XXXV

Ralph Holt ran down the steps of a famous night restaurant in north

Montgomery Street on the edge of Chinatown. It was a disreputable place

but it had a certain air of brilliancy, although below the sidewalk,

and was favored by men that worked late on newspapers, not only for its

excellent cuisine but because there was likely to be some garish bit of

drama to refresh the jaded mind.

The large room was handsomely furnished with mahogany and lit by three

large crystal chandeliers and many side brackets. It was about two

thirds full. A band was playing and on a platform a woman in a Spanish

costume of sorts was dancing the can-can, to the noisy appreciation of

the male guests. Along one side of the room was a bar with a large

painting above it of bathing nymphs. The waiters were Chinese.

Holt found an unoccupied table and ordered an oyster stew, then glanced

about him for possible centres of interest. There were many women

present, gaudily attired, but they were not the elite of the

half-world. Neither did the gentlemen who made life gay and care-free

for the haughty ladies of the lower ten thousand patronize anything so

blatant. They were far too high-toned themselves. Their standards were

elevated, all things considered.

But the women of commerce, of whatever status, had no interest for

young Holt save as possible heroines of living drama. He had a lively

news sense, and although an editor, and of a highly respectable sheet

at that, he could become as keen on the track of a "story" as if he

were still a reporter.

But although the night birds were eating little and drinking a great

deal, at this hour of two in the morning, the only excitement was the

marvellous high kicking of the black-eyed scantily clad young woman on

the stage and the ribald applause of her admirers.

His eye was arrested by the slender back of a woman who sat at a table

alone drinking champagne. She was so simply dressed that she was far

more noticeable than if she had crowned herself with jewels. His lunch

arrived at the moment, and it was not until he had satisfied his usual

morning appetite that he remembered the woman and glanced her way

again. Two men were sitting at her table, apparently endeavoring to

engage her in conversation. They belonged to the type loosely known as

men about town, of no definite position, but with money to spend and a

turn for adventure.

It was equally apparent that they received no response to their amiable

overtures, for they shrugged their shoulders in a moment, laughed, and

went elsewhere. More than one woman sat alone and these were amenable

enough. They came for no other purpose.

Holt paid his account and strolled over to the table. When he took one

of the chairs he was shocked but not particularly surprised to see that

the woman was Mrs. Talbot. The town had rung with her story all winter,

and he had heard several months since that she had obtained money in

some way and left her husband. The report was that Dr. Talbot had

traced her to lodgings on the Plaza, but she had not only refused to

return to him but to tell him where she had obtained her funds. She had

informed him that she had sufficient money to keep her "long enough,"

but the doctor had his misgivings and directed his lawyers to pay the

rent of the room and make an arrangement with a neighboring restaurant

to send in her meals. Then he had gone off on a sea voyage. Holt had

seen him driving his double team the day before, evidently on a round

of visits. The sea, apparently, had done him little good. Nothing but

age, no doubt, would shatter that superb constitution, but he had lost

his ruddy color and his face was drawn and lined.

Madeleine had not raised her eyes. She looked like an effigy of

well-bred contempt, and Holt did not wonder that she suffered briefly

from the attentions of predatory males in search of amusement.

Moreover, she was very thin, and the sirens of that day were

voluptuous. They fed on cream and sweets until the proper curves of

bust and hips were achieved, and those that appeared in the wrong place

were held flat with a broad "wooden whalebone."

Holt was surprised to find her so little changed. It was evident she

was one of those drinkers whom liquor made pallid not red; her skin was

still smooth and her face had not lost its fine oval. But it was only a

matter of time!

"Mrs. Talbot."

She raised her eyes with a faint start and with an expression of

haughty disdain. But as she recognized him the expression faded and she

regarded him sadly.

"You see," she said.

"It's a crime, you know."

"Have you any news of him?"

"Nothing new. It takes time to kill a man like that."

"I hope he is more fortunate than I am! It hasn't the effect that it

did. It keeps my nerves sodden, but my brain is horribly clear. I no

longer forget! And death is a long time coming. I am tired always, but

I don't break."

"You shouldn't come to such places as this. If a man was drunk enough

you couldn't discourage him."

"Oh, I have been spoken to in places like this and on the street by men

in every stage of intoxication and by men who were quite sober. But I

am able to take care of myself. This sort of man--the only sort I meet

now--likes gay clothes and gay women."

