I am sorry for individual persons whom I love.

I am sorry for the country, whose first awakening I saw with my own eyes

and which now I see outraged and dishonoured. I am sorry for the Mazeppa,

who was untied from the tail of one empire to be tied to the tail of

another.

I am sorry that I am right. I am, as it were, connected with the fact

from having in outline foreseen it. I am angry with myself as a child is

angry with the barometer that predicts a storm and spoils his picnic.

Italy is like a family in which some black crime has lately been

committed, some horrible calamity that has betrayed ugly secrets has

come to pass; a family which has been touched by the hangman’s hand, or

from which some one has been carried off to the galleys..... All are

exasperated, the innocent are ashamed and ready for insolent defiance.

All are tortured by an impotent desire of revenge, poisoned, weakened by

a passive hatred.

Perhaps there are means of escape close at hand, but they cannot be found

by reason; they lie in chance happenings, in external circumstances, they

lie outside the frontiers. Italy’s fate is not in her own hands, that is

in itself one of the most insufferable humiliations; it so rudely recalls

her recent captivity and the feeling of her own weakness and instability

which had begun to be effaced.

And only twenty years!

Twenty years ago at the end of December I finished in Rome the first

article of my _From the Other Side_ and was faithless to it, carried away

by the year ’forty-eight. I was then in the heyday of my powers, and I

watched with eagerness the unfolding of events. In my life there had not

yet been one misfortune which had left one deep, aching scar, not one

reproach of conscience inwardly, not one insulting word outwardly. With

unreasoning light-heartedness, with boundless self-confidence, I floated

lightly dancing on the waves with all sails set, and I have had to take

them in one after another!

* * * * *

I was in Paris at the time of Garibaldi’s first arrest. The French

did not believe in the invasion by their troops.[78] I happened to

meet with people of very different classes in society. The inveterate

reactionaries and clericals desired intervention, clamoured for it, but

yet doubted. At the railway station a distinguished French savant as he

took leave of me said: ‘Your imagination, my dear northern Hamlet, is

so constructed that you see nothing but what is black; that’s why the

impossibility of war with Italy is not obvious to you. The Government

knows too well that war for the Pope would set all thinking people

against it; after all, you know, we are the France of 1789.’

The first news, not that I read but that I saw, was the fleet setting

off from Toulon to Cività. ‘It is only a military manœuvre,’ another

Frenchman said to me. ‘_On ne viendra jamais aux mains_, and besides

there is no need for us to soil our hands in Italian blood.’

It turned out that there _was need_. A few lads from ‘Latium’ protested;

they were clapped in the lock-up, and with that everything ended as far

as France was concerned. Italy, blood-stained and taken unawares, thanks

to the irresolution of the King and the trickery of the Ministers, made

every concession. But the French, rendered savage, intoxicated by every

victory, could not be stopped: to blood, to action, they had to add words

of abuse.

And on these words of abuse being uttered and greeted with the applause

of the Empire, its fiercest foes—the Legitimists in the form of the old

attorney of the Bourbons, Berryer and the Orleanists in the form of the

old Figaro of the days of Louis-Philippe, Thiers—shook hands with it.

I look upon Rouher’s words as an historical revelation. Any one who did

not understand France after that must have been born blind.

Count Bismarck, it is your task now!

And you, Mazzini, Garibaldi, last of the saints, last of the Mohicans,

fold your hands and take your rest. You are not needed now. You have

done your part. Make room now for madness, for the frenzy of blood in

which either Europe will slay herself or the Reaction will. What will

you do with your hundred republicans and your volunteers with two or

three cases of contraband guns? Now there are a million from here and

a million from there with needle-guns and other artifices. Now there

will be lakes of blood, seas of blood, mountains of corpses.... And then

plague, famine, fire and devastation. _Ah, messieurs les conservateurs_,

you would not have even so pale a republic as that of February, you would

not have the mawkish democracy laid at your feet by the confectioner

Lamartine, you would not have Mazzini the Stoic or Garibaldi the hero.

You wanted order.

For that you will have a Seven Years’ war, a Thirty Years’ war....

You were afraid of social reforms, so now you have the Fenians with their

barrel of gunpowder and their lighted match.

Who is the fool?

GENOA, _December 31, 1867_.

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