I did not give them the money.

They did not show me up in the papers. I was abused in the press much

later, and that was about money too....

These more ferocious ones of whom I have spoken were the extreme

examples, the angular and uncouth representatives of the ‘New

Generation,’ who may be called the Sobakevitches and Nozdryovs of

Nihilism.

However superfluous it may be to make a reservation, yet I will do so,

knowing the logic and the manners of our opponents. I have not the

slightest desire in what I am saying to fling a stone at the younger

generation or at Nihilism. Of the latter I have written many times.

Our Sobakevitches of Nihilism are not its fullest expression, but only

represent its exaggerated extremes.[35]

Who would judge of Christianity from the Flagellants, or of the

Revolution from the September butchers, or the _tricoteuses_ of

Robespierre?

The conceited lads of whom I am speaking are worth studying, because

they are the expression of a temporary type, very definitely marked and

very frequently repeated, a transitional form of the sickness of our

development from our old stagnation.

For the most part, they were lacking in the polish given by breeding,

and the persistence given by scientific studies. In the first heat of

emancipation they were in a hurry to cast off all the conventional forms

and to push away all the rubber buffers which avert rough collisions.

This made the simplest relations with them difficult.

Flinging off everything to the last rag, our _enfants terribles_ proudly

appeared as their mothers bore them, and their mothers had not borne

them well, not as simple comely lads but as heirs of the evil and

unhealthy life of our lower classes in Petersburg. Instead of athletic

muscles and youthful nakedness, they displayed the melancholy traces of

hereditary anaemia, the traces of old scars and fetters and manacles of

all sorts. There were few among them who had come up from the people. The

servants’ hall, the barrack-room, the seminary, the petty proprietor’s

farm survived in their blood and their brains, and lost none of their

characteristic features though twisted in an opposite direction. So far

as I know, this fact has attracted no serious attention.

On the one hand, the reaction against the old narrow oppressive world

was bound to throw the younger generation into antagonism and opposition

to their hostile surroundings; it was useless to expect moderation or

justice in them. On the contrary, everything was done in defiance,

everything was done in resentment. You have been hypocrites, we will be

cynics; you have been moral in words, we will be wicked in words; you

have been polite to your superiors and rude to your inferiors, we will

be rude to every one; you have bowed down to those you did not respect,

we will shove others aside without apologising; your feeling of personal

dignity consisted in nothing but decorum and external honour, we make it

our point of honour to trample on every decorum and to scorn every _point

d’honneur_.

But on the other hand, though disowning all the ordinary forms of

social life, their character was full of its own hereditary failings

and deformities. Casting off, as we have said, all veils, the most

desperate played the dandy in the costume of Gogol’s Pyetuh[36] and did

not preserve the pose of the Venus of Medici. Their nakedness did not

conceal, but revealed, what they were. It revealed that their systematic

roughness, their rude and insolent talk, had nothing in common with

the inoffensive and simple-hearted coarseness of the peasant, but a

great deal in common with the manners of the low-class pettifogger, the

shop-boy and the flunkey. The peasants no more considered such a Nihilist

as one of themselves than they did a Slavophil in a _murmolka_. To the

peasantry these men remain strangers, the lowest class of the enemies’

camp, inferior young masters, scribblers out of a job, Germans among

Russians.

To be completely free, one must forget one’s freedom and that from which

one has been set free, and cast off the habits of the environment one has

outgrown. Until men have done this we cannot help being conscious of the

servants’ hall, the barrack-room, the government-office or the seminary

in every gesture they make and every word they utter.

To hit a man in the face at the first objection he advances—if not with a

fist with a word of abuse—to call Stuart Mill a sneak, forgetting all the

service he has done, is not that the same as the Russian master’s way

of ‘punching old Gavrilo in the face for a crumpled cravat’? In this and

similar rudeness, do we not recognise the policeman, the police officer,

the village constable dragging the peasant by his grey beard? Do we not,

in the insolent arrogance of their manners and answers, clearly recognise

the insolence of the officers of the days of Nicholas? Do we not see

in men who talk haughtily and disdainfully of Shakespeare and Pushkin,

grandsons of Skalozub, reared in the house of their grandsire who wanted

‘to make a Voltaire of his corporal’?

The very curse of bribery has survived in the extortion of money by

violence, by intimidation and threats on the pretext of a common cause,

in the efforts to be kept at the expense of the service and to revenge a

refusal by slanders and libels.

All this will be transformed and come right with time. But there is no

blinking the fact that a strange subsoil has been prepared by the Tsar’s

paternal Government and Imperial civilisation in our kingdom of darkness.

It is a soil on which seedlings that promised much have grown, on the one

hand, into the followers of the Muravyovs and the Katkovs, and, on the

other, into the bullies of Nihilism and the lawless gang of Bazarovs.

Our black earth needs a good deal of drainage!

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