"All the same it's not safe. Do you only go out at night?"

"Yes--I--I sleep in the daytime."

"Look here--I have a plan--I won't tell you what it is now--but

meanwhile I wish you would promise me that you will not go out

alone--to hells of this sort--again. I can make an arrangement for a

while at the office to get off earlier, and I'll take you wherever you

want to go. Is it a bargain?"

"Very well," she said indifferently. Then she smiled for the first

time, and her face looked sweet and almost girlish once more. "You are

very kind. Why do you take so much interest? I am only one more

derelict. You must have seen many."

"Well, I'm just built that way. I took a shine to you the day in that

old ark we ambled about in, and then I'm as fond of Masters as ever.

D'you see? Now, let's get out of this. I'm going to see you home."

"Home!"

"Well, I'm glad the word gives you a shock, anyway. It's where you

ought to be."

They left the restaurant and although, when they reached the sidewalk,

she took his arm, he noticed that she did not stagger.

They walked up the hill past the north side of the Plaza. The gambling

houses of the fifties and early sixties had moved elsewhere, and

although there were low-browed shops on the east side with flaring gas

jets before them even at this hour, the other three sides, devoted to

offices and rooming-houses, were respectable. There were a few drunken

sailors on the grass, who had wandered too far from Barbary Coast, but

they were asleep.

"I never am molested here," she said. "I don't think I have ever met

any one. Sometimes I have stood in the shadow up there and looked down

Dupont Street. What a sight! Respectable Montgomery Street is never so

crowded at four in the afternoon. And the women! Sometimes I have

envied them, for life has never meant anything to them but just that. I

never saw one of those painted harlots who looked as if she had even

the remnants of a mind."

"Well, for heaven's sake keep your distance from Dupont Street. If some

drunken brute caught you lurking in the shadows it might appeal to his

sense of humor to toss you on his shoulder and run the length of the

street with you--possibly fling you through one of the windows of those

awful cottages into some harlot's lap, if she happened to be soliciting

at the moment. Then she'd scratch your eyes out.... You know a lot

about taking care of yourself," he fumed.

"Oh, I never go there any more," she said indifferently. "I'm tired of

it."

"I can understand you leaving your husband and wishing to live

alone--natural enough!--but what I cannot understand is that you, the

quintessence of delicate breeding, should walk the streets at night and

sit in dives. I wonder you can stand being in the room with such women,

to say nothing of the men."

"It has been my hope to forget all I represented before, and danger

means nothing to me. Moreover, there are other reasons. I must have

exercise and air. I do not care to risk meeting any of my old friends.

I must get away from myself--from solitude--during some part of the

twenty-four hours. And--well--the die was cast. I was publicly

disgraced. It doesn't matter what I do now, and when I sit in that sort

of place I can imagine that he is in similar ones on the other side of

the continent. I told you that I intended to be no better than he--and

of course as I am a woman I am worse."

"I suppose you would not be half so charming if you were not so

completely feminine. But just how many of these night hells have you

been to?"

"I can't tell. I've been to far worse dives than that. I've even been

in saloons over on Barbary Coast. But although I've been hurt

accidentally several times in scuffles, and a bullet nearly hit me

once, I seem to bear a charmed life. I suppose those do that want to

die. And although they treat me with no respect they seem to regard me

as a harmless lunatic, and--and--I take very little when I am out. I

have just enough pride left not to care to be taken to the calaboose by

a policeman."

"Good God! How can you even talk of such things? Some day you will

regret all this horribly."

"I'll never regret anything except that I was born."

"Well, here we are. I'll not take you up to your rooms. Don't give them

a chance at that sort of scandal whatever you do. It's lucky for you

that alcohol doesn't send you along a still livelier road to perdition.

It does most women."

"I see him every moment. Even if I did not, I do not think--well, of

course if things were different I should not be an outcast of any sort.

And don't imagine that my refinement suffers in these new contacts. The

underworld interests me; I had never even tried to imagine it before. I

am permitted to remain aloof and a spectator. At times it is all as

unreal as I seem to myself, sitting there. But I never feel so close to

vice as to complete honesty. I have often had glimpses of blacker sins

in Society."

"Well, I'm glad it's no worse. To tell you the truth, I've avoided

looking you up, for I didn't know--well, I didn't want to see you again

if you were too different. Good-night. I'll meet you at this door

tonight at twelve sharp."

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