friend, I repeat: my position does

not satisfy me at all. It is too conspicuous for my character, which

finds pleasure exclusively in quietness and tranquillity. Court life is

not made for me. I suffer every time I have to appear on the stage of the

Court, and I am out of humour at the sight of the mean things done by

others at every step for the sake of gaining external distinctions, in my

eyes not worth a farthing. I feel unhappy in the company of such people,

whom I should not care to have as lackeys; and yet here they fill the

highest posts, as for instance, Z., P., B., both the S. M., and numbers

of others not worth mentioning, who are haughty with their inferiors

but cringe before those they are afraid of. In short, my dear friend, I

am conscious that I was not born for the high position which I endure

now, and still less for that destined for me in the future, which I have

inwardly vowed to renounce in one way or another.

‘This, dear friend, is a grave secret which I have long meant to tell

you. I think it unnecessary to beg you not to speak of it to any one, for

you will understand of yourself how dearly I might have to pay for it.

I have asked G. Garrick to burn this letter if he should not succeed in

handing it to you in person, and not to give it to any one else to pass

on to you.

‘I have considered the subject from every point of view. I must tell you

that the first idea of it had arisen in my mind even before I came to

know you, and that I was not long in reaching my present decision.

‘The disorder prevailing in our affairs is incredible; there is robbery

on every side, all departments are badly governed; order seems to have

been banished from everywhere—and in spite of that, all the energies of

the Empire are devoted to nothing but widening its frontiers. When that

is the position of things, it is scarcely possible for one man to govern

the State, even less so to reform the deeply rooted abuses existing in

it.... The task is beyond the powers not only of a man endowed like me

with ordinary abilities, but even of a genius, and I have always clung

to the principle that it is better not to undertake a task at all than

to perform it badly. It is in accordance with that principle that I have

taken the resolution I have mentioned to you above. My plan is, after

renouncing this difficult career (I cannot yet with certainty fix the

date of this renunciation), to settle with my wife on the banks of the

Rhine, where I shall live quietly as a private man, finding my happiness

in the society of my friends and in the study of nature.

‘You are at liberty to laugh at me and say that this design is

impracticable; but wait till it has been carried out and then pronounce

judgment. I know that you will blame me, but I can do nothing else, for I

make the peace of my conscience my first rule, and it can not be at rest

if I undertake a task beyond my strength. This, my dear friend, is what

I have long wished to tell you. Now when it has all been uttered, there

is nothing left for me, but to assure you that wherever I may be, whether

happy or unhappy, rich or poor, your affection for me will always be one

of my greatest comforts; mine for you, believe me, will end only with my

life.’

Catherine died. Paul dragged the body of Peter III. into the Peter-Paul

Fortress in a hard frost to bury it beside his dead mother, and made

Count A. Orlov[87] and Baryatinsky carry the former Tsar’s crown.

Alexander was moved one step nearer to that pinnacle surrounded by

the clouds of corruption of which he wrote. Everything was already

transformed by one death, everything grew even viler, though in a

different way. It was his lot to regret the courtiers ‘whom he would not

have cared to have for his lackeys.’ The spoilt and sated household of

the old mistress was filled with the army captains and _kammerdieners_

of her successor, who brought the atmosphere of the barracks and

servants’ hall into the palace. In place of the haughty palace robbers

there were thieves who were police spies; in place of the lackeys

there were hangmen. The palace was transformed from a brothel into a

torture-chamber. The orgy of sensuality was followed by an orgy of

ferocity and cruelty.

Overwhelmed with horror, the Tsarevitch stood in alarm and distress at

the foot of the savage throne; powerless to help and unable to get away,

Alexander wandered like Hamlet through the palace-halls, unable to decide

on anything; others decided for him.

With the same alarm and distress, and with a black stain, moreover,

on his conscience, he mounted to the dreadful pinnacle from which the

mutilated corpse of his slain father had just been thrown down. He wanted

the good of Russia and he was trusted. Men gazed on his mild and youthful

features with ardent hope; he too hoped that he would make a paradise of

Russia; he would give her his best years, his utmost strength, the people

should bless him; he would expiate the sin of his share in the bloody

deed, and then, like Trajan and Marcus Aurelius, he would do what he had

written to Kotchubey and retire to his vineyards on the banks of the

Rhine.[88]

Alexander was sincere in these dreams; he believed in them, and not he

alone, all Russia believed in them, that is, the Russia of decent people,

the Russia recognised as human. The _dark_ masses of Russia, the Russia

of the poor, had nothing to do with it. As at all celebrations and

holidays, they were excluded from the general rejoicing, and, indeed,

made no effort to take part in it, remembering their Little Mother, the

Empress, and seeming instinctively to divine that the new reign would

only pay for the blood of every twelfth man among them with the gift of

Araktcheyev’s military settlements.

It was easy to begin a new epoch supported by such love, such faith, such

joy at the death of the miscreant....

‘Now give me a man, O Creator....

Thou hast given me much: a true man

Is all that I ask Thee for now....

I pray for a friend; I am not such

As Thou the All-Knowing. The servants

Thou hast sent me, Thou knowest

Their hearts what they are,

For money alone do they serve me

Truth and faith is all that I ask.’[89]

Ten days had passed after the death of Paul. There was a great reception

in the palace; people with joyous faces, clothed in deep mourning,

came and went, bowing low, repeating slavish phrases. Alexander, shy,

unaccustomed to this job and to playing the part of a god, before whom

every one falls down, upon whom every one rests his hopes, went after the

reception exhausted to his study, and sank into an easy-chair before his

writing-table. On his table in his study, which no one dared to enter,

there lay a thick letter, sealed and addressed to him.

He broke the seal and opened the letter; as he read it, his eyes

filled with tears, his cheeks burned. He put down the letter, and big

tears still rolled down his cheeks. They were seen by Count Pahlen and

Troshtchinsky. ‘Gentlemen,’ the Tsar said to them, ‘some one unknown has

put this letter on my table; there is no signature; you must find out for

me who wrote it.’

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