I sat limp in my chair, still chewing that crumpling cigar.

Sir Robert leaned back. He was seated on the leather sofa. He let his

head rest on the shabby upholstery and studied the ceiling. In one hand

he held his cigar, in the other his monocle, tracing patterns in the air

with them. His hands are not thin, but the skin on them is crisscrossed

with fine wrinkles like the skin on his face and neck.

“My boy,” he began, after a rime, “I'm going to offer you a little

counsel. You won't take it, but I am going to offer it. Probably, at

your age, I should n't have taken it either.” He sighed. “I am an old

man. For forty-five years I have been observing men--and women. I have

seen--well, a good deal, one way and another. And the one fact I have

come to be sure of.... You know, Eckhart, the great mass of human

beings--in Europe and America, at least, labor under the curious

delusion that the race has finally worked out something of a

civilization. Curious, but they do. It is rot, of course. All rot. There

is no civilization. Life is quite as primitive as ever. Only we have

developed extraordinary ingenuity at covering life up. That's it. That's

our greatest triumph--covering up! At best, it is pretty messy business.

And all we can be sure of is that every man owes it to himself and his

legitimate offspring to save his skin at all costs, and incidentally, to

capture what little he can of the common booty.”

He made me nervous. I couldn't sit there indefinitely and listen to his

sordid philosophy.

He was quick to catch my mood, and went on more to the point. This

shiftiness is the seasoned lawyer in him, I suppose. He is pretty keen,

after all.

“Look here, Eckhart--there's no sense in men like you and me beating

about the bush. Crocker got blind drunk at Nagasaki, and missed

the Shanghai boat. That night he told me the same story that he had

doubtless told you. Or did n't he?”

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